The Camelot Journal

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling for this session comes from June 21, 1981:

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am with this instrument. I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We have had some difficulty initiating contact this evening. The difficulty has to do with our pleasant problem, shall we say, of an abundance of instruments from which to choose. This instrument was finally able to speak our contact after doing a bit of manipulating with the machine.

As always, it is a great honor and privilege to be asked by your group to share a few of our thoughts with you. We of Hatonn strive through such meetings as this to share a simple, but, we feel, profound message with your people, with those who are willing to open their hearts and their minds to new experiences and new understanding of the one infinite Creator. The new understandings are always built upon the never changing original Thought which the Creator used to create all of the creation. This thought, my friends, as you know, is based on the concept of Love and the concept of unity. Throughout all of the creation, the creation is unified by Love. Love is the moving force, the foundation upon which all is built.

We of Hatonn have the simple task, it would seem—though it has not always proven simple in our past—we have the task of sharing our insights and our understandings of how Love works within the density which you inhabit at this time. We hope through these communications that we are able to provide means whereby you might see Love in action in each of your waking moments, for that is the task of your density. That is the learning which each must, to a certain degree, master before passing on to the next lesson, shall we say. We have not always been able to find means whereby we might be able to explain Love to those who seek our guidance in every manner, but through continued communications with your people we have learned much in the realm of explaining and experiencing that concept of Love, whichever is sought by those of your people.

In this session Hatonn wanted to speak about confusion and its relationship to Love. They began by saying we strive through meetings as this to share a simple and profound message with your people who are willing to open their hearts and their minds to new experiences and new understanding of the one infinite Creator, and the new understandings are built upon the never changing original Thought which the Creator used to create all of the creation, so this thought is based on the concepts of Love and unity, for throughout all of the creation, the creation is unified by Love, so Love is the foundation upon which all is built. Hatonn went on to say we have the task of sharing our understandings of how Love works within the density which you inhabit at this time, and we hope through these communications that we are able to provide means where you see Love in action in each of your waking moments, for that is the task of your density, and that is the learning which each must master before passing on to the next lesson, but we have not always been able to find means whereby we might be able to explain Love to those who seek our guidance in every manner, but through continued communications with your people we have learned much in the realm of explaining and experiencing that concept of Love, whichever is sought by those of your people. On February 25, 2023, Q’uo described the concept of Love:

The Primal Logos may be seen as also the Great Central Sun where the beginning of creation takes place. This Primal Logos is what you would also call the concept of Love. The concept of Love is created when the one Infinite Creator focuses Its desire to know Itself through this Love, this creative power that then becomes able to create what we call the infinite creation.

Within the infinite creation there are various other Logoi that create galaxies, such as your Milky Way Galaxy. The Logoi of each galaxy then create sub-Logoi such as your sun. Each takes part in sharing the Love, the creative power of the One Infinite Creator, with all those beings that exist upon the infinite number of planets within this infinite creation. This is the means by which the power of the Creator is recognized.

And when the Creator shines its Love in this fashion, expressing Its free will, then the creation itself is made by the power of Love and manifests as what you call Light. The Light is that which is the enlivening feature or principle of the creation that allows the Creator to know Itself.

This evening we would speak a few words upon the concept of confusion and its relationship to Love. It might not seem, at first glance, as an area which could be connected to Love, but consider, my friends, the state of confusion. Surely, each of you can remember many times when you found yourself in such a state. Look at the response which is confusion. Confusion is, as you know, a state whereby there is little activity, for activity has been brought to a halt because certain messages do not, shall we say, jibe with your ideas or your preconceived notions about what should be. We would suggest that in such a situation described as confusion that it is most beneficial to rest within that position for a few of, what you might call, your moments of time.

Consider now and place yourself now in such a state for a few moments, if you will. Look within the boundaries of confusion. See? There appears to be no exit. Within the confusion you have a status of motionless being. You have traveled a path up to that point, and the path leads no further. You are unsure of which way you should go. Look now at the directions which present themselves, most usually in a multitude, so that you are yet more confused. Each path a possibility, yet each path an impossibility. Confusion. Consider carefully, now, what response will take you yet further in clear understanding of your journey. At this particular time, how shall you approach the problem, the predicament? Shall you blindly go forward upon the first path which presents itself? And if this path is the incorrect choice? More confusion. Shall you wait and shall you assess the many paths that present themselves? Still you find yourself in confusion. Shall you do nothing? The confusion persists. What must you do to move from confusion and to the proper path for your next step of growth?

Then Hatonn said we would speak a few words upon the concept of confusion and its relationship to Love, and it might not seem an area which could be connected to Love, but consider the state of confusion when you can remember times when you found yourself in such a state, and look at the response which is confusion which is a state where there is little activity, for activity has been brought to a halt because certain messages do not match your preconceived notions about what should be, so we suggest that in such a situation described as confusion that it is most beneficial to rest within that position for a few moments of time. Hatonn continued by saying place yourself in such a state for a few moments, and look within the boundaries of confusion where there appears to be no exit, and within confusion you have a status of motionless being because you have traveled a path up to that point, and the path leads no further, and you are unsure of which way you should go, so look at the many directions which present themselves so that you are more confused, for each path is a possibility, yet each path is an impossibility, so consider carefully what response will take you further in clear understanding of your journey, and: “At this particular time, how shall you approach the problem, the predicament? Shall you blindly go forward upon the first path which presents itself? And if this path is the incorrect choice? More confusion. Shall you wait and shall you assess the many paths that present themselves? Still you find yourself in confusion. Shall you do nothing? The confusion persists. What must you do to move from confusion and to the proper path for your next step of growth?” On November 21, 1999, Q’uo spoke of how we may move from confusion:

You may ask, “Am I supposed to flounder in this sea of confusion for my entire incarnation? Is there no way that I can improve at moving from the surface of a situation in which I experience catalyst to a deeper appreciation of the opportunities that this catalyst offers?” And we say to you, you may well attempt to become ever more quickly aware of the true situation and move from confusion to faith, but do not ever begrudge these irritations and annoyances in relationships that bring you to yourself.

Consider this for a few moments, if you will. As the confusion fills your being, what shall you do? Look within your being, my friends. Can you find an openness and acceptance of your state of confusion? It is, after all, your state at the moment. Could you not perhaps claim it? It is no sin, shall we say, to be confused. Indeed, perhaps it is of great benefit, for if you can accept the situation in which you know that you do not know, then might there be the openness, the acceptance, the love within your being of this state of confusion; the openness that will allow the proper course of action of thought to be drawn to you as a magnet draws the filings of iron. For if you are open as an empty cup, then more can be added, or poured into your being, but if you persist in believing that you know exactly what you need to do to keep up the image, shall we say, and to bull ahead with any plan simply to have a plan of action, then you are likened unto the cup that is full and no more may be added until the cup is empty.

Within this state of confusion, when the state of confusion can be accepted as a part of the being that is yourself, then, through this acceptance you may find within yourself the openness to draw wisdom unto your being. Wisdom is much likened unto the forces which fill a vacuum. It is all about you. It is always available; available for the learning; available to those who make a place within their being for it; available to those who seek it, seek it, perhaps, by realizing that they do not know all the answers that they need at any moment, though at every moment most entities console themselves by thinking that they know much. We of Hatonn would counsel foolishness, my friends. We would counsel that you know very little, that we ourselves know very little, but that this state of confusion, shall we say, is a state of infinite possibilities to those who accept it as part of their being and who use it as a method of drawing wisdom unto then.

Hatonn went on to say consider this for a few moments as confusion fills your being to consider what you shall do, and look within your being, and: “Can you find an openness and acceptance of your state of confusion? It is, after all, your state at the moment. Could you not perhaps claim it?” Hatonn said it is no sin to be confused, and perhaps it is of benefit, for if you can accept the situation in which you know that you do not know, then might there be the openness within your being of this state of confusion that will allow the proper course of action of thought to be drawn to you as a magnet draws the filings of iron, for if you are open as an empty cup, then more can be poured into your being, but if you persist in believing that you know what you need to do to keep up the image and to bull ahead with any plan simply to have a plan of action, then you are likened unto the cup that is full, and no more may be added until the cup is empty. Now Hatonn said within this state of confusion, when the state of confusion can be accepted as a part of your being, and through this acceptance you may find within yourself the openness to draw wisdom unto your being, for wisdom is like the forces which fill a vacuum since it is all about you, and it is always available for learning, and it is available to those who seek it by realizing that they do not know all the answers that they need at any moment, though at every moment most entities console themselves by thinking that they know much, so we would counsel foolishness that you know very little, but this state of confusion is a state of infinite possibilities to those who accept it as part of their being and who use it as a method of drawing wisdom unto them. On June 11, 1974, Hatonn said that a state of confusion could help us understand the Love of our Creator:

We are very privileged to have those of you who join with us in this great service at this time in the history of your planet. For, my friends, this is a very great time, a great transitional period in which many of the Earth’s people will be raised from their state of confusion to a simple understanding: the Love of their Creator.

We would at this time pause for a few moments so that Laitos may pass among you, and to those who request assistance in their meditation, Laitos will contact each and deepen the meditative state. We would pause now for a few moments. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am Hatonn, and am with this instrument once again. We would at this time transfer this contact to another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am now with this instrument. I am Hatonn and I greet you, my friends, again in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. Yes, my friends, there is much in your illusion which seems to you to be inconvenient, and which does bring confusion, and yet, we suggest to you that without some disorder there is no creation. Perhaps you have known entities or perhaps you have even found within yourself some tendency towards the desire for the ultimate orderliness of existence. And perhaps you have noted the sterility which this brings. Just as that which is fruitful multiplies with a minimum of neatness and an excess of enthusiasm, so does confusion offer you a minimum of neatness. It is to you, my friends, that the decision is handed: enthusiasm, or its opposite. It is often difficult to be enthusiastic about the unknown. It is difficult to be enthusiastic when you truly do not know what to do. It is difficult to count oneself lucky when one seems to be lost in a sea with no shore in sight.

But this is the breeding ground of new beginnings, of transformations, and of wisdoms. Where are you, my friends? Where do you see yourselves at this moment? Do you see yourselves in a room or in a dwelling or in a city or a nation? Can you pull away and see yourself upon the surface of the planet, sitting in darkness? Can you pull further, further away and lose sight of the planet altogether as you view the galaxy in which you have your being at this time? Is there any meaning to so small a piece of consciousness as one entity—you—seated in darkness on a small planet in a minor solar system in a reasonable-sized galaxy among billions of other galaxies? Or is it all confusion?

Now Hatonn wanted to speak about confusion. They began by saying there is much in your illusion which seems to you to be inconvenient, and which brings confusion, and we suggest to you that without some disorder there is no creation, and you have known entities, or perhaps you have found within yourself some tendency towards the desire for the orderliness of existence, and perhaps you have noted the sterility which this brings, for just as that which is fruitful multiplies with a minimum of neatness and an excess of enthusiasm, so does confusion offer you a minimum of neatness, for it is to you that the decision is handed: enthusiasm, or its opposite, but it is difficult to be enthusiastic when you do not know what to do, and it is difficult to count oneself lucky when one seems to be lost in a sea with no shore in sight. Hatonn went on to say this is the breeding ground of transformations and of wisdoms, and: ”Where are you, my friends? Where do you see yourselves at this moment? Do you see yourselves in a room, or in a dwelling, or in a city, or a nation? Can you pull away and see yourself upon the surface of the planet, sitting in darkness? Can you pull further, further away and lose sight of the planet altogether as you view the galaxy in which you have your being at this time? Is there any meaning to so small a piece of consciousness as one entity—you—seated in darkness on a small planet in a minor solar system in a reasonable-sized galaxy among billions of other galaxies? Or is it all confusion?” On March 30, 2019, Q’uo spoke about the value of our confusion:

The intention, and desire, and exercise of will to seek the truth is one which goes through a process of what you might call trial and error, learning step by step what seems to be the most appropriate manner in which the self may view itself, the world about it, and other selves within it. These interactions create catalyst, as you are aware, which most often has its roots in misperceptions, in disharmony, and in incorrectly perceiving the communications and intimations of other entities so that confusion results. This confusion, then, offers the seeker an opportunity to rectify, or clarify the nature of the confusion so that there is a greater likelihood that the seeker may be able to harvest a kind of understanding, if you will pardon the misnomer, that might enlighten it in a greater way regarding all of its questions that revolve around the nature of its being, the progress of its seeking, the goal of the journey, and so forth.

This type of exercise of free will that produces confusion, that offers catalyst, that offers further direction in the seeking, is a process which is predominantly undertaken within your third-density illusion so that the choice of polarity may be made, and the polarized choice for service to others or service to self may then be promulgated in higher densities. Now, the higher densities do not have the veil of forgetting, so there is less likelihood that there will be as much confusion in the exercise of free will in those densities, as there is in the third density. However, the higher densities do still utilize the exercise of free will that produces in its own way, a kind of confusion that offers a need for examination for further growth in the inner sensing of the way to unify with the One once again.

We suggest to you, my friends, that confusion is balanced by meaning and meaning by confusion. You will not find the meaning within each moment of your existence without the acceptance of the confusion, of the foolishness of the limitations of our understanding as entities which are part of a vast and mysterious universe. The meaning is there, my friends. We have seen the laws of creation, and their working never falters, to the best of our understanding. Yet, from moment to moment, the great laws disappear, and confusion often reigns. If you can remain conscious both of how small a part of creation you are and of how perfect a part of it you are, you will have achieved a great deal. And this, my friends, as you know, cannot be done without meditation. We offer these thoughts to you at this time, for we know your desire to be of service to others, but we suggest to you that you first must align yourself with the original Thought of the Creator in whatever situation you may find yourself, including the greatest confusion. Then and only then, can you be of maximum aid to those about you.

Hatonn continued by saying we suggest to you that confusion is balanced by meaning and meaning by confusion, so you will not find meaning within each moment of your existence without the acceptance of the confusion, of the foolishness of the limitations of our understanding as entities which are part of a mysterious universe, but the meaning is there, for we have seen the laws of creation, and their working never falters, yet from moment to moment the great laws disappear, and confusion often reigns, so if you can remain conscious both of how small a part of creation you are and of how perfect a part of it you are, you will have achieved a great deal, and this cannot be done without meditation, and we offer these thoughts to you, for we know your desire to be of service to others, but we suggest that you first must align yourself with the original Thought of the Creator in whatever situation you may find yourself, including the confusion, for only then can you be of aid to those about you. On January 26, 2003, Q’uo described how the mysterious universe we live in gives us opportunities for growth:

It often seems very clear what is service to self and what is service to others. However, many are those who have found that there are courses in polarity given to them by the school of life which are exceedingly subtle and worthy of study. For those who are attempting not only to choose but to choose with grace and deftness and skill, not the most obvious service to others but the highest, there is a never-ending and very rich palate of choices to be made, options to be considered. And always, ever-new each day; a new and newly mysterious universe to comprehend, behold, and give thanks for.

At this time we would open the meeting to questions.

C: Yes, I have a question. We were discussing before the meditation about entities sort of getting together before their incarnation here to set up the lessons that they need to learn and to work with each other, but it seems that many times second-density creatures aid us in our lessons. And I was wondering, is there some coordinating force who coordinates the second-density creatures to aid in the lessons of third-density creatures, referring to an event like what happened this week with the turtle?

I am Hatonn. The cart is basically before the horse in your question in that third-density entities may be of great service to second-density entities by offering them love. The second-density entity then mirrors that emotion and develops the responses which it is taught by the third-density entity.

May we answer you further?

C: Then, so our expression of love toward second-density creatures aids them in their evolution. I can see that, but it seems they’re also a reinforcement for us and it seems like many times more than a coincidence that situations arise where we serve them, or they serve us.

I am Hatonn. We had to keep this instrument quiet while the machine was being changed. We understand your question and find it slightly difficult to respond to, for there are random events which, when responded to, are invested with meaning according to the response given. Thus, if a second-density creature, whether it be a tree, or an animal, or some other second-density entity, is aided voluntarily by a third-density entity, this may well be a random choice and yet, it is catalyst for growth for the third-density entity as well as the second-density entity. The greatest help that can be given is that of the pet, as you may call a domestic animal or plant, whereby love is shared and the second-density entity invested with love. This second-density entity then becomes a mirror reflecting the third-density entity, both in good and bad habits, as you may call them, according to your own judgment.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: No, I guess not. Thank you.

Hatonn: We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

M: How does one get in touch with the infinite intelligence? Ra has spoken of the infinite intelligence at length, but how do we get in touch?

I am Hatonn. My brother, the answer to this question would be impossible to share except in a joking manner. We may say to you, to get to Carnegie Hall you must rehearse, and yet that does not give you all the information which you need to know. To follow the path of Love is to achieve unity with infinite intelligence, as you call it, or the one infinite Creator. There is no other possibility in the end, for it is the ultimate attraction towards which we all are drawn. To achieve this contact within your present illusion it is necessary to achieve within the self a serenity and love of self, a peaceful love of others, and an overriding desire to seek the truth.

There are many avenues to intelligent infinity, all having to do with the use of the creative force of Love. Meditation, healing, communication, what you may call ritual and ceremony, the proper use of the body, the mind, and the spirit, all these are ways and keys of achieving intelligent infinity contact, as you call it. We would simply say Love and serve and seek to know. This has been our simple message always.

May we answer you further, my brother?

M: Yes. Ra has spoken of several entities, both positive and negative, that were able to be of great service to others or to themselves because they were in touch with this cosmic consciousness, yet, how did they reach that point in this particular plane and with all its confusion?

I am Hatonn. As we said, my brother, there is a great amount of discipline involved in this seeking. This is the seeking of the adept. It cannot be achieved quickly or lightly, for the most part, but must be sought fruitlessly and seemingly without any achievement in all patience, through all confusion, through all self-doubt, through all tribulation, constantly seeking, constantly asking, constantly waiting, constantly knowing that that which is sought will be found, and at some moment when all is completed within your being, at some moment unknown it will occur, and in that moment you will know the joy of Love and Light and infinity. This will happen to you and to each. This is your destiny. If you consciously seek it, it will simply occur more quickly in your time measurement.

May we answer you further, my brother?

M: No, thank you.

Hatonn: We thank you also. Is there another question at this time?

L: Could you speak to us on the subject of relationships between men and women on this planet? The proper state, as opposed to a number of rituals and games we’ve developed for interrelating?

I am Hatonn. My brother, in your question lies the answer. The relationship between any two entities among your people would hopefully be that of love freely given and freely received, of aid and service freely given and freely received. There are difficulties inherent in your cultural or societal structure having to do with possession of property, and this causes entities to consider other entities much as one business would consider another when contemplating a merger. This is not an appropriate method of polarizing towards the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator, nor does it give the greatest opportunity for freely given service, each to the other. It is not necessary to participate in such ritualized activities in order to form deep and lasting relationships. It is, in fact, possible, and we have seen it among your people, for entities to engage in what you call the marriage bond and remain in free and open love and service one to the other. This, however, takes a great amount of conscious awareness of the dangers of impersonal thinking on the part of each entity involved in such a relationship. In any relationship, the key is to consider service to the other entity above all things.

L asked: “Could you speak to us on the subject of relationships between men and women on this planet? The proper state, as opposed to a number of rituals and games we’ve developed for interrelating?” Hatonn began by saying the relationship between any two entities among your people would hopefully be that of love freely given and freely received, of aid and service freely given and freely received, but there are difficulties in your cultural structure having to do with possession of property, and this causes entities to consider other entities much as one business would consider another business when contemplating a merger, but this is not an appropriate method of polarizing towards the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator, nor does it give the greatest opportunity for freely given service, and it is not necessary to participate in such activities in order to form deep and lasting relationships, for it is possible, and we have seen your people engaging in the marriage bond and remain in free and open love and service one to the other, but this takes conscious awareness of the dangers of impersonal thinking on the part of each entity involved in such a relationship, for in any relationship, the key is to consider service to the other entity above all things. On August 6, 1981, Laitos described the nature of the marriage bond:

The relationship known among your people as marriage is a vehicle for service. The polarity between two entities draws them together and forms within each a bias to be of service. This is the basis of the relationship. This relationship is heavily laden with heavy difficulties inherent in the non-flexible structure which is lacking in the bias toward service.

Thus, when dealing in the illusion with this relationship, it is well to clear from the mind all possible thoughts of the necessity which the marriage bond seems to suggest and to focus instead upon the bias toward service to another which caused the genesis of the relationship.

There are several responsibilities in this relationship. There is the responsibility of offering the self for service. There is the responsibility of expressing the self in as undistorted a manner as possible, so that yours may be to the other entity a clear self, a self that communicates and is therefore of service by teaching or by offering the ability of one in need of teaching.

May we answer you further?

L: Yes. You made the phrase, “the dangers of impersonal living.” I believe I quoted you correctly. Could you expand upon that please?

I am Hatonn. When there are contracts between business entities, the contract gives each entity rights, and privileges, and duties. This contract then binds the entities in an agreement. This is an impersonal arrangement which dehumanizes a relationship if it is between two entities on a personal level, and causes each to think of his or her rights and privileges and how to minimize the responsibilities. It is difficult not to succumb from time to time to thinking of these rights and privileges due to one who has so carefully written out this agreement and signed it, for much is given by one who signs such an agreement. These contracts between entities are of a serious nature, and this seriousness is felt by both and often becomes burdensome, thus entities begin dealing with each other in an impersonal way, working for their rights and privileges and forgetting that the entire source of the relationship was the boundless joy of the other company and a great desire to serve that entity.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: No, thank you.

Hatonn: It is a pleasure to share our thoughts with you. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Hatonn. If there are no more questions at this time we would close the meeting through another instrument. We will contact him now. I am Hatonn.

(L channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you once again. It has been a great pleasure for us in that, by performing this insignificant service for you we have been able, ever so slightly, [inaudible] the Light of the universe, to further illumine an area which has, shall we say, drawn its blinds in the past. It is our wish that we be allowed, at any place or time in your lives, to assist you in whatever manner possible, for it is through you and others such as yourselves that the blind may once again be raised and the Light allowed to permeate your sphere. Again, we thank you. I am Hatonn.

[Carla channels Nona until the end of the meditation.]

This morning I went outside and used Huff and Puff to blow the leaves in the back yard on this side of Little Locust Creek to the area in the driveway in front of my truck, Sybil.

This afternoon I drove over to southern Indiana to visit Connie. I took her some bananas, Choc-Zero chocolates, and some protein bars. Then I read to her from a book that Don had just gotten the Introduction and Chapter One written. So, I only read the Introduction to her, and she found many instances of humor and Love in his thoughts. We talked about my visit with my Physical Therapist yesterday and the exercises that she gave me that required a great deal of balance. Connie and I meditated together, and then I gave her a hug and told her that I loved her and would see her again next month as I left.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

November 14

Expect Your Good

I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of divine Love.

Today we ask you to expect your good. The instrument speaking our thoughts is a living example of this principle. For in expectation of this contact with Love, the instrument and her partner placed the recording device, set the proper buttons, placed the microphone in the proper place, and prepared with readings and meditation for inspiration through this contact. Good was expected and prepared for, and now, in this example, the good comes freely, gently, lovingly, and surely.

So good comes to all, expected or unexpected. Yet it is well in each and every morning, in each and every beginning, to affirm, hope for and confidently expect the good that is yours.

And when it comes to you, we ask that you accept that good though it may not seem good, knowing that all things work together for the good and seeing in your own experience the good that has come before. In this state of mind, in this expectation of things unseen, you are dressed in the armor of Light and hope, and the course of your day may be significantly changed, more peaceful, more harmonious. This is what we hope for you. This is what we ask you to expect.

We leave you in the peace and the Love of Jesus the Christ, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling for this session comes from June 14, 1981:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. It gives us great pleasure to greet each of you, and especially do we welcome the one new to our group and assure this entity that we are most honored to be able to share our thoughts with her at this time.

