The Camelot Journal

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling for this session comes from April 12, 1981:

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. It is with great joy that we bring you our greetings this evening, for always it is an honor and a privilege to be able to share our simple thoughts with your group. Our thoughts, as always, are a humble reflection of the one original Thought of the Creator, that Thought that binds us all in unity, in Love and in Light.

It is for the purpose of sharing this one simple Thought that we feel the greatest of honors in addressing your group each session where it is possible for us to be with you. This evening we would speak a few words once again on the subject of Love. This subject, which is the focus of most of our communications with you, is yet the subject which is not well understood by many of your people and, indeed, we would say that few really understand the concept of Love, though many times have they heard the concept reviewed. It is for this reason that we speak again and again on this simple concept, for simple though it is, yet much seems to stand in the way of the people of your planet and their understanding of this simple concept.

There exists within the creation of the Creator only one force, the force of Love, which has created all that exists. The perceptions that your people have of the creation is one which sees many things; is one which looks and sees objects; which looks and sees interaction; which looks and sees ratios; which looks and sees the particles of existence broken down as though they were bricks, built back up as though they were buildings. It is, if you will pardon our expression, somewhat of a mechanical view of creation, a view which does not see far beyond the exterior appearance, a view which sees only that which is apparent with the physical senses.

In this session Hatonn wanted to share more information about the subject of Love. They began by saying it is for the purpose of sharing this Thought that we feel the honor in addressing your group each session where it is possible for us to be with you, and this evening we would speak again on the subject of Love, for this subject, which is the focus of most of our communications with you, is the subject which is not understood by many of your people, and we would say that few understand the concept of Love, though many times have they heard of the concept, so it is for this reason that we speak again on this concept, for simple though it is, yet much seems to stand in the way of the people of your planet and their understanding of this concept. Hatonn went on to say there exists within the creation of the Creator only one force, the force of Love, which has created all that exists, but the perceptions that your people have of the creation is one which looks and sees interaction, which looks and sees the particles of existence broken down as though they were bricks, built back up as though they were buildings, and it is of a mechanical view of creation, a view which does not see far beyond the exterior appearance, a view which sees only that which is apparent with the physical senses. On December 19, 2023, Q’uo described the concept of Love:

The holographic image so mentioned in this quote, is that which can be seen as the Logos, the Love that is the first product of Free Will that wishes to know Itself, the One Infinite Creator, then, uses the concept of Love, the ability to create, what is seen as a creation, many stars, many planets, many entities, many energies, all in motion, in a manner which reflects the potential apprehension of the Love, Light, and unity of the One Infinite Creator expressed in all of the creation. Then, the creation itself could be seen as the holograph, and each portion of the creation, be it a sun body, a planetary body, a mind/body/spirit complex, or any first or second density awarenesses, may be seen as portions of a holograph, each portion or iota containing the One Infinite Creator in Its full power and being. All else is seen as the same, for the holograph is unified, and there is nothing but the One Infinite Creator expressed in various frequencies of vibration, various forms of manifestation, various powers of energy, moving in synchronicity with all other powers in the One Infinite Creation, to form that which is the One Infinite Creation.

We of Hatonn speak our simple words in order that the view of those who seek to see might be extended beyond the surface, beyond the exterior. For much there is, my friends, that does not meet the physical eye. Much there is that must be seen by other means. With this in mind, we present to you for your examination the simple concept that when you view the Creator’s creation, if you look with your heart; if you look with your inner eye; if you look with your interior perceptions; you might be made aware of a binding force which holds all of creation together, which serves as not only the binder, but also that which is bound, and yet not bound in a way which restricts to sight, or vision, but in a way which arranges that which is seen as a pattern of Love that the Creator has arranged within all of creation, an infinite variety of patterns of Love, that these patterns might be seen in many, many ways.

But if, when seeing in any way, the realization is also kept in focus that that foundation upon which all is created is Love, then that which is seen might be viewed in a clearer perspective. For if there is no binding force apparent to those who view the creation, is not all that is seen somewhat chaotic, somewhat disjointed, without rhyme or reason? For within the creation there is an ordering and that ordering of the Creator is Love, Love which seeks to be known, Love which seeks to know itself, Love which calls, Love which listens. As you perceive that which is round about you, we suggest that you keep within your mind, within your heart, within your being, the consideration of what it is you see. Ask yourself, “Where is the Love?” For surely, my friends, it surrounds you always.

Hatonn went on to say we speak our simple words in order that the view of those who seek to see might be extended beyond the surface, for much there is that does not meet the eye, and much there is that must be seen by other means, so with this in mind, we present for your examination the concept that when you view the Creator’s creation, if you look with your heart and your inner eye, you might become aware of a binding force which holds all of creation together, which serves as not only the binder, but also that which is bound, and yet not bound in a way which restricts sight but in a way which arranges that which is seen as a pattern of Love that the Creator has arranged within all of creation, an infinite variety of patterns of Love which might be seen in many ways. Hatonn continued by saying, but if the realization is kept in focus that the foundation upon which all is created is Love, then that which is seen might be viewed in a clearer perspective, for if there is no binding force apparent to those who view the creation, is not all that is seen somewhat chaotic, without rhyme or reason? Hatonn said within the creation there is an ordering of the Creator that is Love which seeks to be known and which seeks to know Itself, Love which calls; Love which listens, and as you perceive that which is around you, we suggest that you keep within your heart and within your being the consideration of what it is you see, and ask yourself, “Where is the Love?” For surely It surrounds you always. On June 24, 2005, Q’uo said how we can answer the question of where the Love is by sharing our Love with everyone in the present moment:

When you move from an idea of what you should do or what you must do, you are letting your doing inform your being. When, as this instrument said earlier, you move from a point of saying, “Where is the Love in this moment?” and you take the time, whether it is an instant or a real minute, to look for that Love, to look for that point of infinite intelligence that informs the situation from the standpoint of spirit, then you have begun to see into the deeper levels of the present moment. And when your heart opens and you say, “Oh, I really see how I can be a part of that Love in this moment. I see someone who needs help,” or, “I see where a good word would make this person feel more comfortable,” then you may, perhaps, be doing something very simple, but you are coming from a point where you have centered yourself into your deeper essence.

At this time we would transfer our contact to another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(L channeling)

I am Hatonn, and again I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We are pleased that you and your friends are seeking the Light more readily in these days of approaching turmoil. My friends, it is difficult to perceive the approaching storm in that the vestiges of the season of tranquility that you are leaving tend to disguise the gradual formation of clouds that herald the thunder to come. Yet, my friends, be attentive, for the thunder does come, and the peace and tranquility that you are lulled into perceiving will not last.

My friends, you are wise in that you listen when we speak, for there is always wisdom in listening. Yet, my friends, you would be far wiser still if you chose to act upon the information that you have received. It is not within our grasp or our responsibility to advise each of you personally upon his or her future, for we all know, my friends, that this is not possible and would violate your blessing of freedom of will. Yet, my friends, we would encourage all of your race to be more attentive to the signs that surround you, for as the Light shines from out of the east and covers all of the land in a gradual transformation of darkness into lightness, so also, my friends, does the transformation come to your planet. It does and will continue to seem a gradual process that often appears to have ceased. Yet, my friends, just as the sun, in climbing above the horizon, more and more rapidly erases the shadows, so also will the coming changes occur. It is, therefore, within your grasp to perceive these changes and to prepare yourselves accordingly.

The question then becomes not whether one should prepare, but rather how one should prepare oneself. It is possible to spend great lengths of your remaining time attempting to consolidate advantage on the physical plane in expectation that by accumulating what will become the riches of tomorrow one might find a way to purchase one’s way through the impending future. My friends, is this not what most of those beings upon your planetary surface are doing now and have done for thousands of years? Therefore, my friends, is it not far wiser to ask oneself, “How may I prepare for my spiritual survival and advancement in this coming New Age?”

The answer, my friends, lies in the subject referred to through the aid of the instrument known as Jim, that subject being Love. The riches that must be accumulated upon your planet and by its peoples are not those of property or gold or silver, but rather, my friends, those riches of the soul that can only be received, not taken, and can only be given, not sold. My friends, be strong in your goodness and fear not the impending struggle, for it is less wise to ask oneself, “Will I survive until tomorrow?” than to ask oneself, “Will I be able to love continuous until tomorrow?” At this time, my friends, we would ask if there are any questions that we may attempt to help you answer for yourselves, for is not that the true path of learning? Therefore, we will dispense with further rhetoric, for we love to answer what we are allowed to. I am Hatonn.

C: Yes, I have a question. It concerns my son, A. We’ve had troubles with A being afraid to be separated from us. But here in the last few weeks the fear is becoming more intense and it seems to have followed … of us trying to explain to him … to answer questions he had about death and about our coming to meditation and I’m afraid that somehow he’s gotten the two equated with each other, and I’m thinking he’s afraid that we might not return from these meditations. I don’t know if this is so, but if it is, how best can we explain to him what it is we’re doing? But it’s hard sometimes to communicate with a child, especially a very young child.

I am Hatonn. I understand your question. My brother, a child is much like a picture that has not been completed. Various forms have been sketched in and will later be endowed with color and substance. The picture is aware of its incompleteness, just as you are aware of your own incompleteness, being a somewhat more colorful picture. That was a pun—ha ha.

My brother, just as you sense directions in which your picture may further be completed, so also does your child, but being more recently returned from what you might call the spiritual aspect, he is less acquainted with the limitations imposed by your current physical plane. It is then understandable that he perceives your absence with the expressed intent of reestablishing your connection with the non-physical plane as a potentially permanent linkage, just as his more recent transition from the spiritual to the physical plane was relatively permanent. Your child loves you greatly and realizes that he must maintain his contact with you upon this plane so as to achieve the situations necessary for his growth. As he is less than familiar with the multitude of rules and regulations governing the behavior of physical objects, such as your body, on this plane and concerning the necessary attachment of yourself to your body, he is concerned that an inadvertent and permanent separation might ensue.

Furthermore, he realizes that your efforts toward growth and maturity are not characteristic of beings on your plane. And is not growth a departure from one locus with the intent of striving toward a non-existent, infinitely distant point? Therefore, my brother, be assured that your child is not the victim of an external, malevolent force, but rather of his own affections for you as well as his own craving for those situations of the future which will enable him to grow at a considerable rate.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: How can I better communicate with my child about what I’m doing, and what his mother is doing? Or is it really necessary to communicate with him verbally about it?

I am Hatonn. My brother, is experience not the best teacher? Verbal communication is a valuable tool in conveying abstract explanation, and should be employed in conjunction with your other, more expressive forms of communication such as touching, holding, and reassuring the young child of his value in your life. In addition, my brother, that what you would be well to consider would be the introduction of your child to the performance of brief meditation. It is not necessary nor is it advisable to make these introductory meditations of extensive time or of the purpose to convey messages, rather, my brother, we would suggest that occasionally you or your wife might stop, explain to your child that the present moment is an excellent opportunity for meditation and yourself or your wife briefly meditate while encouraging your child to join and share with you for a moment or two.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: No, you’ve helped greatly. Thank you.

Hatonn: We thank you, my brother, for the opportunity of service. May we answer another question?

E: I have a question, Hatonn, and that is: in the Bible there are many references to the Kingdom of God or the Kingdom of Heaven, and I’ve been mulling over in my own mind what is meant by these phrases, which seem to be used interchangeably. Could you tell me what is meant by the phrase “Kingdom of Heaven”?

I am Hatonn. Mull no longer, my friend. The Kingdom of Heaven is that place one reaches when one understands and shares the existence of oneness in this universe and all universes. Just as in a well exercised and cared for body on your plane, all cells work joyfully and share one set of vibrations, so also could be represented the Kingdom of Heaven.

Does this answer your question, my brother?

E: Yes. That’s what I suspected, and may I ask further, does that then mean that entities such as you are part of the Kingdom of Heaven?

I am Hatonn. My brother, the answer to your question could be expressed as both yes and no. Yes, in that whether one realizes his perfection or not, he is a still a part of the Kingdom of Heaven, yet that heaviness which is within has not been allowed outward, and encompasses the individual’s life. Regretfully, my brother, we of Hatonn have not yet attained that form of perfection which is responsible for the negative answer of the doubly asked question.

May we answer you further, my brother?

E: Yes. That makes me wonder how you have fallen short of attaining that Kingdom?

I am Hatonn. My brother, if we knew that answer—if we only knew. May we be of further service to you?

E: At some later time, I’m sure you will be.

Hatonn: Thank you, my brother.

E: Thank you.

Hatonn: May we answer another question?

C: Yes. I know an individual who … one that I’ve spoken to before about things we have learned about meditation and this individual, when they’re alone, feels a contact … had expressed to us he feels a contact, and the contact he feels . . . I get a very bad feeling about that he is being played with by influences other than the Confederation. Is this so?

I am Hatonn. My brother, we of Hatonn are not allowed to inform members of your race of the predilections of specific other members or of those from whom they seek learning. However, my brother, we would offer the advice that was carefully selected for your planet in reference to questions such as the one you have posed: “By their fruits ye shall know them.”

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: No. Not at this time. Thank you.

Hatonn: We thank you. May we answer another question?

E: I have one more concerning the Bible, and that is the fairly frequent references to angels, and my question is, what are angels?

Hatonn: I am Hatonn. My brother, you seek definitions which are functional to a mind which dwells in three-dimensional logic. To convey a three-dimensionally logical answer, we would respond that an angel is one who acts as the servant or messenger from God. Obviously, my brother, you are capable of perceiving the truth that extends beyond three-dimensional logic, and this answer is not sufficient. Therefore, my brother, we would answer for you that an angel is one who acts in accordance with the flow of universal energy, for does not …

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May we answer you further, my brother?

E: Yes. I’d like to know then … well, as my understanding of it is that angels must be very close to God, as we call it, and I would like to know if that’s true.

Hatonn: My brother, God, or God-ness, is everywhere. What is closer than that? The angels to whom you refer were servants who performed specific tasks, not always realizing the service to which they were put, just as you yourself do not always realize the services you perform in other persons’ lives simply by existing. For example, my brother, had you not encountered your recent accident and injury, the individual whose vehicle impacted your own might have more recently suffered a fatal accident through inattention to his driving performance. Obviously, you were not a winged creature, although you did fly, yet you acted inadvertently in accordance with the will of the universe. The fact that you yourself were also in training, so to speak, does not alter your service, a service that you in your past contracted to perform. Therefore, my brother, to reiterate, an angel is one who often unknowingly acts in such a manner as to be in attunement with the will of the universe.

May we answer you further, my brother?

E: I’ll think on what you’ve said for now. Thank you.

Hatonn: We thank you, my brother. May we answer further questions?

[Pause]

I am Hatonn. We thank you for the opportunity to speak at such great lengths and upon so many interesting subjects. We of Hatonn do not always find interesting those subjects which are selected for discussion in that many are concerned with mechanical events and aspects of your three-dimensional illusion. We of Hatonn find more challenging and interesting the discussions of those subjects which are non-illusive, for these subjects are areas of our own enlightenment or lack thereof.

For this reason, my friends, we are always grateful to you for your perceptive questions, for is it not the student who asks questions the real teacher of the class? Certainly, the teacher—correction—instructor learns rapidly when faced with a question which had not previously incurred—correction—occurred to that instructor. Therefore, my friends, we of Hatonn thank you both for the opportunity of being of service to yourselves and for your service in providing the stimuli for our further education. At this time we would bid you adieu. I am Hatonn.

This morning I caught a third racoon in my Hava hart trap, so I drove it to a rural place between Louisville and Taylorsville and let it go. Then I stopped by the Frank Otte Nursery and bought another flat of Pansies. My last stop was at Walgreens’ Pharmacy to drop off three prescriptions for my new PCP to fill when necessary. When I got home, I transplanted the flat of Pansies on the back end of the top of the Wuthering Heights Mound, and then I watered them.

This afternoon I was on my way to get some dirt in the container for a Douglas Fir Tree that a friend of mine mailed to me when I saw my Faithful kitty walking towards me. It was the first time I had seen him since my unsuccessful attempt to get him to the vet yesterday morning. So, I went to the front porch of my home and put some cat food on a paper plate and put it on the ground because it didn’t want to scare him by putting in on the porch where I caught him and put him in a pet carrier that he was able to escape from. He ate another can of cat food while I was standing far away and watching him eat. Then I left another can of cat food for him to eat on the porch while I finished planting the Douglas Fir behind the garage.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

November 4

Time To Blossom

I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of Love.

Love, beauty, truth, the ideal and the absolute are greatly appealing to those who are seeking for that which does not perish. They are irrelevant to many others. This is an individual matter. Thus, it is well for those who seek and wish to serve to find an endless tolerance.

As one rests in hope that all may seek the truth, one releases that hope to the infinity of the appropriate time for each flower’s soul to blossom. Though your hearts may have compassion upon those who are quite different in their feelings and thoughts, yet know that each chooses.

If any appear to be unhappy, having turned from their birthright of Love and service, let them appear as they will and await the moment of sharing of Love, joy and peace.

There is the time of jubilee for each, a time of self-acceptance, self-forgiveness, and the simple faith of the child. That time cannot be forced. It can only be given thanks for when it occurs. Rest in your jubilee or rest waiting faithfully for that same jubilee. There is all the time and space necessary for each to grow, to learn, and to come at last to that heavenly kingdom whose name is Love.

We leave you in that Love and peace which is of the principle of Jesus the Christ, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Hatonn channeling comes from April 5, 1981:

(Carla channeling)

[I am Hatonn] … Creator. It is a great privilege to be with you this evening, and I especially greet those who have not been with this group for some time. May we send you our blessings and our peace and know that there is no treasure as great to us as the privilege of sharing our Love and our thoughts with you.

My friends, it is written in your holy works: “I have waited for the Lord more than the watchman for the morning.” We would speak to you this evening of the Love that manifests itself to you more slowly than you would perhaps wish. We would speak to you of patience and waiting. It is very difficult for your people to wait for anything, for among your people it is understood that each entity has rights and privileges, and these include prompt results from any energy output. And yet we say to you, my friends, that when your day is done, and you look back upon it you find, perhaps, all too much of your precious time has been spent waiting for inconsequential and petty things, those things which shall not outlast this transient illusion nor even last until your next week, your next month, your next year.

We have suggested to you often that you spend time daily in meditation, for how else, my friends, can you discover that the waiting that is profitable for you to do is the waiting for the truth? Not the truth of a circumstance, of an apparent problem, or any evanescent phenomenon of who you really are and whence you truly came. This is worth waiting for, my friends. The Creator makes Itself known in an eternal present, and as you in your experience live from the day-to-day you have little natural access to this wonderful sphere of celestial influence. It takes patience to set aside the time to wait upon the Creator. But one moment it will come to you, my friends, that you seek this Creator, not as a part of many other things which you do but as the bride seeks the bridegroom, as the sailor his home, as the lost sheep the fold, and you will watch with even more patience than the watchman for the morning.

In this session Hatonn wanted to speak about how it is necessary to wait patiently for Love. They began by saying it is written in your Bible: “I have waited for the Lord more than the watchman for the morning,” so we would speak to you this evening of the Love that manifests itself to you more slowly than you would wish, and we would speak to you of patience, for it is difficult for your people to wait for anything, for among your people it is understood that each entity has rights, and these include prompt results from any energy output, yet we say to you that when your day is done you will find too much of your time has been spent waiting for petty things, those things which shall not outlast this transient illusion nor even last until your next week, your next month, your next year. Now Hatonn said we have suggested to you that you spend time in daily meditation, for how else can you discover that waiting for that which is profitable for you to do is the waiting for the truth? Then Hatonn said not the truth of an apparent problem, or any temporary phenomenon of who you are and where you came from, and this is worth waiting for because the Creator makes Itself known in an eternal present, and as you live from day-to-day you have little access to this sphere of celestial influence, but it takes patience to set aside the time to wait upon the Creator, but one moment it will come to you that you seek the Creator, not as a part of many other things which you do but as the bride seeks the bridegroom, and you will watch with more patience than the watchman for the morning. On September 4, 2016, Q’uo suggested that we seek the Creator that is within us:

The heart of your journey is to seek the Creator that is within you, the Creator that you are, the Creator that is all things. There can be no other way of looking upon an infinite creation of unity. The Creator took pleasure in making this, what you call creation, in order that it might know Itself through the free will of each of Its entities that It has created. From the Logos of every star within your skies, to the planet upon which you dwell, to each of your entities that you share the illusion with, each of you has free will to exercise however you wish. Each exercise of free will teaches the Creator more of Itself, and fulfills the purpose of the illusion. Each of your actions reveals more to you of yourself, and if you are conscious of the seeking process, of the Creator Itself, it is a journey of lovers, the Creator loving you with unending Love, you seeking and loving the Creator with a growing Love. At some point, you will find the Creator, there is no other outcome for the end of this journey.

For the Light which you seek is the Light wherein creation is illumined. That sun body which you may seek at the dawning is but a tiny prototype, for example, of the dawn of understanding of Love, of oneness with the creation, yourself, and the Creator. Wait, my friends, and be comfortable, for you are not alone and there is no end to the patience of the Creator who waits for you.

Hatonn went on to say the Light which you seek is the Light wherein creation is illumined, and that sun body which you may seek at the dawning is but a tiny prototype of the dawn of understanding of Love, of oneness with the creation, yourself, and the Creator, so wait and be comfortable, for you are not alone, and there is no end to the patience of the Creator who waits for you. On May 6, 2006, Q’uo said that the Creator waits for us:

Life will spin you out constantly. Catalyst will hit you—strong catalyst, illness, the loss of jobs, all of those difficulties that challenge entities who breathe in and breathe out and must find a way to keep a roof over their heads. And your job always is to see yourself spinning and gently, very gently, encourage your spirit to spiral inward again to the place of power that lies within, to the place of comfort that lies deeply within, to the one infinite Creator who waits patiently for you in your heart of hearts.

The more time that you put into resting in your beingness, the more you will become aware of who you truly are and how powerful a being you truly are. And when you sense that power, then of course you want to use that power rightly and that calls for every discipline of the personality and makes such disciplines attractive to you. When you find the center of your power, that creative energy that made all that there is, then truly you wish to use it well and to use it wisely and to use it lovingly.

