Mental Focusing

[AnthroHeart]

I once spent 50-100 hours focusing on becoming an anthro.
I didn't have a good idea in mind what I should look like.

But it caused my body physical pain in the attempted transformation.

Is there a way I can transform my body into say this without physical pain?
(The one on the right) I'm in love with him.






Pictures from: https://www.deviantart.com/oomizuao

[AnthroHeart]

I'm crying out to Ra to help me transform.
Yes Ra.

I just want adventure in my life.

I want to be Sam.

It's amazing, because I can feel the energy of transformation beginning.
I just have to endure the pain. Hopefully there won't be too much.
I don't know if it will happen.
I don't know if I'll get scared.
I'm crying off and on right now.
Don't tell me I need friends.
Being an anthro would totally FULFILL me.
It is my greatest fulfillment, and the holy of holies to me.

Can you imagine how amazing it would be if I turned into Sam and reached out to the artist as him?

[AnthroHeart]

WOW. When I say the words "Universe, I want to be Sam" I feel am immediate energy flow over me.
I don't know how effective it is, but it is strong.

[AnthroHeart]

OMG I think I'm losing my identity.

I'm just realizing "I'm seeing me" when looking at Sam.

My name is Thomas.

But it's cool. I want to be Sam.

Energy is slow to shift. But the mind responds first before the body.

I'm identifying with Sam so much that I don't feel love so much anymore.
It feels sort of ordinary at times.

Though love is still there.

[AnthroHeart]

And now at 2:35 AM I'm so tired. I just slept some.
But I have no desire now to become Sam.
It will come back though.
I could take it or leave it now.
I wouldn't be upset if I became him painlessly overnight.
I might be a little scared though.

I think I spent much of my energy in trying to transform,
and it has left me worn out. I still feel potential though.

Maybe I should pick a character I own the copyright to.
Like this one:



Yeah, I get nervous energy from thinking of Sam, because the artist might not be happy if I became him.
The one above has no attachments and leaves me feeling calmer.

[Cainite]

Wait dude.. what if it happened and u wanted to be human again?

Also life as an anthro on earth wouldn't be very pleasant I imagine.

[AnthroHeart]

Wait dude.. what if it happened and u wanted to be human again?

Also life as an anthro on earth wouldn't be very pleasant I imagine.

I am trying to let go to allow Infinity to come in. This gives the ability to manifest things.
I would like to meet an anthro at least from another dimension.

I don't have to physically become anthro.
But I want to feel like I am one.

In this transformation attempt, I felt actual anthro energy, and it excited me.

I am channeling my spirit guide now. I will be anthro after I die.
Maybe have a couple more lives as an anthro.

It would be painful to transform, because all my features would have to shift. My ears would have to relocate.
My bones would have to shift. My internal organs would all have to change.

I wanted it for a day, and then it wore me out the transformation energy.
But I got a great deal of excitement that made me cry out of it.

If I could become an anthro and be free, I would write a book, or attend furry conventions as an anthro.
If I got captured by the government, I guess that would be ok too.

But I would want to at least be attractive.

I just want to know it is possible.

[Cainite]

Wait dude.. what if it happened and u wanted to be human again?

Also life as an anthro on earth wouldn't be very pleasant I imagine.

I am trying to let go to allow Infinity to come in. This gives the ability to manifest things.
I would like to meet an anthro at least from another dimension.

I don't have to physically become anthro.
But I want to feel like I am one.

In this transformation attempt, I felt actual anthro energy, and it excited me.

I am channeling my spirit guide now. I will be anthro after I die.
Maybe have a couple more lives as an anthro.

It would be painful to transform, because all my features would have to shift. My ears would have to relocate.
My bones would have to shift. My internal organs would all have to change.

I wanted it for a day, and then it wore me out the transformation energy.
But I got a great deal of excitement that made me cry out of it.

If I could become an anthro and be free, I would write a book, or attend furry conventions as an anthro.
If I got captured by the government, I guess that would be ok too.

But I would want to at least be attractive.

I just want to know it is possible.

Right.. a physical transformation would be impossible and yeah the magician becomes every archetype.. and the creation being infinite, they probably exist somewhere.

The drawings tell me they're simpler and closer to second density beings (no veil) than humans are. (although in the first pic they're more similar to humans)
Maybe once you became more and more connected to nature you would start to feel like them more.

Just take it easy.. it'll be fine.

btw I have a suggestion, maybe u can write stories with such characters and live an anthro in the story. :idea: