04-16-2020, 12:01 PM
(This post was last modified: 04-16-2020, 12:03 PM by Black Dragon.)
So multiple sources seem to corroborate that were are not on a perfect or smooth trajectory, but were are still somewhat safely removed from the original "NWO" shitter timeline, but with a lot of wacky bleed-through effects. While I will be here to live out my life and intend to do my duty, heal myself, and move into a better timeline, the years have gone by and so much damage is already done. As much as I feel alienated and wish for relief from this, and to experience freedom, ET contact, and other planets, I have formed a deep love for Earth and even for this little lifetime and timeframe in history and all the people I interacted/continue to interact with in it, all the beautiful latent potentials that were there but never realized and instead supplanted with suffering.
Do you know what I feel I'd want most after this life? Not some magic afterlife healing or to be swept away to some wonderful home world, but another shot at THIS lifetime, in a timeline much farther removed from the NWO timeline and its nasty shitstain bleed-through effects. I want to experience the full potential and joy of how this life could have been fulfilling, healing, and beautiful for my soul instead of adding more trauma and wearing me down. I want to experience THIS life, with enough adversity to move me forward and help me shape myself and learn, but not pure misery and arbitrary sacrifice. All this horror and pain is such a waste of something that could have been so beautiful and healing. I want to live this life in a proper timeline, on my terms rather than the chessboard of scumbag logos/gestault beings and rampant inorganic/AI's.
Do you know what I feel I'd want most after this life? Not some magic afterlife healing or to be swept away to some wonderful home world, but another shot at THIS lifetime, in a timeline much farther removed from the NWO timeline and its nasty shitstain bleed-through effects. I want to experience the full potential and joy of how this life could have been fulfilling, healing, and beautiful for my soul instead of adding more trauma and wearing me down. I want to experience THIS life, with enough adversity to move me forward and help me shape myself and learn, but not pure misery and arbitrary sacrifice. All this horror and pain is such a waste of something that could have been so beautiful and healing. I want to live this life in a proper timeline, on my terms rather than the chessboard of scumbag logos/gestault beings and rampant inorganic/AI's.