Ra's Transformational Energies

[AnthroHeart]

I started with Reiki like 10+ years ago, and finally have reached a good degree of inner peace. Also through the meditations I have done.

I worked with Ra for like the last 5 years. For the last couple of weeks to a month I became an anchor of their love/light.

Then I learned to follow my heart so I wouldn't regret it for the rest of my life.

So I asked Ra to transform my body into an anthro. I believe it's very much possible.
I can only imagine if it should work the amount of light I would be channeling. I would be absolutely thrilled.

Ra's transformational energy is a bit more aggressive. I have to relax into it. It feels like a low-voltage going through my body.
My bottoms of my feet get hot.
I feel places in my leg where the bone feels like it's wanting to shift. Just some pressure and slight discomfort.

I don't know how long I'll keep at it. But it's really for my inner child. And to inspire others.

I like resting and feeling Ra working on me. I have no understanding of how they do it. I only know that I asked, and felt some working within me.

I just want to look the best that I can. I have an idea of how I'd like to look, but nothing set in stone.

I thought my attempt here might inspire others on this forum.

I firmly believe I am of Ra's social memory complex, although obviously veiled here in 3D. That doesn't make me special in any way.
I think though it allows them to work more effectively with my vibration.

I don't know if it will invite negative greeting, since I'm not channeling any words or wisdom. Only change in appearance.

I told them I don't need it as proof. I'm not looking for proof. I'm just following my heart, wholeheartedly.
And I need them to do it.

A beginner with energy work couldn't do this. Because when I first attuned to Reiki some time ago, it made me throw up and get all dizzy.
I've thrown up many times because of irritation to my throat chakra. The heart and indigo rays are pretty strong and sometimes this can overpower my throat chakra.
Especially after I eat.

I may fail in this. I don't know. I am a little scared. Not of transforming. That part thrills me. But of how I'd be accepted.
And it may very well be a slow transition and leave me looking rather unpleasant for a time.

But I've learned to accept it. I've cried tears many nights just imagining what it would be like.
I think with the increasing 4D energies it's more possible than ever. Particularly with a thinner veil.

I don't know what I'm thinking about posting this early on.

If anything I get to feel intimately Ra's energy, it can make me dizzy even with them taking it very easy on me.

After all, the pyramid was metaphysical training wheels as they say.

Love you all.

I don't know if I'm brave or I'm a fool. I send you all the love I have. Woke up right at 10:10 so hope that means something.

[AnthroHeart]

I've noticed that the transformational energies don't move instantaneously. I believe they come down from a higher density to form lower energy patterns (like our body) into different forms. It's slow and dense like honey.

it will speed up for you when you begin to play with the idea that everything is quantum and instantaneous.

The more recognize that the more you allow yourself to shift so fast, that previously you would have thought and judged as drastic.

People who have multiple personalities for instance will entirely change physically from one personality to the next. Including posture, dis-eases, and other things. One will be allergic to something no one else is, another will go through withdrawals without alcohol. One will smoke cigarettes Ect.

It is all a quantum hologram.
You are shifting through infinite versions of reality including infinite versions of your body.
You are never the same person twice. You only experience some idea of repetition as you carry some idea of a pattern through infinity.

- Mac Dryden (Facebook)

[Plenum]

hey - you're doing the best that you can Gemini.  That's all that anyone can ask.

[AnthroHeart]

A little uncomfortable because of how firm these energies are. It seems at times that Ra backs off for awhile and I have to do the work myself.

I've been imagining as if I already was one, and then I feel the energy flow immediately. But it's probably working at a molecular level,
so it's very slow going.

[Coordinate_Apotheosis]

Hey if you succeed let us know.

Maybe a sex change isn't beyond my capabilities.

Just watch out for modeen science if you succeed.  They might not be so nice to you as a hybrid human/animal

[AnthroHeart]

Hey if you succeed let us know.

Maybe a sex change isn't beyond my capabilities.

Just watch out for modeen science if you succeed.  They might not be so nice to you as a hybrid human/animal

I'm keeping at it. But I noticed on my 3rd day that my motivation suddenly plummeted.

