The Camelot Journal

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I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Hatonn, Latwii, and Nona channelings come February 26, 1982:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my brothers and sisters, in the Love and the Light of the Creator. My friends, my loved ones, it was with great pleasure that we shared the thoughts with which you opened your sharing, and it is the oneness of all of creation that is the objective toward which you strive. That oneness, my brothers and sisters, is contained within the Love and the Light described in those verses, for the Light of the Creator is that from which all life, all energy, extends, and it is the Love of that Creator that binds all together into a single unity. The individual known to you as Jesus Christ, known to himself as Amira, came to your race, to your planet, many of your years ago. He sought not to found a religion, a dynasty, or a kingdom on Earth but rather to be of service to those who sought to free themselves from the illusion that had begun to bind them so tightly. It may be said that this man was no greater than any other that has walked your planet, for his accomplishment was, in simple terms, to do that which He intended upon entering your density. My brothers, my sisters, was this not the same purpose for which you yourselves entered this density?

The accomplishment of setting oneself a task and striving toward its completion, although significant, does not place one beyond the realm within which the individual functions or has functioned. Rather, it more clearly defines the realm in which others of that race or density may accomplish their own set tasks, and more clearly illuminates the falsehood of accepting one’s supposed limitations. My friends, our purpose is not in saying these things to belittle the accomplishment of an individual, but rather to place it within a perspective, a perspective which we hope will enable you to understand that all of which he attained is within your grasp at this moment. He once said, “All of these things you shall do and more.” Yet, most often it is convenient to ignore such statements as this, for they come uncomfortably close to reminding us of the truth of the understanding within our souls. It is far easier to establish a towering pedestal upon which to place such leaders, such lovers, far beyond our reach and far out of our sight, that we may not be uncomfortably reminded of our potential for attainment.

In this session Hatonn wanted to share with the group the effort that all of us are making to become one with the Love and Light of the Creator. They began by saying it was with great pleasure that we shared the thoughts with which you opened your sharing, and it is the oneness of all of creation that is the objective toward which you strive, and that oneness is contained within the Love and the Light described in those verses, for the Light of the Creator is that from which all life springs, and it is the Love of that Creator that binds all together into a single unity, and Jesus Christ, known to Himself as Amira, came to your planet many years ago, for He sought not to found a religion or a kingdom on Earth but to be of service to those who sought to free themselves from the illusion that had begun to bind them so tightly, so it may be said that He was no greater than any other that has walked your planet, for His accomplishment was to do that which He intended upon entering your density, so was this not the same purpose for which you entered this density? Hatonn went on to say the accomplishment of setting oneself a task and striving toward its completion does not place one beyond the realm within which the individual functions, but it more clearly defines the realm in which others of that race or density may accomplish their own tasks and more clearly illuminates the falsehood of accepting one’s supposed limitations, so our purpose is not in saying these things to belittle the accomplishment of an individual but to place it within a perspective which we hope will enable you to understand that all of which He attained is within your grasp at this moment, for He once said, “All of these things you shall do and more,” yet most often it is convenient to ignore such statements as this, for they come close to reminding us of the truth of the understanding within our souls, for it is easier to establish a towering pedestal upon which to place such leaders beyond our reach and out of our sight, so that we may not be uncomfortably reminded of our potential for attainment. On January 15, 1989, Latwii spoke of how we can obtain the Love and Light of the Creator:

At some point within the progression of incarnation, there comes the time that one may call the harvest or the graduation, for as all courses of study, there is a point at which the entity shall have learned those lessons of Love which it has set about to learn, and shall then progress in the evolution of mind, body, and spirit to those lessons which await beyond the beginning of the learning of the lessons of Love. This harvest or graduation concerns itself with the entity’s ability to welcome the Love and Light of the Creator within the entity’s being in a manner which allows the entity to utilize this Love and Light in a dynamic fashion to further expand its understanding of that great mystery towards which it moves, the nature of the creation, and the nature of the Creator, and the nature of the self.

My friends, the possibility exists at this moment for each of you to destroy the pedestal, to realize that the accomplishments of this man and others like Him who walked your planet are not safely out of reach and unattainable but rather within your grasp, within your attainment, for those individuals are yourselves and their attainment is your own. My friends, have confidence, have faith in yourselves. You are as that scripture stated, yourselves, Sons of God, portions of the Creator, not merely children but each a unit of light within itself. It is elsewhere said within that same book that the Creator formed each of you as a likeness of Itself. If this is true, my friends, then who but yourselves are responsible for what you have created? My friends, the temptation exists to point at others of accomplishment and say, “Yes, I will be like that some day, but not yet.” Be like that today, my friends. I am Hatonn.

Haton continued by saying the possibility exists for each of you to destroy the pedestal, to realize that the accomplishments of this man and others like Him who walked your planet are not safely out of reach and unattainable but rather within your grasp, for those individuals are yourselves and their attainment is your own, so have faith in yourselves, for you are as that scripture stated, portions of the Creator, not merely children but each a unit of Light within itself, and it is also said within that same book that the Creator formed each of you as a likeness of Itself, so if this is true, then who but yourselves are responsible for what you have created? On April 7, 1997, Q’uo said that we should have faith that we are the Creator:

I am Q’uo, and we are most grateful to each for the offering of those questions which have been given to us in Love and in the true desire to know the truth, and we again thank each for the being which each brings into this circle of working, for it is your being which is of inestimable value, though most are unaware of the value or the being, for it is that which is at one’s center of heart, and this is the journey, my friends, to move to the center of the heart, which would seem to be a quick and easy journey. For do you not carry it with you? Oh, but, my friends, this is the infinite journey, for are you not all things, and are you not the one Creator? So, when you seek the heart of Love, you seek the heart of self, and you contain and express the heart of self in ways which even you do not begin to understand. Have faith, my brothers and sisters, for this is a journey that you each are well set upon. There shall be difficulties. There shall be challenges. How else shall you learn that which you do not know? But if you have faith and continue with a strong will, you shall find the heart of yourself and the heart of the one Creator in the same place.

(Unknown channeling)

I am Laitos, and I greet you also in the Love and the Light of that Creator, of which we are all a part. It is our desire, dear friends, to share with you at this time our conditioning vibration that we may be of service in assisting the acquisition of a more effective meditational state. If there are those among you who would desire that we be of service in this manner, simply mentally request our assistance and we will be greatly honored to provide this small service. I am Laitos.

(Unknown channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you impatiently in the Love and the Light of the Creator. My brothers and sisters, now that Hatonn and Laitos have performed their very worthy but time-consuming functions, it is now our turn to be of service, and we might add, to enjoy the pleasure of your company. At his time, we would like to open the floor, so to speak, for any questions, for such is the service that is our honor and privilege to offer, even though our responses may not be as ponderous or dramatic as those of Hatonn.

Are there any questions?

S: I have some questions, but let me say that you are one of my favorite entities, and it’s good to feel your thoughts again after such a break, as I call it, from the last times. To get to my questions. The first one is, Monday night, a week ago, I experienced astral projection, and it was either Monday or Tuesday night of this week I felt like I was in a classroom of some kind, learning things in which I only remembered two things, what I thought were two galaxies, Vale and Cyclops. Could you tell me if I was in a classroom trying to learn something?

I am Latwii. My brother, first we would express our appreciation for the affection that has enabled us to attain placement within your “Top 40,” so to speak. In answer to your question, my brother, if you were to reflect, would it occur to you that you have yet to leave the classroom?

May we answer you further?

S: Well, I understand your analogy that in my life here on Earth I’m here to learn lessons. I’ve always realized this even when I started learning more. But, could I have projected again and gone to a more specialized classroom away from Earth?

I am Latwii. My brother, the area within which you have chosen to invest your energies is the area which will attract fulfillment for your seeking. The experiences you describe are your own interpretation of learning experiences that are assembled or constructed to provide a functional analogy for your own purposes or meditation. It is difficult to ponder the subject of fruit without generating a mental image of one type of fruit or another upon which to focus one’s attention. In a like manner, my brother, as it is your desire for education within this specific area, it is suitable that you should translate your learning experience into symbols that you are familiar with for the purpose of meditation and study.

May we answer you further?

S: Let me ponder that answer, and I may ask for clarification later. My second question is, the Tribunal of Saturn has always fascinated me, and along with the Guardians is there anything you can tell me now that in the past they have been unwilling to reveal to us?

I am Latwii. My brother, we must admit that these subjects fascinate us also, as they are a portion of our learning experience. An amount of difficulty lies in attempting to answer your question, for if you will reflect you will perceive that for you to answer truthfully about ongoing learning experiences within your own density is quite difficult, as it is not often until far later that you begin to develop a glimmer of understanding of what you were doing when you thought you knew what you were doing. The situation for ourselves as participants in our density in our response presents the same problem. It would be very difficult for us to describe to you what we think we’re doing while we’re doing it, for as with yourselves, we have not developed total awareness of our actions and intentions. We are hesitant to offer information about conditions or events upon your own density. First, because we do not desire to establish biases within your perceptions. In addition, you must remember that our so-called predictions are simply evaluations of percentages and therefore always have a reluctance to come true 100% of the time.

On the subject of the Guardians, my brother, we are in all honesty at loss as to where to begin discussing them with one another within our density, for just as it is difficult for those of your density to attain understanding of our own, which is relatively close to your own, we find the Guardians to be quite difficult to understand for ourselves, which may be why we are within our density, and they are within a much higher density. They do seem, we would estimate, to have a much higher level of development than our own. Beyond this, my brother, we can only say that we find great pleasure in studying them and their communications to us, in hopes that we may someday understand what they are trying to tell us.

May we answer you further?

S: No, that answers those pretty well, and I understand what you’re trying to explain. Thank you.

Latwii: We thank you, my brother, and we, in all humility, hope that at some point we will be able to understand what our teachers have been trying to explain to us. Is there another question?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. The silence in the room indicates either that all questions have been answered or that our eloquence has stricken you speechless. Rather than attempt to determine which of the two it is, we will simply accept the compliment and bid you all a loving farewell. My brothers, my sisters, it is the message of all of our brothers and sisters of the Federation that our services are available at any time, at any place; that there is no task or unit of time that is too small to be worth our attention. It is our desire to be of service in our small ways, and we await the honor and privilege of your request for that service. My friends, we bid you Adonai. I am Latwii.

(Carla channeling)

I am Nona. There is present within this group a strong desire for a healing, and we come in the Love and the Light of the Creator in answer to that calling. If there are those desiring to see loved ones blessed with our healing vibration or desire that for themselves, we ask that you offer a brief prayer for that person’s healing, and then picture that person as whole and complete.

[Tape ends.]

This morning I completed Chapter One of The Wisdom of Insecurity by Alan Watts where he talked about: “Salvation only comes through the death of the human form of God, but we cannot cling to our human images of what God is because that blocks our perception of what God can be.” “What religion calls the vision of God is found by giving up any belief in the idea of God.” “We find life meaningful only when we see that it is without purpose and know the mystery of the Universe only when we are convinced that we know nothing about it at all.” That sounds a lot like what Ra said in 16.39: “Understanding is not of this density.”

This afternoon I drove to Mount Sterling, Kentucky to visit my neighbor who is now in a nursing home there. We talked about her son and her grandchildren that are going to gather at her son’s home for Christmas this year, and we talked about the pictures that I showed her of the lights on the Christmas tree in her home across the street from my home and the giant Nandina Bush in her front yard. She really enjoyed the video made of a large buck deer eating birdseed out of the container that I had put down in the parking area in front of my home while I was putting some recyclable mail in the recycle bin that was also at the other end of the parking area.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 19

Open To The Spirit

I am of the principle of unconditional Love, and I greet you in the name and the peace of Jesus Christ.

“Without Me you can do nothing.” You have heard these words many times. They are not words to be taken literally. Think of the sentence, “Without Love one can do nothing,” and realize that you are here at this blessed time of darkness, pregnant with your soul just as the earth, so bleak and bare seemingly, is pregnant within with all the blossoms and fruits of the harvest to come.

Whatever your spirit is, this is the time for its renewal. This is the time for its swaddling, its nurturing, the keeping of it quietly, confidently and with no need for outer expression.

Allow this young, new sense of self to be open to the Spirit which you call Holy, that you may be renewed, and that the face of the earth may, one person at a time, be changed.

We leave you in the peace of this pregnancy of self. Cherish yourself. Cherish your spirit and rest in peace and love, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Hatonn, Laitos, and Latwii channelings for this session come from February 21, 1982:

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am now with this instrument. Tonight, we were enjoying the sounds of your laughter, but will refrain from attempting to indulge in joke-telling, for we feel we are too long out of practice to be able to adequately bandy about your puns.

Tonight, we wish to speak a few words about compassion, feelings that you experience in regard to your fellow entities, your planet. In your illusion, my friends, you are constantly faced with choices, and each affect, not only you, but also indirectly or sometimes directly affects those around you. These choices, as you develop, may at times seem very clear and shall be easy for you to do that which will aid you the most in your journey, but in your illusion few things are simple. Your illusion is such that in no case can the line clearly be drawn between serving of others, the serving of the self.

My friends, each of you must flow; each of you must act in the way that you deem most appropriate. In your illusion you become intertwined closely with various other entities in relationships, just friendship, family, ties that you call blood ties, connections that intertwine, that complicate each and every decision made, with relationships always being connected by choices. The choice is made with these relationships weighing very heavily upon the decision. You will find that you will tend to take relationships, bring them ever increasingly into your choices as you slowly progress in your journey as they are brought ever closer, the bonds strengthen and the ways in which you view these is ever more with a more focused Love.

These entities, as you grow you may find that they take place … as you think and act first for them instead of first for you. As you continue to grow, this Love/compassion will extend beyond your immediate relationships and reach further and further to others on your planet. Few begin to place all others first in their choices, as you see it how they should be made. My friends, the choices are hard, but through meditation you may find your mind so much clearer and the choices perhaps a little easier. No one but you may make your decision. The choice is always yours; no matter what acts upon you, you choose. We are known to you as Hatonn, and we are always grateful to be able to speak a few humble words to you to aid in what ways we can. We can no more make your decisions than can any other catalyst you may encounter. We hope that through our few humble words Love and Light may serve you in your journey. We say this to emphasize that we do not, in your words, make decisions for you. Remember always choice, the decisions are yours.

We would, at this time, transfer this contact to another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am now with this instrument. We would continue briefly. My friends, there are many lonely people who do not believe that each person has a free choice of action at each moment in their life. The philosophy of such among your people is that first the parents instruct and must be obeyed, then society instructs and codes of social behavior must be followed, then, perhaps at some point, there is a marriage and the mate requires certain behavior and responsibilities ensue because children are forthcoming, and there are behaviors which are the responsibility of parents, and so from birth to death some people feel there is no freedom, but only a sometimes happy and sometimes dreary round of fitting in, doing your duty, and remaining within the law. On the other side of the scale, my friends, there are those among your peoples who have listened to their inner voices and who say, and quite rightly, “All that I need to know is already within me. I do not need experience. Why should I accept sometimes being happy and sometimes sad and always involved with others who certainly seem to cause complications when I already know all that there is to know, when I am already aware of Love, when I already feel the Light of the Creator governing my footsteps? With my inner voice to guide me, what need have I for further experience in the outer world?”

Between these two systems of thought, my friends, there lies, as we have said, choices, a lifetime full. Those who believe that they are not free to make choices are lazy. Any number of clever statements can be made concerning such things as a prison, times wherein there is no choice as to the location of your physical vehicle, situations in which it would seem obvious that an action must be followed, but, my friends, the essence of choice is the use of the mind to discriminate between that which is worthy, true and beautiful in one’s immediate environment and that which is not. There is no situation so limiting that you do not have full choice over your own mind, your own attitude, your own ability to radiate the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator.

In this session Hatonn wanted to talk about being able to make choices. They began by saying there are people who do not believe that each person has a free choice of action at each moment in their life, and the philosophy of your people is that the parents instruct and must be obeyed, so then society instructs, and codes of social behavior must be followed, yet at some point there is a marriage, and the mate requires certain behavior, and responsibilities ensue because children are forthcoming, for there are behaviors which are the responsibility of parents, and so from birth to death some people feel there is no freedom but only a sometimes happy and sometimes dreary round of fitting in, doing your duty, and remaining within the law, but on the other side of the scale there are those among your people who have listened to their inner voices and who say: “All that I need to know is already within me. I do not need experience. Why should I accept sometimes being happy and sometimes sad and always involved with others who certainly seem to cause complications when I already know all that there is to know, when I am already aware of Love, when I already feel the Light of the Creator governing my footsteps? With my inner voice to guide me, what need have I for further experience in the outer world?” Hatonn went on to say between these two systems of thought there lies a lifetime full of choices, and those who believe that they are not free to make choices are lazy, so any number of statements can be made concerning times where there is no choice as to the location of your body and situations in which it seems obvious that an action must be followed, but the essence of choice is the use of the mind to discriminate between that which is true and beautiful in one’s environment, and that which is not, so there is no situation so limiting that you do not have full choice over your mind and your ability to radiate the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. On October 19, 2021, Q’uo spoke of our ability to radiate the Love & the Light of the infinite Creator:

Such communications with the One are unique to each. The will to find this focus, this single pointed focus, is also enhanced in its functioning by an equal amount of faith that such a process can indeed put one into a state of consciousness that is likened to the facet of the Creator’s gem or jewel so that you begin to radiate the Love and Light of the One Creator to all those about you, whether in the meditative state or in the conscious state. For you are awakening within yourself the capacity to encompass a larger and larger portion of the totality of infinity that is the Creator, as you were able to focus your attention inwardly in meditation with the desire to become one with the Creator.

To address those whom, far from feeling pent in by a society which seems to predetermine their destinies, feel instead that they have no need for experience, we can only suggest to each of you that you look back over a significant time period of your past, as you have experienced it in this lifetime. Are you indeed the same person that you were? Have not the choices that you have made, one by one, added up to a transformed person that sits in meditation in this domicile this evening with this group of people? Not some other group, not some other activity, not some other message. No matter that the universe is potentially complete within you. You must choose to know yourself, and there are so many things that you cannot know without experience. In happy times and in sad you know yourself better and better, and if you use the powers of your mind to determine what you have learned from the happy times and the sad ones, you will became more and more able, as a person, to, shall we say, stand upon your own two feet, within yourself surer, but able also to offer yourself to those about you as a listener, as an understander and as one who is seeking to be of aid.

Your first aid, my friends, is to yourself, so that you may be a person capable of aiding others. This aid is to know yourself, not to know what other people think of you; not to know what society expects of you; not to know what is legal, but to know what you think, what you feel and who you are. To suggest that you put into action, without discrimination, all those things that you are would be foolish, for, my friends, each entity has a light side and a dark one. To know yourself is the important thing, to know, to accept, and to Love yourself, that which you consider good, that which you consider bad, is to become ready to know, to love and to accept others. As always, we suggest the regular period of meditation, in order that those things which are too deep for conscious thought within yourself may be contacted and used, for you have a vast storehouse within you which will be of great aid as you seek the light of the infinite Creator.

