I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Laitos, Hatonn, and Latwii channeling this session comes from December 13, 1981:

(C channeling)

I am Laitos, and I am with this instrument. We greet you, my friends, brothers, and sisters, in the Light and Love of the infinite Creator. We would at this time like to pass among you and let each experience our particular conditioning vibration, and we pause for a brief moment with those who have been working diligently to improve their ability to receive and channel the humble message of the Confederation. We would now pass among you. I am Laitos.

[Pause]

I am Laitos, and am once again with this instrument. We have been privileged this past period of time you call your week in which we have been called to be of service in our humble way to aid new instruments who wish to serve others in the form of the activity called channeling. We of Laitos, as always, assure all present that we shall be with you whenever you request, and we shall be also with you and any who seek Love and Light. We thank you for allowing us this brief time tonight. We will now leave so that another may speak a few words through another instrument. I leave you now in Love and Light. We are Laitos.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. It is a great privilege to be asked to share your meditation, and we send each of you a blessing and our Love, for, my friends, what else could we do, as there is nothing but blessing in each moment, nothing but Love in every iota of the one Creation.

Your streets are crowded. We feel within your group the tensions and the expectations of this season, which you call Christmas. We sink into gray evenings, the crowded parking lots, crowded schedules, many concerns. We find, my friends, that you are not alone, but that your people as a whole seem to have a great overdose, shall we say, of civilization. To the simple joys of a season in which the trees are bare and the roots rest deep, so much has been added that it almost seems that it is a gaudier season than the bright colors of June. My friends, are the thoughts with which you fill your minds as beautiful as flowers, as sweet smelling as the evergreen trees which you use to help celebrate this season? We realize, my friends, that it is easy to lose yourself in the crowded maze of your civilization. And we ask you to remember that this is a season also when the trees are bare, when all has gone to seed and lies quiet in the ground, when the surface of things does not really matter. In the world of the Creator this is the season for true birth, for true nurture, and for that great focused silence which brings new growth.

You will remember also that in your holy work which you call the Bible, the details of the life of the one known to you as Jesus are full of times spent alone. Perhaps, my friends, you cannot find a wilderness in these crowded days, but we would ask that you consider the possible virtue of finding that silence within yourself in which you cease to follow the road of everyday life and find yourself upon the trackless desert where nothing is previously set or known. Allow yourself to listen within yourself. There is a source of Love which can only speak to one who asks. The content of that speaking cannot be predicted, but there are qualities that can certainly be shared: clarity and sweetness. As you go into meditation seek for that Love which is within. Do not expect the road to be already drawn for you, for the wilderness is trackless, and yet, my friends, from each meditation the way before you becomes less crowded, the road more wide and the possibilities for love more evident. We ask that you consider these words, not as infallible, but only as words from a friend, from a brother, from yourself, for are we not one, my friends? Is not each of us part of a unity which encompasses all of creation? Take from what we say those things which may be of aid to you. Discard the rest, and know that we are with you at any time that you may ask, for this is our one great privilege and honor, to be available to those who would wish to share thoughts with us, using instruments such as this or simply being experienced as a vibration which may aid in clarity.

Hatonn wanted to speak about the time of Christmas. They began by saying your streets are crowded, and we feel within your group the expectations of this Christmas season, and as we sink into gray evenings, the crowded parking lots, and crowded schedules we find that you are not alone, but that your people seem to have an overdose of civilization, for to the joys of a season in which the trees are bare and the roots rest deep, so much has been added that it seems that it is a brighter season than the bright colors of June so: “Are the thoughts with which you fill your minds as beautiful as flowers, as sweet smelling as the evergreen trees which you use to help celebrate this season?”Then Hatonn said that it is easy to lose yourself in the crowded maze of your civilization, and we ask you to remember that this is a season when the trees are bare, when all has gone to seed and lies quiet in the ground, when the surface of things does not really matter, for in the world of the Creator this is the season for true birth, and for that great focused silence which brings new growth. Now Hatonn said you will remember in the Bible, the details of the life of Jesus are full of times spent alone, but perhaps you cannot find a wilderness in these crowded days, but we would ask that you consider the possible virtue of finding that silence within yourself in which you cease to follow the road of everyday life and find yourself upon the trackless desert where nothing is known, and allow yourself to listen within yourself, for there is a source of Love which can only speak to one who asks, and the content of that speaking cannot be predicted, but there are qualities that can be shared: clarity and sweetness, so as you go into meditation seek for that Love which is within, but do not expect the road to be drawn for you, for the wilderness is trackless, and yet from each meditation the way before you becomes less crowded, and the possibilities for Love more evident, so we ask that you consider these words, not as infallible, but only as words from a friend, from yourself, for: ”Are we not one? Is not each of us part of a unity which encompasses all of creation?” Hatonn went on to say take from what we say those things which may be of aid to you and discard the rest, and know that we are with you at any time that you may ask, for this is our great privilege to be available to those who would wish to share thoughts with us, using instruments such as this or simply being experienced as a vibration which may aid in clarity. On July 24, 1980, Hatonn said that the Love which is within us is the Creator:

Each of you, as you perceive the world around you, as you perceive the means of the interaction that you share with your brothers and sisters, each of you has within your being that central source of Love. And each of you perceives this in your own unique way. We would ask that you search more and more diligently and finely for that identity of Love within yourself. We would ask you to look carefully and intently as to how that central source of Love resides within your being, and more, how that central source of Love is manifested in your daily interaction with your brothers and sisters, with all creatures, and all creations of your reality, for we say to you that this central source of Love which is within your being is also within the being of each of your brothers and sisters, in fact, is within the being of each particle of creation upon your plane.

When you fully realize this simple fact, that all about you is the creation of the Creator, then you have the understanding and the realization to carry forth that manifestation of that Love on a conscious level in each of your interactions with all whom you meet in your daily life. It is this carrying into action of the realization of Love at the core of your life, at the core of your identity.

Before we leave this group, we would like to share our vibrations with the one known as M1 and the one known as N. If the group would be patient, we would like to work briefly with each instrument, in order that each may have the best possible sense of the nature and quality of our particular tuning. We also wish to make quite sure that the adjustments which we have made with the one known as M1 are entirely comfortable. We would now pause. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am Hatonn, and am again with this instrument. We thank each of you for sharing with us, and especially the one known as M1 and the one known as N. We leave you now, my friends. As you begin to feel crowded and discouraged in this supposedly happy season, and this will surely happen, look up into the limitless sky and know that there is no true reason to feel anything but Love. Adonai, my friends. I am known to you as Hatonn.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you my friends, in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. It is once again our privilege and pleasure to join your meditation group and to offer ourselves in the humble capacity of attempting to answer the questions which those present may have upon their minds. May we answer any questions at this time?

Carla: I’d like to ask some for L. He would like to know, “When doing healing work, what is the purpose of the laying on of hands, and the nature of using proximity rather than physical contact?”

I am Latwii, and am aware of these queries, my sister. We shall begin by saying that the purpose of the laying on of the hands is to provide the one to be healed with the opening of the shell of protection which surrounds each entity and does also provide a means by which the one to be healed might know that there is something happening. This something, the actual physical touching, is that which the one to be healed may look to as many of your entities look to the pill, shall we say, of those whom you refer to as physicians. Many of your psychologists have described this effect as the placebo effect. It is necessary for the one to be healed to know that there is an healing activity which is occurring and which will, if the one to be healed wishes it, have an effect upon that one to be healed.

The actual penetrating of that shell of protection about each entity is the, shall we say, foundation of purpose upon which the touching rests. The proximity to the one to be healed of the one attempting the healing—the healer, shall we say—is necessary for this same reason for most entities. This is not so with those entities who wish to be healed with a very great desire and have, with their own efforts and desires to be healed, traveled that path which shall result in healing. The proximity of the healer to the one to be healed is, therefore, also connected to that which is known as the placebo effect, for if the one to be healed does truly desire to be healed with enough purity of desire, and if the one to be healed has, through its own effort, succeeded in working with that catalyst which has not been previously worked with successfully, then it is not necessary for there to be any other self attempting healing, nor would it be necessary for any laying on of hands, but only necessary for the one to be healed to open the self completely to that Love/Light of the one Creator which, in the end, does all the healing.

L wanted to know: “When doing healing work, what is the purpose of the laying on of hands, and the nature of using proximity rather than physical contact?” Latwii began by saying that the purpose of the laying on of hands is to provide the one to be healed with the opening of the shell of protection which surrounds each entity and does also provide a means by which the one to be healed might know that there is something happening which is the physical touching, and it is that which the one to be healed may look to as many of your entities look to the pill of physicians, and many psychologists have described this effect as the placebo effect, so it is necessary for the one to be healed to know that there is an healing activity which is occurring and which will, if the one to be healed wishes it, have an effect upon that one to be healed. Hatonn continued by saying the penetrating of that shell of protection about each entity is the foundation of purpose upon which the touching rests, so being near to the one to be healed of the healer is necessary for this same reason for most entities, but this is not so with those entities who wish to be healed with a great desire and have, with their own efforts to be healed traveled that path which shall result in healing, so the nearness of the healer to the one to be healed is connected to that which is known as the placebo effect, for if the one to be healed does desire to be healed with enough purity of desire, and if the one to be healed has, through its own effort, succeeded in working with that catalyst which has not been previously worked with successfully, then it is not necessary for there to be any other self attempting healing, nor would it be necessary for any laying on of hands, but only necessary for the one to be healed to open the self to that Love/Light of the one Creator which does all the healing. On March 24, 1996, Q’uo said that to be healed we need to open our self to Love:

The wounded self needs healing. The healing takes place due to the seeker’s willingness to open the self and its imperfections to the centering influence of the largest perspective. Now, the largest perspective is that of Love. In Love the opposites are reconciled. This Love is the seed of each of you, the truth at the center of you. It can be realized, not by taking it, but by releasing self so that that self which has suffered during the unbalanced actions of self can be bathed in the living water of truth.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: It seems that there is a type of energy that the healer offers by some funneling of energy through the hands. What you’re saying is, that it is not necessary for this energy to actually touch the person, and, furthermore, that if the person desires to be healed with enough purity, the piercing of the protective shell by this power is accomplished by the will and desire of the person themself. Is that correct?

I am Latwii, and this, my sister, is basically correct with one small addition. It is indeed necessary for this energy to touch the one to be healed, but is not necessarily, shall we say, a function of the one known as the healer, for it is quite possible for the one to be healed to provide this energy for the self and to touch the self with it by the purity of its desire to be healed.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: I believe that answers that question. L also would like to ask, “Is it necessary to sleep?”

I am Latwii, and, my sister, we find that for the great majority of entities upon your planet, it is quite necessary to sleep, for those activities of your daily routines which provide the catalyst for the learning of Love for each part of the creation and each part of the self do take a toll upon both the mind and the body, most especially the body, and there must be for each entity upon your planet so experiencing this catalyst a rest and a respite, shall we say, so that the body complex might use those nutritious elements of your food nature to rebuild those cells which have been, shall we say, sacrificed, and played their part in the role of consuming and using catalyst.

It is also necessary for the mind to be rested from the daily pursuits so that it might turn, in sleep, to other pursuits of a more balanced nature. It is, we may add, not totally necessary that this recharging of mind and body be done in the sleep process. Meditation does offer a great deal of concentrated energy which might recharge both mind and body. There are other forms of relaxation, concentration, and prayer which might also be utilized for this recharging process.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Well, the rest of that question that L had I think you’ve already answered, but I’ll just check. He wanted to know if it was possible to simply use the energy, the life energy that’s all around, instead of sleeping.

I am Latwii, and, my sister, we might say this is indeed possible, but for most entities upon your planet is beyond the grasp, shall we say, for this type of recharging by the utilizing of the cosmic energy which surrounds each particle of your being is that process of the adept or the one who has, through a disciplined and purified form of seeking, been able to make use and to use the contact of this energy for such recharging. It is not common among your people but is indeed possible.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, Latwii. Thank you. It’s been a pleasure to talk to you.

I am Latwii, and we are most gratified to be able to be of this humble service. May we answer another question at this time?

C: Yes, a question I guess also doing with sleep. I was reading about dreams, and that during each sleeping period we go through times during that time of sleep that our minds are active in what we call dreams and that if a person is disturbed during the period in which the dream exists, that in the next sleep period that person will dream that much more. I was wondering exactly what are dreams? What is the purpose of dreams?

I am Latwii, and, my brother, we might say in general upon this very large topic that in your daily activities you experience a variety of experiences. These times seem quite overwhelming, numerous in nature, and never ending. Within your dream state you may also notice that there is a great variety of experiences available here as well. Indeed, the number and types of experiences to be had during the dream state is quite infinite.

Asyou have yourself noted in your query, there might be certain activities in the dream state which are used much as the activities in your waking state are used, that is, for the learning of a specific lesson. We might say that among your people it has been noted by most that the dreams are only dreams. We might say in this regard that those activities which are called dreams by your people might, in one respect, be looked upon as being more, shall we say, real than that activity which occurs during waking hours, for within the dream state the mind is more freed from the limitations of your third density physical illusion and may pursue those lessons of the mind/body/spirit complex which the entity has incarnated to learn, with more fluidity, with a greater freedom, with a perception of that which is limitless, and might more efficiently learn those lessons which have been programmed before this incarnation.

There are a number of types of dream experiences. It would be quite exhaustive to cover each at this time, but we might say that the entity in the dream state might have subconsciously programmed the meeting with other entities of its Earth environment, entities of other astral levels, entities of levels of existence in what you would call the heaven worlds, all for the purpose of enacting a miniature drama much like that which you experience during an entire lifetime, and in this drama, however long or short, might then experience that lesson or attempt that lesson which has not been well learned within the waking activity. And when this lesson has been brought to, shall we say, a point of blooming or point of mastery, then this lesson might be brought forth into the waking consciousness so that the entity might manifest it in the third-density physical illusion and thereby more efficiently utilize the catalyst of that particular lesson.

C asked: “I was wondering exactly what are dreams? What is the purpose of dreams?” Latwii began by saying as you have noted in your query, there might be certain activities in the dream state which are used much as the activities in your waking state are used for learning of a specific lesson, and we might say that among your people it has been noted that dreams are only dreams, so we say that dreams might be looked upon as being more real than that activity which occurs during the waking hours, for within the dream state the mind is more freed from the limitations of your physical illusion and may pursue those lessons of the mind/body/spirit complex which the entity has incarnated to learn, with a greater freedom, with a perception of that which is limitless, and might more efficiently learn those lessons which have been programmed before this incarnation. Latwii went on to say there are a number of types of dream experiences which would be exhaustive to cover at this time, but the entity in the dream state might have subconsciously programmed the meeting with other entities of its Earth environment and entities of levels of existence in the heaven worlds for the purpose of enacting a miniature drama much like that which you experience during an entire lifetime, and in this drama might attempt that lesson which has not been well learned within the waking activity, and when this lesson has been brought to a point of mastery, then this lesson might be brought forth into the waking consciousness so that the entity might manifest it in the third-density physical illusion and more efficiently utilize the catalyst of that lesson. On March 7, 1982, Latwii described how we may use the dream state to learn our lessons:

The state of consciousness which you call the dream state, as we have mentioned before, does lend to the entity a greater scope of experience. Most often the experience of the dream state does include realms beyond that which you might consider the normal range of being. These realms do include the conscious awareness of other selves, which you are in contact with during your daily existence. In such dreams the work of experiencing the catalysts of this illusion might be more easily accomplished, and the conscious mind might therefore be apprised of those lessons which are most in need of concentrated effort.

In many such dream experiences, the conscious mind is seeded with the necessary information which will allow the waking entity to experience those lessons which are, shall we say, pregnant within the being. The conscious mind, then so fertilized, shall we say, does provide the focus of attention in these areas by its very consideration of the dream and its possible meaning.

The dream state is far more varied and, shall we say, multi-dimensioned than it has been imagined by most of your people. To give an accurate description of what is possible within this dream state is, in our humble opinion, not possible, for the possibilities are infinite, since the conscious mind does not have its limiting perceptions to reduce the effectiveness of the learning, shall we say, during this dream state.

May we answer in more detail, my brother?

C: No, but I was wondering if humans have forgotten how to use telepathy as a means of communication. In the dream state, is one better able to use the brain’s telepathic capacity?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my brother. We might in general say that this is a correct assumption, that in the dream state, that which you know as telepathic communication is quite possible. We might also add that it is a matter of choice of the entity’s subconscious mind as to what type of communication is utilized within the dream state. For some types of learning the simple spoken word is quite sufficient. For other more intensive, shall we say, learnings telepathic communication might more efficiently be utilized.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: Not at the moment. Thank you.

Latwii: We are most grateful to you, as well. May we answer another question at this time?

N: Yes. In the distortion I call healing and which I term balancing, I hold the crystal in my right hand. Is that, for me, a proper vehicle for the energy which I allow to flow through me to that one being healed?

I am Latwii, and, my brother, we will quite heartily agree that for your particular distortion of the healing process, this holding of the crystal is quite appropriate and for you quite sufficient. We shall also suggest that upon this path of healing you yourself shall discover other means whereby you might also be of this service in the balancing, as you have called it.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Yes. Would you please clarify that last statement as to other methods? Is there a better method?

I am Latwii, and, my brother, we might say that there is an infinite array of methods of utilizing the healing by crystal, and, indeed, there are many methods which are more efficient, shall we say, and our suggestion was simply that you shall, when the time is appropriate, discover these methods.

N: Thank you. I have a further question. In my distortion of the energy which I channel through, I term it a violet transmuting flame type of energy. Is there any correspondence to that with the energies which we’ve been studying this week that have come through Ra?

I am Latwii, and, my brother, we might suggest in this regard that it matters not what you call the energy which you are working with, for they do have their effect upon the healing process, and whether you call them violet, green, pink, or chartreuse, shall we say, matters not. There are, of course, identifications which are more efficacious and more correct, but these are not a part of the healing process, that is, the naming does not heal. The energies which you utilize and channel through your particular channel do aid in this healing process.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Thank you for that clarity. I wonder if you might suggest a way in which I might be a clearer channel for this energy?

I am Latwii, and, my brother, we find in this regard that we can make no specific suggestions other than that general suggestion of the meditation and the deepening of the desire to be of service, knowing that within this state of meditation your desire shall lead you upon the path and bring you to those points of learning which will allow you to become an increasingly more efficient, shall we say, healer. To give you the specific methods would be an infringement upon your own free will.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: No Latwii. Thank you for your clarity.

I am Latwii. We are most thankful, as well, for yours. May we answer another question at this time?

Carla: What color are you in, Latwii?

I am Latwii, and, my sister, the color which we inhabit this evening might be most correctly described as that of the orangish rust or, shall we say, that which is the citron in nature.

Is there another question at this time?

Carla: Since you mentioned that particular color, I was wondering if it is rather …

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…move into green has then to go back to orange and do some homework, I guess you’d say. Is that particular vibration distorted from the norms this close to the end of a cycle?

I am Latwii, and in response to this query, my sister, we may say that the orange vibration is quite pure in its orangeness, shall we say. The distortion lies not in the orangeness, but in its great prevalence upon your planet at this time. We do indeed now investigate this particular color of the spectrum because it is that color which is most manifest upon your planet, that being the color of the individual focused upon the self, not yet exploring beyond the self, focused upon those concerns which assure the survival and maintenance of the self and of the immediate surroundings of the self.

Eventually, as the progress of evolution proceeds, the self-aware entity does move out into those fields of concern which may be likened unto the field of the consciousness of other selves upon the planet, seeing the needs of the other selves, attempting to meet these needs, attempting to share in some manner with other selves those necessities which the self has found for the self. At this time many upon your planet do move back into this orange ray for the purpose of reassessing those needs of the self, so that eventually there might be a continued movement outward into the yellow ray and the sharing of those sustenance features, shall we say, of your illusion with the other selves.

Carla asked: “Since you mentioned that particular color, I was wondering if it is rather …move into green has then to go back to orange and do some homework, I guess you’d say. Is that particular vibration distorted from the norms this close to the end of a cycle?” Then Latwii said the orange vibration is pure in its orangeness, but the distortion lies not in the orangeness, but in its prevalence upon your planet at this time, and we investigate this color of the spectrum because it is that color which is most manifest upon your planet, that being the color of the individual focused upon the self, not yet exploring beyond the self, focused upon those concerns which assure the survival and maintenance of the self and of the immediate surroundings of the self. Latwii continued by saying eventually the self-aware entity moves out into those fields of concern which may be likened unto the field of the consciousness of other selves upon the planet, seeing the needs of the other selves, attempting to meet these needs, attempting to share in some manner with other selves those necessities which the self has found for the self, but at this time many upon your planet move back into this orange ray for the purpose of reassessing those needs of the self, so that eventually there might be a continued movement outward into the yellow ray and the sharing of those sustenance features of your illusion with the other selves. On September 7, 2019, Q’uo described the purpose of our yellow ray energy center:

In the yellow-ray energy center, there is the opportunity to expand the energies of the One Creator upon the level of the group. The entities that are united in a certain fashion that allows them to share a commonality that is expressed within the group such as the home, or family, the school, the workplace, the team, and so forth. These energies, in the positive sense, are utilized in order to share the abilities of the group in what you might call the “training wheels phenomenon” that will later become, if the fourth-density harvest is achieved by the society, the social memory complex. In the yellow-ray energy center, however, before that complex forms, there is the opportunity to begin to relate to other groups as if there were a common goal or feature between what, in negative polarity, is seen as competing groups.

Thus, in the positive sense, the entities share that which is theirs, that which is unique to them, with that which is needed by others in a group sense, so that two groups then become much likened unto one group. In this positive sense then, each group becomes, in effect, the other group, so that there is one group as a result.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you.

Latwii: We are most grateful to you as well. Is there another question at this time?

M1: Yes, Latwii. In reference to what you were just talking about, could you use as an example my coming here as being a movement into orange so that I might move from yellow to green?

I am Latwii, and, my sister, we cannot give you the specific information which you request at this time, for it is in our humble opinion an infringement to reveal the nature of your path to you at this time. It is, we feel, more appropriate for you to discover your own path and its winding ways, shall we say.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M1: No, thank you, Latwii.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

M2: Yes, Latwii. Back when the Vietnamese and Chinese were in a very intense situation, you were monitoring the situation closely. Are we having a similar situation in Poland?

I am Latwii, and, my brother, we might say in general that your planet is experiencing a great number of intensities at this time. There are among your people many feelings of mistrust, many feelings of hatred for other groups, many concerns of a worldly nature which concern, as we mentioned before, the survival of the self, the refusal of the self to see the need for the survival of other selves. Many are the intensities upon your planet at this time. We are monitoring many of the situations and are hopeful that as the entities involved in each become more and more involved in the intricacy of the other selves’ situation that there might be seen by all concerned the oneness that binds each to the one Creator, for it is the purpose of such catalysts which your peoples now experience to give to those experiencing them the realization that those things which seem to separate peoples are not of a real substance, but are illusions which do teach certain lessons.

The students are in the classroom. The lesson has progressed through most of the semester. The graduation does approach. The final examinations are being prepared. Whether the students shall learn the lessons is not known. We of Latwii, with our brothers and sisters of the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator, do respond to those calls for Love and Light as we perceive them and do lend our Love and Light where it is called. We are hopeful that the students shall learn their lessons and shall receive the passing grades, for it would indeed be much easier if the students realized that the tests which they are now taking do not need to be taken alone, for the answers are within the hearts of each and it is not, shall we say, cheating to give the answer of Love to another.

M2 asked: “Back when the Vietnamese and Chinese were in a very intense situation, you were monitoring the situation closely. Are we having a similar situation in Poland?” Latwii said your planet is experiencing a great number of intensities at this time, and there are among your people feelings of mistrust,  many concerns of a worldly nature which concern the survival of the self, the refusal of the self to see the need for the survival of other selves, so many are the intensities upon your planet at this time, and we are monitoring many of the situations and are hopeful that as the entities involved in each become more involved in the intricacy of the other selves’ situation that there might be seen by all concerned the oneness that binds each to the one Creator, for it is the purpose of such catalysts which your people now experience to give to those experiencing them the realization that those things which seem to separate people are not of a real substance, but are illusions which teach certain lessons. Now Latwii said the students are in the classroom, and the lesson has progressed through most of the semester, so the graduation approaches, and the final examinations are being prepared, but whether the students shall learn the lessons is not known, so we of Latwii, with our brothers and sisters of the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator, respond to those calls for Love and Light as we perceive them and lend our Love and Light where it is called, and we are hopeful that the students shall learn their lessons, for it would be much easier if the students realized that the tests which they are now taking do not need to be taken alone, for the answers are the answer of Love for each, and it is not cheating to give the answer of Love to another. On November 19, 2000, Q’uo described the nature of our graduation into the fourth density:

And it is that heart which desires to know the one Creator, that heart which sees the Creator in the friend, the family, the stranger, and in the mirror that is open to the graduation, the harvest that now beckons into fourth density. It is not what one knows or thinks one knows that will achieve the harvest, but it is the desire to know. The desire to serve and the desire to be the one Creator.

May we answer you further, my brother?

M2: No. Thank you, Latwii.

Latwii: We are most grateful to you as well. Is there another question at this time?

N: Yes. Is it possible to experience what I would term fine tuning of balancing by asking an entity such as yourself for that?

I am Latwii, and, my brother, to our best understanding of this term which you use, we cannot give such an experience. It must be given by the self requesting it to the self requesting it.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: No, thank you.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. We have been most honored to be asked to join your meditation group this evening. We hope that each entity present will take those words which have meaning with them, will leave those words which have no meaning behind. We of Latwii are humble messengers of Light and do bring our Love to share with this group when called. It is a great honor to be called to this group. We come as brothers and sisters. We come as messengers of the one Creator. We come as Creator to Creator, for are we not all one? We leave you now in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. I am Latwii. Adonai.

This morning I had my yearly appointment with my eye doctor, and the various tests of my vision went well. On the way home I stopped at Paul’s Fruit Market to buy some food for myself. Then I stopped at Walgreen’s to drop off a prescription and to pick up some Pepsi-Zero.

The afternoon I used Huff and Puff to blow all of the leaves in the front yard and side yard into a pile. Then I covered the pile with a tarp because all of my garbage cans are full of leaves that will be picked up tomorrow morning.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 10

Like Minerals In Soft Rains

I am the Spirit of the consciousness of the Love of Christ, and I greet you in the Love that is power, and might, and glory, creating without end all that there is and rejoicing in the creation.

I come in the vibration which comforts this child of God, and I come to each who calls me in each seeker’s own need, with each seeker’s vibrations and necessities of consciousness in mind.

For we would not distress any by teachings which are confusing but would rather speak in the native tongue of each heart, our feet planted in the native soil of each seeker’s fertile ground. For each seeker is a garden wherein is planted the Word: Love. And Love may create for each seeker a wonderful garden of fruit and harvest that blooms and yields forever. Yet without Love, the ground wherein the seeds of Love lie is barren and lifeless.

We who comfort are like minerals in soft rains, adding to the soil what is needed of the consciousness of Love. Seek, then, in your own native tongue, to know the will of Christ in your life, and we shall fall upon you like rain, and the seeds of Love within you shall rejoice.

Peace be with you, now and always. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Hatonn, Oxal, and Latwii channeling today comes from December 6, 1981:

(L channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. My friends, my brothers, my sisters, it is with great pleasure that we shared your musical and heartfelt vibrations as you initiated this period of sharing. We of Hatonn are sensitive to those vibrations to which you refer as music and are pleasured deeply at this sensation of harmonious vibrations. At this time, we would like the opportunity to work with the various instruments present, if they are willing. I am Hatonn.

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am now with this instrument. We again greet you in the Love and Light of the one infinite Creator. As always, it is a pleasure to speak to groups as large as this one, for we do not often get to speak our few words through so many at a time. It is especially a pleasure tonight, for within this group there are so many who have chosen to aid others, us, themselves, by the act that you refer to as channeling. We of Hatonn are always grateful to all who would serve in this manner, for it enables us to be in contact with more of your people who would listen but who have not yet gained the ability to hear, to feel our vibration, our Love, in our attempt to aid those of your planet who seek, to gain awareness, the Love and the Light that is the one infinite Creator. We would now like to exercise another channel with whom we have not had contact with for a while. We are known to you as Hatonn.

(H channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am once again with this instrument. It has been a great length of time, as you would measure it. It is always our pleasure to be invited into the heart of your people, and when you open yourselves to our communication this is, indeed, what you offer. You offer your trust, your commitment to the seeking of truth, and with this the inner feeling which many of you would call to be the spirit or the heart of your being.

We of Hatonn wish in no way to bring upon anyone what they do not request or desire. We are only here to share with you at this present time our knowledge, sometimes our advice, but we wish in no way to give you advice that would determine your actions. We only wish to share our knowledge, combine it with yours, and allow you to analyze and to decide which is the great truth that permeates the universe, and which is the direction that you should seek, for each of you walks a path which you have chosen prior to your birth. Blindly, you lead yourself through this experience upon Earth. Many take generations—excuse the mistake—many take several incarnations to follow one path, for within your Earth environment there is a great deal of confusion and a great deal of what you would call negative energy. It is here to test the strength of your commitment to the seeking of truth and the Creator.

Your walk upon this plane of existence is merely one lesson in a vast universe of endless classes and experiences. You on Earth are fortunate in that you are now culminating what you might call one of your major courses in spiritual growth. You are here to learn the meaning of Love, without prejudice or prejudgment. You are here to learn to accept one another. You are here to learn to become an inhabitant of the Creator’s entire creation. Look not only upon that which happens upon your globe, but look into the sky and know that you are not alone. All that you see is inhabited in one form or another. Intelligence permeates the universe, and Love overcomes all things. We of Hatonn extend our Love to you and await the day that we may walk hand in hand in the Love and in the light of our infinite Creator.

I shall now transfer to another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am now with this instrument. I am Hatonn. Once again, my friends, we greet you in Love. Before we leave this group, we would greatly appreciate the privilege of sharing with each of you our conditioning vibration. We shall pass among you at this time, and if you request this vibration which will allow you to become more aware of our presence and deepen your own meditative states, we ask that you mentally request that we be with you, and we shall be. We shall now pause in order to be with you.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. My friends, we thank you for the great symphony of your harmonized circle of vibration. We ask that if you think of us, you think not of who we are, but of only the Creator. We care not what impression we may offer, nor do we wish authority among your people, for reputation is a stranger to meaning. We ask only that you consider the Love that is the original Thought of the infinite Creator, and we ask that you consider seeking that Love in meditation. We are always with you if you mentally request us. If in any way when we condition any who may be sensitive there is discomfort, mentally request adjustment. If there is continued discomfort, mentally request that we leave. We shall do so immediately. When we work with an individual in the preliminary times, as you would say, there is a period in which we are adjusting constantly to the unique vibratory pattern of each. Please have patience with us in order that we may serve you, for that is our only desire.

We leave this instrument in order that another of the Confederation may speak. Thank you, my brothers and sisters, for allowing us to meditate with you. I am known to you as Hatonn. Adonai, my friends. Adonai.

(Carla channeling)

I am Oxal, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. May I say that it is with the greatest of pleasure that we speak to this group this evening. We greet each, and especially those who are new to this group, and the one known as H who has been absent for some time. Your life vibrations are a great blessing to us.

You, my friends, are in exile. All upon your planet are in a strange land. There is no comfort for the spirit in the spirit of your culture. The planet that your people have made is a strange and barbarous territory. You are in exile in your bodies. There is within you a knowledge, a remembrance, a memory of the Light and the infinite life of your true existence and of your true body. But here you are, my friends, cast away and what have you done, my friends, you exiles of the soul? Have you banded together defensively to protect yourselves against the pain of living? Have you attempted to convince yourselves that exile is home? Examine the actions that you take and the thoughts that you think, and you may find in yourself many, many traces of the behavior of a stranger in a strange land.

My friends, there is comfort. There is complete and utter comfort. It is in looking outward that you miss the one source of home, for to find that home you must look within the self. Beneath all those things which you have been taught and all those things which you have rationalized, there lies a homeland and a true being so deeply fixed within you that you cannot lose it, you cannot forget it. It is not to be earned, but it may be sought. Seek, my friends, the peace of your true home, balm of your true identity, and in that knowledge, my friends, look out upon this illusion and see it in Love and in Light. If you seek wisdom you shall not find it in your illusion. In meditation go home, for that home is yours by right of infinite birth.

Oxal wanted to speak about how we are in exile. They began by saying you are in exile, and all upon your planet are in a strange land, but there is no comfort for the spirit in the spirit of your culture, for the planet that your people have made is a strange and barbarous territory, so you are in exile in your bodies, and there is within you a memory of the Light and the infinite life of your true existence and of your true body, but here you are cast away, and: “What have you done you exiles of the soul? Have you banded together defensively to protect yourselves against the pain of living?Have you attempted to convince yourselves that exile is home?” Then Oxal said examine the actions that you take and the thoughts that you think, and you may find in yourself many traces of the behavior of a stranger in a strange land. Oxal continued by saying there is complete comfort, but it is in looking outward that you miss the one source of home, for to find that home you must look within the self, so beneath all those things which you have been taught and all those things which you have rationalized, there lies a homeland and a true being so deeply fixed within you that you cannot lose it; you cannot forget it; it is not to be earned; but it may be sought, so seek the peace of your true identity, and in that knowledge look out upon this illusion and see it in Love and in Light, but if you seek wisdom you shall not find it in your illusion, so in meditation go home, for that home is yours by right of infinite birth. On May 18, 2005, Q’uo described the nature of our true identity:

When an entity thoughtlessly uses the word, “I,” that entity is referring to the personality shell. Certainly, that entity is one-of-a-kind and very idiosyncratic and unique. However, as you cast off items of your personality shell and enter more and more into your spirit-self, you do not in any way remove or limit your identity as “I.” Rather, you retain the uniqueness of yourself as a spark of the one infinite Creator, yet you become more and more aware that this Creator-self has its roots in the Creator Itself so that you have more and more of an awareness of the solidity at the center of your true identity.

I would now leave this instrument, but I assure you, my friends, I will continue to meditate with this group as Latwii speaks, for it is indeed a pleasure to be with you. I am known to you as Oxal. Let there be no division in yourself, my friends. Cease all confusion and know that exiles think strange things. Seek that which awaits within. I leave you in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you all in Love and Light. We are most honored to join you this evening. As always, it is our privilege to add what small bit of Light that we might to the answering of queries which those present might have the value in asking. May we ask if there are any queries at this time?

M: Yes. Latwii, I have one that was missed on the tape. You answered while we were changing tapes. If someone knows a truth, or knows a particular sermon to be true, what happens in their growth and development if they do not act accordingly to that truth?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my brother. In this regard we might say that when an entity has ascertained information which it has determined to be of value, to be of a certain degree of truth, shall we say, then if this information is not utilized by this entity, the entity shall discover the means whereby it was brought into contact with this truth being repeated, so that the entity might once again discover that which it seeks, that which it has previously discovered to be of value to it in its seeking, and might, thereby, by repetition discover a use for this truth. The information which an entity seeks is drawn to it like a magnet draws the filing of iron. When the entity does not use this information, but sets it aside, the seeking mechanism remains in motion, drawing unto that entity the means whereby it might once again discover that which it seeks.

When the information, the truth is made a part of the being’s behavior and thoughts, a part of the being itself, then there is that which might be likened unto the closing of a circuit, and there is a completion at one level of seeking whereby there might be, following that seeking, seeking of a further truth, for the seeking is endless. It is infinite, my friends, and if the product of the seeking on any level is not utilized, then there shall be more opportunities by which the truth might be found.

May we answer you further, my brother?

M: No, thank you.

Latwii: We thank you as well. We are always grateful for the opportunity to be of service. Is there another question at this time?

C: Yes. I could stand a little advice. I’ve been, here of late, in an ongoing process of trying to improve the relationship that exists between myself and my son. I went through a period where I was, I know now, I was demanding too much of my small son and was just curious as to whether the steps I’m now undertaking will lead to the bettering of our relationship. It seems to be having some effect now, but I was wondering as if you could comment as to whether the steps I’m taking will continue to improve the relationship between us.

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my brother. In this regard we must answer in a general nature, for to give specific advice or judgment of your particular line of action would, in our humble estimation, be infringement upon your free will.

C: General is just fine.

Latwii: We appreciate your compromise with our position and might suggest that in the relationship with the young entities of your illusion, those children of your being, that first of all there are no mistakes. What you do in relationship with your children will affect them in a manner which will eventually result in their growth, their learning, and their unity with the Creator, for there is nothing but service that is possible within this or any illusion. Worry not that you make mistakes, for it is the attention which you give your young child in the attempting to be of service to it that is of the most service to it, for the young entity in your illusion needs the models, shall we say, needs the knowledge that those who are in its care and whose care it rests within, do care for it, do give it attention and do attempt to allow its perceptions to be broadened, its experiences to be increased, so that its great desire to master this illusion might be fed the food of your wisdom and your love and your simple being.

By this constant interplay of attention between your child and yourself, there shall grow a relationship of clear understanding that this is an illusion which has no clear-cut answers and that the seeking within the self for each answer is that activity which is of most benefit. In this regard, my brother, you have yourself been of great service and know that your child does recognize this factor.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: Yes. Maybe. Here of late I’ve been putting myself into the situation where I’m interacting with the children of others, and am experiencing very warming emotions and experiencing definite growth. And in this situation, I see profound wisdom, that is not within me or the other adults that I’m working with, but within the children within their simple and very—I’m not sure how to say it—their own little world. They seem to display wisdom that we tend to forget. I realize that each and every situation which we are involved in is a means for furthering our growth, but I guess—I really don’t have a question, I just simply wanted to say that the chance that I’ve had here of late with children has let me see many things which I’d either forgotten or ignored.

Why is it that so many of us forget the wisdom and simple truths that we know as children? Why do adults forget what they seem to be born with?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my brother. We of Latwii can say little that will be of clear understanding in this regard, for it is our understanding that the entities within your illusion are indeed, as those of Oxal have mentioned previously, in exile. Born into this illusion, each entity comes from a unity with the innocence and the purity of one facet of that unity which might be likened unto the unconscious recognition of all as the self. From this innocence must be made a journey, a journey which will lead into confusion which will lead into this illusion. The innocence of the young must be tested, shall we say, by the fires of this illusion so that the unconscious knowing of oneness might become as the final fruit of the tree of incarnation, balanced by the conscious knowing of unity.

On this journey there shall be many experiences, many …

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii. To continue with our story, this journey moves from the unconscious into the conscious realms for the entity, and in this journey the entity does experience that which shall teach it to know with its conscious mind that which it knows with its unconscious mind. For the conscious mind to learn this lesson it must learn through experience and experience somewhat of a forgetting, much as each entity upon entering this illusion does experience a forgetting so that the learnings of this illusion will carry weight. This process is reflected in the life of each entity within each incarnation. Each entity begins as the young entity, quite aware of unity with all, journeys forth, experiences that which appears to be separation from all as the individuality of each entity is formed. The fruits of this journey, the labors, culminate for each entity in the experience of conscious oneness with all. For this experience to carry weight for the entity, there must be a forgetting.

C asked: “Why is it that so many of us forget the wisdom and simple truths that we know as children? Why do adults forget what they seem to be born with?” Latwii began by saying we can say little that will be of clear understanding in this regard, for it is our understanding that the entities within your illusion are in exile, so born into this illusion each entity comes from a unity with the innocence and the purity of one facet of that unity which might be likened unto the unconscious recognition of all as the self, and from this innocence must be made a journey which will lead into confusion which will lead into this illusion, for the innocence of the young must be tested by the fires of this illusion so that the unconscious knowing of oneness might become the final fruit of the tree of incarnation, balanced by the conscious knowing of unity. Latwii went on to say this journey moves from the unconscious into the conscious realms for the entity, and in this journey the entity experiences that which shall teach it to know with its conscious mind that which it knows with its unconscious mind, for the conscious mind to learn this lesson it must learn through experience and experience a forgetting, much as each entity upon entering this illusion experiences a forgetting so that the learnings of this illusion will carry weight, and this process is reflected in the life of each entity within each incarnation, so each entity begins as the young entity, aware of unity with all, and experiences that which appears to be separation from all as the individuality of each entity is formed, and the fruits of this journey culminate for each entity in the experience of conscious oneness with all, and for this experience to carry weight for the entity, there must be a forgetting. On January 22, 1983, Latwii described the reasons for the forgetting that we all go through:

This, in general, my sister, is correct, for each of you moves within an illusion, within a forgetting. You move within a darkness. Though your days be brightly lit, still, as you seek within your being for the truth, you seek in moonlight, for it is not clear to those who have forgotten that each is the Creator that such is the case. And as you move through your illusion you carry the small candle of your consciousness with you to dimly light your way. Only after your incarnation has been completed does the Love and Light of the one Creator, which exists at the heart of your being, shine clearly over the pages of your life so that you may then see the efficiency with which the lessons were learned, and might then see the lessons which need the learning in the next incarnation.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: No, thank you.

Latwii: We thank you as well. Is there another question at this time?

L: Latwii, I’ve got a bunch of questions. The first one is in reference to my friend, R, who is experiencing an emotional imbalance caused by the death of a dear relative. Is there anything we can do in addition to sending Light and Love that will enable R to find the comfort he needs?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my brother, and in this regard we must also reiterate that we cannot give specific advice but can only suggest that if you wish to be of service to one who is in need of your service that you consider carefully the needs of this entity, and in your meditative state seek you this solution, and as you seek to be of service the way shall be made clear from within your own being as to which path would be of most value to this entity.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: Yes, on a different subject, on the subject of healing. I have reached an understanding of a process to assist in the healing of internal organs recently. Is this the best system that I have available to work with, or would you advise that I seek further?

I am Latwii, and my brother, we do not wish to sound confused in our response, but we would suggest both of your assumptions are correct.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: Yes. My understanding of my present situation on learning healing is that my greatest success in learning will be obtained, not through study under another individual or a particular system, but rather through attuning myself to what I can learn through meditation and performance. It appears to me that the systems are at best distortion, and are something I should avoid for the time being until I have established some basics in my own understanding. Would you regard this as a correct perception of the situation I’m in?

I am Latwii, and, my brother, in this regard we might suggest that your own discrimination has thus far provided you with the path which has borne fruit, and we would suggest the continued following of your own inclinations in this matter, remaining open to any source which appears to be of value.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: Yes. It is my understanding that certain physical imbalances are created by the individual for their spiritual progress, and that these should not be interfered with. It is also my understanding that other physical imbalances have served their purpose and are inadvertently maintained by the individual who may be served by assisting them to release themselves from these imbalances. My problem is discerning between the two. How would you advise that I discern between the two?

I am Latwii, and in this regard, my brother, we would attempt to simplify your understanding of the healing process by suggesting that as the healer you offer the one to be healed the opportunity to be healed, but do not, by your own actions, heal. Therefore, if there is one who approaches you and seeks your assistance in the healing process, the seeking is that which is necessary for your decision, for if one seeks to be healed, one is seeking the assistance to do that which the entity to be healed has already decided, therefore there is no infringement upon the will of the entity in such a seeking.

May we be of further assistance, my brother?

L: No, that answer itself is a great relief to me. Thank you very much. I have no further questions.

Latwii: We are most grateful to you as well for allowing us to serve in this capacity. May we ask if there is another question at this time?

Carla: Which part of our density are you scanning tonight?

I am Latwii, and, my sister, we were wondering when you would ask which particular color of your density we were enjoying and have prepared for you a display of that color which you might call the apple green.

Latwii: May we ask if there is another question at this time?

Carla: No. That suited me just fine.

Latwii: We are most grateful to you as well. May we ask if there is another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. My friends, may we say that it has been the greatest of privileges to join your group this evening. We look forward to such sessions in what you call your future, for it is of great inspiration to our social memory complex of entities to be able to participate in such exchanges of perceptions and the vibration of Love and Light which this group is known to generate.

We shall leave this group at this time and would in the leaving remind each present that at any time in your future which you would be in the need of our assistance in meditation, that we should be most pleased to join you with the simple request for our presence being all that is required. We leave you now in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We are known to you as Latwii. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

(C channeling)

I am Nona, and greet you, my friends, in Love and in Light. We of Nona have been greatly honored by this group for some time now. The desire is present in this group to aid others by the sending of healing Light. It has been for some time now very strong, very potent. The Light generated has been well received by those to whom this group has directed its energies. We of Nona are always extremely glad that we may be of service to you by adding our energies to yours as you seek to aid those around and amongst you. We of Nona are with you and shall always be, whenever you ask, for our main service in your vibration is to aid healing and always feel honored to aid you at any time. We now leave this instrument, but will still be with you as you send healing Light to those for whom you have concern. Adonai.

This morning I put my laundry in the clothes washer in the basement. After about fifteen minutes I put my laundry in the clothes dryer. Then I ran two errands with my first stop being at the Post Office to mail a book to a friend in New Jersey. My second stop was at my vet’s where I gave each staff member a Christmas card and a small donation for all of the help they were this year with Bosco and Faithful. My third stop was at my barber’s shop to give her a Christmas card with a small donation.

This afternoon I took my clothes out of the dryer and put them away in my bathroom and my bedroom.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 9

The Rags And Bones Of The Mind

I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of Love.

The deep recesses of your conscious mind contain the rags and bones, the scraps and oddities, that have become useless to you and garbage within the heart. The Spirit of the living God urges you to clean house. For that which flows through you is blocked and weakened by these old rags of sadness, jealously, anger, desires for revenge, and, most of all, the dividing of self against self.

Self-criticism is an enormous stumbling block to one who wishes to experience and live a life upheld by Love and bounded about by eternity.

Clean house, my children. Release all that has been considered waste. You do not need these sorrows as knives turned against the self. You merely wish them so that you do not blow away as the weight of past experience is lifted.

My children, you shall not blow away but, rather, shall be hollowed out at last, sorrow having done its work. A deeper, gentler, braver heart lies ready for the wind which whispers the Spirit and the message of Love.

We leave you in this peace and this love, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Laitos channeling today comes from December 3, 1981:

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. We have been attempting to contact the one known as D and the one known as S but we find that some time of conditioning would be helpful with both of these instruments as there has been a good deal of activity on this day and retuning of the mind towards seeking, towards the ideals of service, towards the impersonal and objective in life.

It is difficult to find in a moment and yet, my friends, this is what you seek, not an easy thing nor a profitable one among your people. You seek the invisible and do not find the visible satisfactory or sufficient. You seek the idea and do not find practicality a reasonable excuse for action. You seek service and do not accept the philosophy that to be self-sufficient is service enough. You are, in fact, those in the minority among your people, those who consciously and deeply seek something beyond the petty, mundane round of existence that can be seen, and heard, and felt, and experienced.

We are with you, my friends, to share with you a mystery. That mystery is that you do not seek in vain. That mystery is the mystery of an infinite creation, of an original Thought that has created all that there is, including an infinite array of those things that cannot be seen with the physical eye, that cannot be touched, that cannot be experienced—until one thing occurs, until one door is opened. This one thing, my friends, is the seeking that you are now engaged in. We are with you.

Laitos said that most seekers are seeking for something beyond the mundane world. They began by saying it is difficult to find in a moment, and this is what you seek which is not an easy thing nor a profitable one among your people, for you seek the invisible and do not find the visible sufficient, and you seek the idea and do not find practicality a reasonable excuse for action, and you seek service and do not accept the philosophy that to be self-sufficient is service enough, so you are those in the minority among your people, those who consciously and deeply seek something beyond the mundane round of existence that can be seen, heard, felt, and experienced. Laitos went on to say we are with you to share a mystery which is that you do not seek in vain, for that mystery is the mystery of an infinite creation, of an original Thought that has created all that there is, including an infinite array of those things that cannot be seen with the physical eye, that cannot be touched, that cannot be experienced until one door is opened, so this one thing is the seeking that you are now engaged in, and we are with you. On September 19, 1994, Q’uo spoke of how we live in the mystery of Love in an infinite creation:

The second tool, which may be used when these feelings are seen, is the turning to the one infinite Creator, for these feelings are taking place in an infinite creation. Within this infinite creation there is one thing that is true. That thing is Love. Love expressing as truth, as beauty, as goodness, love expressing as mystery. It is not necessary, you see, to remain in the sea of confusion, paddling about in the frail barque of flesh that is your own upon this infinite voyage. Once the reality within the illusion is addressed, once the sorrow and anger have been owned, accepted, respected, and the entity within all that feeling nurtured, then is there wisdom in turning to praise and thanksgiving of the one infinite Creator, to turning once again to Love.

We believe that we have sufficiently conditioned each and would now speak through the one known as D. I am Laitos.

(D channeling)

I am Laitos, and I greet you through this instrument. We realize that the instrument is experiencing some difficulty and she is somewhat fatigued. We would suggest that she take a few deep breaths. We have a good contact with this instrument and would like to say that she has made good progress. We would assure her that she did indeed…

(Carla channeling)

I am again with this instrument. I am Laitos. We hope the one known as D will forgive us for continuing to offer our transmission, but there is a breakthrough which is quite close at this time. The difficulty is as it so often is—the analysis of the contact. We were assuring the instrument that we were offering our thoughts to the instrument. It is only when this point has been trusted that we can begin to offer material of a more advanced nature. Therefore, it is worth spending some of your time on, if you will be patient in sessions such as this one. We wish to build up the confidence of the new instruments by breaking through the point at which the new instrument becomes aware enough of our vibration and the method of our sharing of concept that we can then begin to share concepts in a less predictable manner and gradually develop the unique channel which is possible with each unique being through whom we may speak. We thank the one known as D very much for the privilege of working with her and feel that we are very close to this breakthrough of confidence. We are most privileged to share in this service.

At this time we would speak through the one known as S. I am Laitos.

(S channeling)

I am Laitos, and I greet you, my friends, through this instrument once more. We of Laitos are always pleased to be able to speak through instruments such as those that we find in this group. It makes us feel happy to know that there is such a calling for our presence in order that we may aid those who are seeking to serve in the manner known as channeling. It is indeed a pleasure to serve the one infinite Creator by being of service to those who call us for assistance in their seeking. We of Laitos are indeed honored at the frequency of the calls we receive from your group. It is, as always, a pleasure to work with each of the new instruments. We find a sincere effort is being made by those in this group. We would at this time like to transfer this contact. I am Laitos.

(Jim channeling)

I am Laitos, and greet you once again in Love and Light. We are honored at this time to offer ourselves in the service of answering questions which entities in this group might have to ask. May we answer any questions at this time?

S: Yes, I have a question. I am usually unable to note your contact. It is either so very light that I don’t feel it or I’m just having trouble recognizing it. Do I just need practice to develop the ability to recognize? I can recognize others easily, but your touch seems so light that I have difficulty knowing when contact has been made.

I am Laitos, and am aware of your question, my sister. We of Laitos attempt to respond to the request of each new instrument in the strength of our conditioning vibration through a series of learning relationships and speaking attempts by each instrument. We are able to provide the conditioning which makes each instrument aware of our presence yet does not overstimulate the instrument.

We would suggest at this time, if it be your desire at this time to be more aware of our conditioning vibration, that you mentally request such before meditation begins after the tuning has been accomplished. In this way it will be more easily perceived by any Confederation member wishing to utilize your instrument with your permission what the degree of conditioning you have requested is. You are also correct in your analysis that more practice on your part will also be of aid to you in perceiving our contact as we attempt to balance your perception of our contact with a touch which is light enough avoid the overstimulation of your instrument.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S: [Inaudible]

Laitos: We are most grateful to you as well for offering us this great opportunity to be of service to the one Creator. Are there any further questions at this time?

Carla: Well, I wasn’t going to ask it, but just in case you might have some thoughts that I hadn’t been aware of from previous communications through the Confederation, I’m very interested in healing as quickly as possible, and my healing seems to have been quite accelerated already, and I wondered if you had any thoughts regarding my further acceleration of that by any action or thought that I might do?

I am Laitos, and am aware of your question, my sister. In this regard we find that there is not much new information which we may give upon this subject, for your desire to be healed has caused you to seek every possible remedy which is available at this time. Your desire is in itself the greatest aid to your healing process. For your desire does pierce that protective shell which holds your physical vehicle in its configuration, whatever that configuration might be, and does allow the healing energy which many send you to enter through your protective auric shell.

This has been the case thus far, and your desire to be healed continues to open your shell to healing Love and Light energies. We simply reaffirm that which you are familiar with, the visualizing of your arm—and entire body for that matter—being surrounded by Light, this Light being the healing Love/Light of the one Creator. This light entering through your lower chakras and feet and circulating throughout your body, coalescing in those regions which need the most healing. And then, to complete the visualization in your meditation, the seeing of your body and any specific areas as being completely healthy and healed.

Carla asked: “Well, I wasn’t going to ask it, but just in case you might have some thoughts that I hadn’t been aware of from previous communications through the Confederation, I’m very interested in healing as quickly as possible, and my healing seems to have been quite accelerated already, and I wondered if you had any thoughts regarding my further acceleration of that by any action or thought that I might do?” Laitos began by saying we find that there is not much new information which we may give upon this subject, for your desire to be healed has caused you to seek every possible remedy which is available at this time, and your desire is the greatest aid to your healing process, for your desire does pierce that protective shell which holds your physical vehicle in its configuration, whatever that configuration might be, and it allows the healing energy which many send you to enter through your protective auric shell. Laitos went on to say this has been the case so far, and your desire to be healed continues to open your shell to healing Love and Light energies, and we reaffirm that which you are familiar with, the visualizing of your arm—and entire body for that matter—being surrounded by Light which is the healing Love/Light of the one Creator, so this Light enters through your lower chakras and feet and circulates throughout your body, coalescing in those regions which need the most healing, and then, to complete the visualization in your meditation, the seeing of your body and any specific areas as being completely healed. On June 26, 1988, L/Leema spoke of the nature of our auric shell:

It is, however, that which occurs within the meditative state when an entity turns purely to the heart chakra and moves the brain wave energy in concentration to that locus. From that locus, then, enters a very pure Love vibratory emanation, crystallized by the crystallized being which acts as a catalyst in the connection between the two green rays and in the interruption of the outer shell of the one to be healed in its auric sense. Once the auric shell has been pierced and the green ray opened in the one to be healed, the energy is sent forth, and the one to be healed may choose healing at that time.

May we answer you, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you, Laitos.

Laitos: We are most grateful to you as well. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Laitos. We are most grateful for this opportunity to join your group this afternoon. We of Laitos hope that we shall have this honor many times in what you call your future, for this is our service as members of the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator—that is, the exercising and conditioning of new instruments. We treasure each experience and thank each present this afternoon for adding another voice to the call of service which we have to offer. We would leave you now in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. Adonai, vasu, boragus.

This morning I called my vet and asked for the names of all of the staff so I could bring them all Christmas cards and a gift to thank them for helping me with Bosco and Faithful.

This afternoon I took my third loaner car back to Bachman Subaru to swap out for another loaner car that I can use until Stanley has his new engine installed, which should be sometime before Christmas. On the way home I stopped at PNC Bank to make a cash withdrawal. My second stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I bought some Kleenex and some vanilla Haagen-Dazz ice cream.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 8

Thy Will Be Done

I am of the principle of the consciousness of Jesus the Christ. I greet you in the beauty of complete and divine Love which is the nature of that consciousness.

Many of you seek to become more and more as you may understand the mind of Jesus the Christ to be. To be pondered in this regard is the helplessness of Jesus nailed to His tree of death and resurrection.

Sometimes the soul who serves the positive and the good finds oneself incapable of producing any fruit to the spirit or any aid to consciousness except the affirmation, “Thy will be done—and that cheerfully.”

In those times when you feel helpless, release that helpless feeling, for your help is near. Sometimes to be helpless is to be of great service. And it is then time, always, to ask for the company and the comfort of the consciousness of the Love of Jesus the Christ.

We leave you in love and peace, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings today come from November 29, 1981:

(L channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my brothers and sisters, in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We of Hatonn thank you for the pleasure we have derived from your joyous music, for all too often, my brothers and sisters, the only sounds that reach our ears are those directed to us from individuals who in their suffering cry out for help and relief. Although we of Hatonn realize that it is both our responsibility and service to respond to these messages of distress, we wish to add that we are deeply touched and pleasured by the sounds of joy and sharing that seem to come from your planet all too seldom.

Tonight, we of Hatonn wish to share with you a small story concerning a child who was able to fly. Perhaps this may seem a rather preposterous beginning, yet we will continue with our story, for there is a purpose in our sharing it with you. A child was born. The child was not abnormal in any fashion. He had eyes, ears, arms, and legs of the correct number. As he grew older, he learned to speak, to walk, to handle the various utensils for eating, for working, for enjoyment; yet, this child was different in one respect. He was aware of the world around him. His awareness of his surroundings was not the result of a sudden inspiration or insight, but rather was simply a continuous perception that he had brought into the world with him and had managed to resist being indoctrinated into disbelieving. In a sense, this child was more a normal child that those about him, for he was not blinded by the stories and half-truths that distort reality.

Naturally, the child’s familiarity with the world about him became evident due to his ability to flow in attunement with those energies about him. This was evident in others—correction—this was evident to others in that the child was able to create or dissolve material objects at will; yet this was constantly overlooked as simply a slight of hand or deception, for other children do not question reality, and elders who regard themselves as much wiser found their own answers to explain this phenomenon rather than to accept it for its actuality.

The breaking point arrived, however, when the child began to fly. Again, the other children, being less fully indoctrinated, were capable of accepting this practice, for is it not a natural practice for one who is aware of the illusory state of his surroundings to be able to manipulate the illusion? The elders, the adults, those who were wise, however, found the prospect much less enchanting. And, again created, in a distorted fashion, their own understanding of this phenomena. The child, being different, must be evil, and therefore must be destroyed.

The child was captured, if a simple response of approaching when requested can be interpreted as capturing, and was put upon a trial in which he was expected to answer a number of questions dealing with complex theories developed by the elders to explain the process by which he had attained large quantities of a supposedly evil and forbidden knowledge. The child was confused, for he knew nothing of metaphysics, of religions, of theories, of superstitions. He simply knew the substance of which his world was composed. He was simply aware of the malleability of his surroundings and his ability to mold them, to flow with them, as a feather flows on a liquid stream.

Eventually the trial was over. The child, now regarded as both evil and uncooperative, was condemned to death, for such was the only response conceivable to those wise elders who sought to protect themselves from the knowledge they suspected the child bore. We will not dwell upon details of pain. It will suffice to say, the child’s physical vehicle was terminated, yet the child joyfully continued to fly, for not bearing the heavy burden of wisdom possessed by those elders, the child was not borne down and crushed to the earth by the fears of a physical death, but simply continued to live and to fly. The child was unaware that this death, as they called it, was to be something frightening, to be avoided, to flee from as long and with as much effort as possible. He was but a child, and only knew that his universe was still malleable, was still subject to his own powers of creation, and thus, happily, the child continued to fly.

My friends, the child in all of us continues to fly. We can load it down with the heavy burdens of this supposed knowledge and wisdom of the worlds we create. We can crush ourselves to the earth with our needs, our possessions, with the heavy burdens which we create for ourselves. Or we can see them in their proper perspective, as malleable conditions that we have created for the purpose of our own learning. We can use them toward that, and relinquish them when we are finished. My brothers, my sisters, if your burdens are heavy, lay them down and come fly.

I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am now with this instrument. I greet you again, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. We would continue through this instrument.

My friends, we realize that there is always some gap between the concepts or inspirations which we might offer you and practical application of the original Thought of the infinite Creator in your life. We have not drifted so far from your experience of third density that we have forgotten the gravity that holds you down, both physically and metaphysically. We do suggest to you that you might lay aside your metaphysical gravity, and take your birthright as a co-Creator of this infinite universe and fly wherever and whenever you wish, for this is to invite even the most devoted student to inquire as to the precise nature of the mechanics of flight.

My friends, we do not speak of the mechanical concept of flight. Let us look at the same concept from a slightly different point of view. Say that you are a detective, each of you on the trail of the suspect. This suspect is reputed to be the true self. The most daring, careful, and inventive detective shall never discover their own true self, for the self is revealed to the self unexpectedly, as if by chance you walked into a strange room in a strange house and unexpectedly caught sight of your face in the mirror. How startled the person is to see that reflection when it is not expected; how different the person suddenly looks.

Hatonn wanted to look at the mechanics of flight in a spiritual way. They began by saying there is always some gap between the concepts which we might offer you and the practical application of the original Thought of the infinite Creator in your life, but we have not drifted so far from your experience of third density that we have forgotten the gravity that holds you down, both physically and metaphysically, so we do suggest that you lay aside your metaphysical gravity, and take your birthright as a co-Creator of this infinite universe and fly wherever and whenever you wish, for this is to invite even the most devoted student to inquire as to the precise nature of the mechanics of flight. Hatonn continued by saying we do not speak of the mechanical concept of flight, so let us look at the same concept from a different point of view, so say that you are a detective on the trail of the suspect which is said to be the true self, for the most careful and inventive detective shall never discover their true self, for the self is revealed to the self unexpectedly, as if by chance you walked into a strange room in a strange house and unexpectedly caught sight of your face in the mirror, and how startled the person is to see that reflection when it is not expected, and how different the person suddenly looks. On February 25, 1990, Q’uo described the nature of our true self:

This illusion which you now enjoy is upon the level of molecular structure, magnetic relationships, and the geometry of what you call matter, placed in order. However, the divine Thought within, which is Love, that which is the true self, is covered over, as is the molten center of your planet, with honeycombs of many, many kinds of material, and finally the shallow waters and land masses of the topography of the surface of your sphere.

This planet is an analogy to that which is the consciousness of Love within. That is how deeply it is buried. Your passion seems far from you. The discipline of your personality to know the self seems nowhere upon land or sea, in the air, or underneath the waters of the earth. There is no conscious way to break into or to tunnel into the heart of your true nature, which is not personality, but which is desired by your free will at this time.

Much effort has already been expended by each of you. Each of you has made choice after choice after choice. When weary, you have sat by the road of seeking; when energetic once again you take up the burden of humanity and walk the path of the seeker, seeking in the air, the earth, the water, and the fire of energy that which is completely unable to be found by the conscious mind. There is, however, that oneness between the molten center of your being, the passion of the divine Love within you, and the one great original Thought that is the Creator. And you are within this illusion to learn the nature of yourself and to choose how you wish to shape that nature, how you wish to make choices within the life to serve, to be inspired, to rest, to seek, to be patient, to be despairing, to be thoughtless. All these are equally permissible. There is no judgment, only free will. That is the law of your density, and free will brooks no discipline. You are free. Thus, as in any classroom, when you who do not know decide to know, effort must take place.

Within the bleak outline of difficult days, or the rich outline of good ones, something unexpected occurs, and in the life of the self, a discovery is made by you about yourself. These things cannot be predicted, cannot be planned. They are the revelations of the self to the self. They are the marks of an adventure which each of you has begun in the seeking for the truth, for my friends, the truth lies within yourself and within that self which is the true self. That true self, we submit to you, my friends, is love and the nature of that love is such that it opens to you, in all unity, all the Creation. Here, my friends, is true flight. Here is the capacity and ability to be the essence, to experience all that there is. In meditation, such a search is mounted. The self seeks the self. In meditation, such a thing is considered possible. Your spirit can fly. We have had far less of a heavy—we correct this instrument—chemical illusion to penetrate, are able to see more of the creation, as ourselves, to fly further, to feel Love. And in our feeling of unity with you we reach out our hands to you. We cannot do this for you, but we can tell you that it is possible.

We shall be with you, my friends, at any time that you wish to meditate. We are messengers of Love, and we send you that Love at all times. It is a creation of Love. Come fly with us, my friends, in a universe filled with the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. Before we leave this instrument we would like to work with each in the room, conditioning those who request it, and working with new channels. We would first spend some of what you call time with the one known as R, that this entity may share with us the vibratory harmonics of our relationship. I am Hatonn.

Hatonn went on to say within the bleak outline of difficult days, or the rich outline of good ones, something unexpected occurs, and in the life of the self, a discovery is made by you about yourself, but these things cannot be planned, for they are the revelations of the self to the self, and they are the marks of an adventure which each of you has begun in the seeking for the truth, for the truth lies within you and within that true self which is Love, and the nature of that Love is such that it opens to you in the unity of the Creation, so here is true flight and the ability to experience all that there is, and in meditation such a search is mounted as the self seeks the self, and in meditation such a thing is possible because your spirit can fly, so we have had less of a heavy—we correct this instrument—chemical illusion to penetrate, and we are able to see more of the creation as ourselves, to fly further, to feel Love, and in our feeling of unity with you we reach out our hands to you, but we cannot do this for you, but we can tell you that it is possible. Then Hatonn said we shall be with you at any time that you wish to meditate, for we are messengers of Love, and we send you that Love at all times, for it is a creation of Love, so come fly with us in a universe filled with the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. On August 4, 1998, Q’uo spoke of the value of our seeking the truth:

The truth is very simple, my friends. It is the message that we and our brothers and sisters of the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator bring to you. The truth is very simple and always the same, and yet there are as many ways to attempt to explain and demonstrate the truth as there are entities seeking for the truth. Thus, each shall find what is of value to each, and shall proceed upon the path chosen by each until that time when all who seek the truth shall surely find it, for they shall be one with each other and the Creator.

You are aware, my friends, that this is the true nature of reality at this time, despite the seeming separations that exist within your illusion. You are also aware that all of creation continues to merge itself together more and more closely to the One Original Thought. In this shall all not only find the truth, but become the truth, for in your seeking now you see only portions of that great truth which encompasses all that there is. You see only portions, my friend, because in your heavy illusion much is veiled from you at this time. Thus, you may seem to find many perhaps somewhat different truths at different times, as you penetrate more and more the dense layers of the veil of the illusion.

[Pause]

I am Hatonn, and am again with this instrument. We thank the one known as R and will continue spending time with him and now we work with the one known as S. We would like to say a few words through this instrument at this time. I am Hatonn.

(S channeling)

I am Hatonn. It is a pleasure to greet you once more through this instrument. It has been some time since we have been able to speak through this instrument. We are pleased to be able to share our conditioning vibration with this instrument once more. We of Hatonn are pleased, as always, to be able to work with those of you who are attempting, what you call, the channeling process. We are indeed honored to be of service to you in this area.

We would at this time like to make our contact known to the one known as D. If he would relax, we would make contact at this time. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am again with this instrument, and confirm that we have good contact with the one known as D and intend to speak through this instrument. The one known as D is somewhat fatigued at this time and has some question as to our contact. We would not wish in any way to intrude upon any question or conflict regarding our channeling, but will once again offer this contact to the one known as D, if this entity wishes to use this energy at this time. I am Hatonn.

(D channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am with this instrument. We of Hatonn are pleased to be working with this instrument at this time. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn and am once again with this instrument. We thank the one known as S and the one known as D for the great privilege of working with each of them. We are aware of many questions in the mind of the one known as D of a philosophical nature regarding our source and our relationship with energies connected with this planet. It is our sincere hope that we, or one of our brothers or sisters of the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator may speak and share our thoughts to any questions which any entity might have, if not at this time, at any time that is desired.

We would very much like to close this particular message through the instrument known as W. This instrument desires at this time to offer itself for our service. I am Hatonn.

(W channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am now with this instrument. To greet each of you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator is as a constant reminder that in truth we are all as one, with our entire message and purpose for contact being sharing this love and experience, and it is that spirit with which we leave you and pray you forever share with all of your brothers and sisters on the face of the planet. We leave you. Adonai, my friends.

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii. I am Latwii. I am with this instrument. We greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator and are sorry to yell, but we forget about this instrument. We would like to talk to you about a small, hard-shelled animal. It is on the ocean bottom. It in a private animal, sifting seawater and gaining food. It values its privacy. One day a grain of sand gets stuck in this animal’s jaw. What is this animal to do? It cannot spit. It sits there grumbling to itself, “Why do I have a piece of sand stuck in my jaw? It hurts. It continues to hurt.” Its hard-shelled body begins to cover the sand to protect it from hurting. It learns to deal with the pain, and one day some alien sweeps along the bottom of the ocean and scoops up this animal, forces it open and finds a pearl, my friends, of great price.

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(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii. … this instrument for awhile, and are grateful for the opportunity. At this time, we would transfer. I am known to you as Latwii.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and greet you again through this instrument. We are most honored to be able to join you this evening in your meditation and shall now attempt the answering of questions which those present might have value in the asking. Are there any questions at this time?

D: Speaking of the bottom of the ocean, what can you tell me about dolphins?

I am Latwii, and my brother, we can say many things about dolphins. We, of course, do not suppose to give biology lessons, but may remark in passing that the creatures which are known to you as dolphins are much more than animals which swim in the deep, for these creatures have, for many of your years, possessed the prize of the human form which is called the extension of the brain complex known as the frontal lobes, and, therefore, this creature does have the intelligence that exceeds many of your so-called second-density creatures, and is able to communicate with those of its own kind, and other entities as well, on a level which you may describe as telepathic.

Is there any further specific information regarding this creature which you ask about at this time, my brother?

D: What is their evolutionary track? How did they become dolphins?

I am Latwii, and, my brother, in this regard we may say that the creatures known to you as dolphins have progressed upon a path which is in, shall we say, somewhat of a balance or opposition to the path which the humanoid creatures of your kind have traveled. Those of the homo sapien nature have traveled a path that has, for the most part, been a dusty one and one which has remained upon the land. The creatures known to you as dolphins have traveled a path which has been somewhat more moist. This path has included the single-celled creatures of the ocean which have developed over a period of time the nature of the vertebrate, which has included the knobby protrusion at one end known as the brain.

This continuing evolution of complexity of the nervous system has developed additional parts of this brain which have corollaries to your cortex and thinking processes. The continuing development through various forms of what you would call fishes has progressed to the aquatic form of a mammal, which has reached its zenith upon this planet in the ones which you call dolphins and some forms of the creatures which you call whales, in that these creatures have been able to develop an additional portion of the brain organ which we have referred to previously as the frontal lobes, and in this regard have activated an energy center which has allowed them the communication which might be called telepathic.

Is there any further way which we might be of service to you in this regard, my brother?

D: What’s the density of the dolphin?

I am Latwii, and, my brother, we might suggest to you that, as you are aware, many creatures upon your planet now, including the human form, possess the body of the fourth density in activation and this is also the case with the creatures known to you as dolphins.

May we answer you further, my brother?

D: No.

Latwii: We are most grateful for this opportunity to be of service. Is there another question at this time?

L: Yes. On that same subject of dolphins. Will they go through the same process—of division into the polarized groups—as we will?

I am Latwii. My brother, we might suggest that your assumption is correct to the best of our knowledge.

May we answer you further?

L: Yes. In comparison to our own race’s progress in polarization, how would you compare our progress with that of the dolphins?

I am Latwii, and, my brother, we do not wish to make any present feel lesser in their seeking, but your brothers and sisters of the dolphin family have been much more united and centered in their seeking and choosing of a polarity, for their seeking has resulted in the positive polarity choice to an almost unanimous degree.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: Yes. Is this also true of the group we refer to as killer whales?

I am Latwii. This is correct, my brother. May we answer you further?

L: No, thank you for your help.

Latwii: We thank you as well. Is there another question at this time?

Carla: While we’re on dolphins, do dolphin—does the dolphin race precede the humanoid race and have its own individual and particular genetic trail, or did those of Atlantis deal genetically with and become part of the dolphin race at one point many thousands of years ago?

I am Latwii, and, my sister, in this regard, we may note that crossover, shall we say, between the races of your third-density beings, this including those known as dolphins and some forms of those called whales, has been very minimal. The genetic progress of the ones known as dolphins has been, for the most part, a progress of a homogeneous nature, dwelling also within the boundaries of the third-density illusion which you experience. Therefore, this trail which has been traveled by the dolphin is a trail which began at the same time the trail of the humanoid form began upon your planet, approximately 75,000 of your years ago.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Yes. So that those who incarnated as that type of fish reincarnated as that type of fish and so forth, just as we have incarnated many times as what we call humans. Their path has been one that they followed carefully, and they are a breed getting ready for harvest, just as we are? Is this correct? Or have they gone through harvest early and are now living in fourth-density activated bodies, or do they have dual-activated bodies?

I am Latwii, and, my sister, upon this query we might say that these entities of which you speak are, for the most part, inhabiting those bodies which you might call doubly activated, and shall continue in that form upon the completion of that which is called the harvest. And we might also note that you are correct in assuming that they have remained with this form for the entire 75,000 years of this third-density cycle, for their experience in that form and in the medium known to you as water has been unique for their race, and to change forms from that of the aquatic to that of the land creature known as the humanoid, would not be of the greatest value in the seeking of the Light and the Love of the one Creator, for they have their mode, shall we say, and your people have their own.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, indeed. Thank you.

Latwii: We thank you, as always. Is there another query at this time?

W: Yes. Concerning the unicorns in California and the caretakers and so-called otherwise parents of those unicorns, can you elaborate a little bit as to maybe what sort of density beings that the unicorns are, and what sorts of people its human caretakers parents are?

I am Latwii, and, my brother, we do not wish to appear too dumbfounded, but we are unable to determine the thrust of your query. We are unable to find such a creature within the realm of your third-density existence at present. May we ask if there is a further refinement of this query which you might make to aid our understanding of it?

W: Would these creatures be of another density and still nonetheless be able to have appeared on this planet and made themselves aware to third-density beings, and what would be the significance of that?

I am Latwii, and we believe we have somewhat more information upon which to begin our response to this query. There are many beings of many forms which inhabit those planes of your planetary existence, which are known as the astral planes. These planes are not of another density, but are associated with the third-density experience. This is much likened unto the form your people take upon the passing through of the stage of death. The activation of the fourth ray or the green-ray body, also known as the astral body, does take place upon the process of death and may pass through many planes of existence which are contained within the astral and devachanic levels of your planet.

Many of the creatures which you have referred to are inhabitants of these planes of existence and may from time to time become visible to some of the people of your planet who have a certain relationship with these creatures. It must be understood, however, that these creatures are not what you might call regular or normal inhabitants of your planetary surface, for their pattern of existence is not within the space/time complex or location of your third density, but is upon a level which is what you might call not visible to the normal third-density eye.

W asked: “Would these creatures be of another density and still nonetheless be able to have appeared on this planet and make themselves aware to third-density beings, and what would be the significance of that?” Latwii said there are many beings of many forms which inhabit those planes of your planetary existence, which are known as the astral planes, but these planes are not of another density, but are associated with the third-density experience, and this is like the form your people take upon the passing through of the stage of death, and the activation of the green-ray body, also known as the astral body, takes place upon the process of death and may pass through many planes of existence which are contained within the astral and devachanic levels of your planet. Latwii went on to say many of the creatures which you have referred to are inhabitants of these planes of existence and may from time to time become visible to some of the people of your planet who have a certain relationship with these creatures, but it must be understood that these creatures are not normal inhabitants of your planetary surface, for their pattern of existence is not within the location of your third density, but it is upon a level which is not visible to the third-density eye. On June 29, 1986, Latwii described the nature of the astral level:

Within your planetary influence there are then various levels of Light beings which gather themselves in a fashion which is appropriate to their understanding or their ability to transmit the Light through their crystallized beings. These levels of existence have been termed by many of your population in various and sundry ways and described differently by different groups.

That which is generally referred to as the astral level is that which itself contains seven basic frequencies of vibration, shall we say, with the lower levels comprising those entities which are of the grosser form of thought and which in many cases are creations of the darker thoughts of the population of your planet. As one proceeds through these lower levels which are of a darker nature, one may find that the efficiency of the Light transmission by the inhabitants of each succeeding level grows greater and brighter until at the upper levels of the astral planes one finds beings of greater Light which may move in service to others by serving as what you may call guides or angelic presences, and may or may not make themselves known through your spoken words, whether verbal or mental, but nonetheless, move in service in whatever fashion the entity they have chosen to serve can understand or perceive.

May we answer you further, my brother?

W: How about a different question. How can these beings be photographed and put in a newspaper with otherwise what I would believe to be third density going into fourth density human being types?

I am Latwii, and, my brother, we might suggest several possibilities for this phenomenon of the photographing of such an entity. One possibility is that such one entity might for a moment become more material, shall we say, or become focused within this density so that its reproduction by the photograph would become possible. Another possibility which is much greater in its likelihood is that such a creature might be, shall we say, falsely inserted into such a photograph so that they appear to exist, when in fact they might not have existed at the time the photograph was made.

May we answer you further, my brother?

W: No.

Latwii: Is there another question at this time?

L: Yes, one last question on the dolphins. There is a tradition or story that dolphins have a strong enmity toward sharks. Is this strictly the result of a protective effort to protect their young, or is there a significance to sharks that brings out this response in dolphins?

I am Latwii, and, my brother, we might note in this regard that the ones known to you as sharks and the ones known to you as dolphins do have their evolutionary history and shared experience, and it has been the experience of the ones known as dolphins that the ones known as sharks have been, shall we say, placed in opposition to them in the position of the one which would attack and devour the young of the dolphin herd, and, therefore, the ones known as dolphins have, of necessity, made certain precautionary, shall we say, procedures a part of their pattern of existence with these creatures known as sharks. Each has served the other in their own particular pattern of behavior and the progress of each has been thusly enhanced.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: Yes. What level of development are sharks?

I am Latwii, and we might say that the one known as sharks remain in the high second density of their particular species. There have been some individual crossovers, shall we say, from the shark line into that which is known as the dolphin, which is another part of their evolutionary history—have shared the experience, and has been a part of the chain of evolution for both.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: This crossover has taken place through reincarnation and not while in occupation of a physical body? Is this correct?

I am Latwii. This is correct.

L: That answers my question. Thank you.

Latwii: We are most grateful to you as well. Is there another question at this time?

Carla: I have something I’ve been wondering about. I’ve always had a very strong feeling for angels, the traditional Christian angel: Seraphim, Cherubim hosts, etcetera. I have no doubt as to their reality on the inner plane, and I wondered what their relationship might be to you, and if you work with me.

I am Latwii, and, my sister, we might most succinctly say that we are one with all beings. In specific, we shall remark on one particular relationship which we have with these beings which you might describe as angelic. Upon your inner planes, upon the planes known to you as the devachanic planes, reside many of what are most frequently called by your people as the masters. Various brotherhoods do exist here upon the inner planes and we of Latwii do have a communication with some of these brotherhoods, for it is from such entities that have gone through the incarnational cycle of your planet and who by their own individual effort have achieved that known to you as the harvest, that we might discover the nature of your people and thereby make our contact more harmoniously felt by the groups to which we hope to communicate. It has been our great privilege to be able to speak with these entities from time to time in the gathering of information which has enlarged our understanding of your people.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Yes. Just a question about something that has always pleased me about angels, and that is the thought that they are forever praising the Creator. Traditionally, what they’re saying is “Holy, holy, holy,” etc., that this never stops, that there’s an endless praising of the Creator. Is this in fact a part of the vibration in this particular plane of existence? Has this in fact happened?

I am Latwii, and, my sister, again we shall begin our response with a general response, saying that each entity, no matter what the density, does praise the Creator. Many entities do this on an unconscious level, as we are noting there is such praise occurring at this moment. As we progress through the levels of the inner planes, we see that there is a varying degree of conscious praising of the Creator in the fashion which you mention and in other means as well.

As we ascend the planes of the devachanic levels, we find that there is, shall we say, less and less of the communication of these angelic beings with those of your people and more of that phenomenon which you have described as the constant praising of the one Creator. It is upon such levels that the Light and the Love of the one Creator truly shines as a beacon.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: I’ll hold it till another time. Thank you.

Latwii: We are most grateful to you for this opportunity to be of service. Are there any further questions at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. We have been most privileged to be able to join you this evening. We hope that our presence will be requested at future gatherings, for we are coming to be somewhat of a ham, as you might say, and do thoroughly enjoy these sessions of questions and answers, and wish we were able to respond to the query of the one known as Fairchild, but do not feel that our mastery of the feline tongue is yet sufficient to do so. I am known to you as Latwii, and I leave you now in the Love and in the light of the one infinite Creator. We shall be with you in your future. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning I began working on getting the 220 Christmas cards and envelopes by putting stamps on all of the envelopes. Then I put Christmas cards into about one-third of the envelopes.

This afternoon I put Christmas cards in the rest of the envelopes. Now I have to wait until the labels with the names and addresses that the Christmas cards will be mailed to are mailed to me by a staff member, so I can put them on the Christmas cards.  

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 7

You Are The Rainfall

I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ and greet you in the full consciousness of divine Love.

The sun awakes and peeps over the horizon. Does the sun have eyes that gaze upon the earth? We think not, for were it to gaze and judge, the sun would shine on one but not upon another.

The rain moves over the land and feeds like the stinking sewer and the fertile farmland. There is no judgment within the creation of the Father but only the balancing of harmonies.

You, too, are the sun. You, too, may shine upon all or you may choose to save your light for some and not for others.

You, too, are the generous, gentle rainfall that makes all things new. Yet you, too, may choose through judgment to restrict that blessed plenty of water, that precious food of life.

This day we ask one thing of each. Know that you shine, that you can be most fertile in fruit as a child of the Father.

But know also that judgment removes you from the Father’s side so that you are the prodigal son or daughter. Then the sun does not shine, nor the rain fall in your own private world. For as you judge others, so shall your experience be.

Refrain this day from judgment. Ask only for the opportunity to Love, to shine, and to bless with your plenty.

In peace, in Love, and in joy we leave you, now and forever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channeling come from November 22, 1981:

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am with this instrument. We greet you, my friends, as always, in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. We see that you are within your illusion about to enter into a time of your year which is reserved for the worship of the one known as Jesus, this time that you have chosen to celebrate the birth of the one who walked the Earth and became an example that many of your peoples have chosen to use in their seeking for the knowledge of what you term as God, which we would more aptly call Love and Light. This time of your year has power to bring entities together with common bonds which are many times unattainable during the rest of your year. In this time many of your people gain a greater awareness of Love and Light that is within and that is them, and in this time they reach out and touch those close to them and those who have needs. Although this period of time has become, what you would call, commercialized, feelings between and among your people are still the source of the power that makes this time of your year so special to so many of your peoples.

We of Hatonn are with you in the seeking for Love/Light and are very happy, and we feel what you may call warmth with you. It is sad, however, that there are those who at this time feel alone or forgotten, who seek to contain the love within their being or who build walls between themselves and the Love and Light that’s so strong at this time. They who have attempted to shut themselves away do not realize that Love and Light are with them, that they are Love and Light. They need but to look. They need but to open themselves just a small bit, and they may see the Love and Light that is. Your people have many stories about this season, about people who have closed themselves to others, to Love, but come to realize that they needed but to gain a glimpse, and that was all they needed.

We know that in this group that there is not a Scrooge, but we also know that many people on your planet are not aware and have not allowed themselves to feel the true warmth that is Love and Light. Though this number is progressively getting smaller, there are still many who need but one small example of which to gain even the smallest glimpse that they may begin their seeking and experiencing an awareness of Love. We of Hatonn join with you, as always, in this your people’s special time of year. We so enjoy the sounds and laughter, the beauty of each individual’s being as they experience and transmit to others the Love and Light they have seen, they have felt, that they have seen and felt the experiences of the one they call Jesus. We of Hatonn say once again that we are one with you and the people of your planet, and we hope that in this time of your year that many more will experience and begin their seeking of the one infinite Creator.

We would like now to transfer this contact to another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you once again, my friends, through this instrument, in Love and in Light. We would continue, briefly, with our thoughts through this instrument.

What is it, my friends, that constitutes yourself? As you sit in this dwelling, feel your body, your feet, and your hands. Is that where you are, my friends? Perhaps you do not find yourself there. Look in your mind, in your thinking. As you listen to these words spoken through an instrument, as these words impinge upon you, am I speaking to you, to the essence of yourself? Not yet, my friends, have we found each other. That which is you is closer to you than your body, more nigh to you than your thoughts, dearer and surer than your breath, and just as difficult to recognize. Where are you, my friends? Have you found yourselves completely? In this illusion it is very, very difficult, in the illusion of your density with all the distractions of body and of mind. It is difficult, indeed, my friends, to know even yourself. And it is only, my friends, in knowing the self that you can know another, that you can share with another, that you can rejoice, and laugh, and give with and to another. Is it any wonder then that your people are so often alone in a time when even your culture suggests joy? When your rather forbidding society urges rejoicing?

Indeed, my friends, for many among your people it is this very urge of the society from without to pretend to be happy that causes the loneliness, that causes the feeling of sorrow. And in many, my friends, this season is a sadness that ends the incarnation. We rejoice with those who rejoice, but my friends, although we feel sorrow for those who are sorrowful, we can only reach out in joy from ourselves to yourselves. We are all one, my friends. As you enter this particular season, which is much misunderstood among your people, seek to know your own self, find that Love which is your true being, for in knowing that one, simple spark which is of the one Creator, you will know every person, each entity that you may meet, and there can be no division betwixt you. Then you may truly share the Love of the Creator, and let Its Light come forth from your eyes. There is nothing, my friends, that you need do, for you already are what you seek. If you seek for a basic method of attempting to find that self of which we speak, as always, we suggest meditation, meditation, and meditation. The attempt, persistence, and the desire are essential. Your estimate of your success is inessential.

Hatonn wanted to have us discover the nature of ourselves. They began by saying: “What is it that constitutes yourself? As you sit in this dwelling, feel your body, your feet, and your hands, so is that where you are, my friends? But you do not find yourself there, so look in your thinking, and as you listen to these words spoken through an instrument, am I speaking to yourself? For we have not found each other, and that which is you is closer to you than your body, nearer to you than your thoughts, dearer than your breath, and just as difficult to recognize, so have you found yourselves?” Then Hatonn said in the illusion of your density with all the distractions of body and of mind it is difficult to know yourself, and it is only in knowing the self that you can know another, that you can rejoice, and laugh, and give with and to another, so is it any wonder that your people are often alone in a time when your culture suggests joy? Hatonn went on to say it is this urge of the society from without to pretend to be happy that causes the loneliness and the feeling of sorrow, and in many this season there is a sadness that ends the incarnation, so we rejoice with those who rejoice, but although we feel sorrow for those who are sorrowful, we can only reach out in joy from ourselves to yourselves, for we are all one, so as you enter this season, which is misunderstood among your people, seek to know yourself, and find that Love which is your true being, for in knowing that one, simple spark which is of the one Creator, you will know each entity that you may meet, and there can be no division betwixt you, for then you may share the Love of the Creator, and let Its Light come forth from your eyes, but there is nothing that you need do, for you already are what you seek, so if you seek for a basic method of attempting to find that self of which we speak, we suggest meditation, for the desire and persistence are essential. On December 23, 2001, Q’uo spoke of how desire and persistence can help us find our spiritual path:

Now, how do entities in third density achieve such a heady and ambitious intention as forming a social memory complex beforehand, before its time? Almost anything that seekers can think of as ways to express their own individual desire and thirst for being part of the good and the Love of planet Earth will help. So much of spiritual evolution is involved in sheer desire and persistence of intention in following that desire. Desire is the fire that drives. It can be a fire that is red-ray, orange-ray, yellow, green, blue, indigo, or violet-ray. Each of those types of desires, each of those combinations of types of desires, has its own characteristics. And an entity, in order to progress, needs not to follow someone else’s idea of a curriculum or a study but, rather, each entity needs to follow their own heart, their own intuition of this or that book at the bookstore, this idea or that idea to think about.

It has been a privilege to speak through these channels, and before we leave this group we would like to share our conditioning with each and to exercise the one known as D. Our conditioning is designed to aid each in deepening the level of meditation and also, if desired, it is designed to make our vibration known in some comfortable, physical way to each who requests it mentally. In its more powerful forms, we use it to condition those who desire to serve as vocal channels, such as this one.

We would begin with the one known as A and condition this entity.

[Pause]

We move now to the one known as M and send blessings and Love to this entity also.

[Pause]

We move now to the one known as B, and send a confirmation which only this entity will understand.

[Pause]

If you will allow us to pause, we will touch the one known as L.

[Pause]

B: This one is not comfortable. It’s not fluid with the trancing faculty.

I am Hatonn. We ask that you request adjustment mentally, and if you are not comfortable immediately to request that we leave, and we will work with you at any time, so that we may, in a more orderly manner, develop a good contact.

B: Thanks. Yes. Let us please work with this conditioning at another time. Thank you.

I am Hatonn, and we thank you. We urge you not to attempt to dip too deeply into the well of consciousness, as we prefer to work with complete free will with our contacts and consequently wish to adjust ourselves to a complete free will Light contact so that you may at any time while working with us have complete control over the duration of the contact. We scan you now for comfort. We are attempting now to lift all discomforts, touching the nape of the neck and removing all discomfort.

We would at this time transfer this contact to one known as D, if we might have this privilege, so that we might close through this instrument, as our sister is practically beating our door down waiting for her turn to speak. I am Hatonn.

(D channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you once again through this instrument. We of Hatonn wish to express our gratitude for being allowed to be with this group, and we will be with any who mentally request at any time. We would leave you now in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. Adonai, my friends.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We are most pleased to be able to join this group this evening, as our brothers and sisters of Hatonn mentioned. We have been most anxious to join this group and offer our services in the attempt to answer questions which those of this group might have the value in asking. Are there any questions at this time?

Carla: I’d like to thank you and Hatonn and all the Confederation contacts of which I was aware in the hospital for your presence and comfort. This was much appreciated.

I am Latwii, and, my sister, may we say it was a great honor to join you, even though the location of our joining you was somewhat less than satisfactory. We also did not find the food quite up to par, shall we say.

Are there any questions at this time?

B: Latwii, would you entertain a question of a personal nature?

I am Latwii. We shall do our very best to be of whatever entertainment value we might be. As you may have ascertained by this time, we are of somewhat a Light density and do appreciate the levity with which such a meeting as this might be conducted. We cannot promise that we shall answer specifically personal questions, but shall give it our, shall we say, best shot, for the concept of free will must always be kept intact and never abridged.

May we answer a question at this time?

B: Thank you. It’s my understanding that I’ve reached what could be termed a turning point in this incarnation where my attention is being directed now beyond self. My purpose for coming to this location is to better determine the energies and the focus of this group, now in body, as well as the consciousness of Ra, and to develop a sense as to whether I can serve in this direction. Can you comment on this, please?

I am Latwii, and my brother, in this regard we might say that it is indeed a point of turning which you feel. We of Latwii recognize your great desire to be of service, to move beyond the boundaries of the concerns for the individual self, to move into the field of consciousness of this planet itself and to encourage that growth of consciousness within the minds, of the hearts, and the spirits of the entities which you share this planet with. We of Latwii cannot point to any specific effort which you might perhaps undertake as your unique means of serving your brothers and sisters on this planet. We can suggest that in this attempt to expand your own boundaries of service and concern that you seek within your own being in the meditative state, as you have already done, for the direction which shall be most meaningful for you.

May we also mention and reaffirm what our brothers and sisters of Hatonn have previously mentioned this evening: that is that each entity is already whole and complete within itself. To expand upon this concept, may we also say that there is nothing but service, for there is nothing but the Creator. How you channel or express this service must be a function of your own searching, your own choice, and in the end, shall we say, the fruit of your labors shall be harvested from the effort which you make in this direction. We encourage the seeking and the attempt far more than the concern with the result, for the attempt to be of service is likened unto the lighting of a lamp, and where there was darkness now there is light. It is the attempt, my brother, that is most helpful at this time for the peoples of your planet, for so many live in the darkness. As you seek your means of serving your brothers and sisters, keep foremost in your mind the desire to serve. Worry not about the means, for as you seek, so shall you find. Your seeking shall be as the magnet and shall attract unto you the means by which you might serve best.

May we answer you further, my brother?

B: Thank you. That’s certainly very well. Thank you.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you as well for allowing us the privilege of so serving. Is there another question at this time?

Carla: What color are you in tonight?

I am Latwii. This evening, my sister, we are observing the color of your planet and its spectrum, which might be most accurately described as fuchsia.

May we answer you further?

Carla: No, thank you. I just wanted to get a feel for you.

I am Latwii. We hope that you have enjoyed this color vibration with us. Is there another question at this time?

Carla: I had a series of odd reactions to medication …

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and am once again with this instrument. We might mention in this regard that your feeling of rapid healing has been the result of many entities pouring their Love and Light, their healing vibrations, in your direction, for there are many around you who wish to aid you in this manner. In the respect of the reaction which you experienced to the, shall we say, drugs in your hospital used for pain control, you were, shall we say, aided in your distortions of response by the entity which you have become familiar with up to this point, the entity which had been attracted by your efforts in the Ra contact.

Might we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: By this entity do you mean the social memory complex Ra?

I am Latwii, and we do not mean the social memory complex Ra, but the entity who greets you from the Orion group.

Carla: I gotcha. Thank you.

I am Latwii. We thank you, my sister. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. We are aware that there are a number of queries which have not been vocalized. It is our understanding that such queries must be vocalized in order for free will to remain intact. We shall ask once again if there are any further queries which we might attempt to answer.

[Pause]

I am Latwii. My friends, it has been a great privilege and an honor to join your group this evening. We of Latwii seldom find such opportunities offered to us and cherish each with the greatest of joy and glee when so invited to join this group. May we remind each that we shall be available for the conditioning vibration at any time in what you would call your future, should you request our presence and assistance. We of Latwii shall now leave this group rejoicing in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

(C channeling)

I am Nona, and am now with this instrument. We are privileged and honored that you have called, that we might share our healing vibrations with those who are in your thoughts. We join with you now in order that we may aid you with your healing requests.

[C channels a vocal melody from Nona.]

This morning I was once again honored to be a guest on Jonathan Tong’s Seattle Law of One Study Group for our first Saturday of the month Q & A session. Some of the questions that I was asked were: “What is the purpose of the tarot?” “What was the nature of the life of Jesus Christ?” “What is the nature of the negative personality?” and “How do we deal with anger?” I always enjoy getting together with Jonathan Tong’s Law of One Study group once a month because it is like being together with my spiritual family.

This afternoon I went outside and used Huff and Puff to blow the leaves in the pet cemetery area into a pile that filled three garbage cans. Then I went into the back yard and used Huff and Puff to blow leaves into two piles that filled one large garbage can and three small garbage cans.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 6

You Must Wait In Faith

I come in the name of Jesus Christ, the consciousness of Love in that vibration peculiarly apt for this instrument. I greet you in Jesus’ name.

We perceive that there are many doubts as to the efficiency of prayer even among those who believe most fervently in prayer and follow its ways, for you do not feel that your prayers are always heard. Yet you ascribe to us the deafness of your own ears.

It is said that in everything there are seasons, and, indeed, you who dwell in the desert of Earth will experience many, many seasons of loneliness and desolation. For your ears are stopped against the words offered, which are always there. The hand of Jesus touching yours cannot be felt by your numb fingers. And the truth that is offered is not seen because you are blind.

Then it is that you must wait in faith, in the blankness of the desert sun, for the oasis of grace that will unstop your ears and enliven your fingers, open your mouth to praise and free the eyes of the scales of doubt.

It is truly said that you do not know the day or moment wherein the Son of Man cometh. Jesus stands, awaiting the season of your open heart. You cannot force it but must await it. When it comes, will you be ready to acknowledge, accept and be transformed by it?

We commend you to watch and wait in patience and faith, offering your agony to Christ with the same praise that you offer your joy. Thusly, you shall find peace, now and always.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Hatonn channeling today comes from November 15, 1981:

(L channeling)

I am Hatonn, and we greet you in the Love and Light of the one infinite Creator… those who are wise, omniscient teachers, but rather [inaudible] the advice or relation of [inaudible] experience from an older brother or sister within your own [inaudible] of existence, for it is not our purpose to provide answers, but rather to provide a stimulus serving to assist you in answering your own questions. As you are aware, those answers come only through meditation [inaudible] your experiences, for is this not the purpose of your [inaudible]. We of Hatonn desire only to be of service and wish that you feel free to call upon us at any time, no matter how brief, no matter how rushed or hurried you may feel, no matter how [inaudible]. It is our desire to serve in any way which we are allowed. At this time, we would transfer our contact to another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(C channeling)

[Inaudible]

(Jim channeling

I am Hatonn, and greet you once again. At this time, it is our privilege to offer ourselves in service by attempting to answer questions. Are there any questions at this time?

Questioner: [Inaudible]

I am Hatonn, and am aware of your question, my brother. Healing, basically, is a function of the one to be healed desiring to be healed. Those who wish to aid in this process may do so in a number of manners. For those present in this group we would suggest that the method most accessible and useful be done in the meditative state where the one to be healed is imaged in the mind in the condition which needs healing. This condition is seen in as much detail as is possible for the one wishing to be of service. When it is seen as clearly as is possible, then it is replaced by another image. This image being of the one to be healed in the healed condition, surrounded by Love and Light, seeing every part of the one to be healed’s body surrounded by this Love and Light, a glowing effect. This condition is also imaged in as much detail as is possible for the ones wishing to be of service. It is recommended, though not completely essential, that each image be maintained for a number of your minutes. Then, that the images be released so that higher forces, so to speak, might take them over and fill in the flesh on the bone, shall we say, of this image.

The healing process, in general, is a process whereby the one to be healed accepts the healing energy which is ever present within its own being, always entering its being through the feet and the lower chakras or energy centers. The one to be healed, therefore, makes a decision either to accept this energy which is ever present, as well as energy which is transferred or sent from another, and if this energy is accepted then there is a new configuration evident within the one to be healed which is what you call the healed condition or health. In all cases, we emphasize that the healing is done by the one to be healed. Others may serve as what you might call a catalyst for this action and this acceptance, but there is no possibility of another entity healing the one to be healed unless the one to be healed accepts this offering. In the final analysis, so to speak, it is the Creator who does the healing, the Creator residing within the one to be healed.

The Questioner very likely asked how healing may be done. Hatonn replied that healing is a function of the one to be healed desiring to be healed, and those who wish to aid in this process may do so in a number of ways, for those in this group we would suggest that the method most useful be done in the meditative state where the one to be healed is imaged in the mind in the condition which needs healing, so this condition is seen in as much detail as possible for the ones wishing to be of service, and when it is seen as clearly as possible, then it is replaced by another image being of the one to be healed in the healed condition seeing every part of the one to be healed’s body surrounded by this Love and Light, and this condition is imaged in as much detail as possible for the ones wishing to be of service, so it is recommended that each image be maintained for a few minutes, and then the images be released so that higher forces might take them over and fill in the flesh on the bone of this image. Hatonn went on to say the healing process is a process whereby the one to be healed accepts the healing energy which is ever present within its own being, always entering its being through the feet and the lower chakras of the one to be healed who makes a decision either to accept this energy which is ever present, as well as energy which is sent from another, and if this energy is accepted there is a new configuration within the one to be healed which is the healed condition, so we emphasize that the healing is done by the one to be healed, for others may serve as catalyst for this acceptance, but there is no possibility of another entity healing the one to be healed unless the one to be healed accepts this offering, for it is the Creator residing within the one to be healed who does the healing. In 66.13, Ra said that healing is done by the one to be healed:

Questioner: I have observed many activities known as psychic surgery in the area of the Philippine Islands. It was my assumption that these healers are providing what I would call a training aid, or a way of creating a reconfiguration of the mind of the patient to be healed, as the relatively naïve patient observes the action of the healer in seeing the materialized blood, etc., then reconfigures the roots of mind to believe, you might say, the healing is done and, therefore, heals himself. Is this analysis that I made correct?

I am Ra. This is correct.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: [Inaudible]

Hatonn: We thank you as well. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: [Inaudible]

I am Hatonn, and am aware of your question, my brother. In this regard we might once again recommend that the meditative state be used for visualization of this anger and the one to whom it is being sent and for whom it is being generated. In your visualization see this entity receiving your anger and see the effect upon this entity of such a reception. See in your mind your own identification with this entity. See this entity as yourself as you receive the anger which you have generated for this entity. See this anger entering this entity’s being which is now your own being as well. Feel the effects of this emotion which you call anger within your being. Experience its nature. Carry it to its logical, as you would say, conclusion in your mind and in your visualization. Allow this image to remain within your mind for a period of time. Determine by the intensity of the anger [inaudible].

When you feel that your anger has been spent and has been felt in full, then for a moment in your mind image its opposite. Then let that image disappear and let it be, shall we say, a small beacon which you shall approach by a process of what we will call natural discovery. Remaining in the meditative state, continue to see in your mind the entity for which you feel anger and, seeing this entity still in a dual nature, being the other and being yourself. As you see this image make no attempt to guide it either toward the anger or its opposite, towards Love, but allow your being to proceed through this natural discovery, until you feel the Love which you imaged momentarily filling your being, which is also the being of the other. Allow this feeling of Love to overwhelm your senses in the same manner and degree in which the anger did so. When this has been achieved, see both emotions, the anger and the Love, in your mind as imbalance. See the imbalance of anger, but see the balance of anger and Love. Then accept yourself and forgive yourself and see yourself as whole and complete as is the Creator, which you are, and see yourself experiencing both emotions as means by which the Creator might know Itself.

Questioner has probably asked a question as to how to deal with anger that is felt for someone else. Hatonn began by saying we recommend that the meditative state be used for visualization of this anger and the one to whom it is being sent, and in your visualization see this entity receiving your anger, and see the effect upon this entity of such a reception, so see in your mind your identification with this entity, and see this entity as yourself as you receive the anger which you have generated for this entity, so see this anger entering this entity’s being which is now your own being as well, and feel the effects of this emotion of anger within your being, and experience its nature, so carry it to its logical conclusion in your visualization, and allow this image to remain within your mind for a period of time. Hatonn continued by saying when you feel that your anger has been felt in full, then for a moment in your mind image its opposite, and then let that image disappear, and let it be a small beacon which you shall approach by a process of natural discovery, so remaining in the meditative state continue to see in your mind the entity for which you feel anger and, seeing this entity still in a dual nature: being the other and being yourself, but as you see this image make no attempt to guide it either toward the anger or its opposite, towards Love, but allow your being to proceed through this discovery until you feel the Love which you imaged momentarily filling your being, which is also the being of the other, and allow this feeling of Love to overwhelm your senses in the same manner in which the anger did, and when this has been achieved, see both the anger and the Love in your mind as imbalance, and see the imbalance of anger, but see the balance of anger and Love, so then forgive yourself and see yourself as complete as is the Creator, which you are, and see yourself experiencing both emotions as means by which the Creator might know Itself. On January 23, 1983, Latwii said that we give the Creator many ways to know Itself:

Your creation exists that this one Creator might know Itself, and as the process of evolution occurs for each entity then the Creator gains in knowledge of Itself as each portion becomes aware of more of its identity as the one Creator. The reciprocal knowing of the small self as the great Self and great Self as the small selves reaches this stage of what we have called spiritual mass increasingly so that the fullness of all creation is seen to be contained within the fullness of the self.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: [Inaudible]

Hatonn: We thank you for this opportunity to be of service. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Hatonn. We are aware of several unasked questions and will once again allow for their asking, for we feel it is an infringement upon free will to respond to any query which has not been spoken. Are there any further questions at this time?

Questioner: [Inaudible]

I am Hatonn. My brother, in this regard we may speak in general by saying that the structures of which you speak had their origin within the minds of a small group of adepts who were of the nature of deep religious seekers and who sought to express the grandeur and richness which was their personal experience through the medium of the architectural design and layout of these structures so that by certain geometric relationships future generations of seekers and worshippers might be inspired by the beauty, the grace, and the richness of design to increase their seeking of the one Creator.

It is true in these cases as it is also true in many such cases of the designs of the places of worship in your ancient of times, that those few seekers who had attained some small part of their goal of union with the one Creator put their findings, the crystallizations of their learning, shall we say, in a geometric or architectural form serving much as what you know as pyramids, to funnel, focus, and intensify the ever present instreamings of intelligent energy or that which is known in your eastern philosophies as prana, into certain patterns which would be of assistance in their seeking of union with the one Creator. Many such structures are aiding those who worship inside their walls to this day because of efforts of the few in ancient of times of your peoples.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: [Inaudible]

I am Hatonn, and in this regard, my brother, we might say that you are correct, for it is well known to those who are deep religious seekers of truth who have attained some part of that goal of union with the Creator, that all is one and as it has been said many times in your religious history, “As it is above, so it is below.” There are certain relationships, balances, and regularities in the relation of different parts or aspects of the mind to itself and to other minds, expanding outward to the master mind and cosmic mind or the mind of the one infinite Creator. There are certain geometric relationships that might also be seen in a geographical nature as well.

In this regard there is upon your planet a knowledge of certain structures or forms which aid the seeking of the religious adept. These forms may be seen to be of a vaulted or a conical nature, that which is similar to the pyramid, the dome or the arch and such structures have been utilized throughout your history and before your written history for the purpose of increasing the focus of the instreamings of the one Creator in a certain area which is to be used for the seeking or sacred ritual of seekers. In many cases these designs or structures are copied from earlier times and earlier structures and, indeed, are reproductions of forms which have existed previously upon your planet. In other cases, these structures are arrived at by individual or original means of inspiration, shall we say, and though they are similar in design to the previous structure, bear the mark of one for their inspiration.

Questioner may have asked what kind of structures are helpful to the adept to advance on its spiritual journey. Hatonn said it is well known to those who are seekers of truth, and who have attained some part of that goal of union with the Creator, that all is one as it has been said many times in your religious history, “As it is above, so it is below,” so there are relationships and balances in the relation of different aspects of the mind to itself and to other minds, expanding outward to the mind of the one infinite Creator, and there are certain geometric relationships that might also be seen in a geographical nature as well. Hatonn continued by saying there is upon your planet a knowledge of forms which aid the seeking of the religious adept, and these forms may be seen to be of a conical nature which is similar to the pyramid, the dome, or the arch, and such structures have been utilized throughout your history and before your written history for the purpose of increasing the focus of the instreamings of the one Creator in a certain area which is to be used for the sacred ritual of seekers, for in many cases these structures are copied from earlier times and earlier structures and are reproductions of forms which have existed previously upon your planet, but in other cases these structures are arrived at by original means of inspiration, and though they are similar in design to the previous structure, bear the mark of one for their inspiration. In 3.15, Ra described the basic use of the pyramid:

Questioner: Well, then you speak of the pyramid—especially the Great Pyramid, I assume—as primarily a healing machine, and also spoke of it as a device for initiation. Are these one and the same concepts?

Ra: They are part of one complex of Love/Light intent/sharing. To use the healing aspects properly it was important to have a purified and dedicated channel, or energizer, for the Love/Light of the Infinite Creator to flow through; thus the initiatory method was necessary to prepare the mind, the body, and the spirit for service in the Creator’s work. The two are integral.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: [Inaudible]

I am Hatonn. The structure which you refer to as the flying buttress is indeed an extension of a design which incorporates the pyramid or arch type of structure and is necessary to complete the funneling or focusing of the prana energy.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: [Inaudible]

Hatonn: We are most grateful to you as well. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: [Inaudible]

I am Hatonn, and in this regard, my sister, we would suggest that your planet is populated with a multitude of entities, each of whom is in the greatest of need …

[Side one of tape ends.]

This morning I ran a couple of errands with my first stop being at the Post Office to buy some stamps to use on my Christmas cards. My second stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store to buy some Kleenexes and some Pepsi-Zero.

This afternoon I went outside and put the leaves from under the tarp behind the garage into two garbage cans, and then I folded up two tarps that I used to keep two piles of leaves in place until I could work with them.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 5

The Realization Of Right Action

I am of the Spirit of the one God in the consciousness of Love which is Christhood. I come in the name of Jesus Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of Christ’s Love.

Just as it is not known to this instrument what I shall say, so it is not known to us, ourselves, what the consciousness of Love in a particular application may be until that moment comes. Though you desire to apprehend aforetimes those things which you seek to know about a coming situation, they are impossible to know well, and the guessing and supposing thereof will only confuse and muddle your prayers.

Await the moment in which discrimination and action are necessary and pray heartily for the spontaneous realization of right action. If you wish to pray beforehand for right action, pray that right action may come to you at the proper moment. For did not Jesus teach you that you did not need changes of clothing or food for your journey but, instead, could rely on the good graces of the Father to give you all that was needed?

Trust, then, that the wind of the Spirit shall blow at your back and within your heart at the precise moment at which you need wisdom and thus allow the full and spontaneous power of Christ’s Love to enliven and transform your experience.

 We leave you in the peace of the Love of Christ, now and ever.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering, and then I got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channeling comes from November 8, 1981:

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am with this instrument. We greet you, my brothers and sisters, in the Love and Light of the one infinite Creator. Tonight we would speak briefly on an aspect of Love, a part which allows you to remain open to surrounding experiences without judging, without hiding. As you become more and more aware of the true nature of this illusion in which you live, you will find as growth occurs a greater insight and knowledge of the actions around you. To continue growth one should remain open, for if one judges outside influences, even though a person may have greater knowledge than the outside influence, the act of judging is as though taking steps backwards along the path which an entity has begun to travel, for all within this illusion are part of the One and is no worse, no better, than any other within the illusion.