My friends, we have always spoken to you of one very simple Thought that is the original Thought of the Creator. This original Thought is Love. Thus, we bring to your people the Love of the Creator. All that you see about you that is material, is made of the material of Love, which is Light, and it is for this reason that we greet you in Love and in Light. We speak always to that point and attempt in many different ways to approach it according to your various circumstances. Tonight, we would approach this understanding of Love by speaking to you of a concept which is generated by your people. That concept is security. Among your people, my friends, it is understood that security is desirable, and yet rare is the person that feels secure. Where is security to be found, my friends? Is it to be found in the accumulation of your worldly goods? It would seem that this is not the case, for there are many among your people who have amassed a comfortable amount of worldly goods and yet are painfully insecure. Is it the occupation of your hours, of what you call work, that gives you security? This seems to be a widespread concept among your people that what an entity does lends to that entity reality, which the entity alone does not have. To do, then, is to be, and to do represents security.

And, yet, if an entity is at all thoughtful, this security too will pall, for it will become clear as experiences accumulate for an entity, that he is more than what he does, and thus this security too will vanish. We have often asked you to meditate, my friends, and we suggest it once again in this regard, for there is only one security: that is the knowledge of the nature of yourself. To know that you are not a transient being is to be secure. To know that this is an illusion and that though you participate in it and play your part, that there is an infinity which is part of your makeup, which is to feel secure. This knowledge of the self may come spontaneously to a few, but for the most part it is a hard-won knowledge. Serenity, long sought after, is seldom won permanently and so, day by day, you must seek knowledge of your true nature, of your true oneness with Love in meditation. It does not matter what the technique may be for your meditation. It matters only that you desire to seek the truth of your own nature and of the nature of the creation.

This session Hatonn wanted to talk about the relationship between Love and insecurity. They began by saying we have always spoken to you of one Thought that is the original Thought of the Creator which is Thought of Love, so we bring to your people the Love of the Creator, and all that you see about you that is material is made of the material of Love, which is Light, and it is for this reason that we greet you in Love and in Light, and we speak always to that point and attempt in different ways to approach it according to your various circumstances, so tonight we would approach this understanding of Love by speaking to you of a concept which is generated by your people, for that concept is security, and among your people it is understood that security is desirable, and yet rare is the person that feels secure, so: “Where is security to be found? Is it to be found in the accumulation of your worldly goods?” Then Hatonn said it would seem that this is not the case, for there are many among your people who have amassed a comfortable amount of worldly goods and yet are insecure, so is it the occupation of your hours of work that gives you security? Hatonn said this seems to be a concept among your people that what an entity does lends to that entity a reality, which the entity alone does not have, so to do is to be, and to do represents security. Hatonn continued by saying if an entity is thoughtful, this security too will become less appealing, for it will become clear as experiences accumulate for an entity that they are more than what they do, and this security will vanish, so we have often asked you to meditate, and we suggest it once again in this regard, for there is only one security: that is the knowledge of the nature of yourself, for to know that you are not a transient being is to be secure, and to know that this is an illusion, and though you play your part, there is an infinity which is part of your makeup, which is to feel secure, so this knowledge of the self may come spontaneously to a few, but for the most part it is a hard-won knowledge, for serenity is seldom won permanently and so, day by day, you must seek knowledge of your true nature, of oneness with Love in meditation, but it does not matter what the technique may be for your meditation, for it matters only that you desire to seek the truth of your own nature and of the nature of the creation. On February 15, 2023, Q’uo described our true nature:

Your spirit complex is that which is the least distorted of your mind, body, and spirit; that which partakes then of the unity of all creation more fully. This type of spirit that you feel and know to be the heart of your being, is that which you are expressing when you feel the experience of joy. The joy that all is One, that you are part of that oneness, of that unity, in every moment of your existence. This type of knowing of joy could be seen as an expression of what you would call ecstasy, so that you are realizing more and more of your true nature in every moment that you feel the experience of unity, of Love, of Light, of the Creator being everywhere around you, within you, and without you. There is nothing but the One Creator. And to know that in any degree, in any time period, as you would call it, is that which is most fulfilling.

As you look about you, you may see great evidence, my friends, of your people striving for security. As you sit within this domicile, you sit within a location which has been carefully planned to increase security of entities and so it shall do for a brief period of your time. One day, my friends, these entities will be in this dimension no more. They will leave their shell, their securities, their misconceptions of what security is, and they will embark upon a very interesting journey, my friends. In meditation you may begin that journey now. You may become aware of the infinite nature of yourself while in this illusion and, knowing this, your behavior may be such that the Creator’s Love may find its way through the channel of your being with more ease.

Hatonn went on to say as you look about you, you may see evidence of your people striving for security and as you sit within this domicile, you sit within a location which has been carefully planned to increase security of entities, and so it shall do for a period of your time, for one day these entities will be in this dimension no more, and they will leave their body, their securities, their misconceptions of what security is, and they will embark upon an interesting journey, so in meditation you may begin that journey, and you may become aware of the infinite nature of yourself while in this illusion and, knowing this, your behavior may be such that the Creator’s Love may find its way through the channel of your being with more ease. On November 13, 2010, Q’uo spoke of the Creator’s Love being within us:

We would suggest to you that the very first job of all of you, because you are human, because you are part of third-density Earth, is to hold the frequency of Love and allow a space for it to flow through you. My friends, do not attempt to love from your yellow-ray energy center. Do not use your will to bring forth your human love. Use that precious commodity of will and desire to allow the Creator’s Love to flow through you.

Unlike your surface emotions, the Creator’s Love is not limited. It is infinite, and it is already flowing through you. Consequently, you have only to hold the frequency of Love. Hold your heart open, let your mind and your emotions be at peace, and feel the Love flow through you and out into the world. As you feel the Love flowing through you, bless it. Set your intention to serve and you shall serve beyond your wildest dreams.

We speak here of the inner purpose of living, not the outer work, but the inner work. It is the most valuable. It makes the most difference. And it never shows. In fact, the only way it shows is that when you are Loving, Love flows back to you from the most unexpected sources, ten-fold, a hundred-fold, and a thousand-fold. Love is reflected in Love.

At this time, I would transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

(L channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of our Creator. The concept of security in its reality is not difficult to understand, for true security lies not in that which one possesses, but rather in that which one gives away. If you would seek security, seek it in service, for service is the path upon which the soul, as you call it, rises through the planes of the universe. As one performs service, either in the path of service to oneself or in service to others, this act functions as a sort of solvent which reduces one’s density just as water, for example, will dissolve away crystalline forms that might be adhering to a less solid formation, thus freeing it of unnecessary weight and rigidity which might be holding it back.

Consider, if you will, how a spring might be pressed and then coated with a solid substance that, if allowed to remain, would keep the spring forever compressed, never allowed to release its pent energy to grow and expand. Service, for the individual, is that which dissolves away the denser actions, the denser perceptions and prejudices that we use to force ourselves to retain a form which needs to be dissolved away, allowing us to use the energy contained within us and release ourselves from our self-imposed bondage. Therefore, if you would be secure, then be secure in your striving. Find your contentment in accelerated growth. Hitch your wagon, as the saying goes, to the nearest star, and let it bear you where it will, as ever onward and ever upward. And that is the objective of your striving. At this time I would transfer this contact to another instrument, I am Hatonn.

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am with this instrument. We would now offer ourselves in the service of answering questions—or attempting them, to be more precise. Are there any questions which we might attempt to answer?

Carla: I have a very minor one. I was just wondering if the reason that there was a pause there was because two of our numbers were asleep, and I woke them up, and as soon as I woke them up you were able to come through. Was that the blockage? Is there a drain on the energy of the group if there is someone asleep?

I am Hatonn, and we would answer you, my sister, by saying that, in part, you are correct, For the most efficient contact to be made, as you know, your tuning device, whichever you may use for the evening, serves the purpose of making each of the entities within your circle as one, each with the other, and it is to this total entity that we communicate. There was also another problem, shall we say, and that was this instrument was not concentrating as precisely as necessary, for his attention was also drawn to those who had, shall we say, momentarily departed our group.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: That does it except I was also interested in whether the children that were with us were content that we were meditating, and that was why the contact was such a good one tonight.

I am Hatonn. We would say in this answer that the young entities which are resting now in the upper part of this dwelling are a, shall we say, gentling influence upon the group if they are not within the earshot, shall we say, of the group and the message, for if they are located too closely, then they may serve the opposite purpose of keeping the contact from occurring, for they are not yet of the age of decision, whereby they may decide that they wish to participate in this group, and as you know, each person within the circle must, of their own free will, choose to be within the circle and to experience the message which we have to offer. Thus, entities such as the young children may play either role and on this occasion they are, what might be called, a gentling influence, helping each within the circle to find that openness of child within the self which wishes to hear a message such as the humble and simple message which we of Hatonn have to share with your group.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No. Thank you, Hatonn.

Hatonn: We thank you, as always. May we answer another question?

C: I don’t know if it’s so much a question as just me wanting to talk. I work at a … we have grocery stores … and I see a lot of food and things just wasted because of laws that have been established by our lawmakers. But, this past week there was an incident in which I was a part, and which afterwards I was kind of regretting having done to begin with. I remember before the incident happened, I thought what a waste it was going to be that we had to destroy all this food, and then I got to thinking—according to the laws made by our lawmakers to protect people, since this food was not exactly as it should have been according to guidelines that have been established, that perhaps it was the best thing to get rid of it, but I didn’t really want to have a part in it, but then when it came down to the time to destroy the food, instead of … I did not have to do it, but something in me made me want to do it. I don’t know what it was, how or what … to destroy this stuff, and like I say, after it all occurred it was just … at first it didn’t hit me … the waste. I didn’t think anything about me doing it, then later I couldn’t figure out why I had done this … why I even enjoyed doing this, I mean, in this particular case I knew the exact nature of the problem with the food stuff was nothing serious. It was nothing major. It was nothing to hurt anyone. It was just a little too much of water in the product. But the fact that I did it and really almost felt compelled to, just wanted to do it, bothered me. It was not the first time it’s happened. It’s happened other times with things they throw away which are really still useful, but I don’t know. I just … in this instance it just hit me. I’m just wondering, as we progress, will we gain enough sense not to destroy just because some law says we should or we grow out of need for an established code of laws. What can we expect as we leave this density?

I am Hatonn. My brother, we would answer you by saying, as we have spoken earlier this evening concerning security, that those laws which your culture has conceived are laws which deal with your material world and deal with matters which are not the heart of your being. You may concern yourselves with them as much or as little as you like, for they are, if we may say, of little consequence in the overall picture of your life, the journey which you are making, and the goal towards which each of you move.

When you leave this density, you will, for a greater or shorter period of what you call time, depending upon your own individual need and place, shall we say, be able to tune into the universal laws which govern all creation. These laws are based upon the foundation of the Love of the infinite Creator. These laws are those which shall guide you as surely as the stars have guided your sailors for centuries. These laws are those which are, at this moment, available to each of those upon your planet. Available for the seeking; available to the seeker. We would suggest that you use each of the instances, such as the one which you have spoken of this evening, as what might be called a catalyst to discover the underlying or greater law, the law greater than the one on the surface, greater than appearance, greater than rules, regulations in the amount of water in a product. We would suggest that you use each puzzling circumstance as a riddle in your own mind and let your consideration of it take you deeper and deeper until you discover for yourself the true law at its foundation.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: Something that’s beyond this last instance was brought forward in my mind. I don’t know. It just seems like for years now it’s been little power games going on in my mind, rethinking situations, having hindsight of what I should have done, what I will do so that I’ll have the upper hand, I won’t be the one under the other person. I don’t believe that I physically manifest them to a great extent, as far as physical actions to carry things out, but sometimes I worry because it seems like they just keep reoccurring, reoccurring, just like a steady stream. It’s not so much here and there, but just isolated situations—seems like a constant thing. Then I get situations like this week we had a chance to just let out this thing, that I had all this power to destroy all this stuff, exhilarating for the moment but really, it really made me feel bad. Should I just spend more time in meditation, why these things are occurring?

I am Hatonn. Again, my brother, we would say that you have discovered for yourself the necessary step to take. Indeed, meditation might be that procedure which would aid you in your balancing as you go about your daily activities, for most of the activities of the people of your planet do not have balance, do not have harmony. It is as if there is disease, and those who participate within the daily activities of your planet are susceptible to this disease, or imbalance, and by using the technique of meditation you will find within yourself the ability to balance, so that the activities in which you participate during the day might become part of a larger understanding within your own being and might become, for you, catalysts to learn and to grow further and further into the understanding and the oneness of the infinite Creator. We cannot urge too often for you people to consider meditation as the opportunity to find any answers to the puzzles which are presented daily in your lives.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: No. I think I just felt like talking a little bit tonight, thank you. Thank you for your answers.

Hatonn: We thank you. It is always a privilege and an honor to be able, not only to share our simple thoughts with your group, but to listen to those thoughts which are of concern to you. Is there another question at this time?

L: I have a question I’d like to ask, Hatonn. I have a small child that I’m responsible for, and I find that this service to him of being a parent frequently conflicts with my desire to attend these meditations. He is, as yet, too young to be able to converse or understand your advice and the teachings you convey to us, therefore, would it be proper to bring him along to the meditations or would this interfere with the meditations?

I am Hatonn. My brother, as we have mentioned earlier this evening, each entity which joins this circle must join of their own free will, and in most cases this means that entities must be able to decide and be of the age of decision whereby they may decide to join this group. We have, on some occasions, spoken to groups which contained entities who were of, what might be called, a young age. But these instances have been few, and we have in those instances been required by the decision of the group and of the young entities to speak in much more general terms than we are able to speak on this occasion, for instance. We would, in your case, suggest that as an alternative to bringing your young child to this meditation that you attempt through your own words to explain to your child those concepts which have meaning to you, that you have derived from this meditation. And when your child is of an age whereby through this dialogue with you, he is able to choose for himself to come to a meditation such as this and partake, then that shall be the time when it is proper to include your child.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: Yes. I have two questions. One is, could you define more fully the age at which a child is capable of making that decision and second, to the best of my understanding, my child is not yet able to understand even single sentence explanations. He’s still functioning on the basis of communication through single words and very limited word associations. I find it difficult to believe that I could explain any concepts to him at this time. Is there any further advice you could offer in that area?

I am Hatonn. In this instance, my brother, we would say that it is difficult to determine precisely the age at which a child …

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am with this instrument once again. As we were saying, it is not easy to determine the age at which a child may be able to decide for itself, but we might suggest that the age of decision-making for most children, a range, shall we say, for those of your people, is somewhere between the ages of approximately four to the age of seven. It varies according to individual circumstances. We would suggest further that in the case of your own child that you might proceed first, if he is unable to understand complete sentences, that you explain words or concepts individually by actions which have meaning for your child. In this area you will, of necessity, need to rely upon your own creativity, a type of communication which your child is able to understand and which you are aware through experience with your child that he is able to understand and to connect with words and phrases.

We would suggest as a next step that when your child is able to understand sentences, that you continue as we previously suggested, to provide, may we say, your child with those concepts which are of value to you, and in this way begin the education on a spiritual level which will enable your child to understand those concepts which we present here. For when your child is able to understand those concepts spoken from your lips, as we speak to you, then he will also be able to understand what it is we have to share with each who attends these meditations, for we are none other than your other selves, or should we say, your brothers and sisters, who speak to you as brothers and sisters. Therefore, when your child is able to understand through dialogue with you, then you will know that he is also able to understand that which we have to share with those in your group.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: No. I feel you’ve answered my question. Thank you.

Hatonn: We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Hatonn. It has been a great privilege and an honor to be able to speak a few of our simple thoughts with your group this evening. We greatly appreciate each opportunity to join you in your meditations. It is a source of great joy for we of Hatonn to be able to join any group or any entity as their meditations are conducted. We would assure each in this circle tonight that we would be most happy to join them in meditation at any time, whether they are with this group or alone, meditating. We would be most happy to join you, and your request is all that is needed. We are known to you as those of Hatonn, simple messengers of the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator, and in that Love and Light we leave you now. I am Hatonn. Adonai.

This morning I had an appointment with my Physical Therapist where she had me do a number of exercises to help strengthen my legs and to increase my balance. Then I ran some errands with my first stop being Kroger’s where I bought some food for myself. My second stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought more food for myself, and I also bought a sack full of non-perishable food that the Boy Scouts will pick up from my front porch this Saturday. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I dropped off a prescription, and I bought some Tylenol and a case of bottled water. When I got home, I was very pleasantly surprised to see that Faithful had been caught in the Hava-Hart trap. So, I called my vet and asked when they could see Faithful and give him the meds to cure the worms that are making him eat as much as six cans of cat food a day. The vet said that 2:30 would be the earliest that they could see him. So, I put my groceries away and continued putting the Ginko Tree leaves into garbage cans. After I filled six garbage cans with the leaves I decided to take a break for lunch. Then I had my after-lunch meditation.

This afternoon I went back outside and finished putting the Ginko Tree leaves in a total of twelve garbage cans. Then I used Huff and Puff to blow all the rest of the leaves in the back half of the yard into a separate pile from the remaining Ginko leaves. Then I took Faithful to the vet where they put the meds to cure his worms on his shoulder blades. When I got Faithful back home, I put some cat food put in a paper plate, and I then let him go.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

November 13

The Doorway To Freedom

I am of the principle of Jesus Christ, the Love of almighty God, the Creator and preserver of all things. I greet you in that self-same consciousness of Love which enlivens the dead and causes the still to dance with joy.

You cling very tenaciously to your ideas of right and wrong and assume that your perceptions operate not only on your own behalf but also on behalf of all. Yet you have not the authority to make that assumption. It is only in the desires and biases of those who contend with you that you may find the doorway to a more gracious concept of rightness which allows the freedom of others to find their own rightness in their own way and at their own time. How can you know the perceptions of another?

How do you dare to assume that you have the perception of Christ? We rebuke you not to break your love of right into little pieces but rather to scatter your presumption in living an unexamined life. Ask for the grace to be given a wider view, and I shall be there.

May the peace that you seek be with you always. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling today comes from June 7, 1981:

(L channeling)

I am Hatonn. … in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. It is with great pleasure that we of Hatonn are able once again to communicate with this group. We are especially pleased to greet those from whom we have been separated, so to speak, for such a long time. It is always our pleasure to renew contact with those who have for some time followed other paths.

Tonight we would like to tell you a small story concerning one of our brethren who was, a long time ago and in a distant place, a seeker. He felt as though his efforts were not sufficient, yet was unable to arrive at a decision or realization of the next step upon his path of awareness. It seemed to him that the more often he tried to establish a foothold upon his next slope of climb, so to speak, the more often his outstretched foot would simply pass through his illusive goal and land him once again upon the all too solid earth upon which he trod. He began to despair ever being able to develop further. It seemed that all of his efforts were futile, and he became despondent, not realizing that the source of growth is not solely in trying. In his depression he decided to give up and attempt to retrace his steps of growth so that he could once again become the person he once was, a simple, half-conscious being, lost among a crowd of other half-conscious beings. In this, however, he was unsuccessful, for the way of the lonely one is not the path of the blind.

Finally, he could stand it no longer and painfully, arduously he again retraced his path of growth, feeling that to be alone and trying was better than the company of the blind. When he arrived at his metaphysical destination, he found his path no longer blocked. He was able to continue and to once again initiate a spiritual ascent. My friends, there are times in your lives, in our lives, when the path appears to be blocked, when the harder one tries the less one seems to accomplish. It is necessary to realize that one does not grow by attempting to force change. Rather one must wait until the flow of the universe guides one into his proper path. There are many experiences that are necessary upon the plane you now occupy, before you are ready and able to ascend to the next plane. Therefore do not be hasty. Welcome and cherish the experiences before you, for it is on this plane that you will establish the necessary growth to attain the next, and it is each of you who is, and was, and will be that striving being that we have described in our little tale.

At this time we would like to exercise another channel. Therefore, we shall continue to another. I am Hatonn.

(H channeling)

I am Hatonn. Greeting once again, my friends. It is a pleasure to speak through this instrument as it has been quite a spell of time. We of the Confederation of Planets in Service to the Infinite Creator, have come to your planet, and we have communicated with many of your people. Many have heard our words; many have shared this experience. Many have come and listened and gone away with the feeling that what they have heard is of value. But, my friends, the value is not what you hear; it is in what you do with that which you have received. We could speak to you and reveal to you a great deal of knowledge, but unless you have the initiative to employ that knowledge into your everyday actions, then our mission has been of no use.

Within this group we have seen a great deal of growth, and we have seen many setbacks come upon the people with whom you associate, and for the most part we smile upon this group of people, for they have overcome the difficulties, and they have maintained spiritual goals. Though it may not be evident at all times, the people with whom you associate are a very special group to us. We are aware of the difficulty upon your planet of continued associations, one with the other, due to your needs and your desires. We believe what has come about in this day is only another step in the growth of all concerned, and we are pleased.

I shall now transfer this communication to another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am now with this instrument. At this time, we would pause and with Laitos, move about this group so that each of you who request it may experience a deepening of our contact.  I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. I am Hatonn, and again I greet you in love and light. It is a privilege at this time to open the meeting to questions.

L: Hatonn, do you have any information concerning E and why we have not heard from him?

I am Hatonn. My brother, as you probably know, this type of query is not the type which we may answer due to infringement upon free will. We would, however, use this opportunity to speak to you of the place which those dear to you may have in your existence. It is apparently difficult not to be concerned about the disposition of a brother about whom you have no information. Nevertheless, it is well to remember that each entity is infinitely present, and that there is no end to the perfect condition of the one known as E. In this particular case we believe that your phrase is, “All is well.” However, were this loved one to vanish from your ken, yet still would your brother be in the creation of the Creator. It is well to take comfort in this perspective, for there is an inevitable rise and fall to the physical illusion of any one entity, and many are the times in your incarnation that all will not be well with a loved one, yet you must remember that all is indeed perfect. It is the illusion that may fail, as illusions always do.

Is there another question, my friend?

L: No, thank you.

S: I have a question. I had a dream that I related to Don and Carla by mail, and I was wondering if you could, since it was a lengthy dream, if you know of the dream that I am talking about, and if my interpretation of it was correct, because it involved several people in it.

I am Hatonn. My sister, our ability to answer you is limited due to the level upon which you dreamed. We may confirm the substantial interpretation of this dream and suggest to you that the level upon which you dreamed was one wherein those forgotten abilities prior to incarnation, those alliances and shared ideals, were brought into realization in the dream state.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S: No, just to get it straight, then, that it was more of a symbolic exercise of power and unity than an actual event on another plane.

I am Hatonn. That which occurred in what seemed to be dreaming consciousness was occurring in another time and another dimension in actuality and was not of the nature of contest, so much as the nature of unity, the Love and wisdom of the group being shared or given in such a way as to unify all darkness into Light. The level of this work is such that we are not able to speak well about it, as we ourselves are attempting to study such matters. This was a dream state which was not, as you might say, ordinary.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S: Just as a curiosity, if for some reason I had not done the right thing, would there have been any harm to me in this plane?

I am Hatonn. We are not able to speak to this, for we would infringe upon free will. However, we may suggest consideration of our story told earlier. There would have been the retracing of steps.

Is there another question at this time, my friend?

S: No. Thank you very much.

Hatonn: May we answer another question?

L: Hatonn, I’ve noticed that it seems more and more frequently the answers to questions placed before you are refusals to answer, based upon free will, and I consider this … I surmise that this is a condition based upon the type of questions being asked, rather than any change in your restrictions. Therefore, it would seem to me that there is possibly a level of learning that one can attain to contact with you, and then one must go, in some manner, beyond that contact. I’m reluctant to abandon good counsel, yet I suppose my question is, is there a point reached in contact with the Confederation where one has a requirement to move on, so to speak, to grow further?

I am Hatonn. We cannot say, my brother, what requirement there shall be for an individual entity, for each has their own path, and one path may require such a separation from a source in order to find another. The reason for a seeming frequency of, shall we say, half answers in this particular group at this particular time, is, as you surmise, that this group has attained a certain level of discrimination and has begun asking questions which it is not the purpose of our group, or any positively-oriented spiritual counsel to answer, for we cannot smell flowers for you; we cannot feel the air for you; we cannot inform your senses nor can we offer you predigested enlightenment or assurances of a specific nature, without losing our ability to speak clearly upon matters that we consider of importance.

