Anyone else feel the huge energy influx these last few days?

[Sagittarius]

I have been tingling with energy almost 24/7 for a few days. I feel like a huge weight has been lifted, I feel different, lighter and almost stress free.

Funnily enough I met a girl I actually liked last night. If anyone has read my posts in the relationship thread you would know that has never really happened before. I have been getting synchronicities non-stop, the girl had the eye of Ra tattooed on her back so naturally I recognized that as a sign and started talking to her about the tattoo.

The energy just isn't stopping atm, all of my chakra's are feel like there on fire, first time I have felt my heart and sacral chakra's this intensely. I feel the shift is beginning. I truly believe now, the falls last week where worth it.

[Seed]

Hmm, I actually thought I was going to die a few days ago. My heart was beating too fast and it scared me, which made it go even faster.

[native]

No I haven't, but I noticed several abnormalities along my daily routine. If I'm coming to conclusions or making changes within myself and I notice these, I take it as a personal shift. Could be what you're experiencing.

That's awesome to hear, and if you don't pursue her I'm gonna kick your ass!

[Oceania]

i felt awesome after the solstice.

[Unbound]

It has woken me up strangely for 3 days in a wrote. Most of my posts yesterday were done impulsively after waking up at 6:30am with energy surging through me.

[Parsons]

I woke up this morning at 4:20, seconds BEFORE the pets suddenly got super restless (and they didn't hear me wake up from downstairs). I woke up feeling subtly energized.

[AnthroHeart]

I've been anxious these last few days because of issues at work. No change in how much energy I've been feeling. Even feel anxious on the weekend because of having to face this issue on Monday.

[Oceania]

*hugs*

if they're bullying you i'll kick their asses

[Sagittarius]

No I haven't, but I noticed several abnormalities along my daily routine. If I'm coming to conclusions or making changes within myself and I notice these, I take it as a personal shift. Could be what you're experiencing.

That's awesome to hear, and if you don't pursue her I'm gonna kick your ass!

Hey I wouldn't let go of such a blatantly obvious sign/lesson/experience.
I'am finding the differences between changes to myself and the world are getting more connected by the day.

[AnthroHeart]

*hugs*

if they're bullying you i'll kick their asses

No, people are fine. It's system issues. A program isn't working as it should and I have to diagnose the problem. I don't like having extra work.

[Brittany]

For me it's been slowly building for months, increasing in intensity every single day. I constantly feel as if I've done more work in the past couple of weeks than in the rest of my life put together. I barely recognize myself.

[jacrob]

For me it's been slowly building for months, increasing in intensity every single day. I constantly feel as if I've done more work in the past couple of weeks than in the rest of my life put together. I barely recognize myself.

Agree, however this morning I woke up feeling heavy and sad. I rushed my son out the door and we sat in the sun for 3 hours, I had a quick nap and now feel good again. I can feel that by tomorrow morning I'll have rubber-banded myself back into love and light!

But where is all this energy coming from? I'm hearing constant tones in both ears. I usually get ASMR (intense, tickly, shivery sensations) on the skin of my skull, right side only, several times per day but I've been getting it on my whole skull and face which is very unnerving when I'm talking face to face with someone. Excuse me while my head has an orgasm...

[Oceania]

has anyone ever felt sprinkles? like even indoors when the windows are closed... randomly. it's weird.

[Oldern]

But where is all this energy coming from?

I think this energy has always been here, it is just that we are able to get in touch with it more and more every day. Isn't that amazing? : )

[Sagittarius]

For me it's been slowly building for months, increasing in intensity every single day. I constantly feel as if I've done more work in the past couple of weeks than in the rest of my life put together. I barely recognize myself.

Agree, however this morning I woke up feeling heavy and sad. I rushed my son out the door and we sat in the sun for 3 hours, I had a quick nap and now feel good again. I can feel that by tomorrow morning I'll have rubber-banded myself back into love and light!

But where is all this energy coming from? I'm hearing constant tones in both ears. I usually get ASMR (intense, tickly, shivery sensations) on the skin of my skull, right side only, several times per day but I've been getting it on my whole skull and face which is very unnerving when I'm talking face to face with someone. Excuse me while my head has an orgasm...

