Isn't wandering fun?

[Glow]

I guess it partially depends on your incarnation.
Ra’s own term Brothers and sisters of sorrow doesn’t make me feel bad about finding things here hard to experience.

Today I watched a fellow wanderer who is obviously not awakening be swept up in the karma. Spiralling down further and further into forgetting and pain away from the light and love because it hurts to much, and to awaken now would require him facing the extreme abuse and emotions he locked away and no longer has the strength to face. Catalyst now attacking his body, wow this place is not easy.

Mopping up karma by incarnating into the worst of it hoping you will awaken and heal and forgive seems pretty hit or miss. The hits are hard but misses are devastating.
Nothing I can do but offer love as he spirals. Thankfully I awoke and have forgiven but no I’d not say it’s fun.

I love the beautiful moments simple ones but the bulk of it I am done with.

I think the foolhardiness Ra mentioned is no understatement.
I’m not even sure we wanderers make a difference. The ones who do not awaken with their energetic mismatch to this disharmony ... I wonder if their extreme anguish doesn’t undo anything us that do awaken manages to help alleviate.

Sorry that was not a ray of sunshine if you awaken joyful tomorrow maybe with that joy say a prayer for those wanderers who took on to much to feel some of that sunshine you emit to the world. Keep shining.