04-21-2019, 06:51 PM
Yeah, probably. Not sure what to do about it though. I feel trapped in my current way of life. I have some feeling like maybe there's something that will change how I feel everyday, but I feel like I don't know what that is.
I guess I'm looking forward to finding work as a teacher's assistant so I can have something to do with my day that allows me to meet people and gives me something meaningful to do that involves interaction with others.
Until then, I'm just trying to heal and work through my own issues, but I feel like I'm stuck in hermit mode.
I feel better about the friendship breakup lately, because I have decided that I honestly believe that if I change myself enough and use the power of holographic creation, I can attune myself to the reality where I get my friend back. But that'll take a lot of work getting there and lately, the name of the game is raising my vibration.
So even though I'm feeling better about the friendship breakup, the fact is I still dunno what to do about being in hermit mode and it feels like I've still got a lot of issues to work on.
I guess I'm looking forward to finding work as a teacher's assistant so I can have something to do with my day that allows me to meet people and gives me something meaningful to do that involves interaction with others.
Until then, I'm just trying to heal and work through my own issues, but I feel like I'm stuck in hermit mode.
I feel better about the friendship breakup lately, because I have decided that I honestly believe that if I change myself enough and use the power of holographic creation, I can attune myself to the reality where I get my friend back. But that'll take a lot of work getting there and lately, the name of the game is raising my vibration.
So even though I'm feeling better about the friendship breakup, the fact is I still dunno what to do about being in hermit mode and it feels like I've still got a lot of issues to work on.