I have no idea. The time is getting closer I guess. Everything is happening as it should. It feels like all of my fear is gone. Like before I couldn't control it and had to rely on training myself to think differently. Then all of a sudden I fell, I was just sick of the fear, I couldn't stand it anymore and then my brain just clicked helped along with a many synchs. Now I don't feel any fear for the future at all, none nada zip.

I have changed so much instantly, I have no fear of love. Before it was almost like I was afraid to be loved, now I'am not. I'am open and every second is amazing. I feel like my story is coming to an end soon, like I'am ready to move on. Before I would say maybe not because I would miss my family and friends and miss this world. Now I feel it all inside me truly, it is all me. Things are about to pick up speed guys trust me. There really is not long left. I'am really starting to remember who I'am. The veil is lifting get ready to truly live guys.

So exciting!!!!!!!!!!!

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You know when you find it
In your darkest hour, you strike gold
A thought clicks, not the be-all end-all

Just another lesson learned...

[native]

Hey I wouldn't let go of such a blatantly obvious sign/lesson/experience.
I'am finding the differences between changes to myself and the world are getting more connected by the day.

The world certainly is showing signs of evolutionary change.

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I usually get ASMR (intense, tickly, shivery sensations) on the skin of my skull, right side only, several times per day but I've been getting it on my whole skull and face which is very unnerving when I'm talking face to face with someone. Excuse me while my head has an orgasm...

That started in the fall for me (not the whole skull). It's some sort of communication that's occurring I think..either from other entities or the higher self, as I received some insights.

And about mind orgasms..

49.2 Questioner: I have a question here from Jim first. He says: “For the past nine years I have had what I call frontal lobes experiences in the pre-conscious state of sleep when I wake up in the morning. They are a combination of pleasure and pressure which begins in the frontal lobes and spreads in pulses through the whole brain and feels like an orgasm in the brain. I have had over 200 of these experiences and often they are accompanied by voices and visions which seldom make much sense to me. What is the source of these frontal lobes experiences?”

Ra: I am Ra. We scan the questioner and find some pertinent information already available which regards the physiological disposition of this particular part of the brain. The experiences described and experienced are those distillations which may be experienced after a concentration of effort upon the opening of the gateway, or indigo, mind complex so that experience of a sacramental, or violet, ray may occur. These experiences are the beginnings of that which, as the body, the mind, and the spirit become integrated at the gateway, or indigo, level, may then yield not only the experience of joy but the comprehension of intelligent infinity which accompanies it. Thus the body complex orgasm and mind complex orgasm becoming integrated may then set forth the proper gateway for the spiritual complex integration and its use as a shuttle for the sacrament of the fully experienced presence of the One Infinite Creator. Thus there is much to which the questioner may look forward.

[Sagittarius]

Hey I wouldn't let go of such a blatantly obvious sign/lesson/experience.
I'am finding the differences between changes to myself and the world are getting more connected by the day.

The world certainly is showing signs of evolutionary change.

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I usually get ASMR (intense, tickly, shivery sensations) on the skin of my skull, right side only, several times per day but I've been getting it on my whole skull and face which is very unnerving when I'm talking face to face with someone. Excuse me while my head has an orgasm...

That started in the fall for me (not the whole skull). It's some sort of communication that's occurring I think..either from other entities or the higher self, as I received some insights.

And about mind orgasms..

49.2 Questioner: I have a question here from Jim first. He says: “For the past nine years I have had what I call frontal lobes experiences in the pre-conscious state of sleep when I wake up in the morning. They are a combination of pleasure and pressure which begins in the frontal lobes and spreads in pulses through the whole brain and feels like an orgasm in the brain. I have had over 200 of these experiences and often they are accompanied by voices and visions which seldom make much sense to me. What is the source of these frontal lobes experiences?”

Ra: I am Ra. We scan the questioner and find some pertinent information already available which regards the physiological disposition of this particular part of the brain. The experiences described and experienced are those distillations which may be experienced after a concentration of effort upon the opening of the gateway, or indigo, mind complex so that experience of a sacramental, or violet, ray may occur. These experiences are the beginnings of that which, as the body, the mind, and the spirit become integrated at the gateway, or indigo, level, may then yield not only the experience of joy but the comprehension of intelligent infinity which accompanies it. Thus the body complex orgasm and mind complex orgasm becoming integrated may then set forth the proper gateway for the spiritual complex integration and its use as a shuttle for the sacrament of the fully experienced presence of the One Infinite Creator. Thus there is much to which the questioner may look forward.