Hatonn continued by saying to address those who, far from feeling restrained by a society which seems to predetermine their destinies, feel instead that they have no need for experience, so we suggest to each of you that you look back over a significant time period of your past, and: “are you the same person that you were? Have not the choices that you have made, one by one, added up to a transformed person that sits in meditation in this domicile this evening with this group of people? Not some other group, not some other activity, not some other message?” Then Hatonn said it does not matter that the universe is complete within you, for you must choose to know yourself, and there are so many things that you cannot know without experience, so in happy times and in sad you know yourself better, and if you use the powers of your mind to determine what you have learned from the happy times and the sad ones, you will become more able to stand upon your two feet but able also to offer yourself to those about you as a listener and as one who is seeking to be of aid. Now Hatonn said your first aid is to yourself, so that you may be a person capable of aiding others, and this aid is to know yourself, to know what you think, what you feel, and who you are, but to suggest that you put into action, without discrimination, all those things that you are would be foolish, for each entity has a light side and a dark one, and the important thing is to know, to accept, and to Love yourself, and that which you consider good or bad is to become ready to know, to love and to accept others, so we suggest regular periods of meditation in order that those things which are too deep for conscious thought within yourself may be contacted and used, for you have a vast storehouse within you which will be of great aid as you seek the Light of the infinite Creator. On January 4, 2020, Q’uo spoke of how we can seek the Light and Love of the Creator:

As the seeker desires certain aspects or manifestations of that which it feels it needs within this process of seeking, and proceeding along its own spiritual path, it is well to keep in perspective that which is desired, so that that desire does not become greater than the overall desire to seek the Light and the Love of the One Infinite Creator within all beings and within all experiences.

Thusly, if this perspective can be maintained by the seeker of truth, it does no harm to ask for certain supplements or instruments, or evidence of aid to the seeker. However, this is most salient that the seeker of truth seek first, as you might say, the Kingdom of Heaven, that all else will be added unto it.

At this time, we would pause so that our brothers and sisters of Laitos and we might move among you, offering to each our vibration, that you may feel our presence in a gentle manner, and if you wish, strengthen your own meditative state. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. I am Hatonn, and I thank you for your patience. We of the Confederation have begun working with many of those present, and we greatly welcome each opportunity to touch their vibrations in a meeting such as this one. We would close now through another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am once again with this instrument. We had experienced difficulty earlier in establishing contact with this instrument, and we were attempting to strengthen contact this time. We now feel that contact has been improved and is more easily recognizable to this instrument. We shall now leave this group so that our brothers and sisters of Latwii may serve you by attempting to answer any questions you may have. We are Hatonn. Adonai, my friends.

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii. I am with you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator, and I am once again in the position of having to speak through this instrument in order to break up a little party going on up here between two of the instruments in the room who are playing a game which they call Alphonse and Gaston. My friends, each of these instruments is crackerjack. We would be happy to speak through either. Perhaps they should get together and decide whether one of them will actually allow us to speak, or whether we should just go home.

I am Latwii and will again attempt to contact somebody who can answer questions. I thank this instrument for allowing us to ring her chime, however briefly.

(L channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my brothers and sisters, in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. Now that we have the opportunity to express a few words to those present, we would gladly offer to attempt the service of answering questions.

[Side one of tape ends.]

(L channeling)

I am Latwii. Are there any questions that we may attempt to feel, so to speak?

M: If nobody has one, I have one for you, Latwii. Would you address the polarization or depolarization potential of taking another entity’s life?

I am Latwii. I am aware of your question. My brother, we are surprised at this question, merely because we had assumed that your earlier conversation had managed to cover nearly every conceivable detail and variation upon that subject. If we may be allowed the pun, we had assumed that the concept of putting an other self into the ground had already been run into the ground.

M: If you’d like to make it brief, that’s fine Latwii.

Latwii: However, my brother, we shall attempt to add whatever commentary we can before the case or grave is closed. My brother, the taking of an other self’s life is a task that, of course, should never be approached feverously, yet at times, if this situation occurs, you will find that you have very little opportunity for philosophical discussion prior to making the decision. We would suggest, my brother, that the same storehouse of information available for the lengthy philosophical discussion is also available for a quick service version of analysis. There is a capacity within each individual to evaluate a situation, not upon the details of the illusion, but rather upon the climate of wisdom and compassion within that same individual. It is not merely a matter of evaluating the details of the external situation, but rather of evaluating the details of your own orientation toward action or inaction. Therefore, my brother, we would simply offer the suggestion that while looking at the situation one should also include a brief effort toward looking at one’s own motivations. More succinctly, let your conscience be your guide.

May we answer further, my brother?

M: No, thank you.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question?

Carla: I have a question. Part of the time I feel very full of faith, and have a very good feeling about life in general and what I’m doing in particular, and this has been true ever since I was born. I can’t remember a time when I didn’t, at least part of the time, have a good deal of faith. At other times I feel very empty and full of doubts as to whether my life is worth anything or the work that I’m doing is valuable due to a strong desire to carry on, based on the observation that people who don’t are usually even more unhappy than ones who do. I continue, for the most part, acting as if the things that I believe in part of the time, I believed in all the time, and the actions that I do with a full heart part of the time, I’m doing with a full heart all the time. What’s the relative value of those things done with a full heart and with no effort, and things done when I really almost feel like I’m being a hypocrite, because I’m simply trying when I don’t feel—when I have doubts?

I am Latwii. I am aware of your question. My sister, what would be the relative value of the individual who, upon finding an injured stranger abandoned on the road, chose reluctantly to attempt to save the life, as compared to that individual who found value in spending the waking hours of their day patrolling the roads attempting to locate someone who needed saving? Again, my sister, we would reflect back to you the concept of the state of mind with which the effort is attempted, rather than the value of the effort itself. The accomplishment of expressing care, of offering compassionate attention when one might prefer to be involved in other pursuits, is difficult, yet the fact that the challenge exists of attempting these efforts as a service to others when one might prefer a more pleasurable occupation is indicative of the dedication toward service necessary to attain polarization.

Those efforts which come easily are the result of the accumulation of past efforts which came with much more difficulty. Those efforts which come with difficulty are the initial steps of a journey that will come more easily as time passes. Do not be dismayed by suspicions of hypocrisy within yourself, rather, be attentive to the fact that your presence on this plane is due to a need to complete your polarization so as to attempt the next density. If all came with ease, my sister, we would suggest that you, perhaps, had misplaced your density.

May we answer you further?

Carla: No, thank you. That was most clarifying.

Latwii: Is there another question?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. As there seem to be no more questions in the offing, so to speak, we shall ourselves be offing. We leave you, my brothers and sisters, embraced in our Love. Know that we are available to you upon request, and desire to be of service whenever we may be so. We leave you now. I am Latwii.

This morning I began reading Chapter One of The Wisdom of Insecurity by Alan Watts. The topics that were discussed included: “Our life is full of pain, so we have an eternal life to look forward to after death.” “Science has taken the place of religion and spirituality for the time being.” “This age is one of anxiety, agitation, and addiction to “dope” which is a high standard of living, sights, sounds, and thrills that must be paid for by having boring jobs and supporting a family ad infinitum.” “There are two alternatives to this problem, and the first one is to live, and act, and have faith that there is a God, and eternal life, and opening our mind to truth without any preconceived ideas as to what God and eternal life are. The second one is to grimly face that life is a tale told by an idiot and let science and technology serve us on our journey from nothing into nothing.

This afternoon I went outside and used Huff and Puff to blow the leaves in my front yard and the area on the other side of the driveway into a pile. Then I put the leaves into two garbage cans for yard waste pickup next week.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 18

The Weather Of Your Journey

I am the Spirit of the living Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of that Love.

How easy it is to gaze upon the face of your existence and find difficulties and disharmonies. What is not generally known is that it is just as satisfactory to appreciate the beauty around one. The deeper point that we are trying to make is that daily bread is a modest request, yet of the most deeply intuitive and magical substance that can be given to humankind.

With the mind centered and resting in a place of peace and power, confidence, and trust, that person need not experience traumas in the same way as an excitable person. Look at the day outside. Some skies are sunny and some a beautiful pearl gray of winter days without storms.

Whatever your environment, you are there as a kind of pilgrim or missionary, ready to help those around you and of a substance entirely your own, as you have begun to find your authentic self.

We wish you a persistent and strong heart and a will that does not stop to move ahead with this pilgrimage of the learnings of the Spirit. We hope you may ask us to be with you.

We are those who come to you in the name of Love and of Light. Adonai.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings come from February 14, 1982:

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am with this instrument. We greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. Tonight, we will speak but briefly. We of Hatonn wish to express our gratitude at being allowed to be a part of this group for what has been in your terms a long time. We feel as much a pupil as do all in this group, for through this group we have also learned and have been aided in our journey. So, we wish to say thanks to you and hope that we may continue to be with you.

On your planet the season you call spring is at hand. As your weather begins to change, and as the warmth begins to return, a new cycle is about to begin. New growth will stretch and reach for the Light, will bask in the warmth [inaudible] will be nurtured and will fulfill its purpose. My friends, you are reaching, stretching, ever attempting to expose more and more [inaudible] to the Light, to the Love of the Creator. In this illusion in which you are now a part, you are slowly, steadily, fulfilling your purpose, attempting to be a part of the whole. You, as you become more and more aware of the Love that is within, without, and that is you, blossoming, growing, fulfilling, as you are nurtured by the Light the radiance of yourself shines increasingly brighter. You cannot hide it, for it is part of you, and it is there for others to see whether they can appreciate it or not, whether they will become like it or seek to ignore or destroy, the Light that is you shines.

That Light, my friends, is most beautiful to us. We are most joyful in being able to see this Light grow. We hope that this Light, if seen by others, may awaken them and enable them to fulfill their purposes. We ask not for you to make yourselves conspicuous, as do so many who would preach to others but attempt to drag them along and into their particular way of growth, but we hope that each, by example, may start a small spark in others, that they may come to know the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. We ask, and we hope that you will not flash in front of people, but merely allow the Love and Light that is you to shine so that others may see and deal with as is their way.

We would now like to transfer this contact to another. We are Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you once again in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. We would continue through this instrument. My friends, in expressing our gratitude for being able to share with you in your meditations over a period of what you call your time, we are expressing appreciation of something which has a fundamental function in the spiritual life. Picture, if you will, the creation of our planetary sphere that surrounds you, in some parts towers above you, curves away from you in the far distance, out of eyeshot finally. The creatures of that Creation are in many cases so totally interconnected physically that there is no misunderstanding possible of the fundamental truth of unity. The Mother, the nurturer, the Earth itself bears the fruit that supports the life, and the creatures of that creation are aware of this, and do not question it. They know that they are a part of one creation and a piece of one unity.

Creatures, such as yourselves, my friends, have reared up on their hind legs and have walked away from the mother, that is, the symbol of a kind of unity that is nurtured. It does not often occur to your people that you all could indeed be a part of one being, particles of one Creation, and yet, my friends, just as the roots of trees intertwine and touch in their search for Light, so do all the creatures of your world touch each other. The air circulates among you, the earth is under your feet, even in your domicile, my friends, each of you rests upon some chair, a sitting place, which touches the floor, that touches the next sitting place. The air touches all of you. These words, that this instrument offers itself that we may speak, come to each of you. You are one, my friends, and that is the fundamental function of meetings such as this. We do not suggest that you are in any way better than anyone, for you are everyone.

In this session Hatonn wanted to speak about our relationship to the creatures within the Creation. They began by saying in expressing our gratitude for being able to share in your meditations over a period time, we are expressing appreciation of something which has a fundamental function in the spiritual life, so picture the creation of the planetary sphere that surrounds you and curves away from you, and the creatures of the Creation are in many cases totally interconnected physically that there is no misunderstanding possible of the fundamental truth of unity, for the Mother, the nurturer, bears the fruit that supports the life, and the creatures of that creation are aware of this, and do not question it because they know they are a part of one creation and a piece of one unity. Then Hatonn said Creatures, such as yourselves, have reared up on their hind legs and have walked away from the mother, that is, the symbol of a kind of unity that is nurtured, but it does not often occur to your people that you all could be a particles of one Creation, and just as the roots of trees intertwine and touch in their search for Light, so do all the creatures of your world touch each other, for the air circulates among you, and the earth is under your feet,  so even in your home each of you rests upon some chair which touches the floor, and the air touches all of you, and these words, that Carla offers that we may speak, come to each of you, for you are one, and that is the fundamental function of meetings such as this, but we do not suggest that you are in any way better than anyone, for you are everyone. On April 3, 1983, Latwii said that we all are one:

As you are one, so you see the Creator. As the Creator sees, It sees Itself in many forms and in many situations, each of which allow It to know yet more of Itself. The experience which you now face is that of the Creator. As you find yourself in the center of yourself you will find yourself able to use this experience as the Creator uses it. Rejoice in your beingness. Praise the Creator. Know that though you inhabit an illusion within an illusion, you are one with all. You are the Creator, and all is well.

However, my friends, each of you has made a simple, but sometimes devastating choice and that is to pursue the path of spiritual seeking. Although it is an adventure, it is one which often causes one to feel immensely alone. Each of you, hearing these words, is now seated in a domicile with a group of like-minded seekers. It matters not what you say or do not say, whether you are jocular, or serious, or silent. What matters, my friends, is that just as the floor and the chairs and the air physically touch all of you together, so your seeking allows you to feel the touch [inaudible] of all the [inaudible], not a touch of the hand, necessarily, but the touch of caring, of sharing, of daring the determination, and of a kind of honor which is not the property of those who yet sleep.

So, my friends, it is so far more to feel that Light within you. Here lies that which in your heart may become a resource. As you move into groups of people who are not necessarily at all of a like mind and to whom it is your desire to be of service, your chief service is to share that Light that you feel at this moment and at those times when your meditations allow you magnificent moments of that feeling of sweetness and unity which occur unexpectedly, as roses in the desert. Here is where your own resources may be brought up, to use this instrument’s phrase, your batteries may be charged, for there are those who will indeed seek to drain you, and it is important for your own maintenance that you have control over this process so that you are never open when you have been completely drained. Fill, then, your batteries with Love and Light, and then know that nothing can come from you, but only through you. Keep these feelings in your heart, and as you attempt to express the manifested Love in your daily life attempt only to be.

Then Hatonn said each of you has made a simple, but sometimes devastating choice, and that is to pursue the path of spiritual seeking, so it is an adventure which causes one to feel alone, but each of you is now seated in a home with a group of like-minded seekers, but it matters not what you say or do not say, whether you are humorous, or serious, or silent, for what matters is that just as the floor, and the chairs, and the air touch all of you, so your seeking allows you to feel the touch [inaudible] of all the [inaudible], not a touch of the hand, but the touch of caring, of daring the determination, and of a kind of honor which is not the property of those who yet sleep. Hatonn went on to say it is far more to feel that Light within you, for here lies that which in your heart may become a resource, and as you move into groups of people who are not all of a like mind, and to whom it is your desire to be of service, your service is to share that Light that you feel at this moment and at those times when your meditations allow you moments of that feeling of sweetness and unity which occur unexpectedly, so here is where your own resources may be brought up so your batteries may be charged, for there are those who will seek to drain you, and it is important for your own maintenance that you have control over this process so that you are never open when you have been completely drained, so fill your batteries with Love and Light, and then know that nothing can come from you, but only through you, and keep these feelings in your heart, and as you attempt to express the manifested Love in your daily life attempt only to be. On February 22, 1976, Hatonn said that Love and Light can only come through us:

You make a great deal of difference. It may not seem so on this plane, yet it is indeed so. That which you do is all-important, not only to you but to the planetary vibration. We come back so often to meditation, and it is because the Light which you are seeking to show, that Light of true Love, cannot come from you, but through you. Only through you, my brothers and sisters, pouring through you like the sun pours down into the tree, so that the tree may yield its fruit up, so that all may eat of its substance. The fruit of your tree is not a physical thing, for you have a high emotional, and mental, and spiritual ability, and that which you can offer is within these realms. But remember that you are, indeed, a tree, and that you can be pruned. And that if you allow the sunlight to develop you, all that pass may take the fruit from your boughs.

We could speak to a far greater extent upon this subject, however, for the present, we shall close. Again, my friends, we thank you. We wish you the peace of your path, in the company of those who are seeking to know how to Love.

I am Hatonn. We leave you in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii. I am with this instrument, and I also greet you in the Love and Light. It is a privilege to speak through this instrument as we do not often do so since this instrument does not use question and answer format. We, however, wish to use this instrument in order to comment on the hilarious conversation that three of the instruments present are having at this time. Each of them is saying, “Why don’t you go to someone else?” We have been playing round-robin up here for the last several of your what you call minutes ,and we would be glad to keep doing so except that no one can hear it except us and therefore we cannot answer any questions. We say to the one known as L, we understand, old boy, you are a little lame-brained tonight, therefore, we would, if we might have the honor, work with the instrument known as Jim, if he would allow us to enter into the realm of his energy centers, rather than asking us to try L. I will now leave this instrument. It has been a joy to speak through her. I am Latwii.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I am with this instrument finally. We greet you all in Love and Light and do marvel at the ease of moving through a door which has been opened. We especially enjoy evenings such as this, for is it not variety which is the spice of every life? And now for the main course, so to speak. May we answer queries at this time?

L: I have a question, please, in reference to my lame-brainedness. I seem to be having a lot of trouble maintaining concentration tonight. Have you any advice to offer or explanation of what might possibly be causing it?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. In this regard may we say quite simply that when a portion of the physical vehicle is what you might call injured, it is much more difficult to place the concentration at a, shall we say, constant state or a steady state, for there is the natural concern of the body complex for a portion of its being and as your mind, body, and spirit are intertwined in quite close fashion, it is only logical to assume that when one part has been injured, there is the taking away of, shall we say, energy and concentration from the whole, so that that part might be healed.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: Yes. I recently had some trouble in the area of my throat. Considering the proximity of one of the chakras to that area, is there a connection between the physical ailment I’ve been experiencing and that chakra?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. In this regard we find we are unable to speak specifically, for indeed there is a connection between these phenomena. We are sure the one known as Carla would appreciate this correction.

Carla: Thank you, Latwii.

Latwii: We continue by saying that there is a connection which is relevant to the current growth of your being. This connection is most beneficially sought for and discovered within your own meditative seeking. We cannot infringe by describing its nature, for that would be to, shall we say, rob the prize from you.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: No, and I thank you very much for your assistance.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you as well. Is there another question at this time?

M: Yes, Latwii, something that may be of interest to our readership. You talked about the new cycle is beginning soon. Can you give us some idea of what soon is?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. We of Latwii are unable, as is each of the Confederation, to specifically delineate time frames. Firstly, we are unable because we cannot compute correctly the frame of time that will elapse between the present and, shall we say, the heart of the beginning of the new cycle, for it is already, in some respects, quite well underway and shall be determined in its specificness and completeness by the combined free will choices of each of the entities upon your planet. Even if we were able to determine all the initial, shall we say, parameters we could not give specific information as to its inception or date, shall we say, for such information is not deemed proper or pertinent to the spiritual evolution of entities upon your planet.

To summarize, may we suggest that this cycle has begun and shall continue in intensity for some period of your time as you measure years and decades.

May we answer you further, my brother?

M: No. I think I knew that answer before I asked. It was not a wise question. Next one has to do with material I’ve been reading from back in 1974 and before and concerned as to what changed in the thinking of the Confederation. You talked many, many times about a very broad contact or even a landing that was imminent, and I’m curious as to what’s changed in your way of thinking about that approach of bringing truth to this planet.

I am Latwii, and I am aware of your query, my brother. To this question we may best respond, we feel, by suggesting that the changes have occurred within the instruments and their tuning. To be more specific we may suggest that new instruments or instruments with tuning which are not precisely positive in nature may receive information which is not always accurate or of Confederation origin.