By remaining open to others and events that surround you in your existence you will find that no matter what person or event is you can benefit from the lesson offered if you will but accept it as simply another lesson to be felt, experienced, learned, and as one may learn one may also, by example, be of service as one who may teach in what small way they can by their example. In your illusion example is a most persuasive teaching tool, for many times words cannot reach others and will often confuse, for all are on different levels within the illusion. Each has their own awareness and margin, for misunderstanding is often great, and many of the basic emotions that you feel in this illusion often block the spoken word by making one feel that they are being, as you in this illusion might say, talked with down to or condemned as we see is often the case, many who seek to preach and evangelize their particular awareness of the Creator.

We of Hatonn hope that as you all grow in your seeking that you may come to be more aware of the need to remain open to all that surrounds you and to refrain from your emotion of hatred, to refrain from trying to judge others from your particular point of awareness. We would, at this time, transfer this contact to another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am now with this instrument. I am Hatonn, and again I greet you in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. You see, my friends, those who judge are like the man who was convinced of the coming end of this earthly experience, convinced that these were the latter days, and that the time was at hand when judgment would be rendered for all. And so he desperately went about speaking to as many as he could and begging them to change their ways so that in this last judgment they would be able to pass the tests set before the righteous in the day of judgment. He told of many difficulties that would have to be endured and encouraged great prayerfulness and watchfulness that all might be ready when these great latter days occur. One sunny, mild, and pleasant day, quite unexpectedly, this same prophet had a failing of his heart and was struck down. And, as he lay there, he knew that his latter days had come, and that all that he had said to others he had in many ways forgotten to apply to himself. Now it was he, he thought, who was under judgment and all too soon. A great fear overtook this prophet of the latter days, for he of all people was the least prepared.

This gentleman of our little story remained in your illusion, recovering from his day of judgment. It was indeed a day of judgment, for he had judged himself and found himself wanting. My friends, to refrain from discrimination is not wise, nor would we offer you guidance, for you were given a tool for use and that tool is your intellect. And within your intellect lies the powers of discrimination and judgment, and when used correctly much may be done with these gifts, but Love, my friends, is greater than judgment and wiser, for it knows that no matter what you may see, you see yourself; that no matter what you think about another, you think it of yourself. As you seek the truth, my friends, rest in a unity, in a sense of the strength of Love that binds all things and know that all conditions, all situations, all seeming errors of the heart and mind and spirit, lead ever onward to a final, complete dissolution in Love.

Hatonn wanted to speak about a man who saw the end of his days of life coming soon. They began by saying those who judge are like the man who was convinced of the coming end of this earthly experience, and that the time was at hand when judgment would be rendered for all, so he went about speaking to as many as he could and begging them to change their ways so that in this last judgment they would be able to pass the tests set before the righteous in the day of judgment, and he told of difficulties that would have to be endured and encouraged prayerfulness that all might be ready when these latter days occur, so one sunny and pleasant day, quite unexpectedly, this prophet had a failing of his heart and was struck down, and as he lay there, he knew that his latter days had come, and that all that he had said to others he had in many ways forgotten to apply to himself, for now it was he who was under judgment and all too soon, and a great fear overtook this prophet of the latter days, for he of all people was the least prepared. Hatonn continued by saying this gentleman of our story remained in your illusion, recovering from his day of judgment, and it was a day of judgment, for he had judged himself and found himself wanting, so to refrain from discrimination is not wise, nor would we offer you guidance, for you were given a tool for use, and that tool is your intellect, and within your intellect lies the powers of discrimination, and when used correctly much may be done with these gifts, but Love is greater than judgment and wiser, for It knows that no matter what you may see, you see yourself, and that no matter what you think about another, you think it of yourself, so as you seek the truth rest in unity, in a sense of the strength of Love that binds all things and know that all situations, and all seeming errors of the heart, mind, and spirit lead ever onward to a final dissolution in Love. On February 7, 1988, Q’uo spoke of the value of our strength of Love:

By facing those obstacles which present themselves in your path and resolving each with the greatest amount of Love and compassion that you have within your being, you gain the strength of Love and the sureness of your desire to move in harmony with the pattern which is appropriate for your growth as an entity and your service to others as one who has reaped a harvest of growth.

My brother, your steps may not be easy, but there is much of inner strength that can be gained in times of difficulty, and we recommend meditation for as long as is necessary to discover where the heart of Love moves you most forcefully and surely at this time, for within your heart of hearts the plan for your life’s pattern which you proposed before this incarnation lies complete, and by intensely seeking this heart of hearts it shall be revealed to you in the way that is most appropriate at this time.

At this time we would exercise the instrument known as S. Laitos will be conditioning those at this time who may mentally request this conditioning. We now transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

(S channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am with this instrument. We are pleased to greet you once again through this instrument. We of Hatonn are always honored to answer your calls for our presence. We are hopeful to aid, in some small way, those who seek the truth and the knowledge of the one infinite Creator. We would, at this time, wish to exercise the one known as D1 if he would relax and refrain from analysis. We would transfer this contact at this time. I am Hatonn.

(D1 channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am with this instrument. We are pleased that he is accepting the channeling vibration at this time. We of Hatonn are pleased at the progress of this instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am again with this instrument. We would exercise for a few sentences the instrument known as D2, and may we say we greatly appreciate this opportunity. We would transfer at this time. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am again with this instrument. We find a good contact with the one known as D2, but find also that it is much more comfortable for this instrument at this time if we condition her and allow her to remain quiet. We will work with each of the new instruments whenever the opportunity is given us.

My friends, we speak from time to time of the need for instruments such as this one. You are, of course, aware that each of you is an instrument. However, sometimes the poetry of your life, your being, your living, and your actions are not enough for one who comes to you and seeks—seeks in a certain way, my friends, seeks with a certain philosophical bent, a certain desire for inspiration. And for this service channels such as this one are helpful, for our function is to enable the part of your being that is often distracted or distorted by the illusion to open up to what you might call a cosmic influence so that those things which may inspire, those thoughts which may provoke further thought, might flow more directly and more straight to the heart, for our message is to the heart, my friends, not to the mind.

We can talk to you about the key and show you the door to your own heart, for it is in your own heart that you will find all that you seek. Within you, my friends, lies the universe. That which you see with your physical eyes is but an image of that which you contain. Thus, we thank each who seeks to serve with all of our hearts, for to share Love is the greatest privilege of which we know, and we thank you for this opportunity.

At this time we would leave this group in order that one of our sisters may speak with you through another instrument. We are always with you if you mentally request our presence. I am known to you as Hatonn. I leave you in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. Adonai.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and greet this group in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. It is with the greatest of joy that we are able to join this group, and we hope that we have a good number of queries which are waiting for us. We would now offer our service, humble though it be, in this capacity of answering questions. Are there any questions at this time?

R: Yes. Hatonn—Latwii. I’m sorry. First off, is that a French name?

I am Latwii, and we assume you mean Latwii for French and not Hatonn. We are unsure of the origin of Hatonn, but may say that Latwii is a name which vibrates with the harmonies of the density of Light, and we might note further that those of your planet known to you as the people of the French persuasion are often the bearers of Light, and therein lies any significance which might be correlated with our name.

Might we answer you further, my brother?

R: Yes. One more thing. I had an experience last night, and I was curious if you could comment on it to me because I have been mentally requesting something along those lines, and I’m not sure if it happened, or if it didn’t happen. I know it’s vague, but can you answer it?

I am Latwii, and in this regard, my brother, we must also be somewhat vague, for experiences such as the one which you have recently had are of such a nature that the seeking for the substance or meaning of the experience by the experiencer is the most helpful of avenues to pursue. Therefore, we may only say in general that this experience was indeed in response to that which you have sought. The seeking on your part of the meaning and the call which you have made is the avenue of pursuit which we would suggest for you.

May we answer you further, my brother?

R: No, thank you.

Latwii: We are thankful as well for this opportunity to be of service. May we answer another question at this time?

S: Yes, Latwii. Is that your conditioning I’ve been experiencing for the past fifteen minutes, or do I just have a stiff neck?

I am Latwii, and although we are somewhat hesitant to admit that we are often a pain in the neck, we have indeed been conditioning your instrument and apologize for our over-eagerness in the attempt. May we answer you further, my sister?

S: No, thank you.

Latwii: We thank you, as always. Is there another question at this time?

D1: Yes. Latwii, I’ve been, in my own search for the truth, because of my religious background—it’s sometimes very helpful to me to study the Bible. Some of the things I’ve heard and read lately through this group—it’s brought some portions of the Bible under question as to the value of that in my own seeking. Would you have any suggestions as to how I should pursue a Bible study type program and if that would be beneficial?

I am Latwii, and in this regard, my brother, we would heartily recommend the continuation of your study of the holy work known to your peoples as the Bible, for as with all works of a sacred nature, there is indeed a great amount of inspirational information which is available through this source, as you are aware and have noted yourself. This particular source also shares the somewhat dubious distinction with all other religious types of writings of your people as having some, shall we say, pollution of the information contained within it. This in itself might seem as somewhat of a deterrent to the intensive study of its knowledge, wisdom and Love, but seen from another perspective might also be most beneficial to those who study it, for it is the nature of your illusion that nothing can be known for certain, and it is the nature of the quest which you are upon that the seeking is most necessary, and the discrimination in the seeking is most helpful in determining that which is of value to the seeker and that which is not. If it be known to the seeker that the seeker seeks from a source that is infallible, then the strength of the seeking for the seeker has been removed, for there is no area which might be questioned and therefore develop the seeker’s discrimination.

May we answer you further, my brother?

D1: No, thank you. That’s very helpful.

Latwii: We are most grateful to you as well. Is there another question at this time?

E: I have a question, Latwii, about the sermon on the Mount. I’ve heard some people say that the sermon on the mount was for the disciples of Jesus and not for the ordinary person, and I’ve heard others say that the sermon on the mount was for everyone. Now, the problem it seems for us is that it’s very difficult to follow the sermon on the mount, and so a lot of people would like to feel as though it were for disciples and not for the general population. Could you illuminate this matter at all?

I am Latwii, and shall make an attempt to shine some sort of Light upon this matter. We of Latwii would suggest that each statement which you have just made is correct, that indeed this piece of work which is referred to by your people as the Sermon on the Mount, is for the disciple, but we might also ask, “Who is the disciple?” For are not all who seek the truth disciples of the truth? It is for those who seek to make of themselves the disciple. This is the choice of the people of your density and of your planet at this time. Those who do not wish to make this choice are most free to do so or not do so. The choice to be the disciple of the truth is a choice which will make one such a disciple when the choice is made. Any teaching which is given by any of those who are known by your people as masters is also given not only to the advanced disciple, but is given in some form to each entity upon your planet, for it is truly said that as above so it is below, and each entity has the capability of becoming that which is known as the disciple.

Might we answer you further, my brother?

E: I think there are probably a lot of questions I could ask, but I will ask one more and that is, if one knows that what is stated in the Sermon on the Mount is true and does not follow it, how does that affect one?

I am Latwii, and in this matter, my brother, we might be of most assistance by suggesting that the refusal to follow the path which one knows is most correct for that entity simply …

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and am once again with this instrument. We are most grateful and thankful to each for the patience in our pause. May we be of further assistance, my brother, with this query?

E: No, thank you.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

D2: Latwii, I have a question. When Hatonn tried to channel through me earlier I felt uncomfortable to the point that it was distracting, and I was unable to speak. Could you explain to me why that was?

I am Latwii. My sister, it is often the case with new instruments that the instrument’s desire to serve as a channel will be so great that the instrument’s sensitivity will be enlarged, so to speak. It is not always apparent to those of the Confederation as to the nature or strength of the vibration which will work most harmoniously with a new instrument, for the process of channeling is a process which takes place upon many levels, and there are many fine adjustments which must be made, and in the case of the new instrument it is especially true for the ones attempting to transmit thoughts that this adjustment is often, shall we say, a difficult target to hit and is often over-shot. And this is the case that was in effect for you this evening.

May we answer you further, my sister?

D2: Not right now. Thank you.

Latwii: We thank you as well. Is there another question at this time?

T: Yes. I have a question. Every time I come to a meditation here or other classes I’ve taken where the energy seems to be pretty intense, after a while I sit here, and I start to twitch. I feel the energy that’s going on in the room and sometimes it becomes uncomfortable, but my question is, do you have any suggestions, I suppose along the lines of kundalini practice, that you can do to further develop your ability to handle this energy so you can use it and also so it’s not uncomfortable. How do you expand your capacity?

I am Latwii, and would suggest, my brother, in this case that, as it is true with all experiences of this nature, the exercise of the experience is the situation, shall we say, or the aid which will help one the most to experience a more comfortable feeling. It is often the case with those who have practiced various forms of meditation or what you call yoga, or other types of mind and body disciplines that the experience from time to time is quite intense because there has been the opening of a channel and the experiencing of the energy flowing through it, then the closing of the channel for a prolonged period of what you call time, and then the opening of the channel again at a later date, this continuing on a sporadic basis for some time, thereby giving the new experiencer or instrument, shall we say, a somewhat less than consistent experience, and this requires the experience of the energy on future dates to be more consonant, shall we say, or more regular. We would suggest in this case that the continuation of your meditations might be the most aid in this situation, for within this meditative state there is the gradual opening on a consistent basis of those energy centers which are referred to by many of your peoples as the chakras, and this will enable each to open on a consistent basis.

T asked: “Every time I come to a meditation here or other classes I’ve taken where the energy seems to be pretty intense, after a while I sit here, and I start to twitch. I feel the energy that’s going on in the room and sometimes it becomes uncomfortable, but my question is, do you have any suggestions, I suppose along the lines of kundalini practice, that you can do to further develop your ability to handle this energy so you can use it and also so it’s not uncomfortable. How do you expand your capacity?” Latwii replied by saying the exercise of the experience is the situation or the aid which will help one the most to experience a more comfortable feeling, and it is often the case with those who have practiced various forms of meditation, or yoga, or other types of mind and body disciplines that the experience from time to time is intense because there has been the opening of a channel and the experiencing of the energy flowing through it, then the closing of the channel for a prolonged period of time, and then the opening of the channel again at a later date, this continuing on a sporadic basis, thereby giving the new instrument a less than consistent experience, and this requires the experience of the energy on future dates to be more regular, so we would suggest that the continuation of your meditations might be the most aid in this situation, for within this meditative state there is the gradual opening on a consistent basis of those energy centers which are the chakras, and this will enable each to open on a consistent basis. On December 25, 1994, Q’uo described the value of the meditative state:

As we are able to utilize the instruments in this contact, we also share our conditioning vibration with each entity present in the circle of seeking. This conditioning vibration has its purpose, the deepening of the meditative state that each has achieved. This meditative state has various components for each entity that are unique to each entity. If there is within the seeker present in this circle a desire to move into those areas which would release the energies held in place by what we would call the spiritual inertia, then the conditioning vibration aids in this process as well.

Thus, one may feel a greater fluidity in the thinking, the feeling, and the willingness to receive new insight. If there is a concern that may be captured in an image, or a thought, then the conditioning vibration will aid in this process as well. We do not set out in any meditation to invade any entity’s thoughts or emotions, for this we see as an infringement upon the free will of the entity. However, if the entity wishes to use the energies at its disposal, including our conditioning vibration, for any particular purpose, then the conditioning vibration shall allow the entity to do this much as your magnifying glass will aid you in enlarging the print upon a page.

Might we be of further assistance, my brother?

T: Yes, then I infer from what you’re saying that you probably wouldn’t approve of chemical enhancement of this energy flow. Is that true—just comment on things like acid and how they affect—I have an idea how they affect it, but whether this effect is good or bad or counterproductive or whatever.

I am Latwii, and in this situation, my brother, we would suggest that the use of what you refer to as chemical assistance to the expansion of one’s awareness is much like the roulette wheel. It is of a random nature and may be on one occasion quite helpful and quite useful for the experience of increased energy flowing through the energy centers. On another occasion it might be most detrimental to this flow, for it might be that one has, shall we say, plugged into an energy source which is not of the highest nature, for we would suggest that it is quite a large and well-populated universe that we share with many forms of life. And we would not suggest either the abstinence or the ingestion, for we feel this is a matter of your own free will and may say that in truth there is no sure way of saying or predicting what the overall effect might be. For as many entities as partake in these substances there are also as many experiences as can be had.

May we answer you further, my brother?

T: No, that’s fine. Thank you.

Latwii: We are most grateful to you as well. Is there another question at this time?

E: Latwii, could you explain why it is so important that the neck be unblocked? It seems like I’ve felt my neck being unblocked fairly often in connection with this group.

I am Latwii. My brother, we might suggest that the neck area is also correspondent to one of your energy centers and it is quite helpful to have all energy centers unblocked if possible, but more importantly the balance between them is more to be sought, and in each entity’s case there is a certain pattern of balance that is apparent. Each entity will have certain strengths and certain, what might be called, weaknesses or areas which will be focused upon for further growth. In each entity’s case the area which experiences what you would describe as physical sensation during the state of meditation is that area which is experiencing some type of activation or energizing effect.

In your particular instance that you have just noted, we might say that the feeling which you have experienced in your neck region, the fifth energy center, is in correspondence with that density which we inhabit, that being the density of Light, numbering five, and it is our conditioning which you are experiencing at these times.

May we answer you further, my brother?

E: Yes. If I understand you correctly, then you have a particular influence on the neck because it does represent fifth density. Is that correct?

I am Latwii. In general, my brother, you are correct. More specifically, we might add that we respond to the call as it is made from whatever level it is made, be it the conscious or subconscious.

May we answer you further, my brother?

E: No, thank you. You’ve been quite helpful. I would like to say, though, that I thank you for the work you’ve done on my neck. It’s helped me quite a bit.

I am Latwii, and we are most grateful that our Light chiropractic practices have been of some service. May we answer you further, my brother?

E: No, thank you.

Latwii: Is there another question at this time?

D2: I have one more about what—the question that I asked you a moment ago. You said that the desire can be so strong. It seems that at times, can the desire be so strong that it … I perceive it as blocking. It seems it reaches a point where it just blocks, it’s so strong. Is there something that I could do to alleviate that?

I am Latwii, and my sister, we would suggest that you are quite correct. That the desire can be so strong as the new instrument seeks to receive the contact that the desire can indeed work the reverse and block that contact. We would suggest that there are no great secret rituals which one might perform to alleviate this situation, but the simple relaxation of the mind and the body is the most helpful exercise in this case.

May we answer you further, my sister?

D2: No, thank you.

Latwii: We thank you as well. Is there another question at this time?

Carla: I have one which you can answer very briefly, but I would like to observe that since you called yourself a chiropractor, perhaps you’re Egyptian as well as French! We’ve been studying archetypes through the Tarot, and I found them very interesting and I was wondering . . . I know that the Confederation numbers quite a few different planets, and the archetypes have been defined to us as those which pertain to one particular Logos or Sun. I was wondering if there was a larger Logos which offers its archetypes for all the members of the Confederation, or whether the archetypical nature of mind is third density only.

I am Latwii, and we might say that we also appreciate the Egyptian touch to your puns. In answer to your query concerning the nature of archetypes, we might also add that there are as many natures or types of archetypes as there are creators or Logos, as the one known as Ra has so succinctly put it. We of Latwii have at our disposal the numbering of archetypes which approaches infinity, as do each of the members of the Confederation, for there are as many ways of perceiving the Creator as there are perceivers, and we find there is great benefit in using a great variety of ways of perceiving the one infinite Creator, for the one Creator is all that there is.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Yes, just to clear up one point. This number of archetypes that approaches infinity, is this due to the number of different planetary Logoi, all of which are structured, or is it due to the infinite capacity of the consciousness to create its own archetypes?

I am Latwii, and we might agree with your latter assumption, my sister, for the creators of the various systems which you refer to as the solar system is infinite, and it is upon the shoulders of these creators the necessity lies to refine, shall we say, the energy patterns which are provided by the one infinite Creator in the creation of all that is.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No. Thank you. I think I’ll study the ones we have here now and then go on afterwards. Thank you very much.

I am Latwii, and thank you as well. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. We have greatly enjoyed the questions that you have offered us this evening. We are always thrilled at the opportunity to be of this type of service, for we learn much during these sessions. And we look forward to such sessions in what you call your future, and we shall be working in our spare time, so to speak, to match the punstership of this group. We leave you now in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. I am Latwii. Adonai, my friends.

This morning I went across the street to my neighbor’s yard and used my tobacco knife (with a blade like a tomahawk) to cut down the Castor Bean Plants, the Spider Plants, and all of the large weeds around her bird feeders. Then I put them in my garbage cans that had leaves in them for yard waste pickup that occurred later this afternoon.

This afternoon I went into the back yard and took the tarp off of a pile of leaves and put them into four garbage cans for yard waste pickup next Thursday.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 4

The Instinct Of Creation To Praise

I am of the Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ who comes in the name of the one infinite God. I greet you in the full consciousness of Christ, which is Love.

Every creature which is perfect of its kind is a true picture of the face of God. Each flower that blooms shouts with its colors in praise and blessing of the One who made it. All that is, is full of the instinctive Love of its Creator.

Humankind alone removes itself again and again from the Creator’s praise, interpreting the signs and events of experience in ways that do not honor the Love that created all. Do you think that you bloom with truer colors than the flower, you who doubt that each experience is full of Love? Again, you betray the Love and honor which would be yours to offer if those who were self-conscious were also fully conscious.

It is the faith which we who are of the principle of Christ seek again and again to strengthen in you which alone can inform human consciousness of the divinity of all things and of their true color. Praise is not possible for most who are self-conscious without such aid. And yet the instinct to praise and bless one’s Creator is a true part of your makeup.

