Removing the veil of separation

[Anders]

An example of parallel between esoteric alchemy and Christianity is that the blackening stage is about dissolving the personality, the separate self, and Jesus said that we must lose our life in order to find our life in Christ. That's the same thing!

When we are trapped in the Antichrist stream we seek to do the opposite of that, namely a constant struggle with trying to preserve and strengthen the separate personal self. And almost ironically energy vampires and sadists seek to melt the Antichrist body, of other people, not their own Antichrist body. By melting other people's Antichrist bodies the energy vampire can siphon off the "freeze" energy, the loosh from the others and thereby strengthen his or her own Antichrist body by freezing it even further.

And when we are trapped in the Antichrist stream we experience a melting of our Antichrist body as pain. We want to keep our frozen personal state of separation intact. And all forms of melting of our personality is experienced as a threat. The trick with esoteric alchemy is to turn that around, a complete 180, and to welcome the melting so that the whole Antichrist body dissolves and can turn into a glorified body instead.