I have had continual strong feeling especially in my head for the past few days. I'am waiting for them to go away like they usually do but so far they haven't. I don't think they will, I think it will only get stronger and stronger.

[native]

Mine stopped during a period of mental stress, then returned but infrequently.

[AnthroHeart]

I wonder if it's this energy that overloaded my mind and caused me a mental breakdown a couple of months ago. A time when I perceived reality differently. It was very moody, filled with both good and bad. At least right now I'm ok with work, whereas I long for the weekends.

I did have a dream last night that I was a king. That felt really good in the dream, as everyone loved me, and I them.

[Shin'Ar]

As Oldern has observed, the higher points of awareness will be increasing dramatically for all those who have been tuning their higher senses. Much which seems new or unusual has always been there, but now in these days of increasing shifts, much is being realized more intensely.

[xise]

I have been feeling an overwhelming amount of energy, along with an increase in incidences. I am not a fearful person, but I find myself fearful of the journey into the rabbit hole. I am working on that fear. I am inviting it to sit with me by the fear so to speak (per Q'uo ).

Mind you, this is despite being in Las Vegas this weekend for my best friend's bachelor party (first time in Vegas, though I was sober for most of the trip as I find alcohol decreases my sensitivity). As an aside I think I will now remain sober for the foreseeable future because people don't respect that your choice not to drink (at least my "party/ going out" friends) unless you tell them you "don't drink".

6-23-12 Day: Indoors, I randomly noticed I saw burn-in lines in my vision, as if I had been staring at a line with the brightness of a sun. Noticed this last for 5 minutes or so.

6-23-12 Evening: At a texas poker hold em bonus table, I randomly thought about placing a bet for which I couldn't really figure out the odds (For those of you who have played, I thought about playing the "bonus" where you get money purely based on what your two card hand is, requiring basically either a pocket pair of Ace+another face card). As I was contemplating the odds, I felt a sensation in my heart. As I've said in other posts, I feel it speaks to me sometimes, although it usually kicks in 4-5 seconds after I've had a triggering thought and my mind does race so I have to ponder what thoughts I've had in last few seconds and figure it out. I was confused because I had been thinking about the chances for playing the bonus. I thought maybe this was a sign to bet, I thought maybe my higher self was being nice to me because I did a good deed just 10 minutes earlier when I returned $75 in chips the dealer accidently gave me (no one noticed). I bet $10 on the bonus, and won an additional $30 because I got pocket 5s. I had originally contemplated betting $20 but I thought it was dumb to gamble on a heart hunch haha. (Co) incidence? Who knows, but meaningful to me.

6-23-12 Late Night: Since this was a bachelor party, we ended up going to the gentlemen's club (Sapphire). There were four of us because the rest of our crew was wasted. I was still completely sober. Two exotic dancers cornered me and the bachelor. I've never paid an exotic dancer for anything and I don't pay for play on principle but since it was my best friend's bachelor party and he wanted me to go to the VIP with him we went into the VIP room...I usually just tease and banter with women, especially at a bar/club, but somehow we started talking about life is all about love, optimism, how she's a Gemini and I'm an Aquarius, what her dreams were (pediatrician), what my dreams were (working with homeless more), how she read a spiritual book that made her cry and how she believes in conspiracies, and that considers herself spiritual and we both agreed it was odd we would randomly meet. It felt as if I was with someone as close as a vibration possible to me in a place like that. And it didn't hurt that I thought she was literally the best looking dancer there - gorgeous spanish chick: small frame, long black hair, great natural breasts, beautiful hourglass body, heavenly face with sharp features (which is saying a lot because vanity along with judgment are my main dark traits). I tried to reinforce the love/light in her but the VIP room came with mandatory drinks and she insisted I drink with her...so after three drinks in the vibe, understandably changed...less spiritual but still fun Her friend who was on the bachelor was like "stop talking stupid s*** you b**** and shake that ass on him he don't care about what you have to say" which we dealt with playfully and continued our conversation. Point is, this is just one example where I feel like no matter where I am, I feel like I randomly draw people closer to me in vibration regardless of where we are, and how people may be awakening.

