I do think you worry too much. Like I think you have a vague conception of 4D, so you can't really say it is what you really want to experience following your life. It is well to learn to trust in the process, maybe a different setting for a 3D life would satisfy you more.
I think the two wanderers that harvested negative later came to understand why it happened and accepted it was their path, it makes sense that at first they were disconcerted.
I think the two wanderers that harvested negative later came to understand why it happened and accepted it was their path, it makes sense that at first they were disconcerted.