09-01-2019, 05:42 AM
This has triggered something in me.
Is it "fun" while here? Sometimes, but this has been one helluva tough incarnation for me and I nearly opted out four years ago (through an illness and I was given the option of staying, or going) but stayed because I finally had hope and a reason to be here.
So my first reaction was, "are you kidding me?"
But something in my heart said, "hell, yes! Else we wouldn't have signed up for it again!"
So there I go.
When back home, I believe our Full self must enjoy the trauma in some way. My puny human intellect says maybe these incarnations into such short lifespans are more like rollercoaster rides and horror movies.
Controlled terror.
I can actually see myself signing up for that.
Throw in a request from the Divine Mother and I guess, "I'll be your huckleberry" comes to mind.
Thank you for sending me down this path of questioning!
Is it "fun" while here? Sometimes, but this has been one helluva tough incarnation for me and I nearly opted out four years ago (through an illness and I was given the option of staying, or going) but stayed because I finally had hope and a reason to be here.
So my first reaction was, "are you kidding me?"
But something in my heart said, "hell, yes! Else we wouldn't have signed up for it again!"
So there I go.
When back home, I believe our Full self must enjoy the trauma in some way. My puny human intellect says maybe these incarnations into such short lifespans are more like rollercoaster rides and horror movies.
Controlled terror.
I can actually see myself signing up for that.
Throw in a request from the Divine Mother and I guess, "I'll be your huckleberry" comes to mind.
Thank you for sending me down this path of questioning!