6-24-12 Day: During the drive back, I noticed the same horizontal burn in lines with my vision. Within an hour of that, I noticed it was 11:11 am on my clock.

6-24-12 Night: Intense overwhelming energy during mediation. Normally, I experience sensations in my throat, third eye, and crown chakras along with a moderate close eye visual of a swirling violet flame. This time, I was hit with a violet overbright sun within a few minutes of meditation and my head literally arched back as I felt my third eye was caught in a current of energy. It became so overwhelming that I stopped the meditation because it was just a very powerful feeling.

6-25-12 Morning: I wakeup early to go to work. As I'm driving to work in car, I notice the time is 5:55 on my car clock while the estimated miles to empty is 444 miles...at the exact same time.

6-26-12 Evening: I stop at Chipotle for dinner. I had mentioned to my work friend who has also recently turned spiritual that my reality was unraveling. I had to work through lunch because I was trying to stop from my ex-meth using, battered woman, sexually abused mother from losing custody of her child so I did not get to grab lunch and fully explore what I meant. He sent me a text asking me what I had experienced. I told the above. As I was writing out the texts, I started to experience the burnt sun lines in my vision again. He too has been experiencing things the past few weeks and he replies that he too experienced burnt sun lines this weekend (though vertical and diagonal) and has been experiencing waves of energy moving all across his body emanating from the heart. As I get into the car to drive home from dinner, I notice my odometer read 55508....

6-26-12 Night: Tonight, once again overwhelming energy during my meditation, but I tried to stick with it. I feel like there are entities in the violet streaming that I can communicate with, but I'm not sure if its my imagination and am fearful to try...

Gotta keep embracing the love, and keep going down the rabbit hole...I think I want to start some group meditation because these solo sessions are getting intense. Although for these past few months since I discovered this material I've been feeling sensations in my heart in day to day activities, this past week I feel an electrical charge/tingle in my third eye area in day to day activities that previously I would only experience in meditation.

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To make a long story, short, Yes Sagittarius I've been experiencing some crazy energy and incident occurrence these past few days!!

much love, xise

[Ruth]

Interesting that you mentnion the burn lines because I've had that lately too. Mostly what I see are geometric shapes, or the shapes of the weeds if I have been pulling weeds in the garden. Always bright white or yellowish white on a dark blue background for me. Maybe sometimes the shapes are outlined in an emerald green, and they are always "twinkling."

Thanks for sharing that.

[Aaron]

Ruth after days of pulling weeds in the garden, that's all I would see when I closed my eyes for hours and hours afterwards... Sometimes imprints, sometimes fractalizations of the particular shapes of leaves. Sometimes I wondered if I would end up dreaming about them!

[xise]

Ruth & Aaron: My friend I mentioned who also saw the burn lines updated me the other day with the exact same description - that he also saw burn lines of plants. I didn't mention your observations...change is definitely in the air.

[Sagittarius]

I have been seeing what you guys describe for years, they have picked up intensity big time right now. If you focus closely enough and have the ability you can even see the glowing web strands that make up everything, I think what we are beginning to see is the ether, the webs of light that create this room.

Well I fell again, I was a fool to think I wouldn't. It felt like a had the world in the palm of my hand, like nothing could stop me, all of my efforts over the years where starting to show results and the high felt like it would last forever. Then just like that in one night boom and crash and next thing you know I'am hanging on by a thread. Worst thing is I know you can't control it, control is an illusion we have none nada zip. Paradoxically we do as we are controlling ourselves from higher ground, like a general organising his troops. I'am just sick and tired of this constant twirl, this storm has really shaken me up.

I'am noticing the effects on others as well. Everyone I come in contact with I can see the pain in there eyes, everyone will go through the storm. Is this the only way? I'am breaking me down a day at a time, I feel like a ghost, someone who is dead but can't let go. So far the higher I get the lower I go. I want to understand it all but I can't and no one here can, were all just along for the ride in the name of service. Oh well I'am still here to survive another day in this circus. I really thought I was home to and now everything looks worse then ever.