May we answer you further, my brother?

M: Yes. Do I understand you correctly that the Confederation never alluded to a mass landing type contact, and that that was only something that came through the instrument’s own imagination?

I am Latwii and would respond to this query by suggesting that this is partially correct. It is also suggested that telepathic contact with entities of origins other than the Confederation might also have been the source of such information in a few instances in the past of this group.

May we answer you further, my brother?

M: One last question. That topic came up many, many times in the past. Were we routinely in contact with entities that identified themselves as Confederation that were not? Back in ’74?

I am Latwii, and to respond to this query most generally, we may suggest that the concept of a mass landing by Confederation entities has been a concept which has been widely disseminated among your peoples for a great length of time, by entities of both the positive and negative polarities, for some period of your time. Such a contact with your people through the landing of craft has been occurring from both Confederation …

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and am with this instrument once again. To continue our response. This concept of the landing of craft has been widely disseminated for a long period of time as your people measure time. Many landings have occurred, landings originating from the Confederation and from other origins. The concept of a mass landing has never been a strong possibility, as far as Confederation sources are concerned. The telepathic contact with various channels has been somewhat hampered, shall we say, when these instruments are aware of the landings which have occurred and are aware of the messages transmitted by other sources which suggest a mass landing, for the various purposes of teleporting, shall we say, entities off of your planetary surface, of giving technological information, of teaching the spiritual laws, and so forth.

Instruments who have become aware of information from other sources have, in their minds, by their own choice, a distortion toward such information quite frequently which allows sources other than the Confederation to eventually infringe upon the purity of their contact and utilize the information and distortions already present in the mind complex so that further information of this nature might be given. It is possible, therefore, that an entity for a period of time may receive a positive contact, and through its own distortion towards such and such a type of information thereby distort that information and allow an opening to occur within its own instrument for the further description and dissemination of this type of information.

M asked: “Were we routinely in contact with entities that identified themselves as Confederation that were not? Back in ’74?” Latwii replied by saying this concept of the landing of craft has been widely disseminated for a long period of time, and many landings have occurred originating from the Confederation and from other origins, but mass landings have never been a strong possibility as far as Confederation sources are concerned, so the telepathic contact with various channels has been hampered when these instruments are aware of the landings which have occurred and are aware of the messages transmitted by other sources which suggest a mass landing, for the various purposes of teleporting entities off of your planet and giving technological information and teaching spiritual laws. Latwii continued by saying instruments who have become aware of information from other sources have, by their own choice, a distortion toward such information quite frequently which allows sources other than the Confederation to eventually infringe upon the purity of their contact and utilize the information and distortions already present in the mind complex, so that further information of this nature might be given, for it is possible that an entity may receive a positive contact, and through its own distortion towards a certain type of information, distort that information and allow an opening to occur within its own instrument for the further dissemination of this type of information. On November 7, 1982, Latwii spoke of how a positive contact can be tainted by negative entities:

Many entities begin to receive a positive contact of Confederation origin and then attract the temptations of negative entities as a balance. When such entities are unaware of the necessity for maintaining what you have called the tuning in the positive sense and fall prey to the temptations to glorify the self or the organization in any way, then the inroads might be made by the negative entities in polluting the contact. Even when this occurs, the negative entities find it necessary to utilize a major portion of positively-oriented information, putting the twist of service-to-self polarity here and there, so that little by little the positive message becomes tainted and the organization becomes less and less able to share in the service-to-others sense.

When this occurs, it is usually not recognized by the entities to which it has occurred. Therefore, their confusion must be maintained and no clear speaking by entities of the Confederation may be allowed, for the confusion presents the opportunity to grow and such opportunities are treasures for those experiencing the surrounding confusion, and must be preserved for the growth of such entities.

May we answer you further, my brother?

M: No. Thank you, Latwii, for your patience.

I am Latwii. We thank you as well. Is there another question at this time?

L: Latwii, I have a couple of questions I’d like to ask to ensure my understanding of how this whole thing came about. In discussing this subject with a friend recently, I found I had some questions in my mind as to the purpose that you had for UFOs, so I would like to make several statements and have you either agree with them or disagree and correct them if you would. The first is that some, but not all, of the UFO occurrences that have occurred in the past have originated with you and that they were for the purpose of drawing attention to the fact that you do exist. Would you say that is correct?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my brother. We assume that when you use the word “you” that you are referring not only to those known as Latwii, but to the Confederation in general, and we would respond by saying that some contacts of the sighting and encounter of the UFO craft, as your people call them, have been of Confederation origins and have the general purpose of presenting to the people of your planet the concept of mystery which then produces, hopefully, the seeking for the solution to the mystery. In specific cases, entities upon your planet who have such contacts with Confederation craft have such contact for the purpose of awakening within their being a knowledge of information which has been seeded within their mind/body/spirit complex before this incarnation having to do with their own seeking and service to the one Creator.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: Yes. In reference to those you just discussed, what is the necessity of the craft? Why is the craft necessary at all?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. In many cases a craft is not necessary. Many such contacts, shall we say, are made in the state of sleep and dreams and may not even be consciously remembered by the entity contacted. The purpose still is the same: to awaken the one contacted to the purpose of its life and mission as determined by it before this incarnation. In some few cases the entity is contacted by the use of a craft of the UFO description, for it is felt by the entity’s own higher self, shall we say, that such a contact is most beneficial for the awakening of that entity, as each entity is unique, and in some cases the contact by the craft is also utilized for a wider purpose, that being the presentation to your population of the concept of mystery, so that the seeking to its solution might be generated.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: So, would it be correct to say that the use of a physical craft is simply to take advantage of the individual’s or group of individuals’ favorable distortion toward such a craft as opposed to a boat from Shangri-La or something similar?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother, and may respond by saying that, in general, this is correct, although there is no advantage, shall we say, which is taken, but an opportunity which is presented according to the distortions of the entity receiving this opportunity.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: No, that should hold me for a while. I’ll get back with you when I’ve had some time to look at it. Thank you very much for your patience.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you, and look forward to further queries from you. May we answer another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. We have been most honored to join your group this evening. The exchange of Love and Light with each present has given us great joy. We especially enjoy those moments of laughter, for it is not often that we can partake in such levity, shall we say, for those of our vibration have heard all our jokes. We look forward to future gatherings with this group and shall bring our repertoire of bad puns. We leave this group now, rejoicing in Love and in Light. We leave each of you in that Love and that Light, radiating as it does from the one infinite Creator within all beings. We are known to you as Latwii. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning I read the Introduction to The Wisdom of Insecurity by Alan Watts. The main themes were: “Insecurity comes from trying to be secure.” “Our salvation and sanity come from knowing that we have no way to save ourselves.” Then he quoted Lao-tzu: “Those who justify themselves do not convince, and that to know the truth one must get rid of knowledge.” “Nothing is more powerful as emptiness from which men shrink, so we don’t need religion or metaphysics.” And I am waiting for Alan Watts to explain why we don’t need metaphysics.

This afternoon I went outside and discovered the reason that the fountain on the fishpond was not working was that our recent low temperatures had frozen the water in the tube that the fountain flows through, which was what I was hoping the problem was. However, for some reason the fountain was shooting the water off of the rim of the fishpond. The solution to this problem, that finally worked, was to take one of the flat stones that the tube was sitting on off the base stone so that the fountain had to flow through more water and couldn’t bounce off the rim of the fishpond.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 17

Nothing But Darkness

I am the Spirit of the full consciousness of the Love of Jesus Christ. I greet you in the power of that Love.

May all be well with you this day as you realize that only in the Spirit can any meaning be made clear to you, the nature of any obstacle revealed, or the depth of misunderstanding repaired.

The greatest illusion of your illusion is the apparent difference in vision betwixt day and night, for it would seem to suggest that there is as much clear and lucid sunlight to illumine understanding as there is darkness to cover it. Yet there is nothing but darkness in the illusion. The shining Light of truth and peace enter in your inner eyesight only upon request.

Request, then, that Christ be with you, that the Spirit of Christ remain with you always. For how else shall you see into matters too deep for your earthly sun to reach?

We leave you in the mystery of peace, peace unending. May God bless you.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channeling comes from February 7, 1982:

(L channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my brothers and my sisters, in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. My friends, it is with great pleasure that we listen to the gentle sounds of the young child, for we understand its meaning. It shares with you and with us its wonderment at the infusion of Love and Light into your room this night as your spirits join and become one. It is our pleasure, as well, to be both perceivers and participants in this mingling, and for this we offer you our thanks.

We of Hatonn would like at this time to share with you a story, one in which a child is born, lives, and dies in the manner of your density, yet it accomplishes a great deal more than is obvious to those who shared his presence. The child of whom we speak was in no way outstanding, either physically or mentally. The child was of inauspicious parentage, having been raised of poor parents in a small village. When the child reached maturity, he joined himself with a woman for he sought the comfort that this type of companionship could provide. As things progress in your density, the child grew older, fathered children, grew older again, and eventually died. Not a very impressive tale of a life, you might assume, yet the child accomplished, in this brief lifespan, that which he set out to do. The learning which the individual had prescribed for himself prior to this incarnation did occur, and although this individual did not attain great wisdom, did not even obtain the realization of choice between service to self or service to others, still the individual attained that which he set out to do.

My brothers, my sisters, there are many in your world today who are like this child. The lessons toward which you strive exist yet for them far in their future, for as one must learn to walk before one may run, one must first learn to crawl. We would suggest to you, therefore, to be generous in your hearts to your other selves, your other brothers and sisters of this world, for although they have not attained your awareness, although the revelations which you seek and hold so dear are not revealed to them, we urge you to realize that their lessons to them are equally important, that their learning is paid for with as many tears and as much pain as your own.

It is often difficult to extend your love to some who falls within this group, for their confusion seems to abrade their lack of awareness, makes them appear almost another species, a duller, dimmer species, somehow distantly related to your own. My friends, they are not merely your own species, these are your own selves. It is not our desire to chastise, for judgment is not ours, rather it is our desire to encourage, that you may, in perceiving your other selves as such, find your hearts less reluctant to share your love with them. Loving is not always an easy task and on some occasions is poorly rewarded, but what is the reward what you seek? Therefore, we would humbly implore that you extend to yourselves that love which you extend to us.

At this time we desire to speak through another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am with this instrument. We offered this contact to the one known as C, but this entity requested that we move on. Therefore, we shall close through this instrument. We greet you once again in Love and Light.

To feel, my friends, that one is a finer example of the species is to find oneself upon dangerous ground, if we may use that term in a spiritual sense. In your holy work which you call your Bible a great king of Assyria made a request to a great king of Israel, that a great Assyrian might be healed of leprosy. The request was made in a grand and formal manner and the gentleman of importance who had contracted this feared contagion journeyed forth to the land of Israel. The king of Israel was about to turn away this gentleman, but one known as Elisha offered instead to heal this man. “Go forth,” he said to this fine and important man, “and wash yourself in the river seven times.” Now, this man was important. It was not for him to do such a thing, an unimportant act. He expected his healing to have all the grandeur of his person and at first would not go wash. In the end, desiring to be cleansed, he did indeed wash in the river seven times over and emerged cleansed and healed.

Whenever, my friends, you do find yourselves gazing at a brother or a sister and feeling that feeling of distance betwixt you and he or she, know for certain that your feeling of a great height upon which you stand by reason of intellect or knowledge or spirituality will soon become an opportunity for you to experience humility, and when this happens, my friends, greet this experience with as much enthusiasm as you can muster, for it is a valuable way of learning the ways of Love. Before we leave this instrument we would pause and offer our conditioning vibration to each of those in this circle, to all of whom we send our Love. Please request mentally that we be with you, and we shall attempt to make our presence known to you. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and speak once more through this instrument to assure each of you our gratitude for your call to us that we may share our humble thoughts with you. As you go about your daily tasks, know that these feelings which you experience in meditation are with you, are a part of you and are available to you. Let not this beauty fade from your life, for what is there to replace it? We leave this instrument in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. I am Hatonn. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We are most honored to be asked to join your group this evening. It is always a great privilege to blend our vibrations with this group, for we have many memories of the joyful intercourse, shall we say, with this group in the capacity of answering the queries which those present bring as treasures to us. May we at this time ask if there are any questions which we might attempt to answer through this instrument?

M: I have a question for S. She had a spiritual experience recently and needs an answer, if you can help her, on how an individual can react or respond to her kind of spiritual experience.

I am Latwii, and am aware of the query which you ask for your sister. May we say, first of all, that the experiences of what you would call a spiritual nature are most private, and personal, and unique unto each entity. Each entity upon your planet seeks either consciously or unconsciously union with the one Creator and all of Creation. Each entity, by the path it travels, in the beliefs it holds, and the way in which it experiences its life, does create a framework through which each truth shall be revealed unto it. Each entity, therefore, does determine a manner in which it seeks and the manner in which it shall receive that which it seeks.

Therefore, when an entity such as the one known as S experiences that which your people call a spiritual revelation, this entity is experiencing a greater portion of itself, because it has asked to know, to receive, and to be answered in such a way as it has been answered. To speak specifically to this particular experience for this entity would not be, in our humble opinion, a service to this entity, for the greater portion of such a spiritual revelation is the seeking of the meaning of that experience within the heart of the being of the entity experiencing it. For another, such as ourselves, to attempt to reveal unto this entity the meaning of such an experience is to travel that path for the entity, and thus remove for the entity the opportunity of gaining further spiritual strength and understanding that would ensue as a result of this entity attempting to assimilate fully the meaning of this experience. We can only suggest that this entity, and any other in a similar situation, meditate upon the situation preceding the experience, the experience itself, and the results in the experience that follow. In this way we feel we might be of most service to this entity.

M asked: “I have a question for S. She had a spiritual experience recently and needs an answer, if you can help her, on how an individual can react or respond to her kind of spiritual experience.” Latwii replied by saying that the experiences of a spiritual nature are personal and unique for each entity, for each entity upon your planet seeks union either consciously or unconsciously with the one Creator and all of Creation, so each entity, by the path it travels and the way in which it experiences its life, creates a framework through which each truth shall be revealed to it, and each entity determines the manner in which it seeks, and the manner in which it shall receive that which it seeks. Then Latwii said when an entity such as S experiences a spiritual revelation, she is experiencing a greater portion of herself because she has asked to be answered in the way as she has been answered, and to speak to this experience for this entity would not be, in our opinion, a service to her, for the greater portion of a spiritual revelation is seeking the meaning of that experience within the heart of the being of the entity experiencing it, but for us to attempt to reveal to this entity the meaning of such an experience is to travel that path for the entity and remove for the entity the opportunity of gaining further spiritual strength and understanding that would result in this entity attempting to assimilate the meaning of this experience, so we can only suggest that all entities meditate upon the situation preceding the experience itself and the results in the experience that follow, and in this way we feel we might be of most service to this entity. On November 6, 2016, Q’uo spoke of the nature of our spiritual strength:

The struggles you make to go beyond the seeming limitations of yourself are those which make you stronger in the spiritual sense, you see. That is why you are here to gain spiritual strength. A strength that will allow you to penetrate more of the illusion about you here in third density and to share what you have found in the spiritual journey with those you meet on the street, in a friend’s house, at a gathering, wherever. You are beings of Light and conscious seekers of truth. Your Light shines at all times, and you can direct it as you will.

So, as you look upon yourself in the larger sense of your origins, of your destiny, of your choices to be here, you are indeed, beings of infinite worth. I laugh because it is so obvious to us, because we do not see the boundaries that are helpful to you and yet difficult for you, and we understand this. We have sympathy for you; we too, have traveled this trail. It is not easy, but it is valuable, and it is powerful, and it is full of the opportunity to serve, to learn, to Love, to become Light.

May we answer you further, my brother?

M: Just a little. I believe she understands your answer and would have expected that. The problem with meditation is an evil presence she feels as she tries to meditate almost makes her afraid to meditate. She wonders if she should, in fact, meditate at all, if she’s bringing on that type of vibration.

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. In this regard, may we make a simple suggestion to the one known as S, that being that to seek purely the one infinite Creator and to serve the one Creator by serving the other selves that one finds in one’s daily round of activities, is a shield, shall we say, that does provide protection from entities of what you would call a negative nature who would seek to infringe upon the free will of another. To refine this seeking of the one Creator and this service, it may be useful in this instance for this entity to engage in what might be called a fast for purification and protection. This fast is to be of the description which is most beneficial to the entity, the most important ingredient being the dedication of the fast, of whatever nature, to the seeking of the one Creator. This fast is to continue for a period of approximately three days.

During this period, concentrating upon the seeking and the purity is to be recommended. During this period, it might also be helpful to include material of a spiritual nature, of an inspirational nature, to be read by this entity periodically as a reminder for the purpose for which it seeks. At the end of this period of fasting it is suggested that the entity begin a series of what might be called rituals which would consist simply of the shielding of the self in Light to begin the meditation, a prayer of supplication, invoking the presence of the guides of this entity, and invoking the Love, the Light of the one Creator. In this way we feel that this entity might be aided by portions of its own being in the seeking of purity and of service to the one Creator.

May we answer you further, my brother?

M: Thank you for the instructions, Latwii. I’m sure that will be very helpful.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you as well. Is there another question at this time?

L: I’d like to ask a couple of questions if I may. Within the last few months—couple of months—I’ve been receiving some visitations at night from some rather malevolent entities. I’m curious as to who is favoring me with their attention, and why, as far as their choosing this particular time. Is there any information you can give me?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. We may answer in this regard by saying that such instances as those which you experience in your sleeping state may be of many origins. There are those entities, as you have surmised, which are of what you would call a negative nature. That is, they seek to serve their own individuated selves by the gaining of control of some nature over another self. Entities upon your planet who seek to serve the one Creator upon the positive path—that is, the serving of other selves in preference to the serving of the self—in this activity of service do attract unto them, as a function of the balancing nature of all of creation, entities of a negative nature.

The entities of the negative nature are providing a service. They provide, shall we say, a test, a force against which you may move and thereby further express service to other selves. Your response to such an experience is also a service and in remaining steadfast to the positive path of service to others, by sending Love and Light to these entities while in the dream state if possible, and while awake in meditation if not, is a great service, for, my brother, as you know, the Creation and all of its parts are one thing, one being. The Creator shall know Itself in every possible way. There is, as you would say, no right or wrong and in truth there is no polarity, for all, at some point, shall be reconciled through the dance of the densities and the illusions which you experience.

L asked: “I’ve been receiving some visitations at night from some rather malevolent entities. I’m curious as to who is favoring me with their attention, and why, as far as their choosing this particular time. Is there any information you can give me?” Latwii said we may answer by saying that such instances as those which you experience in your sleeping state may be of many origins, and there are entities which are of a negative nature, and they seek to serve themselves by the gaining of control over another self, so entities upon your planet who seek to serve the one Creator upon the positive path in this activity of service attract, as a function of the balancing nature of all of creation, entities of a negative nature. Latwii went on to say the entities of the negative nature are providing a service, a force against which you may move and express service to other selves, so your response to such an experience is also a service and in remaining steadfast to the positive path of service to others by sending Love and Light to these entities while in the dream state if possible, and while awake in meditation if not, is a great service, for as you know, the Creation and all of its parts are one being, for the Creator shall know Itself in every possible way, but there is no right or wrong, and in truth there is no polarity, for all shall be reconciled through the dance of the densities and the illusions which you experience. In 1.7, Ra said that there is no polarity:

In truth there is no right or wrong. There is no polarity, for all will be, as you would say, reconciled at some point in your dance through the mind/body/spirit complex which you amuse yourself by distorting in various ways at this time. This distortion is not in any case necessary. It is chosen by each of you as an alternative to understanding the complete unity of thought which binds all things.

