Wanderer Yellow Ray Activation

[thefool]

The part of particular interest:

we may note that even after the forgetting process has been penetrated there is still the yellow activated body which does not respond as does the adept which is of a green- or blue-ray activated body. Thusly, you may see the inevitability of frustrations and confusion due to the inherent difficulties of manipulating the finer forces of consciousness through the chemical apparatus of the yellow-ray activated body.

I find great frustration in getting my third chakra to balance, as it has always been, and still is, blocked to some extent, no matter how much I work towards balancing it with all others. Since I assume, for the most part, that those here are also wanderers, can any of you identify this as a problem within yourselves as well?

I look at the above interaction a little bit differently. I look at it as Ra explaining how the Adept find it hard to control the gross yellow ray body as they are more used to finely tuned green or blue ray activated bodies.

I can completely resonate with that as I constantly find it so frustrating to do physical things that are so simple in my mind. I can perfectly visualize in my mind how i am doing to do a physical task but there is still inconsistencies in how my body can respond. You can probably train the body to do exactly what you want it to do but that seems so hard and needs so many stupid repetitions. For example: a recent example would be playing TT. We got a TT table in our office and I want to start playing right away once I understand the basic moves. Why does it has to be that hard. I guess I understand at a logical level but on a deeper emotional level it is very hard for me to accept the fact that I can not make my hand hit the ball exactly when I want to and get the ball land on the table exactly where I want to.

I don't think any meditation activity is going to change the fact that yellow ray activated human bodies are not that sophisticated. As long as we have to use these bodies we are kind of trapped in their limitations...Or a better way to look at it is that we are experiencing the limitations so we can enjoy something with no limitations or very few limitations...

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This is the concept that comes to my mind when we talk about yellow ray blockages although mabye this is just my defence for not wanting to get close to others. I feel that the illusion is thick in most interactions with others and I a reluctant to participate in a facade. I try to love and accept the totality of entities and look through the mask.This is difficult and lonely at times but it feels real. Let me know if I am out to lunch in your opinions as I greatly value your imput. The info in this column is awesome. Thank you all.

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Hi Brad N- Warm welcome to this wonderful forum.

I think sometimes we have to just take a break and enjoy the illusion as it is. Also enjoy the colors and paintings of the mask. The souls are playing this game of illusion to know certain aspects of themselves. You as an adept may know that it is just a game but play along any ways. Otherwise it will be lonely and difficult too. As people don't like to play with other people who don't participate in their game... So my advise is to keep following your heart and see this as an illusion but a beautiful illusion and make the best of this drama and say the best lines you could... Act well my friend

[Brad N]

Hello the fool and thank you for the warm welcome. You have some sound advice that I appreciate greatly. I have allways felt uncomfortable playing the game and yet it is fundamental.
If you dont mind a foolish question I would like to know how you insert quotes of others and those of Ra into these forums. Have a great day!
Back to the roof for me. Talk to you all later!

[thefool]

Hello the fool and thank you for the warm welcome. You have some sound advice that I appreciate greatly. I have allways felt uncomfortable playing the game and yet it is fundamental.
If you dont mind a foolish question I would like to know how you insert quotes of others and those of Ra into these forums. Have a great day!
Back to the roof for me. Talk to you all later!

Hey Brad- Thanks for the kind words.

Thefool loves foolish questions I am not the expert on this thing. But I can tell you what I do. If I wanted to respond to your comments then I would click on the 'REPLY' button under your posted comments. This will bring up your comments in a structure like this

{quote='Brad N' pid='12501' dateline='1268677991']

Brad's comments......xxxxxxxx

{/quote]

my response goes here...


I delete what I don't need and always keep the Top and Bottom Quote brackets on. In the open space at the bottom, I write my own comments. I hope this is clear...

[Wander-Man]

You can also copy/paste from http://lawofone.info/ so you don't have to type it all out. There's a quotation bubble in the toolbar above the chat box that you can click to put in quotes. I just highlight the quote and click the quotation bubble button.

I really like that quote about freeing yourself from the opinions of others. I can also see that as an orange ray clearing because you're accepting yourself regardless of what others think

[Brad N]

Hello all. Firstly I thank thefool for the heads up. It was the bottom (quote) that was getting me.

I really like that quote about freeing yourself from the opinions of others. I can also see that as an orange ray clearing because you're accepting yourself regardless of what others think

Thanks for your comments and advice too Wander-Man.
It is difficult to discern lack of love from avoidance of interaction that seems draining. Or then again mabye I'm too serious. I suppose if I truely love everyone deep down and I do, then I just need to loosen up.