Raising my Subdensity
11-05-2019, 03:17 PM, (This post was last modified: 11-05-2019, 03:53 PM by IndigoGeminiWolf.)
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Raising my Subdensity
I've used meditation and energy work to clear blockages for the last 10-15 years.
I find that with this you slowly approach Creator.
There is more pressure of light and love on the field. It gets denser.
It's starting to get warm internally for me. I could go further though.
I'm starting to feel God's love too. It's not just bliss, I feel love and I want to kiss my mom's dog even out of happiness.
There's still internal resistance and slight discomforts when the light hits a blockage.
I'm slightly out of my comfort resting zone, reaching for more.

Do you think it's better to stay where it's warmer and keep pushing yourself?
Or should you stay back where you don't even feel God's love?
The light heat is burning away blockages and resistance slowly.

I have to be in a state of surrender because it's all flowing inward.

I think what's happening is I'm raising my subdensity. I feel it flowing in through the top of my head, so it's probably not just Kundalini.

I stay where my field is a little warm to get a small taste of God's love.

I let go of my attachment to anthros, realizing I was picking up on other people's love for them, and the tremendous energy behind that.
Not that I can't love them, but not be so attached. When I let go, I floated up more into a slightly more intense love/light and more heat.

This is just my experience. It might not be common.
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11-07-2019, 08:29 PM,
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RE: Raising my Subdensity
Go towards the pain
Embrace it...replace the fear with love.
Forgive all...there will be no resistance.
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11-08-2019, 04:22 AM,
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RE: Raising my Subdensity
Happy for you
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11-08-2019, 07:33 AM,
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RE: Raising my Subdensity
(11-05-2019, 03:17 PM)IndigoGeminiWolf Wrote:  I've used meditation and energy work to clear blockages for the last 10-15 years.
I find that with this you slowly approach Creator.
There is more pressure of light and love on the field. It gets denser.
It's starting to get warm internally for me. I could go further though.
I'm starting to feel God's love too. It's not just bliss, I feel love and I want to kiss my mom's dog even out of happiness.
There's still internal resistance and slight discomforts when the light hits a blockage.
I'm slightly out of my comfort resting zone, reaching for more.

Do you think it's better to stay where it's warmer and keep pushing yourself?
Or should you stay back where you don't even feel God's love?
The light heat is burning away blockages and resistance slowly.

I have to be in a state of surrender because it's all flowing inward.

I think what's happening is I'm raising my subdensity. I feel it flowing in through the top of my head, so it's probably not just Kundalini.

I stay where my field is a little warm to get a small taste of God's love.

I let go of my attachment to anthros, realizing I was picking up on other people's love for them, and the tremendous energy behind that.
Not that I can't love them, but not be so attached. When I let go, I floated up more into a slightly more intense love/light and more heat.

This is just my experience. It might not be common.

If you want to be harvested, keep pushing. If you are satisfied with 3rd density learning rate, you can play it safe by not exploring the limits. Since 2012, energies are available to all for this work. Increasing sub density? Perhaps. Which chakra is blocked?
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11-08-2019, 07:55 AM, (This post was last modified: 11-08-2019, 08:47 AM by IndigoGeminiWolf.)
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RE: Raising my Subdensity
I'm not doing this to be harvested (at least I don't think that was my intent). Thank you for your input on keep pushing to get harvested.
I'm already at the heart. Though I feel it also in my crown and 3rd eye. It is pushing fairly strongly on my heart too.

But there's like a block over my heart for some reason. Though that feels like it's going away. It's dissolving, sometimes a little painfully.

I have to be careful exploring limits, because one month the energy knocked me out for a few seconds. I don't know if that was psychosis,
but a shaman lady told me that psychosis was a possibility without me mentioning it to her. So I be sure to stay grounded.

It's challenging because it uncomfortably burns my resistance. It's also blissful, even moreso when I meditate deeply.

I can manifest the taste of anything. Like I've tasted our Logos, but I think each person that can psychically taste would taste it differently.
The taste of God is very personal to me. It's like manifesting something out of thin air that can feel solid or liquid but isn't solid or even visible. So I can ask like "what's the most delicious drink on Earth to me taste like?"
It can take anywhere from 3 seconds to over a minute to taste something. Right now it's taking awhile because I think I need more water. I learn a little about myself
through inquiry like this. I have to learn more psychic tastes though to really explore.

Thank you all who responded so far. I probably should have said I think I'm raising my sub-sub-density. It feels like it went from solar plexus to heart.
I still do get angry. I'm working through things, but I'm still moving forward.
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11-08-2019, 08:16 PM,
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RE: Raising my Subdensity
To indigo, i suggest the chi gong breathing by dr yang ming. Breathe in nose, lasting 3 to 15s. Breathe out through mouth. 10s or 25s. Longer is better. When inhale, belly expands first. Your block is not just heart, but root. You are a tree but flying by indigo power. This can cause problems. Anger is also a big no no for rainbow golden bodies. The reason is heart, solar plexus, indigo crown chakras are huge energy reactors. Your solar plexus may be weak. Anger is clouding the heart which needs clarity and peace. Your indigo is strong, but a strong indigo not balanced by the bottom chakras is like a live broken power wire. It will try grounding itself or blowing things up. Thus you need the breathing exercises to dump excess em9tions and thoughts.

There are 3 different cultivation methods for guts vs mind vs heart. Endless combinationsof the dao.

Your mind is the cpu. Your heart the monitor. Your gut solar yellow is the power supply and ground. All things must be balanced.
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11-08-2019, 08:35 PM, (This post was last modified: 11-08-2019, 08:36 PM by IndigoGeminiWolf.)
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RE: Raising my Subdensity
(11-08-2019, 08:16 PM)Ymarsakar Wrote:  To indigo, i suggest the chi gong breathing by dr yang ming. Breathe in nose, lasting 3 to 15s. Breathe out through mouth. 10s or 25s. Longer is better. When inhale, belly expands first. Your block is not just heart, but root. You are a tree but flying by indigo power. This can cause problems. Anger is also a big no no for rainbow golden bodies. The reason is heart, solar plexus, indigo crown chakras are huge energy reactors. Your solar plexus may be weak. Anger is clouding the heart which needs clarity and peace. Your indigo is strong, but a strong indigo not balanced by the bottom chakras is like a live broken power wire. It will try grounding itself or blowing things up. Thus you need the breathing exercises to dump excess em9tions and thoughts.

There are 3 different cultivation methods for guts vs mind vs heart. Endless combinationsof the dao.

Your mind is the cpu. Your heart the monitor. Your gut solar yellow is the power supply and ground. All things must be balanced.

Thank you. Yes there's a lot of inertia or backlog of spiritual pressure within my body that I've been releasing.
I'll do the breathing exercises. I'm learning to be more loving.

I am mostly in a state of surrender it feels like. Like I am in freefall with my balance letting the Universe balance me.

I kept trying to manifest things out of thin air, and that causes a lot of spiritual pressure within me too.

I'm going to do more releasing. It's just that as I release I tend to flow upward to more dense love/light, which can cause more energy to flow through my chakras.
And I don't want it to really get denser if there is still inertia.

I will definitely work on my lower ones. Thanks again for letting me know.
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11-08-2019, 09:19 PM, (This post was last modified: 11-08-2019, 09:19 PM by IndigoGeminiWolf.)
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RE: Raising my Subdensity
So do I surrender to the flow, or do I close down my chakras and restrict it?

It went from pulling inward to more flow than my chakras can handle and there's backlog pressure.
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