[xise]

Ups and downs man, ups and downs. I've been feeling the same way. Just got to ride this out with hope and faith.

I have been seeing what you guys describe for years, they have picked up intensity big time right now. If you focus closely enough and have the ability you can even see the glowing web strands that make up everything, I think what we are beginning to see is the ether, the webs of light that create this room.

Well I fell again, I was a fool to think I wouldn't. It felt like a had the world in the palm of my hand, like nothing could stop me, all of my efforts over the years where starting to show results and the high felt like it would last forever. Then just like that in one night boom and crash and next thing you know I'am hanging on by a thread. Worst thing is I know you can't control it, control is an illusion we have none nada zip. Paradoxically we do as we are controlling ourselves from higher ground, like a general organising his troops. I'am just sick and tired of this constant twirl, this storm has really shaken me up.

I'am noticing the effects on others as well. Everyone I come in contact with I can see the pain in there eyes, everyone will go through the storm. Is this the only way? I'am breaking me down a day at a time, I feel like a ghost, someone who is dead but can't let go. So far the higher I get the lower I go. I want to understand it all but I can't and no one here can, were all just along for the ride in the name of service. Oh well I'am still here to survive another day in this circus. I really thought I was home to and now everything looks worse then ever.

[Aureus]

Sagittarius,

I'm sorry to hear your journey took a dip. But in these times, we are recieving so much energy, and who knows what is being flushed out. Try to become somewhat detached to the emotions, steer them down where they came from, and fill the space with the light you are fortunate enough to have found.

You're not alone in this, I am feeling quite tested as well. Soon we'll all travel the universe together, in peace and fully conscious of the eternal and infinite love that we are.

[Sagittarius]

Yeh thanks guys I know it is just a test and I know these downs will keep happening until it's all flushed out. I'am just sick of polarity, there is no need for it, there is no need for fear. This experiment has proved that. I'am ready to let duality go. This is the last time I will see this, I know that now. Never again.

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The only thing we can do is hold on, forget about control, I think that was the distortion I'am meant to let go of from this fall. I'am hoping this is the last stone I need to throw away.

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f*** thank god that's over. That dreadful feeling is gone now. I think this is the toughest job of service I have ever done.

[Shin'Ar]

Ups and Downs.

Light and dark.

Spirit and Matter.

Live and Die.

This is our existence.

Go with it or sit it out and wait to see what happens next.

The only sure thing is that existence will continue with or without our participation.

But if one is going to take the ride, they better be mentally prepared to accept the downs along with the ups because existence is a roller coaster ride, and it is by the experiences of the hills and the valleys that we evolve into higher understanding and ability.

We all get tired and become frustrated with the continuous struggle. But as many will tell you, it is the pain of the pinch that lets you know you are alive.

The Ancients emphasized the need for balance and alchemy was the greatest practice of achieving that goal.

One can deny duality and polarity, but they cannot deny the need for balancing the ups and the downs because that is the natural landscape of the journey.

[Sagittarius]

Ups and Downs.

Light and dark.

Spirit and Matter.

Live and Die.

This is our existence.

Go with it or sit it out and wait to see what happens next.

The only sure thing is that existence will continue with or without our participation.

But if one is going to take the ride, they better be mentally prepared to accept the downs along with the ups because existence is a roller coaster ride, and it is by the experiences of the hills and the valleys that we evolve into higher understanding and ability.

We all get tired and become frustrated with the continuous struggle. But as many will tell you, it is the pain of the pinch that lets you know you are alive.

The Ancients emphasized the need for balance and alchemy was the greatest practice of achieving that goal.

One can deny duality and polarity, but they cannot deny the need for balancing the ups and the downs because that is the natural landscape of the journey.

Indeed, I feel good now. The fire I experienced was meant to burn me out, I think a part of me died, a bad part of me. I don't think there is much more for me to balance, I feel strangely at peace after that whole night, a calm I have never had before.

Seams like I get new feelings every week. The energy is still there humming, just not a roaring fire consuming me until I burnt out like before.