The questions that we may answer in any degree of detail to any length and at any cost are questions of Love, of Light, of the Creator. This is the message we have come to share. Questions of a personal nature are examined by us for information which will aid in the spiritual journey and give to you whatever gifts we may, whatever understanding we have, that may aid you. We do not wish to stunt your growth by telling you, only to spur your growth by inspiring you. Thus, when questions of a specific nature are asked and we cannot find a spiritual bone to chew, shall we say, we do not speak. There are many entities in the Confederation of Planets, and there is virtually no end to the information to be gained. However, we of the Confederation, being oriented solely towards the desire to serve you, would far rather that you sought elsewhere if we cannot serve you. If your need for information is specific, dogmatic, or even trivial, we urge any to move onward and seek out that which is literal, that which is theological, that which is prophetic.

L asked: “I’ve noticed that it seems more and more frequently the answers to questions placed before you are refusals to answer, based upon free will, and I consider this … I surmise that this is a condition based upon the type of questions being asked, rather than any change in your restrictions. Therefore, it would seem to me that there is possibly a level of learning that one can attain to contact with you, and then one must go, in some manner, beyond that contact. I’m reluctant to abandon good counsel, yet I suppose my question is, is there a point reached in contact with the Confederation where one has a requirement to move on, so to speak, to grow further? Hatonn responded by saying we cannot say what requirement there shall be for an individual entity, for each has their own path, and one path may require a separation from a source in order to find others, so the reason for a frequency of half answers in this group at this time is that this group has attained a certain level of discrimination and has begun asking questions which it is not the purpose of our group, or any positively-oriented spiritual counsel to answer, for we cannot inform your senses, nor can we offer you predigested enlightenment without losing our ability to speak clearly upon matters that we consider of importance. Hatonn went on to say the questions that we may answer in any degree of detail are questions of Love, of Light, of the Creator, and this is the message we have come to share, so questions of a personal nature are examined by us for information which will aid in the spiritual journey and give to whatever understanding we have that may aid you, but we do not wish to stunt your growth by telling you, only to spur your growth by inspiring you, so when questions of a specific nature are asked, and we cannot find a spiritual bone to chew, we do not speak, yet there are many entities in the Confederation of Planets, and there is no end to the information to be gained, but we of the Confederation, being oriented towards the desire to serve you, would rather that you sought elsewhere if we cannot serve you, for if your need for information is specific or dogmatic, we urge any to seek out that which is literal and theological. On July 12, 1981, Hatonn described the nature of our spiritual journey:

My brother, we would say to you that you recognize the success of the spiritual journey, if we will use that term and you will accept it, is the task of each entity upon your plane. The success of the spiritual journey has one mark and one mark only in this density, and that is the mark of Love, the acceptance of all about you as part of the Creator, the giving and receiving of Love as the gift of the Creator. When you see any part of this mark in your life, in whatever direction you are seeking at that time, know that you are achieving, what might be called upon your plane, a successful journey. When you do not find Love in your life, in your endeavors, in your activities, you may take this as a sign that you are, perhaps shall we say, embarking upon an empty journey or goal. It is not difficult, my friends, to recognize Love, for when you, yourself, come in contact with that which is Love you shall know it, for it shall enlarge your field of perception. Within your mind it shall enlarge your capacity to feel the glory of the creation within your heart, and it shall be unmistakable to the depths of your very being.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: Only a clarification. The problem is not so much the questions, as the direction of the question—that I’m basically asking questions that are in an area you’re not allowed to answer, rather than reaching the limits of your answering ability. Is that correct?

I am Hatonn. It is both incorrect and correct. It is incorrect in that there are limits to our own understanding, and as your understanding improves, you will draw those to you who will be able to speak specifically to your needs for philosophy. However, the substance of your assumption is quite correct. We must examine each question for the thrust of the question, for to interfere in any way with the freedom of your own thought processes, to give you information that can be proven in any way, to make for you a case that we exist, that we are right, that we can be proven, is completely against the Law of Free Will which guarantees that each entity has the complete and total right to choose subjectively the path which they may walk. If you seek Love, seek it then because we have perhaps inspired or given you pause for thought, not because something which we have said has proven miraculously to be true, or has seemed to be good advice on a particular matter.

L had a follow up question: “The problem is not so much the questions, as the direction of the question—that I’m basically asking questions that are in an area you’re not allowed to answer, rather than reaching the limits of your answering ability. Is that correct?” Then Hatonn continued by saying it is both incorrect and correct, and it is incorrect in that there are limits to our understanding, and as your understanding improves, you will draw those to you who will be able to speak specifically to your needs for philosophy, but the heart of your assumption is correct, for we must examine each question for the nature of the question, for to interfere with the freedom of your thought processes by giving you information that can be proven and to make a case that we exist, and that we are right, is against the Law of Free Will which guarantees that each entity has the total right to choose the path which they may walk, so if you seek Love, seek it because we have given you reason for thought, not because something which we have said has proven miraculously to be true. On August 16, 1981, Latwii describe the Law of Free Will:

My brother, we appreciate your understanding of our complete compliance with the requirements of the Law of Free Will. We cannot speak in any specific areas which may cause changes in your future, for to do so would be a negative influence, may we say, upon your own growth. We would not have you depend upon a brother or a sister when you have yourself to depend upon, for you yourself are the greatest and strongest of your allies. There are many portions of yourself upon which you may call for aid. When you feel disheartened by your own growth cycles, we might suggest that you make use of these portions of yourself, which at this time might aid you, for there are portions of yourself which are not a part of these cycles and yet which are completely one with you and are you in your own unique vibratory configuration. Some have called this the higher self. There are other entities or guides which are with you and await your requests in order to serve as those who may support your requests for peace of mind and for confidence.

Have we explained the Law of Free Will sufficiently for you, my brother?

L: Yes, and I thank you. I have one other question on a different subject that I would like to offer. I am, from past experiences, past meditations, of the impression that you are capable of reading minds but that there are limitations to your capability. Is this correct, and would you be willing to discuss the matter in some detail so that I can gain a better understanding of communication with you in this fashion?

I am Hatonn. We are capable of sharing your thoughts. Those who do not think are not capable of sharing their thoughts with us. We are capable, then, only of sharing the feelings with many of your people. The sharing of which we are capable is largely upon this level. The well-developed intellect with clear-cut thought patterns is not altogether common among your people. This is our greatest limitation.

May we answer you further?

L: Yes. Beings who have clear-cut thought patterns—there are those thoughts which you might refer to as private and others which might be referred to as directed toward you. Is my assumption correct that you are capable of perceiving both but, perhaps out of good manners, ignore the former?

I am Hatonn. …

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Carla channeling)

…one other person at a party, we only hear our own names. Much conversation may go on about us, but it does not concern us. The concept of good manners exists among your people where there is also a concept of the ill-mannered behavior. Within our society such a concept does not exist since all thoughts are open to all, yet we take only that which is sent to us. It would not occur to us to scan all minds at all times, for the energy needed would be quite large, and it would not be interesting to know a great deal about so many. Thus, when you call us, we hear. This you may rely upon. When you do not call us, and most of your people do not call us a great portion of the time, we do not hear, for we cannot be of service.

May we answer you further?

L: Yes, one last question. The description you’ve given of your own ability to listen and respond is comparable to that of other members of the Confederation who contact us. Is this correct?

I am Hatonn. This is correct.

L: Thank you.

Hatonn: We thank you, my brother. Is there another question before we leave this instrument?

[Pause]

I am Hatonn. It has been a pleasure to speak through this instrument and each instrument this evening. We would, if we may, close through another instrument at this time. I am Hatonn.

(Don channeling)

I am Hatonn. It’s been a very great privilege to be with this group this evening. We are always aware of any call for our service, for this, my friends, is what we do. We serve those who call, for in giving this service, we serve ourselves. Each service which any entity performs, no matter to whom, how small or how large it may be, that service is simply to themself, for all of us are one being, and all of us are growing in the very same way. As we serve you through contacts such as this one, we grow in awareness just as you grow in awareness. That growth, my friends, is the growth of one being. That growth is the experience of the one infinite Creator. Rejoice in the knowledge that you are a part of this great experiment: the experiment which you call the creation, the universe, the Creator. I leave you now in the Love and the Light that is your Love and your Light, the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning, when I went outside to get the newspaper, I put some food in the Hava-hart trap for my feral kitty, Faithful, but he wasn’t interested in eating it. This has been the case for a week now, and I can only guess that either someone else is feeding him, or he is finding small animals as his source of food. Later in the morning I went outside and filled four garbage cans with the Ginko Tree leaves that I blew into place yesterday afternoon with Huff and Puff, my backpack blower, and then I put the garbage cans close to the street for yard waste pickup tomorrow morning.

This afternoon I used Huff and Puff again to blow the leaves in my front yard and my neighbor’s driveway to the parking area in front of my home. Then I blew the leaves between the fishpond and the parking area on the street to an area along the driveway in front of my truck, Cybil, to the far end of the pet cemetery.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

November 12

The Man, Jesus

I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of divine Love.

Gaze you now within upon a man of Love; a man of compassion; a man of sorrows, acquainted with grief; a man who stands your personal friend; a man whom you already love as a personal friend. For such has been His character in all that you have heard about Him.

We speak to you of a man, Jesus. The Christ you may worship, but we bring you the man today that you may gaze upon Him and that you may reach out for His hand.

For He is the brother of all humankind and, as you, true son of the Father of all. Think the name, “Jesus,” and the Spirit of Love shall be with you, for such is the power of that name.

We do not expect each to worship in the same way, to adore in the same fashion, or to offer praise and thanksgiving in the same place. We simply say to you, “Here is one way of gazing upon Love. Here is one way of reaching out a hand and becoming one with that comfort.”

For you must have no doubt that this man who is eternal is, in His whole being, shot through with love of all that His Father has made.

May you feel the peace and security of being loved and loving, whether you are alone or in a family. All seekers spend spiritual time alone. Yet, seeker, you need never be alone completely if you may say the name, Jesus.

We leave you in that holy friendship, in that gentle brotherhood, in the ineffable peace of the consciousness of Love, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling today comes from May 31, 1981:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. It is a very great privilege to speak with you this evening and we especially wish to greet the one known as B. We have not had the pleasure of sitting with him in this group for some of your time, and it is an honor that we cherish, although, of course, we are always with each of you if you call upon us and we have indeed been with the one known as B.

My friends, we would speak to you in parables. Once there was a young man. This young man roamed the highways. He was homeless and carried that little which he had upon his back and in his arms. This young man was consumed with the knowledge of his imperfection. From time to time when he was not hungry and not sleepy, he would take the guitar from his pack and play it in what little way he could and attempt to distract himself, for he was a most troubled young man. When he looked upon himself, he saw nothing but errors, mistakes, imperfections, and faults. With his ears he could hear much beauty, for bird call and the rustle of the wind are the friends of those who live by the road. With his eyes he witnessed an unending panorama of the creation of the Creator. His skin was touched with sun and welcomed rain from the heat. And the flowers greeted his nose with that beauty that is so careless that it gives itself regardless of the witnesses it may have.

One day, my friends, this young man caught a ride upon one of your freight trains and found that he was not alone but rather was joined by another young man much like himself. This man, however, dirty and ragged, and poor though he was, was radiant. A light shone from his eyes. “My friend,” he said. “What is wrong with you? Are you hungry? May I help you?” “No,” the young man replied. “It is hopeless. I cannot help myself, for I have done many things of which I am ashamed.” “What are they?” queried the other. “Have you raped? Have you killed? Have you stolen?”

“Oh no,” said the young man, startled. “But I have lied, and I have run, and I have hidden, and I am not clean, and there is no hope of my overcoming these faults in character.” “Is that right?” said the other. “Now let us examine this.” He made a gesture. “Sit up my friend. You were made in the image of the Creator. Where is the fault in that?” “Why, no fault!” replied the young man. “But you do not understand.” The other made another gesture. “Now see here. Has your Creator not told you to be perfect?” “Yes!” cried the young man in anguish. “That is what I cannot be.”

“Ha!” said the other. “How foolish. To think that the Creator would ask you to be perfect, unless It thought you could be.” The radiant eyes seemed to burn into the young man’s very soul. “Touch the places within yourself that you feel are at fault and know that the Creator is waiting confidently for you to be perfect.” With a shudder the young man closed his eyes and prayed. Finally, he spoke. “Whoever you are, I cannot find the truth that you give me, for I have touched my iniquities, my harsh words, my ill feelings, my half truths. I can find no health in them, much less perfection.”

“Aha!” said the other, radiant one. “But you have touched them. You know them. Now let us proceed into the importance of the matter. Open your eyes, my friend. Do you not love me?” The young man opened his eyes, quite startled. “Yes, of course I do.” The radiant one smiled. “There, you see?” said he. “Is that not perfection? Continue, then, to love.”

I am Hatonn.

After a brief pause, we will transfer this contact.

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you once again in the Love and Light of our infinite Creator. We have been attempting to contact the one known as Don but find that our vibration is not in harmony with the vibration which the one known as Don is using, shall we say, as his tuning this evening. We shall proceed through this instrument. We would, at this time, offer ourselves in the role of answering or attempting to answer, should we say, any questions that you might have to ask. Are there any questions at this time?

Carla: I have a question from S. She wanted to know if the inner feelings which she had about her true personality and its magical working in this life were accurate, and if you had any comments on her feelings.

I am Hatonn, and am aware of the question from the one known as S. We might answer by saying that the feelings which the one known as S has expressed within its being are those feelings which come from the depth of being that is her source and her knowing. These feelings, we might say, are of a nature which can only be confirmed from within her own being, for it is within her that they arise. We of Hatonn can only go so far, shall we say, in expressing our feelings about her own, for as you know, the concept of free will prohibits us from being too specific. We would assure the one known as S that those feelings which have made an impression upon her are from the heart of her being, and always we would advise each entity to follow the feelings that come from the heart, for the lesson of your plane of existence is to follow the ways of the heart, to know from the depth of your being that Love is your source, and Love is your path in whatever way you choose to manifest Love.

Carla had a question for S: “She wanted to know if the inner feelings which she had about her true personality and its magical working in this life were accurate, and if you had any comments on her feelings.” Hatonn went on to say that the feelings which S has expressed within its being are those feelings which come from the depth of being that is her source and her knowing, for these feelings are of a nature which can only be confirmed from within her own being, for it is within her that they arise, but we can only go so far in expressing our feelings about her own, for as you know, the concept of free will prohibits us from being too specific, and we would assure S that those feelings which have made an impression upon her are from the heart of her being, and we would advise each entity to follow the feelings that come from the heart, for the lesson of your plane of existence is to follow the ways of the heart, to know from the depth of your being that Love is your source, and Love is your path in whatever way you choose to manifest Love. On May 10, 1992, Q’uo spoke of the way that we can manifest Love:

When one is in pain, be it physical or spiritual, the instinct is to avoid it. However, compassion and Love do not grow from avoidance or neglect, and trouble avoided is the unlearned lesson of Love which shall even more surely and more clearly be presented to you again. The more times a certain pattern is avoided, the more marked will be the characteristics of that lesson presented the next time around. Consequently, it is well, we feel, to take situations where compassion is lacking into the meditation time of the inner room. Not only speaking and conversing with infinite intelligence concerning this situation which you dearly hope and desire to find a way to manifest Love in, but also to bring it into the silence, for words unheard have deep, deep effects upon the conscious ability to manifest as you desire. The key is silence. The door that is opened is that door which you desire. You may not recognize the room on the other side of that door at first, but answers to prayers are various, though always to the point.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No. I thank you for S.

I am Hatonn. And of course, we are thankful for the opportunity of being of this service. May we ask if there is another question which we might attempt to answer?

C: Yes. In the parable, the young man expressed love for the radiant one. But at the same time he seemed so negative and unloving of himself. Can you truly love others without a love for the self?

I am Hatonn, and would answer you, my brother, by saying that the answer is not simple, for of course it is true that one cannot truly love another until the self knows love for itself, but we must also say in this case, did not the young man love a portion of himself when he expressed love for the radiant one? What is the self, if it is not all that is?

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: I’m not sure. I don’t see his acceptance of himself. Is the loving of another … I’m not sure how I want to word this … Is an ability to love another a first step toward an acceptance of loving and loving of oneself? Or is it necessary to learn to love oneself as one is before we can love another?

I am Hatonn, and we would answer you by saying that the process of loving the self may begin at any point, for all is one. And when an entity can truly Love any other entity or any other idea that seems to be other than self, then the entity has made a start in Loving the self which will, shall we say, become as a chain of reactions, each feeding the other—the Love of the self for the other for the self for the other for the self, and so on until the channel of Love is open within the entity and flows freely, the waters of Love touching all.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: No, thank you very much.

Hatonn: We thank you. Is there another question which we might attempt to answer?

C: Yes, I think I have one more question. I have interaction with people at work, and one in particular seems to have a very negative opinion of himself—seemingly very loving and giving toward others, and we talked not long ago about Love. And he was expressing disappointment and even resentment because in his mind he never seemed to receive Love in kind for what he’d given, and I expressed that I thought Love was not a thing that is bartered with, but given freely without thought of compensation. Was this a wise thing to say to someone in such a situation?

I am Hatonn. To answer, my brother, we would say that such a response or any response given with Love and concern for the other is a response which is of great value. For it is a response truly exhibiting the ideals of Love, for as you have said yourself, love can only be given freely. Many, though, while learning this lesson, attempt what we might call the lesser lessons of loving and that is what might be described as the bartering: giving what is perceived as love in hopes of receiving that which will be perceived as love. When this process has run its course, finally the entity will discover that Love is free, and that when one gives freely, one receives freely, for all indeed is part of a oneness, and many are the attempts of such as your friend, before this lesson is realized.

C asked: “I have interaction with people at work, and one in particular seems to have a very negative opinion of himself—seemingly very loving and giving toward others, and we talked not long ago about Love. And he was expressing disappointment and even resentment because in his mind he never seemed to receive Love in kind for what he’d given, and I expressed that I thought Love was not a thing that is bartered with, but given freely without thought of compensation. Was this a wise thing to say to someone in such a situation?” Hatonn replied by saying that any response given with Love and concern for the other is a response which is of great value, for it is a response exhibiting the ideals of Love, and as you have said yourself, Love can only be given freely, but many, while learning this lesson, attempt the lesser lessons of loving and that is what might be described as the bartering: giving what is perceived as love in hopes of receiving that which will be perceived as Love, so when this process has run its course, the entity will discover that Love is free, and that when one gives freely, one receives freely, for all is part of a oneness, and many are the attempts of such as your friend before this lesson is realized. On August 8, 1982, Hatonn spoke of the ideals of Love:

You are those who have faith in things unseen, in the ideals of Love and truth, and you gaze upon that which is not there. That which is not there gives you the desire to manifest Love, radiance to glow, to grow, and the feeling that there is more, far more balance, far more holiness than is visible to the objective beholder of circumstance. You bring to your planet the gift of your perception, the gift of your faith.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: No, but I do have a request for you to be with me in my further dealings with my friends.

I am Hatonn. As always, we are honored to be with each of you whenever it is asked of us, for freely do we wish to serve the one infinite Creator that resides within all beings. And we are honored and privileged to be invited by any of your group or any of your people, to be of whatever service we can be. Rest assured, my brother, we shall be with you.

C: Thank you.

Hatonn: We thank you. Is there another question which we might attempt to answer?

C: Yes. I have one more. It’s in regard to meditation last week. And I have a question to ask on the subject of healing, and it was that for one to heal another, that the one to be healed must really want to be healed and aid the other. How does that affect the case where, as we at the end of these meditations send light to people of the planet. Where they—you don’t actually tell them that we are sending them Light, but we send it. Does that not help even though they’re not consciously asking for the help that we seek to give?

I am Hatonn, and we would answer by saying that when you send your love, your light, and your healing energies at the end of your meditations, those to whom you send these energies must ask on some level of their being, whether it be conscious or unconscious, that they be healed in order to receive the healing energy. Otherwise, the healing aspects of your sending will be reflected and will not be received, for it is, what might be said, a law of the universe that only those energies which are sought may be found. But we may also say that the Love and the Light which you send may serve its purpose and find its mark within those entities whom you seek to heal and will aid them in a general uplifting of their being and will aid them in their receptivity, though not directly aid them in the healing.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: No, thank you.

Hatonn: Again, we thank you. Is there another question which we might attempt to answer?

[Pause]

I am Hatonn. We are most honored to have been able to join you this evening. Before we leave this group, we would pause for a moment so that the one known as Laitos may pass among those in this group and aid any who ask for assistance in their meditation. We will pause now for a moment. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am Hatonn. We have been very pleased to be able to join you this evening and to take part in your meditation. It is always a great honor to be with you. We hope we shall have this opportunity many times in what you call your future, and we hope that each of you will know that as you go your own individual ways in your daily life that we are always with you, that at any time should you need our assistance, we would be most honored to join you in whatever effort you are engaged in and to lend our Love and Light to that effort so that it might result in a learning of Love of the Creator. It is always present and available for your use. We are known to you as Hatonn, and we leave you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning Diana helped me to decorate the Bougainvillea vine with a string of sparkling lights of many colors and ornaments like a hummingbird, a heart, and a dragonfly in order to replace the increasing number of leaves and blooms that have fallen off since I brought it into my living room about a month ago. Then Diana and I had lunch and a short meditation together before she began her 5-hour drive back home.

This afternoon I used my backpack blower to blow the Ginko Tree leaves in my back yard into a large, long pile of leaves. Tomorrow my plan is to fill all of my garbage cans with them for yard waste pickup next Thursday.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

November 11

Great Companies Within

I am the Holy Spirit of our Lord, Jesus Christ, in the vibration which comforts this instrument. I offer you greetings in the consciousness of Love.

You who are in distress are urged not to turn to those who would extend and amplify that distress by disharmony or even by sympathy which has as its unconscious purpose the deepening of misery.

Turn instead to the companionship of those who rejoice. Within the depths of the interior of your consciousness lie gateways to great companies of those whose songs are always of praise and thanksgiving. And within your conscious life, the careful ear may hear the steadfast encouragement of those whose minds and hearts are fixed on the Love of Christ. For Jesus was a master not of indecision but decision; not of despair but of hope. And even in His moments of trial, He, acknowledging the certainty of human despair, trusted in a greater will than His own and an infinite and ultimately good disposition of all things by and for the Creator.

May you find peace in ultimate things, now and always.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling today comes from May 24, 1981:

(L channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. It is with great pleasure that we welcome here this night those of you who are new to these communications or have not been in communication with us for some time. It is always a pleasure to encounter again or for the first time our beloved friends. We of Hatonn are grateful for the opportunity to speak to this assembly, for it is so seldom on your planet that we are capable of reaching the minds and hearts of its inhabitants. The message we bring you is not our own, but rather a reflection of that message which springs from your own hearts, for it is merely a repetition of the knowledge within your own souls that one might refer to as having been misplaced or mislaid. Although we are grateful for the love with which you greet us, be aware that we are not teachers or doers but rather beloved friends who would assist you, if allowed, to regain and recover the knowledge within your own beings.

It is frequent that we are called upon to express our messages, but the calling is often erratic in that those beings who summon our message often do not care for the content and draw away from us, seeking instead the pleasures of the illusion within which you all function to a greater or lesser extent. We are here to encourage that you seek further contact, that you may both develop your own perceptive abilities and also affect more greatly the polarity of your planetary sphere. Your actions affect your planetary sphere more strongly than those of the group whom we may describe as undecided, in that they have not selected yet a polarity of striving. Therefore, your own striving in meditation and service-oriented living is a further service to your planetary brothers and sisters in and of itself, as it affects their lives.

It is important that you be aware of this in that the coming events affecting your planet will tend to dismay and panic those beings of your race who are not aware of the causes or intentions behind the cataclysmic events that cast them as twigs into the maul of a maelstrom. As they seek frantically for a point of security or stability within the whirlpool of their lives, they will more and more readily perceive yourselves as steadfast and will hopefully seek to understand and emulate your own efforts toward spiritual growth. Your example has always been pointed out to you as the most efficient teacher, yet in the times to come this will be more and more significant, for events will occur that will tend to encourage more and more of your race to polarize in one direction or the other, thus, hopefully enabling them to achieve inclusion in the harvest.

