I really ask for your help

[Raman]

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[Monica]

Ramen, no one here is ever offended by requests for help! I'm sorry to hear that your family has been having a rough experience. Please know that you are not alone! As we near the Harvest, catalyst has intensified for many of us, and it has been difficult. It's especially difficult to watch loved ones experiencing difficult catalyst! I have experienced this too.

Please know that you have family here! We are your spiritual family and many here would be happy to include you and your family in their prayers. And if you feel you'd like a shoulder to cry on or someone to just listen, please don't hesitate to reach out to us by either sharing more here, or privately via pm.

HUGS and BLESSINGS sent your way!

[unity100]

Thank you. And i really ask for apologies if i ever offended anyone.

Love/Light with all my heart.

i think your energy here was strong and positive enough while you were posting under the name crimson. when i saw a few other posts under the name raman, it caught my attention too.

i think your energy would be of help to your son enough in case you channeled your inner resources. but, i also think that you should not forget that there are things that you cant fix, there may be preplanned important occurrences in one's life. regardless of that, you should call for what you wish to happen, with your inner resources.

[Ocean]

i said a prayer, hope it helps.

[Brittany]

I'll definitely keep you and your son in my prayers, and I don't recall a time when you ever offended me.

I've been through stuff like this and I always wish I had some wise piece of advice to give to others who suffer in such a way, or a technique that would make it all better, but from what I've been able to tell with my own experiences, being surrounded by love and support, from within and without, makes the most difference. Even if the catalyst doesn't stop, having a support net allows one to release some of the weight of their burden. I don't know your son personally, but I consider everyone on this forum my closest of family, so know that I add myself to the net and will channel as much healing energy as I can.

[AnthroHeart]

I'm sending positive energy to the situation.

[Ankh]

[shadowstan]

Dear Ramen, I also had a tough experience year or two ago. It was scary and I was in fear - of death, of leaving my family and kids alone etc. However within this situation I had to make a choice - to be in fear and attract more of the same unwanted fearful conditions or to choose what I wanted it to be. I had my faith only and the support of my wife. I asked for help and received it in terms of books, articles, stories of other people in similar situation. I am still here and I am thankful for this scary experience as today I am more "me" than before.

I am sending to your family my tiny beam of light and I know it will reach you. Wish you well.

[LetGo]

i hope this helps.

[Confused]

This affected family member is my son ....

Are things a bit better now, Raman?

[Edinburgh]

This affected family member is my son (once, we formed a family circle asking for help so he agrees to the help). However, as you can imagine all of us are affected. Could you please send some blessings, help to him, some of that beautiful light/energy you are capable of? This wanderer is one of us...and he must be very important.
Thank you. And i really ask for apologies if i ever offended anyone.

Love/Light with all my heart.

Wish you the best friend, in your difficult time.
Sending you love, light and wisdom ... where ever and whenever you are.
:idea:

[Raman]

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[Confused]

I think all this started after he started to read the Ra Material.

Reading the Ra material is in many ways akin to initiation into the mysteries. And initiation into the secrets of the Cosmos can take a toll, when least expected. It could be especially true if your son has some key mission to perform in life, in my opinion.

That is why Ra always asked the channeling group to lend support to each other, something we at b4h could easily offer to one another.

Thanks for including b4th into the circle of your family

Please come back as often as you can onto this thread in order to tell us how you feel. It would help us to pray for you and your family, as long as the present condition lasts.

[Ocean]

you're right Confused.

[unity100]

i felt a big surge of incoming energy last thursday, i felt strong and able to handle things with strong spirit. i was able to exchange some blue ray with my son...still it is difficult to know what his mission really is...i think is more into the future.

notice that, last thursday, the second day of the mayan calendar in this last phase started. i have observed a change in energy situation in my daily life myself. the low point of the previous night, but especially 2-4 days leading up to it were hardest.

i noticed that, nights are times where various energies are in lacking, and day times are times in which energies are higher.

http://www.mayanmajix.com/9_wave_chart.html

i am closely following this graph.

[native]

Raman - I too have always enjoyed your perspectives, and never thought negatively of anything. Blessings to you.

Unity - Which continent are you on? Here in the US I have been experiencing a surge of energy at night. The past few days have been rough.

[Ocean]

i don't like going out during the day.

[unity100]

Unity - Which continent are you on? Here in the US I have been experiencing a surge of energy at night. The past few days have been rough.

i didnt think you checked the link i had provided. a mayan day/night is comprised of 18 earth rotations each. its not just one rotation.

[native]

Yeah I didn't click it. Looking at it now.

Describe your energy situation more. Physical energy? I have been in constant contemplation the past few days and I can feel energy along the upper energy centers during regular activity..not just in meditation.

[unity100]

past few days, fall in the progressing stages of the 2nd day of this cycle before its climax. the energy will keep building up.

[Edinburgh]

past few days, fall in the progressing stages of the 2nd day of this cycle before its climax. the energy will keep building up.

According to the chart, this Friday the 22nd should have a peak (crest of 2nd day). What would that mean in terms of our awareness?

Are these peaks, similar to the energy of ley lines?

Thanks

[Confused]

Hi, Raman. Things a lot better for your son, I hope.

Are you personally feeling well too?

[Raman]

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[Confused]

...i just want to affirm that i really believe in love/light and that the general spiritual mass is decanted towards love/light and not towards darkness.

Dear Raman, I am deeply proud of you for your fierce faith in the goodness of the universe in spite of the most severe of catalysts encompassing you and your family currently.

I am sure that the One Infinite Creator will never abandon its devotees. May god bless all of your life in every aspect, Raman. We may not have the answers consciously, but the creator in us knows the theme of our lives, I guess. Let us meanwhile try to rejoice in the company of one another, sharing the sacred love and light of the ONE.

Peace, dear Raman. Thank you for responding.

[unity100]

I reviewed unity100's chart regarding the last ninth wave and I noticed a certain synchronicity occurring at the crest of the second night which is weird (to me).

1-2 days before the crest of the night seems hardest. at the crest, the energy seems to start bouncing, and even tho tired, a kind of relaxation is felt. at least this was my situation.

but it is natural that the reaction to the preceding days may surface 1-2 days later.

[Confused]

Hi, Raman, sorry for checking in obsessively. I suddenly remembered your thread.

I hope things are settled now, friend. Whenever I remember your thread, I say a silent prayer. May be not of much help; but that is what can be done by me.

Before you tire of me checking in regularly, I will say that this is the final time . Whenever I remember your words from now on, I will just say a silent prayer. Best wishes, dear friend.