03-20-2020, 08:17 PM
(03-20-2020, 08:11 PM)EvolvingPhoenix Wrote: No need to post your fucking life story.
Here's what I'm learning that Agua tried to tell me YEARS AGO and I chose to be too ruled by my fear to listen:
Until you come face to face with your deepest fears and PROCESS THEM by feeling them fully, you won't do much if ANYTHING about all that other crap. You only go through the STO motions until you get that kinda crap in order. Until I heal that, NOTHING ELSE I DO will really have much meaning for me, and the same goes for you.
Thia self pitying victim talk is EXACTLY what I am storing in MY OWN sacral chakra. I'm just hiding it from myself lately. That's why I got so fed up with the self I saw in Rinzler. Fact is, MOST PEOPLE have this problem: f***** up lower chakras, closing the heart, making the higher chakras mostly useless at best, making any REAL progress a wet dream and basically being ruled by fear, as their tiny comfort zone diminishes. Why? Because they refuse to process the emotions that traumatized them. I do nit need to really exoerience the initial truama I don't think. Just the emotions suppressed from it. Same goes for you and most other people. This WHOLE PLANET has been ritually tortured, broken and driven insane. Now is the tine to take our power back, and it starts by facing our fears.
Your solution, amd humanity's solution in general, is the same as mine: face your fear and then get rid of your sluggishness.
The fear comes first. Most likely a fear if death, faced and processed. Then the will to truly live.
There's your answer and mine as well. I just saved you time.
Find a harmless way to completely engulf yourself in your fear. Public speaking works for most. For me, cold approaching a beautiful woman, for some it is a fear of the dark. s***, that's comparatively EASY. Whatever it is, find a way to put yourself REPEATEDLY in situations that make you wanna piss yourself but aren't actually dangerous. Right now, anything that involves breaking quarantine is a no-go. But that doesn't mean you can't find a way to do it at home.
That's my current number one goal. Make it yours as well. Might as well, because until quarantine ends, you're stuck inside.
Thanks, your answer is blunt and honest, but quite constructive. I appreciate your input and perspective.