At this time, we would attempt to continue through another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am now with this instrument. Again, I greet you, my friends, in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. To continue, my friends, how often have you acted and thought, on the basis of the illusion, that there is such a thing as being justified? How many times have you condemned yourself because you were not justified in your own mind? When one has not sufficiently sought to know the self, sought to know the Creator and the Creator within themselves, one is liable to accept what might be called a belief that those ethics and dogmas of your people have an independent propriety. How much sadness, my friends, guilt, grief, and consternation has been caused because your people do not go within to seek for what is right for them, because the events of the days act upon them, the only measuring stick is the degree of justification in terms of ethics or religion which is accepted outwardly by your people.

My friends, to the best of our understanding, there is no justification. You are never justified. You cannot ever be justified, nor can you be wronged, nor can you wrong except intentionally. When you think to yourself, “Ah yes, I shall drink a toast to myself. Such and such an action was justified,” step back, my friends, and see the perfection that created both yourself and whatever else seems to be in conflict with yourself. What is it, my friends, that requires that you be justified? What is it but a lack of seeking to know the truth, that in reality disharmony is not necessary, that in reality those things about you are perfect as they are, without justification.

Today Hatonn wanted to talk about how we tend to judge ourselves harshly. They began by saying: “how often have you acted, on the basis of the illusion, that there is a thing as being justified? How many times have you condemned yourself because you were not justified in your own mind?” Then Hatonn said when one has not sufficiently sought to know the self and the Creator within themselves, one is liable to accept a belief that the ethics of your people have an independent existence, and how much sadness and guilt have been caused because your people do not go within to seek for what is right for them because the events of the days act upon them, so the only measuring stick is the degree of justification in terms of ethics or religion which is accepted by your people. Then Hatonn said to the best of our understanding you are never justified, and you cannot be justified, nor can you be wronged, nor can you wrong except intentionally, so when you think to yourself, “Ah yes, I shall drink a toast to myself, and such an action was justified,” step back and see the perfection that created both yourself and whatever else seems to be in conflict with yourself, so: “What is it that requires that you be justified? What is it but a lack of seeking to know the truth, that in reality disharmony is not necessary, that in reality those things about you are perfect as they are, without justification?” On September 27, 1979, Kasara said that we should not be judged by the ethics of our people:

You did not come into this world to lean on others, to lean on ideas, to lean on possessions or to lean on preconceived ethics. You came into this world a perfect creature and that perfection was rapidly overlaid by a complex system of intellectual limitations which were placed upon you by others. You then carefully continued the work of your parents, believed what they told you in good faith, and for your lifetime have been trying in good faith to live according to the precepts of people, and ideas, and ethics, and ways of being that have been taught to you. These are your walking sticks, and none of them fit, do they?

No one else’s ideas will carry you through, no one else’s ethics can make you feel right if something is wrong, or wrong if something is right to you. Why spend so much of your life confused because of what others think? They may have traded you a walking stick, but you don’t have to have it. You don’t have to have any!

Within your illusion, my friends, there is and there will be much that has no justification. But you, my friends, may transcend that illusion by seeking within yourself a wider perspective, a deeper realization. There will be, just as there have been in the past, times when in moments of decision there is no guideline for action; times when that which your society labels justified does not seem appropriate; times when your religious teachings, as sincerely and earnestly meant to help as they have been, do not seem appropriate; times when there is no outward source for peace and for the feeling that you as a spirit, as a soul, have done as well as you can.

The one known as Jesus said, in your holy works, “I am the way, the truth, the life. No one comes to the Father but by me.” This saying, my friends, has been much misunderstood and is very central to that which we have to say. This entity known to you as Jesus often went to be by Himself, to seek within Himself that knowledge which is not justification, but rather the knowledge of love, and when He became one with that Love He also became one with the knowledge of what creative actions He might take to be in harmony with the rhythms of His particular way of existence, His particular means of sharing that Love among your people in what you call your life. And when this entity was in that state of Love, He was one in consciousness with the Creator, with Love  Itself. And you also, my friends, when you find that consciousness, when you find that selfhood, that “I” which is beyond justification, concerns and worries, that “I” which may move mountains, you too will be the way, for Love is the way, the truth. For is not Love the truth? And the life? And you will be one with the Creator, for there is no road to the Creator but by love.

Hatonn went on to say within your illusion there is and there will be much that has no justification, but you may transcend that illusion by seeking within yourself a deeper realization, for there will be, just as there have been in the past, times when in moments of decision there is no guideline for action; times when that which your society labels justified does not seem appropriate; times when there is no outward source for peace and for the feeling that you as a spirit, as a soul, have done as well as you can. Hatonn continued by saying Jesus said in your Bible, “I am the way, the truth, the life. No one comes to the Father but by me,” and this saying has been misunderstood and is central to that which we have to say, for Jesus often went to seek within Himself that knowledge which is not justification, but rather the knowledge of Love, and when He became one with that Love He also became one with the knowledge of what creative actions He might take to be in harmony with the rhythms of His means of sharing that Love among your people in your life, and when this entity was in that state of Love, He was one in consciousness with the Creator of Love Itself, and you also when you find that “I” which may move mountains, you too will be the way, for Love is the way, the truth, and you will be one with the Creator, for there is no road to the Creator but by Love. On May 23, 1999, Q’uo described how we may achieve a deeper realization of our self:

Think of yourself in this way, as a sun or a blossom. Anything but a human. For to think of oneself as human is always to move to the outer, for your true self is no outer thing. Your true self is without distortion, and infinite in Love. We cannot teach you how to realize compassion. You cannot teach yourself how to realize the compassion that is locked within you. And even with the dint of the hardest and most intransigent work upon the self, you cannot add one whit of compassion to your personality. You can teach yourself to perform compassionate acts, but the key to that infinite compassion that is truly yours is not to be found within teaching and learning. It is locked within the present moment, and it is when you go into the present moment that you are vulnerable to a deeper realization of yourself.

And so, what we encourage this day is a heightened awareness of the value of losing yourself in the present moment. When one talks about the devotional life, again one is pulled into thoughts of the outer world. The question that you ask when you ask to learn more of your true self is a question that has no answer but only a direction, a direction that says, “into the present moment, into life.” Not living, not a process, but that state of being that lies beyond all process. It should be utterly simple to allow distortion to fall away, and yet it is as far from simple as the challenge of the sculptor who is looking at an ovoid rock which he wishes to carve into a likeness. The likeness dwells within that rock. It is a matter of chipping away at the rock until it has the requisite form to satisfy the maker.

As you move from moment to moment, we hope that you may in your day never be far from the realization of this Love, never be too far from the means to find the gateway to this paradise. For never will others find justice in all that you do, and never will you find justice in those things that others do. This is not the way of the illusion, but in the knowledge of Love there comes a peace of the feeling that all things are love and that all things are of one Creation …

[A telephone rings.]

I am Hatonn. We are sorry for the delay, but this instrument’s concentration was somewhat disturbed by her realization that she had forgotten to do some duties to make this meditation more smooth. My friends, it is this kind of thinking of which we are speaking. For a disturbance to occur may not be justified, but that it does occur is a perfect part of a creation of Love. When these things occur, when you feel that you have failed, when you feel that you are not justified, step back, my friends, and know that it does not matter. Failure; success; justification. These are illusions and dreams within a dream. Know yourself, then, as one who is learning from failure, from success, from striving and from not striving, and accept all those things in yourself and in others.

Hatonn went on to say as you move from moment to moment, we hope that you may never be far from the realization of this Love, never be too far from the means to find the gateway to this paradise, for never will others find justice in all that you do, and never will you find justice in those things that others do, for this is not the way of the illusion, but in the knowledge of Love there comes a peace of the feeling that all things are Love, and that all things are of one Creation, so it is this kind of thinking of which we are speaking, for a disturbance to occur may not be justified, but that it does occur is a perfect part of a creation of Love, so when these things occur, and when you feel that you have failed, and you feel that you are not justified, step back and know that it does not matter because failure, success, and justification are dreams within a dream, so know yourself as one who is learning from failure and success, from striving and from not striving, and accept all those things in yourself and in others. On October 19, 1986, Q’uo spoke of the nature of the creation of Love:

When you request information on enlightenment and appropriate methods for attaining it, you are speaking of attaining a manifestation rather than an essence, for enlightenment can only be seen by its reflection. Just as Light itself is the creature and creation of Love, so also is enlightenment the creature and manifestation of the thought of Love which an entity has made their own.

Let us turn then from the manifestation to the essence. How to achieve communion in the unity of consciousness and Love is perhaps the most basic magical question which could be asked. Magical in the sense that any entity which desires power, whether on the positive or negative path, must form a congruency of a kind with the original Thought of Love in order to create personal power.

At this time, we would pause that the one known as Laitos may pass among you and offer you the conditioning wave that will enable you to become somewhat more aware of our presence. Merely mentally request that we be with you, for we would not interfere with free will, but are always happy to aid in the deepening of the meditative state. We shall resume through another channel. I am Hatonn.

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am with this instrument and I greet you once again in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. It is our privilege at this time to offer ourselves in the manner of answering questions which you may have. Are there any questions which we might attempt to answer through this instrument?

L: I have a question, Hatonn. Earlier this morning while sleeping I had a rather unusual dream. Would you care to comment on that?

I am Hatonn, and am aware of your question. We would suggest that in dreams of this nature that you consider carefully the message which you feel through your own feelings in response to the dream. Your dreams are often ways in which another part of yourself chooses to express self to you, to gain an avenue of your attention which normally is not open to it while you are in your waking state. In this general way, we are able to respond to such a question. To speak to the specific nature and content of the dream we feel would be an infringement upon your free will, but wish to say that the significance in your dream is as you perceive it.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L:  No, that answers it well. Thank you.

Hatonn: We thank you. Is there another question which we might attempt to answer?

Carla: Could you give some sort of probability for the Mt. St. Helen and that chain of volcanic openings in the earth having problems again in the next few months? I’ve been having some intuitive feelings about that. And if so, would it aid if we meditated?

I am Hatonn, and we would suggest, my sister, that in instances such as the eruptions of volcanoes, the occurrence of earthquakes, and other natural phenomena which might be viewed as catastrophic in nature, all these are but repercussions or reflections, you might say, of the consciousness of your people which has been expressed upon your planet for many centuries, for the friction which has occurred between your people has, in its very being, and is in its very being, a vibration of a nature which penetrates the planet on which you live. And as you approach the time which has been called the time of harvest, the energies which have been invested in your planetary sphere will be coming full circle, so to speak, and be returning, so that those who inhabit your planet at this time might experience the culmination of this cycle in every degree.

The likelihood of such occurrences to continue is very great; to state when such might occur is very difficult. For those, such as yourself, who are interested in alleviating some of the difficulties that ensue when such occurrences happen, we would suggest the healing meditation which we have mentioned in other sessions. To simply restate, we might say, that in your state of meditation you might see your planet as it is, with many fissures and openings, scars, and wounds, that there might be seen here and there darkness and ignorance, that this might be held in your vision for a few moments and then you might see your planet beginning to shine with a Light emanating from various locations and continue to see the Light spreading until your planet glows as a sun. In this way you will lend the healing energies of your visualization to the healing of the energies which have so long been festering within the material part of your planet.

Carla asked: “Could you give some sort of probability for the Mt. St. Helen and that chain of volcanic openings in the earth having problems again in the next few months? I’ve been having some intuitive feelings about that. And if so, would it aid if we meditated?” Hatonn said that in instances such as the eruptions of volcanoes, earthquakes, and other natural phenomena which might be viewed as catastrophic in nature, all these are but reflections of the consciousness of your people which has been expressed upon your planet for many centuries, for the friction which has occurred between your people is a vibration which penetrates the planet on which you live, and as you approach the time of harvest, the energies which have been invested in your planetary sphere will be coming full circle and be returning, so that those who inhabit your planet at this time might experience the culmination of this cycle in every degree. Hatonn continued by saying the likelihood of such occurrences to continue is great, but to state when such might occur is difficult, for those who are interested in alleviating some of the difficulties that ensue when such occurrences happen, we would suggest the healing meditation which we have mentioned in other sessions, and we say that in your state of meditation you see your planet as it is, with many fissures and wounds, and there might be seen here darkness and ignorance, so this might be held in your vision for a few moments, and then you might see your planet beginning to shine with a Light emanating from various locations and continue to see the Light spreading until your planet glows as a sun, for in this way you will lend the healing energies of your visualization to the healing of the energies which have been festering within the material part of your planet. On September 16, 2001, Q’uo described the qualities that may become part of a healing meditation:

There are various aids, shall we say, that one may employ in the persistent meditation. By persistent meditation we recommend that a time and a place for meditation be set aside on a daily basis so that when one retires to that place at that time, that these become signals, prompts, if you will, to the subconscious mind that it is time for a working; it is time for a healing. If one wishes also to utilize crystals, incense, any type of sensory deprivation, such are means of refining this type of visualization in meditation which may be utilized as the meditator desires. Each entity will find a slightly different means by which to accomplish this healing meditation. And whatever rings of truth to the entity is that which we would heartily suggest and encourage. For each entity has come into this incarnation with the ability to do this kind of work. Indeed, each has come with many abilities which can be brought forth in times of heavy catalyst, shall we say. Each will feel a certain kind of awakening, a certain kind of enlivening of the spirit within as this kind of daily meditation and visualization is undertaken. For as you retire to the world of spirit you retire to that which is real, which powers you through this world of illusion. We cannot recommend meditation enough, my friends, for this is your link with the infinite. This is your link with truth. This is your link with Love. This is your link with your true self and all other selves on your planet.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, thanks, Hatonn. I think I got it this time.

Hatonn: Again, we thank you. Is there another question which we might attempt to answer?

L: Yes. I have a question concerning healing, especially in light of your previous discussion of justification. It would seem to me that some lessons I’ve been receiving recently concerning healing would indicate that there are instances where it is appropriate to either heal or refrain from healing and that an individual would intuitively know when it would be appropriate, but that my previously held concept that healing impartially without perception of the results of the healing is less correct. Let’s see if I can rephrase my question. Could you consider that an accurate interpretation of the lesson that has been presented to me lately? Am I perceiving it correctly?

I am Hatonn. And we would say, my brother that, in general, you have perceived the process of healing, to the best of our understanding, in a correct manner. To further explicate, we may say that to heal without the permission of the one to be healed is not permitted, or shall we say, advisable, and we may further add that in many cases, most cases, not possible, for the one who is to be healed must not only give permission to be healed, but must also take part in the process by opening the self to the energies of a healing nature which are being prepared for that entity and which will be transmitted through the channel known as the healer.

Because each entity is part of a Oneness, each entity participates in the transfer of energy from one part of the Oneness to another. The healer, so called, is the means by which this energy is transmitted. The one to be healed must recognize that there is, within its own being, that part which is not in balance. This part must be accepted, this part must be recognized, and this part must be forgiven for its imbalance. Then, with this state of openness created within the one to be healed, then may the energy from the infinite Creator flow through the channel to the one to be healed, and then may the healing process occur.

L asked: “It would seem to me that some lessons I’ve been receiving recently concerning healing would indicate that there are instances where it is appropriate to either heal or refrain from healing and that an individual would intuitively know when it would be appropriate, but that my previously held concept that healing impartially without perception of the results of the healing is less correct.” Hatonn began by saying you have perceived the process of healing, to the best of our understanding, in a correct manner, and to further explain we say that to heal without the permission of the one to be healed is not advisable, and we may say that in most cases this is not possible, for the one who is to be healed must not only give permission to be healed, but must also take part in the process by opening the self to the energies of a healing nature which are being prepared for that entity and which will be transmitted through the channel known as the healer. Then Hatonn said because each entity is part of a Oneness, each entity participates in the transfer of energy from one part of the Oneness to another, and the healer is the means by which this energy is transmitted, so the one to be healed must recognize that there is, within its own being, that part which is not in balance, so this part must be accepted, and it must be forgiven for its imbalance, and then, with this state of openness created within the one to be healed, may the energy from the infinite Creator flow through the channel to the one to be healed, and then may the healing process occur. On March 15, 2016, Hatonn spoke of the nature of the healing process:

We find that in the healing process we look upon the body as the creature of the mind that has expressed symptoms that you may call disease or distortions that exist because the mind itself has not been able to successfully process catalyst. When the mind has not achieved this processing of catalyst, then it is that the catalyst is given to the body complex in a symbolic form with the hope that this form of dis-ease, as you would call it, may attract the attention of the mind to notice this catalyst in another form because it was missed the first time around, shall we say.

Thus, when there is the attempt at the healing that is, what you would call, successful, it may be seen that this is a metaphysical phenomenon in which the one offering the healing service aids the one to be healed by interrupting what you would call the red-violet ray of the combination of these energy centers which holds in place whatever degree of disease or health is extant for this entity.

When this red/violet ray is interrupted, then the entity itself, in cooperation with its higher self, provides the healing so that this new configuration of mind, body, and spirit may then be reflected in the reinsertion, shall we say, of the red/violet ray which holds the new configuration as firmly in place as was the old one held. Thus, when the one known as Jesus would accomplish the healing of those brought before it, he would say that they had been healed by their faith. This is another way of saying the same thing.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: Yes. There are two other areas I would like for you to address on that subject, if you will please. …

[Side one of tape ends.]

L: …First is the area of healing on second-dimensional beings, for instance, an injured animal. Second area I would ask you to address is the area of attempting to channel healing for an unconscious human being.

I am Hatonn, and we may answer you, my brother, by saying that in both cases, since conscious consent cannot be given, then the abilities of the healer must include being able to communicate with the higher self of each entity. This is especially true in the case of the second-density being, for it is not usually the case that clear communication can be achieved with those entities who do not have the, shall we say, complex of mind functioning or activated for communication, but in both cases it is necessary for the healer to communicate, preferably in the state of meditation or prayer, with the higher self of the entity to be healed and when the confirmation from the higher self is received, then may the healing process proceed.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: No. You’ve clarified the areas that I needed clarified. Thank you.

Hatonn: Again, we thank you. Is there another question which we might attempt to answer?

Carla: Well, I had one but now I have two. The first one was just—I was kind of curious—it seems to me that some people have a touch with plants or animals that quiets the animal, or plants grow well for that person and not for other people. And it’s almost an instantaneous state of communication between them and I was wondering if perhaps this meditative state didn’t have to be formal, but perhaps in some healers that are just gifted that way, could almost be communicated, almost … through the fingers instantaneously.

I am Hatonn, and we would answer you, my sister, by saying that in some instances, rare though they be, such entities exist, that by their very presence and their very being, they heal those who are round about them who may not consciously ask to be healed, but who subconsciously, shall we say, recognize the presence of one who can heal.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Yes. The other question was considerably different. I have been watching with some passing interest the downfall of the world and really glad it’s happening so slowly because otherwise I’d kind of get lost, but anyway, the news keeps being very bad and you haven’t been gone for quite awhile, and I was pondering why it was that the Confederation and you hadn’t pow-wowed and sent you off to send Love to some world leader or another because so many of them seem bloody-minded right now. And it occurred to me that it was possible that you had done, or perhaps people in the Confederation in general, had worked enough with the people on Earth that they were beginning to lose some of their polarity, because so much had been rejected, so much Love had been rejected. I was wondering if this was true, and if this was why you’d given up this tactic and just fallen back on talking with groups like ours.

I am Hatonn, and to this matter we would say that fortunately within the Confederation there are many entities, many planetary entities such as ourselves, who are able to perform the tasks which many times, as you know, we of Hatonn have been asked to perform, that being the sending of Love to certain areas and leaders of your planet to lessen the intensities and reduce the likelihood of the outbreak of war or hostilities. It is unfortunate that we observe that there are no fewer intense areas upon your planet than there have been in the recent past. At the present, there are many areas which present the likelihood of the outbreak of hostilities. These areas are receiving aid from other entities within the Confederation. We of Hatonn have served in this capacity many times and we anticipate, without being pessimistic, that we shall be asked once again at some point in the future to serve in this capacity.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Just to clear up the part of the query, do you lose polarity when the Love is sent back to you without being used or is it just a service that you’re not attached to the outcome of, and you don’t lose any positive polarity, no matter what happens?

I am Hatonn, and your assumption is correct that we of Hatonn do not lose our polarity when we, shall we say in your terms, may fail at the attempt to send Love and experience its reflection instead, but we may also say, in greater terms, that there is no such thing as failure, for in the attempt to be of service there are still many who are served, for Love is not particular in whom it seeks for its resting, shall we say. And though the entities whom we have, shall we say, targeted for our Love may not accept it, still the Love is sent and still some part of the Creator receives.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you.

Hatonn: We thank you. Is there another question which we might attempt to answer?

[Pause]

I am Hatonn. Once again may we say it has been a great privilege to be able to address your group this evening. We hope that in some small way our simple message has made a spot or a place of Love a bit larger in your being. We feel it is a great privilege to be asked to join you in your meditations. We of Hatonn are beings of service; to serve another part of the Creator we view as the only reason for being, for the Creator is all that there is. We leave you now in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We are known to you as Hatonn. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning I was glad to hear that my friend, Diana, had a good night’s sleep after driving for five hours last evening to visit me for a couple of days. We spent the first couple of hours sharing information about her new home, new partner, her son, and her kitty cat, Cinnamon. I shared information about my kitty, Faithful, my flowers gardens after the first freezing temperatures this fall, my pet cemetery, the fishpond, and the two tall Iron Weeds that were the same height of the one Iron Weed last year. Then we had dinner together.

This afternoon I drove Diana to two used furniture locations in Louisville as she is looking for a small table that can be used for a kitchen table with her partner and her son. Then I drove to Bachman Subaru to see when Stanley might have its repairs completed so I can drive him home. Then I drove us to Paul’s Fruit Market so each of us could buy some food for ourselves.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

November 10

The Inner Room Of Thanksgiving And Prayer

I am the Spirit of the consciousness of Christ and I greet you in the full consciousness of that Love.

We move through timelessness to the point of entry which is the opening of this instrument’s spirit to the inner room of thanksgiving and prayer. And we find that within the inner room of this child are many things that do not belong in such a holy closet.

Why is your meditation not set apart from the things that distress and worry you? When you enter the house of prayer, why do you not shut the door upon the tatters and barking dogs of mundane concern? Think you that by carrying them upon your back into holy places, you shall bless and sanctify petty concerns? Petty concerns shall never be sanctified but only transformed by a simpler and stronger understanding of the value and importance of Love.

If you come to listen, to ask, and to be fed with holy things, then come with a light heart, empty arms, and no burden upon your back. For that which is spiritual will not grow in the soil of familiar problems but must have the soil of quiet, darkness and patience.

How patient is the King of Love! Though His heart is full, His empty hands stretch out to the spirit of one who prays in the house of silence.

Let your inner room, then, be such a house and let your opening into the realm of spiritual things be uncluttered by the concern that you are not wise enough to observe as a being under the dominion of a powerful and triumphant Love.

May you triumph by becoming less than your concerns, a humble and silent servant, open to ove. May that love bring you peace, now and always.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling comes from May 17, 1981:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. It is a great privilege to speak with this group once again, and we greet each of you. We feel that it is not only our privilege, but also that which we must do in order to be of most service to you as you seek the truth, to speak to you about some of the aspects of Love which are not recognized by your people and, therefore, which in many people’s minds blur the image of Love past all recognition in the cosmic sense of the word, if you would term it such. We speak to you, my friends, of the freedom of Love. Many, many times it comes to the attention of all of those who seek that there is a concept called right and wrong, virtue or sin. This concept is much like one who willingly builds a jail house and locks himself within it.