Probably because it was a little warm today.

I might have a short life, but I've always said I'd want to do this even if it killed me.

I used to spend over 100 hours visualizing becoming one. But I probably have to change my approach or give it more time.

Today I was pretty dizzy, or I am right now. Sometimes my skull hurts a little.

I'm trying to work with the Field out of which everything manifests. If a spiritual master can manifest a living monkey out of thin air, I can probably do something given time.

[AnthroHeart]

Man I'm feeling a bit distraught.
I feel so lonely.
Where's my motivation gone?

[AnthroHeart]

Well I didn't really keep up with mentally focusing on transforming all that much since I wrote before.
It would have been painful, as the times I began to experience that I couldn't really tolerate it.

Someone here said I should try getting a tail and some ears or something and experience that.

So I have commissioned what is called a fursuit. It's like a mascot outfit.

It's the closest thing to becoming a real anthro. Plus I can change back at any time.

Here is my fursona, which is like a persona.




This is the maker I'm going with:

https://www.facebook.com/thekareliafursuits/

http://www.furaffinity.net/user/thekareliafursuits/

At least I'll be able to look in the mirror and feel like I'm an anthro. The next best thing to my dream.

[Aion]

I'll be honest, I totally figured you already would have had one of those. Glad you found a way to fulfill your dream to some degree!

[AnthroHeart]

Yeah, probably didn't want to mess with 6th density energies for real. That can get scary.

[flofrog]

Yeah, probably didn't want to mess with 6th density energies for real. That can get scary.

lol IGW, perhaps you are anyway of 6th... what can I say I always loved geminis, my dad was one and my two best friends are also. continue IGW, we love you !!

[AnthroHeart]

Transforming I think would have a mental psychological component to it too. And I'm very insecure.
I guess it's good it didn't happen cause it would probably freak me out.
I hate this. I get so scared so easily.

[Night Owl]

Gemini, can we be lucky enough to see your fursuit?

[AnthroHeart]

Gemini, can we be lucky enough to see your fursuit?

Yeah I can do that. I hope I'm feeling better by then (like in 3-5 months), because wearing one can be hot and hard to do for long.
It'll be like summer then. I am so dizzy now (probably because of the alkaline water I'm drinking) that I hope it gets better.

Another fursuiter told me that it's like finding yourself when you're wearing one.

[Cobrien]

Hate to be the bearer of bad news, but you're human. At best you could hypnotize yourself to believe youre an anthro. Evolution built the human body over hundreds of thosands of years.

Although Ra may possess the means to genetically alter you it would most definately be an infringement. You may think if you want it enough Ra will do it, but sorry that would be one hell of an infringment.

If i understand what an 'anthro' is based on the photo of the blue dog. It doesnt exist naturally. That means it would only be feasible IMHO for you to rediscover crystal technology of the Atlanteans to genetically modify yourself. That does not sound easy

[Cobrien]

I was under the impression you were attempting to contact Ra to become an anthro. Seems i am mistaken.

[AnthroHeart]

I was under the impression you were attempting to contact Ra to become an anthro. Seems i am mistaken.

That's exactly what it was, but I was a fool. It may have been real bad if it had happened.

I just wanted to document my attempt.

I have seen Ra before, and they helped me untangle some complex energy patterns I had created by mistake that were causing my mind to expand out of control.

But Ra could see the future, and they might have seen my relief now. I don't know if they would have done that otherwise.
Maybe I just lost interest.

But it was granted in another form, as a fursuit. A way that I can change back and forth at will, without excruciating pain.

I hope in my next life if I can remember this one that I am born as one. But if I don't remember than it will be like being human.

[AnthroHeart]

Gemini, can we be lucky enough to see your fursuit?

I am working with the Logos to try to transform again.
I'm also asking if anthros from the anthro dimension parallel to ours here on Earth can help.

As long as I can change back it will be great.

Here is my fursuit. Though it's no substitute for really becoming an anthro, which still is my dream.
Someone had to convince me that I could change back when it happened.

