10-23-2021, 08:11 PM
1. When you consciously chooses your polarity, did you feel that you would "get along/thrive" better with other-selves in that environment? how so?
My nature is STO, as far back as I can remember. More precisely, abundant compassion for other-selves, which has far-too-often lacked Light (wisdom, discretion).
I tend to choose STO, but have also chosen STS. I feel very 'off' when I choose STS (separation, control, power, etc.); like wearing clothing that's itchy and ill-fitting. I truly thrive when I choose STO. STO fits, and STS doesn't.
2. Have you ever consciously switches between the two polarities? why?
I haven't switched my core, fundamental nature, but have expressed both polarities along my journey. I tend to express STS when I'm in a so-called dark place, scared, grasping and desperate for control. STS rarely, if ever, works out well for me. It leaves me feeling utterly depleted and sick.
3. With your current incarnated experience, how much of it influenced your "choice?" Imagine if you would have incarnated on a very positive or negative planet, do you feel that it would have affected your decision making?
I think I would've had a very challenging time on a STS-dominant planet. I have a hard time on this mixed planet. On the other hand, maybe I'd adapt: when in STS, do as the STS do.
I find myself working to explore, refine, balance, bring awareness to my choices - whatever polarity they happen to be.
My nature is STO, as far back as I can remember. More precisely, abundant compassion for other-selves, which has far-too-often lacked Light (wisdom, discretion).
I tend to choose STO, but have also chosen STS. I feel very 'off' when I choose STS (separation, control, power, etc.); like wearing clothing that's itchy and ill-fitting. I truly thrive when I choose STO. STO fits, and STS doesn't.
2. Have you ever consciously switches between the two polarities? why?
I haven't switched my core, fundamental nature, but have expressed both polarities along my journey. I tend to express STS when I'm in a so-called dark place, scared, grasping and desperate for control. STS rarely, if ever, works out well for me. It leaves me feeling utterly depleted and sick.
3. With your current incarnated experience, how much of it influenced your "choice?" Imagine if you would have incarnated on a very positive or negative planet, do you feel that it would have affected your decision making?
I think I would've had a very challenging time on a STS-dominant planet. I have a hard time on this mixed planet. On the other hand, maybe I'd adapt: when in STS, do as the STS do.
I find myself working to explore, refine, balance, bring awareness to my choices - whatever polarity they happen to be.