My friends, we are not suggesting in any way that lawlessness prevails or that nihilism is an appropriate stance for those who seek the truth. We suggest only that that which is appropriate for each being is known to some portion of that being—is known within, my friends, and the entity which seeks the counsel of society, of accepted modes of conduct and behavior without discrimination, is like unto the willing prisoner. Perfect Love is perfect freedom. Perfect Love is an entrance into a fresh field of flowers from the dark dungeon of fear. Love does not bind or unbind according to one man-made law. We speak to you in this wise, because we understand your desire to go further than the surface of seeking. Therefore, it is time, if you will allow us to use this term, for each to take the responsibility for the use of discrimination in the ascertaining of those actions which are appropriate, not in the eyes of others, or of a society which is faceless, but in the eyes of the self facing itself in meditation.

In this session Hatonn said that they wanted to speak about the freedom of Love. They began by saying we feel that it is not only our privilege, but also that which we must do in order to be of the most service to you as you seek the truth, to speak to you about some of the aspects of Love which are not recognized by your people and, therefore, which in many people’s minds blur the image of Love past all recognition in the cosmic sense of the word, and we speak to you of the freedom of Love, for many times it comes to the attention of all of those who seek that there is a concept called right and wrong, and this concept is much like one who builds a jail house and locks himself within it. Then Hatonn said we are not suggesting that lawlessness is an appropriate stance for those who seek the truth, but we suggest that which is appropriate for each being is known within some portion of that being, and the entity which seeks accepted modes of behavior without discrimination is like unto the willing prisoner, but perfect Love is perfect freedom and an entrance into a field of flowers from the dark dungeon of fear, but Love does not bind or unbind according to one man-made law, for we speak to you in this way because we understand your desire to go further than the surface of seeking, so it is time for each to take the responsibility for the use of discrimination in the ascertaining of those actions which are appropriate, not in the eyes of others, or of a society which is faceless, but in the eyes of the self facing itself in meditation. On January 18, 1976, Hatonn described the nature of perfect Love:

The basic vibration of the Creator, perfect Love, is a vibration which is given not only through us, but through your aides and guides, whom you would call angels, through your own inner self, through teachers upon your own spiritual planes, as you would call them—everywhere, everywhere, my friends, within the creation. This original vibration of Love is reality. In meditation you are seeking not an electromagnetic wave from us; you are seeking perfect Love.

This is the Law of Love that binds and unbinds. This is the Law, which when used correctly causes the entity to take upon itself the raiment of the co-Creator that each of you really is. Only when you choose the responsibility of seeking in Love your own answers, your own formulations of questions, can you become one who acts rather than one who reads. The abilities of one who allows the original Thought to energize their being are many. The ability to serve others is immensely enhanced when the seeker ceases pondering the rightness and wrongness of action, but rather takes it to meditation and releases it, allowing then the original Thought of Love to have a clear channel through which to work. My friends, as the new vibrations mount about you, and you see both the very beautiful new things and those most disturbing of the older things occurring about you, it is very advantageous for you, if you would be of service, to take these thoughts into meditation with you, to seek what virtue there may be in them.

Hatonn went on to say this is the Law of Love that binds and unbinds, and when used correctly causes the entity to take upon itself the clothing of the co-Creator that each of you is, for only when you choose the responsibility of seeking in Love your own answers can you become one who acts rather than one who reads, so the abilities of one who allows the original Thought to energize their being are many, and the ability to serve others is enhanced when the seeker ceases pondering the rightness and wrongness of action, but takes it to meditation and releases it, allowing the original Thought of Love to have a clear channel through which to work, for as the new vibrations mount about you, and you see both the beautiful new things and those disturbing of the older things occurring about you, it is advantageous for you, if you would be of service, to take these thoughts into meditation with you, to seek what virtue there may be in them. On June 2, 1985, Latwii described the original Thought of Love:

Begin first with the foundation of all creation, that is, unity. From this unity the one Creator, the one original Thought of Love, springs all the infinite variety of forms of life and directions for each. Look then to any which seem of a fearful or doubtful nature. See there the Creator that rests as well within your own being. Love that Creator as if It were yourself, for in truth It is. See that which is feared; bathe it in Love, see it as self, bless it, bid it travel its journey, and then bathe your own being in the Love and the Light of the One. In so doing, you have affirmed the unity of all creation, for in truth that is all that there is.

At this time, we would transfer this contact to the one known as L. I am Hatonn.

(L channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you again, my friends, in the Love and Light of our Creator. It is said that we are also very unsure of ourselves at times, yet we continue to speak on various subjects in an attempt to enlighten your selves. This, my friends, is due to the fact that we also are continuing to grow, and although we continue to share what we have learned with you, so as to stimulate through service our own growth, we sometimes find that we have misconstrued or have acquired additional learning upon a particular subject, so we, in your channeling meditations, return to those subjects so as to clarify these new details. This, my friends, is why we often seem to be repetitive, and that as we discover additional nuances pertaining to a particular subject, such as Love, or because we acquire new information concerning your selves, we assimilate the new data and in your channeling meditations return once again to what sometimes must seem a tedious subject.

My friends, it is only that we deeply care for you and are concerned that you be given as much as is allowed to assist your growth prior to the impending events which we have already also discussed at great length and possibly to the point of tedium. We of Hatonn are grateful to you for the opportunity—correction—opportunities that you have presented to us for growth in service, and we are aware that your motivation is very often on a subconscious level, partially the motive of service in return for us. In your world there is a saying, “I’ll scratch your back if you’ll scratch mine.” So, it is with service. Those who serve are served in turn by those who provide the opportunity for service, thus multiplying any goodness many times beyond the actual performance. When one loves another person, one performs a service in consciously defining the polarity of thought images referenced to the subject individual. The individual being loved has the opportunity for service in return, for if one is capable of stepping outside of the traditional love roles of your illusion and simply seeing love for the gift that it is, one realizes that the receiving of love can function in a manner so as to facilitate the growth and health of both entities involved.

For example, the person who consciously loves another without attempting to restrict the other or define areas of performance to assure themselves of a correct behavior pattern, directs his or her conscious mind to emit a force that produces beneficial energy vibrations, both in themself and the object of his or her affection. The one who receives this energy, if he or she receives it in a consciously non-judgmental fashion, is allowed both to benefit from the quality of these vibrations, but also to benefit the original person in not resisting this flow of beneficial energy. My friends, on your planet, in your illusion, love has been construed as a system of barter for the accomplishment of selective reproduction. It is necessary to achieve an understanding that this is only a facet of your illusion, somewhat like a bad dream to one who has awakened. My friends, we ask you to awaken to see that each individual on your planet and each entity throughout all dimensions and all universes is capable and deserving of loving and being loved, for this is the path which must be followed to attain the state of an illumined soul, as you would call it.

At this time we would transfer our contact to the instrument known as Jim. I am Hatonn.

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am with this instrument and greet you once again in Love and Light. We would exercise this instrument at this time in the manner of offering ourselves for any questions which you might have to ask us. Are there any questions that we might attempt to answer?

Carla: Hatonn, in our prayers and meditations, is there any particular part of the planet that we should direct Light to at this time?

I am Hatonn, and am aware of your question. We would suggest for those who wish to be of service in aiding the vibrations of your planet to simply visualize the entire planet in a state, initially, of darkness, seeing the planet as a blackened void. After a few moments in this visualization, then we would suggest that you begin to see points of Light in different locations upon your planet beginning to shine. Continue this process until you see the Light growing in size and in brilliance until finally you see the Light completely encompassing your planet, until it glows as though it were a sun.

We suggest this simple method of meditation and visualization, for it is simple and accessible, and also because it recognizes the unity of all people upon your planet, for those same areas of your planet are in great turmoil and other areas appear to be less tumultuous. Yet, each being upon your planet has those areas of darkness. Each area of your planet has those areas of darkness; each being and each location has those areas of Light. For each particle of your creation is composed of polarities of the Light and the dark; the positive and the negative; that which is called good and that which is called evil, and if all are indeed one, then all must be treated the same. Therefore, we would suggest this simple meditation for those who wish to increase the vibrations and be of service to the planet which you inhabit.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No thank you. That’s fine.

Hatonn: We thank you for this opportunity to serve. May we attempt another answer to another question?

L: I have a question I’d like to ask, Hatonn. I have noticed in channeling that more and more often now I seem to receive pictures or concepts instead of words. I am interested in why I’m experiencing this effect. I’m also concerned as to whether I’m translating correctly what you’re attempting to convey. Could you give me some information on that, please?

I am Hatonn, and am aware of your question. We of Hatonn, in transmitting our thoughts to those of your planet who are able to receive them, use the means by which we might be most effective. There are various means we use to achieve this contact. For some we use a word by word, or perhaps grouping of words, transmitted one or two at a time, which when spoken, create what might be called a vacuum, which draws yet more of our word transmissions into the mind of the instrument.

There is another method of which you speak in which we transmit concepts, images, or pictures into the mind of the instrument. In this way we short circuit, or shall we say to be more precise, we make a shortcut in the transmission of our concept, for we present it in a more holistic fashion and leave to the instrument the task of forming the words which will transmit the concept which we have projected to the instrument’s mind. In any method which we might use of making contact with an instrument, there is a possibility of distortion of concepts. In the method of which you have spoken and shown an interest and an ability, the chances, shall we say, to distort are greater than in the word by word transmission. Yet, we feel that for certain instruments it is more advantageous to use the concept method, for it gives a greater feeling of confidence to the instrument to have within his or her mind the parameters, shall we say, of the concepts that are being transmitted in the message which we intend.

L asked: “I have noticed in channeling that more and more often now I seem to receive pictures or concepts instead of words. I am interested in why I’m experiencing this effect. I’m also concerned as to whether I’m translating correctly what you’re attempting to convey. Could you give me some information on that, please?” Hatonn began by saying in transmitting our thoughts to those of your planet who are able to receive them, we use the means by which we might be most effective, and there are various means we use to achieve this contact, and for some we use a word by word, or a grouping of words transmitted one or two at a time, which when spoken, create a vacuum, which draws yet more of our word transmissions into the mind of the instrument. Then Hatonn said there is another method of which you speak in which we transmit concepts or images into the mind of the instrument, and in this way we make a shortcut in the transmission of our concept, for we present it in a more holistic fashion and leave to the instrument the task of forming the words which will transmit the concept which we have projected to the instrument’s mind, but in any method which we use of making contact with an instrument, there is a possibility of distortion of concepts, so in the method of which you have spoken and shown an ability, the chances to distort are greater than in the word by word transmission, yet we feel that for certain instruments it is more advantageous to use the concept method, for it gives a greater feeling of confidence to the instrument to have within his or her mind the parameters of the concepts that are being transmitted in the message which we intend. On May 25, 1986, Q’uo said that the concept method could be used for transmitting messages when the word-by-word method became too complicated:

We are happy that this instrument has been willing and able to perceive our contact, and we thank it for the opportunity to utilize it in continuing to offer our service which is both humble and, to this instrument, unique. Our contact, as we have stated before, is one which is most fruitfully expressed in the word-by-word mode of transmission. Thus, we shall attempt with this instrument to continue that method of transmitting information, resorting to the concept method only when the word-by-word technique becomes too difficult.

We would assure you that though there is a greater possibility of distortion in this method, the distortion is not so as to detract from the message, for within your own being is the very same message which we seek to transmit, for we are all as one and within your being and the being of each entity upon your planet there is the connection which we of Hatonn have realized on a conscious level, the connection that brings us all together, as do the spokes of a wheel connect the rim to the hub. And this connection is that which might be called a channel which might convey information.

We of Hatonn consider that each who serves as instrument will provide part of the message which we convey. This might be looked upon, and correctly so, as a distortion. But it is a distortion which we consider to be beneficial, for it recognizes the divinity within each being, and each being has something of value to offer each other being, and we of Hatonn, in transmitting these messages wish to recognize that fact. So, we would suggest, my brother, that you not be concerned about distortions, for there will be distortions no matter what method is used.

Then Hatonn said we would assure you that though there is a greater possibility of distortion in this method, the distortion is not so as to detract from the message, for within your own being is the same message which we seek to transmit, for we are all as one, and within your being and the being of each entity upon your planet there is the connection which we have realized on a conscious level, the connection that brings us all together, as do the spokes of a wheel connect the rim to the hub, and this connection is that which might be called a channel which might convey information. Hatonn continued by saying we consider that each who serves as an instrument will provide part of the message which we convey, and this might be looked upon as a distortion, but it is a distortion which we consider to be beneficial, for it recognizes the divinity within each being, and each being has something of value to offer each other being, and we wish to recognize that fact, so we would suggest that you not be concerned about distortions, for there will be distortions no matter what method is used. On March 25, 2001, Q’uo described the basic nature of a channel:

Indeed, we find a great virtue in the words offered through any instrument and, indeed, in the words which any entity may use to form a means of understanding for the self. For it is the effort to understand that is important. The words form what you may see as a channel through which ideas and inspiration may be offered from deeper portions of one’s own mind which connects to the universal mind, the one infinite mind of the one Creator. Thus, such constructs bring from more fundamental levels of the self and the great Self the desire to seek certain information. This information, then, finds its way to you, through you, by becoming a kind of nourishment, a kind of—we give this instrument the picture of rain falling upon the ground causing seeds to sprout, a crop to grow and food to be harvested therefrom. The desire to speak causes a form to be made that itself transmits that answer to the seeking.

May we answer you further?

L: No. You’ve answered my question. Thank you.

Hatonn: And we thank you. May we answer another question?

Carla: I have a question, but I’m not sure if you can answer it. Just say so if you can’t. We’ve been receiving some material from a Confederation member named Ra, and I’ve noticed that the viewpoint of that material, being as they say, from sixth density, is somewhat different than your viewpoint, taking into account your viewpoint and adding to it. I wondered if you have access to the information of the higher densities than yourself or if you yourself are attempting, say as a fourth-density planetary being, to attempt to learn lessons that lie between your state of mind and the state of mind of Ra. Do you have teachers of sixth density, and is this information available to you?

I am Hatonn, and we shall attempt to answer in the best way possible for us to express this concept. We of Hatonn have achieved what you have called a social memory complex. This means that each of the individuals within our complex has at their disposal the complete knowledge of each other entity. But there are, shall we say, limits to what the entities within our complex have learned. We of Hatonn are of the density of Love. This is the density which is directly above, shall we say, your own. We have available to us information from densities yet beyond our own, in manners similar to the method by which you now receive our contact.

We of Hatonn have, as a social memory complex and as individuals, we have teachers in densities advanced to our own, therefore, we have available to us information similar to that which you now receive through the contact known to you as Ra. We of Hatonn do not attempt in our contact with you to pass on the concepts which the entity known as Ra shares in its contact with you, for those concepts are to us lessons yet to be learned. When we make contact with your group, we attempt to share those lessons which we have learned by experience and therefore feel somewhat more able and confident in sharing. Were we to share information which has been transmitted to us by our teachers, we would be, so to speak, only telling tales, for these lessons we have yet to learn, but are being prepared in the learning by our teachers.

Carla asked: “I wondered if you have access to the information of the higher densities than yourself or if you yourself are attempting, say as a fourth-density planetary being, to attempt to learn lessons that lie between your state of mind and the state of mind of Ra. Do you have teachers of sixth density, and is this information available to you? Hatonn replied by saying we have achieved a social memory complex, and this means that each of the individuals within our complex has at their disposal the complete knowledge of each other entity, but there are limits to what the entities within our complex have learned, so we of Hatonn are of the density of Love, and this is the density which is directly above your own, for we have available to us information from densities beyond our own, in manners similar to the method by which you now receive our contact. Then Hatonn said we have, as a social memory complex and as individuals, teachers in densities advanced to our own, and we have available to us information similar to that which you now receive through the contact known to you as Ra, so we do not attempt in our contact with you to pass on the concepts which the entity known as Ra shares in its contact with you, for those concepts are to us lessons yet to be learned, and when we make contact with your group, we attempt to share those lessons which we have learned by experience and feel more confident in sharing, for were we to share information which has been transmitted to us by our teachers, we would be only telling tales, for these lessons we have yet to learn, but we are being prepared in the learning by our teachers. On March 11, 2023, Q’uo described the nature of a social memory complex:

In a social memory complex, all experiences of each entity within the social memory complex is part and parcel of each other experience. There is a great deal of camaraderie, shall we say, the ability to share the kind of experiences that make each who each is. The social memory complex then bears the weight together as a group of entities that are able to utilize all experiences from all incarnations as a means by which to be of service to others. Thus, there cannot be too much, for there is an infinity of being in this great library of knowledge and shared experience. All then are one in that social memory complex and share all that there is to know, to be, to do, and become.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Yes, Hatonn. I understand completely, and I’d like to make a statement, and you tell me if it is true. The lesson that we would then draw from what you say is that we should not tell tales, but only speak of those things which we have experienced as true, not simply thought of as true. Is that correct?

I am Hatonn. In this area, my sister, we would agree with you in general, and to be more specific we would also add that the sharing of any information, whether it be that which has been experienced and seated within your own being, or that which you consider as possibilities, the sharing of any information must be on the level whereby those with whom you share it seek it, for any information shared of spiritual nature which has not been sought is as the pearl cast before the swine. And we do not mean by using this terminology from your holy works to denigrate those who do not seek the information which you share, but mean to create in your minds the image of the situation which you would be placing yourself in if you should share information which has not been sought, for those whom you would share this with would not understand it, would not seek it, and very likely would not appreciate it. And in this situation, there can be the danger of what might be called alienation of affections or the reduction of the polarity of those who would share, whether sharing …

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am once again with this instrument. Is there another question which we might attempt to answer?

L: I have two more questions, Hatonn. There are two entities that I have discussed with you to whom I have been bonded in some manner. I would like to know what density these entities are and what it is that they channel.

I am Hatonn, and am aware of your question, but we must suggest, my brother, that information of this type is not that which we might pass on, but we would suggest instead that if this be of value to you and of interest to you, it might best be sought as you meditate and then when the timing, shall we say, is correct, this information might be known from within and thereby the rights of free will might not be abridged, so to speak.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: Yes. I have begun to believe that there is a timing necessary for the proper perception on my part of this information on this general subject. I have begun to feel that in striving, and possibly striving too early and too hard to learn, that I’m in effect trying to push a river upstream. Would you be willing to comment on this?

I am Hatonn. We would say only that which you have discovered yourself, and that is that you are correct. The timing which you have begun to experience is that which will continue to make itself known to you. And though it might seem that you attempt to, as you put it, push the river upstream, that you will progress as your abilities allow and though you may seem, in your own thinking and feeling, to be somewhat out of kilter in your seeking from time to time, these are but the adjustments which are made from the inside out, shall we say, of your being. And as you continue in your seeking, these adjustments, or ripples upon the pond of your mind, shall smooth and make room for more learning, for more experience, for more what is called catalyst upon your plane, and you shall progress as you are ready to progress.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: No, you’ve answered me fully. I thank you.

Hatonn: Again, we thank you. Is there another question which we might attempt to answer?

[Pause]

I am Hatonn. Before we would leave this group, we would pause for a moment so that Laitos might pass among those gathered here and aid the deepening of the meditative state of any who would request this aid. We would pause at this time. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am Hatonn. We feel a very great privilege to have been able to speak a few simple words to your group this evening. It is always a great honor when we are asked to speak with you. We hope in our simple sharing that we have helped you within your being to uncover yet one more aspect of that message which we so often bring, the message of Love. Though we have spoken upon this message many, many times to this group, we feel it is a message which cannot be overdone, shall we say, for it is a message that upon you planet has seldom been clearly understood, and this we feel we understand, for always do we learn more about this concept and this message of Love. And as we learn more, we feel it is an honor, but also a duty, shall we say, to share what we have learned with those who ask for what we have to share. Therefore, we hope that we will be asked in your future to share yet more of our understanding, for in such sharing all might increase the opportunity for growth.

We thank you many times over for allowing us the opportunity to share those few learnings and teachings which we have gained through our own experience. We are known to you as Hatonn, and we leave you now in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. Adonai.

(Carla channeling)

I am Oxal, and I greet this group also in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. It is a distinct pleasure to speak with you, and we come to exhort you, my brothers and my sisters, to exhort you as a parent a child. We have watched your people living the illusion as if it were reality and ignoring the brevity of this illusion. But you, my friends, do you wish to live like children? We come to ask you to meditate and seek as your higher self surely knows to do. We ask you, my friends, to avoid becoming so involved in this illusion. It is good to be a child. It is well to play, but it is well also, my friends, for beings which are infinite to look to that side of their nature. We cannot be eloquent, for only silence is eloquent. We can only urge you to see yourselves as those who take themselves seriously enough to do the work you came to do. Your illusion is beautiful my friends, and the work you came to do may seem to be a burden, but as the illusion lifts, which it will, my friends, you will discover that your true joy has always lain in the fullest knowledge possible of your infinite self.

It is said in your holy works, “Seek ye first the kingdom of heaven and all else shall be added unto you.” What seek ye, my friends? I am with you at any time, and send you Love and the Light that we channel that is truly that of the Creator and in this Love and this -Light and this infinity, we leave you. I am called Oxal. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning I went on an errand run with my first stop being at Feeder’s Supply where I bought some bird seed. My second stop was a Kroger’s where I bought some food for myself. My third stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some more food for myself. My last stop was at Walgreen’s where I bought some Kleenexes.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

November 9

Love One Another

I am of the principle of the Love of Jesus Christ. I greet you in that full consciousness which is the Logos: Love.

Love one another, my friends. The Comforter may comfort as it can. But it is only a voice which speaks in the darkness of the interior of the mind. It is only heard when faith and hope allow the inner ear to hear.

Be of good cheer, therefore, and be comforted in the knowledge that it is completely up to you to ask for comfort, wisdom or succor, or to refrain and attempt living upon the energy of humankind, which is finite.

You will find that as you open yourself to the comfort that is behind the shut door of your meditative heart, you will more and more desire to be in that state of consciousness which is aware of unconditional and infinite Love. All the turmoils of humankind are born and pass away, but your spirits shall be comforted in joy, in hope, in faith, and in peace, as you request it, as you desire it, and as you have the grace to accept it.

We wish you infinite Love and peace, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling comes from May 10, 1981:

(L channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you again, my friends, in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. It is with great pleasure, my friends, that we greet again the one known as M, for it has been a great time, in your conception of time passage, since we have been able to welcome her presence in this group. It is also a great honor that we feel in speaking to this group, for you honor us by consistently and faithfully tuning yourselves to the meager advice we are capable of offering. It is the Love of the Creator that motivates both yourselves and ourselves, therefore, my friends, let us rejoice in the Love and Light that the Creator has blessed us with.

My friends, this night is one of calm, for although there is much strife in your world, there is also a peace in the hearts of many who have been blessed this day. It is a custom on your planet and your world as you know it, to honor those receptive entities that you term mothers, on this day and the effect—correction—the cumulative effect of this vibration is one of the creation of a state of receptivity upon an area of your planet that is often responsible for much of the strife that exists on the surface of your world. Therefore, the result has been an increase in the receptivity and in the quantity of peace, if you will, within the hearts of many of the entities of your planet, not only in the geographic area in which you reside, but across the surface, for peace has a cumulative effect that increases beyond its original numbers.

Therefore, my friends we greet you once again in the Love and the Light and in the peace of your infinite Creator. At this time we would transfer our contact to another instrument that we may give further experience to those present who desire to channel our voice. I am Hatonn.

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you once again in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. It is our special privilege to be speaking to you this evening. It is always a privilege to be able to address groups such as yourselves who have gathered with a common quest: the seeking of truth, the seeking of Love. We of Hatonn have attempted to aid such seekers for many of your years. We attempt this aid because it is our understanding of the plan of the Creator that all of the creation is one Thought; that all of the creation, whether it is conscious of its oneness with the Creator or not, all of the creation is part of the Creator, and those entities who have been privileged to travel the trail of conscious evolution, such as we of Hatonn have been so privileged, such entities as ourselves by the traveling of that trail do incur a certain responsibility that is a privilege as well. And that privilege and that responsibility is to serve those who have not traveled quite so far, but who seek to travel the trail of awareness and who choose to seek, each in their own way, the truth and the Love of the Creator. By such service we not only aid those who seek our service, but we aid ourselves, for are we not all one? And in this service, is not all of the Creation advanced yet one tiny step further? For as one becomes illumined, the All shines just a bit brighter, and every particle and being of the creation of the Creator has a full understanding of its unity with the Creator.