You are not speaking of similar or somewhat like entities or things. You are every thing, every being, every emotion, every event, every situation. You are unity. You are infinity. You are Love/Light, Light/Love. You are. This is the Law of One.

As you become more convinced or confirmed, shall we say, upon the positive path, you shall experience a greater array of experiences in every part of your life. This is simply a signpost, shall we say, that indicates you are ready for further lessons. These lessons may not always be in conformance with that which you would imagine or desire would lie upon the spiritual path, but, my brother, we may suggest that as you travel this path and meet those entities of a negative nature, whether in dreams, visions, thought forms, or in person, the greatest service which you can provide is to envelop these entities in Love and in Light, for they are your other selves just as surely as is any other self.

Latwii went on to say as you become more convinced upon the positive path, you shall experience a greater array of experiences in every part of your life, for this is a signpost which indicates you are ready for further lessons, and these lessons may not be in line with that which you would desire would lie upon the spiritual path, but we suggest that as you travel this path and meet those entities of a negative nature, whether in dreams, visions, or in person, the greatest service which you can provide is to envelop these entities in Love and in Light, for they are your other selves just as surely as is any other self. On December 16, 1990, Q’uo spoke of the nature of negative entities:

We cannot speak with certainly in a case such as this, but we may suggest that when a seeker feels that which you call a trend that seems to be of a negative nature, and that seems to bring one under its influence so that one behaves, or is guided, in manners that are deleterious to the entity’s well-being, that it would be helpful for the entity to evaluate choices that it itself has made at previous points within the incarnational pattern, perhaps moving back as far as the earliest remembered days of the childhood, to see if there might be some programming, some accepted belief that the child welcomed into its being, in all innocence, from a respected other self, and which has become the foundation for those later behaviors which have gathered a kind of momentum, shall we say, and which at some point within the incarnation then begin to seem as if it was of an other source, or outside of the self, and moves the self according to its own design, rather than being a seed which has been sown by the seeker at an early time and which now is full grown within the pattern of the life.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: Yes. On that topic, my understanding of what is being sought by a negatively oriented individual would lead me to assume that the presentation or response of Love and Light to the individual would be less than in tune with their desires, their own service to themselves. How am I assisting them in that manner? I don’t understand that.

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. By sending such an entity Love and Light, you do radiate unto that entity the core of your being as undistorted and clearly as you perceive it. By revealing that which is the heart of your being, you do serve this other self by expressing your nature without reservation, and do accept this other self without reservation, without demand of any kind. This is the perfect expression of the positive polarity path. The acceptance, the forgiveness, and the loving of all other selves no matter what their dance through the illusion, in this way do you express unto the other self of whatever polarity the heart of your being which is Love and acceptance of all, and thereby do you provide catalyst for an other self of a negative polarity to work upon its own perceptions and being.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: Yes. One last question, then I’ll give room for someone else. In previous meetings I had understood that there were certain rituals that could be used to, in effect, exclude the inclusion of unwanted entities into your living space. It’s something I’d considered doing. At the same time, I’m reluctant to because I feel that it would be reducing the amount of service I could do to one of these entities as well as, in effect, giving them the opportunity to concentrate on me instead of bothering somebody else. I realize this is not a decision you can make for me, but I would be interested in hearing any advice you could offer.

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. In this regard we feel we may be of most service by simply referring you to these entities present who have utilized such rituals for this purpose. In this way we feel we might allow the further pursuance of this course of action to take, shall we say, a more natural turn in events.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: No, I thank you for your patience.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you as well. We look forward now to another query which we might attempt to answer through this instrument. Is there another query at this time?

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and would assure each that we are with this instrument once again and are awaiting a further query.

M: How can one best maintain high spiritual and physical energy levels?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. In this regard, may we say that the maintaining of such levels of physical and spiritual nature is that which is the work of, shall we say, the adept, for there are few upon your planet who concern themselves with such matters and are quite content to seek periodically the solution to such problems. In actuality, we would suggest that such matters are of such a simple nature that it almost escapes the sincere seeker, for within simplicity the seeker is usually surprised to find the answers to the questions of a complex nature.

Therefore, we may simply answer you by saying your desire is that which shall assure your maintaining of such levels of energy upon the spiritual, the mental, and the physical complex nature. We could suggest a multitude of exercises, diets, regimens, readings, and other paraphernalia of the spiritual seeker, but we do not feel that specific suggestions such as these are of most service to those who seek upon the spiritual path, for most often such externalities, shall we say, simply dissipate one’s energies, when the simple rekindling of the desire to seek the one Creator on a daily basis, no matter how simple or short, is that which shall assure your treading of the path of the pilgrim, the one who seeks union of all with all and through each experience that is encountered.

May we answer you further, my brother?

M: No, that was very nice, Latwii. Thank you.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful for this opportunity to be of service in this manner. May we answer another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. We are very grateful to be able to experience the silence and the seeking with each in this group. We are aware that there are yet remaining some questions of an unasked nature. We do not feel it proper to answer queries which have not been vocalized. We would, therefore, ask once again if there is a question which we might attempt to answer?

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and am with this instrument once again. We find that the only queries we have been able to elicit at this time are those of the young, for which we have difficulty in the translation. Therefore, we shall at this time thank each present for allowing us to join our vibrations in meditation. It is a great honor and a privilege which we cannot thank you enough for. We are always grateful for such opportunities and look forward with an anxious anticipation for the next opportunity of this joining. We remind each present that a simple request for our presence in meditation is all that is necessary for our joining there. We leave this group now in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. I am Latwii. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning I began reading The Wisdom of Insecurity by Alan Watts because I have recommended it to a friend of mine that has experienced a great deal of difficulties in her life, and when I was in college and expiring my own difficulties this book helped me deal with them. Now I want to read the book again to remind me how it helped me. These are the concepts that I found helpful in the Introduction: “Materialism is an empty promise. We should stay in the present moment. Our ego self should be given up. Life is full of pain. Pleasure can’t cure pain because they are related. And we can awaken beyond fear and then hope into wholeness.”

This afternoon I went outside and used my limb loppers to cut up the small Honeysuckle Bushes that were growing in my Forsythia Hedge behind the garage, and then I put them in a garbage can for yard waste pickup this Thursday.

From Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 16

Must You Deserve The Word?

I am the Spirit of the full consciousness of Love, and I greet you in the name of the Christ.

We pause to await this instrument’s perfect readiness and surrender to the voice of Love which speaks to those who need not deserve such a gift. It is written that Jesus Christ came to save sinners, as if there were within humanity a pristine and spotless category of those who do not sin. We, too, who are of the principle of the Love of Jesus Christ, come only to those who do not deserve to hear our words, for by no means can one earn Love or the consciousness of Love.

Whatever your confusions or distresses, know, each of my children, that the Father has sent a living Redeemer, a living Love and a living Spirit among you, one that does not gauge what each soul has earned, but, rather, observes the place which each soul has made within the heart to grasp and yearn for our words and thoughts.

The concepts of holiness can never be bought with any price except that of surrender to faith, the faith that Love, by means of Love, shall bring each iota of consciousness at last into Love.

Love and peace, then, be with you at this moment and always.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Hatonn and Latwii channelings come from February 4, 1982:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my friends, In the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. We would like, at this time, to confirm that we have been conditioning the one known as S. If the instrument known as S had wished, it would have been possible for this instrument to initiate contact. This is a desirable ability, for there is not always an experienced instrument present during a time when one who wishes to be of service by offering itself as a vocal channel finds the opportunity to share in our thoughts.

We would speak a few words through this instrument before we work with the one known as S, for we sense the lack of some information which may perhaps be of service at this time. This lack is not due to any individual’s efforts, rather, it is due, my friends, to the culture in which you find yourselves experiencing the great patterns of life which you weave day by day. It was intended by the Creator that you might experience your so-called work as a form of meditation and as an experience of Love. It has been many centuries among your people since it was possible for many of your people to profoundly experience the combination of work and Love.

It has been said, “To work is to pray,” and for those lucky enough, shall we say, to have found occupations which enable them to supply themselves with the necessities of survival which also feed the spirit, this is in the deepest sense true. You may find these people working with their hands to make beauty, working with their minds as channels of various forms of Love, working among people in such a way that their very being is of service in a substantial manner. But for so many, my friends, the connection between the daily life and Love, between action and meditation, is not apparent. And in order for you to become able to link in any way the work of empty form which you find yourselves performing and the work which is Love, it is recommended that you begin with the meditation rather than with the work.

Hatonn wanted to describe how we can combine the concepts of our daily work and Love. They began by saying we would speak a few words through Carla before we work with S, for we sense the lack of some information which may be of service at this time, but this lack is not due to any individual’s efforts, but it is due to the culture in which you find yourselves experiencing the patterns of life which you weave day by day, and it was intended by the Creator that you experience your work as a form of meditation and as an experience of Love, so it has been many centuries among your people since it was possible for many of your people to experience the combination of work and Love. Hatonn went on to say it has been said, “To work is to pray,” and for those lucky enough to have found occupations which enable them to supply themselves with the necessities of survival which also feed the spirit, this is in the deepest sense true, and you may find these people working with their hands to make beauty, working with their minds as channels of various forms of Love, working among people in such a way that their very being is of service in a substantial manner, but for so many the connection between the daily life and Love, between action and meditation, is not apparent, and in order for you to become able to link in any way the work of empty form which you find yourselves performing and the work which is Love, it is recommended that you begin with meditation rather than with the work. On December 11, 1994, Q’uo described various forms of Love:

We have only one truth to offer, one thought. All the rest is embellishment and various ways of discussing that thought and its implications. This thought is that which is a Logos, a Thought so creative and so primary that it forms that which is both Creator and created. That one great original Thought is Love. Within the system of organized religion that you call Christianity there are the words, “In the beginning was the Word.” This is the Word of which we speak. That word that created all was and is and shall be Love, yet love as you understand it is most pale and weak compared to that vital Love which both creates and destroys.

Within this Love are all things visible and invisible. Each consciousness listening to these words is a complex which is Love and which manifests in various forms of Love. Many are the distortions of that Love, yet the energy within them, no matter how great the distortion, is that of Love. Often in the attempts to progress either emotionally, mentally, physically, or spiritually various things are attempted, tested, and tried to see whether they be resources or be found wanting. And so, as the seeking soul moves through the moment by moment living out of that Love which is all that there is, many structures are tried within which the experience of living makes more sense.

To move from one consciousness to another is like mounting the great hillside, the bottom of which is vanity, pollution, pettiness, and distraction. In your spirit’s garment you move in consciousness of this lovely hillside. You can feel that your garment, the garment of your spirit, is soiled from all that touches you that you perceive as being unclean, and so you remove the garment and cleanse yourself in the waters which you find falling down the hillside in a lovely waterfall, brilliant with crescents of [inaudible] and iridescent as it sprays the rocks, the moss, and the grass. Leaning into the water, you can begin to see the purity of your true being, and you can cleanse yourself with the waters of the lake. Taking up your fresh garment, a new washed linen, you move onward until you sit at the top of this hillside. The air about you is warm and heavy with the scent of wild flowers: pinks, and roses, and whites, all in profusion about you. And as you settle into meditation, this is your consciousness, this is who you are. All of creation breathes with you and desires to be of service to you, and you in turn offer up the rhythms of your body, your mind, and your spirit in service to this beautiful place you’re in, loving and delighting in its beauty, its purity, and its gentle ever present strength.

Yes, my friends, you come down again into the marketplace where you live the illusion, where your lessons collect. But you bring with you an unsoiled garment, a cleanliness of soul, and a new vision that begins to attempt to see the top of the hillside, beneath the soiled garment of all labor, all conditions, and all relationships. You cannot and never shall function as a great wise one working in the valley. Within yourselves you must find a place in which in silence you find the creation offered unto you, and offer yourself unto the creation, feeling the great beating rhythm, the unity that binds all things together. We ask that you never be discouraged if you fail to manifest what you have learned in your meditations, for this is the work of your life—to find who you are. That is, my friends, to find the Creator, that one great original Thought which is love and which when [inaudible].

Hatonn went on to say to move from one consciousness to another is like mounting the great hillside, the bottom of which is vanity and distraction, for in your spirit’s garment you move in consciousness of this lovely hillside, and you can feel the garment of your spirit is soiled from all that touches you that you perceive as being unclean, and so you remove the garment and cleanse yourself in the waters which you find falling down the hillside in a waterfall, brilliant and iridescent as it sprays the rocks, the moss, and the grass, so leaning into the water you begin to see the purity of your true being, and you can cleanse yourself with the waters of the lake, and taking up your fresh garment you move onward until you sit at the top of this hillside where the air about you is warm and heavy with the scent of wild flowers: pinks, and roses, and whites, all in profusion about you, so as you settle into meditation this is your consciousness and who you are, for all of creation breathes with you and desires to be of service to you, and you offer up the rhythms of your body, your mind, and your spirit in service to this beautiful place you’re in and delighting in its beauty, its purity, and its ever present strength. Hatonn continued by saying you come down again into the marketplace where you live the illusion, where your lessons collect, but you bring with you an unsoiled garment, a cleanliness of soul, and a new vision that begins to see the top of the hillside and beneath the soiled garment of all conditions and all relationships, but you never shall function as a great wise one working in the valley, so within yourselves you must find a place which in silence you find the creation offered unto you and offer yourself unto the creation, feeling the great beating rhythm, the unity that binds all things together, and we ask that you never be discouraged if you fail to manifest what you have learned in your meditations, for this is the work of your life: to find who you are which is to find the Creator, that one great original Thought which is Love. On June 17, 1984, Latwii spoke of how we may find the Creator:

We feel we might be of the most service by affirming that, indeed, the purpose of each experience is to find the Creator. The finding of the Creator may occur in various ways. The beginning for some people is to see that Creator and to find the Creator’s Love within another being. Yet each being and each experience that one encounters is a mirror. One will finally see the self within that mirror. If one has been able to see the Creator in that mirror, one may then see the Creator in the self. Others, on the other hand, may begin by finding the Creator within the self and then radiating that image onto the entities and experiences that it encounters.

We are pleased at this time to transfer this contact to the one known as S, after pausing for a brief period in order to make our conditioning vibration [inaudible]. And to the one known as R, and to the one known as Don. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

(S channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am with this instrument. We greet you, my friends, once more. It has been a pleasure to work with those who have requested our conditioning vibration. We are always pleased to join with those who seek our contact. We are honored to be with this group today, as it is indeed a joy to be of service to the one infinite Creator by aiding those who seek our help. We of Hatonn are always available to these who seek out aid. We ask that you simply mentally request our presence and we shall be with you. We are hoping to be with each of you in the near future, and would attempt to contact another instrument at this time. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am again with this instrument. And please excuse the pause, but we were attempting to initiate contact with another instrument, shall we say, an old friend of ours.

May we say to the one known as S that her fidelity to our channeled communication is such that the degree of the instrument’s own thoughts coming into the contact is very nearly nonexistent. At this point in the training of the new instrument we do the opposite of that with which we start. We attempt to encourage the somewhat experienced instrument to feel freer to speak upon a subject about which the instrument does not have a prior recollection of, a subject matter from another contact. This type of channeling is the next step and requires that the instrument allows us to present her with images drawn from the treasure trove of her own experiences, recollections, and thoughts.

We use this framework in order that our extremely simple message may be offered in the greatest possible variety, or kaleidoscope, of patterns, for each various view of Love, of the Creator, of the universe, of reality may for the first time inspire one to whom all previous words were naught but chatter and foolishness. The nature of inspiration is so personal and so unpredictable that we simply cannot expect to create parrots. We hope instead to create those who are able through practice in sessions such as these to recognize our vibrations, and to trust in our contact enough to sally forth into vistas about which they have not thought, and to describe concepts and stories, the gist and outcome of which is not known to the instrument. This is the work of some time, as you call it. We say all this to assure the instrument that she is progressing very well. Well enough, in fact, to consider the possibility of launching forward on the next step at any contact at which she may feel comfortable in so doing.

Now Hatonn wanted to speak about how instruments may channel information that they are unfamiliar with by using concepts. They began by saying at this point in the training of the new instrument we do the opposite of that with which we start, so we attempt to encourage the somewhat experienced instrument to feel freer to speak upon a subject about which the instrument does not have a prior recollection of, a subject matter from another contact, for this type of channeling is the next step and requires that the instrument allows us to present her with images drawn from the treasure trove of her own experiences and thoughts. Then Hatonn said we use this framework in order that our simple message may be offered in the greatest possible variety of patterns, for each view of Love, of the Creator, of the universe may for the first time inspire one to whom all previous words were only foolishness, for the nature of inspiration is  so personal and unpredictable that we cannot expect to create parrots, but we hope to create those who are able through practice in sessions such as these to recognize our vibrations and to trust in our contact enough to go forth into vistas about which they have not thought, and to describe concepts, the outcome of which is not known to the instrument, so this is the work of some time, and we say all this to assure the instrument that she is progressing well enough to consider the possibility of moving forward on the next step at any contact at which she may feel comfortable in doing. On August 12, 1982, Hatonn spoke of the importance of instruments recognizing their vibrations:

Others who come to recognize our vibrations discover within themselves an emotion which can be described as dedication. In these particular instruments there has been developed a love of service which does not grow on compliments nor fatten on praise, but rests instead on the desire to be of service as each instrument has been served in his or her own turn.

The knowledge of the instrument, that subjectively familiar material, it being integrated into a meditation, causes all beginning channels, except those who are not excellent, to have doubts as to the origin of the channeled information. However, my sister, it is our way of insuring that each message is somewhat fresh. We thank the one known as S, and as always assure her that we and those of the Confederation in general offer ourselves at any time we may be requested to accompany meditation.

Then Hatonn said the knowledge of Carla that subjectively familiar material, after it is integrated into a meditation, causes beginning channels, except those who are not excellent, to have doubts as to the origin of the channeled information, but it is our way of insuring that each message is fresh, and we thank S, and assure her that we and those of the Confederation offer ourselves at any time we may be requested to accompany meditation. On February 4, 1987, Laitos spoke of the value of channeled information:

The unity of all things suggests many pleasant conditions which should be prevalent among all people, yet you will find that the value of channeled information in general is that it looks at the illusion of your experience with an eye which sees beyond the experience to the reality which lies behind the illusion, for it is our opinion that most of a life experience of an entity which dwells in your density consists in those things which are not visible to the eye.

 I leave you in the Love and in Light. I am Hatonn. Adonai vasu.

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii, and greet you all in Love and Light. It is a great honor for us to be asked to join you this afternoon during your meditation. As always, we look forward to such adventures with glee and a happy anticipation. Before we would attempt to answer queries, we would attempt to offer our conditioning to the one known as R, and simultaneously to the one known as S. And then if the one known as S would care to speak our thoughts, we would speak a few words through this new instrument. I am Latwii.

