12-15-2020, 11:42 PM
I feel like his has been happening more and more for me this year naturally. Not in a will or trying with the mind way.
Oddly all the antagonistic energy swirling, and people showing themselves to be so wounded and confused - lashing out, in such anger/pain has some how made it so much easier to see each, even at their worst as god within and confused. I guess different things work for each.
Seeing each at their worst, most inflamed, most wounded, most arrogant, most hopeful, scared, or compassionate some how makes it so visible to me. That being of love, the creator confused, forgetting itself. Lost in individuation. It has been a year to see so much of that, so it's been an easy year to see the creator every where. It's crazy when you feel overwhelming love from watching the news that is supposed to be "bad/sad/scary" and instead you are just moved to near tears just feeling so much love.
Still I have my creator blindspots. I almost made a post here about a few people I can only intellectually recognize as the creator, it's weird.
The polarized emotions make it so easy, but to me the dispassionate that seem to be cruel with no visible driving energy behind it are still my biggest blank spot. I can rationalize their behavior and get there intellectually but I hope to one day just see it in everyone verses almost everyone.
One I am quite certain is calmly mean and manipulative in a bid to energetically gain a "hit" of something. I don't think he is even aware he is doing it, or why, it seems like subconscious energetic enslavement is the only way he relates to other people. He isn't an adept so it clearly is subconscious, he is a mystery to me.
Honestly he is so mean though that I do not seek him out to work past it and see if I can get there. lol
Or perhaps he is an adept and is just so cut off from himself and his own light that I can't catch a glimpse of the creator in him. I don't know I haven't seen him in 6 months so maybe I would actually see it in him at this point.
Can you see the creator within yourself?
A year or two ago I started to see not me when I would look closely in the mirror but the energy beneath "glow". Holy crap did I feel bad for it having to experience so much. That empathy for the confused creator within seems to have been my extrapolation point to extend it to others, maybe we each just have our own key.
Oddly all the antagonistic energy swirling, and people showing themselves to be so wounded and confused - lashing out, in such anger/pain has some how made it so much easier to see each, even at their worst as god within and confused. I guess different things work for each.
Seeing each at their worst, most inflamed, most wounded, most arrogant, most hopeful, scared, or compassionate some how makes it so visible to me. That being of love, the creator confused, forgetting itself. Lost in individuation. It has been a year to see so much of that, so it's been an easy year to see the creator every where. It's crazy when you feel overwhelming love from watching the news that is supposed to be "bad/sad/scary" and instead you are just moved to near tears just feeling so much love.
Still I have my creator blindspots. I almost made a post here about a few people I can only intellectually recognize as the creator, it's weird.
The polarized emotions make it so easy, but to me the dispassionate that seem to be cruel with no visible driving energy behind it are still my biggest blank spot. I can rationalize their behavior and get there intellectually but I hope to one day just see it in everyone verses almost everyone.
One I am quite certain is calmly mean and manipulative in a bid to energetically gain a "hit" of something. I don't think he is even aware he is doing it, or why, it seems like subconscious energetic enslavement is the only way he relates to other people. He isn't an adept so it clearly is subconscious, he is a mystery to me.
Honestly he is so mean though that I do not seek him out to work past it and see if I can get there. lol
Or perhaps he is an adept and is just so cut off from himself and his own light that I can't catch a glimpse of the creator in him. I don't know I haven't seen him in 6 months so maybe I would actually see it in him at this point.

Can you see the creator within yourself?
A year or two ago I started to see not me when I would look closely in the mirror but the energy beneath "glow". Holy crap did I feel bad for it having to experience so much. That empathy for the confused creator within seems to have been my extrapolation point to extend it to others, maybe we each just have our own key.