Not until this time, my friends, may any rest in their service to others, for if one remains in the darkness, does not the darkness fall upon all? Therefore, we of Hatonn deem it a great privilege to be able to share our meager understandings with all who ask for our assistance and we wish at this time to assure each entity within this gathering that we are always with you; that should you ever request our assistance in any of your ponderings, of your meditations, of your spiritual endeavors, we shall be most honored to respond and, indeed, many times have we responded, even though you may not have known it was those of Hatonn who went to their aid. We do not seek recognition for this service, for the service is its own reward. For as we have said many times in our messages, we are all one and as any gains in understanding, all gain thereby.

In this session Hatonn wanted to share information about traveling the trail of spiritual evolution. They began by saying we have attempted to aid seekers for many years, and we attempt this aid because it is our understanding of the plan of the Creator that all of the creation is one Thought whether it is conscious of its oneness with the Creator or not, and those entities who have been privileged to travel the trail of conscious evolution incur a certain responsibility that is a privilege as well, for that responsibility is to serve those who have not traveled quite so far, but who seek to travel the trail of awareness each in their own way, the truth and the Love of the Creator, so by such service we not only aid those who seek our service, but we aid ourselves, for we are all one, and as one becomes illumined, the All shines a bit brighter, and every particle and being of the creation of the Creator has a full understanding of its unity with the Creator. Hatonn went on to say not until this time may any rest in their service to others, for if one remains in the darkness, the darkness falls upon all, so we deem it a privilege to be able to share our understandings with all who ask for our assistance, and we wish at this time to assure each entity within this gathering that we are always with you, so if you should request our assistance in any of your meditations or your spiritual endeavors, we shall be honored to respond, for many times have we responded, even though you may not have known it was those of Hatonn who came to your aid, and we do not seek recognition for this service, for the service is its own reward, so as we have said many times in our messages, we are all one, and as any gains in understanding, all gain thereby.  In 52.11, Ra said that we are all one:

Let us remember that we are all one. This is the great learning/teaching. In this unity lies Love. This is a great learn/teaching. In this unity lies Light. This is the fundamental teaching of all planes of existence in materialization. Unity, Love, Light, and joy: this is the heart of evolution of the spirit.

We would at this time pause for a moment so that Laitos might pass among those in this group and might aid each in their meditation as the request is made. We will pause for a moment and then resume. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am with this instrument once again. We have been speaking thus far this evening about the honor of service. We would ask that each entity within this group consider carefully the concept of service. Consider the unity that binds each of you with each person that you meet, with each activity which you undertake, with each thought that you think. We would ask that as you go your way over the days and the months ahead, that as you face the various difficulties, the various joys, the various experiences, we ask that you consider your response to each as an act of service. We will not explain completely what we wish for you to consider by seeing each action as a service, but will leave a majority of that understanding to come as a result of your ponderings, for we of Hatonn are not able to give full understanding, for we do not have full understanding. And even if that full understanding was within our possession, still we would not give it, for it cannot be given but may only be received by each entity’s own effort. Therefore, we would once again ask that you look through the lens of service as you travel your ways and encounter the experiences which await you.

Now Hatonn wanted to speak to the group about the honor of service. They began by saying we would ask that each entity within this group consider the concept of service, and consider the unity that binds each of you with each person that you meet, with each activity which you undertake, with each thought that you think, and we would ask that as you go your way over the days ahead, that as you face difficulties, joys, and various experiences, we ask that you consider your response to each as an act of service, but we will not explain what we wish for you to consider by seeing each action as a service, but we will leave a majority of that understanding to come as a result of your ponderings, for we are not able to give full understanding, for we do not have full understanding, and even if that full understanding was within our possession, still we would not give it, for it cannot be given but may only be received by each entity’s own effort, so we would again ask that you look through the lens of service as you travel your ways and encounter the experiences which await you. On January 16, 2000, Q’uo described the way we can achieve full understanding:

To give a full explanation of this Mandelbrot Set would not be possible within this illusion, for there is much that is beyond understanding, shall we say. But in the general gist of your understanding of this phenomenon we would agree that this is but another example of the perfection of the one Creation becoming apparent to those who peer for the first time beyond the boundaries of the illusion. The ability of the one Creator to reproduce Itself in an infinite action is that which is barely begun in this type of mathematical expression. Far more wonders exist, not only for the mind that can comprehend, but also for the heart that can open in full understanding and acceptance of the One in all.

We would, at this time, transfer our contact to another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you once again in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. At this time, my friends, we would like to open the meeting to questions.

L: Hatonn, I have in my hand several pieces of paper on which are written a series of questions—correction—series of statements that I directed to your attention earlier this evening. Without violating the Law of Confusion, can you tell me if these statements are correct or false?

I am Hatonn. I accept your questions, my friend, but find that I cannot answer you with such a simple reply. I shall spend some time with the questions and at that time will allow you as much time, as you call it, as you need to decide what more you would wish to know upon this particular subject. The knowledge which has been offered you is the knowledge of an adept. This has been offered you because of past experiences which enable you in this particular experience to avail yourself of a state of consciousness in which this level of information is appropriate. It is correct and to be understood fully that such an ability is companioned by an explicit and fastidious responsibility. Any power has the tendency, as you say among your peoples, to corrupt, and it is the work of an adept to be radiant, to shine, and to aid with the power. The power which you ask was inadvertently asked in such a way that you received an understanding of what you may call names of power, having to do with certain elements of your natural creation. As you know, all things live and may be commanded.

We ask that you guard yourself against any lightly held commands and that you preface any use of the abilities instinctive to your nature with careful and conscientious preparation in this life experience in the area of compassion and acceptance, for the creation of the Creator is interrelated by webs of Love and service. The power to disrupt this web is within your being. You would not inadvertently wish to do this. Ponder this and seek harmony in all that you attempt in your service to the creation.

L asked: “Hatonn, I have in my hand several pieces of paper on which are written a series of questions—correction—series of statements that I directed to your attention earlier this evening. Without violating the Law of Confusion, can you tell me if these statements are correct or false?” Hatonn replied by saying the knowledge which has been offered to you is the knowledge of an adept, and this has been offered to you because of past experiences which enable you to give yourself a state of consciousness in which this level of information is appropriate, so it is correct that such an ability is accompanied by a clear and careful responsibility, for any power has the tendency to corrupt, and it is the work of an adept to be radiant and to aid with power, for the power which you ask about was accidentally asked in such a way that you received an understanding of names of power having to do with elements of your natural creation, and all things live and may be commanded. In 57. 24, Ra described the work of the adept:

However, you are aware of the concept of initiation and realize that it demands the centering of the being upon the seeking of the Creator. We have hoped to balance this understanding by enunciating the Law of One; that is, that all things are One Creator. Thus, seeking the Creator is done not just in meditation and the work of an adept but in the experiential nexus of each moment.

The initiation of the Queen’s Chamber has to do with the abandoning of self to such desire to know the Creator in full that the purified instreaming Light is drawn, in balanced fashion, through all energy centers, meeting in indigo and opening the gate to intelligent infinity. Thus, the entity experiences true life or, as your people call it, resurrection.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: Yes. There was one statement in my series of statements on my list that would be particularly significant in my further seeking of advice from you in this area. For that reason, I would like to reiterate those statements to assure myself of their accuracy. Those statements are as follows. First, I may assign names to these entities that will enable me to discuss them with you or another such as yourself without summoning them; second, the entities have the potential to assume characteristics associated with those assigned names unless this is specifically forbidden at the time the names are assigned; third, I may at this time assign those names and forbid the entities from assuming any characteristics associated with those names; and fourth, knowledge of those names that I have assigned the entities will not enable another person to summon those entities. Are these statements correct?

I am Hatonn. My brother, we have attempted in general terms to answer these questions for you by warning you against the hasty use of that which is not developed in this incarnation, but which has been developed previously. Your assumptions, although not totally incorrect, are basically misapprehensions due to the fact that behind the name is the thought and in the area in which you are working, the thought is that which has power. The name is the symbol of that power. New names are simply new symbols for the same power and in the perception of another not so positively oriented, the name to which you have given authority, bound or unbound, may then be used if the second entity has power to bind or unbind that entity by whatever name you have assigned.

Let us give an example. Your own vibration contains several names to which you answer. Some of these have great power over you. For instance, the name, “Daddy,” has great power over you. Yet, you are not called by that name. You are in a position where an entity, given the right to use this name, will then command your complete attention. So, it is with the entities of which you speak. These entities are your brethren, and are to be valued. However, like yourself, they may be commanded. It is well to know how and what to ask and to have the full understanding of the essence of their nature. Before work is begun, we suggest that no names be used. You, of course, may do as you wish.

L asked: “First, I may assign names to these entities that will enable me to discuss them with you or another such as yourself without summoning them; second, the entities have the potential to assume characteristics associated with those assigned names unless this is specifically forbidden at the time the names are assigned; third, I may at this time assign those names and forbid the entities from assuming any characteristics associated with those names; and fourth, knowledge of those names that I have assigned the entities will not enable another person to summon those entities. Are these statements correct? Hatonn began by saying we have attempted to answer these questions for you by warning you against the hasty use of that which is not developed in this incarnation, but which has been developed previously, and your assumptions, although not totally incorrect, are basically misapprehensions due to the fact that behind the name is the thought, and in the area in which you are working, the thought is that which has power, so the name is the symbol of that power, and new names are new symbols for the same power, and in the perception of another not so positively oriented, the name to which you have given authority, bound or unbound, may then be used if the second entity has power to bind or unbind that entity by whatever name you have assigned. Then Hatonn said let us give an example: your vibration contains several names to which you answer, and some of these have power over you, for instance the name, “Daddy,” has great power over you, but you are not called by that name because you are in a position where an entity, given the right to use this name, will then command your complete attention, so it is with the entities of which you speak, for these entities are your brothers and are to be valued, but like yourself, they may be commanded, so it is well to know how and what to ask and to have the full understanding of the essence of their nature, but before work is begun, we suggest that no names be used, and you may do as you wish. On May 28, 2006, Q’uo said that our vibration was much like our name:

Your vibration is a much more eloquent signature of your character than a name that has been given to you by someone who is not aware of the sacred nuances of your character.

The attempt to name essences and energies is generally done because there is a third-density being involved who feels more comfortable and more in control knowing the name of an entity, and not just how that entity feels.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: Yes. I am reluctant to command, having no command that I desire to make or request beyond the simple ones I have already made to my brethren. However, it has been my experience on this plane that one gains ability through practice and dealing with the magnitude that you describe I am extremely hesitant to practice, and I would seek further learning that I feel will accompany the ability. Is there any advice you could offer to assist me in achieving that end?

I am Hatonn. My brother, this answer may have grown rusty and creaky with overuse, yet, it is our answer. Meditate, and in that state allow those questions which you may have to be sent out into the inner planes of your great being. There are resources available to you which will have their fruits, first upon planes of thought which may not offer you words, but which will bring understanding, and then the plane of the physical illusion will aid you as it reflects to you that which you have attracted by your seeking.

Is there another question at this time?

L: No. I think any further questions on this subject need to be directed inward. I thank you for your assistance.

Hatonn: We are humbly grateful for the opportunity to serve. Is there another question at this time?

L: I have one more question, if I may interrupt. Do these entities desire to be channeled at any time?

I am Hatonn. These entities are channels, my brother. You will understand this after some meditation.

L: Thank you.

Hatonn: Is there another question at this time?

M: Yes, I have a question. In our new area we have been undecided as to whether to seek out a new group or to try to just wait for the right time. We go back and forth on what to do. Are you aware of another group that … are you in contact with, in that area in Colorado?

I am Hatonn. Yes, my sister, we are aware of a group that has had some communication with us. However, it is our feeling that your understanding is enough advanced, if we may use this term, that the experience of working with your own group would be of more aid than the contact with a group which is somewhat interested in specific information almost to the exclusion of philosophy, as you may call it. This is not as helpful for your seeking as that which you may, through your own channels, receive, whether in silent meditation or through a channel such as this one.

Be aware, as we have said, that our Love is with you, and we of the Confederation are never apart from any member of this group, no matter what the so-called geographical distance between this meeting place and your domicile, for all is one place, for all is the creation. Thus, if we may be so bold, we would gladly accept your seeking in any way you may wish, but would not speak through this instrument of any other groups, for the vibrations within your own small group are somewhat, as we have said, more advanced.

Does this answer your question, my sister?

M: Yes, thank you.

Hatonn: Is there another question at this time?

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Carla channeling)

…simple thoughts. We have spoken with peace and yet, surely you know by now that the peace of which we speak is not the peace of your people, for your people have no true peace, but only destruction and the numbing of the senses. It is written in one of your holy works that the one known as Jesus said, “I come to bring not peace, but a sword.” And so will this peace seem in your life. As you become able to view your experiences in a conscious and loving manner, multiplying the true peace of your existence, that vision will cut through the feelings and the preferences of those about you who do not prefer true peace, but rather the illusion. If you seek peace, know this: it is truly worth that which is paid for, and yet it may sometime seem like loss. Rest, then in your meditation, in the true peace of Love, and as you find your understanding causing you to act in such a way as to cause those about you to observe a difference in your actions, understand that those who radiate Love may also be counted as fools.

We have spoken also this evening of service. A great part of the peace that is true peace is service to others. Moment by moment you have unending opportunities to view your situations as opportunities to be of service, to sow a seed of calm, of Love, of kindness. Again, many times you may be countered as a fool, but my friends, it is the fools of this world who shall be in salvation. Only a fool can Love without judging. Only a foolish person can desire to serve those who are unlovable can pray for those who are unattractive and cold in their misery. Be fools, then. And join a joyful host of such fools, for those who Love will always be such. It is to be remembered that those ways of judging among your people are greatly various. It is to be remembered that it is impossible to judge, but through the grace of the inner Light and Love available to you, it is possible, indeed, to Love.

Now Hatonn wanted to speak of peace and service. They began by saying we have spoken of peace, and you know that the peace of which we speak is not the peace of your people, for your people have no true peace, but only destruction and the numbing of the senses, for it is written in your Bible that Jesus said, “I come to bring not peace, but a sword,” and so will this peace seem in your life, so as you become able to view your experiences in a conscious and loving manner, multiplying the true peace of your existence, that vision will cut through the feelings and the preferences of those about you who do not prefer true peace, but rather the illusion, for if you seek peace, it is worth that which is paid for it, yet it may seem like loss, so rest in your meditation in the true peace of Love, and as you find your understanding causing you to act in such a way as to cause those about you to observe a difference in your actions, understand that those who radiate Love may also be counted as fools. Hatonn went on to say we have spoken this evening of service, and a part of the peace that is true peace is service to others, so moment by moment you have unending opportunities to view your situations as opportunities to be of service, to sow a seed of Love, and many times you may be seen as a fool, but it is the fools of this world who shall be in salvation, for only a fool can Love without judging, and desire to serve those who are unlovable, and can pray for those who are cold in their misery, so be fools and join a joyful host of such fools, for those who Love will always be such, so it is to be remembered that those ways of judging among your people are various, and it is to be remembered that it is impossible to judge, but through the grace of the inner Light and Love available to you, it is possible to Love. On October 14, 1992, Q’uo spoke of the nature of true peace:

Now that each is committed to Love the Source of all and to Love the self and all other selves there now remains only acknowledgement of any emotional feelings, recognition, and respect for the unique suffering of your own lives and the true peace which is not a comfortable peace, that peace which is the knowledge that the path of your destiny is true and its aim is straight towards infinity.

When this path is through desert wastes and bleak wilderness there seems no hope. We urge each to encourage each other in the faith that this seemingly disharmonious and painful situation is the correct and worthwhile path. The grass, shall we say, is in truth not greener elsewhere.

We hold out our hands to you in great joy and leave you in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. I am known to you as Hatonn. Adonai, my friends. Adonai, vasu.

I am Nona, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. We are called to this meeting to aid in the healing vibrations for the one known as P. We would attempt to channel this healing through the one known as C. I am Nona.

(C channeling)

Aahhhhhhhh …

(Carla channeling)

I am Oxal, and I greet this group in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. It is a great privilege to be able to address you briefly. We wish to be with you to greet the one known as M, for we have been with this entity and wish to assure this entity of our continued Love and Light. We ask you, my friends, to remember the great cross and circle of being: the mouth, the heart, and the hands—the great cross of being. If these four points of your physical illusion may be coordinated, you may begin to flow in the great circle of the ever-present moment. You may strive and strive and never find that great circle of being, and so we say to you, my friends, strive with your heart and release with great freedom the lock upon your heart so that your hands and your lips may show forth the Love and the Light that your heart so strives to encompass. I leave you, my friends, through this instrument, but am always with you. I am Oxal. Adonai, my friends.

This morning I arranged the chairs in my living room for the public channeling session that will be held there this afternoon.

This afternoon we had twelve attendees and four instruments at our public channeling session. The round robin was full of open-hearted sharing of experiences which were the most important in each seeker’s spiritual path within the last couple of weeks. A couple examples of the questions asked during the channeling of Q’uo were 1. “If a wanderer has done deep inner healing—finding genuine harmony while continuing to face abuse—could the soul design such a life where outer conditions never change, even after immense growth has occurred?. If so, what is the mechanism or purpose behind that choice? Or, does healing the self eventually draw in higher vibrations and more loving circumstances?

2. For one who has done a lot of work to refine and align the energy centers, is it possible for the body and field to become so sensitive to lower vibrations that ordinary interaction becomes physically painful? How do others’ energies affect one’s field, and how might a sensitive soul remain of service when such pain isn’t rooted in emotional imbalance?

After the session there were many conversations about the answers that Q’uo channeled and different aspects of each attendee’s life path that have brought them to this session, and what the future may hold for them.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

November 8

Come, Holy Spirit

I am the Spirit of the Son of Man. I am the consciousness of divine Love. I come to you and I come to all in every moment, saying, “Comfort! Comfort be with each.”

The principle of Love is that which touches and comforts, nurtures and nourishes. Yet comfort and Love are meek and will humbly wait to be asked to enter the heart, to heal the soul, and to bind up the wounds of sorrow and time.

We ask that you say to the Spirit of Love, “Come, Holy Spirit, enter the hearts of your faithful.” This invitation is your comfort to Love itself, for when Love asks for Love, the whole creation sings with joy.

May peace and comfort be yours, for they are yours for the asking, whoever you are, whatever you believe. It matters naught but only that you have faith in Love.

In that Love and in that peace we bless you, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Hatonn channeling is from May 3, 1981:

(Don channeling)

I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. It’s a very great privilege to be with you this evening. We are always privileged to speak with this group and any new members that join this group. I am Hatonn. I am, as you now know, what you call a social memory complex. This information has recently been given to you. I am of the planet, Hatonn. This instrument has spoken to the planet itself and received its thoughts. When you speak to us of Hatonn, you may speak to an individualized portion or, in some instances, the entire memory complex, depending on the particular tuning, shall we say, the particular purpose for the communication.

At this time, I, an individualized portion of that social memory complex, impress my thoughts upon this instrument, who then repeats them as he receives them. It is possible for any of you here tonight to receive my thoughts in the same manner that this instrument receives them. It is not necessary that you verbalize them as he does at this time. All that is necessary for you to receive our thoughts is for you first to desire that reception, and then, second, to make yourself available to that reception. Availability is accomplished simply by removing from the conscious mind the clutter of thinking that normally involves the mind in mundane daily activities. The removal of this clutter can be done by the simple process of meditation. For this reason, and for other reasons, we suggest that daily meditation be accomplished if our contact is desired.

In this session Hatonn wanted to share more information about themselves and how to receive their contact in meditation. They began by saying I am what you call a social memory complex, and this information has been given to you, and I am of the planet, Hatonn, and Don has spoken to the planet itself and received its thoughts, so when you speak to us you may speak to an individualized portion or the entire memory complex, depending on the particular tuning and purpose for the communication. Then Hatonn said I, a portion of that social memory complex, impress my thoughts upon Don who repeats them as he receives them, and it is possible for any of you to receive my thoughts in the same manner that Don receives them, but is not necessary that you verbalize them as he does, for all that is necessary for you to receive our thoughts is for you to desire that reception, and then to make yourself available to that reception by removing from the conscious mind the clutter of thinking that normally involves the mind in daily activities, so the removal of this clutter can be done by the process of meditation, for this reason, and for other reasons, we suggest that daily meditation be accomplished if our contact is desired. On May 19, 1995, L/Leema described the process of meditation’s value to us:

We are most grateful to you for reminding not only this group but our own humble selves of the great necessity and benefit of meditation, for as you move within your illusion, and as we move within ours, and as any entity would move within any illusion, the fruit of such movement can only nourish the heart of one’s being when one has drunk of it deeply to the core of one’s being through the process of meditation. That which the conscious mind has placed within its own boundaries of understanding has value to an entity in the metaphysical or spiritual sense only insofar as the meditative state has incorporated this small understanding into the heart of one’s being. Otherwise, one is as the—we find you call it—duck that sheds the water from its back.

We of the planet Hatonn are here and have been here for many of your years. The purpose: bringing to those who desire our contact a very simple message. That message is of what you would call universal love, for this, my friends, is what the people of your planet need at this time. If they were able to realize truth contained within this very simple message, all of the problems that they now are faced with would very rapidly dissolve to nothingness. We, and many other members of the Confederation, have been actively beaming to the population of planet Earth for many of your years that simple message of universal Love; not so much in an intellectual sense, but in, what you might call, a subliminal way, a way that has brought about an increase in awareness of universal Love with a portion of your population.

Unfortunately, the vast majority of the population of your planet at this time is unaware of the truth of concept of universal Love. For this reason, you find yourselves immersed, shall I say, in the sea of troubles. These troubles are the creation of the individual members of your planet. They are manufactured by the thinking that is engaged in by those who dwell upon your surface. This has created some difficulty for those who seek awareness of Love and then attempt to put that awareness into practice, for all about them they find the continuing problems created by those who have blocked, shall I say, the truth of universal Love which is every being, every thing, every experience in the entire creation. For this reason, you will find it sometimes very difficult to look about you and see the re-expression of the planetary population, an expression of the Love generated through manifestations of our infinite Creator. However, if you are able to accomplish this under the conditions which you now experience, you will have passed, shall I say, a rather stern test. My friends, you look upon each of the problems generated by those who do not seem to be aware of the universality of the Creator’s Love as simply a small test of your awareness and if you successfully pass that small test in each and every day, in each and every way, you will have then learned the very simple lesson, a very simple lesson that will open to you that gateway to your Creator.

Then Hatonn said we of the planet Hatonn have been here for many years, and the purpose was to bring to those who desire our contact a simple message, and that message is of universal Love, for this is what the people of your planet need at this time, so if they were able to realize truth contained within this simple message, all of the problems that they are faced with would dissolve to nothingness, for we, and other members of the Confederation, have been beaming to the population of Earth that message of universal Love, not in an intellectual sense, but in a subliminal way that has brought about an increase in awareness of universal Love with a portion of your population. Then Hatonn said the majority of the population of your planet is unaware of the concept of universal Love, for this reason, you find yourselves immersed in the sea of troubles which are the creation of the individual members of your planet, for they are manufactured by the thinking that is engaged in by those who dwell upon your surface, so this has created difficulty for those who seek awareness of Love and then attempt to put that awareness into practice, for all about them they find the problems created by those who have blocked the truth of universal Love which is every being and every experience in the entire creation, for this reason, you will find it difficult to look about you and see the re-expression of the planetary population, an expression of the Love generated through manifestations of our infinite Creator, but if you are able to accomplish this under the conditions which you now experience, you will have passed a stern test, so you look upon each of the problems generated by those who do not seem to be aware of the universality of the Creator’s Love as a small test of your awareness, and if you pass that test every day, in every way, you will have learned the simple lesson that will open to you that gateway to your Creator. On July 18, 1982, Latwii spoke of the nature of universal Love:

The lessons of your illusion deal primarily with the center of the heart and the green-ray vibrations of universal Love, compassion, forgiveness, and understanding. These lessons of the heart, when mastered to a sufficient degree, may then be communicated as a form of inspiration to others by an entity’s very being as well as the more obvious words and deeds of that entity.

