Can beings, that are neither 50% STS, nor 50% STO ascend

[EvolvingPhoenix]

I simply don't understand why we should polarize either to STO or STS. The problem is not if to prefer self or others, but who is (the distortion we have of) self or others. How can you prefer to serve to someone, if you don't know him? It is not OK to serve to a devil. It is not OK to serve someones first and then, maybe, to realize who actually they are.

I grew up in a communistic country. Almost every dissent action against the regime was driven by a state secret service. So I am naturally cautious. We in the East really wonder how you guys in the West are so naive.

Yes, The Ra material is important, inspiring material. But what is the fruit? Don committed suicide. Carla contribute to it a little bit, because she tried to reduce Don’s free will. Ra didn't help them in theirs difficult situation by some relevant advise at that time but answered silly questions about a cat.

"It is not okay to..."

Lemme stop you right there, buddy. The One blinks at neither the light nor the dark, and finds it perfectly okay, whatever it is, it seems.

Just because YOU are not okay with something does not mean "it is not okay"

"Yes, The Ra material is important, inspiring material. But what is the fruit?"

That is your decision.

The fruit for me has been a path of healing and magick. So the fruit for me is increasingly abundant and sweet. That is MY decision. MY will. Nobody can decide your will for you. It is up to you to decide what fruit the LOO material bears.

A belief is a decision first. Remember that. You find meaning where you decide to find it.


"Ra didn't help them in theirs difficult situation by some relevant advise at that time but answered silly questions about a cat."

Ra only answered the questions they asked, respecting their free will. This is explicitly stated in the material itself. Don't blame Ra for the group's transient questions. As for Don Killing himself, that was as a result of a 5th density being interacting with him, psychically greeting him and pulling aspects out of his own mind in order to find ways to manipulate him, because these dark ruminations still held meaning to him.

It is not Ra's responsibility to "help" them with "helpful advice" against their will, nor is it your responsibility to decide for others what is helpful to them.

As for STO or STS, I don't see what any of this stuff has to do with that question.

The reason you have to polarize is because you will be too confused to find any meaning in the densities above this one otherwise if you do not. Plain and simple.

The name of the game here is MEANING and discovering where YOU prefer to seek it.

Polarity is the RESULT of understanding your own will, and until you do that, you are simply NOT READY to move on, because you are still confused as to where you derive your meaning from, so it would be pointless then to be in the higher densities.

Also, you may have corrected the 95% thing, but you still have it wrong.

It's 51% STO, not 50.

Also, as Ymarsakar pointed out, motivation is a big deal for eternal beings. If you aint motivated to do it, you aint gonna. BELIEVE ME, I know that.

So again, what would the point be in moving on without first establishing one's will?

You signed up for this s***, or you would not be here. Remember that.