Seek, then, the grace of the Holy Spirit, that you may become a blooming flower, rejoicing in the Light of a sun that always shines regardless of the appearance of evanescent clouds.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Laitos/Hatonn/Latwii channeling comes from November 5, 1981:

(C channeling)

I am Laitos, and I am with this instrument. We greet you always in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. We are privileged today to be able to serve the new instruments by conditioning and working with each one. We would at this time transfer and attempt to speak a few thoughts through the one known as S if she would but relax and speak freely. I am Laitos.

(S channeling)

I am Laitos, and am with this instrument. It is a pleasure, my friends, to greet you in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We of Laitos are pleased to be able to be of service to this group at this time. We would hope that each of the new instruments would be able to speak our thoughts as we are able to contact each, what you call, channel. We of Laitos are privileged to be called upon by those of your group. We feel it is an honor to serve you at this time. We are always happy to be with each of you in your daily meditations if you would but mentally request we do so.

At this time we would transfer this contact. I am Laitos.

(C channeling)

I am Laitos, and I am with this instrument. We are indeed pleased with the progress shown by the one known as S and assure her that with practice the contact which is good shall be improved and the words, the thoughts, will become more flowing and feel more natural to her. We are always grateful for the chance to work with any who seek to serve in this function you call channeling, and shall always aid whenever called.

We of Laitos can’t say that ground—that there is fertile ground for the growth and spreading of Love and Light within all who serve others in the name of the one infinite Creator. Your lessons are as leaves fall, your season for autumn. Your lessons accumulate and must be dealt with. One may do as with the leaves, push them aside or attempt to ignore them, but they are there, and within them is potential for growth. If you attempt to break down and examine each problem much as you would mulch the leaves, then the lessons may be understood and will aid your growth as the leaf mulch aids the soil by making it more fertile and enable it to aid growth of the various plants. Your lessons are ever with you, and each will aid you if you would but allow it.

We are known to you as Laitos. We are with you when asked and eagerly await your calling, for we seek to be of service to others as do you. We would at this time transfer to another instrument. I am Laitos.

(Jim channeling)

I am Laitos, and I greet you through this instrument once again in Love and Light. We are privileged to be able to offer our service at this time in the answering of questions. If any have questions, may we be of service at this time?

S: Yes. Does the act of channeling have any lasting physical effect on the body?

I am Laitos, and am aware of your question, my sister. We may note that there is no activity which does not have some effect upon the body. The activity which you call channeling has its effect primarily not upon your physical vehicle but upon your vehicle that is of the spirit and also to a lesser extent upon the vehicle of your mind. For in the process of channeling you are utilizing the meditative state, and it is the meditative state which carries the most impact in this instance.

The meditative state in the channeling process is somewhat more finely focused, this being necessary on the part of the one doing the activity of channeling in order to correctly receive those thoughts that are being transmitted. This focusing to a fine degree of the meditative state, of the attention, and of the consciousness, does tend to have a relaxing effect upon the mind and an expansive effect upon the spirit, for the spirit is fed as the mind relaxes. There is some effect of relaxation also upon your physical vehicle which is always of aid. For within your illusion activity and over-activity are in great abundance and their balancing in the state of relaxation is always an aid to your physical vehicle.

May we answer you further my sister?

S: No, thank you.

Laitos: We are most grateful, as well, to you. May we answer another question at this time?

Carla: Along those same lines, I was wondering if some types of channeling might have some effect on the hair? I seem to have experienced a change in the way my hair grows and the color since beginning the Ra contact.

I am Laitos, and am aware of your question, my sister. We of Laitos cannot offer any great changes in the nature of that appendage to your physical vehicle which you call hair, but we may note that in the type of channeling which you have recently become engaged, the overall effect to the one who is serving as instrument is quite varied and in one aspect of this impact it might be noted that the physical vehicle will experience some changes.

You have noticed, as you have noted, a change in your hair, as you call it. This, we might say, is due to the effect of the hair serving, as you have recently been informed, as a battery type of instrument. As the hair receives the charge, which is the physical analog of the telepathic contact in our case, and the trance contact, in the case of the ones known as Ra, the hair then builds up this charge, and this charge within the hair serves as a stabilizer to the contact and allows the contact to proceed on a more even basis, even with anomalies in the contact such as the wavering of the contact due, in your case, to pain in the physical vehicle. And over a long period of time this effect, this charging of the hair with the contact in its magnetic form, will allow the hair to grow or flourish. In your case this growth has also been accompanied by the changing somewhat of the color to a lighter or more golden nature.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Yes, but on a different subject. I will be going through an operation next week and would like to aid myself in the healing process as much as possible. And I’ve gotten quite a bit of helpful guidance in the form of general suggestions already, but I wondered if there was perhaps one touchstone of thought that you might be able to suggest that I seek out in order to aid in my own healing process or to unblock my own healing process. I would like to be ready for service as soon as possible instead of involved in my own recovery.

I am Laitos, and am aware of your question and your desire to be of service. In this regard we may say one simple thing. That is, that you be ever mindful that you are the Creator, that the healing energy, the Love and the Light of the Creator resides within your being, that you look upon yourself with humility, with love and with the openness to this experience which you shall undergo and see the energies about you moving smoothly through your physical vehicle, through your mental vehicle, and through your spiritual vehicle, so that your entire being becomes as a channel for the energy which shall heal your vehicles on each level as you open your being to this energy.

Remind yourself daily, even moment-by-moment, my sister, that you are the Creator. That when you seek for healing, for wisdom, for Love, that each of these attributes and energies may be found within your own being. To remind yourself that you are the Creator is to develop the respect for your own being that will allow each of your vehicles to be attended to by your own efforts.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you.

Laitos: We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

Carla: Be sure and tell Nona to come to Philadelphia with me, so I don’t forget the words?

Laitos: I am Laitos. We shall relay your invitation, my sister.

Carla: Thank you.

Laitos: Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Laitos. We are most pleased to experience the feeling of unity within this group at this time, for it is this oneness of being that is the only true nature of any of our being. To think that we are separate in any way is to approach the one original Thought of the one infinite Creator in a lesser manner than if one recognizes and experiences the unity of all creation at each moment of the experience of it. We of Laitos are humble messengers and servants of that one Creator of which we are a part, in which we dwell with you as brothers and sisters in oneness. We leave you now in the Love and in the Light and in the oneness of the one infinite Creator. I am Laitos. Adonai, my friends.

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. You will note that we did not make this instrument yell. We too can remember occasionally.

We are called to this group by the new channels and are most happy to come. We have been spending some of your space/time, as this instrument would call it, studying your underlying color, which is yellow in your illusion, and find it so heavily overladen with orange and red that we are quite amazed that there is a group such as your own which is functioning with some degree of genuine sincerity of seeking in the midst of all this basic confusion of vibration. We are very pleased that you have somehow found a way to step out of this, if only for a few moments at a time, for such is not the case apparently for your people in general. We can only say to you it is an interesting array of overlaid colors and one which does not augur well for a rich harvest in numbers. But as long as the light shines in some, we are happy to help those who seek.

We would at this time attempt to make ourselves known to the one known as S. If we hit this instrument like a two-by-four, please may we ask that the one known as S mentally tell us so with some sternness and we will attempt to not be so clumsy. We will now transfer this contact. I am Latwii.

(Carla channeling)

I am again with this instrument. I am Latwii. We observe an error in our direction of entering this instrument’s auric field. We hope that the neck and shoulders of the instrument were not uncomfortable. We will enter at a sharper angle, from more to, what you would call, above the instrument. We have good contact but there was blockage due to a strong amount of, shall we say, noise generated by the angle of our entry. We shall again transfer. I am Latwii.

(S channeling)

I am Latwii. I am pleased to have been able to penetrate to the consciousness of this instrument. We are having some difficulty in adjusting ourselves to this instrument. We will therefore transfer our contact at this time. I am Latwii.

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii. Hah! We were successful. That is very pleasing to us. We are not very experienced with groups such as yours, and it is a real kick to be able to speak through another such as the one known as S. We thank our sister and would have at it again with the one known as C. We feel this contact to be already made, so without any introduction or suggestion will simply transfer, as we feel this contact to be in good shape already. Again, we request that if it is uncomfortable the instrument let us know. I am Latwii.

(C channeling)

I am Latwii, and I am with this instrument. We have made contact but can see that there is some doubt within this particular instrument due to expectations he had as to how our contact would physically feel. We assure him, however, that contact is strong and that we were able to modify the intensity of our vibration, for we had made contact prior to the transference from the one known as Carla. We of Latwii do enjoy any opportunity which we may have to join with groups such as this, for it is few and far between when we are specifically requested by groups such as this, for the particular configuration of thought within the group …

[Side one of tape ends.]

(C channeling)

I am Latwii, and will now leave this group grudgingly but will be more than willing to aid whenever we can. You know the number, so feel free to call us. I leave you now in the Love and Light of the one infinite Creator. Adonai.

Carla: I think there’s another entity here, and it’s a good one, but I can’t make out the signal. Can anybody else?

S: I can feel it when we’re …

(S channeling)

I am Hatonn, and have been trying to contact this instrument for quite some time. She requires a great deal of conditioning. We are pleased to be with your group at this time. We are always happy to be of service to this group. We of Hatonn are hoping to reach those entities amongst your peoples who request our services. We are often overwhelmed by the calling we receive and are honored to be of service to those who request our services.

We would at this time transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. Although this is an intensive working meditation devoted primarily to the generation of more proficient channeling in the service of the infinite Creator, we feel in this group at this time the need for the sharing of a simple thought or two, and this we are very glad to do at any time. For it is truly written that when several gather in the name of the Creator, those things which are asked will be heard and that which is needed will be given.

At this time, we feel the need to share with you the thought of your identity. This identity is very easily lost, for you are strangers in a strange land, as this instrument would put it, dealing with many foolish and petty occasions, words, and thoughts generated by yourself for your learning and by those about you for their learning. This is a confusing density, we can make no bones about it. It is a difficult one in which to remember your identity. But there is, shall we say, a master and you are his children. And the mark within you is that as his children, you are children of Light. And the Light within you marks you as the Creator’s own. No circumstance, no thought, no behavior, no error, no difficulty, no limitation can remove this mark from your very being, and you rest in the arms of the Creator. There is no moment in eternity when this is not so.

The illusion is strong and ofttimes dark, my friends. But there is a Light within you and you are the Creator’s own. You shall never be forgotten. You shall never be lost. For all who seek begin to intensify that Light more and more. As your Light becomes brighter, so shall you yourselves begin to light the way of others, and so may it go. Perhaps you cannot see your Light. Many do not. Others will tell you. Trust no words, no thoughts, no behavior in yourself or others, but be grounded in the knowledge of your birthright, of your identity in the Light. Call upon it, speak to it and never fear that you shall be lost from it. Do not attempt to ask yourself to believe anything. You are what you are. That, my friends, is enough. Seek then to know who and what you are. In your meditation, in your seeking, in your crying and in your laughter, call upon us and we are with you. For we are all children of one Creator and are indeed one being.

Latwii wanted to share information with this group about the nature of each member’s identity. They began by saying this identity is easily lost, for you are strangers in a strange land dealing with many petty occasions, words, and thoughts generated by yourself for your learning and by those about you for their learning, for this is a confusing density, and it is a difficult one in which to remember your identity, but there is a Master, and you are His children, and the mark within you is that as His children, you are children of Light, and the Light within you marks you as the Creator’s own, so no thought, no behavior, and no limitation can remove this mark from your being, and you rest in the arms of the Creator, for there is no moment in eternity when this is not so. Latwii went on to say the illusion is strong and often dark, but there is a Light within you, and you are the Creator’s own, so you shall never be forgotten, and you shall never be lost, for all who seek begin to intensify that Light more and more, and as your Light becomes brighter, so shall you begin to light the way of others, but perhaps you cannot see your Light, for many do not, but others will tell you, so trust no words, thoughts, or behavior in yourself or others, but be grounded in the knowledge of your identity in the Light, so call upon it, and never fear that you shall be lost from it, but do not attempt to ask yourself to believe anything since you are what you are, for that is enough, so seek then to know who and what you are, and in your meditation, in your seeking, in your crying, and in your laughter, call upon us, and we are with you, for we are all children of one Creator and are indeed one being. On August 26, 1982, Latwii said that we are all children of the Creator:

Think now upon each other, my friends. Picture one by one those faces who have become dear to you that are circled in the gentle Light of evening as your planet’s sun moves beneath the rim of your sphere. Do you find one entity wise because of the age or the experience? Another wise because of a gift or a talent? Another wise because of some great service? Another wise because of some extraordinary amount of determination to seek? We suggest that you cease finding any who are wise. There is no wisdom in age for all are children of one Creator. Nor is there wisdom in gifts, for those are given, not understood. There is no wisdom in service. That is an action like any other. Nor is there the wisdom in determination, for many have been determined for many reasons.

These beloved faces, my friends, are all the faces of one being, each in a marvelous disguise. Each is the face of the Creator. Each mouth speaks the words of the Creator. Spend your love then, as brother and sister, encouraging, aiding, comforting. But know always what entity it is whom you serve. You serve the Creator, my friends, as do we, as do each of you in your mental vibratory configurations. We find each a perfect and wondrous delight and leave each of you our blessing. We shall be with you as always.

In this unity may we take the illusory pleasure of bidding you adieu through this instrument that we may retire into another dimension where we may then seek to hear your call and be with you when you call. We leave you in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

(C channeling)

(Singing)

I am Nona, and I come to assure one known as Carla that I shall indeed be with her in the coming week and never to be afraid to ask. We are grateful to be of service to her and any who may request us.

(Sung melody, “Ah.”)

(Singing)

We are one with you and are happy to have been a part of this meditation and to be with anyone who wishes to serve by sharing our vibrations. We leave you in the Love and the Light of the Creator. Adonai, vasu, boragus.

This morning I used the vacuum cleaner to vacuum the kitchen, the hall, and my bedroom.

This afternoon I moved the boxes of various items in the basement that we used at our recent Homecoming Gathering at Terrapin Hill to the old recording studio in the basement.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 3

The Blessedness Of Agony

I am the Spirit of the consciousness of Love, the principle of Jesus Christ in the vibration which comforts this instrument and many besides.

We come to all, to each in the vibration which may comfort each, for Christ discriminates not betwixt souls, considering one to be more blessed or beloved than another. Nor does the principle of Love consider one situation to be more blessed than another.

You who are fortunate and content may consider yourselves blessed, yet you are no more blessed or beloved than the soul which is in torment or in agony. When the soul may begin to see the blessedness of agony and the glory of honest error and slothful iniquity, embracing all and offering all alike to Christ in thanksgiving, then we may speak more and more clearly and more often.

The seasons of repentance are also seasons of fruitful listening to those who seek to cherish their pain but not the agony which produces pain. Cherish not your hurt but your sin, offering it and all of your old life to Christ. For in the surrender of responsibility is also the acceptance of redemption.

We say this not to encourage a spirit of carelessness but rather a deeper responsibility; that is, the responsibility to see the face of Christ and not the face of humankind. For are you not a dweller in eternity? We offer you eternal peace, now and ever.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Hatonn channeling today comes from November 1, 1981:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you my friends, in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. It is a pleasure and a privilege to be with you this evening, and we would share with you a story.

There was once a young woman whose talent with an instrument you call the violin was so great that all who knew her were aware that this young woman was truly remarkable. She had, in the early days of her childhood, been given a small instrument and had been given lessons by a teacher who was neither bad nor good, and this child prodigy learned so quickly that she soon outstripped her teacher. There was no effort in her excellence. It flowed from her as a gift, and it was as little thought of. As a young woman this person had quickly achieved great fame and she traveled and played before great audiences and received applause and acclaims for this great gift which she had, yet she did not appreciate it, learn from it nor think of it, for it had always been with her and there was no effort involved in her art.

One day she came to a city thinking that she was to play a certain violin concerto with the orchestra which had hired her. She was informed that her information was incorrect and that the orchestra had practiced a different piece, one which she did not know. It was a piece for a virtuoso, and she had only hours to rehearse. The unfamiliar score stared at her like an enemy, and she felt fear. She picked up her instrument and began to work as she had never worked. Each difficult place made her want to weep, for she had so little time to understand the music, so little time to understand the fingerings, so little time to grasp the scope and the feeling of the piece and to play the notes correctly. Much was expected of her by the audience which would surely come. Feverishly, desperately, she worked. Not once could she play the entire piece with no errors.

Hatonn wanted to tell a story about a young woman who could play the violin extremely well. They began by saying there was once a young woman whose talent with the violin was so great that all who knew her were aware that this young woman was remarkable, for in her childhood she been given a small violin and had been given lessons by a teacher who was neither bad nor good, and this child prodigy learned so quickly that she soon outperformed her teacher, so there was no effort in her excellence, for it flowed from her as a gift, and as a young woman she quickly achieved fame, and she traveled and played before great audiences and received acclaim for this great gift which she had, yet she did not appreciate it or learn from it for it had always been with her, and there was no effort involved in her art. Hatonn went on to say one day she came to a city thinking that she was to play a certain violin concerto with the orchestra which had hired her, but she was informed that her information was incorrect, and that the orchestra had practiced a different piece which she did not know, and it was a piece for a virtuoso, and she had only hours to rehearse, so the unfamiliar score stared at her like an enemy, and she felt fear, so she picked up her violin and began to work as she had never worked, but each difficult place made her want to cry, for she had little time to understand fingerings and so little time to grasp the feeling of the piece and to play the notes correctly, for much was expected of her by the audience which would surely come, so desperately, she worked, but not once could she play the entire piece with no errors. On December 14, 1986, Q’uo described the nature of a child prodigy:

The entity Jesus was loved and loved in return, but His mind drove Him to be alone, for though too young to have established to His own satisfaction the nature of His being, He had tremendous hunger for wisdom. You would call this entity a child prodigy. The entity taught many, many more things than are written, and could continue teaching for an eternity, yet what has been recorded is typical enough of the teaching’s content in general that we do not choose to take this opportunity to adjust the teachings that are recorded. It is not only that there is some infringement upon free will, although that is part of our caution; we also do not wish to sway those who have not become interested in the Christ to alter their viewpoints.

For above and apart from any writing about the Christ, there is the Christ, and that which this teacher, channel, and representative of the Creator called the Holy Spirit, call it what you will. There are many, many avenues in which the Christ speaks to each whenever the inner ear is opened and the ear harks, not listening passively, but leaning forward and truly harking.

The concept of the Christ was this—that intelligent infinity as experienced by the Logos and with the bias of the Logos would enter a third-density experience, not erasing the one known as Jesus’ personality or being, but coming into the closest possible harmony with that being. There needed to be one who wished to sacrifice an incarnation to the ever-increasing pleasure and agony of the Creator, experiencing what this instrument would call the slings and arrows of outrageous fortune, for it is the nature of the Christ and the nature of third density that the two, perceiving each other, should react—the third density with a lack of understanding, and the Christ with wonder, joy, and sacrifice. Such is the sorrow of your illusion and the joy of sensation and communion.

In the end, Jesus the man became so able to bear both joy and agony that this entity stopped experiencing the Creator, and for long periods of time became the Creator experiencing third density. Such is the perfect channeling of Love. The achievement of the perfect channeling was the mystery of union between Creator and illusion.

The young woman’s time was up. She dressed, she came to the concert, she took her bows and stood before the full house. The music which she had so feverishly practiced was jumbled in her head, and yet she knew she must remember it. She had always made mistakes, and yet she knew she must not. And all the faces looked expectantly towards her. The conductor lifted his baton, and she played as she had never played before. If notes were missed, they went by so quickly that the reviewer missed them, for the piece was played with passion and with feeling, and she went away, knowing for the first time the experience of joy in her chosen part.

My friends, there are many, many times when in your experience those things about you flow easily. Gifts are given you, and you accept them thoughtlessly, for they are not hard won. Then a whirlwind seems to hit you, a dilemma, a difficulty, an argument, and you begin to wonder why you must go through this experience. It is your chance, my friends, for growth. In the situation where you are tried, where you are tested, you are also given a great opportunity and your response, no matter how flawed, will bring you joy if the response contains the best that you can give. It is good to experience the calm times, the quiet times, but to be taken by the whirlwind is a great privilege, one which is given to those in your illusion, that you may make the great choice to love and to be of service.

Hatonn went on to say the young woman’s time was up, so she dressed, came to the concert, and she took her bows and stood before the full house, but the music which she had so feverishly practiced was jumbled in her head, and yet she knew she must remember it, and she had always made mistakes, and yet she knew she must not, so all the faces looked towards her, and the conductor lifted his baton, and she played as she had never played before, and if notes were missed they went by so quickly that the reviewer missed them, for the piece was played with passion, and she went away knowing for the first time the experience of joy in her chosen part. Hatonn continued by saying  there are many times when in your experience those things about you flow easily, and gifts are given you, and you accept them thoughtlessly, for they are not hard won, but then a whirlwind seems to hit you, and you begin to wonder why you must go through this experience, so it is your chance for growth because in the situation where you are tested, you are also given a great opportunity, and your response will bring you joy if the response contains the best that you can give, so it is good to experience the calm times, the quiet times, but to be taken by the whirlwind is a great privilege, one which is given to those in your illusion, that you may make the great choice to Love and to be of service. On June 7, 1992, Q’uo spoke of the value of the whirlwind:

Leaning upon one word, Love, one may learn a great deal about ethics. In your own way, you aid the infinite creation in its path. Each individual’s consciousness, if it rests in Love, is more and more a part of that infinite, eternal, constant creation of the Creator. As the whirlwind within the mind and emotions of living calms itself, and spiritual maturity advances, that part of each self that is of the infinite Creator, and is an holograph of the infinite creation, begins to manifest itself without words. Yet, this manifestation of Love, flowing through one in infinite measure, gives to those entities whose discipline has been towards maturity an authority that makes it unnecessary to attempt to control, in most cases. For, as one is more and more the authority over the vagaries of the human self, just so does the heart within that self-find itself peaceful and open and, therefore, a shuttle through which the Love of the infinite One may flow freely.