It has been a privilege speaking through this instrument. I am Hatonn. I shall now transfer this contact to another instrument.

(L channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you again, my friends, in the Love and the Light of our Creator. It is difficult to select a channel when offered a group of such willing candidates. However, as so many are both available and willing, we will attempt to speak through each if possible. We of Hatonn are engaged at this time in a study of your manifestations, for we find them to be often confusing. It is not that they are confusing in their substance, but rather in their contradiction, for we do not understand sometimes how you are able, as a people, to pursue that which you simultaneously deplore. My friends, the lessons of your dimension are many and can be difficult. Therefore, we urge you to maintain an awareness whenever possible of the fact that you exist within an illusion of your own creation. If your creation, your illusion, is contradictory, then you will find that your growth is impeded in that you expend your energy praying for and rejecting at the same time.

For example, if you choose to desire a car of a specific type and year, you have only to voice your prayer, or creative form, and follow it with a conscious creative effort. If you then follow this prayer, this creative effort, with an evaluation of people who seek new cars instead of growth, your energy—your creative ability—has been superseded by itself. You are living, my friends, in a world of illusions, yet you must remember that it is the individual who creates the illusion within which he lives, not the illusion forming the individual. It is therefore wise, my friends, to examine your world constantly as if through the eyeglasses of another whose visual acuity is dissimilar from your own, for just as your physical reality would be grossly distorted by such an act, it would simultaneously be made more real to you as its actual existence is displayed in wavy lines and hazy forms. The image is but an image, and the form is simply a bottle which you fill or empty at will.

At this time, we would transfer our contact to another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and greet you once again in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. It is a pleasure, as we have said before, to have so many instruments from which to choose. Our only sorrow, if it could be called that, is that all are in the same room this evening. It is our wish, as you know, to develop as many instruments as possible upon the surface of your planet. And it is not surprising to see that many have grown from the same seed pit. We would hope that it would not appear too greedy on our part to have more instruments to spread about the surface of your planet, but certainly we rejoice in the abundance of instruments that has appeared within the grouping that has gathered this evening.

We of Hatonn have spoken for many years to those of your people who have sought our messages and that is the important factor in the delivering of the simple message which we have to offer. We are unable to present any kind of communication other than the simple sending of Love and Light to your people unless there is a calling, a calling for that service which we have to offer. And we are overjoyed to report that the calling upon your planet, though still of a relatively small degree, is yet increasing and as that illusion which is called time goes on, the calling appears to be increasing.

Haton continued by saying it is a pleasure to have so many instruments from which to choose, but our only sorrow is that all are in the same room this evening, and it is our wish to develop as many instruments as possible upon the surface of your planet, so it is not surprising to see that many have grown from the same seed, for we hope that it would not appear too greedy on our part to have more instruments to spread about the surface of your planet, but we rejoice in the abundance of instruments that has appeared within the grouping that has gathered this evening. Hatonn continued by saying we have spoken for many years to those of your people who have sought our messages, and that is the important factor in delivering the message which we have to offer, but we are unable to present any kind of communication other than the sending of Love and Light to your people unless there is a calling for that service which we have to offer, so we are overjoyed to report that the calling upon your planet is increasing, and as that illusion of time goes on, the calling appears to be increasing. On November 21, 1982, Latwii said that:

For those with the desire to be of service in this manner, the sending of Love and Light, whether by prayer, or imagery, or ritual is most effective, for as you are in truth one being, as any portion of that being bids Love and Light to another portion, it bids it to itself, and as it is bid so it is felt, and so its work is done.

This, my friends, is, as most of you know, a result of the illusion and its course which it has been taking for many, many of your years. Those of you who have taken time to observe the events upon the planet of your Earth, in the realms called political and the realms called military, in the realms of geophysical events, in those interpersonal relationships between the entities upon your plane, in each segment of the illusion in which you partake, those of you who have looked, have seen that much of what may be called catalyst of experience is intensifying, that each energy which is inverted in any area is magnified and the results of actions seem now to be increasing in their intensity and their numbers and in the learning that is available. This is a natural progression of events upon your planet.

For many of your years the people of your planet have sought valiantly to make sense of the illusion. Many of their efforts to make sense of this illusion have only caused greater confusion, greater confusion it would seem, but to those who look from the heart of Love, of universal Love, it may be seen that there is more than meets the eye. For the confusion which seems so rampant upon your planet today is the logical outgrowth of an illusion pursued to its ultimate completion, for my friends, as you know, this illusion in which you live is just that: it is an illusion. It is not that which sustains, it is not that which is the goal of evolution, the goal of the Creator, or the goal of any of the entities which partake in it. It is simply the means; it is simply the catalyst. It is simply the opportunities presented time and again for each of the entities partaking in it to learn, to seek in another direction, to learn to seek within, to seek from within the center of their own being the Love of the Creator, to seek to know the unity that binds all things, all beings, all life.

Hatonn went on to say this is a result of the illusion, and the course which it has been taking for many years, and those of you who have observed the events upon your Earth in the political and military realms of geophysical events, and in those interpersonal relationships between the entities upon your plane in each segment of the illusion in which you partake, have seen that much catalyst of experience is intensifying, that each energy which is inverted in any area is magnified, and the results of actions seem now to be increasing in their intensity and numbers, and in the learning that is available, so this is a natural progression of events upon your planet. Now Hatonn said for many years the people of your planet have sought to make sense of the illusion, but many of their efforts to make sense of this illusion have caused greater confusion, but to those who look from the heart universal Love, it may be seen that there is more than meets the eye, for the confusion which seems so rampant upon your planet today is the logical outgrowth of an illusion pursued to its completion, for this illusion in which you live is an illusion, but it is not that which is the goal of evolution, the goal of the Creator, or the goal of any entities which partake in it, but it is the catalyst and the opportunities presented time and again for each of the entities partaking in it to learn to seek from within the center of their own being the Love of the Creator, to seek to know the unity that binds all things, all beings, all life. On August 12, 1982, Hatonn spoke of the value of learning to seek from within:

The array of services in your illusion, my friends, is staggering. The emotion with which one faces any service is a constant. In the vicissitudes of your daily round, look then to that which lies below the surface of your reactions. Analyze carefully the depth of your dedication to service. And, my friends, if you are not satisfied, continue to seek from within that great sun service of Love, and hope, and strength which will give you the energy of vital and careful dedication.

In being so serious, my friends, we do not wish to unbalance your lives as you ponder the mysteries of service, for indeed very often the greatest service you can offer another is your own smile, your own light word, your own cheerful touch. Therefore, let your dedication be careful and deep. But do not forget to let the sunshine flow through all your thinking, and lighten it that your service may be pleasant and of good cheer. For it is with those about you that you shall wend your way as pilgrims. It is with those about you that the ever-changing present will come. Therefore, my friends, let your souls be merry and glad together, that in loving the one infinite Creator you may love each other with the gentleness and forbearance requisite for each unique being in your life.

The illusion in which you live has this simple purpose: to teach you that it is not real, that the reality which is the center of your being, the source of your life and the goal of your learning is found within your own being, is found in what might be called the form of Love. We of Hatonn have through these many years attempted to bring this simple message to your people. We have advised that each entity partake in meditation on a daily basis, for we have found in our own seeking that meditation is the surest way to discover the Love of the Creator within all that exists.

Now Hatonn said the illusion in which you live has this purpose: to teach you that it is not real, that the reality which is the source of your life and the goal of your learning is found within the form of Love, and we of Hatonn have attempted to bring this message to your people, so we have advised that each entity partake in meditation on a daily basis, for we have found in our own seeking that meditation is the way to discover the Love of the Creator within all that exists. On September 21, 1986, Hatonn described the value of our seeking within to find the Love of the Creator:

It is easy for us in hindsight to tell you that the original Thought from which has sprung all consciousness and which is the nature of consciousness in whatever distortion you may find it, is Love. All that you see about you manifested in whatever form, is made of a direct emanation of Love which is called by your people the photon or Light. Light in various rotations forms itself into all that you see, feel, use and call by name, all elements and combinations of elements.

And yet, my friends, your lessons involve something beyond this simplicity, for you are not simple, but complex, and you have made for yourself an illusion that is not simple, but complex. You have made this for yourself because you have found it helpful in learning the lessons of awareness and consciousness, to pose for yourself the seemingly impossible and insoluble problems in order that you may through meditation, and contemplation, and analysis discover the Love that lies in all its simplicity at the heart of every tangle of illusion.

We would now transfer this contact to another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn. We would like to take this opportunity to once again invoke the Light and the Love of the Creator as we work with a new channel, the one known as C. Our brothers and sisters of Laitos are with us at this time, and we of Hatonn would like to speak a few words through this channel at this time, if he would relax and speak without hesitation as thoughts come into his mind. We now transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am with this instrument. It is a pleasure to speak …

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am again with this instrument. It is indeed a great pleasure to work with new channels. We have made great progress with the one known as C, and it will continue as such, for this instrument is desirous of learning this particular service. We always stress that this is but one kind of service, and that each of you may be of service one way or the other channeling the Love and the peace of the infinite Creator. However, as these times proceed that have already begun, as confusion springs within the hearts, in the minds, of those peoples whom you personally know, there will come times when perhaps you may wish to be able to channel the philosophy of Love in such a way that it is less overlaid by the dogma and the theology of those structured spiritual disciplines which you call religions. It is unfortunate but true that many of those who seek the hardest are those who do not wish or need the bones, the hard skeleton of churches, ashrams, or synagogues, but rather need the soft heart of a living and Loving Creator. Therefore, each new channel is cause for rejoicing.

Hatonn went on to say we stress that this is one kind of service, and that each of you may be of service one way or the other channeling the Love and the peace of the infinite Creator, but as these times proceed that have already begun, as confusion springs within the hearts and the minds of those people that you know, there will come times when you may wish to be able to channel the philosophy of Love in such a way that it is less overlaid by the dogma and the theology of those structured spiritual disciplines of religions, and it is unfortunate that many of those who seek the hardest are those who do not need the dogma of churches, ashrams, or synagogues, but rather need the soft heart of a Loving Creator, so each new channel is cause for rejoicing. On May, 13, 1982, Laitos spoke of the philosophy of Love:

My brother, your experience with this group in its initial stages enabled you to become familiar with this type of vibration, and to become aware that the process which you have now begun was always possible, for many entities of the Confederation wish to avail themselves of the contacts such as this contact in order to make the philosophy of Love, and Light, and unity available to more people on your planet. Therefore, you have at this time tapped the potential which has been available to you since your beginning experience with this group.

We would share our vibrations with all of you present if you will open your minds at this time. We will make our presence known especially to the one known as H and the one known as D. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am Hatonn, and am again with this instrument. I thank you for your patience as we work with new instruments. Before we leave this group, we would like to ask if you have any questions at this time.

L: I have a question. Are you familiar with two entities who call themselves (name) and (name)?

I am Hatonn. My brother, we are aware of your question, and we suggest that you do not repeat the names which you have just pronounced. We will say no more.

Is there another question at this time?

L: No, thank you.

Hatonn: We suggest in general, my friends, the removal, by neglect, of those vocalizations which embody unneeded or unwanted thought forms.

Is there another question at this time, my friends?

[Pause]

I am Hatonn. We feel there is a question that is on the tip of the tongue, yet we do not wish to infringe on free will. Thus, we will ask once more and then move on, if you have a question at this time.

L: I would ask one other question. Of the entities previously mentioned, is there a negative facet to their existence and to dealing with them. Should I be warned against them?

I am Hatonn, and am joined by two in the Confederation, Laitos and Nona. Nona will speak as we finish. Laitos is with you, as are we. You understand that there are many things which we cannot detail due to our desire and our necessity of non-infringement on free will. It is written, “By their fruits ye shall know them.” The warnings are always within the discrimination of the entity. My brother, you are more wise and more powerful than you know. You have help; you have love; and above all you have a universe within you. We cannot make a judgment, give a warning or speak ill in the context in which you ask this question, for it is of some importance in your future. Accept our apology, but we are unable to lessen our own polarity by infringing upon your free will. We feel that we have, shall we say, tripped about the edges of the question with every ounce, if you will, of verbiage that can be given.

May we answer you in another fashion, my brother?

L: I thank you for your answers. I find them sufficient at this time.

Hatonn: Very well. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

If there are no more questions at this time, my friends, I leave you naked, yet strong; alone, yet full of Love; pilgrims, yet accompanied by the hosts of heaven. You trod a path that is rocky, steep, and difficult, and yet your vistas could not be more beautiful. As you seek the truth, you experience a greater range of what you would call catalysts than those who do not seek, and this is for a reason. There is much in the illusion. As we have said, it is well not to fight the self. It is well not to praise and condemn the same thing. It is well to understand the illusion, to feel comfortable, to feel free in the self, unreconstructed—unperfected, as you would say—just as you are in the illusion. This is you. This is the Creator. Experience yourself, my friends, as part of the illusion. This is …

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Carla channeling)

…perfection can be overshadowed by any error, any stumbling, any blockage, whatever the problem, the difficulty, the limitation, the mistake, there is Love enough inside you to cause creation to be radiant, from one infinite realm to another, and to another, forever. Seek the Creator and we shall be with you as you meditate, as you live.

I am one of those known to you as Hatonn. We are sorry we need to use words with you. We wish we could share with you the Love of the Creator without these masks. We do not mean to deceive you, but we cannot give you the power of Love with these weak tools called words. Nevertheless, with all of our hearts we reach out to you with them in the hope that some inspiration may send you searching more and more for the larger life that awaits you. Adonai, my friends. We leave you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. Adonai.

[Carla channels Nona until the end of the tape.]

This morning I vacuumed the first floor of my home. Then I ran some errands with my first stop at Feeder’s Supply to buy some cat food. My second stop was at PNC Bank to make a cash withdrawal. My third stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market to buy some food for myself. The fourth stop was at AutoZone to buy two containers of 50:1 2-cycle engine oil. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I picked up a prescription for Atorvastatin and bought some Kleenexes.

This afternoon I went outside and blew the leaves in the front yard and side yard into two piles and put the leaves in four garbage cans.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

November 7

Inner And Outer Weather

I am the Spirit of the living Christ, the full consciousness of that Love which is Jesus, and in that divine Love I greet you.

Outer circumstances often do not seem appropriate to the inner feelings of those who awaken to the day. Perhaps the heart is heavy and the sky blue, or the soul full of cheer and the day weeping and chill. This is an expression of the divine inclusiveness of all apparent states of what you may call the weather within and without.

Just as the Earth needs both the sun and the rain, so the fertile soil of your soul needs both the gift of joy and the ordeal of difficulty. It is in the times of ordeal that the gifts planted within the sun, which have bloomed and flowered and been harvested, gain a new life, a new birth and a new learning for your consciousness, that you may bloom once again in Love and know the gift of Light ever better.

So let your hearts be peaceful in good weather and poor, in happy times and sad, seeing the cycles of experience and nourishment as excellent in their entirety and perfect in their working. Such is the justice of the Creator.

In Christ’s peace we leave you, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then I got myself ready for the day. The Oxal and Hatonn channelings for today comes from April 19, 1981:

(Carla channeling)

I am Oxal, and I greet you in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. It is a great privilege to speak to this group and to use this instrument, whom we have not used for some time. We are very grateful for this opportunity.

We would speak to you this evening, my friends, about dissatisfaction. In your illusion dissatisfaction is the watchword. There are few indeed among your people who can be said to be satisfied with their condition, either physically, mentally, emotionally, or spiritually. The reaction of your people is to attempt to eliminate dissatisfaction by correcting those items which cause dissatisfaction. If a consumer is dissatisfied with a product, the consumer attempts to cause the producer to correct the defect that is causing dissatisfaction. If two entities are dissatisfied with their relationship, one to the other, they will attempt to communicate through intermediaries, quite often in an attempt to correct the defects of that relationship. If there is dissatisfaction between the individual and the society, many individuals will attempt to correct the defects by correcting the societal bias causing this defect which dissatisfies the individual. If an entity is dissatisfied with himself, he will purchase volumes purporting to give advice and counsel upon correcting the defect within the self!

The mechanisms for erasing dissatisfaction abound and are considered appropriate and normal. My friends, let us consider the function of dissatisfaction. Were we to ask you what the primary reason for your existence is, the answer would not be satisfaction. Of this we are certain, for those who seek will never be satisfied. What then is your goal? We shall not say it for you, but as you may, then reevaluate the virtues of dissatisfaction. When an unthinking being such as an horse or a donkey does not wish to move forward, it is goaded. Consider your sources of dissatisfaction and look within yourselves for the causes, for the defects, for the stimulus to seeking.

Oxal wanted to speak to the group about dissatisfaction. They began by saying in your illusion dissatisfaction is the watchword, and there are few among your people who can be said to be satisfied with their condition, either physically, mentally, emotionally, or spiritually, so the reaction of your people is to attempt to eliminate dissatisfaction by correcting those items which cause dissatisfaction, for if a consumer is dissatisfied with a product, the consumer attempts to cause the producer to correct the defect that is causing dissatisfaction, or if two entities are dissatisfied with their relationship they will attempt to communicate through intermediaries, quite often in an attempt to correct the defects of that relationship, or if there is dissatisfaction between the individual and the society, many individuals will attempt to correct the defects by correcting the societal bias causing this defect which dissatisfies the individual, or if an entity is dissatisfied with himself, he will purchase volumes purporting to give advice and counsel upon correcting the defect within the self! Oxal went on to say the mechanisms for erasing dissatisfaction abound and are considered appropriate and normal, so let us consider the function of dissatisfaction, for were we to ask you what the primary reason for your existence is, the answer would not be satisfaction, and of this we are certain, for those who seek will never be satisfied, for what then is your goal? Oxal said we shall not say it for you, but as you reevaluate the virtues of dissatisfaction, and so when an unthinking being such as an horse or a donkey does not wish to move forward, it is goaded, so consider your sources of dissatisfaction and look within yourselves for the causes and the stimulus to seeking. On February 12, 1989, Q’uo described the purpose of dissatisfaction:

The ability of any entity to move itself along the journey of evolution of mind, body, and spirit is dependent in large degree upon some amount of dissatisfaction, of a kind of angst, if you will, otherwise the entity would remain as it is—happy with that which is and content to be that which it has discovered itself to be up to that point in its own experience. Thus, there is within each entity within your illusion a certain quality that may be seen to be as a kind of self-doubt or self-inflicted perception of unworthiness which can be used by the entity as a motivating factor, shall we say, as it seeks to understand those qualities which comprise the self and seeks to match, shall we say, these qualities with those ideals which it has formed also in a mental fashion as the standards against which all shall be measured.

Observe, from the standpoint of the self outside of time, that you are both responsible for your actions and quite without responsibility for these actions. You are responsible in the illusion for each and every moment, for each analysis of each stimulus to growth, but to be dissatisfied with the state of your dissatisfaction is to carry dissatisfaction beyond the function for which it was intended. When you find yourself dissatisfied, know that the source is yourself. Without condemning the self, clear the mind, step away from the illusion of time and limitations, and do your work, not to seek satisfaction but to understand the stimulus, asking yourself the question: What do you seek? Patiently, humbly, quietly, dwell in this question, accepting your dissatisfaction. The combination you will find most fruitful. As always, we of Oxal recommend that this and all spiritual exercises be accompanied by meditation.

Observe, from the standpoint of the self outside of time, that you are both responsible for your actions and without responsibility for these actions, and you are responsible in the illusion for each moment for each analysis of each stimulus to growth, but to be dissatisfied with the state of your dissatisfaction is to carry it beyond the function for which it was intended, so when you find yourself dissatisfied, know that the source is yourself, and without condemning the self, clear the mind, step away from the illusion of time and limitations, and do your work, not to seek satisfaction but to understand the stimulus, asking yourself the question: What do you seek? Patiently, humbly, quietly, dwell in this question, accepting your dissatisfaction, for this combination you will find fruitful, and we recommend that this and all spiritual exercises be accompanied by meditation. On December 2, 1979, Hatonn spoke of the value of meditation:

You must understand that in meditation you are not trying to contact anything. The idea in meditation is one wherein you realize that you are. Not who you are, not where you are, but that you are. That you are aware that you are in the eternal present. When you feel this, you will feel a sweetness and a closeness to the Creator that comes from breaking through the illusions of space and time and coming into that place where you can simply be who you are. That person is greatly Loved by the Creator. And that person can greatly Love others.

Thus, we consider meditation quite essential. We also consider that as you meditate and grow in knowledge you then have a responsibility to share what you know with others in whatever path may seem to be open to you. As we have said, the path may be big or small, it may be dramatic, or it may be unnoticed. It may be public or quite private, but whatever it is, it will be your intention to give Love and be of service in your little corner of the universe.

You see, meditation and a life of service go hand in hand. We do not suggest meditating for hours each day, for such meditation is valuable only to those who have forsaken the world and have determined to make meditation their life. If you wish to do this, this is permissible. But you were, after all, put into this world to use your hands, and your mind, and your voice for the good of humankind. See to it, therefore, that you see, and do, and say that which you have come to understand in the silence of meditation.

I am a sister of Light known to you as one of Oxal. I leave this instrument, so that another may speak to your group at this time. I leave you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. Adonai.

(Don channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am with this instrument. I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. It is a very great privilege to speak with you once more and a privilege to once more use this instrument. Please bear with me while I condition the instrument.

[Pause]

I am Hatonn, and am with this instrument. As I was saying, it is a very great privilege to once more be with you and speak through this instrument. We have been watching this group progress, and we are happy to see the harmonious progression taking place in the understanding of what we of the Confederation have to offer. We are always very privileged to work with any group that will receive our contact, and we are very appreciative when groups such as this one are able to put to use that which we have to offer. My friends, our words have been heard by many upon your planet, but very few have put these words to use. They hear the words; they understand the words; but there is more to our communication than the hearing and the understanding. The important step, my friends, is the next step: putting into action that which we bring to you. That, my friends, is the only important step. The first two are necessary; the third produces the result.

We have been watching the people of your planet many, many of your years, as you well know. We have been concerned about their development, and yet it seems that there is little that we can do, other than to attempt to contact groups such as yours, to simply give to those who would seek our Love and our Light. My friends, in your future there will be more and more of your people seeking answers to questions that become apparent to them. At that time, it will be necessary for you to have become very practiced in living and understanding that which we offer. We suggest that you practice at this time living the understanding that you receive from us. It is not an understanding that you are receiving in an original or a new manner, but it is simply an understanding that we remind you of. If you are able to live in every waking moment the understanding which we offer, you will then be able to effectively offer that understanding to those who will shortly be seeking it in much greater numbers.

Hatonn wanted to discuss their contacts with groups such as this one. They began by saying we have been watching this group progress, and we are happy to see the harmonious progression taking place in the understanding of what we of the Confederation have to offer, and we are privileged to work with any group that will receive our contact, and we are grateful when groups are able to put to use that which we have to offer, for our words have been heard by many upon your planet, but few have put these words to use, so they hear and understand the words, but there is more to our communication than the hearing and the understanding, for the important step is the next step: putting into action that which we bring to you, and that is the only important step, so the first two are necessary, but the third produces the result. Hatonn went on to say we have been watching the people of your planet many of your years because we have been concerned about their development, and yet it seems that there is little that we can do, other than to attempt to contact groups such as yours, to give to those who would seek our Love and our Light, for in your future there will be more of your people seeking answers to questions that become apparent to them, and then it will be necessary for you to have become practiced in living and understanding that which we offer, so we suggest that you practice living the understanding that you receive from us, but it is not an understanding that you are receiving in a new manner, but it is an understanding that we remind you of, so if you are able to live in every moment the understanding which we offer, you will then be able to offer that understanding to those who will be seeking it in greater numbers, and this way of life will be your only credentials, for this is the way of the Creator, so we suggest time spent in meditation and contemplation of this principle be allocated, for this is the great work, and we are always available to aid you so that you may aid others, so soon you will have a golden opportunity that does not come too often. On April 19, 1992, Q’uo described how we can receive answers to questions about the nature of reality:

Within this illusion, the life that each of you leads is almost complete covering over of those basic qualities or truths which are the foundation stone of your being. That is, those answers to questions such as who each of you is, how you are related to the one Creator in a very fundamental sense, and how the power of Love moves through each life to shape and form it in a way which is perfect, and yet which to each of you may seem confusing and out of kilter, shall we say, from time to time. There is the possibility of approaching these truths in ways which words cannot begin to assume, through a kind of experience which many of those of your religious orders have called the transformative or unitive experience, where the Light of truth fills one’s being, and one for the extent and duration of the experience is able to become those truths.