At this time, I would transfer this contact to the one known as Jim. I am Hatonn.

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am with this instrument. Once again it is our privilege to greet you in Love and Light. We have been speaking of patience, the patience of waiting for the goals which you seek, the illumination of the entirety of your being. It is a waking which each creature within the creation of the Creator experiences as a necessary part of the life stream, for each within the creation is the Creator in one form or another likened unto the guests at a costume ball, each with their own mask and costume, each playing a part which in a certain way expresses the Creator for that individual in a way that has meaning for that entity.

Most at the ball know not that they wear costumes. Most believe that they are who they seem to be in their daily round of activities, but most also suspect that there is more to their expression of life than meets their own eyes. And each, on occasion, peers into the mirror of their own being to examine that which is the self. Each discovers certain parts of the costume and decides that perhaps these are parts of their personality. For most, they find contentment in assuming that they are many different things, that they have many different aspects to their personalities, and this, my friends, is true, for the Creator is all things. But each entity at the appointed hour of their own illumination shall discover that they are but one thing in truth: they are the Creator.

Now Hatonn wanted to speak about how we are seeking the illumination of our being. They began by saying we have been speaking of the patience of waiting for the goals which you seek, the illumination of the entirety of your being, and it is a waking which each within the creation of the Creator experiences as a part of the life stream, for each within the creation is the Creator in one form or another likened unto the guests at a costume ball, each with their own mask and costume, each playing a part which expresses the Creator for that individual in a way that has meaning for that entity. Hatonn went on to say most at the ball know not that they wear costumes, for most believe that they are who they seem to be in their daily round of activities, but most also suspect that there is more to their expression of life than meets their eyes, and each peers into the mirror of their being to examine their self, and each discovers parts of the costume and decides that these are parts of their personality, and they find contentment in assuming that they have different aspects to their personalities, and this is true, for the Creator is all things, but each entity at the appointed hour of their own illumination shall discover that they are but one thing in truth: they are the Creator. On September 15, 1985, L/Leema said that we are the Creator:

The will and the faith to continue to attempt to move in a loving fashion and in a fashion which is of service to others is that which is most important. The strengthening of the will and the faith is done in darkness, thus work can be done, for if it were clearly seen that you yourself are the Creator, that all that comes before your sight and experience is the Creator, and that all emotional responses are the Creator, then it would be easily seen that all is well, for all is One.

Upon that discovery they shall also realize that each of the other entities at the costume ball are also the Creator. They shall discover that there is nothing but the Creator, and they shall take their place within the realm of the infinite and reign as the Creator. The patience of playing the parts is a prime requisite for playing the part well. Enjoy the ball. Enjoy your costume. Enjoy all the manifestations of the creation, for each expresses the Creator in an infinity of ways, but realize also that it is but a costume you wear, a play in which you partake, an illusion in which you are immersed. And know also that there is a truth in which you are an integral part—the truth of the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator that shines from deep within your very being. Have the patience and play your parts. And play them well, for much there is to learn of the Creator’s creation, and in many ways are these lessons learned.

Hatonn continued by saying upon that discovery they shall also realize that each of the other entities at the costume ball is also the Creator, and they shall discover that there is nothing but the Creator, and they shall take their place within the realm of the infinite and reign as the Creator, but the patience of playing the parts is a prime requisite for playing the part well, so enjoy the ball, your costume, and all the manifestations of the creation, for each expresses the Creator in an infinity of ways, but realize that it is but an illusion in which you are immersed, and know that there is a truth in which you are an integral part: the truth of the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator that shines from deep within your very being, so have patience and play your parts well, for much there is to learn of the Creator’s creation, and in many ways are these lessons learned. On September 23, 2023, Q’uo said that there is nothing but the Creator:

So, you may say that the Baha’i faith is that which is likened to another note in a musical score, where the music is the music of the creation, the music of the spheres, that is then apprehended, or perceived in a manner by those within this faith that gives them the journey that they travel in the seeking and serving of the One Creator in all things.

This is a kind of philosophy that is reflected in so many of your world religions, because there is nothing but the Creator that exists in any of the creation. Therefore, when the Creator is comprehended in a certain fashion by a various religion, you may see this as the facets of a jewel that is being perceived in a manner which allows entrance into the total expression and experience of the One Creator.

We of Hatonn hope that in some small way our simple messages of Love to your meditation group might serve as part of your infinite play and might help you learn yet one more small lesson, the lesson of Love and Light and oneness of all beings, of all creation.

We would at this time transfer our contact to the one known as L. I am Hatonn.

(L channeling)

I am Hatonn, and again I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of the Creator. My friends, it is often seemingly that we repeat our messages concerning the subject of meditation. This is true, and yet we would emphasize that this is the most important tool available to you for growth. My friends, we do not deny your intention for growth or even your willingness to strive for growth, yet of what value are good intentions or a strong will with no guidance? It is like going on a trip in a powerful, well-tuned car with no road map and no destination in mind. Therefore, my friends, we reiterate our seemingly endless message that meditation is the key for your understanding of the universe and your place, your role, within that universe.

We would now share with you what answers we might be able to provide to your questions, should you have any. Are there any questions?

Carla: Would you like to make a comment on our recent Ra contact?

I am Hatonn. I have received your question. The Ra contact that you received is of incomplete detail. The reason for this is not within our area of responsibility in that the Ra contacts are of a highly controlled nature. We would answer you in more detail if we could, however, it is not within the intention of the Ra contact for us to expand on that source of information. May we answer you further?

Carla: Just a few questions peripherally to that. By “incomplete,” do you mean that answers to questions asked are incomplete or that some questions cannot be answered?

I am Hatonn. I understand your question. By incomplete we mean that the information you seek is more complex than you have ascertained. Therefore, when you ask a question not knowing the full extent of detail supporting the answer it is not possible to say that a simple phrase given in answer has given the entire answer. In other words, my friend, if you were to ask what is the weather like today, the answer you sought would concern only your own geographic location yet would not completely answer the question, for the weather conditions vary widely on your planet, as you well know.

Does this answer your question?

Carla: I believe so. Let me try to clarify. Then the incompleteness of the contact is due to the limits of our understanding? And the language?

I am Hatonn. Yes, my friend, in conjunction with the fact that, as you know, not all may be revealed to you because of the requirements concerning your free will for your personal growth.

Carla: Yes, I’m aware of that stipulation. That’s been mentioned many times by Ra. What is your relationship with the group Ra?

I am Hatonn. I understand your question. The Ra entity speaks frequently to you, my friend of oneness. Does this not answer your question?

Carla: To be more specific, I was wondering whether you had a special connection with this teaching group within the Confederation of Planets, or whether you did not work closely, since you both had spoken to this group.

I an Hatonn. The Ra group on your planet has incurred specific responsibilities as a result of their actions. This you are already aware of. For this reason, the Ra group has responsibilities for debts, if you will, that must be completed. These responsibilities are unique to the Ra group, that the Ra group are members of the Federation as a whole. It would not be correct to assume, however, that the Federation or its individual members share in those unique responsibilities. Where the Ra group is discharging previously incurred responsibilities prior to their own advancement, we of Hatonn work at this time solely for advancement through service.

Is this clear to you my friend?

Carla: Yes, thank you. I send you my love.

Don: What density is Hatonn?

I am Hatonn. My brother, you ask a question in an effort to test this instrument. We cannot answer this question because of the intention with which it is asked. This would violate the precept concerning free will, my brother.

May we answer you further?

Don: Expand on what you said about the responsibilities of Ra.

I am Hatonn. My brother, the Ra group has, in your distant past, attempted to accomplish specific works with your race. These efforts, although well intentioned, were not successful. Indeed, they resulted in setbacks for which the Ra group held itself responsible. In judging themselves responsible the Ra group obligated themselves to correct the deficiencies they caused.

Does this answer your question, my brother?

Don: Yes.

Hatonn: Is there another question?

Carla: Is there anything that this group could do, in your opinion, to aid in your contact?

I am Hatonn. My friends, there is an atmosphere of disbelief which is causing difficulty for this instrument. Although we of Hatonn cannot initiate actions of proof we can only remind you that the quality of the contact is dependent upon atmosphere control.

May we answer you further?

Carla: I’m assuming that you’re speaking of this particular meeting and that you’re having this difficulty because of some tinge of disbelief along with open-mindedness, Is that correct?

I am Hatonn. That is correct, my brother.

Carla: My intent in asking had mostly to do with a general thought about our tuning. We have been doing many different kinds of tuning, everything from the Lord’s prayer to chanting, to other prayers and oms. Is any method which gets the group in a unified tune seeking truth satisfactory or is one preferred?

I am Hatonn. It is not significant in which manner you tune your vibrations, as long as the attunement is of a positive nature and the attunement is accomplished.

Is there another question?

Carla: Thank you.

I am Hatonn. As there are no further questions, we bid you farewell in the Love and the Light of the Creator. I am Hatonn.

This morning I went out on the front porch and saw my feral kitty, Faithful, so I put some food on his paper plate, and as he continued eating he moved the paper plate to just the perfect place for me to capture him with a large fishing net. Then I grabbed his tail to help me get him into the pet carrier and shut its door. However, on the way to the car that I was going to take him to the vet in to have medication for his worms applied, the door to the pet carrier came open, and Faithful ran across the street to my neighbor’s yard. So, I hope that he will come back in a day or two so I can feed him more cat food, with no attempt to net him, so that he will feel more comfortable in having me feed him again. Then I used my backpack blower to blow all the leaves in front of my home into a pile in the parking area. Then I blew the leaves on the other side of the driveway into a pile beside the driveway.

This afternoon I transplanted five flats of Pansies onto the top of the Ruins Mound in the front yard. Then I stretched netting out on twelve poles around the Mound and the three in the middle of the Mound. Then I watered the Pansies.

From A Book of Days channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

November 3

The Birds Of Night And Day

I am of the principle of Love, that full consciousness of divine Love which is Jesus the Christ. I greet you in blessings and in peace.

Like a quiet bird the morning flies before you, pulling in its flashing feathers a veil of heaven and earth and all the many colored illusions of your day.

And all too soon the great night hawk will fly and in its dark feathers shall be carried the veil of darkness, nighttime and slumber. So does the illusion shift before your eyes, first Light and then dark, all seemingly unattached to your consciousness, to your attention and to your caring.

Yet know that you are both birds: that which brings the day and that which brings the night. Within you lies the power of each.

Choose, then, that which you prefer: radiance and Light or darkness and the blank O of nothingness. Choose the environment for your consciousness and abide in peace and Love, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings come from March 29, 1981:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn. I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. It is a privilege to speak to you through this instrument. We ask your pardon for the dela. However, it was our attempt to initiate contact through the one known as L and then through the one known as Jim that they may have more experience in initiating contact. We wish to confirm to these two instruments that they had indeed been receiving conditioning.

We would at this time attempt again to contact the one known an L. I am Hatonn.

(L channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I again greet you, my brothers and sisters, in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. My friends, it is a great pleasure for all of us to share with you our thoughts that we might be of service to those of your planet. In this manner we of Hatonn further our own development as well, for is it not through service that we all grow? Therefore, my friends, be not hesitant to call upon us in your time of need, be it a need originating from indecision or a need in which you may feel yourself threatened either physically or spiritually. We cannot guarantee that we will be able to assist you in the manner you prefer, for it is not our will or our way to interfere with another’s karmic responsibilities. But, my friends, if the path is open to us we will surely take it.

At this time, my brothers, I would like to renew our contact through the one known as Jim. I am Hatonn.

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am with this instrument and greet you all once again in Love and Light. It is our privilege, as always, to share our simple thoughts with your group. We of Hatonn are humble messengers of the message and the vibration of Love. We have through many years attempted to share our simple message with the people of your planet. Unfortunately, we must say our attempts have fallen far short of our hopes, but yet we shall continue in this effort for as long as there is a calling for a desire on the part of any of the people of your planet to hear our message.

We know that those of you who have been attending these meditations for a period of time now are very familiar with the message which we have to offer. The message of Love seems very simple to those who have heard it, but, my friends, we ask you in truth, how simple is the Creator? Is it not a simple thing to consider that the Creator is all about you? Is it not a simple thing to consider that the Creator, being all things, loves all things, each part of Its creation? Yes, my friends, it is simple, a simple thing to consider this simple truth, yet so many of your people find it so difficult to express such a simple truth, such a simple recognition in their daily lives. It seems, by observation, so much simpler for entities to consider only their own momentary interests as they go about their daily round of activities. It seems so much simpler to forget that the Creator is within each being that you meet, is within each experience that you encounter.

Hatonn wanted to speak again about the Creator’s Love. They began by saying we of Hatonn are humble messengers of the message and the vibration of Love, and we have through many years attempted to share our simple message with the people of your planet, but we must say our attempts have fallen short of our hopes, yet we shall continue in this effort for as long as there is a desire on the part of any of the people of your planet to hear our message. Hatonn went on to say that those of you who have been attending these meditations are familiar with the message which we have to offer, so the message of Love seems simple to those who have heard it, but we ask you: “how simple is the Creator? Is it not a simple thing to consider that the Creator is all about you? Is it not a simple thing to consider that the Creator, being all things, loves all things, each part of Its creation? Then Hatonn said it is a simple thing to consider this truth, yet so many of your people find it difficult to express such a simple truth in their daily lives. It seems, by observation, so much simpler for entities to consider only their own momentary interests as they go about their daily round of activities, for it seems much simpler to forget that the Creator is within each being that you meet, is within each experience that you encounter. On April 13, 2024, Q’uo said that the Creator is within each of us:

We encourage each to seek the Creator within. For the Creator is within each and expresses in a way that is unique to each, that is appropriate for each, that provides a spiritual journey back into unity with the One Infinite Creator as the illusion of separation has been penetrated, and all become again as one, the image of the one, the eternal, the infinite, all that is within the One Infinite Creation.

Yes, my friends, it is very simple, this thing which you call life. It is simply a matter of choice. A matter of knowing which direction you wish to point your life. Do you wish to see Love, do you wish to experience the Love of the Creator? Do you wish to express this Love each moment of your life? Do you wish to experience the fullness and the oneness of the Creator all about you? It is a simple choice. A choice which we of Hatonn hope that we are able to aid you in some small way by the presentation of our variety of a simple message, the message of Love, the message of understanding that all is the Creator, that you are the Creator. That you have the Love of the Creator available each moment, each day of your lives and this Love may be the energy upon which you draw to express your life in any way. We hope through these simple communications that we are able to share same small spark of this infinite Light and Love which is available at all times to all creatures in the creation of the Creator.

Hatonn went on to say this thing which you call life is simply a matter of choice, a matter of knowing which direction you wish to point your life: “Do you wish to see Love, do you wish to experience the Love of the Creator? Do you wish to express this Love each moment of your life? Do you wish to experience the fullness and the oneness of the Creator all about you?” Hatonn said it is a simple choice, and we hope that we are able to aid you in some way by the presentation of the message of Love, the message of understanding that all is the Creator, that you have the Love of the Creator available each moment of your lives, and this Love may be the energy upon which you draw to express your life in any way, so we hope through these communications that we are able to share a small spark of this infinite Light and Love which is available at all times to all creatures in the creation of the Creator. On July 5, 1982, Latwii spoke of the nature of the message of Love:

We of the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the One Infinite Creator do observe those activities which you describe. There are many such activities occurring at this time upon the surface of your planet, for the sole purpose of awakening those entities who seek the message of Love that they might know in further degree the truth of Love, Light, and unity with the one Creator.

We would at this time pause so that Laitos may pass among those gathered here and should any request the conditioning vibration, our brother Laitos would be most pleased and privileged to aid each such request by sharing the conditioning vibration of the Confederation. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am again with this instrument and again I greet you in the Love and Light. As we were saying, my friends, each and every part of the Creation is full of the Love of the Creator. Let us consider two models of such Love. Let us consider the differences which we may see with the intellect and perhaps find possibilities of thought. Let us consider the concern and love of the parent for the child. How careful the parent is, how concerned, how totally committed to the care of this being, this perfect entity which is a representation of the Creator. Of what service in this great love of parent to child.

Let us consider another model of Love. Let us look at the first rose as it blooms, first a bud, then sweet smelling and fresh with the dew. It opens to the sun, sharing its scented beauty with the breeze and the glory of its radiant color with all who pass by or with no one at all if there is no one to pass by. There is much to consider in these two models of Love. One is a radiation; one a relationship. Consider, my friends, the Love of which we speak. Are you in a relationship with the Creator? Do you feel the radiance of the Creator? Is there a point at which it is necessary to understand the difference? We leave you these thoughts to ponder.

Then Hatonn said each and every part of the Creation is full of the Love of the Creator, so let us consider two models of such Love, and let us consider the differences which we see with the intellect and find possibilities of thought as we consider the concern and love of the parent for the child, for how concerned and committed to the care of this being, this perfect entity which is a representation of the Creator, and of what service in this great love of parent to child. Hatonn went on to say let us consider another model of Love, and let us look at the rose first as it blooms: first a bud, then sweet smelling and fresh with dew, so it opens to the sun, sharing its scented beauty with the breeze and the glory of its radiant color with all who pass by, or with no one at all if there is no one to pass by, so there is much to consider in these two models of Love, for one is a radiation, and one a relationship, so consider the Love of which we speak: “Are you in a relationship with the Creator? Do you feel the radiance of the Creator? Is there a point at which it is necessary to understand the difference?” We leave you these thoughts to ponder. On February 1, 1976, Hatonn spoke of a radiation of Love that we have within us:

Love and Light, my brothers, my sisters, need no words, but only a simple radiation, a radiation from within of the Love and the protection from all that may be without of your armor of Light. Never, ever, sell yourselves short. Never let yourselves become in need of that army, if you can possibly remember who you are and what protection you do have. You may play, instead of from weakness, from a position of great strength. The Love lies within you; the Light shines through you; and there will be nothing which Love cannot conquer.

I would close through the one known as Don. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am again with this instrument. The one known as Don is not tuned to our vibratory level, thus we shall close through this instrument. It is our great privilege to be able to share our humble thoughts with you. We hope that there may be in some way a feeling of the radiance, of the Love of the Creator within you at this moment, a feeling of the perfection of the Creator’s Love and Light. In this, I leave you. I am known to you as Hatonn. Adonai vasu borragus.

I am Latwii. I am with this instrument. I greet you in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. We said previously that we would attempt to give the one known as Jim another tumble, however he beat us to the mat three out of three. We will continue to attempt to establish contact with this instrument at a later time. Meanwhile, it is our pleasure to offer ourselves in the event that we may share our thoughts with you if you have any questions at this time.

N: What happens to people who have crises in their life?

I am Latwii. I am aware of your question. The nature of the events following the premature ending of a life by conscious act or suicide are various, depending upon the state of mind and basic vibration of the entity. However, there are some common problems with this action. That is, the removal of the entity from the life experience it was unable to finish then causes this same entity to at some point re-travel the same path in another attempt to finish the life experience begun but not ended. However, because of the trauma of the physical death it is more difficult to solve the life experience upon the rerun, shall we say. This is perhaps the most salient, common experience associated with this action.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Don: What type of music should you use for tuning this group?

I am Latwii. The tuning mechanism is not important but rather the dedication of the group to using that period in order to form the feeling of unity of purpose in seeking the truth. It is not suggested that raucous or disharmonious sounds be proffered, however any harmonious sounds or inspirational words will suffice well if they allow the functioning of the unifying of the will of the group.

Is there another question at this time?

N: How does the Confederation look upon things like abortion?

I am Latwii. This area, like the previously mentioned area of suicide, is somewhat misunderstood among your people. Neither suicide nor abortion is recommended for those entities wishing to zoom to the head of the class of service to others, for such actions as abortion or the taking of one’s own life indicate a feeling of being unable to cope. This is not a correct perception, however, there is such a thing upon your planet as what is called morals. These morals are used much like stones to hurt people. Unfortunately, morals enter greatly into discussions of both suicide and abortion as well as many other emotionally charged matters.

Abortion is that action which removes anything from an empty opportunity to a life. Whether the abortion removes only physical matter or an entity can be known only through meditation upon the part of the mother. The mother will know if a soul wishes to be born and wishes it as mother. If such an entity cannot feel the presence of a soul those morally against abortion are incorrect. If after careful meditation the presence of a spirit desiring the experience of an incarnation with this entity as mother is felt and then the entity removes that opportunity, this action is to some degree part of a reckoning. The relationship will then occur in the future and restitution made: Love will find its balance in time.

N asked: “How does the Confederation look upon things like abortion?” Latwii began by saying this area, like the area of suicide, is misunderstood among your people, for neither suicide nor abortion is recommended for those entities wishing to zoom to the head of the class of service to others, for such actions as abortion or the taking of one’s own life indicate a feeling of being unable to cope, and this is not a correct perception, but there is a concept upon your planet as morals, so these morals are used like stones to hurt people, and unfortunately, morals enter into discussions of both suicide and abortion as well as many other emotionally charged matters. Hatonn continued by saying abortion is that action which removes anything from an empty opportunity of a life, so whether abortion removes only physical matter or an entity can be known only through meditation upon the part of the mother, for the mother will know if a soul wishes to be born and wishes it as mother, but if she cannot feel the presence of a soul those morally against abortion are incorrect, and if after careful meditation the presence of a spirit desiring the experience of an incarnation with this entity as mother is felt, and then she removes that opportunity, this action is to some degree part of a reckoning, so the relationship will then occur in the future, and restitution will be made, and Love will find its balance in time. On October 3, 1982, Latwii spoke of the ramifications of abortion:

We would, however, suggest that entities which engage in an agreement which is then altered by the activity known as abortion will at some point within that incarnation or another complete that agreement which has been made. The ability of entities upon your planet to utilize what you have called abortion adds yet another variable to entities which are deciding upon the means of relating one to another and of beginning the incarnation. Within your illusion are an infinite variety of such considerations which must be taken into account by each entity before the incarnation. Thus, the addition of one more variable does have its effect, and this effect may or may not be profound. It is, however, considered by each entity before the incarnation is begun and does, as does each consideration, have certain repercussions which then must be balanced.

