Walking the Steps of Light

[AnthroHeart]

Ra says we will walk the steps of light until it grows too glaring.

I think this means that at a certain point, feelings of unworthiness will begin, and get stronger. We will simply feel unworthy to continue. Is that how others see it?

I once felt unconditional love in my heart, and it made me cry because I felt unworthy of that love. I wonder if it will be the same after we die, or do we no longer feel unworthiness?

[Unbound]

Unworthiness is, according to Ra, a distortion blockage that occurs in the third eye or indigo center.

It is, I believe, a little more mechanical than that. The energies of light that come in to our system as we grow and develop strengthen and amplifies each center of our body in turn. When a center is blocked by a severe distortion the circuit clearly through our system is disrupted and an unbalanced electrical current will occur within our bodies which can be seen as an amplification or "irritation" of our distortions.

So, it is not particularly feelings of unworthiness but any major blockage distortion will become more stark as more light comes in as those elements of the self will be forced to the forefront in order to be resolved.

[AnthroHeart]

Are elements of self presented in the Light even after death? I don't think we can resolve them in time/space though.

[Unbound]

I am not sure what you mean by that question, could you rephrase it? According to Ra we are able to accept ourselves in time/space and thus work that way, but we are not able to change ourselves or correct imbalances in time/space, only through a space/time activated body.

[AnthroHeart]

I think you answered my question. Thanks.

[Unbound]

Aha Oh, okay cool!

[AnthroHeart]

I'm wondering when we're walking the steps of light if we still have a dark side that comes out the closer we get to the light.
Does it at one point become impossible to go any further.
Ra says it grows too glaring at one point.
I wonder if that has an effect on us emotionally.

[manniz]

I'm wondering when we're walking the steps of light if we still have a dark side that comes out the closer we get to the light.
Does it at one point become impossible to go any further.
Ra says it grows too glaring at one point.
I wonder if that has an effect on us emotionally.

It has to be a pretty well maintained and thoroughly protected process, afterall it is the grand entrance to the spirit life. I imagine all kinds of hearings and love.

Gemini, I know deep down, you seek love more than the spiritual expertise. From my personal perspective, from your comments, you seem clear for graduation. You got lots of love.
Though ofcourse, my perspective counts for zip, nil, zero, when it comes to how guardians will figure it out.

[AnthroHeart]

Thank you manniz. Your words are very encouraging. I know I tend to worry too much about it, but I'm curious about the process.

[Unbound]

I'm wondering when we're walking the steps of light if we still have a dark side that comes out the closer we get to the light.
Does it at one point become impossible to go any further.
Ra says it grows too glaring at one point.
I wonder if that has an effect on us emotionally.

I am not sure if you know anything about electrical conduits, but I am sure you know what it is like when a fuse is blown or an electrical circuit is blown? Usually it means that the electrical charge was too high for whatever conduit (wire or whatever) that was carrying it to manage and so the charge becomes unstable and diffuses itself which breaks the circuit.

The same is true for meeting that point of the light being too "glaring", it means that we then have to do some more work on the 'quality' or balance of our instrument/conduit so that it can hold the next highest level of electrical charge.

There is no point where it becomes literally impossible, however there are many points where you reach a threshold and there must be a fair amount of effort put in to cross that threshold. This is where I feel you are currently at.

[AnthroHeart]

There is no point where it becomes literally impossible, however there are many points where you reach a threshold and there must be a fair amount of effort put in to cross that threshold. This is where I feel you are currently at.

You're right about me reaching a threshold. I feel resistance in my heart and 3rd eye chakras, resulting in pressure there. I used to not think it was a blockage. I even have red-ray issue with love of life and such. But now that I've identified them, I can easily work on these issues.

Also I have a tendency to move too quickly for comfort. At least with the blockage, it forces me to deal with my current level of development. Another person here told me that they are pretty sure I've graduated, so I'm not worried about that. But I do want to deal with blockages now while in 3D where the work counts for more. In 4D and higher, not sure if it's as easy to balance oneself, or if it's as effective.

I do feel like I'm always at a threshold of sorts. Never thought before though about crossing it. I could use more wisdom in my life. I think I have enough love, so need to balance the light. I need to believe in my manifesting capability, and being the Creator.

Yesterday something was up with the energy. I was so out of it, felt achy all day.

[Unbound]

How does your throat chakra feel?

[AnthroHeart]

I normally feel a very strong energy in my teeth. Not sure if that's throat chakra or not. But in the region of the adams apple, it feels very weak there.

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So is working the chakras like balancing on a bicycle. First one, then another, then back to the first, and so on?

[Unbound]

From my 'observance' the issue and pressure you feel in your heart and third eye may actually be tied to the throat chakra which may be over-activated (heart and third eye I mean) to compensate for an under-activation of the throat chakra. Not sure why I feel this because you, in general, seem to be very open and honest about your communication but perhaps there is something deeper there.

I feel it may be that your heart and your third eye need to communicate together more. The impression I have is that your heart is afraid of your mind and your mind is afraid of your heart.

I would maybe suggest trying a meditation where you basically mix or circulate the energies of the heart and the third eye, passing them through the throat chakra. So you would draw energy down from the third eye, to the throat and in to the heart, then back up to the throat and in to the third eye, and then continuing to cycle that energy. You can also do it starting in the heart or in the throat, any way should be effective.

