The sorry state of mental health services.

[Phoenix]

I think service to self and just being emotionally immature are two different things. They were obviously not out as a transgendered person and hearing someone’s reaction that they misunderstood yet appeared negative from their point of view, created fears in their own mind about how people will react to them living life this way. This society is generally not very accepting of this as a whole, so there is a lot of fear to living this way. My first husband Sean is transgendered, and I think she goes by Nea now, so I have been exposed directly to what this does to a person’s focus. When your whole identity is wrapped up in your gender, especially in a society that is not generally accepting of these things, it tends to be the filter you see everything through. And a lot of the gender confusion is native Earth entities incarnating over and over and over and over again, until the point where they are remembering being genders in other life times and it is creating a lot of sexual identity crises for those who remember distinctly being the opposite gender than they are. As souls we are genderless, but a lot of the times, we will identify with one gender more than the other, either for the purpose of learning throughout the incarnation, or we just feel our true self embodies one gender more than the other. As a personal example, I resonate with being a woman more just because of the nature of my gifts while on this planetary sphere, as being a man with the intensity of emotions on this planet would have been far more difficult to survive, as being a woman like this has been difficult enough. I think there are a lot of facts to why we chose to live as one gender over another.

Not out as a transgender person? So that was not labelled as mtf or ftm. But you cannot hide the largeness of a biological womans hips or a biological mans hands. Bone structure can't be drugged out with hormones.The male tree trunk neck, the akimbo arms of a woman or the footsteps that are completely different. Although in fairness society has been trained to disregard these signs. I think I will forego any points on the satanic roots of transgenderism.


Yeah. I do know a 6D guy I was close to who is just very intense emotionally and I think if he had been a woman people would have tolerated him far more than people do in general. His hyperactivity would have been sexy and cute not threatening and his relentless quest for social acceptance would have been less destructive. BUT, I did get a dream explaining to me how he fits into the grand plan. For me I think if I had come down as a woman I would have had less solitude and that would have not been good. I suppose I might decide that I am better in "service" as a woman. But I doubt it. Also my tendency to bring down karmic consequences on people would be less pronounced as a woman. I feel like the essential nature of my soul is masculine for the moment.