Again, those with morals do not have the concept of the all-encompassing, all-embracing power of Love to eventually balance all incorrectness. Morals do not apply precisely as those who jump up and down and are angry may think they do. This is difficult for us to speak of, for each case is unique. Each suicide, each murder, each abortion, each thought, my friends, of an unkind nature, these things cannot be judged by morals but can only be offered to Love in the knowledge that Love will truly conquer all.

Now Latwii said those with morals do not have the concept of the all-embracing power of Love to balance all incorrectness, but morals do not apply, as those who jump up and down and are angry, may think they do, and this is difficult for us to speak of, for each case is unique, so each suicide, each murder, each abortion, each thought of an unkind nature cannot be judged by morals but can only be offered to Love in the knowledge that Love will conquer all. On July 9, 1989, Q’uo spoke of the general nature of morals:

Furthermore, because of the—we search for a word—dinosaur nature of the established church, it does not meet the needs of entities who wish to have good moral guidance at this particular time in the face of a world which has no morals except those of capitalism, that is, the conservation of capital by all. Different of your nation states do this in different ways, but that is the somewhat grimy nature of your density. It is built upon something that does not exist, that is true money, and therefore all of the society which depends upon this for personal verification is annihilated. Entities for the most part have no moral guidance which reaches the heart, which engages the mind, and which stirs the passion.

May we answer you further, my brother?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. Is there another question at this time?

L: I am having difficulty emotionally with a past relationship. I ask whatever advice or counseling you can offer.

I am Latwii. My brother, we do not give advice, but we can give you a thought or two. You are perfect. Forgive yourself. Let your friends comfort you. Listen in your heart for the Love of the Creator. Feel upon your shoulder the hand of a presence so near and so dear that you could not be separated from it, This presence may be called Christ consciousness or divine love. Seek and ye shall find. This is that which you will find. As always, we are with you.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: Could you give some detail on what conditioning is?

I am Latwii. This is not our field, however we shall attempt the basics. The electrical, shall we say, characteristics of your mind are tunable in a way much like that of the radio. To strengthen the signal of a radio, such a thing as a carrier wave is given. We underscore your meditational vibration with such a carrier wave. This does not interfere with your free will in tuning beyond a certain point as our conditioning wave is broadly tuned over the positive spectrum, however, it enables the meditator to deepen the state of meditation. Some electrical experiences or symptoms may be observed when feeling this conditioning wave. Those who wish to become instruments may also use this wave by requesting mentally as a means of exercising and making ready the mouth and vocal mechanism for channeling such as this instrument does.

Is there another question?

L: Yes. Is it beneficial to request conditioning immediately prior to going to sleep, with an understanding that an effort will be made on your part to work upon the instrument while they’re in a relaxed sleeping condition?

I am Latwii. The hypnogogic state is a good state for conditioning. Therefore, it is beneficial, however, we do not work upon the sleeping entity. This would be an infringement of free will.

Is there another question at this time?

L: Would it be an infringement on free will if it were requested?

I am Latwii. When you request it in a dream it will not be an infringement upon free will. Your vulnerability during sleeping states is much different than the waking state. We do not intrude where we are not specifically requested. You would have to request our presence while asleep. This may be difficult to understand but a knowledge of the way the mind functions makes this point apparent.

Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. This instrument is a naughty girl. She wants to know who will win the basketball game. We think that it is time that we leave you in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. Our Love, and Light, and comfort are always with you, my friends. I am Latwii. Enjoy each other and the universe for all is very beautiful, my friends. Adonai vasu.

This morning I pumped three fourths of the water out of the fishpond as a part of my bi-monthly effort to enhance water clarity. As the water was pumping out, I used the garden hose and sprayer to clean the filters for the fountain. Then I removed extension cords and the stones holding the netting around the fishpond in place. Then I took the water lilies off of their stone platforms and put them in the bottom of the fishpond until next spring. Then I used the garden hose to begin filling the fishpond with water. While the pond was filling with water, I found a stone in the fishpond with my long grabber and put it under the tube that creates the fountain so that the fountain can shoot higher into the air without going out of the fishpond. Then I put the stones and the extension cords back in place. Then I threw a couple cups of AquaSafe into the fishpond to neutralize the chlorine in the water. Then I cut down the two giant Iron Weeds, and when I measured them, one was 12’ 6” long, and the other was 12’ long. When the pond was at the right height to allow the fountain to shoot as far as it could without going out of the fountain, I turned the water off and finished closing the netting in the front of the fishpond with bricks in four locations.

This afternoon I went on an errand run with my first stop being Walmart where I bought some decorations to take the place of the flowers and leaves that are falling off of the Bougainvillea Vine in the living room. My next stop was at Kroger’s where I bought some Quiche. My third stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

November 2

The Manna Of Joy And Peace

I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ. I greet you in the full consciousness of the Love of Jesus the Christ.

Behold, the day has been made new! Yesterday’s dew has long since passed, and the manna of dew has come once again for this special day.

Do not be fooled by the seeming imperfection of your thoughts nor the seeming inadequacy of your actions. Stay in this moment, in that point within the mind which receives this very morning’s dew, this very morning’s manna of joy and peace.

Feel! Feel the sanctity of your own true nature palpably, consciously.

Focus upon that hunger for spiritual food, for the dew of righteousness.

Be still in your seeking. Be still in your knowing.

And then, when your joy is complete—only then—move forward into the world of illusion where good seems bad, and bad seems good, and the manna of Love has been dried up by the false sun of circumstance.

You shall carry the consciousness of the soul well satisfied with spiritual food throughout the day. And then each illusion may be met with an infinite Love. Such is the Father’s gift through Jesus Christ to you. Rejoice and be glad.

We leave you in the joy and peace of the consciousness of Christ, now and forever.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling comes from March 22, 1981:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn. We greet you in the Love and Light of our infinite Creator. It gives me great pleasure to greet each of you. Especially the one known as M, for we have not seen him in this group for a short period. It is a great privilege to speak to you, and we could not be more grateful for the opportunity to share our thoughts.

My friends, we have spoken to you often of Love. We know that those to whom we speak are seeking that ineffable power and substance that is the creative force of all that there is, the simple, single substance of creation. And yet how hard it is, my friends, to constantly remember that we are seekers, and that what we are seeking is Love, for do we not seek other things, my friends, during each day? How many other things have each of you sought during this day? Many, many times my friends, it may seem to you that you are on a runaway freight train, as this instrument would put it, that you have begun a sequence of events, got on a track from which there is no removing yourself. My friends, this is not so and is a condition of the illusion which is reinforced only by your belief in it. There is no track that cannot be replaced with one which you more truly seek. The secret lies not in catching the right train but in knowing yourself; knowing enough about yourself to seek your deepest desires.

It has often been said that there are many things that simply cannot be expected to work out well, that this understanding is a part of becoming more mature. You have often heard from many sources a great variety of things that should be, ought to be, must be, and need to be the models on which to build your expectations of yourself and of others. And we come to you and suggest a substitute for all of these things, the substitute being Love. There is a passage in one of your holy works where it states clearly: “Love is not puffed up.” This is to be remembered, my friends, for part of the track of that freight train that you may sometimes feel yourself to be upon, part of what makes it complete in your existence, is your belief in a puffed up, proud sense of the rightness of certain ways of being.

Hatonn wanted to speak about the concept of Love. They began by saying we have spoken to you often of Love because we know that those to whom we speak are seeking that ineffable power that is the creative Force of all that there is, the single substance of creation, and yet how hard it is to remember that we are seekers, and that what we are seeking is Love, for we seek other things during each day, and many times it may seem that you are on a runaway freight train, and that you have begun a sequence of events by getting on a track from which there is no removing yourself, but this is not so and is a condition of the illusion which is reinforced only by your belief in it, for there is no track that cannot be replaced with one which you more truly seek, but the secret lies in knowing enough about yourself to seek your deepest desires. Hatonn went on to say it has been said that there are many things that cannot be expected to work out well, and that this understanding is a part of becoming more mature, so you have heard from many sources a variety of things that should be the models on which to build your expectations of yourself and of others, and we come to you and suggest a substitute for all of these things being Love, for there is a passage in your Bible where it states clearly: “Love is not puffed up.” Hatonn said this is to be remembered, for part of the track of that freight train that you feel yourself to be upon is your belief in a proud sense of the rightness of certain ways of being. On January 23, 2006, Q’uo suggested how we can deal with expectations of our self:

The part of yourself which you must now redeem we would characterize to you only very vaguely by saying that you have high expectations of yourself, and this has created for you a distortion in the way you experience yourself.

You have been a judge instead of a redeemer to yourself. This is acceptable. Again, this is not a mistake. However, your faculty of judgment, honed brilliantly as it is, is not that all-compassionate and all-loving faculty that waits for you in the open heart. Therefore, judgment itself, as a part of your personality, needs to be called into that outer courtyard of the open heart. Perhaps you may create for yourself a conversation with this judge that is a portion of your personality.

What is there about this faculty of judgment that is important? What could the faculty of judgment be omitting as it attempts to assess the situation of a soul dwelling in the midst of the illusions of planet Earth?

There are times when a love of detail and the desire to find the bottom line and solve every problem do not serve you well. When you are attempting to love, forgive, and come into a deeper understanding of yourself, such rationalization may well be a very blunt instrument to use in comparison to your faculties of faith and intuition.

If there is something within your existence that is not pleasing to you, reexamine those concepts of which you are proud of and evaluate them in the simple, single, all-encompassing Light, Love. Wash yourself clean in that Love and, so purified, reexamine your concepts. You will find that the path you are on is not what is making you less than comfortable but rather your expectations, your preconceptions, and your feelings about how things should be. This, my friends, is why meditation is so centrally important to the seeker, for while you are bathed in this illusion you are susceptible to many, many influences and if the balance wheel of your central self has not been nourished in the silence Love, and praise, and thanksgiving, you will continually be generating freight trains and places you didn’t want to go.

Hatonn went on to say if there is something within your existence that is not pleasing to you, reexamine those concepts of which you are proud of and evaluate them in Light and Love, and wash yourself in that Love and reexamine your concepts, so you will find that the path you are on is not what is making you less than comfortable, but your expectations about how things should be, for this is why meditation is important to the seeker, for while you are bathed in this illusion you are susceptible to many influences, and if the balance wheel of your central self has not been nourished in the silence of Love and praise you will be generating places you didn’t want to go. On October 30, 1976, Hatonn explained why meditation is important to us:

Meditation is important precisely because it is the key to what you desire. In meditation, as you become accustomed to that contact with the Creator, your identity becomes more aligned with the truth of who you really are. And in that meditation, your universe expands, for you no longer feel that you are boxed in a little room, beset on all sides with that heavy furniture of your mind, which includes your problems, your difficulties, and the biases which you hold on the subjects which are of interest only within the illusion. That furniture melts away, and suddenly you are in a very large, very beautiful, very spacious place, in which the sun is shining, in which there are sweet odors in the air, and in which that peace reigns that you seek.

At this time, I would like to transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am again with this instrument. We have been attempting to contact the instrument known as Don. If he would relax, and open himself to our contact, we would be most grateful for the opportunity to speak through him at this time. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am again with this instrument. I am Hatonn. We are having difficulty making an uninterrupted contact with the one known as Don. Therefore, we shall condition him while we transfer to the one known as Jim. I am Hatonn.

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am with this instrument and greet you once again in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. It is always a pleasure to be able to utilize yet one more instrument in our humble attempt to speak the simple words of Love, the simple words that are so often misunderstood, so often ignored by the people of your planet who need most to hear of Love. We speak in groups such as this one with the hope that the simple words which we share might begin within this nucleus of entities who seek Love, might kindle within their beings the seeking, the radiance, of the one infinite Creator; that they might take this kindled flame with them to their homes, to their work, to their family, to their friends, to strangers whom they meet on the street each day in their daily round of existence and might radiate yet one more small spark of Love.

Those upon your planet who seek this Love and do not know that they seek, yet shall recognize when they come in contact with those such as yourselves, that they have been touched by Love and they will in even a small way be nourished by this contact. It is with this hope in our hearts that we send Love to your group, to each of your beings to carry as vessels of the infinite Creator to all those whom you may come in contact with so that the desire that is so strong among your people to know the Creator, to experience the Love of the Creator, might be realized in even a small way. For when any realizes love of the Creator, are not all enriched thereby? It is with this simple hope in our hearts that we rejoice at each instance and each meeting of your group which we are able to establish contact with. Each gathering such as this provides us with yet one more opportunity to share that which is the simplest, yet too often the rarest of delicacies upon your planet.

Hatonn spoke more about the Love of the Creator by saying we speak in groups such as this one with the hope that the words which we share might begin within this nucleus of entities who seek Love, might kindle within their beings the seeking of the radiance of the one infinite Creator, and that they might take this flame with them to their homes, to their work, to their family, to their friends, to strangers whom they meet on the street each day in their daily round of existence and might radiate yet one more spark of Love. Then Hatonn said those upon your planet who seek this Love and do not know that they seek it shall recognize, when they come in contact with those such as yourselves, that they have been touched by Love, and they will be nourished by this contact, for it is with this hope in our hearts that we send Love to your group, to carry as vessels of the infinite Creator to all those whom you may come in contact with, so that the desire that is strong among your people is to experience the Love of the Creator, for when any realizes the Love of the Creator all are enriched, so it is with this hope in our hearts that we rejoice at each meeting of your group which we are able to establish contact with, for each gathering such as this provides us with one more opportunity to share that which is the simplest, yet too often the rarest of delicacies upon your planet. On January 14, 2023, Q’uo explained what it means when we are touched by Love:

There being one field of consciousness, it is always possible for any one entity, any one aspect of that consciousness to be touched by Love and Light through dreams, through the soft awareness of something higher, through a gaze at the faraway stars in a night sky that may awaken—in any entity of any level of advancement and awareness—an understanding of something greater, something higher to grow towards, to reach for. Growth is something that is not measurable in finite measurements, as you would call them, but may occur in individual fashion through steady progress directly by those who have higher knowledge. But it also may occur, this spiritual growth, in sudden large leaps with which an entity or entities may work to process.

We would at this time attempt once again to contact the one known as Don. If he would relax, we would be most honored to speak a few words through this instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Don channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am now with this instrument. We’ve had a small amount of difficulty making contact at this time, This instrument had changed his mind slightly off our channel, so to speak. He was investigating other perimeters, so to speak. We shall continue speaking through this instrument. As I have said, it is a very great privilege to contact this group at this time.

My friends, this time is a very important time in the history of your planet. The lessons that have been learned are about to culminate. My friends, graduation is at hand. The lessons shall shortly change, and you shall move to new lessons, lessons where Love will be understood, not as an intellectual concept, or expression of feeling, or emotion toward others. My friends, Love will be understood as a living being; will be understood in all of its essence as the foundation for everything that is. As you become aware of this form of Love you will then be aware of the true creation. My friends, the true creation is Love. There is nothing else. Shortly, as I was saying, you will be fully into this vibration, fully into this new experience, or density, if you will, density of Love.

Many, many of the people that now inhabit the surface of your planet will not have the opportunity to enter this density at this time but will necessarily re-experience the lessons through which they have just passed. This is neither unfortunate for them or fortunate for you. It’s just simply the condition of existence. For each it’s the total freedom to choose the path that one walks. For this reason we contact those who seek our teachings, who seek our understanding, who seek our Love. For this reason, we cannot contact those who do not seek. They seek what they desire. This, my friends, is their right and their privilege. They are in no way lesser than yourselves or us. They simply choose a different path. All of the creation, my friends, experiences the same path. Each walks it a slightly different way. We hold out our hands to those who would follow our footsteps. We hold out our hands to you at this time, try to express our understanding of the creation, our understanding of its essence, our understanding of its Love.

Hatonn continued to speak about Love saying this time is an important time in the history of your planet, for the lessons that have been learned are about to end, and graduation is at hand, for the lessons shall soon change, and you shall move to new lessons where Love will be understood, not as an intellectual concept, or expression of feeling, or emotion toward others, but Love will be understood as a living being in all of its essence as the foundation for everything that is, and as you become aware of this form of Love you will be aware of the true creation which is Love since there is nothing else, so soon you will be fully into this vibration or density of Love. Hatonn went on to say many of the people that now inhabit the surface of your planet will not have the opportunity to enter this density but will re-experience the lessons through which they have just passed, and this is neither unfortunate for them or fortunate for you since it’s the condition of existence, for each it’s the freedom to choose the path that one walks, and for this reason we contact those who seek our understanding of Love, so we cannot contact those who do not seek since they seek what they desire, and this is their right, but they are not lesser than yourselves or us because they choose a different path, for all of the creation experiences the same path, but each walks it in a different way, so we hold out our hands to you at this time to try to express our understanding of the creation, its essence, and its Love. On May 18, 1974, Hatonn described another civilization that walks the same path we walk but in a different way:

There is a great deal of difficulty in working out of the language of your culture in explaining another culture, especially an alien culture. I am attempting to give to this instrument an idea of the structure of thinking upon the planet from which these people come. I am giving her the name, but she does not seem able to understand it. However, the structure is somewhat more totally conscious of illusion than your own world structure. Each of the projects and difficulties of learning within a density somewhat comparable to yours results in an externally expressed series of movements which eliminates for these people the need for inner fears and doubts. By the structuring of the illusion, they so recognize it and deal with it in a highly stylized fashion. They have a good record of advancement along the spiritual path, using this technique. The closest that this instrument can come to explaining the concept she has been given is probably the concept of a few people’s ambitions. They go, therefore, a far distance to take part in a game which has much of the mental characteristics of war, but which is entirely mental.

Due to the type of structure which these people have obtained throughout many generations of this discipline, the outcome of this combat will be final, just, and completely acceptable to each who has depended upon the combatants of each different opinion.

These people are progressing along a different path than yours, and this is true throughout the infinite creation. But they are progressing towards the same goal that we all share.

Think on this very carefully, my friends, for if you have chosen this path and walk it carefully, it is a narrow path and misfootings are many. Be aware of your footsteps. Choose each step with accuracy. We will constantly be with you to guide you. This is our privilege and our purpose, and that is to reach to those who would reach to us for our understanding. Our understanding, my friends, is, as you know, is simply stated. It is the creation is made of and is Love. If you can at each moment of awareness see each being you meet as the total expression of Love that is the Creator, if you can see yourself as that total expression of Love that is the Creator, if you do these simple things, my friends, you have then found the Creator within yourself and within others. There is nothing else. Find that understanding in its complete totality, and you have found everything that exists. You have found your path and walking it becomes obvious. Practice this understanding. We are all one. I do not anymore speak through this instrument than I am this instrument, and I am each of you that sit in this room, for each of us is the same being.

Hatonn continued by saying think on this carefully, for if you have chosen this path and walk it carefully, it is a narrow path, and missteps are many, so be aware of your steps, and choose each step with accuracy, and we will be with you to guide you, for this is our privilege and our purpose which is to reach out to those who would reach out to us for our understanding which is that the creation is made of Love, and if you can at each moment of awareness see each being you meet as the expression of Love that is the Creator, and if you can see yourself as that expression of Love that is the Creator, you have found the Creator within yourself and within others, for there is nothing else, so find that understanding in its totality, and you have found everything that exists, for you have found your path and walking it becomes obvious, so practice this understanding that we are all one. On September 4, 2016, Q’uo said that the creation is made of Love:

All have the opportunity to seek and to find Love. As we have said before, this creation is made of Love. It only seems to be other than Love, in order to provide you, shall we say, a challenge that allows you to increase your polarity of positive seeking to serve others by finding the Love in those situations in which you find yourself engaged in your daily round of activities.

The more difficult it is to find the Love, the more positively polarized in every situation in which you are able to perceive it. It is well to begin your day, shall we say, in a conscious remembrance that this is your purpose: to seek Love, to find Love, to give Love, to be Love. If you can find a manner in which this is a reminder to you—be it a period of prayer, a period of meditation, a period of reading inspirational messages—whatever manner allows you to become aware that this is your purpose for the day, it is well to begin the day that lies before you in this manner.

I will conclude this communication through another instrument at this time.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am again with this instrument. We have been attempting to close the message through the instrument known as L. If he wishes to make himself available, we shall say but a few words through this instrument as this instrument is somewhat low in energy. I will again attempt this transfer. I am Hatonn.

(L channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you again, my brethren, in the Love and the Light of our Creator of our own oneness. My friends, we are all the same in that we share each other. In your ceremonies of marriage, the statements, “for richer, for poorer, for better, for worse, in health and sickness,” my friends, what vows could possibly bind one more closely in the oneness that the universe shares with itself? As selves in one body, we function. As each individual has a breath that feeds and nourishes the body of the universe, so are we all, both part of the whole and again all of the whole. My friends, be strong in your Love for one another, in your Love for yourselves, for it is that Love that eliminates the clouds of confusion and disperses entanglements of the maya, the illusion. Be strong, my friends, and remember that our Love is always with yours. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii. I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We were attempting to contact the instrument known as Jim, but find that this instrument is reluctant to take on the channeling of answers at this time. We shall give him another tumble next time. If there are any questions that we could perhaps attempt to shed some Light on for you, we would be very pleased if you would ask them now.

M: Where did Joseph Smith get his information?

I am Latwii. This information is of a nature which we are reluctant to share. Much of the information was, may we say in general, not received as the story is told. However, the information, as all information, must stand upon its own recognizance, so that each may read and inwardly consider whether there be truth and virtue in any words. We do not wish to mince words about this particular source, but we do not wish to address ourselves to the questions of plates of gold and their reality when the true question is the possible virtue of the words themselves, regardless of the story. We may say this much. This particular entity had a contact and attempted to share its results. We ask that you judge his efforts for yourself. Much too much reliance is placed upon the storybook or miraculous aspects of the gaining of information. Look instead into the heart of the information.

May we answer you further, my brother?

M: No.

Latwii: Is there another question at this time?

L: I have noticed that a recent sleep disturbance that I received, that my son seemed to be also disturbed. I’m concerned that an outside influence may be periodically acting upon him. Is this true? And if it is what can I do to prevent it?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question. My brother, there is no outside influence acting upon the entity known as E. There is some activity surrounding yourself at this time which you are fully capable of dealing with. The disturbance is due to strong empathic link betwixt yourself and the flesh of your flesh. This is as it should be and may be countered by the loving embrace of parent and child. No harm can come to those you love, for you yourself are in the Light and the Love of the infinite Creator and are quite aware of this. This will pass itself along to your son. When you are disturbed, this entity will also be disturbed. When you comfort, this entity shall be comforted.