[manniz]

I am not sure if you know anything about electrical conduits, but I am sure you know what it is like when a fuse is blown or an electrical circuit is blown? Usually it means that the electrical charge was too high for whatever conduit (wire or whatever) that was carrying it to manage and so the charge becomes unstable and diffuses itself which breaks the circuit.

I plan to jump a little extra right at the last moment, so that the guardians, higher self etc. are caught by surprise. I bet, since they are so nice, they will think its rude to push me back. Gotta do it at the last step though. So, that even if the light is too much, you fall down one step ahead. A quick promotion. May mean a million or two years in saved time.

Actually, considering how long and well calibrated a spirit's path is, there are not going to be any mistakes. We will be where we want to be. Kinda obvious, still wouldn't hurt to jump at the very last moment. Can you even imagine, some of the extremely kind, higher density types saying - No, no, no, no, you gotta go back bro?

- I am an electrical engineer, so from a technical perspective, another option is that, when you feel the light getting a little hot, grab on to the nearest Guardian, higher self whatever. With a parallel circuit, less current, no fuse blown, and you may get a quantum jump or two for free.

[Unbound]

I am not sure if you know anything about electrical conduits, but I am sure you know what it is like when a fuse is blown or an electrical circuit is blown? Usually it means that the electrical charge was too high for whatever conduit (wire or whatever) that was carrying it to manage and so the charge becomes unstable and diffuses itself which breaks the circuit.

I plan to jump a little extra right at the last moment, so that the guardians, higher self etc. are caught by surprise. I bet, since they are so nice, they will think its rude to push me back. Gotta do it at the last step though. So, that even if the light is too much, you fall down one step ahead. A quick promotion. May mean a million or two years in saved time.

Actually, considering how long and well calibrated a spirit's path is, there are not going to be any mistakes. We will be where we want to be. Kinda obvious, still wouldn't hurt to jump at the very last moment. Can you even imagine, some of the extremely kind, higher density types saying - No, no, no, no, you gotta go back bro?

Or perhaps they are expecting you to do exactly that so they will be glad you had the courage to go through with the jump aha

[AnthroHeart]

When I had the experience of creating what I thought was a galaxy (was more like a star), at times it got too hot. I could feel the heat.

Thanks Tanner for the meditation on my throat chakra. It began working right away. My throat has much more feel to it now.

[Unbound]

When I had the experience of creating what I thought was a galaxy (was more like a star), at times it got too hot. I could feel the heat.

Thanks Tanner for the meditation on my throat chakra. It began working right away. My throat has much more feel to it now.

That same technique can actually be extended to work on the entire chakra system.

You can start first in the root chakra, bring the energy up in to the sacral, and then back down to the root chakra. Then you bring the energy back up to the sacral, and then up to the solar plexus, then back down to sacral, then back down to root, and then continue this pattern, going up to the heart and back down, then throat and back down, etc. Then the whole meditation can be reversed and be done "top down" from the crown chakra, to the third eye, and back, then to the throat and back and so on.

Doing a complete set of both down-up and up-down can do wonders to integrate your mind and body together as well as clear and open up new pathways in your energy body.

There are more advanced forms of this techniques such as with spirals, so you could say start in the sacral chakra, then spiral it down to the root, then spiral it up to the solar plexus, then spiral down through the sacral again and then up in to the heart chakra, then down to the solar plexus, and then up to the throat, then to the heart, then to the third eye, then the throat, then the crown.

An easy way to view these meditations is by number or colour. If we number the chakras from 1 to 7, then we can create the patterns that way. For example, the first technique in this post would be.

1 2 1 2 3 2 1 2 3 4 3 2 1 2 3 4 5 4 3 2 1 2 3 4 5 6 5 4 3 2 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 6 5 4 3 2 1

The next, top-down, would be:

7 6 7 6 5 6 7 6 5 4 5 6 7 6 5 4 3 4 5 6 7 6 5 4 3 2 3 4 5 6 7 6 5 4 3 2 1 2 3 4 5 6 7

You could do the same assigning each as colours:

Red - orange - red - orange - yellow - orange - red - orange - yellow - green - yellow - orange - red, etc

Just some tools to help you keep track of different patterns of circulation between the chakras.

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Oh yeah, I was adding the number thing to explain the spiral technique which would be:

2 - 1 - 3 - 2 - 4 - 3 - 5 - 4 - 6 - 5 - 7 - 6 - 7

[xise]

I've independently discovered the meditation technique Tanner describes, although I seldom do a full spiral workout (usually just 1 to 7, then 7 to 1, and then some snaking spirals on rays that seem stagnant). It's great for temporarily cleaning and opening each energy center. It also helps increase m energetically increase my sensitivity thoughts and beliefs affecting the centers.

It's a great supplement to working directly with your beliefs in order to unblock your rays.

[manniz]

Or perhaps they are expecting you to do exactly that so they will be glad you had the courage to go through with the jump aha

I know. It sucks that we cannot hide from our higher selves, and plan in secret. I Imagine, many STS entities try that for a long time, until they figure out that there is no point in being hidden from the higher selves, Guardians etc. and better to be just shameless.

[Unbound]

The full circulation of 1 to 7 and 7 to 1 would be the same as the qi gong Microcosmic Orbit.