Suicide and other self-annihilating concepts.

[Solo Maters]

I am not sure if it is public knowledge, well known, or if I would be invading the privacy of Carla and other L/L friends by asking, but why exactly did Don commit suicide? If the later please disregard the question.

All I know is what I have read. Probably the most detailed account is that of Carla sprinkled throughout Book V, but especially her discussion before Fragment 56. It is also interesting to follow along between the sessions in Book IV and the Fragments in Book V to get a better picture of Don's psychological unraveling at the time.

It does seem private, but it has been very openly addressed by Carla. It may also indirectly relate to the Law of One itself in a sense. For example, I've wondered more than a few times if Don's death might not be directly related to the entire purpose of the Law of One information? More specifically, might it be that the negative greetings from their 5th density friend might have been at the root cause? Remember from the readings that the 5th density negative greeting was to completely prevent the Ra communication, even to the point of Carla's death. Although it was primarily directed at Carla, it was unsuccessful due the continued dedication of the group. Could it be that the focus changed to Don instead? Don, having a predisposition towards psychological anomalies, might have been the weakest link to prevent these communications rather than Carla's predisposition to physical anomalies? Another obvious question to ask is if it serves as a caution or warning to open up these channels? From the readings alone the answer seems clear. Is it possible Don might have paid for this information with his life? If the answer is yes, it sure seems to add an entirely different dimension to the weight of the information, as much as to the danger.