It is a great responsibility to be the one to whom a helpless child looks for Love, but it is also a joy, which we know that you feel. If there is at any time any danger that you may feel, we ask that you feel free to call upon us and all of our brothers and sisters in the Confederation, and we shall be with you, not only we, but the one whom we gather in service towards, the infinite Creator.

May we answer you further?

L: There are three individuals to whom it recently occurred to me may be receiving instruction from the Orion group …

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This morning I had the honor of being a guest on Jonathan Tong’s Seattle Law of One Study Group where I attempted to answer questions such as Hatonn’s contact with some of the leaders of Russia and China in the early 80’s, how the choices of service to others or service to self seem to be increasing as the third-density comes to an end, pets being able to reincarnate to be with their owners, how to contact the higher self, and the types and power of meditation. I always enjoy talking about the Law of One, and how seekers of truth can use it in their own way on their spiritual path. And every session with Jonathan’s Law of One Study Group seems to be better than the last one.

This afternoon I went down into the basement and used the hose on my vacuum cleaner to clean the lint on the floor and wall behind the clothes drier and then the lint tube that came loose from the clothes drier. Then I used duct tape to reconnect the lint tube to the clothes drier. Then I took the vacuum cleaner outside and used the hose to clean the top of the lint tube.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

November 1

A Heart Full Of Peace

I am the principle of Jesus the Christ. I greet you in the full consciousness of divine Love, that consciousness within which lies the peace in which we always end our greeting to you.

We wish you peace because it is the natural estate of the mind and the heart of one whose consciousness is that of Love, regardless of the outer circumstances, regardless of the apparent helplessness of one over such outer circumstances.

The heart of one stayed on Jesus the Christ is at rest within itself, holding itself and all others in the same compassion as does Christ, in the faith that Christ has come before and opened the gates to the full consciousness of that Love for all.

May each new situation this day be seen not for its outer configuration but as an environment into which you bring the inestimable value of a consciousness of Love and a heart full of inner peace.

In this peace we leave you and bless you, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling for today comes from February 4, 1981:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn. It is a great privilege and pleasure to greet you this evening. We have been with each of you in your meditations, and we thank you for your continuing efforts to seek the path of truth.

Our stories and our speeches are always and ever those attempting to give you an understanding that is very simple, an understanding of Love. And once again we shall tell you, shall we say, a parable, in order that you may turn in your mind another facet of the understanding of Love and its workings in your life as you live it at this time. Imagine yourself, my friends, as a young man at the dawn of your life contemplating with some despair the difficulties and limitations of responsibility and adulthood. Imagine then a guide, a guardian, coming to this young man and saying, “Come with me and I shall show you the alternative to your difficulties and your limitations.” And the young man awakes in an enchanted forest. He is cold and wishes himself better clothed, for it is somewhat chilly and immediately he is garbed in a warm and comfortable garment. He looks about and wonders if there might be water and suddenly a brook gurgles verily at his feet.

Recklessly, he thinks to himself, “Well, I’ll just think myself a house,” and it is there. A comfortable, furnished cabin. Outside he finds beehives, gardens, all things as he would wish them to be. And it is many days before this young man begins to realize that he is not happy in this tremendous freedom from limitation and from responsibility. It is not many more days than that before he recalls his guardian. “Great Being,” he says, “you have shown me what it is to be free of responsibility and limitation, and I now understand. I wish to go back.” And back he is in a world with responsibilities, sometimes of a crushing nature, of limitations of all kinds, and other people.

Hatonn wanted to share information about the nature of Love. They began by saying our stories are those attempting to give you an understanding of Love, and we shall tell you a parable in order that you may turn in your mind another facet of the understanding of Love and its workings in your life as you live it at this time, so imagine yourself as a young man at the dawn of your life contemplating the difficulties of responsibility and adulthood, and imagine a guide coming to this young man and saying, “Come with me and I shall show you the alternative to your difficulties,” and the young man awakens in an enchanted forest, but he is cold and wishes to be better clothed, for it is chilly, and immediately he is clothed in a warm garment, so he looks about and wonders if there might be water, and suddenly a brook gurgles verily at his feet. Then Hatonn said he thinks to himself, “Well, I’ll just think myself a house,” and it is there, a comfortable cabin, and outside he finds beehives, gardens, and all things as he would wish them to be, so it is many days before this young man begins to realize that he is not happy in this freedom from limitation, but is not many more days before he recalls his guardian, and he says: “Great Being you have shown me what it is to be free of limitation, and I now understand, so I wish to go back.” Now Hatonn said and back he is in a world with responsibilities and limitations of all kinds and other people. On September 30, 1990, Q’uo spoke about how we can deal with our limitations:

However, we shall comment by suggesting that you have learned well a part of your personality structure is that which moves against limitation and exercises the will and the faith mightily in this effort.

As you are aware, there is great virtue in this kind of pattern of behavior, for it continually stretches the limitations and strengthens the will in so doing. There is also, as you have mentioned, great virtue in being able to accept one’s limitations, accept that which cannot be changed, and look for the door that is opened when another is closed. It is well that one in your position develops the ability for such acceptance, for the limitations, as it is well known to you, are relatively set.

The balance between these two modes of being is that balance which, when finally struck, will allow the greatest amount and quality of growth within your life pattern. It is the nature of this balance which is best discovered through your own efforts. However, we shall say that you have done well in your diligent pursuit of this balance, and we would counsel a quieting of concerns to a large degree in this area.

My friends, cherish each other and understand that in each entity you view the Creator. In each entity beginning with yourself and spreading outward through all of your life you meet a being of Love. Beings born and made of Love. It is a responsibility to live in such a world, but, my friends, it is an honor to be able to share woe and joy alike with your fellow beings and a common understanding that you are one with the Creator, a Creator of infinite Love. How can you keep this in mind as your back bends under responsibilities you may not wish to bear, limitations and situations you might wish to be different? As always, my friends, we offer you the suggestion that time spent in meditation is time spent out of time and in the kingdom of heaven. These moments are with you through the days as you need them you may call upon them if you but will.

Hatonn went on to say cherish each other and understand that in each entity you view the Creator, and in each entity beginning with yourself and spreading outward through all of your life you meet beings made of Love, so it is a responsibility to live in such a world, but it is an honor to be able to share woe and joy alike with your fellow beings and a common understanding that you are one with a Creator of infinite Love, but how can you keep this in mind as your back bends under responsibilities you may not wish to bear and situations you might wish to be different? Then Hatonn said we offer you the suggestion that time spent in meditation is time spent out of time and in the kingdom of heaven, for these moments are with you through the days, and as you need them you may call upon them. On January 11, 1987, Q’uo spoke of the value of our spending time in meditation:

In general, we might suggest that each seeker remember the one Creator in each daily experience by spending time communing in the meditative state with the source of all cycles, all changes, and all movement in the evolutionary process. Such time spent in meditation allows the seeker to fashion a regularized channel, shall we say, through its own subconscious mind to those sources of power, shall we say, which manifest themselves as Love and Light, or compassion and wisdom in the metaphysical sense, and when contacted in a regular fashion become an unseen foundation upon which each day might be constructed.

At this time I would like to transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and greet you once again in Love and Light. It is always a great privilege and honor to share our simple thoughts with your meditation group. We of Hatonn are simple messengers with a very simple message. A message which you know is a message of Love. The experience of Love, the recognition of Love, the living of Love, the sharing of Love, the giving of Love, for my friends, Love is that force which binds all that is together in the one great Being that we serve and call the infinite Creator. We speak of Love for there is nothing else that may be spoken of.

The Love that is the source of your very being surrounds you each moment of every day that you experience in your lives upon this tiny planet that you call Earth. The infinite Creator has set in motion the force of Love to carry each of Its creations on a journey, a journey of awakening, a journey of realizing the oneness of self with all that is, with Love, with the Creator. This journey has many routes available. Each of you, in your own free will, by your own choices, may choose how to make this journey. Each of you in your daily activities as you go about that which is your work, your life, meets those who are like you, pilgrims upon this path of awakening. Each of you in your daily lives have infinite opportunities to realize that you share Love with each other. Each of you has infinite opportunities to recognize the workings of Love in your life, in each moment.

Now Hatonn continued to speak of the Love of the Creator. They began by saying we are messengers with a simple message which you know is a message of Love: the living of Love, the sharing of Love, the giving of Love, for Love is that force which binds all that is together in the one great Being that we serve and call the infinite Creator, so we speak of Love for there is nothing else that may be spoken of. Hatonn continued by saying the Love that is the source of your being surrounds you each moment of every day upon this tiny planet, and the infinite Creator has set in motion the force of Love to carry each of Its creations on a journey of awakening and realizing the oneness of self with all that is with the Love of the Creator, so this journey has many routes available, for each of you in your free will may choose how to make this journey since each of you meets those who are like you, pilgrims upon this path of awakening, and each of you has infinite opportunities to realize that you share Love with each other, for each of you has infinite opportunities to recognize the workings of Love in each moment of your life. In 10.14, Ra said that every moment contains Love:

Questioner: For general development of the reader of this book, could you state some of the practices or exercises to perform to produce an acceleration toward the Law of One?

Ra: I am Ra. Exercise One. This is the most nearly centered and usable within your illusion complex. The moment contains Love. That is the lesson/goal of this illusion or density. The exercise is to consciously seek that Love in awareness and understanding distortions. The first attempt is the cornerstone. Upon this choosing rests the remainder of the life-experience of an entity. The second seeking of Love within the moment begins the addition. The third seeking powers the second, the fourth powering or doubling the third. As with the previous type of empowerment, there will be some loss of power due to flaws within the seeking in the distortion of insincerity. However, the conscious statement of self to self of the desire to seek Love is so central an act of will that, as before, the loss of power due to this friction is inconsequential.

It is for this reason that we suggest again and again that you pause for a moment in each day to sit with yourself in the silence of meditation so that the realization of your oneness with all that is might be made more profoundly clear in your life, for amid the hustle, and the bustle, and the activity that are contained within each of your days in such great profusion it is easy, as you know, to lose the sight and the feeling and the realization of your oneness with all. It is easy to forget that the force which propels you through all your activities is simply the force of Love. It is easy to overlook the most obvious of realities and, sadly to say, my friends, so often is Love overlooked; so often is the Creator forgotten.

Though you meet the Creator in every activity in every face in every day, it is so easy to forget whom you meet. For this reason, we suggest that meditation might be the means by which you make this connection with the foundation of your being on a daily basis. This meditation activity can become likened unto a fire, a Light which burns within your being and illuminates your being burning brighter as you feed it the fuel of your attention. Burning brighter until those around you notice a change in your very being and are inspired by the Light that shines from your being, from your words, from your thoughts, from your actions. In this way, the Light and the Love of the infinite Creator may find means of manifestation into your third-dimensional reality, a reality that contains the Creator in every degree. But a reality which, as all illusions, hides that which is its foundation.

Now Hatonn said it is for this reason that we suggest that you pause for a moment in each day to sit with yourself in the silence of meditation so that the realization of your oneness with all that is might be made more clear in your life, for within the activities that are contained within each of your days in great profusion it is easy to lose the feeling and the realization of your oneness with all, and it is easy to forget that the force which propels you through all your activities is the force of Love because it is easy to overlook the obvious realities, and often is Love overlooked, and the Creator is forgotten. Hatonn continued by saying although you meet the Creator in every activity every day, it is easy to forget whom you meet, so we suggest that meditation might be the means by which you make this connection with the foundation of your being on a daily basis, for meditation can become like a fire, a Light which burns within your being and illuminates your being burning brighter as you feed it is the fuel of your attention, and as it is burning brighter until those around you notice a change in your very being and are inspired by the Light that shines from your being, and in this way, the Light and the Love of the infinite Creator may find means of manifestation into your third-dimensional reality that contains the Creator in every degree, but a reality which, as all illusions, hides that which is its foundation. On December 2, 1979, Hatonn said that when we use meditation, we are connecting to the Love of the Creator within us and everyone around us:

Meditation is advisable to all people due to the fact that it is in meditation that you are made aware of your true relationship to the Creator and the creation. It is in meditation that you become aware that you and your brothers and sisters are one being and to serve them is to serve yourself. Armed with this understanding of service, you may then go forth and serve, given power by the Spirit of Love which is infinite.

We from Hatonn are privileged to be able to speak these simple words to your group and thank you for the opportunity that you offer for our service to you and to your fellow creatures as you open yourselves in meditation whenever possible. We shall be with you and shall be most happy to join you in your meditations whenever you have a moment, however long or short, to sit in the silence of the self at the throne of the Creator.

We would at this time transfer this contact to the one known as Carla. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn. Before I leave you, my friends, I would like to allow our brothers and sisters of Laitos to join with us in greeting each of you personally with the vibration which we call the conditioning wave. We shall make this available first to the one known as N. If he will relax, we will deepen his state of meditation. And to the one known as D. To the one known as C. We give our thanks to each channel and we expand our Love and our Light to those others to whom these words, poor as they may be, shall be sent. We are only messengers, as we have said of the carrying of great news. You may feel the Love. It does not come from us, but through us. May it also come through you, and bless the lives of all those whose lives you touch.

I leave you now in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. I am Hatonn. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu.

[Pause]

I am Nona. I am with this instrument and greet you in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. We speak with difficulty but we are called by one of those of you, the one known as S. His request for healing does not go unheard, and we share that healing with you now. We thank you for this opportunity to be of service.

I am Latwii. I am very happy to be with you. I greet you also in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. It is a great joy to be here with you and to offer myself as one who would attempt to answer any questions that you may have at this time.

C: We were speaking earlier about a case that is currently in—well, it’s in the paper this morning, and it dealt with a person claiming to have been possessed at the time of a violent act. But with the operation of free will, how can one be possessed by a negative influence, say as this one claims?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question. We do not wish to make light of your negative entities. However, we ask you, my friend, is not anyone who is acting without rationality possessed by inspiration of some kind? The being that you are encompasses a, shall we say, dark side. This dark side may, in some cases, be extremely visible. The workings of the mind, as you call it, are such that many of the influences of your daily life are largely unknown to you. But they do exist in the individual, not in

[inaudible].

There are those who aid individuals wishing to be of a negative nature. But the wish must precede the deed. The cases of what you may call possession are so few that in discussing the greater number that are largely understood to be possessions we must simply say we see a darker side of the individual which has disintegrated from the whole. In some cases, the disintegration is so great that what you would call a discarnate entity may actually be present. We ask you, my friends, not to think of devils but of negative and positive, for each of you has potential for each so that you may be possessed by the thirst for beauty, truth, honor, and faith, or by the lust for power, greed or destruction.

Does this answer your question, my brother?

C: Yes, so there’s just a manifestation of a portion of ourselves and not external influences?

I am Latwii. In the majority of cases this is so. Is there another question at this time?

C: [Inaudible].

[Tape ends.]

This morning I took the green sheets and pillowcases off of my bed, and then I put the blue sheets and pillowcases on my bed. Then I washed and dried the green sheets and pillowcases, and then I ironed the flat sheet and pillowcases. Then I went outside and used my backpack blower to blow the leaves in the back yard into areas where I could mulch them with Venus.

This afternoon I went to visit my friend Connie who has been in a care home in southern Indiana since 2018, when she had two strokes. I brought her some bananas, Choc-Zero candy, and some banana bread. I showed her some pictures of my house plants, and we talked about how our lives are going. At the end of my visit, we meditated for about ten minutes. I gave her a hug, told her I that loved her, and that I would be back again next month to visit her. When I got home, I mulched the leaves in the back yard, and then I cleaned Venus’s cutting deck with the garden hose and sprayer. Then I used the hose to clean the Courtesy car that Bachman Subaru loaned me.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 31

Rest Not Your Staff

I am the Spirit of Jesus the Christ, the principle of Love which speaks to the world today.

Welcome to a morning of the creation of the Father! Welcome to the path of the pilgrim! Allow yourself to awaken slowly, for, as you slept, so have you been taught and comforted by that which is not of understanding to your conscious mind.

Now, as you brush the sand of sleep from your eyes and gaze about you, whether your environment is the mansion or the hovel, yet before your eyes it is the pilgrim’s path you see.

Gather up your staff, then, and prepare to walk this day as a pilgrim of Love; of infinite consciousness; of the kingdom of the Father. And rest not your staff until that inside heart speaks to you of a day well-accomplished in Love and the consciousness of Love.

Then may you lay down your staff at the end of your busy day and rest again in the everlasting arms that enfold you between sleeping and waking once again to the peace, Love and joy of the consciousness of divine Love, the path of the seeker.

It is on this path and in this consciousness that we leave you, now and ever, with blessings. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling today is from February 4, 1981:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. We would like, at this time, to confirm that we have been conditioning the one known as S. If the instrument known as S had wished, it would have been possible for this instrument to initiate contact. This is a desirable ability, for there is not always an experienced instrument present during a time when one who wishes to be of service by offering itself as a vocal channel finds the opportunity to share in our thoughts.

We would speak a few words through this instrument before we work with the one known as S, for we sense the deprivation of some information which may perhaps be of service at this time. This deprivation is not due to any individual’s efforts. Rather, it is due, my friends, to the culture in which you find yourselves experiencing the great patterns of life which you weave day-by-day. It was intended by the Creator that you might experience your so-called work as a form of meditation and as an experience of Love. It has been many centuries among your people since it was possible for many of your people to profoundly experience the combination of work and Love. It has been said to work is to pray, and for those lucky enough, shall we say, to have found occupations which enable them to supply themselves with the necessities of survival which also feed the spirit, this is in the deepest sense true. You may find these people working with their hands to make beauty, working with their minds as channels of various forms of Love, working among people in such a way that their very being is of service in a substantial manner.

But for so many, my friends, the connection between the daily life and Love, between action and meditation, is not apparent. And in order for you to become able to link in any way the work of empty form which you find yourselves performing and the work which is Love, it is recommended that you begin with the meditation rather than with the work. To move from one consciousness to another is like mounting the great hillside, the bottom of which is vanity, pollution, pettiness, and distraction. In your spirit’s garment you move in consciousness of this lovely hillside. You can feel that your garment, the garment of your spirit, is soiled from all that touches you that you perceive as being unclean. And so you remove the garment and cleanse yourself in the waters which you find falling down the hillside in a lovely waterfall, brilliant with crescents of [inaudible] and iridescent as it sprays the rocks, the moss, and the grass.

In this meditation Hatonn wanted to speak of the concepts of work and Love. They began by saying that we sense the deprivation of some information which may perhaps be of service at this time, but this deprivation is not due to any individual’s efforts because it is due to the culture in which you find yourselves experiencing the patterns of life which you weave day-by-day, for it was intended by the Creator that you might experience your work as a form of meditation and as an experience of Love, so it has been many centuries among your people since it was possible for many of your people to experience the combination of work and Love, and it has been said to work is to pray, and for those lucky enough to have found occupations which enable them to supply themselves with the necessities of survival which also feed the spirit, this is in the deepest sense true, for you may find these people working with their hands to make beauty, working with their minds as channels of various forms of Love, working among people in such a way that their being is of service in a substantial manner. Hatonn continued by saying for so many the connection between the daily life and Love, between action and meditation, is not apparent, and in order for you to become able to link in any way the work of empty form which you find yourselves performing and the work which is Love, it is recommended that you begin with meditation rather than with the work since to move from one consciousness to another is like mounting the hillside, the bottom of which is pollution, pettiness, and distraction, but in your spirit’s garment you move in consciousness of this lovely hillside, and you can feel that your garment of your spirit is soiled from all that touches you that you perceive as being unclean, so you remove the garment and cleanse yourself in the waters which you find falling down the hillside in a lovely waterfall, brilliant with crescents of [inaudible] and iridescent as it sprays the rocks, the moss, and the grass. On August 25, 1996, Q’uo spoke about how the work of our incarnation is to learn how to experience Love:

When one Loves one is engaged in an activity that is the heart of being itself. Yet, one Loves with the faith that to Love is that which is most appropriate, most helpful, and is at the center of one’s being, that this is the reason for which incarnation was taken; that throughout all of the experiences that one may accumulate within an incarnation that there is the distillation of how well one has Loved that is the measure of the success of the incarnation. Yet, as we have said, there is the faith that also permeates this experience of Love. Faith in the self to Love, faith in those about one that are Loved, faith in Love itself to be able to transform one’s own being and often the life pattern of those about one.

Leaning into the water you can begin to see the purity of your true being, and you can cleanse yourself with the waters of the lake. Taking up your fresh garment, a new washed linen, you move onward until you sit at the top of this hillside. The air about you is warm and redolent with the scent of wild flowers, pinks, and roses and whites, all in profusion about you, and as you settle into meditation, this is your consciousness, this is who you are. All of creation breathes with you and desires to be of service to you, and you in turn offer up the rhythms of your body, your mind, and your spirit in service to this beautiful place you’re in, loving and delighting in its beauty, its purity, and its gentle ever-present strength.

Yes, my friends, you come down again into the marketplace where you live the illusion, where your lessons collect. But you bring with you an unsoiled garment, a cleanliness of soul, and a new vision that begins to attempt to see the top of the hillside beneath the soiled garment of all labor, all conditions, and all relationships. You cannot and never shall function as a great wise one working in the valley. Within yourselves you must find a place in which in silence you find the creation offered unto you, and offer yourself unto the Creation, feeling the great beating rhythm, unity that binds all things together. We ask that you never be discouraged if you fail to manifest what you have learned in your meditations, for this is the work of your life: to find who you are. That is, my friends, to find the Creator, that one great original Thought which is Love and which when [inaudible].

