The mysterious nature of time

[AnthroHeart]

In space/time we are particles. In time/space we are waves.

[Confused]

[Meerie]

I have no clue how they drew these diagrams, but it sure is interesting! so lets look out for october / november, then, right?

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In space/time we are particles. In time/space we are waves.

So we are both, then ? like light?

[AnthroHeart]

Yeah we are both Meerie. We become particles when we observe ourselves, or experience through our physical senses. And the atoms in our bodies are going between them. When we're sleeping, the observation of others keeps us solid in their reality.

It's interesting the feeling of moving toward time/space. My body feels lighter, more fluid, and has the sensation of putty when feeling from within. Though my body is still very solid, inside I feel putty-like. The Light though is very tiring to the body, which has to learn to allow it in. There's also lots and lots of little fears and such that are balanced by the Light, sometimes this can be painful.

[Meerie]

I am so extra-sensitive to foods these days. Have to be really careful what I eat. And sometimes during the day, I get the feeling that everything gets so much lighter, that more and more light is streaming down on us. even today, when the sky was covered and grey the whole day!

[3DMonkey]

I am so extra-sensitive to foods these days. Have to be really careful what I eat. And sometimes during the day, I get the feeling that everything gets so much lighter, that more and more light is streaming down on us. even today, when the sky was covered and grey the whole day!

I get that more these days too. I think it has to do with my lack of cardio exercise and high cholesterol

[Meerie]

You know what, I think it could even be related to astrology... sun in virgo at the moment (sorry C for derailing)
I think I had that last year around that time too. Sensitive stomach. Virgo rules digestion.
No! actually we are not even derailing. Time of year... september... virgo. Here ye go. Time!!!!

[AnthroHeart]

I started feeling much like what I would think a pyramid initiation would be, at a smaller scale. If you've ever squeezed your hand in a vice to just where it starts to hurt, or with plyers, that's how dense the energy was starting to stream within me. Had to tone it down. I can only allow so much before it gets rather intense. I'm now reaching a comfortable balance.

This Light can definitely feel deleterious if one doesn't keep their mind balanced.

I'm doing great now. Sometimes it's good to push yourself a bit, and then come down.

The work was definitely worth it, as certain things that used to cause a strong emotional response in me no longer do.

I am so extra-sensitive to foods these days. Have to be really careful what I eat. And sometimes during the day, I get the feeling that everything gets so much lighter, that more and more light is streaming down on us. even today, when the sky was covered and grey the whole day!

[Confused]

sorry C for derailing

This is not my thread, Meerie. It is our thread. So as long as things do not get way off hand in terms of topics discussed, I do not think there is any derailment.

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[Confused]

Time is a Mystery, and so is true timeless LOVE, which underpins all of creation together. This man is my hero and my teacher in many ways, and is the personification of unconditional human love for me I love him. I truly LOVE him, though I do not know him on a personal or individual basis. I focus on the NOW and offer all the love & the light in me to him, as I join the chorus of human waves that are touched by his valor of unconditional love. Borrowing an expression that John the Baptist used about the Christ, I too will say with all humility that I can muster -- "I am not worthy to untie the straps of his sandal".

[Confused]

[3DMonkey]

(apologies for a narcissistic moment)

Confused, the video of post #488, .... well, first of all, it is as wonderful and worthy of the praise you have given. Secondly, it reminds me of a daydream story I wrote in my journal in 1997 or so. An imaginary scene where I have affected peoples lives positively and they put me on stage... I proceed to explain to the audience that they are the true teachers, and I bow to them. Obviously, this is what makes us love others... others that are willing to give themselves fully and honestly without regard for self. "Worthy", they are.


... in time

[Confused]

Secondly, it reminds me of a daydream story I wrote in my journal in 1997 or so.

Dear 3, you too are a hero to me. Definitely you are a hero for your four children.

More about Narayanan! Coming from the same Indian state, generation and background as him, I realise the depth of sacrifice he has made. A person like me would not even think, even for a second, of going close to the people he serves, much less give up a lucrative career in Switzerland in your very early 20s. I know the Indian streets and I know the suffering on them. In a country like India, you get to see the most basest of human condition very close. The service that Krishnan does and the way he does it is not at all easy. No praise is enough for him nor can any words describe what he does. It too is beyond words, like time.

May be you can relate to the following video better, if you choose to watch, as it is part of CNN's honour for him. The interview is with Jim Clancy

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I suggest you watch it, 3. It is truly moving. CNN did a good job of capturing it as well, in terms of the vividness. You will see how deeply Clancy was moved towards the end of the interview.

Much love to you too, my hero, 3!

[Ruth]

Beautiful story, Confused. Thank you for sharing it!

[Confused]

Beautiful story, Confused. Thank you for sharing it!

Thank you for watching it, dear Ruth. You often call me as coming across as not confused at all.

