08-18-2014, 01:29 PM
When I die, I want God to say "Well done good and faithful servant" like it is in the bible.
I don't want him to say "I will spit you out of my mouth" like it also is in the bible.
I felt I have been lukewarm in my beliefs. Not really polarizing either way.
I sit here uncertain of what lies beyond. I want God to be pleased with me.
Nothing in my life indicates that God is pleased with me.
When I was a very young kid, my mom says that a woman's voice that wasn't there told me I'm a good boy. It may have been a guide. Or an angel.
I try to do what is right, but I feel I am letting everyone down. Well, it's not that bad. I don't believe in hell. I just hope that doesn't condemn me to there. I've accepted Jesus in the past. I've said "Jesus is LORD" when I got baptized.
When I walk those steps of light I don't want to stumble and fall because of my lack of conviction. I don't think I'm living for the next life. Or maybe I am living so much for the afterlife that I am ignoring the value of this life. What to do?
I don't want him to say "I will spit you out of my mouth" like it also is in the bible.
I felt I have been lukewarm in my beliefs. Not really polarizing either way.
I sit here uncertain of what lies beyond. I want God to be pleased with me.
Nothing in my life indicates that God is pleased with me.
When I was a very young kid, my mom says that a woman's voice that wasn't there told me I'm a good boy. It may have been a guide. Or an angel.
I try to do what is right, but I feel I am letting everyone down. Well, it's not that bad. I don't believe in hell. I just hope that doesn't condemn me to there. I've accepted Jesus in the past. I've said "Jesus is LORD" when I got baptized.
When I walk those steps of light I don't want to stumble and fall because of my lack of conviction. I don't think I'm living for the next life. Or maybe I am living so much for the afterlife that I am ignoring the value of this life. What to do?