Dealing with the negative polarized

[Raukura Waihaha]

Because it's impossible to make, all paths are different, you cannot claim STO is more shallow and a quicker path, you have zero to base that on.

90.22 Questioner: Then you say that the more efficient of the two paths was suggested in a subliminal way to second density to be the service-to-others path. Am I correct?

Ra: I am Ra. We did not state which was the more efficient path. However, you are correct in your assumption, as you are aware from having examined each path in some detail in previous querying

I thought I read in the material that the STS path is one that takes longer. Everything I said about perfection needing contrast and there being nothing more perfect than perfection, is completely relevant. Failing to understand this doesn't mean your point stands.

The contribution of the STS role is just as valuable as the STO one.

I never said or implied otherwise, again, that's your projection on my neutral statement about both polarities having deep or shallow potential.

I didn't say that you implied otherwise.
I was summarising what I had laid out in my post.

I don't think you understood my statements at all really, because the point was entirely missed, you cannot make a blanket statement about the 2 polarities like that, it's way above both our pay grades anyways, and it's a completely unnecessary and a futile exercise.

I'd like to know what you feel my pay grade is and why you feel that way.
It feels like you're assuming that we are some how in the same shoes or that it is impossible to have a 6D perspective while incarnate.

You seem to want to convince yourself of being STS (which is fine), and then justify the experience on your own terms and qualities. You don't have to do either one of those things (meaning, you don't have to label yourself, nor comparatively qualify it to anyone).

That may be how it seems to you but I'm just being real about what I've observed about my behaviour and interaction with the world, for the past 40 years. What feels good to me is doing s*** I like and alot of the time I don't care what others feel about it. Even after being shown what oneness feels like at 22, I chose to cheat, steal and become a gang member who had a hammer in my belt, everytime I left the house.
This doesn't mean I don't want to find a way to relate to STO or expand my experience of what is.
I'm someone who has lived quite a negative life and this thread is about dealing with people like me. I'm not trying to qualify anything...just keeping it 100.

To me it seems that you are quite passive aggressive and would benefit from checking your mood before posting. Or atleast think about how you come across. As it stands I see alot of dismissive wording and a superior vibe from someone who seems to think they're neutral. This is from reading posts from you in multiple threads.
Take it how you want lol