Creating a Shield

[Patrick]

Yes my Eternal friend.

It's easy to miss the fact that a very self centered person, who never tries to control other selves and accepts all people the way they are is indeed very much walking the STO path.

I would even argue that it's more difficult to passively accept all other selves than to actively help other selves.

Accepting people the way they are is a very great service-to-others.

[Unbound]

Oh yes, it is so easy for us to point out where others need help, rather than to simply acknowledge where they need acceptance.

[Diana]

It's easy to miss the fact that a very self centered person, who never tries to control other selves and accepts all people the way they are is indeed very much walking the STO path.

I would even argue that it's more difficult to passively accept all other selves than to actively help other selves.

I cannot understand this view. If a self-centered person is accepting other-selves, doesn't that imply that they aren't making a decision to accept others directly, rather, they are accepting them by default because they are centered on themselves?

Are you saying that it is more difficult for the STO self-centered person to accept others passively (because he/she is focused on self) than the active STO person who works hard to understand free will and acceptance of a difficult family member?

[BrownEye]

There is no need for us to continue bickering. So unless something new comes up I'll extract myself from the topic. Thank you for your time Pickle and sorry for the catalyst.

I am glad you made me look. It sort of made me take this much more seriously. My theory is actually mentioned in the texts. Your words did not fall on deaf ears, they simply made me take pause. You have effectively helped add the element of fear to the purpose of this thread with your first sentence upon entrance. I guess the big question is were you aware of the purpose of your words to begin with? That does become one of the problems with wholesale "acceptance".



Firstly, those of negative polarity do not operate with respect to free will unless it is necessary. They call themselves and will infringe whenever they feel it possible.



The use of the light forms being generated is such as to cause such entities to discover a wall through which they can not pass. This is due to the energy complexes of the light beings and aspects of the One Infinite Creator invoked and evoked in the building of the wall of light.

Others would be those like Tesla, or even many of the folks still alive that I am watching slowly lose their mind.

The entity of Orion pierces the same violet ray and moves to two places to attempt most of its non-physical opportunities. It activates the green-ray energy center while further blocking indigo-ray energy center. This combination causes confusion in the instrument and subsequent over-activity in unwise proportions in physical complex workings. It simply seeks out the distortions pre-incarnatively programmed and developed in incarnative state.



There are adepts who have penetrated many, many of the energy centers and several of the true colors. This must be done with utmost care while in the physical body for as we noted when speaking of the dangers of linking red/orange/yellow circuitry with true-color blue circuitry the potential for disarrangement of the mind/body/spirit complex is great.

Ra: I am Ra. This instrument’s vital energies are at the distortion which is normal for this mind/body/spirit complex. The body complex is distorted due to psychic attack in the area of the kidneys and urinary tract. There is also distortion continuing due to the distortion called arthritis.

You may expect this psychic attack to be constant as this instrument has been under observation by negatively oriented force for some time.

Target?

[Patrick]

It's easy to miss the fact that a very self centered person, who never tries to control other selves and accepts all people the way they are is indeed very much walking the STO path.

I would even argue that it's more difficult to passively accept all other selves than to actively help other selves.

I cannot understand this view. If a self-centered person is accepting other-selves, doesn't that imply that they aren't making a decision to accept others directly, rather, they are accepting them by default because they are centered on themselves?

Are you saying that it is more difficult for the STO self-centered person to accept others passively (because he/she is focused on self) than the active STO person who works hard to understand free will and acceptance of a difficult family member?

"Are you saying that it is more difficult for the STO self-centered person to accept others passively"

It's more difficult for any person in 3d. "Passively" in this context could be replaced with "unconditionally".

First, I would like to point out that I am not speaking of me here. I do not see myself as a self-centered person. Often, when I discuss concepts, people think that I am talking about my personal experience. That's not the case. I'm simply letting my intuition talk through me.

My meaning is in the context of self-empowerment. Someone who smiles at all their other-selves, someone who makes all feel welcomed in their presence, someone who loves and accepts ALL their other-selves exactly the way they are. Someone like that is IMHO very much walking the STO path. Never offering to help, because the other self is seen as perfect already and do not need help. Never offering an opinion, because the other self didn't ask for one and already contains everything it needs within its self.

What I'm saying is that this someone could also be seen as very self-centered by other-selves.

[BrownEye]

That is not the same thing as self centered. That is more like "allowing", which is not really connected to offering anything.

[Patrick]

Still, there are very good chances that this person would be perceived as self-centered by other-selves. Maybe seen as apathetic and/or reclusive.

