The spiritual journey is the journey of a lifetime. Patience and faith are things that need to be learnt. I found that I was listening to a lot of sensationalist new age stuff and I was subconciously picking up on peoples ego based hunger for spiritual experiences and manifestation. The real spirituality is seeing the beauty and spirituality in simple experiences with others.
I too have had psychotic episodes. For me Yoga is the best thing I have found to balance my energy centres. I have found in my journey that too much meditation or the worng kind of meditation can cause complications like this for some people. I have spinal problems and I was told by a meditation master from a secret society that this was the cause of my psychosis.
I try to be really careful about what media I consume and ressonate with. Now I don't even watch the news. I used to watch a lot of videos about disclosure and a lot of these people carry a lot of dellusion and conflict with them. I realised even the Ra material attracted a lot of negative energy because of the channels strong attraction to christianity and the idea of martydom, she literally attracted negative experiences to her because of this and I found this rubbing off on me because of my affinity to the Ra material. I attracted a lot of negativity into my life which caused the breakdown of most of my relationships. It's taken me four years to heal my family relationships, but now they are far better then even when I started.
What helped me the most was watching this guys videos:
https://www.youtube.com/user/hamishpatterson
he used to do a lot of drugs and was seeking far out experiences and it was ruining his life, he talks about how he went sober and now tries to see God in his everyday relationships and experiences.
If you want to accelerate your journey to greater love, abundance and balance then the best way is to seek out well balanced, loving and spiritualy adept people who can guide you. In the Law of One Ra says that a spiritual adept has the power to balance those around them, in the same way as the pyramids they built to accelerate spiritual power. Another way to increase our power is to go to spiritual congregations with others.
I would reccomend listening to some of Sadhguru's videos he is a very well balanced Yogi:
https://www.youtube.com/user/sadhguru
I too have had psychotic episodes. For me Yoga is the best thing I have found to balance my energy centres. I have found in my journey that too much meditation or the worng kind of meditation can cause complications like this for some people. I have spinal problems and I was told by a meditation master from a secret society that this was the cause of my psychosis.
I try to be really careful about what media I consume and ressonate with. Now I don't even watch the news. I used to watch a lot of videos about disclosure and a lot of these people carry a lot of dellusion and conflict with them. I realised even the Ra material attracted a lot of negative energy because of the channels strong attraction to christianity and the idea of martydom, she literally attracted negative experiences to her because of this and I found this rubbing off on me because of my affinity to the Ra material. I attracted a lot of negativity into my life which caused the breakdown of most of my relationships. It's taken me four years to heal my family relationships, but now they are far better then even when I started.
What helped me the most was watching this guys videos:
https://www.youtube.com/user/hamishpatterson
he used to do a lot of drugs and was seeking far out experiences and it was ruining his life, he talks about how he went sober and now tries to see God in his everyday relationships and experiences.
If you want to accelerate your journey to greater love, abundance and balance then the best way is to seek out well balanced, loving and spiritualy adept people who can guide you. In the Law of One Ra says that a spiritual adept has the power to balance those around them, in the same way as the pyramids they built to accelerate spiritual power. Another way to increase our power is to go to spiritual congregations with others.
I would reccomend listening to some of Sadhguru's videos he is a very well balanced Yogi:
https://www.youtube.com/user/sadhguru
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