Whenever you say that, I think to myself about people like Krishnan, and have a faint smile on my lips. I say to myself, those are the people who are not really confused. I have read the LOO, much channeling material, etcetera, and 'know' many spiritual things and thus I wish to serve. However, people like Krishnan, just find their purpose in serving selflessly. Unlike me, service does not serve a purpose for people like him. Their purpose is service. They are the people who are really not confused.

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If Space can be equated to the superficially conscious nature of our being, I think Time can be equated to the subconscious, holding the deeper secrets of our motivations.

Exploring the subconscious - Alex Grey

[Ruth]

Confused - again, thanks for sharing another fine, thought-provoking video. Following is a link to a movie I watched when I was a girl at school. It is the first human-produced representation of the way I'd always imagined us fitting into the universe.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0fKBhvDjuy0

What do you think?

[Confused]

Confused - again, thanks for sharing another fine, thought-provoking video. Following is a link to a movie I watched when I was a girl at school. It is the first human-produced representation of the way I'd always imagined us fitting into the universe.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0fKBhvDjuy0

What do you think?

It reminded me of the saying "As above, so below", Ruth. There were many fine points in that video, and one of them seemed to be the squaring effect. It immediately brought to sharp attention for me, what Ra said in the LOO

7.2 Questioner: From this, I am assuming that the difficulty that you have in contacting this planet at this time is the mixture of people here, some being aware of the unity, and some not, and for this reason you cannot come openly or give proof of your contact. Is this correct?

Ra: I am Ra. As we just repeated through this instrument, we must integrate all of the portions of your social memory complex in its illusory disintegration form. Then the product of this can be seen as the limit of our ability to serve. We are fortunate that the Law of Service squares the desires of those who call. Otherwise, we would have no beingness in this time/space at this present continuum of the illusion. In short, you are basically correct. The thought of not being able is not a part of our basic thought-form complex towards your peoples, but rather it is a maximal consideration of what is possible.

7.3 Questioner: By squared, do you mean that if ten people call you can count that, when comparing it to the planetary ratio, as 100 people, squaring ten and getting 100?

Ra: I am Ra. This is incorrect. The square is sequential-one, two, three, four, each squared by the next number.

7.4 Questioner: If only ten entities on earth required your services how would you compute their calling by using this square method?

Ra: I am Ra. We would square one ten sequential times, raising the number to the tenth square.

7.5 Questioner: What would be the result of this calculation?

Ra: I am Ra. The result is difficult to transmit. It is 1,012, approximately. The entities who call are sometimes not totally unified in their calling and, thus, the squaring slightly less. Thus, there is a statistical loss over a period of call. However, perhaps you may see by this statistically corrected information the squaring mechanism.

Thank you, dear Ruth

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Acceleration of consciousness

[AnthroHeart]

Ruth, your video reminds me of this one:

[AnthroHeart]

Confused, I'm finding that as I detangle my field, unraveling all the many many knots, it smoothens out. Then my field compacts more, and I detangle at a deeper level.

I've realized why I was and still am experiencing these crushing forces and gravitational imbalances. It's because when we release the resistance (through acceptance or other means), we begin collapsing toward singularity (a spiritual black hole). That is the gateway to intelligent infinity. A singularity in our 3rd eye.

What I thought was denser catalyst is actually being closer to the singularity where the forces are greater. One must become purer as they approach the singularity. I believe the other side of the black hole is time/space. Purer as I've found for me is eliminating the automatic emotional responses. Acceptance is not pushing back.

It's not scary at all. It's quite a comfort to be able to let go. The compulsion is strong to go with the forces and let yourself implode into the singularity.

I've had a small taste of the blissful feelings as I am in alignment, and then distortions pull me out a bit.

By now, the attractive force is pretty automatic. I'm just steering and unraveling any knots along the way.

[Confused]

The compulsion is strong to go with the forces and let yourself implode into the singularity.

The concept of Singularity is a very deep mystery to me. I do not get it all. However, after reading your post, I did some online video search and came across this video, GW. It could be of interest, in the context of your experiences with the Field

[AnthroHeart]

Confused, have you seen Star Trek episodes where they talk about "Gravimetric Distortions" and how they shake their ships. That's somewhat of a visual on how it can feel.

It's not always like that though. When I'm in alignment (in acceptance), it's smooth sailing and the stream of energy can feel somewhat orgasmic continuously thorough my heart. And it feels like I'm flying inside. Every so often I'll move just a bit out of alignment because of some stray distortions or because I put my thoughts onto something way out of line, and this can create some great internal pressure and shaking.

It's definitely a "narrow road" as they say. It's a process of distilling the pure vibration that represents who we truly are, without all the excess baggage/distortions.

[Confused]

Confused, have you seen Star Trek episodes where they talk about "Gravimetric Distortions" and how they shake their ships. That's somewhat of a visual on how it can feel.