(S channeling)

I am Latwii, and am with this instrument. I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of the Creator. We are overjoyed to be speaking to you through this instrument once more. She is indeed a contact that we enjoy. We are happy to be with her at this time. We are always pleased to be able to speak through instruments such as this, for we are not often given the opportunity to do so. We find it a great deal of fun. We are sorry to say that we feel we should close this contact so that we may be of service to those who have questions on their minds. We would therefore sign off. I am Latwii.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and am with this instrument once again, and greet you all in Love and Light. May we ask at this time if any present might have a question which we would attempt to answer?

Questioner: Yes, Latwii. How can I, or how is it possible, to increase receptiveness to the conditioning vibration?

I am Latwii, and, my brother, may we suggest that there is nothing in particular to do. Rather, it is that which is not done which is most helpful to the reception of, not only our conditioning vibration, but the conditioning vibration of any Confederation entity. That is, simply the relaxing of mind and body to the greatest degree possible, and the opening of the being as clearly and freely, shall we say, as is possible. This, of course, is predicated upon the assumption that the desire for such a contact is present, and we find that desire is quite present in your case. The many methods of relaxing the mind and body which have been written down among your people as the various methods of meditation are helpful, but we would also suggest that the concept of not doing and of simply seeking is the foundation stone upon which any technique is based.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: No, thank you.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you as well. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: Yes. Latwii, during one of my meditations I received what seemed to be very strong conditioning that I didn’t ask for and was not able to get rid of for quite some time. It kind of frightened me. Can you give me any information about this?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my sister. May we say in this regard that whenever you might feel a vibration which is not pleasant or desirable, at that time request that it be removed, and if the entity generating that vibration is of the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator then you may be assured that the vibration shall be removed. If upon such request the vibration is not removed we suggest the ceasing of the meditative state for a moment, the gathering of the self in concentrated thought, and the sending of Love and Light to all entities present, then the constructing, shall we say, of the shield of Light about the self so that meditation may be resumed.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S: No, not on that subject, but I do have another question. Due to my feeling, lately I’ve had a strong urge to proceed and go further, and against advice from the Confederation I proceeded to try channeling with just R and myself present. It did serve to confuse me as I was warned might happen, but I still feel somewhat compelled to continue so that I may be able to get more practice and therefore move along at a faster pace. Would you strongly advise against this, or can I do anything more than I’m doing now to project myself?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my sister. It is always our advice to those …

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and am once again with this instrument. As we were saying, we do not recommend that new instruments attempt to channel from any Confederation source without the presence of at least two other entities, one preferably being an instrument with some experience so that the contact might be, shall we say checked and balanced, so that there is reduced the possibility of the infringement of the contact by those entities which do seek to confuse positively-oriented instruments and do seek to sway such new instruments by giving information of what we might call a questionable and specific nature. For those entities such as yourself who seek to speed their growth upon the spiritual path in general and the, shall we say, specific part of that path known to you as the channeling phenomenon, we recommend the intensive meditation periods such as this period now occurring with an experienced channel present. Also, we might recommend the additional meditation periods for the new instrument, at which time the instrument would request the conditioning vibration of the Confederation. We would also suggest the lengthier, shall we say, meditation periods during which time the new instrument would attempt to increase the attention span, shall we say, that is, the state of mind which is most receptive to a contact.

This state of mind might be increased in its duration by the visualization technique that is the imaging on the mind during meditation of the new instrument of any symbol which has a particular meaning to that entity, whether it be the cross, the rose, the circle, the Buddha or whatever. This is most helpful for the new instrument who wishes to improve its ability at receiving information as purely as possible. To close this somewhat lengthy response, may we reiterate we are always available for the conditioning vibration to be experienced by any entity requesting it, and we further remind each present that it is most necessary to be accompanied in meditation that is directed toward the channeling phenomenon by at least two other entities. This is necessary, as we said, to preserve the purity of the contact.

S asked: “Due to my feeling, lately I’ve had a strong urge to proceed and go further, and against advice from the Confederation I proceeded to try channeling with just R and myself present. It did serve to confuse me as I was warned might happen, but I still feel somewhat compelled to continue so that I may be able to get more practice and therefore move along at a faster pace. Would you strongly advise against this, or can I do anything more than I’m doing now to project myself?” Latwii responded by saying we do not recommend that new instruments attempt to channel from any Confederation source without the presence of at least two other entities, one preferably being an instrument with some experience so that the contact might be checked and balanced, so that there is the reduced possibility of the infringement of the contact by those entities which seek to confuse positively-oriented instruments and seek to sway such new instruments by giving information of a questionable nature, for those entities who seek to speed their growth upon the spiritual path and the part of that path known as channeling, we recommend intensive meditation periods such as this period now occurring with an experienced channel present, and we recommend additional meditation periods for the new instrument, at which time the instrument would request the conditioning vibration of the Confederation, and we would also suggest the lengthier meditation periods during which time the new instrument would attempt to increase the attention span that is the state of mind which is most receptive to a contact. Latwii went on to say this state of mind might be increased in its duration by the visualization technique that is the imaging in the mind during meditation of the new instrument of any symbol which has a particular meaning to that entity, whether it be the cross, the rose, the circle, the Buddha, or whatever because this is helpful for the new instrument who wishes to improve its ability at receiving information as purely as possible, and to close this lengthy response, may we say we are always available for the conditioning vibration to be experienced by any entity requesting it, and we remind each present that it is necessary to be accompanied in meditation that is directed toward the channeling phenomenon by at least two other entities, for this is necessary to preserve the purity of the contact. On June 10, 1982, Laitos suggested two other entities be part of a channeling group that would also include the channel:

To all we ask that the practicing of the opening of the opening of the instrument be attempted only when there is a supportive group of at least two other entities, one of which is preferably more experienced. We also suggest this thought to all. The one known as A and the one known as K verbalized thoughts which were almost totally from the Confederation. The one known as M, one of the natural instrumentalists of which we were hearing from our brothers and sisters of Hatonn, was able to speak a mixture of concepts, those of the self and those of the Confederation.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S: No, thank you.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you as well. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to each present for inviting us to join this meditation. We of Latwii have a history, shall we say, of being somewhat more humorous in our contacts with this group, but have in recent contacts found the necessity, shall we say, to balance this particular distortion with the giving of information in response to queries of a, shall we say, more serious or intense nature, for we feel the entities within this group who have been seeking our service have sought the guideposts, shall we say, to direct them to the heart of their seeking, and it has been for this reason that we have attempted to deal in a more, shall we say, serious manner with these particular topics and our responses to them.

We do not mean by such gravity to suggest that the lightness and the humor which we are known for does not have a value in such situations, but we wish these entities who seek our service, to know without a doubt that we value their seeking, their questions, and their being greatly and would honor each entity with the most purely formed response. With this qualification made and recorded, we shall look forward to joining this group in the future in our more familiar mode of lightness and joy. We thank each entity for requesting our presence. We shall be with each at any time in the future that our presence is so requested. We are known to you as Latwii, and we leave you now in the Light and the Love and the humor of the one infinite Creator. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning I ran some errands with my first stop being at the Post Office where I mailed about 225 L/L Research Christmas Cards to people around the world. My second stop was at Feeder’s Supply where I bought some bird seed. My third stop was at Kroeger’s where I bought some food for myself. My fourth stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some more food for myself. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I picked up a prescription and bought some Tylenol and some Kleenexes.

This afternoon I had a zoom meet with Elaine and we talked about her difficult childhood with her brother and the help she gave to her sister in getting her out of a bedbug infested apartment and into a mental hospital where she was one of the best patients, and she was eventually able to move to an assisted living apartment where she loved cooking meals for the residents. We also talked about the audio books I have made for L/L Research and the paperback versions as well. I also told her that my feral cat, Faithful, has been eating two or three cans of cat food for the last two days that have Gabapentin in them in hopes that he will become a friendly cat as a cat I inherited from a friend did about six years ago.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 15

The Nature Of Love

I am the Holy Spirit of the full consciousness of the principle of Love. I greet this child in the vibration which comforts it. Greetings in peace in the name of Jesus Christ, who came to be God in man that men could better know how to Love.

It is in loving the God of all things that the first lessons must abide. Whether the object be men or God, it is only God that can be loved fully.

Thus, to some it is well that time be given in which the Father is focused upon to the exclusion of all human things. For unless love is bound up in Love of the Father it shall sputter and die, as all earthly things do. Confused and sad is the man who attempts to love others without understanding the nature of Love.

To others it is more helpful that the face of God be seen among men and that the hand be outstretched among all. To these who are not abstract in mind, the face of God will always wear the face of a human.

Whatsoever your inclination, perceive Love in its rightful nature as the Love in which the Father created you.

Peace be with you, now and evermore.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings for this session comes from January 31, 1982:

(L channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. My friends, it is a great pleasure to join our vibrations with your own once again. It has been a long time by your own standards since we have been able to communicate with this group and to share that which we call Love with one another. We are grateful for your sincere and joyful invitation, and we hope that we may be of service to you this evening. It is always our pleasure and desire to be of service to those who ask for our vibration. We remind you that whether singley or in groups, you need only ask, and we shall be with you. We of Hatonn realize that the demands of your illusion often tempt you to forgo the meditative contact that you might otherwise seek on a more regular basis, for a time once existed in which we shared the same difficulties in our own time of growth. We would lovingly advise you not to be discouraged at your susceptibility to your illusion, for it is an illusion that is designed to press you to the limits of your abilities, for it is at these limits that true growth occurs.

At this time we would like to transfer this contact so as to exercise another instrument, for it has been a period of time since this opportunity has occurred. I am Hatonn.

(D channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am with this instrument. It has been a long time since we have contacted this instrument. We of Hatonn are happy to contact this instrument when he is ready to meditate on a more regular basis. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn and am now with this instrument. May we thank the one known as D for the great opportunity which he offers us in blending our consciousness with his and in transmitting our thoughts through him. These, my friends, must never be considered to be simply our thoughts, for we are, as all members of the Confederation, messengers, not gods. We bring you a message of Love. To be able to share this message through instruments such as these is an ineffable privilege, one which we cannot give adequate thanks for, and as these messages continue in a group such as this one, and the members of the group become more and more aware of the fundamental concepts of Love and service, we are able to offer many more diverse insights than we could offer at first.

For the work which this group has done consciously and unconsciously, we thank you. We are aware that each in this group considers themself to fall far short of the spiritual mark. We are not here to gauge that mark but only to say that it is the seeking that concentrates, preserves, and enlightens the organism of your spiritual self. You, my friends, are as those who search through days and nights, through clarity and haze, through clichés and misunderstanding, looking restlessly for the inspiration that will be food for your true self. How diversely you look. Were you capable of travel, your desire is such you would seek the Earth over, and you would have many strange experiences, and yet we say to you, you have many and strange experiences.

In this session Hatonn wanted to share the concept of Love and its purpose on our spiritual path. They began by saying we are, as all members of the Confederation, messengers, not gods, and we bring you a message of Love, and to be able to share this message through instruments such as these is a great privilege, one which we cannot give adequate thanks for, and as these messages continue in a group such as this one, and as the members of the group become more aware of the fundamental concepts of Love and service we are able to offer many more insights than we could offer at first. Then Hatonn said for the work which this group has done consciously and unconsciously, we thank you, but we are aware that each in this group considers that they fall short of the spiritual mark, for we are not here to gauge that mark but only to say that it is the seeking that enlightens the organism of your spiritual self, so you are as those who search through clarity and haze, through clichés and misunderstanding, looking restlessly for the inspiration that will be food for your true self, and were you capable of travel your desire is such you would seek the Earth over, and you would have many strange experiences, and yet we say to you, you have many and strange experiences. On July 5, 1981, Hatonn the nature of our true self:

We speak to you of Love, for it is the original Thought, and it is the cause of our being with you this evening. In the difficulties and the hurly-burly of your daily existence, how easy it is to mistake the surface weather of your moods, and your emotions, and your thoughts for the deeper sources of the being, and to think that you are as you feel. Indeed, my friends, it is good to know just how you do feel and how you do think at all times, that you may be careful to use the experiences of your daily life, yet it is well also to realize that that which is deep within you is the true reality of your being and often bears no resemblance whatsoever to your thinking or your feeling on the outer planes. For your true self, my friends, is one which is beyond the human joys and sorrows that you experience in this illusion. Your true self, my friends, is one which is part of the creation of the Creator and as such, experiences the entire creation outside of time, outside of space, outside of all things but the unity of the eternal present of the creation.

It is your discriminatory power which will point the heart of your experiences out to you and make you realize the incredible adventure of experiencing the illusion which you experience. The greatest adventure lies in the microscopic interplay of synaptic connections which lies within the confines of the consciousness and that electrically powered organism which houses it. The adventure of interpretation, discrimination, understanding and self-discovery is such that your greatest explorer could not discover any territory so vast and so uncharted. Took you ship and sailed the globe around you could not go as far as you can go in meditation and in self-discovery.

My friends, you are not creatures of your body. You are not bound by time or space. Your birthright is that which you have called Christ-consciousness. You are Love. The one known as Jesus said, “I am the way.” This consciousness is a path, a path so exciting, so all-encompassing, and so attractive that all those upon your planet will eventually find it, it and no other, for it is the path of truth, of life, of Love. The universe, my friends, is one thing. It is within you, both to find that one thing and to be that one thing. We ask your permission to coax you into the consideration at all times, in all decisions, in all situations, of the dimensions of meditation and of seeking. Surely it is well to set aside the time, as you call it, for this marvelous exercise of the joyousness of silence, for this tremendous opportunity to listen to that which has so long been lost among your people.

Hatonn continued by saying it is your discriminatory power which will point the heart of your experiences out to you and make you realize the adventure of experiencing the illusion which you experience, for the greatest adventure lies in the microscopic interplay of synaptic connections which lies within the confines of the consciousness and that electrically powered organism which houses it, so the adventure of understanding and self-discovery is such that your greatest explorer could not discover any territory so vast and so uncharted, and took you ship and sailed the globe around you could not go as far as you can go in meditation and in self-discovery. Now Hatonn said you are not creatures of your body or bound by time or space, for your birthright is Christ-consciousness, for you are Love, and Jesus said, “I am the way,” and this consciousness is a path so exciting and so attractive that all those upon your planet will eventually find it and no other, so it is the path of truth, life, and of Love, for the universe is one thing, and it is within you, both to find that one thing and to be that one thing, so we ask your permission to coax you into the consideration at all times, of the dimensions of meditation and of seeking, and it is well to set aside the time, for this marvelous exercise of the joy of silence, for this tremendous opportunity to listen to that which has so long been lost among your people. On February 1, 2020, Q’uo described the path of truth:

This catalyst, whether it be depression, or anxiety, or trauma, or difficulty of any kind whatsoever is intense, because the intensity is a means by which the nature of the spiritual journey can be revealed to one who goes forward fearlessly into the fray of its own perceptions of depression, anxiety, jealousy, anger, and so forth. These forays into catalyst then are the movement of the seeker along the path of truth. For this third-density illusion has within it the potential to release the greater and greater apprehensions of the One Creator that exist within each seeker of truth. At each energy center there is a reflection of types of catalyst that the seeker may utilize to move forward along the energy centers or chakras. Thus, it is suggested that the catalyst of anxiety and depression be located by the seeker in their correct position according to the seeker’s estimation, so that there can be an activity there in meditation that attempts to allow an expansion of the apprehension or perception of what is occurring in the seeker’s life at any particular moment.

But beyond that, my friends, is the path, and you are not on the path only when you meditate. There is no action or thought that cannot be considered in relation to the path. We are upon it, and we know you seek to be upon it also. Thus, we do ask your permission to say, please, my friends, do not cut any part of your life off from the path, for in all stations of life, in all moods of entities, there lies perfection, Love and a wonderful surety of step that only come to the mind of one who has begun the practice of being. We are aware that there are many judgments among your people. There are no judgments upon the path. This instrument says to herself, “Many times I am too rowdy. Many times, I am in bad humor. How can I be on the path?” My friends, how can you not be on the path? There is only one I AM and all of you are part of it. I AM the way. In laughter and in tears, never fear that you have stumbled. We thank you for allowing us to share these humble thoughts.

Hatonn continued by saying beyond that is the path, and you are not on the path only when you meditate, for there is no action or thought that cannot be considered in relation to the path, so we are upon it, and we know you seek to be upon it also, and we ask your permission to say do not cut any part of your life off from the path, for in all stations of life there lies perfection, Love, and a surety of step that only comes to the mind of one who has begun the practice of being, but we are aware that there are many judgments among your people, but there are no judgments upon the path, for Carla says to herself: “Many times I am too rowdy. Many times, I am in bad humor. How can I be on the path?” Hatonn asked: “How can you not be on the path?” Then Hatonn said there is only one I AM, and all of you are part of it, for I AM the way in laughter and in tears, so never fear that you have stumbled, and we thank you for allowing us to share these humble thoughts. On January 7, 1990, Q’uo defined the nature of I AM:

We are most pleased that you asked who we were. We would have called ourselves “Ego,” except that it would have been misunderstood by each of you, for though it means I AM, the same difficulty would have caused conflict that has caused conflict ever since the entity with consciousness of Jesus said “I AM the Way, I AM the Truth, I AM the Life.” We speak to those within a Christian culture, and we find that this is one of the most misunderstood passages ever offered by the teacher known as Jesus. His I AM was the principle of unconditional Love, the nature of the Creator. The great I AM is Love, unmanifest and manifest.

At this time, we would leave the group in order that our sister may speak. We leave you, my friends, in the Love and in the one great illumination of the Father. I am Hatonn. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We are, as always, filled with great joy to be able to speak to your group once again. We offer ourselves also as humble messengers of the one Creator, and offer ourselves, as is our custom, in the capacity in the answering of those questions which might be put to us. Is there a question at this time?

D: Yes. Latwii, as I have been meditating recently—of course not enough, as Hatonn pointed out—I’ve been envisioning myself during meditation as being enveloped in Light myself. It seems to create a very interesting sensation. I just wanted to know if that was a proper meditation technique?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my brother. We may say in this regard that such a technique such as that which you have mentioned is most appropriate for those of your people who wish to activate the throat energy center, shall we say, that which is used in the communication of concepts, the inspiration, and the inner understanding, the seating of the learning which the entity meditating has experienced as catalyst. The enveloping of the self in Light does have the effect upon the inner planes of the entity utilizing this technique of illuminating the learning that is being assimilated, seating it within the mind/body/spirit complex and making it available for future reference, shall we say, the recalling of the distillations of lessons learned, so that they might be shared with the other selves which the meditator comes into contact with.

The enveloping of the self in the Light also has other functions and effects, one of these being the protection, shall we say, so that those concepts and feelings of positivity might be those which are admitted. The enveloping of the entity in Light also has the effect upon the inner planes of your planet of creating a beacon, shall we say, which does signal other entities that there is a calling for a certain type of understanding which needs be answered. In short, may we say this is a most useful technique in meditation and does carry great facility, shall we say, for the practitioner.

