peregrine, thank you so much for the recommendations. While I read of charkas, colors, energies, etc. in the Material, I have yet to begin learning those aspects. I will definitely take your insight into consideration when I feel I’m ready to explore that area in detail. As for the rest of your comments, I will definitely need time to let it soak in. I find it difficult to reply, as no matter how much I’ve contemplated my experience, I can still only understand that it was just that: an experience, and one to be learned from. I will say that as I read The Ra Material, I noticed coincidences between what I experienced and what the Material presented, which is how I ended up here in the first place. Oddly enough, I never told anyone, not even the person who suggested I read The Ra Material, of the details of my experience until recently; I can say though he appeared quite intrigued when I showed him my old notebook when we met to discuss what we’d both absorbed/interpreted from the material. Thank you very much again for your comments.
meadow-foreigner, those are very beautiful words; thanks so much for sharing the sentiment.
Diana, thanks for the video; I’ll have a look. For what it’s worth, medical doctors ruled out anything physical in the body could have caused this experience, which is why I was sent to the psych ward. Thanks also for the suggestion of looking into the tarot: I find the correspondence to XVI Tower an interesting potential and I shall think more on this. The tarot (and astrology) are areas I’d already begun researching on my own about a year and a half prior to reading The Ra Material, as a family member who’d been practicing for decades provided a lot of information that got me intrigued. I feel The Ra Material allows me the opportunity to take my learning in these areas a step further, even as I struggle a bit to process/understand it all. Thanks again.
[Edit] I would like to add that even though I believed if it was only in this reality, it was real, sometime prior to the experience - less than a year I think, I did start a sort of internal seeking of "what else" could be out there. And, when I was at a very low point of general unhappiness/unfulfillment with myself and the world, I began to cast my mind out like a fishing line, to the point of internally offering to "whoever was out there" a sacrifice of my life no longer existing and in return people could find peace, happiness and harmony with each other. So while I didn't necessarily believe, I realize I did begin a sort of seeking.
meadow-foreigner, those are very beautiful words; thanks so much for sharing the sentiment.
Diana, thanks for the video; I’ll have a look. For what it’s worth, medical doctors ruled out anything physical in the body could have caused this experience, which is why I was sent to the psych ward. Thanks also for the suggestion of looking into the tarot: I find the correspondence to XVI Tower an interesting potential and I shall think more on this. The tarot (and astrology) are areas I’d already begun researching on my own about a year and a half prior to reading The Ra Material, as a family member who’d been practicing for decades provided a lot of information that got me intrigued. I feel The Ra Material allows me the opportunity to take my learning in these areas a step further, even as I struggle a bit to process/understand it all. Thanks again.
[Edit] I would like to add that even though I believed if it was only in this reality, it was real, sometime prior to the experience - less than a year I think, I did start a sort of internal seeking of "what else" could be out there. And, when I was at a very low point of general unhappiness/unfulfillment with myself and the world, I began to cast my mind out like a fishing line, to the point of internally offering to "whoever was out there" a sacrifice of my life no longer existing and in return people could find peace, happiness and harmony with each other. So while I didn't necessarily believe, I realize I did begin a sort of seeking.