6th density wanderer lessons

[Ray711]

Ra states that most wanderers come from the 6th density, and that their lessons often revolve around learning the lessons of love in order to balance it with wisdom. I think it'd be interesting to use this thread for us to talk about possible lessons, catalysts and incarnational patterns involving this particular balance between love and wisdom, and other possible lessons involving the idea of 6h density oneness. What have your experiences in life been with this?

For me, even many years before getting into The Law of One or spirituality, the notion of finding balance between opposites was something that deeply attracted me. I became interested in Jung's work on personality types, and although he had different opinions on the idea of this so-called balance, striking that fine middle point between feeling and thinking was something that fascinated me. As much as possible in life I try to approach situations using both aspects, analyzing with the intellectual mind the situation as analytically and objectively as possible, and being mindful of any possible biases of my own that may get in the way of the truth, while at the same time accepting and honoring with the greatest respect any feelings that pop up either in myself or the other person, and then acting upon them if appropriate.

Sexual identity and gender roles play heavily into this, I find. As a physical male, I've never really fully identified with the archetype of masculinity, but not with femininity either. I see myself as more feminine in some aspects, more masculine in others, although it is possible that my core motivations in life make me lean slightly more towards femininity, in the sense that I see feelings, the emotional aspect and spirituality (the feminine) as the true driving force of life, whereas wisdom and rationality, while great tools, are just that; tools, not something to actually live and die for.

Life has also thrown at me catalyst that has allowed me to tap into the shadow. I have direct experience of what it is to experience bitterness and resentment towards existence itself, and I'm aware of how easily it would have been to give in to that side and fall into straight up STS territory. I knew these were things I couldn't just talk about with anybody, as they would be greatly judged, but within the confines of my own mind I never felt very judgmental towards this side of myself. I knew I couldn't feed it or give in to it, but deep down I knew it was something natural and that there was no reason to feel ashamed for it. More recently, when getting into The Law of One and the Quo channelings, I felt instantly attracted to the concepts of unconditional acceptance of the self, shadow integration, and of being the totality and all potentialities of the universe itself. It felt so natural to me, and it really helped me in advancing my knowledge in an area that I already felt an inherent attraction to begin with.

I've never really had any actual experience of confirmation of being a wanderer, but all of these things and the overall trend of attraction towards balance make me think that the probability of being a 6th density wanderer is rather high, if we go by what Ra said. I wonder, though, is there a way of being more sure if one is indeed a wanderer, and of one's origins?

As for lessons, I think recurring catalyst in my life has prompted me to learn how to get out of a strong habit of using the mind and of rationalizing too much, and of realization that indeed, the mind is much less capable of understanding reality than I thought before. I've come to learn great humility in that regard, and to embrace love further as the key to existence.

Please share your experiences.