Raising my Subdensity

[Ymarsakar]

I've used meditation and energy work to clear blockages for the last 10-15 years.
I find that with this you slowly approach Creator.
There is more pressure of light and love on the field. It gets denser.
It's starting to get warm internally for me. I could go further though.
I'm starting to feel God's love too. It's not just bliss, I feel love and I want to kiss my mom's dog even out of happiness.
There's still internal resistance and slight discomforts when the light hits a blockage.
I'm slightly out of my comfort resting zone, reaching for more.

Do you think it's better to stay where it's warmer and keep pushing yourself?
Or should you stay back where you don't even feel God's love?
The light heat is burning away blockages and resistance slowly.

I have to be in a state of surrender because it's all flowing inward.

I think what's happening is I'm raising my subdensity. I feel it flowing in through the top of my head, so it's probably not just Kundalini.

I stay where my field is a little warm to get a small taste of God's love.

I let go of my attachment to anthros, realizing I was picking up on other people's love for them, and the tremendous energy behind that.
Not that I can't love them, but not be so attached. When I let go, I floated up more into a slightly more intense love/light and more heat.

This is just my experience. It might not be common.

If you want to be harvested, keep pushing. If you are satisfied with 3rd density learning rate, you can play it safe by not exploring the limits. Since 2012, energies are available to all for this work. Increasing sub density? Perhaps. Which chakra is blocked?