10-06-2012, 08:32 AM
Greetings to all and I first want to say hello as this is my first ever post and how wonderful it is to have a site just as this one.
I am from the UK and have decided to join this forum as I am not quite sure what else to do and who to talk to as this new world and mind frame/consciousness I've stepped into is an amazing yet unfamiliar and quite lonely one.
I started reading the Law of One about 4 months ago and not stopped since, I am upto part 75 and I have never been blown away more. All my life I have searched for this, for meaning and for answers. I have always knew I was different, constantly confused by my dreams every night, growing tired of trying to explain to people the things I see and then being looked at like I'm crazy with no interest in what I say. I have always loved the universe, loved it like its a part of me, i have always yearned to be there, looking up at the stars with tears and a huge smile on my face and not knowing why.
6 months ago I sat and prayed and said " God please explain to me why I am like this, I want the truth, nothing but the truth. I want it so clear I cannot deny it. I want to know why I am here, who I am and why these weird strange things happen to me that no one can explain" and what I was shown literally from the next day was unbelievable and has been every day since. I was shown the llaw of one by a friend and could not believe what I was reading. I still can't. It has explained so many questions I have had my whole life and has often left me in tears.
I had what I called 'brain rushes' for about 6 years in the morning when I woke up, my thoughts would pulsate and rush through my head for 5-10 minutes, it felt like just pure energy pumping through my brain. No matter how hard I research this to try and work out what it was I got no where. Anyone I spoke to gave me a look like I needed psychatric treatment ( I was beginning to question it myself ) then I read LOO, and in part 49.2 it fully explains it all, frontal lobe experiences they call it. WOW... Talk about a wake up call, and the funny thing is, it has never happened since.
Since then, I have let go of almost everything, I am committed to the cause. I am here to help. To lighten the earths vibration in any and everyway i can. And since realising who I possibly/probably am, the experiences and changes I go through everyday are unbelievable. I had my first astral projection a week ago, I actually left the earth, I looked down on to it. I can now permanently feel energy pulsating through me, I can actually feel the change in my vibration. But even though my life is now amazing, I still feel lost. I have no one to share with, and struggle to find my next step. So hence why I am here. So hello..... Love and light. Xxxx [/size]
I am from the UK and have decided to join this forum as I am not quite sure what else to do and who to talk to as this new world and mind frame/consciousness I've stepped into is an amazing yet unfamiliar and quite lonely one.
I started reading the Law of One about 4 months ago and not stopped since, I am upto part 75 and I have never been blown away more. All my life I have searched for this, for meaning and for answers. I have always knew I was different, constantly confused by my dreams every night, growing tired of trying to explain to people the things I see and then being looked at like I'm crazy with no interest in what I say. I have always loved the universe, loved it like its a part of me, i have always yearned to be there, looking up at the stars with tears and a huge smile on my face and not knowing why.
6 months ago I sat and prayed and said " God please explain to me why I am like this, I want the truth, nothing but the truth. I want it so clear I cannot deny it. I want to know why I am here, who I am and why these weird strange things happen to me that no one can explain" and what I was shown literally from the next day was unbelievable and has been every day since. I was shown the llaw of one by a friend and could not believe what I was reading. I still can't. It has explained so many questions I have had my whole life and has often left me in tears.
I had what I called 'brain rushes' for about 6 years in the morning when I woke up, my thoughts would pulsate and rush through my head for 5-10 minutes, it felt like just pure energy pumping through my brain. No matter how hard I research this to try and work out what it was I got no where. Anyone I spoke to gave me a look like I needed psychatric treatment ( I was beginning to question it myself ) then I read LOO, and in part 49.2 it fully explains it all, frontal lobe experiences they call it. WOW... Talk about a wake up call, and the funny thing is, it has never happened since.
Since then, I have let go of almost everything, I am committed to the cause. I am here to help. To lighten the earths vibration in any and everyway i can. And since realising who I possibly/probably am, the experiences and changes I go through everyday are unbelievable. I had my first astral projection a week ago, I actually left the earth, I looked down on to it. I can now permanently feel energy pulsating through me, I can actually feel the change in my vibration. But even though my life is now amazing, I still feel lost. I have no one to share with, and struggle to find my next step. So hence why I am here. So hello..... Love and light. Xxxx [/size]