Can you save a life with energy work?

[Sacred Fool]

Continuing along the same lines as above, you may have simply lost track of your own self while playing around hither and thither. To put my earlier comments more directly, do yourself a favor and check (or have someone else check) to see if you are being bled out through cords or the like. There may be energetic things inside you which are parasitic. An accumulation of such can greatly distort your sense of which way is up, which is how you're sounding.