does it FEEL like your last year on Planet Earth?

[Parsons]

I feel much the same as Ruth in that I have always felt like I wouldnt be here that long. I thought for some weird reason that I would make it to 27 like all the random famous people dying at that age. I didn't know why I thought that since I've always refused to take any of the drugs they OD'd on, so I always thought it was amusing to come up with exotic deaths, like death by cocunut falling off a tree or death by micrometeorite.

When I finally found the LOO, I realized I would be 27 in 2012... So yeah, now that feeling actually makes a bit of sense. As I have said previously, though, I certainly wouldn't mind staying if the world does continue on in a more harmoneuos fashion and/or I can actually make a real positive impact on people's lives.