Is sending Love enough?

[AnthroHeart]

Patient intention, and trust in alignment is enough.

Forceful intention lacks acceptance of what ever energy of yourself you mean to heal. This has the potential to further block or confuse, as Adonai says. Let us not compound blockages by trying to fix them. They are wanting more than anything to express their nature freely: As original source energy of the Soul.

It seems to me that your blockage is the desire to graduate. But what is your conscious self actually meaning to express with this blockage? A desire for complete liberation? Union with the Soul?

What if you directed your attention instead to bringing forth all of the fragmented parts of the soul? Freeing them one by one and letting go of their traumatic memories?

Is this not more attainable than the idea of harvest?

I never thought desire to graduate was a blockage. But that makes sense. I should start focusing on who I am rather than what I do.

My deepest sincere feeling about you gemini is that you are the most effective mirror on this forum ever. Unfortunatly that requires you to be unconscious about your impact. Once you return to the creator you will realize the impact you had and you will be mindblown. I'm pretty sure that flies under most people's radar too and they will be mind blown too. You may not be the most balanced person, nor the wisest of mankind, but you are honest and full of love. Whatever distortions you have you truely represent the creator in every way and even though you may appear somewhat strange to strangers, know that your work is effective and that you are part of everyone else just as everyone else is a part of you. I'm starting to wonder if you could be the god of catalysts. Nobody provides catalysts like you do. And that is a thing that I see not even in the wisest of members here, even those I have the deepest of respect for their knowledge, wisdom and love and there are many. I think your higherself is a master at what he does and creates genuine masterpieces. If only you could see yourself through someone else's eye.

Thank you. I often thought my higher self was special. When you said that nobody provides catalysts like I do, it made me think that I rub some people the wrong way, as catalyst is often uncomfortable. It's hard to act my age. I just don't have the life experience that others do.

[AnthroHeart]

My deepest sincere feeling about you gemini is that you are the most effective mirror on this forum ever. Unfortunatly that requires you to be unconscious about your impact. Once you return to the creator you will realize the impact you had and you will be mindblown. I'm pretty sure that flies under most people's radar too and they will be mind blown too. You may not be the most balanced person, nor the wisest of mankind, but you are honest and full of love. Whatever distortions you have you truely represent the creator in every way and even though you may appear somewhat strange to strangers, know that your work is effective and that you are part of everyone else just as everyone else is a part of you. I'm starting to wonder if you could be the god of catalysts. Nobody provides catalysts like you do. And that is a thing that I see not even in the wisest of members here, even those I have the deepest of respect for their knowledge, wisdom and love and there are many. I think your higherself is a master at what he does and creates genuine masterpieces. If only you could see yourself through someone else's eye.

I'm not really trying to be. I'm working on not being so insecure.
I appreciate what you are saying. It is good to get encouragement.
And you are very wise to be able to give it.
Some I have met couldn't actually stand being around me, until they had spent some time with me.
Maybe I'm too honest sometimes. Though I'm still not completely honest. I still hold stuff back.

I don't mean to annoy others through catalyst. But if it means doing so to be myself, then I must do that.

Thank you for your kind words. It means a lot. I still have somewhat of an inner sadness.

[Minyatur]

Thank you. I often thought my higher self was special. When you said that nobody provides catalysts like I do, it made me think that I rub some people the wrong way, as catalyst is often uncomfortable. It's hard to act my age. I just don't have the life experience that others do.

To go back on this. I kinda share a similar perspective to Night Owl in regard to you and this forum, so I want to point out that being a good catalyst does not mean rubbing off people the wrong way and instead allowing growth and transformation. For some it'll come as rubbing them off the wrong way, because that is their need, yet others it'll just be offering something outside their programming and what they think they know of their reality to enable them to think beyond their mindful limits, to realize both them and all things are more than the mindful constructs they absorbed from society. All things are acceptable in their own place and time, being rubbed off the wrong way shows your blockages and issues.

There's nothing you can do about rubbing people off the wrong way, however you are holds this same potential and it is impossible to be in a configuration that is pleasant to all because that would deny others' individuality. So, if you do rub people the wrong way, you have to acknowledge that an aspect of it is on their end and so long you come to find acceptance of both them and yourself, then they clearly are the ones who need growth and face their own self a bit.

Despite your strong confusion, in the sincerity of your feelings you may have been one of the most, if not the most, poignant example of the heart of 4D on this forum. I could see some disagree with this subjective statement of mine, yet I think if we looked at the rooted feelings that would reject this notion in them, we'd see exactly what prevents them to be that in a manner, I think, that would make more apparent why you have been exactly it.

[AnthroHeart]

All I'm doing is finding my path as I go, and trusting my intuition and how I feel. With some critical thinking in there.

But life is magical. I wish others could feel the energy the way I feel it. There's no mistaking it. It's as strong as my other senses.

It feels wonderful to be held, to feel secure, and to feel loved.

Thank you Elros for clarifying that, what catalyst means.

[Aion]

You are enough. No 'doing' necessary.

[AnthroHeart]

You are enough. No 'doing' necessary.

Agreed.

Though sometimes a little work is needed if you want to enrich your life.