It's not always like that though. When I'm in alignment (in acceptance), it's smooth sailing and the stream of energy can feel somewhat orgasmic continuously thorough my heart. And it feels like I'm flying inside. Every so often I'll move just a bit out of alignment because of some stray distortions or because I put my thoughts onto something way out of line, and this can create some great internal pressure and shaking.

GW, can you provide an account of how it all started for you, in terms of your experiences with the pure unmanifested Field?

How did it start and what triggered it? Would you like to share your spiritual experiences around that? Otherwise, I do not think I completely get it. Your experiences appear to be of a very advanced spiritual state.

[AnthroHeart]

I started with Reiki which opened up my sensitivity to feeling and working with energy. I would do meditation off and on to learn to let go, but I'm not really the best meditator. I've been to some meditation groups, but never really have had a one-on-one teacher.

I discovered that I could feel where the energy didn't feel quite right, and just will it to move into place.

More recently I learned how emotional responses are automatically generated by the body. I figured that the things I was most attached to, that caused the biggest emotional response were things like erotic art. It created substantial responses. So I allowed the energy to stimulate my sexual chakra. I just kept at it and allowed the energy to naturally move upward.

I'm at a point now where that artwork produces little or no emotional response that I am consciously aware of. Because I am not swayed as much, and have settled down so to speak, I found the energy then becomes denser because we're allowing the denser energy to come in, instead of resisting it.

[Confused]

I discovered that I could feel where the energy didn't feel quite right, and just will it to move into place.

How do you do this, GW?

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[AnthroHeart]

A lot of trial and error. I just realized that energy responds to thought, so I'd just push it so that it was more comfortable to me. Hard to explain how, I just use my mind to do it.

But I did have to do a bit of meditation before, to open up my sensitivity. I also did some work with Orgonite and Zero-point energy.

[Confused]

That's fantastic, Gemini. I hope I can work with crystals meaningfully one day too, in terms growing into God-consciousness.

[AnthroHeart]

Crystals are great. You can program them with intention alone. Then, when you're more energy sensitive, you can become more conscious in the programming. Good video about black holes btw. Look at the works of Nassim Haramein. He explains how every atom is a black hole.

I'm experincing as I open up more, the sensations of parts of me becoming wavelike. It becomes very light, as I can best explain it.

Though at that level, if I get angry and think bad thoughts, I'll get all blocked up and it takes hours to unblock myself.

[AnthroHeart]

Hope my posts aren't too imposing Confused. We each experience our own thing.

It's getting a lot easier now. Before my body could carry the amount of Light it has, I had to go through major detoxing for years. No, it wasn't a diet I took, but just that the energy caused major detox symptoms. A lot of nausea/vomiting and such, some pretty substantial muscle spasms.

As I am approaching Creator, I believe it is through the 7th subdensity of 3D. I'm picking up spiritual mass (by allowing all that is into myself), and compacting back toward singularity. This shifting of my conscious self into time/space is interesting. It feels fluid, there isn't the same amount of pain when I poke myself or bite on my lip. I go through states of approaching Creator, and then moving back more fully into space/time as I go about my duties in life. This is indeed a "slow" process.

Experience of time disappears. I'm not experiencing it slowing down, but more the sensation of being moved into nowness, or rather timelessness. A couple of nights ago I was pretty tired and my brain sort of hurt from the tiredness. When that part of me began to shift more toward time/space, the tiredness went away and I felt much more energized. It was back and forth, and eventually I went to bed around 4am, something I never do. I'm always in bed by like 10pm at the latest. When I'm hungry and parts of my stomach begin to shift over, the hunger disappears in those moments. But I still end up needing to eat.

Also to note, as I shifted more of my conscious self into time/space, my physical body became unmovable. I couldn't move with the same physical processes because I would suspect some of the nerves and such had shifted. But they always shift back. I reached a point where I had to let go of the notion of gravity and was able to approach Creator a bit further.

So it's a process of nudging toward Creator (our 3D representation of it), and then easing off and coming back, then later moving again toward Creator.

[Confused]

Hope my posts aren't too imposing Confused.

No, dear Gemini, whatever made you think that!

I in fact deeply enjoy your participation and posts. Our passion for knowing the Singularity connects us as well. So not in the least are your posts imposing, but in fact, they are inspiring. They are helping me face my own issues too. So please keep posting

Much love to you.

[AnthroHeart]

Yes Confused, I'm learning that it's about giving ourselves completely back to Creator. For this to happen, every flaw that distorts must be balanced. We are giving Creator the gift of who we truly are at our purest vibration. What greater gift than our complete self and all its experiences.

I've asked Creator many times to help me to surrender. When I find a distortion that is either dense or confusing to balance, I ask Creator to help me allow and surrender.

I've had glimpses of feeling Creator's Love, and it does get better. I'm not in a continual state of bliss, as like any wave it still goes up and down.