Be free of desire before graduation to 4th Q'uo October 15, 1989

[Relax]

Ok and I am just going to throw it out there and be perfectly excessively, if I had sufficient shame embarrassingly vulnerable. lol

My one remaining personal desire is to be in union with another portion of the creator to the point I can experience both sides. I figured that was 4D. Skin between but getting to be in as close to unity as possible without fully merging into oneness. I might explain that as the moment building up to climax just before release during sex but withing a loving relationship and sustaining that, not moving away from this near unity. Then(at death) be released back into unity without the veil.  No not asking to much at all

How is that for tmi? And so I either release this desire or stay again to wander but I do not actually see it as possible in 3D, maybe 4D but maybe not even then so perhaps that is my desire to reunite with the one. Limited human brain is not sure.

I am open to perspective on this.

Maybe I need to go back to the shamanic group to become as empty as possible, so "I" can experience being the universe on both sides. I do not see how else it would be possible here in 3D. Unless that is simply what dying will be, a slow re:merging with the one. Really thought it was a love base experience with another but maybe not.

this sounds like seeking a soul merge with another self as opposed to a "worldly" 3d "desire" - it has a 4D yearning about it to me

nb: I wouldn't advise returning to a group to become 'as empty as possible' - but to continue in love and service (including self care) and become as Full as possible

suspend analysis and thought, and Be

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