D asked: “I’ve been envisioning myself during meditation as being enveloped in Light myself. It seems to create a very interesting sensation. I just wanted to know if that was a proper meditation technique?” Latwii replied by saying that such a technique as that which you have mentioned is most appropriate for those of your people who wish to activate the throat energy center which is used in communication of concepts and the seating of the learning which the entity meditating has experienced as catalyst, for the enveloping of the self in Light has the effect upon the inner planes of the entity utilizing this technique of illuminating the learning that is being assimilated, seating it within the mind/body/spirit complex, and making it available for future reference and the recalling of the distillations of lessons learned, so that they might be shared with the other selves which the meditator comes into contact with. Then Latwii said the enveloping of the self in Light has other functions, one of these being protection so that feelings of positivity might be those which are admitted, and the enveloping of the entity in Light also has the effect upon the inner planes of your planet of creating a beacon which signals other entities that there is a calling for a certain type of understanding which needs be answered, so we say this is a useful technique in meditation and carries great facility for the practitioner. On February 20, 2000, Q’uo spoke of the value of becoming a beacon to those around us:

We salute the desire to serve others in whatever way is possible for in any entity such as yourself and all those gathered in this circle there is a possibility of sharing information and inspiration with those that one meets in the daily round of activities. Indeed, each entity has the opportunity and the potential to serve as a beacon of light, as one who inspires faith and Love in other entities. It is said often within your culture, and we find it true, that there is no end of good that a smile can do, for as each entity moves more frenetically in the pace of the culture oftentimes the simplest of courtesies are neglected and when remembered bring a great deal of encouragement to those entities with whom a smile is shared. To speak to another who has experienced a loss of significance, a difficulty in growth, a pain of the physical vehicle, and so forth, is a very helpful thing to do. Wherever there is the seed of Love planted then there is a greater possibility of the open heart growing to fruition.

May we answer further, my brother?

D: No, thank you. I just want to thank you, or Hatonn, or Laitos, or whoever it was that revealed that to me in meditation. They really helped me along with that.

I am Latwii, and am most grateful as well to you for allowing us to be of this service. May we answer another question at this time?

L: I have a number of questions that I would like to ask with the benefit of your patience. The first one is, an individual named Paul Blighton was once contacted by an entity who claimed to be within a UFO. Was this a member of the Federation and, if so, who was it?

I am Latwii, and, my brother, we fear that the response shall be shorter than anticipated. We cannot give this information, for we feel that it would be intrusion upon the free will.

May we answer another query, my brother?

L: Yes. At one point within the past year, I described to either yourself or another member of the Federation a visual experience that occurred sometime back during which there were two chairs, one on either side of an altar, one of which within I was placed. The other I could sense had an entity, but I wasn’t able to perceive who it was. Am I correct in my assumption that the occupant of the other chair was the totality of my other selves?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my brother. May we say in this regard that your assumption is, in general, correct. There are, of course, various levels of understanding that can come from any such vision or image. The one which you have described and experienced does hold for you increased, shall we say, levels or intensity of description and distillations of learning. We, therefore, would recommend the continued pondering and meditating upon this particular experience which you have described.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: Yes. Again, I thank you for your patience. Prior to that experience there was an earlier experience in which I was able to sense a—I would not characterize it as heat as such—a perception of my entire spinal column coming down from my head to the base of my spine in conjunction with a religious ceremony that was occurring at the time. Could you describe to me what was actually occurring to cause this sensation besides the physical events that I am aware of?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my brother. In this regard we find again that we cannot be too specific in our response, for the experience which you describe is one which has the purpose of teaching you many levels of lessons. That which you query about at the present is the key to the unlocking of the various levels which are available to you through this particular experience. We would simply suggest the reexamination of the circumstances which surrounded this experience, the symbolic nature of the experience as it has been revealed to you through your own seeking, and the inner levels, shall we say, which have been made available to you as possibilities through, once again, your own seeking. We do not wish to sound too ambiguous or to be shy of words, but we do not wish to travel that trail of the teach/learner, if we may borrow a term, that is the proper role of the one who seeks the solution to mystery. If we were to give the solutions, where would come the strength in the seeking and where would the seeker look to within its own being when we were absent from its presence?

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: Yes, again, on a different subject. A number of my learning experiences recently have involved emotional contacts with women. This seems to be increasing as far as frequency and therefore learning experiences. I realize that you are very limited, but I would ask for any advice that you might give to assist me in maximizing my learning experience.

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my brother. In this regard, may we suggest that to maximize the learning in any situation, whether it be of the mind, the body, the spirit, or the emotions that are the distortions of the mind and the expression of the feelings, that the entity seeking the learning available look to the moment with an openness, and what you might call a vulnerability which does not seek any reward other than the opportunity of being of service and of learning what Love the moment can teach.

The difficulties for many upon your planet come when they attempt to get something in return for that which is given. This particular attitude does then hinder and inhibit the free exchange of energies, shall we say, between the entities involved in the learning situation. This attitude of seeking reward for that which is given does then color the situation so that that Love which is available in the moment to each becomes reduced and hidden, shall we say, for each holds on to that which it could give the other until some sign is given that it will receive in a balanced fashion, equivalent reward, or exchange to that which it gives. To make, shall we say, a long story short, seek ye to give freely, seek ye to learn Love, and that which ye seek shall be drawn unto you.

L asked: “A number of my learning experiences recently have involved emotional contacts with women. This seems to be increasing as far as frequency and therefore learning experiences. I realize that you are very limited, but I would ask for any advice that you might give to assist me in maximizing my learning experience.” Latwii replied by saying we suggest that to maximize the learning in any situation, whether it be of the mind, the body, the spirit, or the emotions that are the distortions of the mind and the expression of the feelings, that the entity seeking the learning available look to the moment with an openness, and what you might call a vulnerability which does not seek any reward other than the opportunity of being of service and of learning what Love the moment can teach. Latwii went on to say the difficulties for many upon your planet come when they attempt to get something in return for that which is given, but this attitude inhibits the free exchange of energies between the entities involved in the learning situation, for this attitude of seeking reward for that which is given colors the situation so that Love which is available in the moment to each becomes reduced and hidden, for each holds on to that which it could give the other until a sign is given that it will receive, in a balanced fashion, equivalent reward to that which it gives, so to make a long story short, seek ye to give freely, to learn Love, and that which ye seek shall be drawn unto you. On October 11, 1987, Latwii spoke of the value of our learning Love:

Often the lesson is one which you do not wish to learn consciously. Patience, restraint, caution, all these qualities have seemingly little to do with Love and compassion, but many, many of the lessons of Love concern the meticulous disciplining of the consciousness, so that no matter what the outer circumstances, the truer, higher self is expressed, that self which is Love and which expresses in a loving manner those good works which you and the Creator have planned together for this day, this hour, this moment.

Once you trust in the process and trust in your ability to sustain the loving attempt to learn Love, that which happens before the eyes may distress and scatter one to the winds, but not for long, for you always come to that place within yourself once again and close the door behind you and tabernacle once more with the Creator. We are with you, and we have ultimate, infinite trust that each of you is full of Love and beautiful.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: No. You’ve given me a great deal to ponder. I thank you for your time and your patience.

I am Latwii, and, as always, we are most grateful to be allowed the opportunity to give freely that which we humbly have to give. May we answer another question at this time?

Carla: I have a question that I hadn’t thought of for a while, but the message brought it up to me. A friend of mine asked me why she has such an easy life. She’s well-situated, married with a very much-loved husband who very much loves her. The children of the marriage are much loved. She’s very comfortably fixed for supply of all kinds: money, friends, family, all the blessings of the daily life. She is also blessed with a perfectly lovely attitude towards life and kind of a joy and a personality that always meets things with a grace and verve, and she realizes this. She spent quite a bit of time coming to this group a few years ago, and that was one question that I really never could feel had really been answered in my own mind. She asked it and an answer was given that she was indeed serving people in her daily life, but she really wanted to know where were the lessons for her; where were the difficulties that were talked about; where were all the limits that were being pushed towards and that she wasn’t feeling? Was she somehow missing the boat by being so happy?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my sister. In responding to this most interesting question may we say once again that each of your people inhabits an illusion. The illusion has many lessons to teach. Each entity chooses before the incarnation those lessons which it most needs in order to learn those lessons necessary for the graduation to the density of understanding, the density of Love and compassion. An entity, through many incarnations, such as the sister of whom you speak, may have encountered the difficulties upon difficulties without end, shall we say, and may have learned the lessons which the outer expression of difficulty and the meeting of difficulty have to teach. Such an entity then may determine that there are other types of lessons which are of value in the upcoming, shall we say, incarnation. It may be determined, for example, that the lessons of abundance might need be explored, for what is abundance? Where can it be found? Is abundance found in the life of leisure? Is abundance found only with a family that meets the standards of success described by your culture? Is abundance found in friends who stimulate the mind with conversation? Is abundance found in any part of this illusion other than in the heart of the seeking of the one Creator within the center of the being?

Many are the lessons which your illusion has to teach. It would seem to many entities upon your planet that the life described by your sister is the life which holds the full promise kept, the promise made to each entity within your illusion, and we do not say that such cannot be so, but we do suggest that there might be a much greater difficulty, shall we say, in obtaining the lessons of Love for an entity experiencing those material abundances which are so often sought among the peoples of your planet and especially the nation in which you reside. We might, in closing, suggest that the learning of Love might also be quite well supported in such a surrounding which you have described, for the Love of the one Creator is available in each moment. The ability to perceive and share this Love depends only upon the strength of the desire of the entity seeking this Love and experiencing any moment. Your sister may have indeed found the Love of the one Creator and may indeed be experiencing it moment by moment. It may also be true that she shall use the illusion in which she lives to deepen that experience by removing the illusion of Love to uncover the pearl of great price which resides within the heart of her being, and which no earthly treasure can match.

Carla asked a question for a friend: “A friend of mine asked me why she has such an easy life. She’s well-situated, married with a very much-loved husband who very much loves her. The children of the marriage are much loved. She’s very comfortably fixed for supply of all kinds: money, friends, family, all the blessings of the daily life. She is also blessed with a perfectly lovely attitude towards life and kind of a joy and a personality that always meets things with a grace and verve, and she realizes this. She spent quite a bit of time coming to this group a few years ago, and that was one question that I really never could feel had really been answered in my own mind. She asked it and an answer was given that she was indeed serving people in her daily life, but she really wanted to know where were the lessons for her; where were the difficulties that were talked about; where were all the limits that were being pushed towards and that she wasn’t feeling? Was she somehow missing the boat by being so happy?” Latwii replied by saying each of your people inhabits an illusion which has many lessons to teach, and each entity chooses before the incarnation those lessons which it needs for graduation to the density of Love and understanding, so an entity, through many incarnations, such as the sister of whom you speak, may have encountered difficulties without end and may have learned the lessons which the meeting of difficulty have to teach, so such an entity may determine that there are other types of lessons which are of value in the upcoming incarnation, and it may be determined that the lessons of abundance might need be explored, for: “What is abundance? Where can it be found? Is abundance found in the life of leisure? Is abundance found only with a family that meets the standards of success described by your culture? Is abundance found in friends who stimulate the mind with conversation? Is abundance found in any part of this illusion other than in the heart of the seeking of the one Creator within the center of the being?” Latwii continued by saying many are the lessons which your illusion has to teach, and it would seem to many entities upon your planet that the life described by your sister is the life which holds the promise made to each entity within your illusion, and we do not say that such cannot be so, but we do suggest that there might be a greater difficulty in obtaining the lessons of Love for an entity experiencing those material abundances which are often sought among the people of your planet and especially the nation in which you reside, so we might suggest that the learning of Love might also be supported in such a surrounding which you have described, for the Love of the one Creator is available in each moment because the ability to share this Love depends only upon the strength of the desire of the entity seeking this Love and experiencing any moment, so your sister may have found the Love of the one Creator and may be experiencing it moment by moment, but it may also be true that she shall use the illusion in which she lives to deepen that experience by removing the illusion of Love to uncover the pearl of great price which resides within the heart of her being, and which no earthly treasure can match. In 10.14, Ra said that the moment contains Love:

The moment contains Love. That is the lesson/goal of this illusion or density. The exercise is to consciously seek that Love in awareness and understanding distortions. The first attempt is the cornerstone. Upon this choosing rests the remainder of the life-experience of an entity. The second seeking of Love within the moment begins the addition. The third seeking powers the second, the fourth powering or doubling the third. As with the previous type of empowerment, there will be some loss of power due to flaws within the seeking in the distortion of insincerity. However, the conscious statement of self to self of the desire to seek Love is so central an act of will that, as before, the loss of power due to this friction is inconsequential.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No. I thank you.

Latwii: We are most grateful as well to you. Is there another question at this time?

L: I would simply like to add my thank you for all the information tonight. I feel overwhelmed with the quantity of learning that you’ve dumped on me.

D: Likewise.

Carla: Ditto.

L: I would simply like to say thank you and compliment you on the performing of your service in a superior manner.

I am Latwii. We are most gratified to have been able to have offered what we consider to be our treasures to this group which has, for some long period of your time, sincerely sought that which we so humbly offer. We of Latwii do not assume to know all that can be known, but we do, with every fiber of our being, attempt to share all that we have. We thank each of you, for there is no greater service, in our estimation, than the service which you provide by seeking the one Creator and seeking to serve that one Creator. We remind each entity that we are available upon simple request of our presence during your meditations or during your daily round of activities. It is a great honor for us to be asked to join you at any time. We look forward with great joy and anticipation at being able to answer such requests. We leave you now in the Love and the Light of the one Creator residing in the heart of each being. We are known to you as Latwii. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning Anna and I listened to Carla channel Ra in Session #76 where some of the areas Ra spoke about were the Banishing Ritual of the Lesser Pentagram, the tarot and the archetypes, and the length of the first, second, and third densities. We also watched a couple YouTube videos, and in one Elvis saved a 6-year-old girl’s life who had diabetes, and her blood sugars had taken a dive causing her to become unconscious. He happened to have some packets of sugar in his pocket that he was able to get under the little girl’s tongue, and within 30 seconds she was conscious. After that he asked that all concert venues have medical personnel to handle any kind of medical emergency, and as news spread of his request this became this happened all around the country.

This afternoon I was able to get the name and address labels on 225 of our L/L Research Christmas cards, so I plan to take them to the Post Office tomorrow morning and get them mailed.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 14

The Inner Snow

I am of the principle of divine Love. I greet you in the full consciousness of Jesus the Christ.

We gaze upon your first snow of the winter and the emotional response from each to such a wonderful spectacle of nature. Within you, too, in many, many layers, are the light snows, the slight drifting, or even the avalanche.

This is especially true at a time when that Light which generates prana is at its least effective within your culture. And so you must be Light, power, and comfort to those who seek out your information, not weighing your own merits in any way but merely asking that you may do the work which was created for you before the world was and certainly, specifically, before the incarnation that you now enjoy.

Look out the window and enjoy the snow. It is a spontaneous, gentle gift from one whose peace passeth all understanding, now and ever.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling today comes from January 10, 1982:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn. We greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. This evening we have greeted each of you individually throughout the tuning and in the time hence. We are glad to see this group together again in meditation.

There are changes as the seasons pass by the years. New relationships are formed, and changes of relationships that are that are older are occurring, and that all is growing. With change there are two directions that a person can face in order to see change that they or that others around them are going through. One may look in the forward direction, or one may look in the direction from which one has already been. Both are equally valuable although it is easy sometimes to be caught in the focusing on one of the two directions. One of the great uses in meditation is the stabilizing or the balancing of the views of the two different directions in looking upon the past deeds of your life and the experiences that you have had that have helped bring you to where you are today and the direction ahead to a new, as yet unrealized, goal that we each have; and that that goal can be controlled, or, shall I say, guided by the will of each individual along their journey.

We all have pictures in the backs of our minds, specific goals, or things which we would like to do, which we think that may help us get to wherever that we individually desire to be. Many of these are but glimmers of possible realities, and many of these are but modified recollections from our past experiences in that many such individuals who are on a path and among themselves acknowledge that they are all on similar paths and in trying to understand that they have a similar goal encounter many obstacles or memories, as it were, of seeds which have not come to fruit. And it is sometimes very difficult to see that there are still many more seeds which need to be planted and cultivated to ensure further spiritual growth among you individually and as a small collective of Light beings desiring to be of service on the planet.

In this session Hatonn wanted to talk about the concept of changes. They began by saying there are changes as the seasons pass by the years, and new relationships are formed, and changes of relationships that are older are occurring, and that all is growing, so with change there are two directions that a person can face in order to see change that they or others around them are going through, for one may look in the forward direction, or one may look in the direction from which one has already been, and both are equally valuable although it is easy to be caught in focusing on one of the two directions, so one of the uses in meditation is the balancing of the views of two different directions in looking upon the experiences that you have had that have helped bring you to where you are today and the direction ahead to a new goal that we each have, and that goal can be guided by the will of each individual along their journey. Hatonn went on to say we all have pictures in the backs of our minds, and goals which we think may help us get to wherever we desire to be, but many of these are glimmers of possible realities, and many of these are but modified recollections from our past experiences in that many individuals who are on a path acknowledge that they are all on similar paths with others, and in trying to understand that they have a similar goal encounter many obstacles or memories of seeds which have not come to fruit, so it is difficult to see that there are more seeds which need to be planted and cultivated to ensure further spiritual growth among you individually and as a small collective of Light beings desiring to be of service on the planet. On April 20, 2019, Q’uo spoke of the nature of our spiritual growth:

The entity within the incarnation which may be seen as the personality shell may become aware of the deeper levels of its own being through that which you call the meditative state, where there is the seeking for that which is beyond the conscious recognition of the mind/body/spirit complex which has become a personality shell. As this entity becomes aware consciously of the process of evolution, it may utilize those pre-incarnative lessons to move further along its own spiritual path. As this movement along the spiritual path is achieved, there is the continuing realization that the self which thought it knew who it was, becomes aware that there is more to it than what it knew.

Thus, the process of spiritual growth, intellectual understanding, and emotional acceptance of greater and greater portions of the being allows for this process to accelerate, aided greatly by the processing of catalyst within the meditative state. The meditative state also being most helpful for the self to explore even further and deeper the qualities that it discovers along this spiritual path that are related to itself and are, indeed, a part of itself. As the entity expands its circle of knowledge, it becomes more and more aware of the immensity of the soul identity that is in closer and closer congruency with the One Infinite Creator which dwells within.

Thus, such a seeker of conscious experience and catalyst in the processing of such, becomes availed of those facets of itself that are sacred, that are holy, that are all-encompassing, that are a portion, and in fact, in totality, the One Infinite Creator. Thus, there is no end to the discoveries of the facets of the self that a personality shell may discover in the spiritual journey. There is, within each entity, then, the possibility of making these discoveries of the enhanced qualities, and facets, and energies, and directions of the soul essence that is expressing itself in greater and greater manner as the fourth-density energies continue to enhance this process upon your planetary sphere.

We shall now continue this contact through another instrument. I am Hatonn. I leave you in Love and Light.

Carla: Does anybody else feel uneasy? I’m not getting any feelings. Why don’t we just meditate silently.

[Tape ends.]

This morning I went into the living room and put all of the chairs in their proper places for the public channeling session this afternoon.

This afternoon we had our public channeling meditation with ten seekers in attendance. After our round robin sharing of each person’s most important experience in the last few weeks, the channeling session with Q’uo began with questions such as, “How can a place like this home become a third-density entity?” “How can we balance Love and Wisdom” “What is the density of unity?” “What are remedies for the comfort of our heart?” and “What is the seventh density of foreverness?”

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 13

The Personal Nature Of Love

I am the Spirit of the full consciousness of Christ.

I greet you in His perfect Love and in the holy name of the Son of God.

It is through the mediation of Jesus, the man who spells salvation for you, that I speak, and not only from God. For it is the Creator’s desire to personify consciousness into godliness and to generalize personhood into creation itself, so that experience may become infinite and infinity may be experienced.

