08-24-2012, 11:14 PM
Yea I was simply in such a funk after years of being spat on tbh after dealing with everything in regards to my wife's addictions/depression that I just wasn't expecting good things to happen anymore. Once I turned that point of view around, meditated and actively sought guidance and help, it really was quite a change. Sure most of it was my doing since I made the choice to pull myself by proverbial boot straps but I can't help but believe that the meditating really did help