Dear Friends

[Sacred Fool]

Wow, that's a huge amount of input for a person to try to disentangle.  So much so fast, so fast so much............

What jumps out at me is that your experience was powered by rocket fuel, but your vehicle, your "instrument," if you will, couldn't handle it.  This more relaxed pace you're now traveling at seems far more appropriate.

Ra recommends beginning by becoming grounded in mind and body before riding away with the spirit, and now that you have a choice in the matter, it might benefit you to do work in those areas.  It would be like learning some notes, scales, chords, etc. before trying to play a concerto.  Proceeding this way may help you reach an inner poise where you can begin to balance and interpret both the insights which came to you and the tumultuous way they were processed through your own body and mind.  I'm sorry that you were taken up into the whirlwind that way, but by and by I expect you will make your way back home to Kansas.  (Please forgive the humor.)

I wish you much love in your adventure.