It is to those who accept the personal nature of Love that Love shall be given most fully. For it is to the adoring heart that Love may speak most clearly.

And how to adore that which is impersonal?

We come in consciousness. We are consciousness. And we speak to consciousness. Know yourself as the personhood of God in Christ and turn your faces in adoration to the person of the Creator, which comes for you, and to you, and through you.

We are only extensions of the Spirit of that great drive of the consciousness of Love; only the principle that extends the liveness of the Creator.

In peace we are with you, now and always.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling for this session comes from January 3, 1982:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am with this instrument. I greet you once more in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator.

My friends, the nature of the journey that you are on is such that it may bring about periods in which you feel that your pilgrimage is no longer functioning properly. We ask you to consider a small example of such a pilgrimage. Take for example the young man. He is alone, and he seeks to make a journey, and as he seeks, he changes. This young man grows older year by year and experiences various locations, various entities. He is a visitor in homes which seem to him to be oh, so normal and so pleasant, and he asks himself over the years, “Why, if I am like other men, can I not have such pleasantness?”

Still he seeks, and still he sheds what Light he has upon those he meets, and one day he meets an old woman. She is alone but has not always been so. Though her face is wrinkled, her eyes sparkle. The man, no longer so young, asks her, “Why must the seeker always have such a lonely pilgrimage?” The old woman smiles very gently. “There are no rules to a pilgrimage except those that you make for yourself,” she says. “Examine that which you think you need. If it stays the same, there is not the beginning of the opportunity for growth. “Why,” the young man says, “you were married for many, many years.” “Ah, yes,” said the old woman, “but we were both pilgrims.”

In this session Hatonn wanted to speak about the nature of our spiritual journey. They began by saying the nature of the journey that you are on is such that it may bring about periods in which you feel that your pilgrimage is no longer functioning properly, so we ask you to consider a small example of such a pilgrimage, and take for example the young man, for he is alone, and he seeks to make a journey, and as he seeks, he changes, so as this young man grows older and experiences various locations and entities, he is a visitor in homes which seem to him to be normal and pleasant, and he asks himself over the years, “Why, if I am like other men, can I not have such pleasantness?” Hatonn went on to say still he seeks, and he sheds what Light he has upon those he meets, and one day he meets an old woman, and she is alone but has not always been so, and though her face is wrinkled, her eyes sparkle, so the man, no longer so young, asks her, “Why must the seeker always have such a lonely pilgrimage?” The old woman smiles gently, and she says, “There are no rules to a pilgrimage except those that you make for yourself,” so she said, “Examine that which you think you need, but if it stays the same there is not the beginning of the opportunity for growth, so “Why,” the young man says, “you were married for many years,” so, “Ah, yes,” said the old woman, “but we were both pilgrims.” On October 14, 1992, Q’uo spoke of the nature of our pilgrimage:

It is often assumed by those who are not on a spiritual pilgrimage that the greatest boon of living a spiritually oriented life is the peace of having made such a deep choice and, indeed, there is that peace of commitment to a life in faith. However, what those not on the path often forget, or do not know, is that the pilgrimage towards eternity, while greatly speeding up the pace of spiritual evolution, is terribly uncomfortable and inconvenient.

My friends, whatever your path, search it with your mind and your heart in each moment that you can possibly find to obtain in this most important activity so that when you go into meditation you are conscious of your being. Take yourself into yourself, for in meditation the conscious and the unconscious meet, become acquainted, and begin to merge into one ever larger beacon of the Light. For those dead spots which seem to be upon the road we can only suggest the balm of meditation while remembering it was your choice to begin this pilgrimage, and that pilgrims are happy as no other entities can ever be when they are changing. In any crucible of transformation joy is an inevitable byproduct.

Hatonn continued by saying whatever your path, search it with your mind and your heart in each moment that you can possibly find to obtain in this most important activity so that when you go into meditation you are conscious of your being, and take yourself into yourself, for in meditation the conscious and the unconscious meet and begin to merge into one ever larger beacon of the Light, for those dead spots which seem to be upon the road we can only suggest the balm of meditation while remembering it was your choice to begin this pilgrimage, and that pilgrims are happy as no other entities can ever be when they are changing, for in any crucible of transformation joy is an inevitable byproduct. On January 12, 2008, Q’uo described the nature of transformation:

Transformation is a somewhat overused term among those who seek in the ways of spirit. Both your established religions and your alternative spiritual practices tend to speak of transformation, until it has almost become diminished, as a word, from having been overused.

In its roots, my friends, it means to change form, to cross over from one form to another. In a different word with the same root, transformation often follows an intake of information to form new mental and emotional formations, thus precipitating the deeper self into the need to accommodate new information. By information we do not simply mean that which is taken in through the process of reading books, attending seminars, or listening to inspired speakers. We speak of the whole intake process of a working, conscious, awakened spirit in incarnation on Planet Earth.

There is a tremendous amount of information which flows into the five senses and moves through the awareness and the thought processes of each entity, all things being grist for the mill. So, transformation is a move from one stage or phase of life to another. It almost has the connotation or the inference of being that of a shape shifter, where you actually change your spiritual or metaphysical shape.

We would pause at this time and offer our vibration to any who may wish to experience it. We would especially like to exercise in conditioning the one known as D and to assure this instrument that at the appropriate time we will be most happy to work with this instrument. If you will have patience and ask mentally, we will be glad and most grateful to touch each of you. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. I am Hatonn. We thank each of you for the opportunity of being able to work with each one and would like to confirm at this time that we were attempting to contact the one known as W for the purpose of closing this message, as one of our groups in the Confederation of Planets is waiting to speak also. We would again attempt to contact the one known as W. I am Hatonn.

[The rest of the tape is inaudible.]

This morning I vacuumed the kitchen, the living room, the office, my bedroom, and my bathroom.

This afternoon I went outside and used Huff and Puff to blow a path through the snow from the garage to the fishpond and then the sidewalk that leads from the driveway to the front porch of my home.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 12

Come, Worship Life Within You

I am the Spirit of that which all men seek, the spirit of Love. I am of the principle of the Father and of the redemption of the Son. I greet you in the full and perfect confidence of the consciousness of Love.

It is unknown to many of your peoples what kind of God created the myriad of universes and the infinite detail that makes up each life. And yet if the powers of observation function even feebly, the nature of the Creator can be seen. For no story within the creation has a true ending. All things are propagated again and again, to shine in glory from season to season. The creation is rich with seeds of life and seeds of consciousness.

Thus, it can be seen that we as Spirit are alive because the Creator is God of life. And if there is within you death, yet it is not the death of aught save hands and feet, not the death of thought, or Love, or consciousness.

Thus, we offer to you not the sensations which end in death but those which offer to your consciousness fruit for heart and soul, always renewed, always transforming. Come and worship life and Love in the infinite consciousness within you. We who comfort are here to comfort infinitely.

May you be washed, bathed, and blessed in the comfortable peace that fears not death: the love of Christ. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling for this session comes from January 3, 1982:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am with this instrument. I greet you once more in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator.

My friends, the nature of the journey that you are on is such that it may bring about periods in which you feel that your pilgrimage is no longer functioning properly. We ask you to consider a small example of such a pilgrimage. Take for example the young man. He is alone, and he seeks to make a journey, and as he seeks, he changes. This young man grows older year by year and experiences various locations, various entities. He is a visitor in homes which seem to him to be oh, so normal and so pleasant, and he asks himself over the years, “Why, if I am like other men, can I not have such pleasantness?”

Still he seeks, and still he sheds what Light he has upon those he meets, and one day he meets an old woman. She is alone but has not always been so. Though her face is wrinkled, her eyes sparkle. The man, no longer so young, asks her, “Why must the seeker always have such a lonely pilgrimage?” The old woman smiles very gently. “There are no rules to a pilgrimage except those that you make for yourself,” she says. “Examine that which you think you need. If it stays the same, there is not the beginning of the opportunity for growth. “Why,” the young man says, “you were married for many, many years.” “Ah, yes,” said the old woman, “but we were both pilgrims.”

In this session Hatonn wanted to speak about the nature of our spiritual journey. They began by saying the nature of the journey that you are on is such that it may bring about periods in which you feel that your pilgrimage is no longer functioning properly, so we ask you to consider a small example of such a pilgrimage, and take for example the young man, for he is alone, and he seeks to make a journey, and as he seeks, he changes, so as this young man grows older and experiences various locations and entities, he is a visitor in homes which seem to him to be normal and pleasant, and he asks himself over the years, “Why, if I am like other men, can I not have such pleasantness?” Hatonn went on to say still he seeks, and he sheds what Light he has upon those he meets, and one day he meets an old woman, and she is alone but has not always been so, and though her face is wrinkled, her eyes sparkle, so the man, no longer so young, asks her, “Why must the seeker always have such a lonely pilgrimage?” The old woman smiles gently, and she says, “There are no rules to a pilgrimage except those that you make for yourself,” so she said, “Examine that which you think you need, but if it stays the same there is not the beginning of the opportunity for growth, so “Why,” the young man says, “you were married for many years,” so, “Ah, yes,” said the old woman, “but we were both pilgrims.” On October 14, 1992, Q’uo spoke of the nature of our pilgrimage:

It is often assumed by those who are not on a spiritual pilgrimage that the greatest boon of living a spiritually oriented life is the peace of having made such a deep choice and, indeed, there is that peace of commitment to a life in faith. However, what those not on the path often forget, or do not know, is that the pilgrimage towards eternity, while greatly speeding up the pace of spiritual evolution, is terribly uncomfortable and inconvenient.

My friends, whatever your path, search it with your mind and your heart in each moment that you can possibly find to obtain in this most important activity so that when you go into meditation you are conscious of your being. Take yourself into yourself, for in meditation the conscious and the unconscious meet, become acquainted, and begin to merge into one ever larger beacon of the Light. For those dead spots which seem to be upon the road we can only suggest the balm of meditation while remembering it was your choice to begin this pilgrimage, and that pilgrims are happy as no other entities can ever be when they are changing. In any crucible of transformation joy is an inevitable byproduct.

Hatonn continued by saying whatever your path, search it with your mind and your heart in each moment that you can possibly find to obtain in this most important activity so that when you go into meditation you are conscious of your being, and take yourself into yourself, for in meditation the conscious and the unconscious meet and begin to merge into one ever larger beacon of the Light, for those dead spots which seem to be upon the road we can only suggest the balm of meditation while remembering it was your choice to begin this pilgrimage, and that pilgrims are happy as no other entities can ever be when they are changing, for in any crucible of transformation joy is an inevitable byproduct. On January 12, 2008, Q’uo described the nature of transformation:

Transformation is a somewhat overused term among those who seek in the ways of spirit. Both your established religions and your alternative spiritual practices tend to speak of transformation, until it has almost become diminished, as a word, from having been overused.

In its roots, my friends, it means to change form, to cross over from one form to another. In a different word with the same root, transformation often follows an intake of information to form new mental and emotional formations, thus precipitating the deeper self into the need to accommodate new information. By information we do not simply mean that which is taken in through the process of reading books, attending seminars, or listening to inspired speakers. We speak of the whole intake process of a working, conscious, awakened spirit in incarnation on Planet Earth.

There is a tremendous amount of information which flows into the five senses and moves through the awareness and the thought processes of each entity, all things being grist for the mill. So, transformation is a move from one stage or phase of life to another. It almost has the connotation or the inference of being that of a shape shifter, where you actually change your spiritual or metaphysical shape.

We would pause at this time and offer our vibration to any who may wish to experience it. We would especially like to exercise in conditioning the one known as D and to assure this instrument that at the appropriate time we will be most happy to work with this instrument. If you will have patience and ask mentally, we will be glad and most grateful to touch each of you. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. I am Hatonn. We thank each of you for the opportunity of being able to work with each one and would like to confirm at this time that we were attempting to contact the one known as W for the purpose of closing this message, as one of our groups in the Confederation of Planets is waiting to speak also. We would again attempt to contact the one known as W. I am Hatonn.

[The rest of the tape is inaudible.]

This morning I vacuumed the kitchen, the living room, the office, my bedroom, and my bathroom.

This afternoon I went outside and used Huff and Puff to blow a path through the snow from the garage to the fishpond and then the sidewalk that leads from the driveway to the front porch of my home.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 12

Come, Worship Life Within You

I am the Spirit of that which all men seek, the spirit of Love. I am of the principle of the Father and of the redemption of the Son. I greet you in the full and perfect confidence of the consciousness of Love.

It is unknown to many of your peoples what kind of God created the myriad of universes and the infinite detail that makes up each life. And yet if the powers of observation function even feebly, the nature of the Creator can be seen. For no story within the creation has a true ending. All things are propagated again and again, to shine in glory from season to season. The creation is rich with seeds of life and seeds of consciousness.

Thus, it can be seen that we as Spirit are alive because the Creator is God of life. And if there is within you death, yet it is not the death of aught save hands and feet, not the death of thought, or Love, or consciousness.

Thus, we offer to you not the sensations which end in death but those which offer to your consciousness fruit for heart and soul, always renewed, always transforming. Come and worship life and Love in the infinite consciousness within you. We who comfort are here to comfort infinitely.

May you be washed, bathed, and blessed in the comfortable peace that fears not death: the Love of Christ. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn, Laitos, Latwii, Amira channelings come from December 20, 1981:

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am with this instrument. We greet you, my brothers and sisters, in the Light and Love of the one infinite Creator. We found great pleasure in listening to your music this night. In this time of your year many of your people who participate in what you call Christian worship join together to sing songs of praise to the one known to you as Jesus, songs of Love, songs of giving, of awakening to Love that surrounds us, but that so many turn a cold shoulder to for the most of the rest of your year.

In this season, many do feel a new kindling of the warmth that begins to glow within as they stop the rushing, their selfishness, and begin to look about them and see needs of others, the needs of themselves as they take stock of how they acted, reacted during your year. Too often your people think that the giving to others of material things in this your Christmas season is an adequate way of expressing what many mistake for Love. Many feel that giving in this way will bring them closer to what you call God, but we say that although for some the giving material things is a loving gesture, we say to you that the opening of oneself to the needs of others, be they spiritual, material, mental, as you would term it, is much more important.

For as you begin to genuinely open yourself to receive others, you give not only to others, but to yourselves, for as you open yourself to others, to your world, Love and Light, it is you who begins to glow, to become more and more visible to those whom you come in contact with, be it physically or spiritually. For as you slowly open, you take steps closer to awareness of Love and Light of the one infinite Creator. You, my friends, give so much more by seeking greater awareness than you could ever give with things that you can purchase to give to others.

Your Love, your Light will, not only in this season, but throughout all the days of your existence on your planet, be of great service to the needs of the others around you. We of Hatonn join with you in this time of your year, and any time, to rejoice with each who seeks awareness of the Love and the Light, for we, as you, are seeking ever to grow. We know that it sometimes seems difficult to remain open, for in your illusion there are many who do not actively seek and may feel threatened and afraid of that which they do not readily perceive and understand, but when you are faced by such, we say open yourself that much more that they may begin to see beauty—that is, the Love and Light.

We are known as Hatonn. We would now transfer this contact to another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am with this instrument. If you will be patient with me for a moment, I and Laitos would at this time wish to move among you and share our Love and our Light with each who may request it on a more personal basis in the form of our conditioning wave. If you wish to feel this wave, please mentally request it and we shall be with you, for a brief period, a bit more intensively. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am Hatonn, and I greet you once again, my friends, in the Love and the light. May this time of your year be one in which you may find quiet moments, moments to find that which is the heart of your existence, for beneath all those things which you may do and those things which you may say, the heart of existence lies always near, and yet never quite so near as in the dead of winter, when a new life clean and fresh and untouched may spring from the desires and the Love of the soul that waits to be born anew.

I am Hatonn. In new life we leave you in Love, in Light, in hope, and in peace and always under the care of all that there is, the great and boundless unity of the one infinite Creator. Adonai. Adonai.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and am with this instrument, and greet you all in our very best holiday cheer and, of course, we bring our greeting, as always, in Love and in Light. We have the honor once again this evening of offering ourselves as somewhat of a Christmas present in the capacity of answering queries which those present might have the value in the asking. Are there any presents which we might open?

Carla: In the spirit of that question, I would like to rap with you.

Latwii: Stop ribbin’!

Carla: M1 in Denver, Colorado has had a series of extremely severe tragedies befall her family that have gone on over a period of years and have mostly to do with illness. Everyone but herself is ill in some way in which she cannot be of much help except by nurturing them. She would like to know what nature this catalyst is for her, and if there is something that she could be doing to better use this catalyst because she feels that at this moment it is about to overwhelm her.

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. As for your beloved sister some distance from this dwelling, we of Latwii can only speak in general terms concerning this entity, for we are most desirous of maintaining this entity’s free will, as this is always our uppermost desire. In such a situation as this entity finds itself in it might be ascertained that there is a lesson which needs to be learned on an urgent basis, for the repeating of catalysts of what your people might call an intense nature is most usually a sign that a specific lesson has not been completely comprehended. In such a situation as this one where there is the continuation of catalyst of an intense nature, especially that dealing with that known as the ill health or the disease, one may find a clue in reviewing each such instance quite carefully, as the surgeon with the scalpel; the viewing the complete nature of each such situation; looking at that which surrounds it; that which fostered it; that which was its genesis; looking also at the response to each situation by those finding themselves within its swirls of energy.

Further inspection would also be suggested into the results of each situation upon the entity. What lessons were learned? What possibilities were not explored? Where did the path of seeking lead from each situation? Looking at each situation in this manner may provide a pattern, a pattern of the catalyst, so that the entities within each situation might become aware more aware of those parts of the pattern previously ignored, for these particular types of catalysts do provide certain lessons. When the lessons have not been completely comprehended, the catalyst must be repeated. We would remind this entity, and each such entity finding itself in a situation which has been repeated, that there is an infinite amount of time in which to learn all lessons. Each lesson within this illusion does carry with it certain responsibilities, certain abilities to respond. There is an infinite range of responses possible for each lesson. There is free will, my friends. Lessons may be learned. Lessons may be ignored. Lessons may be postponed. There is no right or wrong way of learning.

Carla asked: “M1 in Denver, Colorado has had a series of extremely severe tragedies befall her family that have gone on over a period of years and have mostly to do with illness. Everyone but herself is ill in some way in which she cannot be of much help except by nurturing them. She would like to know what nature this catalyst is for her, and if there is something that she could be doing to better use this catalyst because she feels that at this moment it is about to overwhelm her.” Latwii began by saying as for your beloved sister some distance from this dwelling, we can only speak in general terms concerning this entity, for we are desirous of maintaining this entity’s free will, and in a situation as this entity finds itself in it might be discovered that there is a lesson which needs to be learned on an urgent basis, for the repeating of catalyst of an intense nature is a sign that a lesson has not been completely comprehended, for in such a situation as this one where there is the continuation of catalyst of an intense nature, especially that dealing with disease, one may find a clue in reviewing each instance carefully, viewing the nature of each such situation; looking at that which surrounds it; that which created it; looking also at the response to each situation by those finding themselves within its energy. Latwii went on to say further inspection would also be suggested into the results of each situation upon the entity: “What lessons were learned? What possibilities were not explored? Where did the path of seeking lead from each situation?” Latwii said looking at each situation in this manner may provide a pattern of catalyst, so that the entities within each situation might become aware of those parts of the pattern previously ignored, for these types of catalysts provide certain lessons, but when the lessons have not been comprehended the catalyst must be repeated, and we would remind each entity finding itself in a situation which has been repeated, that there is an infinite amount of time in which to learn lessons, for each lesson within this illusion carries the ability to respond, and there is an infinite range of responses possible for each lesson, so there is free will, and lessons may be learned, or lessons may be ignored, or lessons may be postponed, for there is no right or wrong way of learning. On September 21, 2019, Q’uo said that we can learn by discovering certain patterns of catalyst:

There is, indeed, the opportunity for each positive seeker of truth to be able to enhance the spiritual journey by being willing to accept and work with the more difficult or intense, shall we say, vibratory patterns of catalyst as it comes to the entity in the daily round of activities.