[BrownEye]

That is true. My wife is a good example. High power compassion without a feeling of comfort within the fake structure of society.

[Diana]

"Are you saying that it is more difficult for the STO self-centered person to accept others passively"

It's more difficult for any person in 3d. "Passively" in this context could be replaced with "unconditionally".

First, I would like to point out that I am not speaking of me here. I do not see myself as a self-centered person. Often, when I discuss concepts, people think that I am talking about my personal experience. That's not the case. I'm simply letting my intuition talk through me.

My meaning is in the context of self-empowerment. Someone who smiles at all their other-selves, someone who makes all feel welcomed in their presence, someone who loves and accepts ALL their other-selves exactly the way they are. Someone like that is IMHO very much walking the STO path. Never offering to help, because the other self is seen as perfect already and do not need help. Never offering an opinion, because the other self didn't ask for one and already contains everything it needs within its self.

What I'm saying is that this someone could also be seen as very self-centered by other-selves.

Thanks for the clarification. Passively perhaps was confusing. And self-centered suggests things other than what you mean above. I did know that you weren't talking about yourself.

I think I get your meaning here. It is hard to be "in this world but not of it."

[BrownEye]

Success!

My first trial with particulates was at work. There is a floor polisher that puts a strong smelling fine matter into the air and burns my sinuses.

The other day that machine was in my area and as I walked past it I put up my shield and the smell disappeared almost instantly. That really caught my attention since I work with theoretical ideas/concepts rather than rely on belief.

The second trial was working in my dad's house which has always caused breathing problems from the airborne mildew. I totally cleared all negative entities and put my shield up before going in, and afterwards noticed there was no smell or effects of mildew on myself.

When my dad showed up he could still smell the mildew, but the oppressive feeling that hits him as he walks over the door sill was gone. I went ahead and neutralized all current airborne mildew and that was the point where he noticed a difference in the air.

I am finding belief to be worthless for me, and wonder or amazement to be most powerful. The excitement behind amazement seems to have an empowering effect on whatever I experiment with.

[AnthroHeart]

My meaning is in the context of self-empowerment. Someone who smiles at all their other-selves, someone who makes all feel welcomed in their presence, someone who loves and accepts ALL their other-selves exactly the way they are. Someone like that is IMHO very much walking the STO path. Never offering to help, because the other self is seen as perfect already and do not need help. Never offering an opinion, because the other self didn't ask for one and already contains everything it needs within its self.

What I'm saying is that this someone could also be seen as very self-centered by other-selves.

That's definitely a challenge because of how others-oriented I think about becoming. I tend to think STO is exactly the opposite of what you said.

[Patrick]

My meaning is in the context of self-empowerment. Someone who smiles at all their other-selves, someone who makes all feel welcomed in their presence, someone who loves and accepts ALL their other-selves exactly the way they are. Someone like that is IMHO very much walking the STO path. Never offering to help, because the other self is seen as perfect already and do not need help. Never offering an opinion, because the other self didn't ask for one and already contains everything it needs within its self.

What I'm saying is that this someone could also be seen as very self-centered by other-selves.

That's definitely a challenge because of how others-oriented I think about becoming. I tend to think STO is exactly the opposite of what you said.

I come back to this quote in these instances.

80.11 Questioner: Could I say, then, that implicit in the process of becoming adept is the seeming polarization towards service to self because the adept becomes disassociated with many of his kind?

Ra: I am Ra. This is likely to occur. The apparent happening is disassociation whether the truth is service to self and thus true disassociation from other-selves or service to others and thus true association with the heart of all other-selves and disassociation only from the illusory husks which prevent the adept from correctly perceiving the self and other-self as one.

To put it more simply. As long as you are not trying to use others for your own benefit, you are not polarizing STS. That does not mean you are polarizing STO though. But for me, anyone not polarizing STS is STO.

That is why we often see the requirement for STS harvest at 5% STO and not at 95% STS.

[AnthroHeart]

I'm not worried about being STS as that is not what I am. But I did have the fear before that seems to creep up every year or so. When my mind opens up and thoughts begin to manifest, it makes me afraid. I think that's why we make harvest after death, because if we could graduate to 4D while still alive, it would overload our senses. It would be too much for the mind to handle, at least for me.

[Patrick]

It seems to be a simple question of vibrational compatibility. And remember, there is no death.

[AnthroHeart]

I like your views Patrick, they're always positive and uplifting.

I think it's my shadow self that keeps me back from going into 4D.

