12-13-2018, 01:43 AM
Hello I am in a weird situation.....
There is something goign on at my house in the 3d and it makes me very uncomfortable and just the thought can interrupt my emotions...
Along with the physical there is a stuff that happens in the other realms of existence.... I dont know how to feel or what to do in these situations.......
the good thing is that I am not afraid of these negative beings.... The bad thing is that their actions make me angry.....
yesterday night I was molested by some spirit.... I had astral projected but i was being held down to my body.... (this is probably a bad thing for them because they use to scare me as I separated from my physical body and it would make me wake up but I would still have to deal with those beings energetically....) as they tried told me down I would toss and turn and try to lift a arm and rise out and they would do their best to hold me down.... I tried to asking for different guides but that didnt work.... or atleast it was shown to me to not work which I know was a trick that could only last so long.... as they held me down I would wake up and then fall asleep and astral project again almost instantly... in the same situation....
When it started I was caught off guard then I was instantly angry then I realized that this is not right so I reverted back to a loving energy lol best I could but how should one feel....? obviously they are violating me... but obviously I am letting them do it or atleast my guardians are permitting it.... so I am learning... tsk tsk this is making me angry... but not irrational angry.... calm assertive rage.. if that makes sense.....
or like being very very angry and in the middle of an attack but you are weighing and thinking about every action and its consequence and how you can help the ones who need service....
There is something goign on at my house in the 3d and it makes me very uncomfortable and just the thought can interrupt my emotions...
Along with the physical there is a stuff that happens in the other realms of existence.... I dont know how to feel or what to do in these situations.......
the good thing is that I am not afraid of these negative beings.... The bad thing is that their actions make me angry.....
yesterday night I was molested by some spirit.... I had astral projected but i was being held down to my body.... (this is probably a bad thing for them because they use to scare me as I separated from my physical body and it would make me wake up but I would still have to deal with those beings energetically....) as they tried told me down I would toss and turn and try to lift a arm and rise out and they would do their best to hold me down.... I tried to asking for different guides but that didnt work.... or atleast it was shown to me to not work which I know was a trick that could only last so long.... as they held me down I would wake up and then fall asleep and astral project again almost instantly... in the same situation....
When it started I was caught off guard then I was instantly angry then I realized that this is not right so I reverted back to a loving energy lol best I could but how should one feel....? obviously they are violating me... but obviously I am letting them do it or atleast my guardians are permitting it.... so I am learning... tsk tsk this is making me angry... but not irrational angry.... calm assertive rage.. if that makes sense.....
or like being very very angry and in the middle of an attack but you are weighing and thinking about every action and its consequence and how you can help the ones who need service....