Then Hatonn said leaning into the water you can begin to see the purity of your true being, and you can cleanse yourself with the waters of the lake, and taking up your fresh garment you move onward until you sit at the top of this hillside where the air about you is warm with the scent of wild flowers and roses all about you, and as you settle into meditation, this is your consciousness and who you are, for all of creation breathes with you and desires to be of service to you, and you offer up the rhythms of your body, your mind, and your spirit in service to this beautiful place you’re in, loving and delighting in its beauty, its purity, and its ever-present strength. Now Hatonn said you come down into the marketplace where you live the illusion, where your lessons collect, but you bring with you a cleanliness of soul, and a new vision that begins to attempt to see the top of the hillside beneath the soiled garment of all relationships, but you can never function as a wise one working in the valley, so within yourselves you must find a place in silence where you find the creation offered to you, and offer yourself unto the Creation, feeling the rhythm of unity that binds all things together, so we ask that you never be discouraged if you fail to manifest what you have learned in your meditations, for this is the work of your life which is to find the Creator, that one great original Thought which is Love. On June 17, 1984, Latwii spoke of how our finding the Creator can be done in various ways:

We feel we might be of the most service by affirming that, indeed, the purpose of each experience is to find the Creator. The finding of the Creator may occur in various ways. The beginning for some people is to see that Creator and to find the Creator’s Love within another being. Yet each being and each experience that one encounters is a mirror. One will finally see the self within that mirror. If one has been able to see the Creator in that mirror, one may then see the Creator in the self. Others, on the other hand, may begin by finding the Creator within the self and then radiating that image onto the entities and experiences that it encounters.

We are pleased at this time to transfer this contact to the one known as S, after pausing for a brief period in order to make our conditioning vibration [inaudible], and to the one known as R, and to the one known as [Don.] I am Hatonn.

(Unknown channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am with this instrument. We greet you, my friends, once more. It has been a pleasure to work with those who have requested our conditioning vibration. We are always pleased to join with those who seek our contact. We are honored to be with this group today, as it is indeed a joy to be of service to the one infinite Creator by aiding those who seek our help. We of Hatonn are always available to those who seek out aid. We ask that you simply mentally request our presence, and we shall be with you. We are hoping to be with each of you in the near future, and would attempt to contact another instrument at this time. I am Hatonn.

(Unknown channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am again with this instrument. And please excuse the pause, but we were attempting to initiate contact with another instrument, shall we say, an old friend of ours. May we say to the one known as S that her fidelity to our channeled communication is such that the degree of the instrument’s own thoughts coming into the contact is very nearly nonexistent. At this point in the training of the new instrument we do the opposite of that with which we start. We attempt to encourage the somewhat experienced instrument to feel more free to speak upon a subject about which the instrument does not have a prior recollection of, a subject matter from another contact. This type of channeling is the next step and requires that the instrument allows us to present her with images drawn from the treasure trove of her own experiences, recollections, and thoughts. We use this framework in order that our extremely simple message may be offered in the greatest possible variety, or kaleidoscope of patterns, for each various view of Love, of the Creator, of the universe, of reality, may for the first time inspire one to whom all previous words were naught but chatter and foolishness.

The nature of inspiration is so personal and so unpredictable that we simply cannot expect to create parrots. We hope instead to create those who are able through practice in sessions such as these to recognize our vibrations, and to trust in our contact enough to sally forth into vistas about which they have not thought, and to describe concepts and stories the gist and outcome of which is not known to the instrument. This is the work of some time, as you call it. We say all this to assure the instrument that she is progressing very well. Well enough, in fact, to consider the possibility of launching forward on the next step at any contact at which she may feel comfortable in so doing.

The knowledge of the instrument that subjectively familiar material is being integrated into a meditation, causes all beginning channels, except those who are not excellent, to have doubts as to the origin of the channeled information. However, my sister, it is our way of insuring that each message is somewhat fresh. We thank the one known as S, and, as always, assure her that we and those of the Confederation in general, offer ourselves at any time we may be requested to accompany meditation. I am Hatonn. We leave you on a hillside, my friends, gazing forth into a world of illusion, a world in which each illusion has a central core of purity and Love. As this instrument would say, your mission is, impossible though it may seem, to find it. I leave you in the Love and in Light. I am Hatonn. Adonai vasu.

(Unknown channeling)

I am Latwii, and greet you all in Love and Light. It is a great honor for us to be asked to join you this afternoon during your meditation. As always, we look forward to such adventures with glee and a happy anticipation. Before we would attempt to answer queries, we would attempt to offer our conditioning to the one known as R, and simultaneously to the one known as S. And then if the one known as S would care to speak our thoughts, we would speak a few words through this new instrument. I am Latwii.

(S channeling)

I am Latwii, and am with this instrument. I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of the Creator. We are overjoyed to be speaking to you through this instrument once more. She is indeed a contact that we enjoy. We are happy to be with her at this time. We are always pleased to be able to speak through instruments such as this, for we are not often given the opportunity to do so. We find it a great deal of fun. We are sorry to say that we feel we should close this contact so that we may be of service to those who have questions on their minds. We would therefore sign off. I am Latwii.

(Unknown channeling)

I am Latwii, and am with this instrument once again, and greet you all in Love and Light. May we at this time ask if any present might have a question which we would attempt to answer?

Questioner: Yes, Latwii. How can I, or how is it possible to increase receptiveness to the conditioning vibration?

I am Latwii, and, my brother, may we suggest that there is nothing in particular to do. Rather, it is that which is not done which is most helpful to the reception of, not only our conditioning vibration, but the conditioning vibration of any Confederation entity. That is, simply the relaxing of mind and body to the greatest degree possible, and the opening of the being as clearly and freely, shall we say, as is possible. This, of course, is predicated upon the assumption that the desire for such a contact is present, and we find that desire is quite present in your case. The many methods of relaxing the mind and body which have been written down among your people as the various methods of meditation are helpful, but we would also suggest that the concept of not doing and of simply seeking is the foundation stone upon which any technique is based.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: No, thank you.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you as well. Is there another question at this time?

S: Yes, Latwii, during one of my meditations I received what seemed to be very strong conditioning that I didn’t ask for and was not able to get rid of for quite some time. It kind of frightened me. Can you give me any information about this?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my sister. May we say in this regard that whenever you might feel a vibration which is not pleasant or desirable, at that time request that it be removed, and if the entity generating that vibration is of the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator then you may be assured that the vibration shall be removed. If upon such request the vibration is not removed, we suggest the ceasing of the meditative state for a moment, the gathering of the self in concentrated thought, and the sending of Love and Light to all entities present, then the constructing, shall we say, of the shield of light about the self so that meditation may be resumed.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S: No, not on that subject, but I do have another question. Due to my feeling lately I’ve had a strong urge to proceed and go further, and against advice from the Confederation I proceeded to try channeling with just R and myself present. It did serve to confuse me as I was warned might happen, but I still feel somewhat compelled to continue so that I may be able to get more practice and therefore move along at a faster pace. Would you strongly advise against this, or can I do anything more than I’m doing now to protect myself?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my sister. It is always our advice to those …

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Unknown channeling)

I am Latwii, and am once again with this instrument. As we were saying, we do not recommend that new instruments attempt to channel from any Confederation source without the presence of at least two other entities, one preferably being an instrument with some experience, so that the contact might be, shall we say, checked and balanced, so that there is reduced the possibility of the infringement of the contact by those entities which do seek to confuse positively-oriented instruments and do seek to sway such new instruments by giving information of what we might call a questionable and specific nature.

For those entities such as yourself who seek to speed their growth upon the spiritual path in general and the, shall we say, specific part of that path known to you as the channeling phenomenon, we recommend the intensive meditation periods, such as this period now occurring, with an experienced channel present. Also, we might recommend the additional meditation periods for the new instrument, at which time the instrument would request the conditioning vibration of the Confederation. We would also suggest the lengthier, shall we say, meditation periods during which time the new instrument would attempt to increase the attention span, shall we say, that is the state of mind which is most receptive to a contact. This state of mind might be increased in its duration by the visualization technique, that is, the imaging in the mind during meditation of the new instrument of any symbol which has a particular meaning to that entity, whether it be the cross, the rose, the circle, the Buddha, or whatever. This is most helpful for the new instrument who wishes to improve its ability at receiving information as purely as possible.

To close this somewhat lengthy response, may we reiterate we are always available for the conditioning vibration to be experienced by any entity requesting it, and we further remind each present that it is most necessary to be accompanied in meditation that is directed toward the channeling phenomenon by at least two other entities. This is necessary, as we said, to preserve the purity of the contact.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S: No, thank you.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you as well. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to each present for inviting us to join this meditation. We of Latwii have a history, shall we say, of being somewhat more humorous in our contacts with this group, but have in recent contacts found the necessity, shall we say, to balance this particular distortion with the giving of information in response to queries of a, shall we say, more serious or intense nature, for we feel the entities within this group who have been seeking our service have sought the guideposts, shall we say, to direct them to the heart of their seeking, and it has been for this reason that we have attempted to deal in a more, shall we say, serious manner with these particular topics and our responses to them.

We do not mean by such gravity to suggest that the lightness and the humor which we are known for does not have a value is such situations, but we wish these entities to seek our service, to know without a doubt that we value their seeking, their questions, and their being greatly, and would honor each entity with the most purely formed response. With this qualification made and recorded, we shall look forward to joining this group in the future in our more familiar mode of lightness and joy. We thank each entity for requesting our presence. We shall be with each at any time in the future that our presence is so requested. We are known to you as Latwii, and we leave you now in the Light, and the Love, and the humor of the one infinite Creator. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning I went outside and used my backpack blower to blow the leaves in the front yard to the back side of the parking area along the street.

This afternoon I kept an appointment with my Physical Therapist at Baptist hospital so that she could show me some exercises that I can use to deal with the light pain and swelling in my left ankle. I will see her again in about two weeks when she will give me a more complete set of exercises that I can do at home. Then I ran some errands with my first stop being at Feeder’s Supply where I bought some bird seed. My next stop was at Kroeger’s where I bought some bananas and sugar-free Mango juice. My third stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I bought a case of bottled water an over the counter sock protector.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 30

That Love In You Shall Love

I am the spirit of Jesus Christ, the Spirit of the Love that is the consciousness of the Creator Itself, greeting you in the vibration of that Love which is most comforting to this instrument.

We are aware that we are precipitant this day. Yet this instrument is tuned, and so we speak.

Sink your feet two miles down into the terrible maelstroms and volcanoes of the sulfurous nether regions of those who have no hope, and reach upward, grasping with your fingers the tenuous threads of the wings of angels and the lips of prophets. For if you are not aware that your nature is one with demons and angels both, then you are not aware of the fullness of the Love of Christ and of the universality of the nature of your Creator.

Who shall be Lord of your life? An entity made of your ideals and dreams? A man-made shibboleth? Or the reality of deepest things, the allness of the nature of God?

Turn your understanding, then, to the acceptance of unacceptable things and the recognition of Love in all situations, whether they are, to you, fragrant with virtue or reeking of vice. Such is the power of judgment that you can make lovely things ugly and ugly things wonderful. Yet, my children, is that what you desire?

Wait patiently, then, with your eyes turned to the doorway wherein dwells the spirit of Jesus Christ. For in the fullness of your time His spirit shall come unto you with the loving of Love itself, that you need not love, but that Love-in-you shall Love, accept and understand all the universality that your humanity cannot encompass.

This can only be accomplished through the resoluteness of your will to accept and Love in the Spirit of the Lord of your life, who accepted all and loved to the end.

May the peace which Jesus Christ demonstrated to you rest upon you, now and always. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Latwii channeling for this session comes from January 18, 1981:

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos … the Love and in the  Light of our infinite Creator. It is with joy that we metaphorically raise our glasses to you in a toast to greeting. We have not had the privilege of working in a group such as this with you for some small period and have been conscious of your call to us. We have been with you but very much appreciate the ability at this time to speak what humble words we can to share our message with you and to offer whatever service we may. The gifts that you give us are infinitely precious to us, and our thanks can never be sufficient, for you give to us a constant deepening of our understanding of Love, and it is through this understanding that we ourselves are attempting to refine what you would call wisdom. Love we have; wisdom we are seeking. Thus, as we reach to you, who so sorely seek Love, let us assure you that that which you offer us is greatly dear to us and aids us in our own spiritual seeking.

My friends, we wish to reassure you about the nature of Love, for in many cases it seems as fragile as a newborn rose in the snow—beautiful but transient. As you continue in your seeking, you will find that the rose may wither; the preserved odor may fade; but the memory and the knowledge of that beauty is as infinite as your being. You hold each perception within you, and you assign to it that value which seems proper. Look then to each moment, for in even the most difficult or confused circumstance Love resides, and not as a fragile thing but as the very heart of your experience.

Laitos wanted to share information about the nature of Love with the group. They began by saying we have been with you but appreciate the ability to speak what humble words we can to share our message with you and to offer whatever service we may, for the gifts that you give us are precious to us, and our thanks can never be sufficient, for you give us a constant deepening of our understanding of Love, and it is through this understanding that we are attempting to refine wisdom, so Love we have, and wisdom we are seeking, so as we reach to you, who seek Love, let us assure you that which you offer us is dear to us and aids us in our spiritual seeking. Laitos went on to say we wish to reassure you about the nature of Love, for in many cases it seems as fragile as a newborn rose in the snow—beautiful but transient, and as you continue your seeking, you will find that the rose may wither, but the memory of that beauty is as infinite as your being, for you hold each perception within you, and you assign to it that value which seems proper, so look to each moment, for in even the most confused circumstance Love resides, and not as a fragile thing but as the heart of your experience. On September 18, 2022, Q’uo said that Love resides in each of us and in all of the creation:

Each day it is necessary in some measure to look first to that heart of Love which beats within each soul and within each body, within each mind. This heart of Love is a reflection of the Love of the One Infinite Creator that created the entire universe out of Love. Each of us, therefore, is made of this Love—this all compassionate, all accepting Love that sees everyone as a Creator, that looks past any seeming distortions that would not appear to be Love, and sees to the heart of each being where Love resides, where there can be nothing but Love there. For all is made of Love.

At this time, after a period of conditioning, we would like to transfer this contact to the one known as S. I am Laitos.

(S channeling)

I am Laitos, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We are pleased to be able to speak through this instrument once again. We are happy to be with your group today, and we find it always a pleasure to be among those of your planet who are seeking the knowledge which we humbly try to express through instruments such as this. We are pleased to be called upon to aid those of your planet who seek to expand their awareness of the Creator. We are always privileged to be with those who seek our aid. We find it a great honor to serve in this manner.

We would at this time transfer this contact. I am Laitos.

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos, and I am once again with this instrument, but this instrument keeps requesting that the contact be shifted to the one known as Jim due to her fondness for his channeling. We wish to close through this instrument that one of our sisters may speak through the one known as Jim. We would again pause and offer the conditioning vibration to the one known as R. I am Laitos.

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos, and am again with this instrument. We thank the one known as R for the privilege of working with him, and we thank each of you for calling us. We shall be with you at any time you may request it in the future, as you call it. Meanwhile, we leave you with an attempt to emphasize the sturdy and unquenchable spirit of Love. It may seem that Love can be shattered. It may seem that Love can be damaged. It may seem that misunderstandings and confusions can cause harm. If this be so, my friends, then you must search more deeply in your understanding for the essence of Love, for naught can undo its everlasting beauty and strength. The power of your being and the power of the universe are one thing and that thing, my friends, is Love. I am Laitos. I leave you in the invisible and infinite Love and in the manifested Light of the one Creator. Adonai my friends, Adonai.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and am with this instrument and greet you all most joyfully in Love and Light. It has been some period of your time since we have had the honor of speaking to your group, and we embrace that joyful opportunity at this time with great and heartfelt gratitude. May we at this time offer ourselves in the capacity of answering questions which those present might have the value in the asking. Is there a question at this time?

S: I have a question. In a couple of my meditations, I’ve received what seemed to be telepathic messages. Is this possible, and if so, do they come from the entities who I believe they’re coming from?

I am Latwii, and, my sister, we may say first of all, all things are quite possible, and to be specific may we say with the experience you have recalled in your meditation, these contacts are of the nature of which you have surmised. We cannot speak very specifically, for this would not be proper in our estimation at this time, but we confirm your hypothesis.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S: Yes. Is there any harm in seeking out these messages as far as maybe obtaining erroneous information or receiving an entity disguising itself as another entity?

I am Latwii, and, my sister, in this regard may we say that it is always helpful in such a seeking to provide yourself with a shield of Light to gird yourself, shall we say, in the Light and Love of the one Creator, to seek then from this point in that same Light and Love for further understanding of your being as it is congruent with the one Creator, to seek always the union of yourself with the great Self that is the Creator of all, to seek, to learn, to know, and to be the one Creator and to serve that one Creator in all ways that are possible and open as opportunities to you.

If the seeking or any type of contact or knowledge veers in any degree from this pure seeking for oneness, then the seeker may experience that which is a more distorted contact. Seek always the oneness that is the foundation of your being. Seek to serve that oneness, to know it, and in this seeking in Love and in Light shall you find that which you seek and so shall that Love and Light be your protection in the seeking.

S asked: “Is there any harm in seeking out these messages as far as maybe obtaining erroneous information or receiving an entity disguising itself as another entity?” Latwii replied by saying it is always helpful in such seeking to provide yourself with a shield of Light to gird yourself in the Light and Love of the one Creator, to seek then from this point in that same Light and Love for further understanding of your being as it is congruent with the one Creator, to seek always the union of yourself with the great Self that is the Creator of all, to seek and to be the one Creator and to serve that one Creator in all ways that opportunities to you. Then Latwii said if the seeking veers in any degree from this pure seeking for oneness, then the seeker may experience that which is a more distorted contact, so seek always the oneness that is the foundation of your being,  and seek to serve that oneness, and in this seeking in Love and in Light shall you find that which you seek, and so shall that Love and Light be your protection in the seeking. On August 19, 1984, Latwii spoke of how each experience can show us how to be the one Creator:

As you move through your illusion and see that which is apparently not acceptable, it is then your great opportunity to take that situation or thought and examine it that you might become it and feel it also to be the one Creator, whole and perfect. Thereby do you learn that which you have come to learn, not only to accept but to be that which seems unacceptable and quite alien to the self.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S: No. Thank you for your help.

Latwii: We are most grateful as well to you. Is there another question at this time?

Carla: I have two questions that someone has sent me. And I was wondering if it would be acceptable to you if I read them to you since it is daylight now, and I can read without having to turn on a light?

I am Latwii. We are always glad to hear from you, my sister. Please read us your queries.

Carla: Thank you. These questions are from M in Denver, Colorado. Firstly she says, “I have difficulty in determining lessons I feel I am in the midst of. It seems experiences are resistant or chronic, which tells me I must be thick-skinned. One area is of the health of my family. I feel totally impotent that I cannot remove their afflictions. One day I believe it is food for the soul, and the next the burden feels that it is too great. What is health, or rather ill health, a chosen path or an inability of the body/spirit to find balance on the physical plane? Knowing this could, I think, help my attitude and the problems.”

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my sister, asked for your sister. May we say first of all in responding to this most thoughtful query, that what is defined as health within your culture is a term which is quite narrow in its scope, for it implies the smooth functioning of each body part with no hindrance nowhere and complete vitality at all times. This, of course, may be a pleasant condition for an entity in the third density to experience but is not a condition which clearly reflects the nature of the experiencing of catalyst which is the purpose of your being within the third density.

May we say in responding to another portion of this query that the condition of health and what is called ill health may be a result of a variety of choices made by the entity experiencing the condition. These choices most frequently are made during the incarnation and are results of utilizing the catalyst of this density either poorly or well or in combination, for each experience an entity encounters within the incarnation has the potential of teaching a lesson or many lessons. When these lessons are learned there may be, shall we say, smooth sailing for a while until the next lesson is encountered. Many conditions of the dysfunction of the body and mind complexes are the results of, shall we say, turbulent waters, difficulties experienced in the assimilating of the lessons by the entity when the mind is unable or unwilling to face that which is the lesson of the moment and continues in this ignoring, shall we say, of the lesson. Then the lesson must be passed on to the body complex so that it is easier to recognize and in its symbolic form then might be pondered, might be meditated upon, and might be unraveled as to its origin, which is the lesson needing learning.

M asked: “What is health, or rather ill health, a chosen path or an inability of the body/spirit to find balance on the physical plane? Knowing this could, I think, help my attitude and the problems.” Latwii replied by saying what is defined as health within your culture is a term which is narrow in its scope, for it implies the smooth functioning of each body part with no hindrance and vitality at all times, and this may be a pleasant condition for an entity in the third density to experience but is not a condition which reflects the nature of the experiencing of catalyst which is the purpose of your being within the third density. Then Latwii said that the condition of health and ill health may be a result of a variety of choices made by the entity experiencing the condition, so these choices are made during the incarnation and are results of utilizing the catalyst of this density either poorly or well or in combination, for each experience an entity encounters within the incarnation has the potential of teaching many lessons, and when these lessons are learned there may be smooth sailing for a while until the next lesson is encountered, for many conditions of the dysfunction of the body and mind complexes are the results of turbulent waters, difficulties experienced in the assimilating of the lessons by the entity when the mind is unable or unwilling to face that which is the lesson of the moment and continues in this ignoring of the lesson, so then the lesson must be passed on to the body complex so that it is easier to recognize and in its symbolic form might be meditated upon, and might be unraveled as to its origin, which is the lesson needing learning. On August 29, 1993, Q’uo spoke of the value of our utilizing the catalyst each day:

However, we may also turn the attention to utilizing the catalyst of one’s daily round of activities. As one moves within the illusion and partakes in the destiny of the day, one may observe many opportunities to exercise the feelings in any fashion, whether it be to accentuate a certain aspect of feeling, or simply to open the heart to a greater sense of feeling in general. There is much that comes before the attention of every entity within your illusion upon a daily basis which can be utilized to expand the ability to feel and to sympathize and even to empathize with others and the plight that might befall them.

There is also the great possibility at this time upon your planet that certain entities have placed upon themselves before the current incarnation certain conditions of physical and mental health or ill health, may we say, for very specific purposes. These purposes vary widely. An entity, for example, in one previous incarnation may have experienced the giving of love in great abundance to others about it, but may not have allowed these entities to give love to it and may decide before another incarnation to experience the giving of love from another by, shall we say, by making its physical vehicle somewhat crippled or, shall we say, less than perfectly functioning so that attention from others is necessary for the maintaining of the comfort and life systems.

