05-23-2011, 05:24 AM
(04-18-2011, 04:18 AM)Edinburgh Wrote: I stopped playing 'shoot em up's' after reading the Law of One material.
It was weird at first uninstalling games from the computer. No one else around me thought it was strange to play these games.
Killing, control and dominance etc didn't make sense after I understood that love was the way to growth. Spending a couple of hours every day going on death defying missions and killing people didn't fit.
It was something I haven't looked back on. Instead I try to listen or read to try to understand more of Ra's / Q'uo's material ... maybe meditate.
Me too I used to be really into online games on my xbox like call of duty and stuff like that it was in a way a release from something I was feeling that I couldnt explain, I didnt like killing people in the games and I would only ever kill the supposed "bad guys" lol. I used to play a game called fallout 3 on xbox 360 its a role playing sandbox game which means you can do what you want in a free environment, with some limititations. It was based on after a nuclear war that destroyed the world and it was up to you to discover what they called the wasteland and find your father who had gone missing. Anyway you acumualted karma in it for doing negative things. I had a karma level of "Heavenly angel" beacause I always did everything I could do to to help others in the game and never did anything to hurt or kill innocent or good people... Lol even in a game I could not bring myself to hurt other selves let alone in the real world...
Ever since the Law of One Ra material I have never played a violent video game since actually I havent played a video game since its been about 4 months now and I know I will never go back.. Because violent video games disgust me now
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