I need help :(

[lost_squirrel]

Hi lost_squirrel,

I second what Patrick said, in that feeling miserable and depressed is a sure fire way of knowing we are not doing what we planned to do. That we are not following our soul paths correctly, but that's ok and you shouldn't feel bad about that. Sometimes it takes time to realign and know what direction we are meant to be heading.

Secondly, as a feeling that I am a fellow wanderer, leaving right now would only require us to repeat our preplanned lessons for this lifetime. Meaning we wouldn't be able to go go up the steps of light successfully and graduate from our present density to our old density (which is higher) in our current condition.

We need to love ourselves, love this world we live in and serve to the best of our ability by minimally activating our green ray's before we can leave feeling comfortable that we will graduate and be able to go back home. As wanderers, we came here to serve and for a specific reason.

What could that reason be, have you asked yourself? Are you truly on your own, when there's so many here on this forum who would gladly strike up a friendship with you and be able to relate to everything you have said. Are you currently in a loving condition and if not, what could you do to open your heart further to the love and light of the one infinite creator?

Most of all, know that you're truly not alone and that many could relate to you, as I could when I read your post

Thank you for your compassionate response and your words of encouragement. It is true--I am not completely alone. There are so many other wanderers out there who are going through similar experiences as I am. It is easy to forget this, so thank you for the reminder. 

I will think about what you said regarding my "reason" for being here. I think it may be to share my art with the world (I have been making and selling my art for several years now), but I am not 100% sure about this yet. But I think it is an important question.