How can we accelerate our life vs. accept the dream

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There is some truth to it, Ra too say that they don't suggest martydom. But they were martyrs themselves.
And I think Carla's martydom was that she was willing to serve as a channel for the creator even though her vital energies were low. It's not such a stepping on others toes I think, just that putting her life at risk for a session was a bit too much. Though the group was supportive and did every effort possible to re-energize her and keep a protective ritual at all times.