Many are the reasons chosen before incarnation for the limiting of the physical and mental complexes. These choices are great lessons, lessons which could well take an entire incarnation to assimilate. It might be the case with such an entity that this would be the last lesson needing to be learned before graduation. May we say in responding to another part of this query that the entity seeing loved ones in conditions that are described as …

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and am once again with this instrument. As we were saying, an entity seeing loved ones in poor or ill health often wishes to be able to heal these loved ones, for such an entity feels the pain that is experienced by those around it, and so, loving them, wishes to alleviate this pain. Often such an entity, after periods of meditation and struggling to understand the reasons for such afflictions, will find deeper levels of meaning to such conditions and will see that there is a great possibility that such conditions could be enabling the ones experiencing them to learn great lessons. This knowledge is often soothing and of comfort to the entity seeing pain in loved ones.

Latwii continued by saying there is also the possibility at this time that certain entities have placed upon themselves, before the current incarnation, conditions of poor physical and mental health for specific purposes, and these purposes vary widely, so an entity in a previous incarnation may have experienced the giving of love in abundance to others about it, but it may not have allowed these entities to give love to it and may decide before another incarnation to experience the giving of love from another by making its physical vehicle less than perfectly functioning, so that attention from others is necessary for the maintaining of the comfort and life systems. Latwii went on to say many are the reasons chosen before incarnation for the limiting of the physical and mental complexes, and these choices are lessons which could take an incarnation to learn, so it might be the case with such an entity that this would be the last lesson needing to be learned before graduation, and may we say in responding to another part of this query that the entity seeing loved ones in conditions that are described as an entity seeing loved ones in poor health often wishes to heal these loved ones, for such an entity feels the pain that is experienced by those around it and wishes to alleviate this pain, for often such an entity, after periods of meditation and struggling to understand the reasons for such afflictions, will find deeper levels of meaning to such conditions and will see that there is a possibility that such conditions could be enabling the ones experiencing them to learn lessons, so this knowledge is often soothing and of comfort to the entity seeing pain in loved ones. On April 29, 1984, Latwii said that we all have deeper levels of meaning as part of our life’s plan:

We do not mean to sound simplistic when we say that you will be as you will be, and those within whom you find yourself in comradeship shall be as they shall be, and together you shall find those deeper levels of meaning which you have come to find. It may not be that you shall find these levels of meaning and fulfill such purposes in ways which you plan, for your plans are of your conscious mind more or less, and it is through such indirect avenues that the deeper mind and greater Self moves with what you might call the current of your being.

But when the pain is of a constant nature, and the health continues to deteriorate and does not seem to respond in a lasting manner to treatment, the entity may once again burn with a desire to heal. May we say that this great Love may be just that ingredient which is needed by the one experiencing ill health. It may also be true that the understanding by all involved that such pain and suffering can indeed be teaching great lessons is most helpful in accepting the conditions as they are. May we close this particular response by suggesting that in all cases, whether there is an understanding of the condition or not, it is most helpful to accept that condition and to feel the Love that each moment of that condition offers to all involved. It is not useful to worry endlessly about conditions which persist. It is most helpful to find the Love in each moment and to accept that which is given, for, my friends, may we say that there are no mistakes in any incarnation or experience. Each experience is a gift, a treasure, a gem from the one Creator who created each being to the one Creator that is each being so that the Creator might know Itself. Seek there, my friends, in the heart of your being for the Creator in each moment.

Latwii went on to say that when the pain is of a constant nature, and the health continues to deteriorate and does not seem to respond in a lasting manner to treatment, the entity may once again burn with a desire to heal, and may we say that this great Love may be that ingredient which is needed by the one experiencing ill health, so it may be true that the understanding by all involved that such pain can be teaching lessons is most helpful in accepting the conditions as they are, so may we close this response by suggesting that in all cases, whether there is an understanding of the condition or not, it is helpful to accept that condition and to feel the Love that each moment of that condition offers to all involved, but it is not useful to worry about conditions which persist, for it is most helpful to find the Love in each moment and to accept that which is given, for there are no mistakes in any incarnation or experience since each experience is a gift from the one Creator who created each being to the one Creator that is each being so that the Creator might know Itself, so seek there in the heart of your being for the Creator in each moment. On December 17, 2000, Q’uo said we can learn from the catalyst of the Love in each moment:

If one can remember that there is Love in each moment, that each form of catalyst offers the opportunity to either express that Love or to receive that Love, or to utilize a combination of the two, then each season of catalyst may be seen to be complete and to be seen to offer these endless opportunities for the sharing of Love. One may take each kind of catalyst seriously in that the catalyst is seen to be an end in itself, and this is in many cases to miss the point. Yes, it is important to a certain entity that one or another outcome result from a set of situational circumstances. And yet if each within the situation is aware that it is Love to be learned from all of the catalyst then it is much easier to find that harvest within the catalyst.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Yes. Since these questions are written down, I won’t ask further on that question. I would like to thank you for a most inspiring answer, speaking as a slightly gimpy person myself.

M goes on then to ask another question here. She says, “G has playmates who have filled his thoughts with fire under the ground. This has made me distraught. G started on a path I would not wish him to go. He wants to see the pictures in the Bible and seems quite interested. It all seems to be motivation from fear of punishment from God and an inclination for the morbid. I feel his spiritual seeking is his own, but I am unsure if I should aggressively work to alter his newfound ideas just because I don’t embrace them. I have tried to point out to him that everyone knows God differently, and we don’t know God that way, that is, N and I. Part of me says he is only five years old, so I should take charge here but then again want him to feel his seeking is his own journey. Any comments or suggestions would be appreciated.

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. May we say in this regard that, indeed, each entity of whatever age is the one which is responsible for the journey of seeking which it undertakes. It may be that many ports of call are necessary before the ship finally reaches the home port. Many experiences will aid each seeker in the seeking, for if all answers were known at once, would there be any need for the incarnations and experiences those of your planet have experienced for many thousands of your years?

Each entity in each incarnation travels a path laid out quite carefully before the incarnation, always allowing for free will to change or alter that path at any time. The traveling is of a nature that experience might be had. To taste of many flavors is to know the creation in greater depth and richness. Few upon your planet remain with one flavor, shall we say, for their entire incarnation. Each entity grows from the experience of a variety of flavors, a variety of patterns of thought, a variety of orientations and attitudes. In this way each entity reproduces the Creator experiencing Itself, for it must not be forgotten that all is one. Each entity, each experience, each thought, each turn, each port is the Creator.

M asked: “G has playmates who have filled his thoughts with fire under the ground. This has made me distraught. G started on a path I would not wish him to go. He wants to see the pictures in the Bible and seems quite interested. It all seems to be motivation from fear of punishment from God and an inclination for the morbid. I feel his spiritual seeking is his own, but I am unsure if I should aggressively work to alter his newfound ideas just because I don’t embrace them. I have tried to point out to him that everyone knows God differently, and we don’t know God that way, that is, N and I. Part of me says he is only five years old, so I should take charge here but then again want him to feel his seeking is his own journey. Any comments or suggestions would be appreciated.” Latwii said each entity of whatever age is the one which is responsible for the journey of seeking which it undertakes, and it may be that many ports of call are necessary before the ship finally reaches the home port, so many experiences will aid each seeker in the seeking, for if all answers were known at once, would there be any need for the incarnations and experiences those of your planet have experienced for many thousands of your years? On October 17, 1999, Q’uo spoke of the nature of our journey of seeking:

There are many, many entities that move upon this great journey of seeking, that move as in a dance, in a harmony that is unseen by those who do not look, and yet they dance to the tune, to the beat of the heart of the one infinite Creator. Yes, all dance and move in rhythmic patterns. The balance in all of the creation is one and is perfect. That which each does as his or her own contribution to this great dance and journey of seeking is that which has been planned aforetimes, shall we say. There is a pattern to movement, a pattern to thought, a pattern to seeking, a pattern to suffering, a pattern to all that is.

Those who love the small ones of their bodies, and being, and family do feel the need from time to time to give the fruits of their own seeking in as pure a form as possible to the young ones entrusted to their care. This great feeling of Love is not always possible nor is it always desirable, for if the young entity had all answers placed before him without the need to seek them for the self then where would come the strength that is born of the arduous journey? Where would come the wisdom of tasting many flavors? Where would come the ability to discern the wheat from chaff. In each seeking and experience that the young entity encounters there is the opportunity for those in whose care it is placed to provide yet another view, aspect or attitude concerning that which is the current experience of the young entity. Thereby shall both grow and learn respect each for the other, realizing both are seekers, both know very little, both seek to know the Creator.

Latwii continued by saying those who love the small ones of their bodies and family feel the need from time to time to give the fruits of their seeking in as pure a form as possible to the young ones entrusted to their care, but this feeling of Love is not always possible, nor is it always desirable, for if the young entity had all answers placed before him without the need to seek them for the self, then: “where would come the strength that is born of the arduous journey? Where would come the wisdom of tasting many flavors? Where would come the ability to discern the wheat from chaff? Then Latwii said in each seeking and experience that the young entity encounters there is the opportunity for those in whose care it is placed to provide yet another attitude concerning that which is the current experience of the young entity, for shall both learn respect each for the other, realizing both are seekers; both know very little; both seek to know the Creator. On November 14, 1982, Latwii spoke of the nature of Love:

To speak to your query may we suggest that it is the heart of your being which gives the force, shall we say, to any words which emanate from your lips, for the words are the attempts to clothe the great feeling of Love from your heart in understandable concepts so that the mind of another may receive the understanding which emanates from heart to heart. Yet it is also true, as you have surmised, that many within your culture especially yearn to hear the name of the master known as Jesus. For within your culture this entity is equated, correctly so, with the vibration of Love. Yet this yearning to hear the name exists not because of any name but because of what the name expresses. Speak yea then your heart, my sister, in the way which has meaning for you, for each entity’s ability to be of service to others is unique and to be fully expressed must be so in the way which is natural, shall we say, for that entity.

May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you Latwii. I know M will thank you.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful as well to you and to your sister, M. May we answer yet another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and since we have no answers for the growling stomach, may we say what a great honor and privilege it has been to join this group once again. We are with you always in your meditations, in your daily round of activities. You need only request our presence to become aware of it. Always are we with you. We leave you now in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. Rejoice in your being. I am Latwii. Adonai.

This morning I ran some errands with my first stop being at AutoZone to pick up some 50:1 2-cycle engine oil. My second stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself. My third stop was at Frank Otte Nursery where I bought three flats of Pansies. My last stop was at The Home Depot where I bought more netting for the Wuthering Heights Garden when I transplant the Pansies there.

This afternoon I took eleven garbage cans full of leaves and tree limbs out to the street for yard waste pickup this Thursday. I covered them with a tarp to keep the predicted rain for tonight from making them too heavy to lift easily. Then I put my shovel, garden rake, hoe, and hake across the tarp to hold it in place.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 29

The Gaze Of Jesus Christ

I greet you, my children, in the Love of Christ. I am of the principle that vibrates in the consciousness of Jesus Christ to the degree that is comfortable to this instrument.

You shield yourself, again and again, from the fearsome gaze of Jesus Christ, for you fear that He gazes upon you from the cross to condemn you. And yet He gazes at you not in pain but, rather, resting upon a pillar of righteousness.

He looks upon you in all of your complexities and darkness and pierces the confusion with simplicity. For the Love of Christ is a simple and singular thing, a constant amidst a sea of seeming changes and shadows. The Light of your mundane world shifts and confuses with glare and shade. But the light of the Love of Jesus Christ is constant and pierces to the heart of your being and your circumstance, seeing the perfection and holiness that hides in the shadows. May you find peace in your shadows and see the shadows disappear in the constant Light of Love.

In that peace I leave you now and hope that you may remain forever

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Latwii channeling today comes from January 18, 1981:

(Carla channeling)

I am Oxal. I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator, and I am delighted to be able to be with you this evening. I do not often speak through this channel, and I am privileged to be able to share this meeting with you at this time. I wish only to share with you the image, my friends, of the center of all things. When there is that which spins, you may call it a top or a gyroscope, there is always a center which allows the whirling to continue to be balanced. As you are Light beings, the energy which spins you is called Love. The balance must come from the coordination of Light and the polarities of Love. Therefore, please think upon the virtues of the balanced gyroscope, which is always aware of the level and true path. And in your meditation seek always to know your own center.

I am very grateful to have had the chance to exercise this instrument for a short time. I will leave you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. I am Oxal.

[Pause]

I am Latwii. You see, my friends, how good we are at being able to contact this instrument without blowing her circuits. We greet you in the Love and the Light and apologize for the delay, but we had a desire to initiate contact through the channel known as Jim and were persistent in our attempts. Therefore, we shall leave this instrument to again make our contact with the one known as Jim. I am Latwii.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and greet you once again in Love and Light. We are very pleased to have been able to make this contact. It is always a joy to be allowed to speak to your meditation group. We are always interested in joining our vibrations with those who seek to know what is the center of creation. We are simple beings for such a mighty task, but in our way, simple and foolish though it may be, we would seek to share our understanding of the center of creation with you tonight. We do not mean to say that we have a complete understanding of any part of creation, for what is creation but the Infinite Creator who is all and who is filled with mystery. But, in our searching, we have found within the mystery clues and hints as to the central feature, shall we say, that composes all of creation. Of course, as you might suspect, Love is to be found within each instance and experience that you might encounter in your lives, but we also have found that Love may manifest in an infinite number of ways, many of which are not apparent at first glance.

We would refer each of you to your own library of experiences for analogies in this area for have not each of you had an experience which seemed to be cloaked in mystery for the duration of the experience and even after the experience passed? And as you ponder the situation, did you not uncover layer after layer of those lessons, those learnings, which revolved once again to the central theme of Love, to the acceptance of the lesson, whatever it might be and in that acceptance learning to Love the experience and all that it represented? But have you not also found that in many experiences which you have pondered long and solved to a degree, have you not also found that there remains still some measure of mystery?

In this session Latwii wanted to share the concept of the center of the creation being Love. They began by saying we are simple beings for such a mighty task, but in our way we would seek to share our understanding of the center of creation with you tonight, but we do not mean to say that we have a complete understanding of any part of creation, for what is creation but the Infinite Creator who is all and filled with mystery, but we have found within the mystery clues as to the central feature that composes all of creation, and it is the Love that is found within each experience that you might encounter in your lives, but we also have found that Love may manifest in an infinite number of ways, many of which are not apparent at first glance. Then Latwii said we would refer you to your library of experiences for analogies in this area, for have not each of you had an experience which seemed to be cloaked in mystery for the duration of the experience and even after the experience passed? Then Latwii said: “And as you ponder the situation, did you not uncover layer after layer of those lessons, those learnings, which revolved once again to the central theme of Love, to the acceptance of the lesson, whatever it might be and in that acceptance learning to Love the experience and all that it represented? But have you not also found that in many experiences which you have pondered long and solved to a degree, have you not also found that there remains still some measure of mystery?” On August 26, 1987, Hatonn described the nature of the theme of Love:

We speak one single basic message. And in each instrument, it has its own overtones and harmonies, so that as many as possible might hear some portion, some version, some idea of our great fundamental theme of Love and service and be inspired thereby to the wild and perilous belief that such a thing as Love does exist in the world. To the casual eye, such a belief may seem foolhardy. We encourage you in your foolhardiness. It is the path, well-trodden by pilgrims from the beginning of creation. It is the one path, call it what you will, which circles back to the Source of all that there is.

My friends, we would suggest that this mystery that remains, this incompleteness of the understanding, is that central feature that resides with Love within each experience, and this mystery, this incompleteness, will draw one forth into the next experience, into the next adventure, into the next learning. We would suggest that those things which can be known are valuable, for they teach wisdom, but we would also suggest that those things which remain a mystery are equally as valuable, for they teach seeking, and wisdom must always include seeking. Love, therefore, grows more fully by its residence, shall we say, in the same experience with mystery.

Latwii went on to say we would suggest that this mystery that remains, this incompleteness of the understanding, is that central feature that resides with Love within each experience, and this mystery will draw one forth into the next into the next adventure and into the next learning, and we would suggest that those things which can be known are valuable, for they teach wisdom, but we would also suggest that those things which remain a mystery are equally as valuable, for they teach seeking, and wisdom must always include seeking, so Love grows more fully by its residence in the same experience with mystery. On January 23, 1986, Hatonn said that our next learning may be difficult, but it always leads to the path of Love:

As one seeks the one original Thought, there is the danger that one may decide that one has found what they have been seeking, and we say to you that in an infinite journey there are pauses between learning experiences, but never the full stop where one may lie back, rest upon one’s laurels and say, “Now—now I understand. Now redemption is complete, and all that I seek I have,” for there is the next learning always.

We encourage you to comfort yourself when your journey is arduous and you need a place to rest. You have that within you and need only construct it in your mind. You may also with your mind and your will construct within your dwelling the tools for healing and for rebuilding the intensity of your faith that there is a path, that truth does exist, and that there is such a thing as Love and the will to seek that which your faith tells you is there.

We would at this time transfer our contact to the one known as L. I am Latwii.

(L channeling)

I am Latwii, and again I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of our Creator. My friends, it is interesting to we of Latwii that many of the events of your lives seem to revolve not around your own central axis of Love but rather around an avoidance of Love. We find this difficult to understand, both in how you are able to accomplish this and why you are willing to attempt it. My friends, it is necessary that the people of your planet realize that each, as an entity of energy, must revolve around that axis of Love, thus making it the central point of their lives. To avoid doing so, especially on a large scale—for many of your people to avoid doing so—can only have the effect of placing your entire planet out of balance, for how can a spinning top revolve around an axis outside its perimeter? It’s impossible, yet so many of your people continue to attempt this.

My friends, we have spoken many times, and on so many occasions as to make this subject, we are sure, a boring one to you, yet we must again reiterate the fact that your planet, its people, are out of balance. And if they do not choose consciously to return to their given axis, then a new axis will be found.

My friends, we sense at this time it would be best to transfer this contact. … I am Latwii.

[Pause]

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii, and I am again with this instrument. I greet you once more in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. It is my privilege to be open to questions at this time, and as I scan you, I realize there are many questions which we might answer. However, we would prefer to let you pick among them yourselves. Therefore, we will wait for the spoken questions that you might have voice at this time, and we would be glad to share what information we have. Does anyone have a question at this time?

L: Latwii, it is my understanding that the instrument through whom we are channeling has a question she would like to ask.

I am Latwii. That is correct, however we do not feel that the information she seeks should be given through this instrument due to the fact that she would doubt the answer since she channeled it herself, and the question concerns channeling.  Therefore, it is not possible for us to channel through this instrument with any degree of accuracy that will be appreciated by this instrument on this particular question. We thank you for your thoughtfulness.

Is there another question at this time?

L: What can you tell us of contacting people who have physically died on this planet?

Latwii: Ah, but my brother, what do you want to know? We can tell you many things, the most pertinent of which is that it is, of course, possible, depending upon the desires of the departed, as you would euphemistically put it.

L: First, would it be possible for us to contact them through channeling and, second, would they be in a position to advise or counsel us? And to a degree beyond that of a normal living person?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question. It is possible to contact one who wishes to speak with the appropriate medium. The channeling that you are aware of at this time is very efficient compared to the amount of tuning needed for the vibration of your own human worlds. The information you might seek through such a contact would not be any greater in wisdom than that of a normal living person. A person does not become wise by dying. A person becomes two things: one, a shell of the personality which he or she has left behind; that is what you are in contact with. This shell is somewhat informed but does not have the creative independence of the living being, for the living being that he or she truly is is moving onward and gradually further and further away from the density which he or she has left. Thus, the shell will grow weaker and weaker, until the thought form is no longer requested. It is in no case wise to take advice from the departed if you can consult your own wisdom instead, for you are undoubtedly more up-to-date in your information.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: Yes, on a different subject. Recently in discussing hypnotic regression the statement was made to me that in some instances it was possible to contact what was referred to as the higher self of an individual so as to ascertain information about current karmic debts, and whether they have been completed or not. Is it possible for us to use channeling to accomplish this?

Latwii: I am Latwii. It is perhaps more to the point to suggest that you use the powers of your own will and use what this instrument would call autohypnosis, thus depending upon yourself to seek understanding of your own relationships and circumstances. I would not recommend that channeling of this type be used, due to the fact that in personal uses it can become quite full of the ego needs of the individual channeling and is much better used in a group situation. Thus, if autohypnosis fails, it is best to seek qualified hypnotherapists.

Is there another question at this time?

C: It seems at times that some people are subjected to great physical or emotional suffering, seemingly more so than others, and I’ve always had trouble understanding whether some people undergo this by some design, or is it just a chance that it happened to them or is it caused by—do we bring it on to ourselves or … what I’m asking, is it part of a design or do we bring it on or is it just merely by chance that these people undergo this extreme suffering?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. I am with the instrument. Please pardon the delay, but this contact is growing somewhat weak. The universe is a grand design in which free will is the great cosmic circumstance. This is paradoxical but true. You yourself, in your higher or more conscious self, program certain lessons that you feel that you need. You then incarnate and forget. However, these lessons are programmed. It is not a rigid program. It is a program that is marvelously flexible so that if you, at first do not succeed in learning a lesson, you will be given more and more chances to learn the same lesson. Knowing this is a great aid to the seeker, for thus he or she becomes conscious of the process of learning and is able to take charge of it and use the experience as a teacher. The experiences are unequal because various people have chosen for themselves various lessons to learn. Some of them have, shall we say, bitten off quite a hunk. Others have decided to take R and R. That is the free will of those who have obtained the right to choose their own incarnations. Most, to be serious, are indeed attempting to learn lessons as quickly as they feel their higher self can absorb them. The lessons of this cycle have to deal with Love and its manifestations in a social sphere.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: Yes, because I’m thinking of particular situations that just happened. That we program these things [inaudible] this situation [inaudible] how do you program [inaudible] I can’t see the death of someone else can be programmed [inaudible] as used as a lesson. This person was married. There was the death of the father on the day of the marriage. Just this week, their child was killed. Surely, we don’t program other’s death, or do they program [inaudible] I don’t understand how deaths at key times could happen to one person.

I am Latwii. This contact is very weak, however we are able to keep it open somewhat. Each entity comes with lessons to learn. When those lessons are through, that entity no longer needs the heavy cloak of the physical being and is freed from it. The living one who experiences deaths has not programmed death, but has programmed the lessons that such events may teach us. These lessons may be learned by many different kinds of losses, however, it seems to be a strong lesson for the particular entity of whom you speak that loss will be met with fortitude and an understanding of the loss as a gain. When this is seen, when the joy of the situation is seen, this lesson will have been learned. Then the entity may move on.