So instead of working with Ra, I am allowing the Logos to work with Intelligent Energy.

I don't know the outcome of it, but I am hopeful. I met someone whom I like very much
who is really into anthros, and has met an anthro before. They exist in another dimension on Earth.

Or maybe just transform my inside to anthro. I don't know.

[flofrog]

I you Gem

[AnthroHeart]

I you Gem

Thank you for being so supportive.

I think I'm going to do what Bashar says and shift myself to a parallel reality where I already exist as an anthro. It would be a reality where we are accepted. I can do this by acting as if I am already one. I've done this and the transformational energy felt stronger than having the Logos or my higher self shift me. It also brought tears to my eyes feeling as if I was one. If this works I will truly feel blessed.

[AnthroHeart]

I feel myself being magnetically pulled toward a parallel reality where I am already an anthro.
I'm going to maintain feelings of gratitude, and also live as if I'm already one.

I want to look like this.

[AnthroHeart]

So instead of having Logos or higher self or a social memory complex transform me, I am calling upon Infinite Energy.

I am shifting myself to a parallel life where I am him (in the picture above).

We'll have to see how it goes, but I feel something happening. I feel myself shifting in my own energy
and being pulled toward another energy pattern.

I also want him to be more spiritually evolved than I am now.

[Aaron]

It's your lightbody, man. That's definitely the type of soul you are. You're activating it now. Cheers!

[AnthroHeart]

It's your lightbody, man. That's definitely the type of soul you are. You're activating it now. Cheers!

Ok cool.

Do you activate it through doing what you love most?

Because doing what I'm doing here tops anything I've done.

If not in the physical, will I have this type of body in the afterlife?

And how can I see this body when it's activated?

[Aaron]

It's your lightbody, man. That's definitely the type of soul you are. You're activating it now. Cheers!

Ok cool.

Do you activate it through doing what you love most?

Because doing what I'm doing here tops anything I've done.

If not in the physical, will I have this type of body in the afterlife?

And how can I see this body when it's activated?

Yes, as far as I understand, it's activated through the raising of the kundalini. This is probably being intensified by the 4D rays from our sun at this time. But I think you're right. Following the passion and longing of your spirit in order to co-create your life from a state of love seems to do it.

It's in 4D, so it's physical in 4D and up. After death, Ra says we go to the indigo form maker body. So, if you and your higher self decide that manifestation of that sort of body is appropriate for your next experience, then that's the type of body that you'll manifest for that incarnation. It seems like your soul group is 5D, so if that's the case, you could choose to manifest however you wish.

I guess you'd have to see your own aura to see it, because you'd have to see past the physical 3D. I'd imagine in 4D, it would be clearly visible to everyone who interacts with you. Even here, if someone has their eye open, they could see it. I've never really practiced with seeing my own aura, but apparently you can do so just by looking in the mirror.

[AnthroHeart]

I have seen auras through my 3rd eye in my mind, not through my regular eyes.

I posted a video in an Activating Your Lightbody thread I made. Aaron Doughty is also a great teacher.
I've watched his videos on shifting to parallel realities.

Yes I'm definitely having a Kundalini Awakening. I don't feel bliss now, but when I put my hands
over my heart I can feel love. It's about living from my heart instead of my head.

Thank you Aaron for making me aware of my Lightbody.

And YES, I've resonated most with 5D than anything. It's a totally free density according to Ra.

[AnthroHeart]

I've been able to talk to my future anthro wolf self. I'll be a tan/beige wolf with mid-blue eyes. I've been asking him yes/no questions. What I have to do is build my lightbody/merkaba, and then I can transfer my consciousness into his body.  His consciousness will sort of merge with mine, but his own identity as an evolved being will transfer to another parallel reality. At least I think that's how it works. So I don't actually have to transform. It's my lightbody that's being activated, not my physical body transformed. Me as I am as a human life will continue in another parallel reality, so there's no loss.

If you activate your lightbody/merkaba, you can travel the Universe at the speed of thought.)