There is no entity without the ability to process such catalyst, even though the processing itself may require almost every fiber of energy available within each entity. This is a portion of the life pattern that has been made a possibility by many of those whom you call wanderers, who are from the higher densities, existing now within this planetary sphere in order to help the population of this planet move forward into the fourth density of Love and understanding.

It may also be the case that an entity shall choose to learn lessons within the period of catalyst provided for the original lesson. All is quite permissible within the plan of the Creator and within the framework laid by each entity before incarnation. It may also be the case that pre-incarnative choices have been made for the purpose of reminding the entity of certain lessons and their needs for mastery of these lessons within a certain period, therefore requiring the repeating of the providing of the catalyst. To summarize our somewhat lengthy response, may we say that all such lessons and catalysts reviewed in meditation by the entity finding themselves within these lessons, will provide the entities with the solutions which are necessary for the learning of the lesson and the walking of the path.

Latwii continued by saying it may also be the case that an entity shall choose to learn lessons within the period of catalyst provided for the original lesson, for all is permissible within the plan of the Creator and within the framework laid by each entity before incarnation, and it may also be the case that pre-incarnative choices have been made for the purpose of reminding the entity of certain lessons and their needs for mastery of these lessons within a certain period, and requiring the repeating of the catalyst, so to summarize our lengthy response, may we say that all such lessons reviewed in meditation by the entity finding themselves within these lessons, will provide the entities with the solutions which are necessary for learning the lesson and the walking of the path. On July 21, 1985, Oxal spoke of how we will learn the lessons that we have chosen to learn:

In the inevitable cycle of experience, you shall again be broken, and the cycle turns again, offering you again and again the opportunity for new knowledge, or if you have refrained from learning the lesson given you previously, you may find yourself repeating one lesson again and again. Try as you may, you will not escape this lesson until it is learned. This is not a grim threat, my friends; this is the nature of your experience. It is our intent to give you encouragement so that you may welcome experience, so that you may, even in pain, or grief, or despair, or loneliness welcome being broken, and look immediately for the Love that you have not allowed into this moment.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Not on that point, no, and I thank you on the behalf of my friend M1. I would also like to ask a question that was prompted by a friend of mine named S. No matter how much difficulty I have ever been in, mentally or emotionally, or physically, since I’ve been coming to these meetings, no matter how disharmonious I feel, I’ve always felt very close to the Confederation entities such as yourself that we contact at meetings, but S, who is having a lot of emotional feelings having to do with the feeling that she is not fulfilling her mission in this life, says that she has a feeling that the Confederation entities that she has been calling upon for so long look down upon her, but have put a wall between themselves and her, and she feels very lonely. I wondered if you could comment on this perception?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my sister. In this regard, again we find ourselves able to speak only in general terms, for once again we wish foremost to respect the free will of this entity. This entity has for many of your years pursued the path of spiritual evolution and has, in her own way and manner, been of great service. This entity, as it is well known to your own being, has great potential and does recognize this potential. This entity wishes to be of service in a manner which is equal to this potential. This entity, in its own evaluation of its service, has felt that it does not yet meet its potential.

We of the Confederation of Planets in Service of the Infinite Creator look upon each of your people, this entity as well, as having infinite potential for service, each potential unique. We can say that no entity of Confederation affiliation ever puts a wall between itself and those who seek its service. Many we find upon your planet who put walls within their own being, for it might be, shall we say, necessary for a certain time for an entity to build a wall and to contain itself so that it might know what its limits are within that wall, and it might be necessary at a later time for that entity to remove that wall which it has placed within its own being by its own efforts, for its own reasons, so that it might explore yet more means of service, new fields of consciousness, and new depths of its own being.

It is often necessary for an entity to place certain restrictions upon the self so that certain lessons might result from experiencing those restrictions. This entity has chosen to serve in a way which is not yet revealed fully unto it. The wall does keep that revelation from piercing through into consciousness, for reasons which this entity can find within its own being as a result of its continued seeking. We would only suggest to this entity the continued seeking, for the highest path of service shall provide it with the ladder, shall we say, to scale the wall which it has erected.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: I have one more question, and thank you on behalf of S. I think if she wants to ask further on this point she’ll probably write me. I have a question of my own. In the past month or so we’ve had a couple of fairly remarkable healings of people for whom we have prayed and sent Light, and I was wondering if you could comment on the method that we use to send Light in order that we might become better channels for that light, and refine that channel if we possibly could?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We are quite pleased with the efforts made by this group in the area of healing, and we may add that there is no effort which does not have its positive effects. The technique used by this group—the envisioning of the entity to be healed surrounded by Light—is effective to a degree. At this time surveying those present, those that are a part of this group, in this surveying we feel that there is the possibility of one refinement which those present might add to their current technique. This would be spending more time visualizing each entity to be healed, seeing first the diseased nature of the entity as described by the one asking for the healing for the entity. A few moments spent visualizing the diseased nature of the entity would then best be followed by the same amount of time spent seeing the entity to be healed, healed. Do not attempt to see the healing occurring, but see it completed. Again, see the entity surrounded by Light. At this time, we feel this is the only suggestion which we might make that would increase the growing ability of this group to do that which it is providing of the healing energy.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you, Latwii. I really appreciate the time you took.

I am Latwii, and we are most grateful to you as well, and to each in this group for allowing us to spend that which you call time with you. May we answer yet another question at this time?

M2: Yes, please. Latwii, I have some problem with some choices in my life from time-to-time where either of two options look like the positive option, yet either of the two options look like there may be a lot of negativism. I have a problem determining what’s right and wrong. Can you perhaps help me?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my brother. We find, indeed, in this particular illusion it is not always easy to travel the paths which are laid before the seeker of spiritual evolution. This illusion does provide many areas which might be considered between the poles of that known as right, or good, and that known as, wrong, or bad. Many are the areas of grayness that confuse those who choose to serve others …

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and am once again with this instrument. To continue our response in terms of a general nature, we may say that at any time when you find a choice of paths which is not clear in your own mind, in your own heart, in your own being, that retiring yourself into yourself in meditation is the most helpful avenue of choice. Meditate upon each path; examine all possibilities; feel within your being a choice of yes and no for each path. Travel the “yes” and “no” for each path in meditation in your own being. Visualize as clearly as possible the results of traveling each path. See in great detail the ramifications of each choice. Experience your feeling about each choice. Allow these distillations of feeling to permeate your being. Imagine each as real.

Find, then, within your being the patience necessary to make no choice until a choice must be made. Then, make your choice when it must be made, from the depths of your being, after having traveled all possibilities in your visualized reality. The response most appropriate for you at each turn shall become evident, for as ye seek, ye shall find. Many times, this has been said to your people. Again, we repeat, for those who seek there shall be that finding of a new goal, for as the magnet draws the iron, so does the seeker draw the sought.

M2 asked: “Latwii, I have some problem with some choices in my life from time-to-time where either of two options look like the positive option, yet either of the two options look like there may be a lot of negativism. I have a problem determining what’s right and wrong. Can you perhaps help me?” Latwii began by saying when you find a choice of paths which is not clear in your mind, in your heart, in your being, that retiring into meditation is the most helpful avenue of choice, so meditate upon each path, and feel within your being a choice of yes and no for each path, so then travel the “yes” and “no” for each path in meditation, and visualize as clearly as possible the results of traveling each path, seeing in detail the ramifications of each choice, so experience your feelings about each choice, and allow these feelings to permeate your being, and imagine each as real. Latwii continued by saying find within your being the patience necessary to make no choice until a choice must be made, and then make your choice when it must be made, from the depths of your being, after having traveled all possibilities in your visualized reality, for the response most appropriate for you at each turn shall become evident, for as ye seek, ye shall find, for those who seek there shall be that finding of a new goal, for as the magnet draws the iron, so does the seeker draw that which is sought. On July 23, 1982, Latwii said that as we seek we shall find:

We look now upon the array of possibilities that present themselves to you at this time, and we can only assure you that as ye seek, so shall ye find. And fear not the mistake, for it is not possible to make it. You will learn as you yearn, and you will travel that path which is the most beneficial for your growth at this time. We do not mean to offer the suggestion that to seek always within your being is the most profitable, shall we say, path that can be followed. We do not mean to make light in any respect in the seeking which you have already undertaken, but can only remind the seeker that words such as ours are a mere pittance when compared to the guidance you shall find within your being.

May we answer you further, my brother?

M2: No, I know that will be very helpful for me. Thank you.

Latwii: We are most grateful to you as well. May we answer another question at this time?

A: I have a question. For those living in confusion … if one has the knowledge which could be given to others which could either cause them to have a greater understanding or to be in more confusion, is it better to be silent or to try to lift confusion?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my sister. And in this regard, we might respond as we are, for we of Latwii seek to be of the service which is requested of us and would suggest to each present that when attempting to assist another self within your illusion, to assist in the highest degree one must be asked for assistance. To give that which is not sought is to add to the confusion of another self. If asked for advice, give that which you feel to be of the highest and best available to you. Allow it to come through your being as you serve as a channel, for all entities are channels of the one Creator. Give that which comes from you naturally when it is requested. Allow the one requesting assistance to digest, shall we say, the food which you have provided for its nourishment. Reply further when requested for more information. Resist the, shall we say, temptation to be that known to your people as the teacher when the teachings are not requested. Give that which is requested and which comes easily from your being.

May we answer you further, my sister?

A: Only a question as to whenever answering there is the free will. How do you know when you’re going against someone’s free will?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my sister. We might say in this regard that as you come into contact with those who request your assistance you do not violate their free will by responding to their requests, for whatever your response they are always free to refuse your assistance, for there is nothing special about any entity within this illusion in relation to any other entity which would make any entity believe that which another offers as assistance. There is little chance of infringing upon the free will of another self if you respond to their requests for assistance and do not offer, without the request for assistance, aid which is not sought.

May we answer you further, my sister?

A: No. Thank you, though.

I am Latwii, and we are most grateful to you as well. Is there another question at this time?

L: I have several questions, Latwii. First on the subject of healing. In working with the instrument known as Carla in this area we have found that our efforts can produce temporary effects but not permanent effects. Have you any advice to offer to assist us in making our efforts more permanent?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your questions, my brother. Again, in this area we find that to maintain your free will we must respond only in general and suggest that the continued, shall we say, balancing efforts of the one known as the healer is the endeavor which shall provide the increased ability to offer the opportunity for healing, for the opportunity for healing must flow through the entity as water through a pipe, and the pipe must be cleared of the blockages which do not permit easy flow of the nourishing water.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: Yes. In our efforts I have been using the process of conditioning diseased parts taking on a healthy aspect. If I understood your comments earlier this evening, you strongly advise against that process. Could you speak on that subject?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my brother. In this regard we might say that certain techniques do work for certain entities, and can repeat our suggestion that seeing the entity becoming healed is an aid to healing, but seeing the entity healed is perhaps more efficacious. This shall be discovered by each entity as the entity practices that known as the healing art. We offer our suggestions as humble advice and would advise further that each entity make these discoveries for the self, for until the self believes such and such a situation to be correct the entity shall not have the faith that such is correct and no amount of, shall we say, correctness shall allow that technique to work for that entity.

May we respond further, my brother?

L: I have a last question on a different, more personal, subject. I have found in myself recently an ambivalence on the subject of emotional relationships, when I find a part of me strongly drawn toward it and at the same time, given the opportunity, often find reasons to avoid it. I realize that this is something I’m going to have to sort out for myself, but I would appreciate any observations of a general nature that you could make on the lessons to be learned from the interactions.

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my brother, and upon this subject we may speak a few words, and suggest that the relationships between your people, especially those of the male to the female, are somewhat tinged, shall we say, with the coloration of one entity pitted against another, both vying for the, shall we say, emotional satisfaction of owning the affections of the other. Your relationships of the sexual nature, male to female, do suffer somewhat in your society because of the coloration of what has been named, shall we say, the adversary relationship by our brothers and sisters of the social memory complex of Ra. It is not particularly easy for entities within your illusion to join with their polar opposites, for there is the bartering of emotions which does, in the final analysis, hinder the free flow of that known to your peoples in sparing degree as love, for that concept of Love does not in its true form know any boundary, does not know any limitation to amount which may be given, does not know that there is the, shall we say, artificial need to be balanced by more of the concept of love given by another in order to balance the scales of the relationship and to complete the transaction of emotions.

The concept of Love is the free giving of the self without reservation to another because the other is as it is. The giving of love which demands another be other than it is a distortion of Love which has severe, shall we say, ramifications and does result in that known as the emotional pain and the withdrawal of love from the account of the entity experiencing the pain. In such instances the entity experiencing pain shall then feel an aversion to further experience of the love relationship, for the love relationship has not been experienced in a positive way for the reasons which we have previously enumerated. Within your illusion each entity must find its way through the confusions of the marketplace of emotions, for that known as Love has been colored, has been twisted and contorted by your people for many generations upon your planet and has resulted in the misapprehension of Love as something which can be divided into parts and traded as a commodity.

L asked: “I have found in myself recently an ambivalence on the subject of emotional relationships, when I find a part of me strongly drawn toward it and at the same time, given the opportunity, often find reasons to avoid it. I realize that this is something I’m going to have to sort out for myself, but I would appreciate any observations of a general nature that you could make on the lessons to be learned from the interactions.” Latwii began by saying that the relationships between your people, especially those of the male to the female, are tinged with the coloration of one entity pitted against another, both vying for emotional satisfaction of owning the affections of the other, and your relationships of the sexual nature suffer in your society because of the coloration of the adversary relationship spoken of by our brothers and sisters of Ra, so it is not easy for entities within your illusion to join with their polar opposites, for there is the bartering of emotions which does hinder the free flow of Love, for that concept of Love does not in its true form know any boundary, does not know that there is the artificial need to be balanced by more of the concept of love given by another in order to balance the scales of the relationship and to complete the transaction of emotions. Latwii went on to say the concept of Love is the free giving of the self without reservation to another because the other is as it is, but the giving of love which demands another be other than it is a distortion of Love which has severe ramifications and results in emotional pain and the withdrawal of love from the being of the entity experiencing the pain, for the entity experiencing pain shall feel an aversion to further experience of the love relationship, for the love relationship has not been experienced in a positive way for the reasons which we have previously enumerated, so within your illusion each entity must find its way through the confusions of the marketplace of emotions, for that known as Love has been colored, has been contorted by your people for many generations upon your planet and has resulted in the misapprehension of Love as something which can be divided into parts and traded as a commodity. On February 19, 1995, Q’uo said that we are a distortion of Love:

That self which is the deepest self is a distortion of Love and the heart as it opens simply becomes more and more able to resonate to the pure emotions which are that unique distortion of Love which is each entity. Thusly, one better feels and intuits one’s way towards a deeper understanding of the identity of the self than work with the logic and the mind can ever produce.

We would suggest to those who have experienced the pain of the withdrawal of affections, either of self for another self or of another self for the self, that the pure experiencing of Love upon your planet is a rare occurrence, but one which we cannot speak too highly of, for even though the one who would love with no expectation of return might be viewed as most foolish, surely it is such foolishness which shall eventually be seen to be the container which knows no limits and can, therefore, contain, shall we say, the concept of Love, and where there is Love freely given for no reason and with no expectation of return, then there is created within the entity who gives this Love in this free manner, there is created a vacuum which shall draw unto that entity that which it gives, for there is nothing truly apart from an entity, for all beings are one, and when one is Loved, for any reason or no reason, then all are loved and the self also find its Love.

Latwii went on to say we would suggest to those who have experienced the pain of the withdrawal of affections, either of self for another self or of another self for the self, that the pure experiencing of Love upon your planet is a rare occurrence, but one which we cannot speak too highly of, for even though the one who would Love with no expectation of return might be viewed as foolish, it is such foolishness which shall be seen to be the container which knows no limits and can, contain the concept of Love, and where there is Love freely given with no expectation of return, then there is created within the entity who gives this Love in this free manner a vacuum which shall draw unto that entity that which it gives, for there is nothing truly apart from an entity, for all are one, and when one is Loved, for any reason or no reason, then all are Loved and the self also find its Love. On May 11, 2019, Q’uo said that we all are one:

Service is not always easy. Service is often most difficult when it is most valuable to be given. All services given freely from the heart are helpful to all entities involved in the service. Indeed, in any way in which you may open your heart to others, you affect the entire creation, for all are one in Love and Light.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: No, thank you. You’ve answered me well.

I am Latwii, and we are most grateful to be of whatever service we might be. Is there another question at this time that we might attempt to answer?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. My friends, we are most gratified to have been able to join your group this evening. We know that occasions such as this are most honored by each present and especially in this season of joyous thanksgiving and praise of the one Creator, we know that those present do feel a special bond in the sharing of Love and Light. We leave you now rejoicing in that Love and Light and wishing each present a most joyous season of holiday cheering and loving and sharing and we shall be with you as you share your Love for the one Creator each with the other. We leave you now in that Love and Light. We are known to you as Latwii. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Carla channeling)

I greet you in the love and the Light of the Father. I am Amira. My children, you call to me, and I come, but am I not always with you? Is my peace not in you? My incarnation is known to you, and still you seek as if I were not here. I am with you always, and yet it is not I nor all those things which I say. Ah, but those things given me by the Father, let it be so with all … I am Amira. I am with you in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator.

This morning I went outside and used Huff and Puff to blow the Honeysuckle Bush leaves in the back yard into a pile, and then I put a tarp over the pile to keep the wind from blowing the leaves away.

This afternoon I went back outside and put the leaves in the back yard, the leaves on the west side of the fishpond, and the leaves on the east side of the fishpond into ten garbage cans, and then I put the garbage cans along the driveway close to the pet cemetery.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 12

Come, Worship Life Within You

I am the Spirit of that which all men seek, the spirit of love. I am of the principle of the Father and of the redemption of the Son. I greet you in the full and perfect confidence of the consciousness of Love.

It is unknown to many of your peoples what kind of God created the myriad of universes and the infinite detail that makes up each life. And yet if the powers of observation function even feebly, the nature of the Creator can be seen. For no story within the creation has a true ending. All things are propagated again and again, to shine in glory from season to season. The creation is rich with seeds of life and seeds of consciousness.

Thus, it can be seen that we as Spirit are alive because the Creator is God of life. And if there is within you death, yet it is not the death of aught save hands and feet, not the death of thought or Love or consciousness.

Thus, we offer to you not the sensations which end in death but those which offer to your consciousness fruit for heart and soul, always renewed, always transforming. Come and worship life and Love in the infinite consciousness within you. We who comfort are here to comfort infinitely.

May you be washed, bathed, and blessed in the comfortable peace that fears not death: the Love of Christ. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.