The individual is responsible for that individual and for no other. It is the truth as we know it that no one can aid another except by being and witnessing that being as a channel for Love and Light. We ask you not to stress in your mind the fine lines of intellectual rationalization of Love. There will be in this illusion pain, loss, limitation—other negative effects. This is an illusion; there will be unequalness because there is harmony rather than unison on this density. Be you then prepared to show love and understanding in your gains and in your losses.

C asked: “I can’t see the death of someone else can be programmed [inaudible] as used as a lesson. This person was married. There was the death of the father on the day of the marriage. Just this week, their child was killed. Surely, we don’t program other’s death, or do they program [inaudible] I don’t understand how deaths at key times could happen to one person.” Latwii began by saying each entity comes with lessons to learn, and when those lessons are through, that entity no longer needs the heavy cloak of the physical being and is freed from it, so the living one who experiences deaths has not programmed death, but has programmed the lessons that such events may teach us, and these lessons may be learned by different kinds of losses, but it seems to be a strong lesson for the entity of whom you speak that loss will be met with fortitude and an understanding of the loss as a gain, for when the joy of the situation is seen, this lesson will have been learned, and then the entity may move on. Latwii continued by saying the individual is responsible for itself and for no other, for it is the truth that no one can aid another except by being and witnessing that being as a channel for Love and Light, so we ask you not to stress in your mind the fine lines of intellectual rationalization of Love, for there will be in this illusion pain, loss, and other negative effects, so this is an illusion, and there will be unequalness because there is harmony rather than unison on this density, so be prepared to show Love and understanding in your gains and in your losses. On July 23, 1989, Q’uo spoke about how we can become a channel for Love and Light,

The entity begins the incarnation forgetful entirely of all its good reasons for choosing this parent, that sibling, this situation, that relationship. Rather than wasting the time of pondering these things, we might suggest that it is an act of faith to trust that whatever is happening at the moment is what should be happening at the moment, and the only important thing is that you approach the moment with the resonance of eternity within your consciousness so that the mundane and grimy world cannot touch the Light being that you are, nor can it touch your ability to act as a channel for Love and Light to those who suffer in one way or another.

You and your higher self, before the incarnation, have chosen what in most cases is a difficult incarnational pattern. The reason for this is that each entity to whom we speak has the capacity to graduate to the fourth density, to accept more Love and more Light, and to live in a denser Light within this illusion, each of you. Nevertheless, each of you came first to serve, and then only secondarily to work upon the personal consciousness. This is a situation such as your Red Cross might answer in case of peril on a large scale.

May we answer you further?

C: Well, I hate to keep straining the channel. I know she’s tired. Then all events occur in a harmonious blend. Is it designed that these two particular entities work together to learn and grow? Was this designed for them to be together?

I am Latwii. One moment; we must scan. Yes, my brother, in this instance it was agreed between the two in both cases that this would occur and that nurturing would take place in its time. We see you are still not understanding the agreement was reached before the father incarnated. Time is not the same in all dimensions.

We fear that we must close at this time. The sound of snoring is heard in the room, and we feel that we perhaps are not being scintillating enough, so we shall greet those named S and R with joy and welcome them to our meeting and leave you in the creation of the Creator, the creation of Love and Light. I am known to you as Latwii. Adonai.

This morning I had an appointment with my new PCP, Dr. Alwan, who was helping me to find the cause for the pain and swelling in my left ankle because I have no idea what caused them. She ordered X-rays and gave me some pills to take for the next three weeks. Then I ran a couple of errands with my first stop being Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought two flats of pansies. Then I stopped in at Walgreen’s Drug Store to pick up a prescription for Mupirocin and an ankle brace that Dr. Alwan recommended.

This afternoon I changed out the sugar syrup in my two hummingbird feeders and the feeder in my neighbor’s yard across the street. Then I used my backpack blower to blow all of the leaves in the front yard into the parking area in along the street.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 28

Seek In All Places

Greetings in the consciousness of Christ. I am the Spirit of the consciousness of Christ in the vibration which comforts this instrument.

Many times it comes to each to move forward into the areas which have not been thought fruitful for contemplation. All areas of the transitory illusion which you call life are fruitful for considering, for all things are shot through with the illumination of the divine.

Very often it is in just those things which seem least fruitful that you will find the most efficient and conformable means of moving forward into a greater enlightenment in your search for the Light beyond Light, the Love beyond Love, and the life beyond measure. Consider, therefore, and let nothing be beneath your notice. Rejoice in all circumstances of mind, body, and spirit.

May the peace that Jesus came to bring, the peace that indwells all things, be perceived by you, now and always. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Latwii channeling comes from January 11, 1981:

(L channeling)

I am Laitos. And I greet you, my brothers, in the name of the Creator. We are pleased that you have chosen to take time away from your daily pursuits, from your happinesses and anguish, to contact us and share your love and attention with us. In return, my brothers, we hope to offer some advice, our Love and, hopefully, a glimpse into intentions for which the Creator placed you on your planet. Our small efforts are never equal to the task, yet we will try, my brothers, to meet your needs as far as we are able.

My brothers, at this time I would share with you a small story. At one time in the past of your planet, a man came from a small town in a poor country proclaiming that he was able to hear the words and the voice of a father who existed in another realm from his own physical, visible father. Naturally, his neighbors knew he was crazy, for this, they knew, was not the way the universe worked. Still the man persisted. He was very insistent. He claimed that his father, of all things, was everyone’s father and that, for this reason, everyone was brothers and sisters. Surely, my brothers, this was a calamity, for how could one hate or cheat or kill his own brother or sister? There was but one thing to do: the man must be silenced.

Many efforts were made to silence him. He was ridiculed, shamed, cursed, and eventually beaten. He was held as an object of derision before his own countrymen. His own relatives and even his friends, who had followed him and listened to him preach his madness through endless days and nights, finally saw the error of their ways and abandoned him. Still this fool would not desist and in disgust his countrymen killed him. Then, as if intent on making matters worse, he came back and continued his foolishness. By now his words, like a disease, had begun to spread. It was too late to check the infection and regrettably (or so it seemed to his countrymen) the disease was to continue and flourish until the situation exists as it does today, in which the foolishness of this man who claimed all to be his family, to be his brothers and his sisters, has become known—not believed—throughout his world.

My brothers, you probably wonder at the fact that we refer to this man as a fool and to his teachings as foolishness. Yet, my brothers, who but a fool could step out into oblivion and trust the truth to bear him up? Who but a fool would risk his earthly life in the belief that more existed than earthly life? And again, who but a fool would trust in an invisible father? My brothers, we of Laitos are thankful for your foolishness, for the universe is desperately short of such fools. We would encourage you to trust in your foolishness, to step out off of the precipice into space and rely upon your foolish belief that what is real will bear you up and sustain you and maintain your real life.

At this time, we would transfer our contact to another instrument. I am Laitos.

(Unknown channeling)

I am Laitos, and again I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. Yes, my friends, to make the leap of faith, as it has been called, to be the fool for the Creator, to seek what is most popularly known as foolishness instead of seeking personal power, and glory, and riches, this is indeed appreciated. For in your vibration, all of the signs point the other way if you can distract yourself enough. It is only when you have stopped distracting yourself with the things that people have made and the walls that people have put up against people that you can see the creation at work and the laws of the creation in practice, and thus have an inner feeling that to be a fool, to seek the truth, may have the most important basis of all in your thinking, that of an inner feeling of rightness.

We would add to you, my brothers, that it is most important as you unfold in the newness of your spiritual growth from day-to-day, that you refrain in the beginning from speaking with great detail about your path to others. For just as seedlings are fragile until they have taken root, so is the path that you take growing spiritually step-by-step. Each step is first taken with a very light treading of the foot, and gradually, as you put into practice what you have learned in meditation and in seeking, that step becomes firm, and you can push off from that onto the next. To avoid playing the hypocrite, which is never a desired role for a seeker, it is very precious to you to keep nurtured quietly and carefully, as a small plant in a hotbed, those new understandings into which you have come, those realizations which you have begun to understand and become one with.

Know that you are one of a great communion, a great fellowship of seekers, and that each positive thought, each positive deed, each prayer and meditation, is witnessed and emphasized by those who are tuned to that vibration of Love and Light. You have many helpers, and awareness of them will aid you in your own seeking. For as you are aware that they, in their, as you would call it, angelic presence, underscore and emphasize your own spiritual vibrations, you then can find a deeper and clearer level of meditation.

At this time, I would like to work briefly with the one known as C. I will condition this instrument and attempt to contact him by speaking a few words through him, if you will relax. I am Laitos.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. We had a good contact with the one known as C, and wish to reassure him that all that lies between that feeling which he just experienced and channeling itself is simply the thought process whereby that instrument asks of himself whether the movements and feelings were coming from elsewhere or whether he was imagining them. Once that roadblock is removed; and analysis ceases; and you speak without thought, having tuned yourself to the proper spiritual vibration, you then will be able to perceive our contact.

We would like to work now with the one known as D, and give her some conditioning and a little healing from our sister, Nona. I am Laitos.

[Pause]

At this time we would work with the one known as N, if he would relax and request mentally that we be with him, and we will work with his conditioning and attempt to make ourselves known unto him in some way.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. I am Laitos. Now if the instrument known as Jim would accede to the service of being used as a channel at this time, we would like to close this message through him. I am Laitos.

(Jim channeling)

I am Laitos, and am with this instrument. We are very pleased to have been asked to join your meditation this evening. It is a rare privilege to be able to share our simple thoughts and perceptions with people who seek to know more of the truth of their reality. We of Laitos have experienced no truth greater than Love, the Love of the infinite Creator, for each entity, each particle of creation. And are we not all united as a family in Love, bound by our desire to speak, to know the Creator of us all? Each of you in your daily lives encounters the Creator in every endeavor in which you enter. Each moment the opportunity is made for you to travel yet one step closer to experiencing the Love of the Creator, for each moment holds a message, or it would not exist. The message, disguised in infinite ways, speaks the song of Love, the lesson of life. Listen closely, my brothers, for the Creator sings to you in each moment and speaks the infinite languages of life to your hearts. We of Laitos have heard this song and would share what we can of its melody and message with those of your people who desire to hear such music.

We would now leave this instrument and this group, as always, in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. Adonai, my friends.

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii. I am next on the cosmic hit parade tonight. I must step this vibration down for this instrument, if you will be patient. I… I… I… I am Latwii. I believe this is the most comfortable level for this instrument. We do apologize to this instrument. Somehow, we always overestimate the necessary vibration for contacting this instrument. She is somewhat sensitive to our vibration. We apologize. We think we just broke her high A.

We are very pleased to be here and have asked for the privilege of answering any questions that you may have at this time. As you know, that is our favorite thing to do as we are somewhat new to this game of speaking to your people, and it is difficult for us to know how to inspire you by telling you stories, facts, and other embroideries about Love because it is such a simple matter. We seem to do better with the questions, so if you would be so kind as to voice any that you may have at this time, we will be glad to answer them.

C: Last week a question came up after the meditation about—concerning Hatonn, what they are doing now or if they are still on a special mission or somewhere else—just exactly what they are up to these days.

I am Latwii. We will attempt to speak through this instrument, for this information is perfectly all right for you to know but somewhat different and she may have difficulty.

The vibration of Hatonn is working in a new pattern, which is not along any particular geographical frontier or area, for at this particular time the problem is, as it were, a kind of metastasized illness and exists in many parts of the Earth’s body. Therefore, the ones of Hatonn have tuned themselves to a certain energy of negativity and are working on the mass consciousness of that particular part of your planet’s entities. These entities include many which are, as this instrument would call them, the movers and the shakers. Thus, Hatonn has moved to the eighth, or final, or covering layer, or dimension of this particular octave, stretched itself until it covers the entire planet and is tuning in and attempting to ameliorate by love that particular vibration which is doing the most harm to your peoples. This is a vibration of thought, not of deed.

C asked: “Last week a question came up after the meditation about—concerning Hatonn, what they are doing now or if they are still on a special mission or somewhere else—just exactly what they are up to these days.” Latwii began by saying Hatonn is working in a new pattern, which is not along any particular geographical area, for at this time the problem is a kind of metastasized illness and exists in many parts of the Earth’s body, and those of Hatonn have tuned themselves to an energy of negativity and are working on the mass consciousness of that part of your planet’s entities, and these entities include many which are the movers and the shakers, so Hatonn has moved to the eighth dimension of this octave, stretched itself until it covers the entire planet and is tuning in and attempting to ameliorate by Love that vibration which is doing the most harm to your people, so this is a vibration of thought, not of deed. On April 22, 2023, Q’uo spoke of the nature of the mass consciousness on planet Earth:

Each is a part of the One Creator. Mother Earth is a part of the One Creator. Each of your children is a part of the One Creator. There is Love in every moment, the Love that created the universe around you and all entities within it. This Love may be intensified by your efforts, wherever you are located according to your intentions. Thus, there is every hope, by the Confederation of Planets in the Service of One Infinite Creator, that more and more people upon your planet, as you would call these entities, are willing and able to find the desire and the intention to utilize their connection with the One Creator and with the open heart of unconditional Love that is potentially within each entity.

As more and more people do this, there is a, shall we say, tipping point that is possible to move the mass consciousness, the potential social memory complex of planet Earth further and further along or into the fourth density of Love and understanding. This is a process which has been going on for many thousands of years upon your planet. The time, as you would call it, of the third-density experience is coming to a close.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: No, that’s fine. Thank you.

Latwii: Those of Hatonn have spent a great deal of energy working with certain entities and groups of entities, but we have not found this to be in any one case the appropriate action for this particular energy. Thus, the change of, shall we say, strategy attempting to make the best use of those of Hatonn’s special vibration, which is a very, very strong Love vibration, and which has had much experience with your Earth’s sphere.

Is there another question at this time?

L: Recently in meditation a new or special project was referred to concerning advanced communication. The impression I received was that our involvement was somehow necessary for this to be accomplished. Is my understanding of this correct, and, if so, how can we best facilitate the effort?

I am Latwii. I understand your question, my brother. Essentially you are correct. However, there are two completely different means of effecting such communication. One has already been used, and we have not found it satisfactory; that is, impressing those people who are sensitive to our message to arrange for the technology necessary to jam one broadcast and substitute another. This involves money, people, time, and can ultimately be ignored since the means of its being done by mere humans, as you would put it, can be discovered or, at least, surmised. The other way is for people, such as this group contains, to make available with all sincerity, and with as much humor as possible, the information of which they are the surest and with which they are the most comfortable. That is, of course, the information having to do with the basic philosophy and something about our basic reasons for working with your people.

Cosmology enters in, but we do not expect people to find cosmology an interesting way of being introduced to our message. Thus, the other way of aiding our ability to use your mass media is to make enough of an impression by your own creative efforts on the mass mind of the society in which you live that enough people desire to know more about not only the existence of our being but what message we might be bringing to you, that we could then, without infringing upon the free will of these peoples, feed small bits of information about Love and Light through these media. If people are not in the majority greatly desirous of this information, we would be infringing upon free will and we would not wish to do this. We are not, as you would call it, gods; we are your brothers and sisters, and what we have to say is only for your consideration, not for you to believe. What you believe must come from within.

L asked: “Recently in meditation a new or special project was referred to concerning advanced communication. The impression I received was that our involvement was somehow necessary for this to be accomplished. Is my understanding of this correct, and, if so, how can we best facilitate the effort?” Latwii began by saying you are correct, but there are two different means of affecting such communication, and one has already been used, but we have not found it satisfactory, and it is by impressing people who are sensitive to our message to arrange for the technology necessary to jam one broadcast and substitute another, so this involves money, people, time, and can be ignored since the means of its being done by people can be discovered or, at least, surmised, and the other way is for people, such as this group contains, to make available with all sincerity, and with as much humor as possible, the information of which they are the surest, and with which they are most comfortable, so that is the information having to do with the basic philosophy and something about our basic reasons for working with your people. Latwii went on to say cosmology enters in, but we do not expect people to find cosmology an interesting way of being introduced to our message, so the other way of aiding our ability to use your mass media is to make an impression, by your creative efforts on the mass mind of the society in which you live, that enough people desire to know more about not only the existence of our being but what message we might be bringing to you, that we could, without infringing upon the free will of these people, feed small bits of information about Love and Light through these media, but if people are not in the majority desirous of this information, we would be infringing upon free will, and we would not wish to do this, for we are not gods, but we are your brothers and sisters, and what we have to say is only for your consideration, not for you to believe, for what you believe must come from within. On October 9, 2005, Q’uo described the powerful nature of what we believe:

What you believe and how you believe it are not abstract things. They are powerful inputs that go down into every cell of your body. When you assume that your body, at the level of being fresh from the factory, shall we say, being newborn and completely free of the benefits of life on planet Earth within incarnation, is appropriate and correct, then you have established for yourself a default which you can trust.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: I would ask that you speak to me about the value of humor.

Latwii: My brother, the value of humor is a pale shadow of reality. Reality, as we understand it, is likened unto what this instrument would call an orgasm. That is, the basic ecstasy or joy of the universe. That is, the energy that is Love. It is existent in all levels of being. Laughter is one outward expression of the emotional state of what you may call orgasm. However, it would not be advisable for you to call it this during your working hours while speaking to your workmates, or they might think you a little strange. You must understand that this particular word is known clearly to you as a common human experience, whereas it has never been understood that laughter, when entered into totally and wholly rather than nervously or embarrassedly, is another form of the same energy. Laughter is available to all. Laughter is a healing, comforting, lovely energy and indeed is one of the most highly prized of all states of being. We find the universe to be full of the laughter—or the song—of joy.

L asked: “I would ask that you speak to me about the value of humor.” Then Latwii said the value of humor is a shadow of reality, for reality is like what Carla would call an orgasm, which is the basic ecstasy or joy of the universe, the energy that is Love, and it is exists in all levels of being because laughter is one outward expression of the emotional state of orgasm, but it would not be advisable for you to call it this during your working hours while speaking to your workmates, or they might think you a little strange, for you must understand that this word is known to you as a common human experience, whereas it has never been understood that laughter, when entered into wholly rather than embarrassedly, is another form of the same energy, so laughter is available to all, and it is a healing and lovely energy, so it is one of the most highly prized of all states of being, for we find the universe to be full of the laughter—or the song—of joy. On August 22, 1993, Q’uo describe the power of our laughter.

If you have difficulty feeling that laughter is holy, think back to the last time in which you laughed and laughed. Was there not a full feeling of receiving the expression of Love, forgiveness, and healing within the heart of that laughter? Laughter is the fire’s communication with the Earth as mercy is the rain’s communication with the Earth. Laughter first burns away pain, then it builds golden castles and offers to the joyous recipient the universe.

May we answer you further about this or have we simply hilariously confused you?

L: You explained it well to me. Thank you.

Latwii: We thank you, my brother. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

My brothers and sisters, we hope that we have been of service to you, and we hope that you find joy in your hearts and in your lives and in each other, for all of those things are the Creator. There is nothing outside the Creator. There is nowhere to trip or fall, to stumble or fear. You are in the universe of Love. Rejoice therefore. We shall rejoice with you. I am Latwii. I leave you in that Love and that Light of the infinite Creator. Adonai, my friends. Adonai.

This morning I was surprised to see that there was another raccoon in the Hava-Hart trap on the front porch. So, as I did yesterday, I decided to work on the latest of my Camelot Journal entries in order to be able to drive him to southern Indiana in the daylight, across the Ohio River, and then let him go in a rural area. When I got home, I discovered that the fountain was not running at all. After getting the netting opened and secured on nails, I cleaned the filters, and then I found that the tube that connects the pump to the fountain had come out of the pump. So, I used a box cutter to make 10 or 12 cuts of the duct tape on the tube so that I could pull it off and discard it. Then I dried the tube and the motor and put super glue on the end of the tube that goes into the motor. Then I taped the tube to the motor, put the motor back into the schemer, and plugged the motor into the power outlet. Now the fountain is working again, but I have more duct tape and super glue on my shopping list for future needs.

This afternoon I ran some errands with my first stop being at Kohl’s to buy a new pair of blue jeans. My next stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself. My third stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I dropped off a prescription for Mupirocin and bought some super glue, duct tape, and note pads. My fourth stop was at Speedway Gas where I filled the gas tank on the Courtesy Car that Bachman Subaru loaned me while Stanley is being repaired. My last stop was at Backman Subaru to drop off the Courtesy Car and pick up another one because I had gotten a text asking me to do that this afternoon. They said that it will probably be sometime next week before I get Stanley back.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 22

Guard Your Thoughts With Love

I am the Spirit of all compassion, which speaks with the voice of Jesus the Christ to the needs of the world today. I greet my beloved brothers and sisters in Spirit in the consciousness which is divine Love.

You are surrounded by that Love. Each cell of the body acknowledges and dwells within that Love. All things are held in balance by divine Love: planets in their courses, blood in the veins, the breath in the body.

All that is left without the confines of the perfect and perfectly understood Love of Jesus the Christ is the free will of humankind. Therefore, your thoughts are not necessarily protected by the consciousness of Love.

Allow your thoughts, therefore, to dwell with those things which are full of Love: your own body, cell by cell; the creation about you, blade of grass by blade of grass. And Love itself may come to comfort you as your consciousness prays to the consciousness of divine Love.

May you be in prayer this day, for the Comforter is always with those who request it. In this surety and in this peace, we leave you, with blessings, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Latwii channeling is from January 4, 1981:

(L channeling)

I am Laitos: My brothers and sisters, it is a great pleasure for all of us to greet and be with so many of you. Often, we find that there are but few who would contact us. Often, we feel that our task is a difficult one and that our labors seem to go so often unrewarded and are even met with rejection. Therefore, perhaps you can understand the deep pleasure and satisfaction that we feel in receiving communication from so large a group. At this time, we would like to transfer the contact to another channel. I am Laitos.

