Human Relationships and the Concept of Judgment

[tadeus]

I still remember how I felt ten years ago after my awakening. My wife had trouble aligning with what I was becoming. I wanted to sell the house and live a simpler life. I yearned for fourth density to manifest and I just wanted peace and love. Obviously contact with others was disrupting that peace. I went through this for about 6 months before I discerned that my own spiritual path had already been traveled on the other side of the veil, in my home density. It occurred to me that I was not here to replay it per se.

So when I started having those issues with others, I became aware that I deeply did not want my newfound spirituality to create more separation in this world. I saw how it could create wedges between me and others, especially my wife, and since my desire was to serve others in the best way THEY require, the Creator hollowed me and rearranged my understanding of the world and of spirituality so that I could serve others instead of becoming another weirdo to them which would have just rendered me useless. There is a failure there, since I am now seen as a weirdo nonetheless.  But the type of weirdo that people are intrigued by instead of repulsed.

I am not here to progress my own spiritual path, this happens anyway since we cannot not learn and we cannot prevent our evolution. I am here to help in whatever fashion and so I ask the Creator to make me the best instrument he needs for any purpose and I just let my life unfold. This is done effortlessly nowadays, I am just being myself.

What boggles my mind is that leaving it all up to the Creator like that ended up bringing me an abundance of everything in this incarnation. Especially an abundance of love in my relationships, even work related.

Thank you - this helps me to realize that you are right (of course), because i am not alone with this experience.

What is your "trick" not to forget this, when you are treated as weirdo?

Like I said, we little-selves cannot resolve those issues. The best way that I know of is to ask the Creator to move you or if this idea is not pleasant to you then you can ask to highlight the path for you.

When I experience a difficult time in a relationship, I look at my self being angry or the other-self being angry and I say inwardly "thank you for this life". It's the stupidest thing ever.  Thank you for my troubles!  Yet there is an undercurrent to this thanksgiving. The undercurrent is me giving up those issues to the Creator via my crown.  Thanks! but here take this! It is a way to ask the Creator, via thanksgiving, to please resolve those issues for you.

I really do think this is the best way to resolve issues. It's not instantaneous and so you will have to sit with those issues for a time, but I don't know any better methods of resolution.

Yes - this solution is already practiced, but sometimes it seems to be "not enough" ...

"However, if an entity puts into practice that which it is given, it will not find repetition except when needed."

To me, this means that life just flows and issues arises and goes away. You do not find yourself stuck in the same problems all the time if you truly put into practice that which you are given.

That's true.