I will transfer this contact at this time to another instrument. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am again with this instrument. As you know, my friends, to live each moment in the full realization of the Creator’s Love and Light of the original Truth, is beyond the capabilities of even the most gifted monk of your peoples and often among ours as well. Many are the moments in each of your experiences when the presence of the Creator seems far and distant, and the Love that surrounds you seems hidden, as though a great cloud had removed it from your environment. Illumination seems to take place not in a steady stream but in flashes, as if lightning had struck, and for just one moment the presence of the Creator is felt.

If you climbed into a cave and walked into the depths of the Earth, you could travel patiently and long among the labyrinthian corridors of the caverns seeking and searching for a shaft of Light. This is your situation in your heavy chemical illusion. The shafts of Light, however, do appear, and the memory of them is seared upon your brain and upon your being. Do not hesitate, then, to attempt to live your life in memory of these past experiences and in watchful expectation of those in the future, for the rest of your experience is the illusion caused by the heaviness of the earth betwixt you and the Light. Ready yourselves for the work at hand, not as a student for a test, not as a vain woman before a glass preparing for the evening, but as one who, knowing and accepting the illusion that experience offers, yet knows too that the sudden illuminations are the reality and it is no hypocrisy to practice according to the Light gained in those moments of comprehension.

Now Hatonn wanted to speak about the ability to realize the nature of the Creator. They began by saying to live each moment in the full realization of the Creator’s Love and Light of the original Truth is beyond the capabilities of even the most gifted monk of your people and often among ours as well, and many are the moments in each of your experiences when the presence of the Creator seems distant, and the Love that surrounds you seems hidden, as though a great cloud had removed it from your environment, and illumination seems to take place as if lightning had struck, and for just one moment the presence of the Creator is felt. Then Hatonn said if you climbed into a cave and walked into the depths of the Earth, you could travel long among the complex corridors of the caverns seeking for a shaft of Light, and this is your situation in your chemical illusion where the shafts of Light do appear, and the memory of them is seared within your being, so do not hesitate to attempt to live your life in memory of these past experiences and in expectation of those in the future, for the rest of your experience is the illusion caused by the heaviness of the Earth betwixt you and the Light, so ready yourselves for the work at hand as one who, knowing and accepting the illusion that experience offers, yet knows too that the sudden illuminations are the reality, and it is no hypocrisy to practice according to the Light gained in those moments of comprehension. On November 12, 1995, Q’uo described the nature of illumination:

As we all are a portion of this one Creator, cells within the one great body of Being, each may through the process of meditation retire in a single-pointed fashion to that sacred room within and in those special moments of illumination become aware of the nature of the self, and the nature of the Creator, and the nature of the creation as being One.

We thank you, my friends, for our association has been long and as we have said, we are always available to you. Before we leave this instrument, we would open the meeting to any questions that you may have at this time.

[Pause]

I am Hatonn. There is an unverbalized question at this time to which we will give a very brief answer: Love.

I am with this instrument. I leave you in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator and in the freedom of Its service. Join us, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning I went outside and used my backpack blower to blow all of the leaves in the front yard into the parking area in front of my home. Then I blew the leaves in the pet cemetery and the area between the pet cemetery and the fishpond into a pile on the side of the driveway.

This afternoon I went out side and used my backpack blower to blow all of the leaves from behind my home into a pile in the driveway in front of the south side of the garage.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

November 6

Offer Sorrow And Thanksgiving

I am the voice of unconditional Love which speaks to the world in the name of Jesus the Christ. I greet you in the full consciousness of that Love.

How many of you, while aching within the heart, must move through the day attempting to manifest the plenty from which that heartache seems to detract? We focus today upon heartache, upon the sorrows of living.

Within your life, within all life that matures and moves forward, there is a balance of sorrow and joy. Allow a knowledge of the kingdom of the Father to touch that septic sorrow. See that pain as the true, sore ache and agony that it is and offer it to Love for Love’s nurturing, comforting care.

You who seek so diligently are not alone. The principles of Love and Light are with each at all times. Therefore, we say to you, “Take your sorrow, your sadness, as well as your joys and offer them up in thanksgiving to the Father, for all things work together to create a balanced compassion within the faithful seeker.”

May you find that balance this day and every day. Open the self to the power of infinite and unconditional Love. We are with each of you, but though we may knock upon the door of your consciousness we cannot open it. We cannot comfort or aid without the turning of the sorrowful spirit to the door and the welcoming in faith of that positive principle of Love. Then over your threshold shall move peace, and confidence, and a balance to sorrow.

We leave you in that balance, that peace, that wholeness that is Love, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Hatonn channeling for this session comes from April 19, 1981:

(L channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. It is with great pleasure that we of the Federation are able to share with you once again our simple thoughts and aspirations for those of your planet and dimension. It is easy enough for us to see areas of improvement that you may strive towards, yet you must understand that your confusion is similar to the confusion that we experience on our own level. Therefore, be not down-hearted at our seeming unwillingness to communicate to you those lessons which you are striving so hard to learn in your struggle for growth. We of Hatonn are pleasured in that we are often sought by those of this group and other groups for our advice, yet we are reluctant often to communicate to you the answer to those questions you pose. For it is not our place to prevent your growth by handing you the answers as one schoolboy with a crib sheet to another.

At this time, I would like to attempt to contact the one known as E. If he will be patient, relax, and open his mind, we will attempt to speak through him. I am Hatonn.

(E channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you again in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. We are most delighted to be working with this entity. If he can relax, he will find that it is not difficult. I am Hatonn, and I would transfer to the one known as Jim.

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am with this instrument. It is our privilege to speak to you once again, and tonight it is an especial joy to be able to use one more new instrument in the sending of our simple message of Love. We of Hatonn are most honored to be able to partake in this sharing of Love—which is the Creator’s Love—with those of our brothers and sisters of your people and especially to this meditation group which we have long been associated with. It is always a joy to speak of the communion with the one infinite Creator with those with ears, hearts, and minds which are opened to the frequency of Love. It is a message which one would think all would wish to hear, and in truth so it is, but many do not know consciously that this message is that which their hearts yearn to hear. Many have not been able to realize that that which is missing from their lives is the simple message of Love. Many attempt to fill that empty place in their beings with many other messages, many other thoughts, many other things. Much time and effort is spent in accumulating those thoughts, things and ideas which it is hoped will fill that void.

Your reality, your everyday life, is filled with those substitutes, those items of a transient nature which are the catalysts for your growth but are not that substance that will fill that empty place. For within all of the creation of the Creator there is the space which contains all of creation, the space between all things, the space within all things, that vacuum, as it were, that needs to be filled with Love, and in fact is filled with Love. Those entities upon your planet are not consciously aware, for the most part, of that Love that surrounds each in every activity in which each engages. It is the plan of the Creator that each of those upon your planet shall eventually know that Love is that which each seeks. It is the plan of the Creator that each shall consciously become aware that Love is that which they have not realized as the foundation of their being. It is the plan that each shall realize and shall travel upon that path of Love which they have been unconsciously traveling for many eons of time.

Hatton wanted to share more of the message of Love, so they began by saying we are honored to be able to partake in this sharing of the Creator’s Love with those of our brothers and sisters of your people and especially to this meditation group which we have long been associated with, and it is always a joy to speak of the communion with the one infinite Creator with those with ears, hearts, and minds which are opened to the frequency of Love, for it is a message which one would think all would wish to hear, and so it is, but many do not know that this message is that which their hearts yearn to hear, for many have not been able to realize that which is missing from their lives is the message of Love, so many attempt to fill that empty place in their beings with other messages, and much time and effort is spent in accumulating those messages which it is hoped will fill that void. Hatonn went on to say your reality is filled with those items of a transient nature which are the catalysts for your growth but are not that substance that will fill that empty place, for within all of the creation of the Creator there is the space which contains all of creation, the space between all things, the space within all things, that vacuum that needs to be filled with Love and is filled with Love, but entities upon your planet are not aware, for the most part, of that Love that surrounds each in every activity in which each engages because it is the plan of the Creator that each of those upon your planet shall know that Love is that which each seeks, so it is the plan of the Creator that each shall become aware that Love is that which they have not realized as the foundation of their being, and it is the plan that each shall be traveling for many eons of time. On March 29, 1981, Hatonn describe the message of Love:

The message of Love seems very simple to those who have heard it, but, my friends, we ask you in truth, how simple is the Creator? Is it not a simple thing to consider that the Creator is all about you? Is it not a simple thing to consider that the Creator, being all things, Loves all things, each part of Its creation? Yes, my friends, it is simple, a simple thing to consider this simple truth, yet so many of your people find it so difficult to express such a simple truth, such a simple recognition in their daily lives.

The cycle of growth upon your planet Earth now draws to a close in its present state of being. Those who have learned the lessons of Love, of service to the Creator, shall pass through the graduation, shall continue their growth on the upward spiraling arc of oneness that binds us all together. Those who have not yet learned the lessons of Love shall have the honor of repeating once again that great cycle of growth with every opportunity made available to learn the lessons of Love, for there is no other lesson within your density which can allow the student of life to pass on to the next grade, so to speak. We of Hatonn feel the greatest of honors in being able to share in some small way our simple understanding of the Creator’s Love. We hope that we have been of some aid to you throughout these many years of meditation and messages we have brought to the best of our ability. Our message has been simple: the Love of the Creator is within each being each moment and in each part of the creation, and through the simple act of meditation might this Love be known.

Hatton went on to say the cycle of growth upon your planet draws to a close in its present state of being, and those who have learned the lessons of Love, of service to the Creator, shall pass through the graduation, shall continue their growth on the upward spiraling arc of oneness that binds us all together, but those who have not learned the lessons of Love shall have the honor of repeating that great cycle of growth with every opportunity made available to learn the lessons of Love, for there is no other lesson within your density which can allow the student of life to pass on to the next grade, and we feel the greatest of honors in being able to share in some way our understanding of the Creator’s Love, and we hope that we have been of aid to you throughout these years of meditation and messages we have brought to the best of our ability, for our message has been simple: the Love of the Creator is within each being each moment and in each part of the creation, and through the simple act of meditation might this Love be known. On June 6, 1982, Latwii described our lessons of Love in the third density:

The lessons of your density are the lessons of Love. When enough of your people learn to Love one another, then the entire creation sings and resounds with that harmony, and each atom rejoices and seeks to join more fully with each part of creation. Therefore, by whatever means is available to the entity; each entity might therefore send the Love and Light to the one creation in which your planet resides, to your planet itself, to each entity upon its surface, indeed into the self, and thereby assure the unification of all that is.

At this time we would transfer this contact to the one known as Carla. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you once again, my brethren, in the Love and in the Light. As we were saying, in your meditations dwell upon the simple yet deep lesson which you will need in order to move forward. In meditation, my friends, feel the roots of spirit growing deep, deep, and deeper still to the ground of silence. Perceive yourself, not as the willow whole celery green color is always the first to show in the spring and whose beauty is unparalleled, but as the mighty cedar or oak. Such trees have their own being, but there is one great difference. The willow has roots that move shallowly in the earth, drinking eagerly and quickly from the thirsty grounds, feeding and growing and ripening and bearing fruit in haste, yet the storm comes, and the wind blows, and the willow is torn from the ground. It takes a mighty wind indeed to topple a cedar, for the roots go deep. It takes a great wind, my friends, to fell an oak for the roots seek downward, ever downward, into the deeper sources of moisture, of life, of food.

In your meditation, my friends, know that you are a thing growing, growing quietly, nourished and nurtured from the earth of your silence. Do not be satisfied with your own quick results. Do not be fooled by the constant taking of your own spiritual temperature. Simply and patiently, seek ever deeper in silence for the waters of truth, that they may nourish you and lift you up, that your fruits may be strong and good and ready for the harvest time.

Hatonn continued by saying in your meditations dwell upon the simple yet deep lesson which you will need in order to move forward, and in meditation feel the roots of spirit growing deeper into the ground of silence, and perceive yourself as the mighty oak, for such trees have their own being, but there is one great difference, for the willow has roots that move shallowly in the earth, drinking quickly from the thirsty grounds, growing and bearing fruit in haste, yet the storm comes, and the willow is torn from the ground, but it takes a mighty wind to topple a cedar, for the roots go deep, and it takes a great wind to fell an oak for the roots seek ever downward into the sources of moisture, of life, of food. Then Hatonn said in your meditation know that you growing quietly, nourished from the earth of your silence, but do not be satisfied with your quick results, and do not be fooled by the constant taking of your spiritual temperature but patiently seek ever deeper in silence for the waters of truth that they may nourish you and lift you up, that your fruits may be good and ready for the harvest time. On December 16, 1990, Q’uo said that we should not try to take our own spiritual temperature:

But to begin is to take a step, not a great step, but a cautious, interested, open-minded step. Submit yourself to silence each day, and be persistent, through faith alone. Do not judge any experience. Do not take your spiritual temperature. Do not attempt behavior that is holy, but learn who you are. Learn what brought you to this path, to this moment. It was right; there are no mistakes. You have done precisely what you wished to do in coming to this moment, and now it is yours. Seize it. Use it. Remember that which is helpful to you. Accept and allow the Love within you. Accept that you are a channel through which an infinite amount of this Love may flow and that you need only move the bits of yourself that dim that Light to one side, choosing not to be those petty things which staunch and constrict that energetic and creative Light and Love which is the Original Thought.

At this time we would attempt to contact the one known as N in order to say a few closing words. If this entity would relax and cease all analysis and request this contact, we will attempt to send our thoughts to him in such a way that they may be perceived. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, I am again with this instrument. We thank the one known as N for the privilege of working with this instrument. We have some difficulty in making the contact due to the interference of misperception as to the sensations surrounding contact. It will be in time that which may be worked with, and we look forward to any opportunity which may be offered us.

We would close through this instrument at this time. My friends, many will come to you and ask you for answers, and you, yourself will seek them. Remember the lesson of the willow. True answers come from deep within your being. The shallow ones may be moved by the storms of your illusion. We meet with you whenever you meditate. We send you our Love in every moment, and yet not ours but that of the Creator’s. We are those of Hatonn, and we leave you in the love and in the light of our infinite Creator. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. It is our privilege to speak to your group, though we have an odd situation, for we have an embarrassment of riches. We would be able to use each of three instruments, and we are having difficulty at first scan in detecting any questions that you might have. Therefore, we may speak, but do not know to which topic you may put us. Therefore, we have chosen this instrument because she does not have any questions. May we ask if you at this time—if you would like to ask any questions? If so, please feel free.

L: I have several questions. First, I understand to some extent the significance of the entity Ra during our previous Egyptian culture. Is there any significance to the Egyptian god Osiris, or was Osiris primarily a creation of man at that time?

I am Latwii. This is a somewhat difficult question due to the fact that the answer is double in nature. The specific character Osiris is part of a system of belief in which there are many names for the same basic story. The name Osiris, then, is a type of thought-form. Further, the story itself has an extremely important meaning. If you will consider the various religions among your peoples—there are many crucified or dismembered entities which are then considered saviors or those which aid fertility of the earth. The understanding ranges from the crucifixion for the sake of the earth to that of sacrifice for the sake of the so-called soul. This general type of story you may see as the basic pattern of passion or intended Love whereby the disharmonies and difficulties of existence are brought into a more helpful configuration due to the sacrificial act, whether it be intended or unintended of an entity, Osiris being one such entity. This, then, is another type of thought-form being, one which is quite integrated into the mass consciousness of your race and your planet. There is not an entity from the Confederation who was hacked to pieces and is now king of the underworld.

Is there another question?

L: Yes, I am interested in doing some work on a farm and wish to approach it in a manner that is more in balance with the universe than to do it in a destructive manner. For this reason, I am interested in contacting some of the land spirits or devas as we call them for that area, if there is such. Could you give me some information on how to go about this?

I am Latwii. My brother, this information is most easily given. Remember that not all beings may speak. Therefore, you may speak to them, though they speak not to you, yet they hear you. In this manner you may approach the devas, as you call them. These spirits will, to the less sensitive beings, be silent and unseen, yet you shall contact them if you sit in meditation and speak with them upon reaching the appropriate state, universal Love and respect, of which you have spoken. In time, you may find that due to your faith you will be able to feel, hear or see these spirits. They will, in any case, respond to you and cooperate more and more, as you hope.

May we answer you further?

L: You’ve answered me completely. Thank you.

Latwii: As always, your thanks are returned and doubled, for we are most happy to communicate. We don’t know where you were hiding these questions when we scanned, but we are most pleased.

Is there another question?

N: Did the Caucasian, Negroid, and Oriental people come from a common root being or did one or more of these groups originate on another planet?

I am Latwii. All of your beings originated either upon another planet or were those which manifested from another density of your own planet. You do not have any native Americans, as I believe you call them. Everyone moves in the search for truth. To be more specific the various races all have one great commonality, that being that they are the Creator. Some races are differentiated due to the climatic needs of various geographic regions of your planetary surface. Others did indeed come from other planetary spheres.

May we answer you further?

N: Where would the Orientals have come from?

I am Latwii. This instrument has this information in her conscious mind. However we will also speak to the subject. These entities are from a place which you would call Deneb.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: What is Deneb?

Latwii: This is a star system. May we answer you further, my brother?

N: No.

Latwii: As we may say, if you have seen one star system you have seen them all, due to the fact that one Love created this universe. We intend not only to joke with you but to make a point, that being that there is no alien-ness to the creation, no strangeness to the Creator, but rather an infinite variety of representations of Love.

Is there another question at this time?

E: I would like to ask you a question, Latwii. First of all, I would like to say hello. My question is: I have been getting a picture of the universe as a place that is teeming with life like our oceans are, and I also have gotten the impression that solar systems are common to stars, and my question first of all is, are solar systems common to stars and if so, how is it—what are the dynamics involved in their formation? Why do solar systems form around stars?

I am Latwii. Hello, my brother. You certainly ask zingers! In the first place, it is correct that the universe teems with life, for are not all things alive? Is not Love available in each portion of Light which forms the creation in whatever form that light may take? As to the query about planetary systems, they are, of course, common to suns since solar systems would have a difficult time being common to anything else.

The nature of the formation is the zinger. This takes some little thought and deliberate speech. If you can imagine a force which is expanding and another force, which you may consider that of the materialization of Love, which are contracting into an ordered state due to a plan of Love, you may see that from a great beginning of creation, first great things are created and then smaller and smaller still. Thus, the sun coalescing sends forth radiations and emissions, which being thrown out themselves, coalesce and become the solar system, so-called.

May we answer you further, my brother?

E: Yes. Is the solar system that we live in more or less typical of solar systems in general in the number of the planets, the size of the planets, and the life on the planets?

I am Latwii. Your planet is typical of a planet of a certain type of star. There are quite a few different types of stars. Not all stars begin at the same point and evolution as you would perceive this in your density, thus we may say that for your type of star …

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

…planetary system is fairly typical in the number of planets—perhaps a bit more than the average but one gets into trouble with statistics. So-called numbers always confuse. For instance, it is in this instrument’s head that she has recently heard that each couple has 1.7 children. I ask you, my brother, of what meaning is this statistic? We will simply say that the solar system is typical of its particular type of radiant energy.

May we answer you further?

E: What color are you in tonight?

Latwii: We are in a lovely color, my brother. Follow us in your mind. What do you see?

E: Nothing very clearly. I’m afraid I get a little bit of purple.

I am Latwii. We will have to get better contact with you, my brother. We are in a beautiful shade you would call tangerine. We are studying some of the effects of your earth magnetic field, as opposed to the planetary consciousness effects, verging into orange from the yellow. It is quite a beautiful shade, very rich and full of life.

May we answer you further, my brother?

E: No. Thank you Latwii.

Latwii: We thank you also, my brother. Is there another question at this time?

L: When an entity who once lived on this planet known as C. S. Lewis authored several works, was he receiving any form of communication from any source that you are aware of as a stimulus for his writings?

I am Latwii. This information can be helpful to you, my brother, for it is sometimes thought by those who listen to us that everything useful on a planet such as yours was given by some extraterrestrial source. This is not so. The entity of whom you spoke found in his meditations a very rich vein of memory and vision made available by angelic guardians and his higher self. With these companions this entity was moved to speak in perhaps of some of the most persuasive prose on your planet to the subject of Christianity, Love, peace and an understanding of the nature of good and evil.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: I’ll need to examine that before I can even come up with another question. I thank you for your answer.

Latwii: You are most welcome. Is there another question?

E: Yes, I’d like to ask you one more question, Latwii. Does it make sense to use the sun as a Light source for a color therapy device rather than using an artificial light source? The reason that I ask this is because it would be a lot more difficult to use the sun, so if an incandescent source would be as good, or nearly as good, it would make more sense to go with that. But if the sun were a lot better than an incandescent source it would make more sense to go with that and do the extra work that it would take to make it work.

I am Latwii. Although I am aware of your question, I find an answer to your question bordering upon infringement of free will. May we say this: the calculations necessary to determine the difference between the one source and the other are readily available to the tutored mind, of which we see you have one. Therefore, the differences are known to you. Your query is involved in the question of healing. This is the area of free will upon which we feel we cannot infringe. We are sorry not to be of more aid, my brother.

Is there another question?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. May we thank you once again for the fascinating array of questions which you have given us to consider. We cannot thank you enough and are most grateful to you for providing us with the opportunity to again be of some small service to you, a part of the infinite Creator. We serve you. We Love you. We send you our Light. And in this Creator’s Love and this Creator’s Light we leave you now. I am known to you as Latwii. Adonai vasu borragus.

[Carla channels Nona singing for several minutes to end the meditation.]

This morning Greg and Peggy picked me up at 8:30 and drove me down to central Kentucky to visit my friends, Steve and Fox, who are living in a beautiful home that Steve built, and it is solar powered as is their greenhouse. Steve and Fox gave us a tour of their vegetable gardens which provide most of the food that they eat. Most of the gardens are surrounded by fences that are also solar powered and will produce a light shock to any animal that might want to eat their vegetables. Then Fox and Steve cooked a meal for our dinner of vegetables, Quiche, a green salad, potato chips, and vanilla ice cream and a brownie for dessert. Then Fox and Steve gave us a tour of her studio where she makes a variety of handbags, rugs, and place mats. And then Fox let us look around her meditation room with pictures of famous gurus, crystals, and pictures of wooded hills and valleys. About 3:30 pm Greg, Peggy, and I gave Steve and Fox a big hug goodbye, and then Greg and Peggy got me back home by 4:30 pm.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

November 5

The Life Lived In Grace

I am the Spirit of Jesus the Christ. Your Lord and Savior is my very essence. We would speak to you most fervently of the eternally abiding nature of all that you call true knowledge.

We who greet you in the consciousness of Christ realize that you who seek the consciousness of Christ yearn for there to be information on certain subjects in order that you may learn and that those about you may gain in understanding. And yet we assure you that all information and understanding whatsoever is invariably and securely within your grasp and awaiting your accurate reach.

You who seek the consciousness of Love need to seek, therefore, not for knowledge but for a life lived in grace. For it is the nature of your life, your thoughts, your actions and your intentions that will avail to you all the information, wisdom and learning that you could ever wish to acquire.

Information which involves the seeking of the consciousness which is Christ must always partake not in what you think and what you may understand of the mind, but in who you are entirely.

Seek always, therefore, to be more and more a creature surrendered to Love and guided by the highest and best which you may see in any situation. Then the understandings will walk to you and open themselves before your inner eye in the silence of the consciousness of Love.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.