Thank you Austin
I don’t really know what to do. I was pretty heartbroken when a few weeks ago I started to look into the fear of losing my job ( not my case) with a family to feed and looking at weeks to come and how to face each morning the future imagining what to do, what to do.
I started to think about a native Indian couple (not my case) and I decided to send prayer and hold that Unknown family in my heart. It helped a bit but not that much.
The several recent brutalities are just, I don’t know, so heavy and like, it’s been so long since Ruby Bridges.
Seems that embracing each other would be so simple.
I don’t know, feeling so useless, and yet hopeful. It can’t be not progressing from here.
Just my feelings.
on edit I have to add for honesty, that I have also intense compassion for Mr. Chauvin who acted this way, I can't even explain it, because I can't even think what was going through him at that time, and what is going through inside him now, and despite all this, I have this intense compassion for him that I dont even know where it comes from. With sadness but so intense.
I don’t really know what to do. I was pretty heartbroken when a few weeks ago I started to look into the fear of losing my job ( not my case) with a family to feed and looking at weeks to come and how to face each morning the future imagining what to do, what to do.
I started to think about a native Indian couple (not my case) and I decided to send prayer and hold that Unknown family in my heart. It helped a bit but not that much.
The several recent brutalities are just, I don’t know, so heavy and like, it’s been so long since Ruby Bridges.
Seems that embracing each other would be so simple.
I don’t know, feeling so useless, and yet hopeful. It can’t be not progressing from here.
Just my feelings.
on edit I have to add for honesty, that I have also intense compassion for Mr. Chauvin who acted this way, I can't even explain it, because I can't even think what was going through him at that time, and what is going through inside him now, and despite all this, I have this intense compassion for him that I dont even know where it comes from. With sadness but so intense.