I've made it to 4D nearly in mind for brief moments, when the earth around me begins transforming into beautiful things.

But always that pesky dark side of me creeps in and makes me afraid.

Point taken about no death. I'm not afraid of it, actually often think about it.
Not in a morbid way, but with a fondness. I had an experience of dying, or what I thought I had died, a couple of months ago, and I was excited about it, because I was returning home to 6th density I thought at the time.

Now I just hope with being on my psych meds that I can still eventually have another experience that won't overwhelm me.

Vibrational compatibility makes sense. As I moved more into 4D, it became more difficult to stay balanced.

[Aaron]

Dear Gemini,

Maybe when you feel yourself opening up and rising into higher states of love and beauty, and then suddenly this darkness comes up, it's like your higher self saying "here's what you need to work on next"? The darkness that holds you back is the darkness that must be integrated and subsequently transformed into something that helps you find the light.

Working with and transforming your inner darkness with love and acceptance is far more potent in terms of spiritual evolution than dealing with the darkness perceived to be outside of you. Not to mention once you've understood even a little bit of your own darkness it's like "Pssh... darkness coming from outside of me? Piece of cake!!"

Back in February, I became aware of a vast amount of power within me. At the time, it was undifferentiated from darkness in my world view, and seemed to come from darkness outside of me. So I thought it was something outside of me. Actually it didn't even breach my conscious mind for three whole months as my personality was rejecting or incompatible with this unintegrated power.

So much rejection for so long eventually built this energy up until it started entering the thought-form level or what have you. Basically, it began to pool together sentience and encroach upon my daily life. With some help (THANK YOU ahktu) I became aware of his presence and was able to completely integrate him. There is no more him, although I could create him again if I wished. There is now only the power that is and has always been a part of my being, whether in potentiation or not. There is the power that has enhanced and defined and empowered and enriched my experience. There is this power that is tempered by my heart. The "plan" was probably to begin integrating that shadow/power exactly at the point where I became aware of it, as it was at that point that I had built up a completely loving, completely accepting (or so I thought) personality for this power to enliven.

But it had gotten to the point where I was shielding and challenging this part of myself that was hounding me! Shielding worked on the effects, not the core presence. And challenging worked, but the challenge had to be upheld.

I became aware of this power when I was doing the channeling sessions with ahktu, and she came up to visit me. We did a session in person. I think this quote from Adam is relevant...

To see the similarities between the two paths and the, shall we say, positive aspects of each, instead of regarding one in adulation and one in fear and repulsion is, in our opinion, a possession of a certain brand of wisdom.

[BrownEye]

I had another successful test today. Since the sun has turned white my wife has been able to burn again. The burning had completely gone when the sun was still yellow, but now that it is a new frequency it seems able to burn again.

My wife and two year old have the white skin that can burn. We were going to spend some time in the sun while at the zoo today. She said she could feel the burn coming already as soon as we got out of the car.

I asked my guides if they could shield my family from the specific frequencies that burn. They told me they could not, but I could do it myself. So I created a shield and had to power it up twice before it was 100%.

She said she would not know if it worked until we got home, as the end of the day is when she knows for sure if she got even a slight burn. Plus, both of them were wearing a backless outfit.

No burns, for my two year old, or my wife. Successful test.

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I am waiting for mosquitos to show so I can test on them. I am finding a whole range of uses for this type of energy creation. Cool stuff!

[BrownEye]

62.24 Questioner: Is there something that the instrument could do or we could do for the instrument to eliminate the problems that she has, that she continually experiences of the cold feeling of these attacks?

Ra: I am Ra. Yes.


62.25 Questioner: Would you tell me what we could do?

Ra: I am Ra. You could cease in your attempts to be channels for the love and the light of the One Infinite Creator.

[Patrick]

I'll keep on shining then.

[Spaced]

Hmm, I think I need to work on constructing a shield. Today has been nothing but one stress-inducing event after another :-/.

Nothing like getting woken up by a call from the credit card collection company.

[BrownEye]

I decided to update this with the results of my mosquito tests. Completely functional and successful.

I recently had a revelation. This is an actual technology. At some point in human evolution we should be able to create with the mind rather than only mentating and creating with the hands. My own shield appears to be metal overlapping plates forming a sphere.

A healer friend had eventually moved into the creation of robotic thought forms for use in healing work in order that he can observe from a safe distance. That is what I call advanced technology. I am beginning to come to a better understanding of advanced tech and should eventually become quite adept at its uses myself.