great advice from peregrine 
I wonder Glow, would you also look into the past, like could there have been an injury, a wound precedent to that event, something done by someone else, way before, and suddenly the mental says, no, not that second time, not again, not that thing again.

I wonder Glow, would you also look into the past, like could there have been an injury, a wound precedent to that event, something done by someone else, way before, and suddenly the mental says, no, not that second time, not again, not that thing again.