How easy it is to be pleasant when there is no reason not to be. The world about you, my friends, often seems to be calm. This is an illusion. In your geographical location many are violent, many hungry, many in pain, many in the depths of sorrow, and somehow you find your perceptions those of one led into a quiet cove. Use those times, my friends, in meditation, in appreciation of those things about you which you can so easily take for granted and when the whirlwind takes you, realize that this is most appropriate for those experiencing your density. This is the way that work is done within your understanding. This is the way your experience may be utilized to the utmost by your seeking consciousness. And know always that the whirlwind is of the Creator, and it will place you safe once again in that quiet cove of calm where you may once again seek in meditation to understand, and seek in the giving of yourself to express that understanding of love, for the whirlwind is the Creator.

Love is far beyond that which you think of as love. The characteristics of this great creative force include those characteristics of the whirlwind which ceaselessly beat against your life to aid you as you wish to be aided, to change you as you choose to change. Know trouble as your friend, for all things and all qualities are of the one Creator, whose only wish for each is love. The ways of this Love are many and varied, but all ways are Love, all difficulties lead to calm, to light, to beauty. All the false images of your illusion lead to the one original Thought which is the truth which you all seek.

Now Hatonn said how easy it is to be pleasant when there is no reason not to be, for the world about you seems to be calm, but this is an illusion, so in your location many are violent, hungry, in pain, and somehow you find your perceptions those of one led into a quiet cove, so use those times in meditation, in appreciation of those things about you which you can easily take for granted, and when the whirlwind takes you, realize that this is appropriate for those experiencing your density, for this is the way that work is done within your understanding, and this is the way your experience may be used by your seeking consciousness, so know that the whirlwind is of the Creator, and it will place you safe once again in that quiet cove of calm where you may seek in meditation to understand, and seek in the giving of yourself to express that understanding of Love, for the whirlwind is the Creator. Hatonn completed their reply by saying Love is far beyond that which you think of as Love, for the characteristics of this creative force includes those characteristics of the whirlwind which ceaselessly beats against your life to change you as you choose to change, so know trouble as your friend, for all qualities are of the one Creator, whose only wish for each is Love, and the ways of this Love are many, but all ways are Love, all difficulties lead to Light and beauty, for all the false images of your illusion lead to the one original Thought which is the truth which you all seek. On November 21, 1982, Latwii spoke of the nature of the one original Thought:

Consider that what you seek is a portion of the one original Thought. That Thought is unity. That Thought of the one Creator has allowed each portion of Itself to travel through free will within the creation of the one original Thought. The journey takes many turns. Yet within each moment, Love exists. Within each moment, the Creator resides in full at all times. That this is not recognized does not diminish its truth. Such difficulties provide the stimulus for the inner seeking as the outer world begins to fade, for it becomes apparent to the seeker that Love may best be found within the heart of the being. Love then found there might be radiated, as a beacon shines light in the darkest portion of the night. Sorrow and suffering then motivate those feeling the suffering to seek more and more within, more and more in that portion of your illusion which Love inhabits purely and always readily available.

At this time I would pause so that Laitos may begin to condition each of those in the room, and after a brief pause we will transfer this contact to another instrument. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

(L channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you once again in the Love and the Light of the Creator. It is important that we are able and allowed to exercise the individuals who would offer themselves as instruments for this service, for in doing so we train not only those who so generously offer, but also ourselves. We, therefore, are grateful for this opportunity by which you, in effect, train us in the proper manner in which to establish contact with each individual. For this reason, we would like at this time to transfer our contact to yet another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn and am now with this instrument. We of Hatonn are always willing to be a part of your meditations and will aid in any way we can. We wish to say once again that you need but request, and we shall be with you. We of Hatonn do appreciate each opportunity in which we can serve you, for we grow as we serve and learn as we attempt to share the knowledge that is available to us which we may impart to you within the guidelines of the Law of Free Will. We bring a simple message of Love, the infinite Creator’s simple but multifaceted message which, though simple in its whole, has so many aspects in areas which may, as you become aware, seem confusing and at times not what you, in your existence refer to as love, for in your existence you may become aware of the aspects of Love without understanding, but with awareness you may begin to accept and develop faith in the love of the one infinite Creator.

We will now transfer contact once again so as to allow another to exercise their ability to receive and vocalize our vibration. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am once again with this instrument. We were attempting to speak a few words through the one known as D, and would ask him to relax if he will, and we shall once again attempt to speak a few words through this new instrument. If he would relax and refrain from analysis and speak freely, we will now once again transfer to the one known as D. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn and am once again with this instrument. We are having some difficulty in our attempts to contact the one known as D. We assure him that a good contact was achieved, and that we shall, as Laitos works with him at any time that that he might request our presence. We would now attempt to contact one known as S, to give her a chance to experience our particular vibration. We simply ask that she refrain from analyzing thought, relax, and freely speak those thoughts that she receives. We will now transfer to the one known as S. I am Hatonn.

(S channeling)

I am Hatonn and am with this instrument. It is a pleasure to greet you through this instrument once more. We of Hatonn are always glad to allow each of you who request it the experience of our conditioning vibration. We would assure each of you that you need only to mentally request our presence in your daily meditations, and we would be honored to join you. We are having some difficulty transmitting at this time and would transfer this contact to another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn and am with this instrument. We are greatly pleased by the progress of the one known as S and assure her that through practice her skill as a channel will improve, and we shall learn, as we are allowed to aid, how to better make contact with this particular channel, for we also learn as we aid you in your endeavor to be, as you refer to them, a vocal channel for members of the Confederation. We are, indeed, privileged to have so many in this group, both former and present individuals, who have sought to, and have become, channels for our simple messages and assure each that in this, that too many cooks shall not spoil the broth, for …

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(C channeling)

…for hesitation, but we were allowing for the clicks to subside before continuing.

As we began, though each seems to be seeking to improve in an activity that seems to have become crowded in this case, we assure each that this ability, once learned, is not wasted, for even though you may at a later time, at what you refer to as your future, leave this particular group, you will retain your abilities and hopefully will share that which you have experienced in your seeking.

We, indeed, feel a closeness to each and all within this group and cannot help but do what you call smile at the sight and sound of the Love that radiates from within those with whom we have, over these past few years, been with in this group. We of Hatonn are indeed privileged. We thank you again for the chance to aid in what ways we can.

We would now ask if we may aid any by answering any questions which any may have at this time. Is there a question?

L: Hatonn, I have a question. Earlier this evening a number of us were discussing a newsletter for communicating some of the information you’ve given us. Are there any comments you’d like to offer on this? Any advice or suggestions?

I am Hatonn, and we are happy that you have chosen to further spread our simple messages. We would not begin to voice our own opinions as to form, for this is not a method that is practiced at Hatonn. We only wish to say that we hope that you, and any others who aid you with your project, allow the Love that is them to flow into your work, and allow it to guide you in your selections of material, and let it allow you to perceive the need of those who will have a chance to see your work. We are honored that you have chosen to aid us further by this work, and we wish to thank you, my brother.

May we answer you further?

L: No, and I thank you for your help.

Hatonn: We thank you again. Is there another question?

S: Hatonn, my trouble in receiving your message—could you tell me any way I can help improve it? Was it due to my busy mind, or are you having transmitting difficulty or what was the cause of that?

I am Hatonn and am aware of your question. The ability to receive our vibration and our ability to adjust ourselves to you will improve through meditation and practice. We are aware that your mind is busy due to your activities prior to this group meditation but assure you that this is not due to your mind’s activity, but to somewhat lower than normal level of energy, for you experienced something that brought forth flowing of emotion and in giving of your emotions, energy was expended, and the levels dropped somewhat. This is nothing to really be concerned about, for through your emotions you serve others, whether it is love or anger or any other emotion. It provides opportunity for the other and yourself to look into what brought that particular emotion out of your being. Tonight, your freely giving Love to the one known as R was indeed a beautiful moment and allowed you to see each other from a very lovely viewpoint, and this expenditure of emotion was the biggest reason for the difficulty that was experienced with your receiving and our transmitting our vibration to you tonight.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S: You’ve been more than helpful, thank you.

Hatonn: We thank you. May we aid another by answering another question?

[Pause]

I am Hatonn, and indeed have been privileged tonight to be a part of your meditations, for energy and the Love that is present is indeed a beautiful and greatly gratifying experience for us to share with you. We are known to you as Hatonn. We shall now leave, but assure you that we shall be with you whenever you request it. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning I went outside and used Huff and Puff to blow the four inches of snow that we got last night off of the path from the back deck of my home to the fishpond where I was able to get the fountain running in a way that it no longer was splashing water out of the fishpond.

This afternoon I went on an errand run where my first stop was at Kroger’s in Middletown to buy Quiche, but they had only one Quiche available. My second stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself. My third stop was at a clothes donation bin where I donated a shirt and jacket. My third stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I bought some more food for myself. My last stop was at the Kroger’s on Westport Road where I bought two more Quiche.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 2

The Heavenly Food Of Love

I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ and I greet you in the full consciousness of divine Love.

Let not any fear dismay you this day. Let thy shoulders turn towards that which warms the soul. Let thy heart rest on that which feeds the heart. For the heavenly food of Love and joy permeate the creation. And to one who can open like a flower to feel the subtle sunshine of silent Love within creation, there is abundant thanksgiving in all directions.

Be aware of the plenty, the fullness, the grace, and the surety of Love. You are loved most deeply. Go your way therefore in peace, carrying within you the precious burden of that Love, that you may share it with a universe all too unaware of its own glory.

We leave you in Love and peace, in the name and Spirit of Jesus the Christ, now and forever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Hatonn channeling for today comes from October 25, 1981:

(L channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my brothers and sisters, in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. It is with great pleasure that we of Hatonn are able to listen to your voices unite in song this evening, for it is our joy and our privilege to share in the upliftment caused by your emotions as your spirits unite in joy and purpose. We of Hatonn are grateful for this opportunity and sincerely thank you for this blessing.

Tonight, my brothers and sisters, we would share with you a small story pertaining, perhaps, to ones such as yourselves. The story concerns a small child abandoned on a seacoast through an accident of his parents. The child left behind was forced to rely upon his own devices and his meager knowledge for survival in that his parents, lost as they were themselves, were unable to retrace their steps or recover the offspring of their actions. The child wandered the seacoast, his ears and mind filled with the monotonous crashing of the sea, its hypnotic waves at times comforting him, at other times irritating in that they seemed almost able to communicate with him, yet not quite able. As the child grew, he became less and less like his parents in that his seeking for food, for drink, for understanding, led him into many new and varied experiences that were not shared by those who had lost and later forgot him. Yet, the child never in his travels left the sea coast, for this message, although seemingly just beyond his ears, was ever a stimulus that drove him onward.

Finally, the time came when the child stumbled across another of his race, although not of the family nor the tribe that had abandoned him. An old man sat quietly on the beach, the crashing waves stopping just short of his feet as he gazed sightlessly toward the horizon. The child was hesitant, for although he remembered the human form, he was disturbed by the serenity of the old man, for this was not familiar to him. As he slowly approached, he waited for the old man to turn his gaze unto his own, yet the old man continued staring out to sea until the boy stood at his feet.

Finally, the old man spoke. “Do you know the answer?” was his question. The boy hesitated, unsure of himself, unsure of this question. The old man again asked. “Do you know, child, what the voices say to you?” The boy, again unsure, shook his head. The old man gestured. The boy sat down alongside and began to listen. As the sun warmed them both, rising higher and higher in the sky, the boy became drowsy, his shoulder and then his head leaning gently against that of the old man. And as the waves continued to crash, he began to dream and began to understand. He began to realize that the old man was himself; that the ocean was himself; that all who had gone before, that all who he attempted to rediscover, to meet again, were all himself. Gradually the young boy awakened. The old man was gone and yet the old man, a teacher, a sharer, was still there—for he was himself.

My friends, my brothers and sisters, we share this story with you to underline the importance of that which you do. The acts that you perform, the efforts that you make toward growth, toward understanding, toward the assistance of others, are all acts of service, for as you learn for yourself, you learn for all, for all are yourself. Be not ashamed, then, if your heart directs you in paths of learning as well as those of service, for to understand the mysteries of your universe are to Love it and to Love a part is to love the all.

At this time I would transfer this contact to another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn. We are with this instrument and we greet you once again in Love and in Light. May we thank the one known as Don for his gracious acceptance of our humble words said with such humor. We shall continue with a few thoughts through this instrument.

We speak of unity using water as a symbol, not only because your singing offered this image for our use in a tuned manner, but also because water is indeed a very appropriate symbol for the path that each of you, as drops of water, may understand yourself to be taking as you seek the infinite sea of the creation. A drop of water may seem to be quite powerless, and you as an individual may feel lacking or limited in some way in some situation. But, my friends, water is continuous and is not separated from itself. It may fall in drops in service to the fruits of the earth, but as it gathers and moves towards the great oceans, does it not carve out mighty channels from sheer luck that men could not hew so well with all their might? Water is quiet, and yet when stirred can be the most mighty of avengers, changing physical landscapes in minutes.

In your meditations, then, my friends, take each limitation and lack that you may feel that you have experienced, each disappointment that you feel in yourself or in others and offer them up as drops of water, to see them dissolve in a pure, clear ocean of the infinite Creator. Then, my friends, let the rainbow of sunlight through this water fill your heart and send you forth to serve the Creator, each in your own way and yet each a part of the great ocean of being. You are serving yourself, for all that you meet and all that you seek is yourself. If you Love the ocean of the Creator then, my friends, you will learn to Love each drop of water, each apparently individualized portion of that ocean, yourself and all others, all circumstances and all times.

Hatonn wanted to talk about the concept of unity. They began by saying we speak of unity using water as a symbol, not only because water is an appropriate symbol for the path that each of you, as drops of water, may understand yourself to be taking as you seek the infinite sea of the creation, and a drop of water may seem to be powerless, and you may feel limited in some situation, but water is continuous and is not separated from itself, for it may fall in drops in service to the fruits of the earth, but as it moves towards the oceans, does it not carve out mighty channels from sheer luck that men could not hew so well with all their might? Then Hatonn said water is quiet, and yet when stirred can be the most mighty of avengers, changing physical landscapes in minutes. Hatonn went on to say in your meditations take each disappointment that you feel in yourself or in others and offer them up as drops of water to see them dissolve in a clear ocean of the infinite Creator, and then let the rainbow of sunlight through this water fill your heart and send you forth to serve the Creator, each in your own way and yet each a part of the great ocean of being, so you are serving yourself, for all that you meet and all that you seek is yourself, for if you Love the ocean of the Creator then you will learn to Love each drop of water, each individualized portion of that ocean, yourself and all others, all circumstances, and all times. On November 5, 1989, Q’uo spoke of how we can serve the Creator:

For if one wishes to progress and to be able to experience a greater unity with all that one sees about one as the one Creator, it is necessary to be in the midst of the catalyst and its effect upon your total being. This requires a forgetting, for the most part, within the incarnation of that unity which indeed binds all that is, and of that Love which creates and empowers all that is, and that Light which reveals the true nature of all that is.

This forgetting allows for the self to become affected by the illusion in a manner which will offer the opportunity for the entity to choose more and more to seek, in one fashion or another, to serve the Creator in the self or in others so that an awareness of the Creator might be given to the Creator in a fashion which is unique.

And in providing this perspective and experience, one also expands the ability to accept more and more of the Light of the Creator within the being. Thus, you are correct, my sister, in that joy is but a fleeting visitor to those who wish to pursue the work in consciousness that is possible within an illusion that seems so far removed from unity, from Love, or from Light. This is the sacrifice which you make, my friends, when you enter incarnation.

Yet, there is a pearl, as it has been said, of very great price that may be won by such sacrifice, so that when it is finally won, all sacrifices will seem as nothing in comparison to that great pearl.

At this time we would join with Laitos, in conditioning those in the room who mentally request it. We shall pause at this time, and continue through another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am with this instrument. We would at this time ask if there are any questions which we may attempt to answer for you. Are there any questions at this time?

M: Hatonn, can you tell me the purpose of the entity that appeared on the mountain in Guadelupe long ago with a message for the people? What was the purpose of that entity, and can they be contacted through channeling?

I am Hatonn, and I am aware of your question. The entity of which you speak was a, what you would call, a wanderer, who incarnated in that particular area to reinforce certain lessons which he felt he was lacking in. The entity, as he became aware of his nature and as he became aware of the Light of the Creator, sought to be a teacher, or you might say, an example for those entities that were aware of him. The entity may, as with other higher density entities, be contacted if there is sufficient calling for that particular entity. However, we must warn that to seek a particular entity alone can sometimes be a bit dangerous due to a lack of a proper tuning and protection that is present in a group. To seek a particular entity alone opens one to others who would tend to mislead the one seeking contact. So, he may be contacted, but we would recommend that any attempt be made within the protection of a unified group.

May we answer you further, my brother?

M: That will do for now, thank you.

Carla: Excuse me. I had a question about that because the entity of Guadelupe that I was familiar with is Our Lady of Guadelupe, and I was wondering if what occurs when simple individuals who have been taught a simple—in this case, Catholic—belief system, seek, perhaps what they get is fashioned in part by their expectations, so that the entity of whom you speak, though in incarnation being male, would appear when sought as a stylized version of Our Lady. Would this be possible? Is this the same entity?

I am Hatonn, and am aware of your question. This is possible and, in this case, this instrument’s particular biases due to his teaching he received at early stages of his development in this illusion have come out in the answer. We will say that you will find that which you seek. If one has a bias toward a male-dominated type of experience, then that individual will perceive those things which they do not fully understand as male, and same holds true for someone who is biased toward a female orientation. You will, in this illusion, be often misled by things which you have incorporated into your being due to teaching by others within your society.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Yes. I have another related question. There have been many “Our Ladies” of various localities and I’ve wondered about them sometimes and wondered about their connection to the Confederation. Are these entities angelic entities of our planetary sphere, for the most part? Or are they those wanderers who’ve gone before the Counsel of Saturn and put in for this particular job for a certain length of time—to appear and to give inspiration? Or is it a mixture of the two—some from this planet’s inner plane and some wanderers?

I am Hatonn, and am aware of your question. The phenomenon which is referred to as “Our Lady of …” is for the most part a combined calling of various groups which are dominated by an orientation toward Mary. Most often these are a manifestation of the desire of these groups. It is possible that in some cases that these were what you would call wanderers, but these were few, for as most wanderers became aware of themselves and of the lessons that they set for themselves, although they did provide examples for others of your world, they soon left to continue on their journey. It is rare that one remains for any length of time to be a teacher, other than by example of their own growth. So, as we said, for the most part, these manifestations were the product of combined desire, faith, and Love of particular groups on your planet oriented toward the one known as Mary.

May we answer further?

Carla: No, not on that subject. I have a question about the use of precious metal in healing. If a crystal such as a diamond is worn over the green-ray energy center or the heart chakra, is it any aid to the healing if the chain on which this crystal is held be a precious metal such as gold …

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(C channeling)

…apologize for the pause.

The metal which holds the crystal is not important. In any healing attempt the important thing is the one making the attempt and not the chain or the crystal, although the crystal is a focusing aid.

May we answer you further?

Carla: No, thank you, Hatonn.

Hatonn: Is there another question?

M: Is there a guardian of the Americas?

I am Hatonn, and am aware of your question, My brother, there is not one who only guards two of your continents. There are many who aid your planet, its people, but they do not literally subdivide your planet, but aid where needed, for there are no chosen areas.

May we answer you further, my brother?

M: No, thank you.

Hatonn: We thank you. Is there another question?

[Pause]

I am Hatonn, and am always eager and happy to be of whatever aid we can to you in the capacity of answering your various questions. We would ask once again if any have a question for us. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

My friends, in this time of year you refer to as autumn, many living things upon your planet seem to wither and fade as your weather becomes colder, but as always, the rains fall, and the sun shines down to aid and to perpetuate those lives upon the planet. They are still nourished by rains. They will be nourished by the oncoming snow that will melt in your spring, refresh, aid in new growth, and once again reach toward Light and continue the cycle that is characteristic of your planet.

There will be times when faith, in your search, it will seem to wither, and all seems dying and without meaning. But if one is patient, they will once again feel the rain nourishing. They will once again feel the Love and the Light that is them and is with them and will again grow, blossom and be renewed in their faith and their search.

We are known to you as Hatonn, and will be with you all when requested to aid in what way we can. We will now take our leave. We leave you now in the love and the light of the one infinite Creator. Adonai, my friends.

This morning I went into my basement and brought the garden hose outside, hooked it up to the outlet, and took the end with the sprayer to the fishpond to correct the problem of the fountain shooting too much water out of the fishpond. First, I cleaned the filters in the schemer, and then I put the tube for the fountain on top of the two stones which had become displaced. Then I began to refill the fishpond high enough to give the fish more room to swim in and, at the same time, keep the fountain from spraying out of the fishpond. Then I added some AquaSafe to the water to neutralize the chlorine in the new water. Later, I came back outside and used Huff and Puff to blow the leaves out of the Vanilla-Strawberry Hydrangea in front of the fishpond and then in front of my home. I put all of the leaves into three garbage cans, two of which already had some leaves in them.

This afternoon I used a wet mop to clean the steps up to the porch and the front porch of my home.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 1

The Bloom And Fruit Of Peace

I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of divine Love.

Peace is much sought after among your people. Yet as you gaze out upon a barren winter landscape you may not see the great peace which is engendered by all those plants as they dream within the seeds and roots of their being, creating by will and thought and the grace of Jesus Christ those formations and changes which in time shall bring forth bloom and fruit.

The human idea of peace is rest without thought. Yet the inner man seeks a different peace and must listen to the voices of the natural world and the inner signal of creation and inner change. This is the peace that is spiritual and frequently it feels not at all like peace but rather like strife. For change and growth are painful, and there may be long periods when there is no evidence of bloom or fruit.

May the peace of Jesus the Christ be your hope and your inner reality, that you may grow more and more into the kingdom of heaven. We leave you in the peace that truly passes all human understanding, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.