09-27-2012, 08:11 PM
(This post was last modified: 09-27-2012, 08:39 PM by Bring4th_Austin.)
I had an experience very early this morning, around 4am or 5am, which was very unusual to me that I have been attempting to grasp.
I woke up into a state of sleep paralysis, which is pretty common for me. It was a bit different because I did not feel uncomfortable and did not try to push myself out of the state. As I sat stairing through my door, I started to receive a very distinct "transmission" containing Service to Self information.
The experience seemed to be mainly clairaudient, though I felt the reception of pure concepts, as well as saw some flashing red lights (as if there were a fire truck outside of my window). What I received was very specific information regarding some of the Tarot archetypes and invoking them in order to control an other-self. After that, there was some information about calling a specific entity, sort of like a "practice dummy" or a "punching bag" for STS entities, to practice these control techniques on.
I won't go into any specifics about the information.
I felt no emotional arousal from the experience. The sleep paralysis was actually pretty nice and comfortable, and it was a very pleasant state.
I can't really tell whether the information was intended to reach me, was intended to reach someone else and I picked up on it, or if it was possible information from one of the "automated computer" sources Ra talks about.
This has really got me wondering though, why did I receive this information? I immediately thought of this passage in the Ra material:
It might seem like Ra is saying something deeply profound here, but sitting in my current situation, it sort of feels like side-stepping the real question. Sure, I am all things. But in being all things, I am a channel for the Ra memory complex...why don't I channel Ra? Being all things, I am a thief...yet I do not steal. Being all things, I am an expert trumpet player...but if you put a trumpet in my hands, the noise you would hear is not pretty.
So why, if I am all things, would I randomly receive this information in particular? Why am I a receiver of STS techniques and not an expert trumpet player?
Has anyone else had any experiences similar to this, or perhaps any thoughts about the idea of being "all things," which Ra seems to think should explain such phenomenon? If we are all things, why do we only experience certain things?
I'm also wondering how this experience was called to me, whether it was random, intentional, or anything in between. I'm rather perplexed by the event.
I woke up into a state of sleep paralysis, which is pretty common for me. It was a bit different because I did not feel uncomfortable and did not try to push myself out of the state. As I sat stairing through my door, I started to receive a very distinct "transmission" containing Service to Self information.
The experience seemed to be mainly clairaudient, though I felt the reception of pure concepts, as well as saw some flashing red lights (as if there were a fire truck outside of my window). What I received was very specific information regarding some of the Tarot archetypes and invoking them in order to control an other-self. After that, there was some information about calling a specific entity, sort of like a "practice dummy" or a "punching bag" for STS entities, to practice these control techniques on.
I won't go into any specifics about the information.
I felt no emotional arousal from the experience. The sleep paralysis was actually pretty nice and comfortable, and it was a very pleasant state.
I can't really tell whether the information was intended to reach me, was intended to reach someone else and I picked up on it, or if it was possible information from one of the "automated computer" sources Ra talks about.
This has really got me wondering though, why did I receive this information? I immediately thought of this passage in the Ra material:
Quote:Questioner: Is there a reason that I am open to these signals of a negative nature?
Ra: I am Ra. Are you not all things?
It might seem like Ra is saying something deeply profound here, but sitting in my current situation, it sort of feels like side-stepping the real question. Sure, I am all things. But in being all things, I am a channel for the Ra memory complex...why don't I channel Ra? Being all things, I am a thief...yet I do not steal. Being all things, I am an expert trumpet player...but if you put a trumpet in my hands, the noise you would hear is not pretty.
So why, if I am all things, would I randomly receive this information in particular? Why am I a receiver of STS techniques and not an expert trumpet player?
Has anyone else had any experiences similar to this, or perhaps any thoughts about the idea of being "all things," which Ra seems to think should explain such phenomenon? If we are all things, why do we only experience certain things?
I'm also wondering how this experience was called to me, whether it was random, intentional, or anything in between. I'm rather perplexed by the event.
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