Be Careful What you Wish For

[Margan]

How is going now Dtris? Are you well and ok?

Feel ok currently. Hopefully it won't last any longer. This has been thoroughly unpleasant.

I just had this thought in my mind - how about contacting this virus or whatever it is that afflicted you? talk to it and ask what kind of an entity it is and what it has to tell you.
Especially when you are still running a fever, in my experience the feverish moments are very close to visionary dream like states, a bit like natural hallucinogens.
This might be an interesting experience. Years ago I did this when I recieved some chemotherapy which at first almost killed me but then I decided to take a different approach and contact the entity called chemo. I even wrote poems haha. And I swear when I contacted the entity the moment it was infused in my body it reacted! I felt it stunned for a moment and was completely baffled as to how someone should talk to it, it wasnt used to that at all.
it was a very interesting experience.
But still, of course I wish you well and a good recovery