Is STS/STO actually about Awareness?

[Moonfox]

It makes more sense to me when I frame service to self as being aware of primarily the body energetic field. Extending one's awareness into the world AND including the body is the highest form of service to the creator because the creator is fed by what we are aware of. Thus, feeding the world to the creator is the greatest service. This also works for when one is listening to others. We have ones that are mostly just aware of their own bodies, ones that allow their focus to rest on the body field of another. Then there is the ones that are neither focused wholly on themselves or another.

Thoughts?

I am geared toward the negative. It's just how my make-up works. I walk into a room and I say, this room could be improved. Look at this, look at that. Let's fix this. And I would consider myself a mostly negative person who uses that negative polarity for a positive impact on the world. You cannot have a perfect world here. This is essentially a very dense density and it is extremely complicated. I believe that understanding is a part of the veil, or lack there of.
So if I see an issue in the world that I think is terrible and it brings a fire to my heart I meditate on that feeling. I think, why is this such a problem? And the spirit inside you will recognize issues when you come across them, especially if you are geared to notice problems before you notice positives. Sometimes after thought, I realize the issue is being taken care of by other, more knowledgable people. However, if the issue lacks clarity, it is my natural inclination to walk in and define boundaries and isolate the problem and I do that very well.

However, if unchecked by lack of mental dicipline, this gearing toward the negative can lead to serious consequences. The person must be strong enough to contain the natural inclinations, whatever those may be.

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I do not know how people of positive polarity operate.