(B channeling)

I am Laitos. I am now with this instrument. As always, it is a pleasure, as I would say. Often, my friends, it seems our efforts go unrewarded, but, my friends, when we see a group of people of this size dwelling into truth, it truly strengthens us. Now, my friends, for some of you who have not been here before may I ask why exactly are we here? Partial answers to that question being: by offering ourselves as a spiritual channel through which we are hoping to spread the knowledge of Love and its energy to those of you who are truly searching, my friends, but essentially we are speaking of at the spiritual growth of each one of you in this room. Now, at a later time, you will find through your explorations many chances to help others with questions, such as we help you. We are here, my friends, to spread the understanding of meditation through which you will find it easier to grow. I will now transfer this contact to another instrument. I am Laitos.

(Jim channeling)

I am Laitos, and am with this instrument, and we greet you all once again. As we were saying, our purpose for being among your people at this time has to do with providing a wider understanding of the concept of Love to your people. We have only limited means for being of this type of service, for we respect each individual’s rights, each individual’s free will choices, and many would not wish to hear the message which we bring or experience the means by which we communicate it. Therefore, though we wish to be of the most possible service, we are especially grateful to be asked to join the vibrations of groups such as this so that our means of sharing the Creator’s Love might be experienced by your people and so that we might learn more ways to express the infinite Love and understanding of the One who made us all, for are we not all children within that kingdom of creation?

Some have wandered from the “flock,” so to speak. Some have chosen, as is the right of each, to turn their backs upon the Creator for a while, so that individual expression in some area might be experienced. Each creation, each entity within the universe, makes a journey throughout their existence. This journey is a path of learning. Much may be learned in many fields. Much may be experienced at many times. The possibilities are infinite. Our purpose at this time is to offer the understanding that is the foundation of all learning, the learning eventually by each within creation that each is the Creator, that each has within the divine spark of the One who made us all. We seek to share our simple understanding of this basic fact with those of your people who wish to learn more of the secrets of their own existence.

Laitos wanted to share information about the Creator’s concept of Love. They began by saying our purpose for being among your people at this time has to do with providing a wider understanding of the concept of Love, but we have limited means for being of this type of service, for we respect each individual’s free will choices, and many would not wish to hear the message which we bring or experience the means by which we communicate it, and though we wish to be of the most service, we are grateful to be asked to join the vibrations of groups such as this so that our means of sharing the Creator’s Love might be experienced by your people, and so that we might learn more ways to express the infinite Love and understanding of the One who made us all, for are we not all children within that kingdom of creation? Laitos went on to say some have wandered from the “flock,” and some have chosen, as is the right of each, to turn their backs upon the Creator for a while, so that individual expression in some area might be experienced, for each creation, and each entity within the universe makes a journey throughout their existence, so this journey is a path of learning in many fields, and much may be experienced at many times, for the possibilities are infinite, so our purpose is to offer the understanding that is the foundation of all learning, the learning by each within creation that each is the Creator, so we seek to share our understanding of this fact with those of your people who wish to learn more of the secrets of their own existence. On December 14, 2019, Q’uo spoke of the nature of the concept of the Love of the Creator:

The holographic image so mentioned in this quote, is that which can be seen as the Logos, the Love that is the first product of Free Will that wishes to know Itself, the One Infinite Creator, then, uses the concept of Love, the ability to create, what is seen as a creation, many stars, many planets, many entities, many energies, all in motion, in a manner which reflects the potential apprehension of the Love, Light, and unity of the One Infinite Creator expressed in all of the creation. Then, the creation itself could be seen as the holograph, and each portion of the creation, be it a sun body, a planetary body, a mind/body/spirit complex, or any first or second density awarenesses, may be seen as portions of a holograph, each portion or iota containing the One Infinite Creator in its full power and being. All else is seen as the same, for the holograph is unified, there is nothing but the One Infinite Creator expressed in various frequencies of vibration, various forms of manifestation, various powers of energy, moving in synchronicity with all other powers in the One Infinite Creation, to form that which is the One Infinite Creation.

We would transfer this contact at this time. I am Laitos.

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos. Latwii is very impatient. We have asked her to wait while we work with this group a little while longer. We wish you to understand the utter simplicity in which we come. We do not have a complex story to tell. We speak one word and that is Love. The original Thought that created all that there is, is Love. This simple and consuming fire is the fire of creation, is the fire of change, of transformation, and of infinity. There is no end to Love. You may think of Love in many ways. There are many words for Love in many languages. And many different words have been used by your people to attempt to express the plenitude of the original Thought, for Love is all that there is.

Thus, we are not only your brothers and sisters, we and you are one for we are Love. Look into the face of the one next to you, my friends. You are seeing Love. Perhaps the mirror has been distorted. Perhaps sometimes the face next to yours does not know that it is a face of Love, but there is no consciousness that is not Love. There is a consciousness that touches each of you. One word for it is “Christ Consciousness.” Another word is Love. You may feel it personally as the touch of a loved one. Hand on your shoulder. Close. Near. Never away. You cannot flee from Love, You cannot be separated from Love. For you are love. Love is closer to you than your body. Each breath is farther from your being than is love. This is what we come to share. For we of the Confederation, of those in service to the infinite Creator, have one desire: to serve you by offering you the only information that is worthwhile. We will answer any question that you may have, but the simple truth is that all questions dissolve into a dying fall as they reach the ocean of infinite and all-encompassing Love.

Laitos continued to speak about the concept of Love. Laitos said we wish you to understand the simplicity in which we come, for we do not have a complex story to tell, so we speak one word, and that is Love since the original Thought that created all that there is, is Love, and this simple and consuming fire is the fire of creation, of transformation, and of infinity, for there is no end to Love, so you may think of Love in many ways, for there are many words for Love in many languages, and many different words have been used by your people to attempt to express the plenitude of the original Thought, for Love is all that there is. Laitos continued by saying

We are not only your brothers and sisters, we and you are one, for we are Love, so look into the face of the one next to you, and you are seeing Love, but perhaps the mirror has been distorted, and the face next to yours does not know that it is a face of Love, but there is no consciousness that is not Love because there is a consciousness that touches each of you, and one word for it is “Christ Consciousness,” and another word is Love, so you may feel it as the touch of a loved one, and you cannot flee from Love or be separated from Love, for you are Love that is closer to you than your body, and each breath is farther from your being than is Love, and this is what we come to share, for we of the Confederation in service to the infinite Creator have one desire: to serve you by offering you the only information that is worthwhile, so we will answer any question that you may have, but the truth is that all questions dissolve into a dying fall as they reach the ocean of infinite and all-encompassing Love. On August 14, 1983, Latwii described the nature of all-encompassing Love:

We are with each in meditation upon request and are most honored to be able to blend our vibrations at any time our presence is requested. We leave you now, my friends, in the all-encompassing Love, and the clear shining Light of the one infinite Creator which resides in each portion of your being and within all creation. We rejoice with you in the truth of our unity. Our blessings and peace be with you. We are known to you as those of Latwii

I would at this time pause and move among you. If you wish to feel our presence, please request it mentally and we will work with each of you. After a pause, my impatient sister will be glad to answer your questions. I am Laitos.

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii. I am very glad to be with you. We are stepping our energy down as usual. We keep forgetting about this instrument. Please be patient. That is better. It is a great privilege to be able to speak with each of you, and we were not in truth so impatient because we were enjoying Laitos. Also, because we feel that men’s lib is important we should add that there is a woman and a man here, and we are working together so that he should not be talking about sisters without mentioning brothers.

We of Latwii greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. It is a wonderful thing to be able to share this meditation with you and to let each of you feel a bit of the Light that we dwell in. We very much enjoy your vibration also. We come to offer ourselves in case you may have a question or two. Does anyone have a question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. There are two in the room who would like to ask questions, but they are somewhat shy. We would urge them to voice their questions or perhaps frame them more carefully mentally as we will be answering all night if we attempt to answer the general questions that are in your minds at this time. It would aid the group in general if you could voice them aloud. We would greatly appreciate it. Otherwise, we will have to take a flyer in general and hope to hit the main points.

Do you wish, my brothers, to ask a specific question at this time?

C: I have a question. I’m curious about what it’s like where you live and your relation to your environment. The people of the planet Earth have abused the Earth a lot, and a lot of us are concerned—don’t abuse it and try to love the Earth—and I just wonder what… if your planet, if you have to deal at all with abuse of your environment?

Latwii: I understand, my sister. Because we are answering you, we give you a different answer than others of the Confederation. Please understand that some of our members come from very different vibrations. Our situation is, however, as follows. We are our environment. We are a sun body as a community. The body of the sun being the male population of our sphere, the beams being what some call photon energy and what others call angelic energy. Thus, we live in a Light vibration and form our environment, which in your terms is a very simple one since our entire society radiates in Light and our, shall we say, families are products of the polarity between the compactness of the Light body and the great receptivity and expansiveness of, what you would perhaps call, a sunbeam. Thus, we perpetuate ourselves in a manner not understood by your scientists and this is true of many of your sun bodies.

Although we are not in your density, in our density what is perceived as heat in your density, does not exist. Unfortunately, beings such as yourself who have come to realize the oneness of being which they share with their planetary sphere, you are in a vibration in which you are encased in a heavy chemical vehicle. You cannot hear the flowers and the trees speak nor understand the song of the wind. And it is not apparent to many of your peoples that each part of the creation of the Creator that exists upon your planet dwells in service. Thus, as you attempt to be of service to the planetary sphere that aided you in living, it is difficult for you to see with calmness and peace the great abuse of others.

C asked: “I’m curious about what it’s like where you live and your relation to your environment.” Latwii began by saying because we are answering you, we give you a different answer than others of the Confederation, so understand that some of our members come from different vibrations, and our situation is that we are our environment, a sun body as a community with the body of the sun being the male population of our sphere, and the beams being angelic energy, so we live in a Light vibration and form our environment which is a simple one since our society radiates in Light and our families are products of the polarity between the compactness of the Light body and the receptivity and expansiveness of a sunbeam, so we perpetuate ourselves in a manner not understood by your scientists, and this is true of many of your sun bodies. Latwii went on to say we are not in your density, for in our density what is perceived as heat in your density does not exist, but beings such as you who realize the oneness of being which they share with their planetary sphere, you are in a vibration in which you live in a heavy chemical vehicle, so you cannot hear the flowers and the trees speak nor understand the song of the wind, and it is not apparent to many of your people that each part of the creation of the Creator that exists upon your planet dwells in service, so as you attempt to be of service to the planetary sphere that aided you in living, it is difficult for you to see with calmness the great abuse of others. On February 28, 1996, Q’uo spoke of the nature of the Light body:

Though there are few instruments within your third-density illusion that could measure any physical qualities of the Light body of fifth density there would be, to the most sensitive, some small register of that which could be called matter, or could be called energy within a field.

However, the Light body is indeed constructed of that which is Light and can be manipulated in any fashion that an entity of fifth density or above desires, for it is the ability of Light to be formed in such and such a fashion that allows the creation to exist, and as an entity moves into more and more harmony with the unity of all creation there comes the ability to be co-Creator and to move into the Light, and become the Light, and form the Light as the will directs.

However, my sister, that’s the third density for you. That’s, unfortunately, the way it is. People will, because of a lack of ability to feel the connections between their body and their minds, their minds and the Earth, their minds and the minds of each other and so forth, you will see abuses going on of all types. People abusing their own body by feeding them improperly, people abusing the Earth by using it improperly, people abusing each other by failing to see clearly the face of Love in each entity.

So be it, my sister, that you yourself do what you can, feel what you can, love as best you can, is a great deal in the third density. To do this is to exceed understanding and move into the area of Love. To do this is an exercise in what you may call faith, for in an environment where not everyone lives in this wise, this becomes a matter of choice. Thus, you have your choice, you have your understanding, you have your lesson, and the rest of the world must have its also. To deal with your own is truly your service.

Latwii went on to say that’s the third density, and that’s the way it is, and people will, because of a lack of ability to feel the connections between their body and their minds, their minds and the Earth, their minds and the minds of each other, see abuses of all types going on such as people abusing their own body by feeding them improperly, people abusing the Earth by using it improperly, people abusing each other by failing to see clearly the face of Love in each entity. Latwii continued by saying, so do what you can, feel what you can, love as best you can because this is a great deal in the third density, for to do this is to exceed understanding and move into the area of Love, and this is an exercise in faith, for in an environment where not everyone lives in this way, this becomes a matter of choice, so you have your choice, your understanding, your lesson, and the rest of the world must have its also, and to deal with your own is truly your service. On March 29, 1981, Hatonn described the many ways we may partake in a matter of choice:

Yes, my friends, it is very simple, this thing which you call life. It is simply a matter of choice. A matter of knowing which direction you wish to point your life. Do you wish to see Love? Do you wish to experience the Love of the Creator? Do you wish to express this Love each moment of your life? Do you wish to experience the fullness and the oneness of the Creator all about you? It is a simple choice. A choice which we of Hatonn hope that we are able to aid you in some small way by the presentation of our variety of a simple message, the message of Love, the message of understanding that all is the Creator; that you are the Creator. That you have the Love of the Creator available each moment, each day of your lives, and this Love may be the energy upon which you draw to express your life in any way. We hope through these simple communications that we are able to share some small spark of this infinite Light and Love which is available at all times to all creatures in the creation of the Creator.

May we answer you further, my sister?

C: No, I don’t think so. Thank you.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

K: Do you have information about the coming conjunction of the planets in our solar system and ways that we [inaudible] or be wise to perhaps steel ourselves…

I am Latwii, and I am sending this instrument probabilities, for you must understand that the only area of which we can be certain is the area of the immediate nowness. The consciousness of each of you upon the planet determines the future, thus we cannot give you certainty. However, the Jupiter Effect, as it has been called by your scientists, promises to be somewhat of a strain for your Earth’s crust. What is unclear to us is the state of your planet prior to this, for as has been the case all too often in the past few months, it is not clear to us whether or not your people are attempting to alter certain configurations of your planet due to nuclear war.

The Jupiter Effect has nothing on nuclear war. Thus, we are, as always, asking each of you to remember in your meditation the cause of peace and to offer up your own visualization of a world at peace. The danger, you understand, does not seem to be immediate, however there are several probabilities that do not look particularly good. As to the 1982 probabilities of Earth changes and your wisdom in, as you say, steeling yourself for them, we may say that whatever you feel to do is correct for you, or as this instrument would say, choose your poison. It is very noteworthy and praiseworthy for those of you who have the feelings to do so to prepare for difficulty, having to do with the transportation of food and other of your merchant services by forming self-sufficient households and communities. This will be helpful to you, not only during this time but into the future for some time, for this area does not look to be an early victim of Earth changes, however it will not last forever and you may simply look to your conscience and your heart for you will be guided to do what you feel is best.

K asked: “Do you have information about the coming conjunction of the planets in our solar system and ways that we [inaudible] or be wise to perhaps steel ourselves…” Latwii began by saying you must understand that the only area of which we can be certain is the area of the present moment, for the consciousness of each of you upon the planet determines the future, and we cannot give you certainty, but the Jupiter Effect promises to be a strain for your Earth’s crust, and what is unclear to us is the state of your planet prior to this, for as has been the case in the past few months, it is not clear to us whether or not your people are attempting to alter certain configurations of your planet due to nuclear war. Then Latwii said the Jupiter Effect has nothing on nuclear war, so we ask you to remember in your meditation the cause of peace and to offer up your own visualization of a world at peace, but the danger does not seem to be immediate, but there are probabilities that do not look good, so as to the 1982 probabilities of Earth changes and your wisdom in preparing yourself for them, we say that whatever you feel to do is correct for you, or as Carla would say, choose your poison, for it is praiseworthy for those of you who have the feelings to do so to prepare for difficulty having to do with the transportation of food and other of your merchant services by forming self-sufficient households and communities because this will be helpful to you, not only during this time but into the future, for this area does not look to be an early victim of Earth changes, but it will not last forever, and you may look to your conscience and your heart, for you will be guided to do what you feel is best. In 33.12, Ra speaks about Earth changes as being random:

Firstly, the planetary catastrophes, as you may call them, are a symptom of the difficult harvest rather than a consciously programmed catalyst for harvest. Thus, we do not concern ourselves with it, for it is random in respect to conscious catalyst such as we may make available.

The second portion is this: the results of the random catalyst of what you call the Earth changes are also random. Thus, we may see probability/possibility vortices going towards positive and negative. However, it will be as it will be. The true opportunities for conscious catalyst are not a function of the Earth changes but of the result of the seniority system of incarnations which at the time of the harvest has placed in incarnation those whose chances of using life experiences to become harvestable are the best.

Some will not feel the need to make preparation to survive and will instead find their survival due to the law which states that no shepherd shall be without his staff. It is those who follow the Kingdom who then have all else added unto them. We would like to encourage you, therefore, not to do one thing or the other, not to homestead or not to homestead, but instead listen to your heart and seek the wisdom of the spirit in meditation. The answers for you have been programmed from your, shall we say, higher self. And you have access to information about your decisions as they occur as it is needed if you but have patience to seek the Creator, to tabernacle with Its presence on a regular basis. Each has free will and you, my brother, are free. Thus, we can only say to you it is quite feasible to prepare for Earth changes and sensible and is certainly a suitable and appropriate action if it is what your heart tells you to do. Wherever you are you will have the opportunity to be of service, and we know that you will find that a blessing.

Latwii continued by saying some will not feel the need to make preparation to survive and will instead find their survival due to the law which states that no shepherd shall be without their staff, and it is those who follow the Kingdom who then have all else added unto them, so we would like to encourage you to homestead or not to homestead, but instead listen to your heart and seek the wisdom of the spirit in meditation, for the answers for you have been programmed from your higher self, and you have access to information about your decisions as they occur as it is needed if you have patience to seek to tabernacle with the Creator’s presence on a regular basis, for each has free will, and you are free, and we can say to you it is feasible to prepare for Earth changes and an appropriate action if it is what your heart tells you to do, for wherever you are you will have the opportunity to be of service, and we know that you will find that a blessing. On October 13, 2019, Q’uo spoke of how we may listen to what our heart tells us to do:

However, if you wish, you may also look within your own heart at the level of the intuitive comprehension of the appropriateness of being of service to others when your heart tells you the moment is right for the sharing of that which is yours to share. Your intuitive nature is that which connects your conscious mind to your unconscious mind, and furthermore, connects you to the greater mind of the racial mind, the planetary mind, and the cosmic mind, so that you are resourcing the deeper levels of intelligence that are yours to call upon in any moment of doubt or possible sharing of that which is yours to share.

May we answer you further, my brother?

K: No, thank you.

Latwii: We thank you also. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. We will speak for a short time, winging it, as it were, and attempting to touch on the basis of an unspoken question which is within this group. When we attempt to speak of who we are, it is a confusing thing, for we are in fact a vibration communicating through the mind of this instrument. We are, in your density, quite insubstantial. To attempt to give you our origin is very impractical and would be an occasion for general hilarity among this group due to this instrument’s total lack of geographical sense. We do not lay any emphasis upon who we are but ask you only to consider us as messengers bringing certain information for your consideration and discrimination, urging you always to use your powers of discrimination to take that which we say which may be of use and to toss away the rest without a second thought. We are not infallible. We are your brothers and sisters. We see a bit further than you do. We are somewhat more displaced from, as this instrument would say, some of the more difficult games that your people are involved in. We are not bound by so many restrictions, but we are brothers and sisters because we share consciousness and that, my friends, is a gift of the One Who is All. We as a Confederation have been with you for many thousands of years. We have attempted to serve you, protect you and to nurture you. There are special reasons for our being here at this time which the questioner already knows, but our relationship to all that our brother has learned is very simple. We are not…

Now Latwii was speaking to an unasked question about the nature of their being. Latwii began by saying when we attempt to speak of who we are, it is a confusing thing, for we are a vibration communicating through the mind of Carla, and we are, in your density, quite insubstantial, so to give you our origin is impractical and would be an occasion for hilarity among this group due to Carla’s lack of geographical sense, for we do not lay any emphasis upon who we are but ask you to consider us as messengers bringing information for your consideration, urging you to use your powers of discrimination to take that which we say which may be of use and to toss away the rest without a second thought, for we are not infallible, and we are your brothers and sisters, but we see a bit further than you do, so we are more displaced from some of the difficult games that your people are involved in, but we are not bound by many restrictions, for we are brothers and sisters because we share consciousness, and that is a gift of the One Who is All, so we as a Confederation have been with you for many thousands of years, and we have attempted to serve you and to nurture you, for there are special reasons for our being here at this time which the questioner already knows, but our relationship to all that our brother has learned is simple. On February 16, 1986, Latwii reminded us that they are our brothers and sisters:

We hope that you will remember that we are but your brothers and sisters upon the same journey which you find yourselves and are most fallible as well. Take that which has value in your own seeking and leave that which we have spoken which does not ring true. We thank you for allowing us to join you this evening. We shall look forward with great glee and joy to our future experiences with this group. We are always happy to be called to your midst and rejoice with you in your songs, in your words, and in the love which each brings to the other. We are those of Latwii. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

[Tape ends.]

This morning Elaine, Nili, and I took a tour of my pet cemetery, fish pond, flowers around the pond, Dahlias in the Sun Mandala, the Gazebo, the flowers in the back yard, and the flowers in the Ruins Mound.

This afternoon Elaine and I went to the Yew Dell Gardens outside of Crestwood and enjoyed the many flowers, bushes, trees, the Fairy Garden, the young musicians in the School of Rock, and the amazing stone buildings with beautiful views on all sides of them.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 26

Terror And Change

I am the wind and fire of Spirit, and I greet you in the full consciousness of the Love of Jesus the Christ.

Terror and change sweep across the human scene day after day and year after year. To the eye of the keen observer, it is apparent that the forces called Apocalypse move ever within the divine stew of Earth and Heaven. Each moment, crises of the life and death of the body, mind, and spirit are marching in relentless step. And the tender consciousness filled with the Spirit of Love and reconciliation aches and yearns to heal the ever-flowing waters polluted by negativity.

Turn away from the human scene, seekers of Love and service, and gaze steadily upon the inner desire to know and serve the Lord of all. No one can pray for every hurtful thing which meets the awareness, for sins and errors are numberless. Yet in the turning to silent tabernacling with the highest are all things brought into the environs of Love and peace within the consciousness. Thus, pray not for things, not for results, but for the presence of Christ which will then heal all things.

We leave you within the watchtower of silence and prayer. Peace be with you now and always. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.