05-02-2016, 11:31 AM
No matter how hard I try, I can't get past the part of being worthy for higher density.
Does this mean that I'll experience a personal hell after this life?
If so, for how long?
I sometimes come down hard on myself, and think I'm only worthy for hell.
Or more precisely, I think everyone else is worthy of heaven except me.
But I also know that heaven is not what we think it is. It is ever evolving, not a destination.
Why do I think I am so unworthy?
Does this mean that I'll experience a personal hell after this life?
If so, for how long?
I sometimes come down hard on myself, and think I'm only worthy for hell.
Or more precisely, I think everyone else is worthy of heaven except me.
But I also know that heaven is not what we think it is. It is ever evolving, not a destination.
Why do I think I am so unworthy?