How can we accelerate our life vs. accept the dream

[Kaaron]

I realised even the Ra material attracted a lot of negative energy because of the channels strong attraction to christianity and the idea of martydom, she literally attracted negative experiences to her because of this

No. This is Not the reason why a negative entity was attracted to the Ra contact.

What is, in your opinion, the reason?

I do not have an opinion per se. Here are some quotes in which can be considered.

53.11 ▶ Questioner: [Interrupting] Why does this occur?

Ra: I am Ra. When it occurs it is quite rare and occurs either due to the Orion entities’ lack of perception of the depth of positivity to be encountered or due to the Orion entities’ desire to, shall we say, attempt to remove this positivity from this plane of existence. Orion tactics normally are those which choose the simple distortions of mind which indicate less mental and spiritual complex activity.

This quote in a nutshell describes the desire to extinguish the light that is put into the world.

This comes from 62:20

The fifth density sees the difficulties posed by the light and in this way directs entities of this vibration to the seeking of targets of opportunity such as this one. If fourth-density temptations, shall we say, towards distortion of ego, etc., are not successful the fifth-density entity then thinks in terms of the removal of light.

67.7 ▶ Questioner: I undoubtedly will ask several very uninformed and poor questions. However, I was trying to understand certain concepts having to do with the illusion, I shall say, of the polarization that seems to exist at certain density levels in the creation and how can the mechanism of interaction of consciousness— it is a very difficult subject for me and therefore I ask your forgiveness for my poor questions, but it seems to me that the fifth-density entity is attracted in some way to our group by [the] polarization of this group which acts somehow as a beacon to the entity. Am I correct?

Ra: I am Ra. This is, in substance, correct but the efforts of this entity are put forward only reluctantly. The usual attempts upon positively oriented entities or groups of entities are made, as we have said, by minions of the fifth-density Orion leaders; these are fourth-density. The normal gambit of such fourth-density attack is the tempting of the entity or group of entities away from total polarization towards service to others and toward the aggrandizement of self or of social organizations with which the self identifies. In the case of this particular group each was given a full range of temptations to cease being of service to each other and to the One Infinite Creator. Each entity declined these choices and instead continued with no significant deviations from the desire for a purely other-self service orientation. At this point one of the fifth-density entities over-seeing such detuning processes determined that it would be necessary to terminate the group by what you might call magical means, as you understand ritual magic. We have previously discussed the potential for the removal of one of this group by such attack and have noted that by far the most vulnerable is the instrument due to its pre-incarnative physical complex distortions.

As you can see, the reason for such attacks is because of service to other self and the One Infinite Creator choice by this group of three. The group was not only intensifying the light and love vibration between the three of them but at some point were going to release this learn/teaching to the world (us). This is very powerful as it would provide many entities the opportunity to learn/teach the Law of One and the truth which in turn would further reach others. This is not what the Crusaders want. They would prefer to de-polarize the group of three in this case and relinquish the contact with those of Ra.
Most of the time the temptation would be to de-polarize an entity and not remove them from this space/time. However, in this case with Don, Carla and Jim, the removal option was on the table. The harmony and love between the three was the protection against not only de-polarization but the removal of Carla. Only until later in the contact we saw that disharmony infiltrated the group at times and there was an energy transfer between Don and Carla; making her the strong one and Don the weak one, was there a real threat. And you can find that information toward the end of the contact if you read the transcripts. I won't quote it here but perhaps another seeker may.
As you can see, it had nothing to do with Christianity or any religious affiliations but rather something else.
Hope this helps in some way

From what I can gather...Jim n Carla were STO love and had that relationship.
Carla and Don had a mixed love. Don was possessive and controlling.
This was the balance spoken of, by Ra...IMO
Don was the one asking transient questions alot of the time.
With great truth...comes the offer of great distortion. Don provided this...by being self serving with alot of the lines of questioning.
The same can be seen, when watching cosmic Disclosure.
Corey feels very STO.
David loves himself and the idea of Disclosure.
The perfect STS/STO storm...if you will.
I feel like the negative 5D "friend"...was attached to Don.
Carla was the pure love.
Jim was the balance.
Their interpersonal relationships...provided the positive and negative balance necessary.
IMO