I was in bed, ready to fall sleep.
I don´t know if this info is needed but I´ll tell you anyway so you know which was my state of mind at that time. I´ve been taking a Reiki course for the last couple of weeks. So far so good.
I sometimes hold a quartz in my hand when I´m about to sleep cause It gives me comfort to touch it. I had one hand (quartz) in my root chakra and the other hand in my forehead. I was visualizing the chakras, saying and repeating a little prayer. I was thinking of the word light as I breathe in and love as I breathe out. Eyes shut. I was relaxed but not in a profound state so to speak.
I opened my eyes, maybe after 15min. In the dark of my room in the middle, I saw a ball of light in front of me. It was like tennis size and white and yellow like a domestic bulb. It moved fast up, down, one side and another but in the same spot. It made no noise. It had fuzzy edges but the core was round and very white.
I thought alarmed: what is that? I closed my eyes and opened again to see the ball has shifted horizontally less than half a meter. I freaked out. I felt like I had been observed and I had a mixed feeling of anxiety with heat. I left the room and as I came out in my balcony I felt everything was intensified. I could hear far too loud the sound of the waves, the cars, the rubbish going into the containers…as I look outside down to the street, I realized everything was calmed. There were only one or two cars, almost no wind and the sound of the waves was a lot mellow. I felt back into place. I was not scared any longer. I was looking my room from outside. I started asking myself questions, first why I freaked out. I was quite relaxed before it happened, I was praying.
Then I thought of Carla, when Jim tells about a psychic attack she had once when she was chanting the Sanctus. Also the UFO thought came into mind, as I did feel scanned by this light. I was thinking why it didn´t disappeared the first time I closed my eyes, I was obviously scared but instead it moved what seemed more in front of me and I thought I had to leave the room cause that was the only way it would disappeared. And finally I thought about just been energy that I might have accidentally created with everything I was doing before it occurred.
I had a look at the phenomenon of ball lighting but there hasn´t been any storms. I hardly spent time in front of the computer now, so nothing to do with my eyes…
I´ve had other experiences with light (not a light ball like this one) that had never freak me out but quite the opposite. I have to say that none of them occurred in the dark and sometimes I´m scared of darkness and I have to leave one light on. This was not the case, I was fine before.
My dog was also anxious and shaking for a while after. He sleeps in another room and did not see it but when I tried to make him go into my room afterwards it didn´t want it. If you guys, have any thoughts about this experience, please do share
Thanks
I don´t know if this info is needed but I´ll tell you anyway so you know which was my state of mind at that time. I´ve been taking a Reiki course for the last couple of weeks. So far so good.
I sometimes hold a quartz in my hand when I´m about to sleep cause It gives me comfort to touch it. I had one hand (quartz) in my root chakra and the other hand in my forehead. I was visualizing the chakras, saying and repeating a little prayer. I was thinking of the word light as I breathe in and love as I breathe out. Eyes shut. I was relaxed but not in a profound state so to speak.
I opened my eyes, maybe after 15min. In the dark of my room in the middle, I saw a ball of light in front of me. It was like tennis size and white and yellow like a domestic bulb. It moved fast up, down, one side and another but in the same spot. It made no noise. It had fuzzy edges but the core was round and very white.
I thought alarmed: what is that? I closed my eyes and opened again to see the ball has shifted horizontally less than half a meter. I freaked out. I felt like I had been observed and I had a mixed feeling of anxiety with heat. I left the room and as I came out in my balcony I felt everything was intensified. I could hear far too loud the sound of the waves, the cars, the rubbish going into the containers…as I look outside down to the street, I realized everything was calmed. There were only one or two cars, almost no wind and the sound of the waves was a lot mellow. I felt back into place. I was not scared any longer. I was looking my room from outside. I started asking myself questions, first why I freaked out. I was quite relaxed before it happened, I was praying.
Then I thought of Carla, when Jim tells about a psychic attack she had once when she was chanting the Sanctus. Also the UFO thought came into mind, as I did feel scanned by this light. I was thinking why it didn´t disappeared the first time I closed my eyes, I was obviously scared but instead it moved what seemed more in front of me and I thought I had to leave the room cause that was the only way it would disappeared. And finally I thought about just been energy that I might have accidentally created with everything I was doing before it occurred.
I had a look at the phenomenon of ball lighting but there hasn´t been any storms. I hardly spent time in front of the computer now, so nothing to do with my eyes…
I´ve had other experiences with light (not a light ball like this one) that had never freak me out but quite the opposite. I have to say that none of them occurred in the dark and sometimes I´m scared of darkness and I have to leave one light on. This was not the case, I was fine before.
My dog was also anxious and shaking for a while after. He sleeps in another room and did not see it but when I tried to make him go into my room afterwards it didn´t want it. If you guys, have any thoughts about this experience, please do share
Thanks